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Let's see what happened yesterday... Keep thinking yesterday was Sunday... Haha... Woke up and went online, as usual. Supposed to meet Pamela, Teck and Ah Boey @ 1330hrs @ Punggol MRT to go visit Derek Junior at their house, but you know, delivery of present takes time, so reached there @ 1500hrs instead of the said 1400hrs. =P Had pizza, fried chicken and sushis... Watched the XC race in the Olympics as well... Nice race by the French guy. Nice course to ride on as of what I see on the TV screen... The race ended around 1800hrs, Ah Boey had to make a move for her ball game @ Bukit Timah, but she had to head home to get her barang-barangs, so I hitched a ride on her bike to Toa Payoh Sports Hall for the NSL Grand Finals and the Magnum performance.

The match was Singapore Mannas against Malaysia Arowanas. A tough fight indeed for the both sides. Half-time came and there was Magnum performance! All nicely went up, the crowds went OooooH... Spotted a couple of flashes here and there during the stunts. No good... Next time must inform the announcer to inform the audience not to use flash. =( 2nd half of the match was a cat and mouse game, both sides passing the ball all over the court. The Arowanas put up a tough fight for the Mannas indeed... But the Mannas still won the competition. It was time for performance again, but looks like not much crowd were keen on the routine this time round. Looks like they were more excited about the Mannas' win just a few seconds before... Good or bad, I don't know. But I know the stunts went up nicely too, with a few funny moves here and there for us to see... =P

Went off after that, supposed to go for ride, but when reached home, it was already 2230hrs. They had all left the shop, so slacked home. Meng Siong and Weida came over, went for jelly-beancurd and bought snacks back. Watched Olympics again... Haha... Until it was close to 0300+hrs, before we decided to head home... By the way, we live within a stone's throw. =P

Today, woke up @ 1400hrs... Pigged for the whole day. Did nothing much. Watched Formula 1's Belgian GP. Kimi won the race, the only win so far for him this season. Sad case for him... Haha... But Michael Schumacher has already sealed up his Drivers' Championship! Well Done!!!

Tomorrow marks the start of Term2. How time flies... In a blink of an eye, it's already Term 2...

A day out

Woke up in a mad frenzy, after reading the buyer for my cranks's message... Had my breakfast of 2 servings of Nasi Lemak, showered, changed and went out... Feel so bad, made him waited for close to 1hour. Oh man... Reached there around 1140hrs. But he's a nice chap though, the transaction went thru smoothly. Even though there is 1 big scratch mark on the drive side's crankarm. But then again, it's a steal! Who would mind? =P

Went to school to pass Juleen the disc with all the photos taken over the last 2 weekends around 1230hrs. Juleen was nowhere in sight, so passed it to YY. Oh SHIT! Safiq, you can take the disc from Juleen when she's done with it. =P Forgot to burn 1 copy for you... -dead- Went to Atrium to wait for Xiang Mei to be done with her paper and Raymond to roll down from the Library. They arrived just on time, 1245hrs. =) Went to had a small bite with the 2 @ KFC and took bus down to Suntec. What a ride... So SLOW~~ Took a whole 1 hour. Took a nap as well... Haha... I swear never to take 75 to Suntec ever again... Unless special circumstances... =P

Went to the arcade and waste $$$ AGAIN!!! -dead- Wasted $10, which could be used for food... -sobz sobz- Meet up with Ash, Kenny and Irin... Didn't expect the other 2 to be there, cause we only knew Ash would be there... Played and went off the Esplanade to see people break dance. Ash left first as he got gym training. So left Raymond, Xiang Mei and me...

Had dinner @ Food Junction and headed back home. Sent Xiang Mei home, before heading home... Hahaha... What am I talking sia... =P

Over and out...

PS: I miss her... =(

Rot!

Did nothing today. Awaken by a call from Ah Fei regarding the Lance Armstrong Wristbands. Haha... I was just about to sms him about him, and he called me to confirm with him. Haha... Armstrong telepathy? =P Went back to sleep again until about noon. Slacked around and went online. Was supposed to go back to school to see training and pass Juleen the pics that was taken last Saturday, only to realise her group's training was cancelled. No point going down, no one to see also... Haha...

Called up Ah Fei to confirm the location I meeting him to collect the wristbands. So headed out to Hereen. Got the stuffs and headed back home since he got something else on. SMS-ed Eric and was told there's no ride tonight. -sianz- Came online again and met up with Sehsuan to go 85 for a session of Bah Chor Mee... Only to realise upon reaching there, both stalls not open!!! ARGH!!! Waste my bloody time cycle down. Adjourned to ECP, where Sehsuan recced his Osim Tri route. Headed to ECP Hawker for drinks, courtesy of Sehsuan. Rode back home after that...

