FYEAHSUSAN

being bored is one of the reasons i still write bullshits in this blog. not that i dont wanna keep i alive, it's just that i don't know how. i've tried to update with my creations and stuffs but it seems like it makes my blog look even more boring. hah. my life's are all about icang and blackberry now. if it's not with icang, then i'm with my blackberry. lately i've kinda fight with him a lot which causes some stress, but after talking to each other we're okay again. this guy is really amazing, i really hope we can last longer than i've ever dreamt of. :) my college is improving! surprisingly, i thought i procrastinate a lot and my assignments are all done at the last second. but it turns out good. i have a lot of 80s which is very cool cause my assignments on last semester never had such good score, and it amazes me. i think it's about my psychology effect too. I am happy, therefore i will have good spirit to do assignments and therefo...

This is for my photography exam. We were told to take a picture themed "resah" or in English, worry. Thanks to Moiika , my semata wayang sister ;) This is for Typography. We were told to make a typography using Comic Sans MS. And this is my final result.

It's been 62 days since the day that i officially be his one and only. I know all the things i'm gonna say later on gonna sound very mushy and shit for a two month relationship, but this is all what i feel right now, and i am not ashamed to tell it all out so that the world know just how much i love this guy. He came to me as my friend, the friend who are always there for me and willing to help me whenever i am sad or need him, although i am just one of his ordinary friend. Two months of being nice friends and all, i had to go back to my hometown to celebrate chinese new year. That time where we knew we are going to be separated hurts a little part of our heart but none confessed, cause you know, maybe it's just this feeling where we have to be separated with our close friends. No big deal. But as time passes by, this feeling, where days without his presence disturbs me very much. I feel like, without him, lots of colour in my life just dissapear. There are no swee...

A silhouette with ellipse frame of me and Icang. Frame source : x A picture of me with cellophane and trianglessss cause i love triangles. I don't really know what this is. Neither is this. But it'll make a good profile picture or avatar. And last.. A wiggly panda. Have a good day everyone.

I copied the tutorial on pxleyes. It worked. But some of it is confusing, so i didn't completely follow the instructions :S

"1 ruthless crime lord, 20 elite cops, 30 floors of hell." Last night i watched this indonesian movie called The Raid. It's about a team of SWAT entering an apartment full of drug dealers and killers. The "king" above all the bad guys is on 15th floor, and they have to go upstairs by stairs and they have to go through lots of bad guys to face the crime lord. Lots of actions happening and killing and blood. And since it's an Indonesian movie, they include pencak silat in it. For me, it is by far the greatest movie made in Indonesia ever. They also include a lil bit of drama inside too, like how there are this one police whose brother is actually one of those bad guys, and how he wants his bad brother to come home with him, and how his bad brother wants him to go out of that apartment safely. There are also this one bad guy killer which is an Ambon or Flores kind of person, and he talks with his Ambon accent on the movie. All the cinema people cracked up...

days with icang has been very happy for me. he took care of me soo well T_T i don't even know what is the reason for him being so caring towards me. i mean look at me. what am i, right? but on the other hand i just don't want him to let go of me, i need somebody to hold onto. and i want him to be that somebody. :') shit why am i being so mushy uurrgh college is making me tirreeddd i feel like wanna just wake up from my bed, eat, go back to bed and just be fat whatsoever. but society forbids me to do that fuck society. my religion, somehow somewhat, is giving me a problem. i don't wish to talk about it soooo ahh i miss home. i wanna bring icang back to my hometown and show him lots of lots of good food there aaahhh btw i have been meaning to tell you guys about my one abnormal guilty pleasure. i have a thing for sexy girls and pretty girls and everytime i look at them i will go like "woaah". it's that even normal, i mean i am a girl 0___o i litera...