FYEAHSUSAN

Back then on 7th December 2010, I did 10 Q&As  that I got from one of my blogger friends. I used to forget about this until I re-read it again today and I felt the urge to redo it 14 years later and see how different the answer would be.

sup' turds. I finally feel like blogging again after changing my blog theme to something less pretentious. it feels simpler and Susan friendly now haha. ☺️☺️ also wanted to update on this old-ass blog that finally after years using other people's laptop and everything, I finally own my own laptop and that is a Macbook pro 13" 2018 version with motherfuckin touch bar. whaaattttt? right. it's a MacBook from my boss, she previously lends me to use it for my work but the last time I heard it was open for sale so I immediately; with no hesitation whatsoever; bought it down with my savings. She was cool with an installment as well. so everything's cool yo here's a little piece of photos with emojis in it (as I blog this post, there are lists of emoji displaying on the touch bar. I CRY ISSHO CUTE): an additional picture to add into this post because it happens to appear on my google photos : a picture of me, my boyfriend and 3 of my best friends during our...

You can't ask me to not try to be friendly with new people to make them comfortable. You can't ask me to not be loud around people I'm comfortable with. You can't ask me to keep my mouth shut from whatever I had in mind. You can't ask me to behave. You can't ask me to not be too kind. You can't ask me to be not be stingy. You can't ask me to not laugh at every single joke that I find funny. You can't ask me to not be friends with certain people, just because you hate them. You can't ask me to not be hot-headed when I feel like I'm getting angry. You can't ask me to not cry whenever I feel sad. You can't ask me to be more considerate when I don't find the reason to. You can't ask me to keep apologizing. You can't ask me to don't care. You can't ask me to not be sensitive. You can't ask me to not sing out loud or keep quiet. You can't ask me to act like how you expect me to be. Because at th...

You made mistakes every now and then. Along the way, you might hurt people with the mistakes you made.  Hell, you might ruin a relationship because of your mistake. You might create fatal results. You might make people angry.  You might make people cry. But there's one thing that you need to know. Mistake is what makes us human. Mistake is what makes us learn.  Mistake is what makes us appreciate more with what we have now. Mistake is meant to be made. And it is made to be learnt. Mistake is what made us who we are today. Don't be so hard on yourself.  Don't be mad at yourself, because you made a mistake. It's normal, and for what its worth, it's meant to be. You made the mistake. You didn't know. But now, you know. It's alright. It's okay.  Don't cry.

This is a story about my fear of flying on an airplane.

Well, not exactly military army... Another kind of army.

Ah.... The capital city of Indonesia, DKI Jakarta. Located in northwest coast of Java island, Jakarta is considered the top metropolitan city of Indonesia, where hopes and dreams were made, or so they said.

It's always a pain in the ass when I wanted to pour out my thoughts but never really know where to do it. Therefore I keep coming back to the one and only platform that I know nobody is going to read but yet still in public; my blog. The everlasting blog that has been nothing but very considerate and understanding 'friend'. So, here goes nothing. I have always considered myself as a not so social type of person, despite me everyday doing social activities with my friends. For those who know me well, they know I have a moment where I just want to be alone and not to be bothered by the needs of talking or socializing. I admit part of me has always been introvert and I like that moment, but another part of me is tired of socializing cause I think I have a problem with my communication skills. As in, I have a problem with speaking and I don't want to humiliate myself by not speaking properly. Yes, I think I suck at speaking. I always do. I stutter, I have a hard time con...

(source : weheartit) Ngurusin surat itu ga pernah menjadi hal yang menyenangkan buat orang. Buat gue, perpanjang paspor rasanya udah kayak mission impossible banget. Ini ceritanya. Semoga membantu.

You'll be amazed by just how many phones I have used within my 23 years of age.

....and here's why.

Dear God, i wanna spare some time of mine, for saying thank you to You.

I can hear my heart shatters into pieces when you said you're going. No, you're not going away from my life, but you're leaving me.

I am an introvert, and i can't be more comfortable being that way :) But sometimes people (especially extroverts) are misunderstood by our behaviour and make a negative conclusion of how we act a certain way.

Got this from lamefork . I’m going to bold things I feel apply are true to summarize if the stereotype applies to myself, plus some additional opinion from my point of view. 1. They are very weird people. ( very . how on earth would you think creative if you're just mainstream, like any other human in this planet yo?) 2. There are billions of them in the world, like colors on the screen of your computer. (kind of true, but creative ones? i don't think so.) 3. They will analyse conversations in layers. 4. You will spend the day assembling furniture from IKEA. 5. They drink and eat all kinds of weird shit just because they like the packaging. (cause that's the first reason we bought it anyway.) 6. They hate each other. (???????no we respect each other. but yea if they copy then DIE DIE DIE .) 7. You’ll come out the last out of the movies because you have to see the full list of credits. (this is so true and it's kind of annoying when my friends or bae is rush...

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh. I really really glad that i finally write something in this blog. 2 whole fucking months of hiatus. Like wtf . I shouldn't have done that! My poor followers are waiting for me to update everyday and i was like "let's abandon this blog and the readers FU ALL lol" i'm so sorry :'( but trust me i still read all of the messages you guys left me at the guestbook. I do. If you haven't noticed it, i am more active at Twitter, so if you ever need to talk to me you can find me at twitter teehee :3 Before anything else, i am going to announce something. I am no longer going to use this domain. This domain is going to expire soon and i don't feel the need to expand it because i no longer blog as often anymore so i think it would go to waste :( but of course this blog is still running, except it will now change into fyeahsusan.blogspot.com . So yeah. next time if you ever wanna visit me again, find me at that link. SO. ...

yeah so lately i am into a lot of old songs right now and i want to share it with you guys. who knows i will find a lot of people who shares the same genre of songs with me and i can expand my old songs list. 1. Modjo - Lady (Hear Me Tonight) "Lady, hear me tonight, Cos my feeling is just so right. As we dance, By the moonlight. Can't you see, you're my delight Lady, I just feel like I won't get you outta my mind I feel love for the first time And I know that it's true I can tell by the look in your eyes" i found this song incredibly attractive while i was playing GTA V so i looked it up on Google and i download it straight away. and now i hear it 24/7 non-stop :') super love 2. Joy - Touch by Touch if you follow me on twitter or on facebook you'll probably know that i have been into this song for a while now. i found this song on one of the running man's episode (high school girl special) and i love it right away. you...