And here I am. Tomorrow going out to meet the buyer for my cranks. Hopefully wouldn't get aeroplane this time round... =) And meeting Xiang Mei and the rest to go play arcade... Grrrr... Waste $$$ again... My wallet getting thinner and thinner... =( -sobz sobz-

-dead-

Goodie Mummy went to switch on my fan this morning, and the result: I overslept and missed my Basic Thermofluid paper... Grrrr... Was already half-awaken by Class 95's Flying Dutchman, Glenn and Rod, together with my handphone alarm and alarm clock ringing away, but stumbled back into lala land for another 5mins, only to realise my Mom on the fan, allowing me to sleep until shiok shiok... Grrrrr.... I haven't told her I missed my paper... -dead- Must go get MC later, this time mati already...

Slacked at home for the whole day. Didn't go for paper, had lunch at home. Watched TV, online... Same usual stuffs I do everyday... Heard that the paper was tough, but heck! The re-test is bound to be harder than the paper today... -dead- Must study hard hard for the re-test! I MUST DO IT! Hopefully it wouldn't be No Action Talk Only... =P

Went to Tampines Mall in the evening to return the CableTV set top box. Terminated the CableTV and MaxOnline... No more cable!!! -sobz sobz- Guess I gotta upgrade my Pacnet access time already... Can die sia!!! Should I take up Singnet BB again? Or should I wait? -thinks hard-

Going for 1 round BT before going back to school to see them @ training. Heard will be seeing routines again. =) Can see Juleen!!! Hahahaha... =P Safiq, don't kill me hor... Lolx...

Flunked

Congrats to me once again... Hehe~ I have flunked my Engineering Maths 1 paper... Grrrrr... Totally not in the mood to prepare for the tests. Don't know why, don't ask me... -deadmeat-

Reached the Sports Hall late as usual, in there for 30mins and I'm outta there. Haiz... I think I'm a goner... Still a slacker in poly... Slacked from Sec3 until Sec5 still not enough, come poly also want to slack... Am I bound to be a slacker for my life? I wonder why I can't use the enthu-ness in biking and in Magnum to my studies? =\ Sad case... I have short attention life-span. Maybe it could be the class that I'm in too. I think all these make parts of the reason why. =( I'm supposed to change for the better, not for the WORSE. Grrrr...

Haiz, another paper to be flunked tomorrow... Basic Thermofluid... Just checked MEL and found out that EG1 Retest would be on 16th September. Guess I must work hard for that, SERIOUSLY WORK HARD!!!

-dead-

Congrats to me!

Haha... Quick! All come say congrats to me... =P I have officially flunked my very first paper. MMT(B). And more to come tomorrow... Hahaha... I think I can repeat my modules for the 2nd semester already. -prepares to repeat-

Tomorrow got Engineering Maths 1, sure flunk again, but don't know by how much. Guess it would be a major flunk. =X Sure die until very very cham... Gotta work super super hard if I don't want to repeat module. Grrrrrr... I cannot let her down, since I promised her... Haha...

What to do... Didn't even study abit of Maths at all... Grrrr... See how it goes tomorrow lar... Sure deadmeat... Grrrr

Sianzation!

Still nothing much going on, although my friend says I got alot of activities going on, SO BUSY... -ponders- I wonder if I'm really that busy doing the right stuffs... Haha... Got common test later, but didn't even touch abit of it. Ok, got abit, just flipped through. Hope all goes well.

Ok, let's talk about yesterday. Went for Magnum's KC performance @ IMM again. Went to meet Jie Wei before that @ Jurong Point to get more stuffs for Zi Wei's present. Got him a brownie as well. She's so thoughtful... I wonder when would be my turn? Haha... The performance was great! All nicely done, I think... =P Waited with the seniors to go to Jurong East MRT before splitting up. Headed home for a change of clothes, and out I go again. Went for Fionie's birthday bash @ Aloha Changi. Buffet style, I thought it was a BBQ in the 1st place. Lolx. Alot of people from the #npcc came, including those super 'old-birds'. Haha... Went off with them @ around 2330hrs. No more bus 67 @ Tampines Interchange, so took another with them until Geylang Serai before changing bus to go home. Reached home slightly before 0100hrs. =P

Woke up @ 1200+hrs, had lunch and went online. Studied abit. Chatted with GuoBin and confirmed the timing we meeting later in the evening. Went out around 1800hrs to meet Guo Bin for his RaceFace Next LP cranks. Yum Yum~~ Another upgrade for my bike. =X Talked more about bikes(what else!) with him @ Mac, before I head off to Pasir Ris to send her home. Reached there just nice, she came out within 5mins of my arrival at the busstop. Took bus and chatted with her, got to know more about her(For me that is...), dropped off @ Yishun Interchange and took the train home. Reached home @ around 2210hrs. Quite fast... =)

Cooked a late dinner by myself. Haha... Macaroni with soup, not bad... =P Ok, going for conference now. Wish me luck for the papers later today and in the following days. Tata~ =)

Nothing to update.

Nothing much to update these few days, so didn't update. Haha. Rotted at home most of the while, rushing my assignment. So dead, past deadline still not submitted. Grrrrr...

Thursday: Went to collect Lance Armstrong wristbands from Dennis @ ECP Mac in the evening at 8+pm. So long didn't see him, he commented I grew thinner... -ponders- SURE ANOT? =P I gained weight sia, how could I look thinner? Maybe it's really muscle mass. Haha... Went for the usual Coastal loop ride with the regulars. So long didn't join them for ride, suffering after Coastal. =X Went to 85 for drink and supper. Eric came and adjusted my cockpit for me, felt so much more comfortable now, but still finding my most comfortable position. Thanks! =)

Went to meet Ash @ Bugis, Raine and Raymond wanted to have Swensen Topless 5. Haha... Damn cheap, but not much flavours. =( Played arcade and walked around Parco while waiting for them to arrive. So long... -.- Finally they arrived and we went to Swensen. Talked about Raymond and his *ahem*. We were commenting quite alot on the current status right now. Up to you, you call the shots. Can't help you... =P Accompanied Raine to 77th Street to buy shorts. Ash went off after that as he got gymnastic lessons @ SPANS. So left Raine, Raymond and me. Raymond went to buy his wallet and we splited and headed home after that.

AND MY MAXONLINE WAS CUTTED!!! GRRRRRRR.... Using my sucky 56kps Pacnet now... SO SLOW!!!

Late Entry

Was suppposed to write out this entry last night, but was on the phone until I was too tired to blog.

Didnt go for make-up lessons yesterday, too tired from Sunday's activities. Woke up, rotted at home for the whole day. Tried to do some research for my MMT(B) assignment on the Web, but can't seem to find any. =( Read the books that I borrowed from the Library, but I can't catch any balls the books is saying... Grrrr... Checked with those who have already finished and got some sites from them which have important informations. Had a conference after that...

Today: Once again, I didn't go for the make-up lessons. -dead- Too tired to even drag myself outta bed. I did hear the alarm ringing, but just couldn't be bothered with it. Had lunch and went out for awhile before coming back home again. Heading out again in the evening to pass Caron the LA wristband @ Orchard. Feeling so tired... I wonder if sleeping too much will make you more tired... Think I should go take a nap before going out... Hehe~

Update more tonight. =)

Long long day...

Woke up @ 0630hrs this morning and prepared to go for a long ride. Cycled to Kaki Bukit to meet up with Guo Bin and Adenan. Finally can put a face to the name that I've been hearing from Guo Bin. Whacked BT, Butterfly and Woodcutters Trail. Super shiok ar! All was going fine, until over-confident me had a washed-out at one of the downslope in BT. No injuries, just a off-sided stem. Adjusted it back and I'm back in action...

A very technical ride indeed, with all the switchbacks and upslopes... Riding over the roots and gravels are a challenge too... Must go often to train up. =) Rode back and got home to have a short rest.

Met up with Xiang Mei to take train to City Hall to meet Raymond. Ash came later. Went to watch Suntec Dance Heats. It was going to rain, so they postponed it till 1930hrs, but when we came back @ 1900hrs, half of them have already performed... Grrr... Walked around Esplanade 3 times before heading in finally. Haha... How lame sia... Then we all decided to head back. Sent Xiang Mei home again. Got concession what, must make good use of it... =P

Home now and blogging...

PS: This is her below. =)

Nice Performance!

Woke up this morning around 0900+hrs, went online. Slacked around and had breakfast around 1030hrs. Prepared and went out to take train to Jurong East to meet the rest of the Magnum people. Only saw Sherwin, Siti, Eunice and Lenny. Walked to IMM and met up with the rest.

Saw the 1st half of the performance @ 1300hrs, it was good, not bad at all! Was finish @ 1330hrs, went off to meet Chee Koon to collect the LA bands from Jurong Stadium. Rushed back to IMM to see the 2nd round of the performance. This time round, IT WAS FABULOUS! All the stunts went up nicely and so was the dance. =) Took so many pics. Was the Official Photographer for Kelly. Lolx... Multi-tasking while the performance is on. Phone, digicam, phone, digicam. Took lots of pics with them after performance, and we headed to Jurong Point for movie.

Watched Catwoman. Xiang Mei, Raymond, Ash, Vincent, Larry and Jasmine were present. Sent Xiang Mei home after movie, since she stay east also.

Having conference now... So many funny stuffs to hear. Going BT tomorrow with GuoBin and gang. Going to rest early.

PS: Finally got chance to take photo with her.

Short day in school

Went to school today with my Mum to sign the Tuition Grant Agreement. Arranged to meet up with Caron at Canteen 2, but she insisted that it's Canteen 3. -blur- Maybe her time @ NP, it was Canteen 3?? Haha... Did I mentioned that Fuzzie was down as well? =P Went to sign the Agreement @ StaffHub and by the time it was done, I was 5minutes late for my lecture. Ran to Block 56 from Sports Complex.

Had Thermofluid and MMT(B) lectures, back to back. 1 hour each. Lunchtime was next. Went to Atrium to meet Raine and Melanie. Passed Raine the $$$ for the present, but she got no small change. So asked Melanie to change the $$$ for me, since she's buying food. =) Went off to Canteen 4 to look for my classmates. Don't know why, but it's super crowded!!! Headed to Blk 46 and wait for the tutor to come. Saw the Indian fella who drives a Ferrari to school... Cool~ But too bad, he sucks BIG TIME in his looks. =X Haha...

Had a test for the AutoCAD, question 1, 2 and 4 were relatively easy. But question 3, I was stuck. Tried to draw, but mind's in a blank. Finished the paper and handed it up. Hope I won't flunk it. Never had I flunk a D&T related paper before. -prays hard- =P

Took train home, and fell asleep. Only to realise I missed my stop by a BIG MILE when I woke up. =P -malu- I was already @ Simei. Quickly alighted and boarded the train opposite. Bought dinner and took a long nap after that.

Watched TV for awhile, and while switching channels, I saw Magnum Force on ChannelNewsAsia and Channel5! It was about the Olympics events that was held at Changi Airport for the travellors. So sad we can't be there to watch it. But never mind, there's another chance for us to catch it tomorrow! IMM!!!

So excited, can't wait for the time to come... Need sleep, tired tired tired... =)

Training

Training was great today. Did circuit training for PT. Self stretching after that. After PT, we were slacking away while watching the performance that's gonna be put up by the seniors tomorrow and saturdays. The routine was great! Took a couple of videos, but very short, 10seconds only.

After slacking for a long while at training, finally we get to do some stuffs. Got to do windmill, Dion demo-ed on Xi Wen. Tried flipping Pauline(my flyer) upside down for a full revolution. Failed at my first attempt, my head was too out, and it blocked the way. Haha... How dumb! 2nd attempt was a success! Woohoo~

Next we tried the Chair. We(bases) use our palm to act as a chair for the flyer. 1st attempt was a failure as usual. =P Had several mistakes during my prep, and wasn't strong enough on your upper body. So failed quite a few times, but got the stunt up eventually. Tried Pauline, Sarah and Lavrina as my flyer. Slowly got used to it, and was able to hold it there. But still, I must go train harder. Must go GYM to train... Learn back spotting as well for the Chair.

Got the T-shirt from the seniors. We are going to wear it to watch the performance!! So excited~ I got Larry's shirt. Larry, don't worry. Your shirt is safe with me. ;) Had debrief and we are allowed to go off. And here I am... After shower and supper that is... =)

PS: She's not down for training today. Miss her so much. =(

Waiting for training

At grandstand waiting for training to start. Carried mats down just now. Accidentally twisted my ankle. -pain- Stupid me, try to break record by carrying 10 mats down, but missed my footing and twisted my ankle while walking down the stairs. Later not break record, but break ankle. Lolx.

Update later, wanna see who's here. Hope she's coming for training... =)

Slacking...

Slacking away in the library now... Just got news from Melanie that someone in her family is admitted into hospital. Hope all's fine for her... Take care, Melanie... So boring now, can't do my project, no research to begin with. And the only source of information is left at home... Grrrr... Sianz half...

I can't wait for training to start. I wish training could be longer, but I guess the seniors would kill me if they see this. LONGER TRAINING??! You want to die ar!? =P I really wanna learn the stunts real quick. Eagerly waiting for Lenny to teach us more stuffs. =)

Ok, I guess I'll just stop here for now... Update again tonight...

In class

In WAA now, so boring... Haha... Got Magnum Training later... So looking forward to it. I hope that she will be down for training today. She wasn't there at training on Tuesday. Miss her so much...

i feel so tired these few days, don't know why. I hope I can catch up on my sleep during the weekends. Not forgetting on my studies as well. Common Tests coming soon... Must work hard to get good grades... =)

K, can't write much now. Update again later... ;-)

Sorry

How should I start this entry off? I feel so guilty now. I thought she wouldn't know it's me, but I underestimated her. But at least I know she's smart enough to know it's me who's messenging her and not someone else. =) If you are reading this, just want to let you know I sincerely apologise for what I've done this afternoon. SORRY~~

Went to school this morning for lectures. All lectures... Slept halfway through for most of the lectures. Maths, Thermofluid, MMT(B). Super bored... Met Melanie @ Canteen 1 for lunch, had a drink, wasn't feeling hungry due to the breakfast earlier on in school. Talked to her about some stuffs, seems like she's the only confide I can talk to. She knows all about my problems, more or less I think. Sort of my personal advisor... Hehe~

Came home after lessons, so tired. Online and took a nap until 2000hrs. Just woke up and here I am blogging... Nothing unusual happened yesterday, so nothing to blog. Same as usual, Magnum training after school yesterday.

Magnum Training tomorrow! I have shoulder burns... =(

PS: I know you are reading this, I'm serious about it. Just give me a change to prove myself.

Long entry...

3days of entries combined into one...

Day 1(Saturday): Went for Kenny's birthday party @ Sentosa Chatlet. Met up with Larry, Jessie, Raine @ PS. Went to play arcade @ Douby Ghaut Zone X. Didn't know there was a arcade there until now. What a mountain turtle. Haha... Then headed to Harbourfront, saw Dion and some of the rest of them @ the interchange. Took the bus in, Jessie, Raine and I applied for the Islander Card. It's having a promotion right now. $11.10 for a year! Get it quick! While applying, Dion and the rest went to the chalet first while Larry stayed back to accompany us. How 'good' sia. Larry brought us onto a Tour de Sentosa, walking from NTUC Coastal Sands to Sentosa Beach Resort. Brought us to the wrong place. -pengz- Walked until our legs become jelly sia... Finally we got onto the correct bus and saw Kenny and Safiq. Had so much fun @ the BBQ. Kenny kanna SABO-ed after the cake cutting. Got a smell-a-armpit game. Haha... He has to smell armpit and guess which is Eunice, while blindfolded. Haha... Then after that, all the powder and water and ICE came. I got a box and a slam, courtesy of Kenny... How good sia!!! Kenny you die!!!

Oops! I forgot to mention my scandal, Irin came too! Wahahaha... Went to fetch her in, but she came in herself, but still met her @ the bus-stop. Played a funny game called 'The King', where the King gets to give a command to 2 unlucky person. The 2 who kanna had to obey. Wahaha... Got alot of funny and lame stuffs being melted out. Was laughing like mad throughout the whole game. Haha... Got kissing, plucking, licking, not to mention SEX POSITIONS!!! Wahahahahaha... Played Tarot cards after that. My situation is about the same as Irin, that's what James said. =( Guess life has to move on... Sent Irin to work, accompanied her all the way to Pasir Ris. Walked out of Sentosa(no bus that early), all the way to the train station. She wanted to take bus, while I wanted to take train. But she still take train, cause we walked long way already. Sorry Irin... =) Headed home after that to change, and went back to Sentosa.

Day2(Sunday): Met up with Pauline, Tian Ying, Jasmine, Aishah. Saw Kelly alighting from the train too. So went to take bus together. Went in and got changed. The rest were already having fun in the water. So I jumped in! Learned so many new stunts. Single-T, elevator. Due to excessive playing in the sun, I'm now officially CHAO TA~~ Went to change and left Sentosa, by foot AGAIN!!! 2 times in a day. -pengz- Went to Harbourfront food court and had dinner. Then some of them left for home, while the rest headed to Cosy Bay. My sweetie pie(another scandal), Pauline went with us too. Haha... So many scandals, I wonder if I can handle... Lolx... Headed home after that. Was supposed to catch the fireworks @ Cosy Bay, but on the way walking there, we saw the fireworks first. So went there just to catch American(opps!), I meant Singapore Idol. Was laughing like mad again. The contentants were so of no standards, with a few exceptions of course! Had a drink with Pauline, only to know she can't burp. =P Went home after that and start stoning...

I didn't go for classes today. Missed my ITA and Maths Practical. No more MMT(B) praticals!! So my lessons ended @ 12noon officially for Tuesday. Got training later, I wonder how am I gonna survive with all that sunburn... -dead-

PS: Maybe I should just move on, instead of just keep waiting. If there's a chance between her and me, we will get together eventually. (If you love her, let her go. If she's meant to be yours, she will come back to you one day.)

Great friends...

Long day today. Woke up early today, and went to CISCO to settle some stuffs. Came back and had lunchie. Went out again @ 1330hrs to meet the rest of the Magnees(Raine, Wei Cai, Eunice) to buy Kenny's birthday present. From Taka to Hereen. Down to Wallet Shop. So we got him a wallet. Went to LIPS cafe after that to talk cock. Time was close to 1830hrs, time for me to meet up with my secondary classmates. Bid farewell to them and went to meet my friends @ Orchard MRT.

My friends are great! They got me a pair of Levis Type 1 that they promised me. Got it at a discount. They are having 39% discount for Type 1 for National Day Celebrations. So COOL~ Went to have dinner, or rather a drink @ Marche. Went back up to Flash 'n' Splash to get slippers tomorrow. Wei Cai, I got the pair you wanted earlier!!! Hahaha... Show it to you tomorrow. Wahahaha... They didn't display it just now cause no stock. =P

Went home after that, and here I am blogging... =)

Task still undone

I feel like a failure. I set upon my objective for today, that's to tell her about it. But I still didn't. Maybe it isn't time yet, or even maybe the situation isn't suitable for me to tell her.

Went down to the funfair after lessons, ended early today. Was there with the rest of Magnum freshies. Safiq, Raine, Jessie, Jasmine, Sherwin, Ash and Weicai all got dunked into the dunking machine. So fun seeing them get wet. Haha... Played cheat for some of them, just hit the bar and sent them swimming in the big tub. Wahahaha...

Went to some stalls and played some games. Got some soft toys for her, but she got a big one already! -sad- Mine can't be compared to the big big one... =( Never mind, at least I got to see her! That's the only consolation that I can come up with...

Should I go down to school tomorrow? Should I go BT tomorrow? If I go, I can let them dunk me. Haha... And I can see her too! Hehehe~

Alright, gotta catch some sleep first. Tata...

In lessons

Having AutoCAD lessons now. Went to the rugby field to find the rest of the Magnum people there tending to their stalls. Actually went there only to see her lar, haha... =P

She looks so bubbly. So cute.. How I wish I could just hug her, but I can't... =( Still got no chance to tell her face to face that I'm serious about her. I know I might get rejected, since she's attached right now. I don't wish to be the 3rd party(as if I can be 1, -sad-)... Maybe I should just be there for her all the time, keeping in touch with her world... This is the very first time that I did sacrifice so much just to know someone I like better. It's not the same as before... I choose NP just for her, joined Magnum just for her... All that I did, is to try to know her better.

I hope that I can buck up and have enough courage to tell her I'm serious. This is what I want to do later. I MUST DO IT!

Tired

Updating from Canteen 4. Just had Basic Thermofluid quiz and MMT(B) lecture just now. I don't feel confident at all about the quiz. Didn't even study for it. I got no time, or rather I got poor time management... Ever since Magnum training started, all I wanted to do, is to go for training and see her. Neglecting my studies in the process. This cannot carry on, I want to pass all my modules for this semester. This is something that I have told her since week 2. I want to pass my modules.

I can't wait to see her later, I can finally tell her I'm serious about what I told her on Wednesday night. I can't wait for lessons to end today. I wanna go find her, even if she's attached right now. Should I send her to SPANS for her gym lessons?

Fun and Tired

Had training today. Did the usual PT, minus the running and less pumpings. Lenny was back to his usual self. Told to try shoulder-stand, and coming down via front pop. After that we were told to practice our toss-to-shoulder sit, together with front pop. Also tried shoulder stand pop, missed killed quite a number of times, i fell backwards! Haha... Got stepped by Xiwen, Peiyan... =P Missed killed lar, no choice...

Training ended early, Lenny praised us for our change in attitude. Lesson learnt, spotting is very very important!

Saw her @ training today, OF COURSE! She wouldn't skip training unless it's neccesary. Her knee seems fine today, hope it remains this way. After training, took the mats back up to the clubhouse. I saw her taking one up alone, I took another 2 and chased after her. Wanted to tell her that I'm serious about what I've said last night. But I was too slow, the rest were on their way up already... SMSed her asking if she could stay back for awhile, wanted to tell her, only to realise that she's at the bus stop already.... Grrrr... Never mind, I shall tell her tomorrow. Better late than never.

PS: Missing you already...

Mind wanders...

Alone in the library now. Tuning into Perfect 10 via the Net. My mind is starting to wander, thinking of her every other moment... I can't wait for training to start, yet I got this awkward feeling inside of me...

Will I feel awkward seeing her? Will she start avoiding me? Will she quit Magnum(I hope not)? I got hunch that the whole Magnum is going know the whole thing real soon, say 2weeks? Or even lesser than that... It has happened before, after telling her how I feel towards her, she will start to avoid me, be it in MSN, SMSes and even real-life... I just hope that it wouldn't happen to me again with her in the picture this time round.

Nothing much...

Reached school late again as usual. Haha... The shuttle was so slow, took a freaking 20minutes to reach school. Kaoz! Never mind, as long I'm not marked absent can already. Haha...

Just had CATS presentation, and WAA lessons. Had a short test, finished it real fast. Don't know how's the outcome. =P

Feeling better today as compared to yesterday. Maybe I told her what I wanted to tell her since so long ago... But still, I still don't feel too good. Telling her over the Net is just so insincere... Grrr... I hate this feeling, MAN! But what to do, she already asked if she's the one. I just can't say NO. It's against my feelings to say no. Even though it's insincere, I still have to tell her the truth, nothing else but the truth. Grrrr... -sad- So should I tell her again straight in the face to let her know that I'm for real and not kidding with her, making her happy only? =(

I guess many many guys have told her the same thing that they like her, but how many really meant it? What can I do to show her I'm special and that I'm real serious in showering her with love and care? This is hard... But there's bound to be a way that will allow me to express myself uniquely.

Just finished WAA lessons and down @ Blk56 entering this entry. Looking forward to 1730hrs, cause there's training today, and I can get to see Boo again... At least that's something that can motivate me to go for training. Being able to see her just makes my day. -smilez-

Relieved... And glad...

Had a chat with Melanie over the dilemma I'm facing at the moment. Had quite a meaningful chat, understood some stuffs better, and also from a different point of view.

Since the cat's out of the bag already, I guess I shouldn't keep it under covers anymore(should I? Or shouldn't I?) She just asked me over MSN who's the gal that I like in Magnum. Guess she was trying to act blur or something, but I guess she knew it's her all along. She started off with her twin, Jie Wei. Then over to Melanie. Only at her 3rd attempt did she aimed herself at me. Told her I got a liking for her, and will always be around for her if she ever needs me... =)

Boo, this part's for you. Just you only...

I know you are attached right now at the moment, but just to let you know once again. I'm serious about you. I'll always be around for you if you ever need me, 24hours 7days a week, 365days a year, rain or shine, I'm always here for you... But for now, I wish you all the best on your current relationship. I don't wish to break you 2 up, it's not a good thing for me to do. But remember, I'll always be around if you ever need me...

Stoned

In MMT(B) lecture now, so freaking boring... Using friend's notebook. Stoned the whole morning away. So freaking tired till I couldn't even keep my eyes open during the train ride to school. Grrrr... Slept @ 0100hrs, and woke up by my Mum @ 0700hrs. I could't get up, even though my radio and alarm clock all buzzing away... -damnz-

Rushed out of house once again, and late for Maths lecture. By 15minutes, not too bad. But was stoning away in the lectures. Same for the Thermofluid lecture...

Popped by the Atrium to get some bites and coffee, at least now I feel abit more awake. Still comtemplating about my decision, to make known to her or not. Haiz...

Melanie will be calling me tonight, hopefully she will give me some good advice... I need someone to talk to dearly now!!! ArgH!! I'm going bonkers soon if this carries on... =(

She knew it all along...

Aiya, just got news that she knew it all along... Should I break out the news to her? -headache-

WHY at this point in time?? =(

I'm scare that after confession, the friendship that we are having now, would be gone... Especially in her current state... Haiz haiz haiz...... -sad-

Sad day...

Went for training, cycled back to school. Met Melanie @ the snack bar. Had a char siew bao before headed for training. PT was........ TOUGH!!! Had to run round the track with a mat 3 times!!! Can die lor...

Learnt transition for stunts. PA stand to shoulder-sit. Was the back-spotter, think I should learn to lock my body as well. Die, I forgot who's in my group again... Haha... But we got the momentum very well, all went very smoothly.

Then was trying out Toss, then had break. Tried Toss to shoulder-sit with Jessie, but she miss-cued and landed on my head instead. And she slided off... BAD THING!!! No one was there to spot her, had to hold on to her, with the help of Wei Cai, Siti and LENNY... Dead meat liaoz... Got screwed upside down, left right center. All the F words came out from him... He even told us to scram... Dead...

The seniors, Xiwen, Peiyan and the rest came to talk to us, telling us the importance of spotting, and telling us we should not do that again. Causing a flyer to fall, may spoil all her hard work and cause her phobia of doing stunts again, not forgetting injuries as well. James told us again, safety is the utmost important thing in cheerleading. Well, lesson learnt. MUST SPOT WHEN THERE'S A STUNT GOING ON, BE IT BIG OR SMALL...

PS: Her knee injury seems to have came back to bug her. -pain- Take care ok?

Home...

Back home now. I think I screwed up my presentation for my MMT(B). Hahaha... Went in less than 30minutes and we are allowed to leave. 1330-1630hrs, can't expect me to rot in school right? She also got lectures until 1700hrs, might as well come home and rot. Cycling down to school for Magnum training later. Meeting Melanie for lunchie at 1630hrs.

Should I head down to bikeshop to change my chain first?? Or should I postpone it till next month?? Quite harded up if I change my chain at this time... Hmmmm.... Decisions, decisions, decisions...













Conclusion... I decide to postpone it once again! Hahaha... Goodbye new chain, I'll see ya next month... Hahaha...

In school

In school now... Having ITA Lessons. Learning MS Access. Was late again, hahaha... Couldn't wake up this morning. Rush rush abit... But still managed to catch what was going on within a few minutes. (",)

Had a long and meaningful chat(I supposed?) with her. Hehe~ How I wish I could be with her every moment. Oh man! I think I'm starting to get obsess with her... DIE DIE DIE... Too much obsession will lead to something bad... Nono... I must curb this... Grrrr....

Got Magnum Training later on, can see her finally after the long weekend. Even though I can see her online, but nothing beats seeing her real-life. =)

Gotta run now, update later after school... =)

Pissed

Grrrr... Fucking stupid blogger. Lost my whole entry. WHAT THE FUCK!!!

Fireworks!

Slept at 0400+hrs last night, was doing my ITA project. Luckily got Melanie to accompany me throughout the night, if not surely die of boredom... Haha...

Woke up @ around 1400hrs, stoned around and cooked lunch for myself. Luncheon meat with 2 eggs and cheese with 2 slices of bread. YUM YUM!!! Then went online, surfed around... Wilson and Unknownz suggested we go and see the Change of Guards @ Istana today. Meeting them @ 1730hrs, Plaza Singapura. As usual, I'm the latest to arrive. No choice, VVIP what. I never reach, cannot conduct the COG. Hahahaha... Melissa was already there with them when I arrived. The COG wasn't that bad, I miss my NPCC days back in CCHSM, not MJR for goodness sake! =X

Popped over to City Hall and went to Esplanade to catch the fireworks. Shu Hui came to join us as well, together with 2 of her friends. The fireworks were fabulous! Took a couple of pics with my phone. Guess it's not bad. Hehe~ Will try to post it here soon...

Went to Millenia Walk via Marina Square to Burger King to get food, and retreated back to some seluded area of Millenia Walk to sit down and eat, not forgetting to talk cock. Haha... Only then I realised she's at Esplanade catching Private Parts. Grrrrr... So near yet so far... -sad-

Headed home with Melissa by train. And here I am...

Ubin

Woke up @ 0530 this morning. Headed out to ECP to meet James and Siok Heng to Ubin as bike facilitator. Easy money! Haha... Slacked all the way to CV via Coastal. Real slack, can't take it anymore and went to draft a group of roadies. Reached CV and saw Hadi and Laiwan already there.

Had breakfast and went off to the Jetty. Guess who I saw! Zachia and the whole group of HQ Staff!!! Hahahaha... How lucky can I be... They were going over for Nat camp prep.

The group came, started the ride, and rain start to fall... Seeked shelter and the rain(or rather drizzle) stopped. Moved on again. Some quite tough to handle participants. Had to end the ride early due to 1 participant, made us bike leaders so pissed. Went to had lunch over @ mainland and headed back via Coastal(AGAIN!). Purposely went through all the puddles fo mud and water on the way back. Haha... FUN FUN FUN!!! Got myself and the bike all wet and dirty. Hahaha...

Reached home and contemplated on whether to go for Magnum's Dinner and Dance @ Sentosa. No freshies going, those who I wanted to see are not going. =( So sad... So I didn't go in the very end. -foresees Pei Yan and Dion pulling me to the chopping board-

What other thing to do when you are not going for DnD? SLEEP!!! Went for my much much needed 40 x 2 = 80winks, and got up just only after 2345. How shiok sia...

Now online with the Magness who didn't went for the DnD too...

PS: She finds me thoughtful, how nice! That made my day! (",)