Thursday, January 27, 2005
*been busy...all week....*sighs**
Its been a long time.........i have been busy all week........monday.....was like da onli resting day for me.....tuesday...i had house meeting....den i had councillor meeting which in da end, i didn't need to go....so i juz went home to study.....wednesday...had clb lesson....me and nessa got scolded...for wat? for looking for the toliet...-.-!!! oh please...tat dumb teacher.....like have no brains.....doesn't mean..if it is da 4th week....tat we have to know where da stupid toliet is.....den tat retarded guy was there in clb too....he was like...still telling everyone tat there is something behind them...."SooOOoo lame".....den today.....one of the students make me bloody pissed off...ask me wait...den i waited for 15 mins...den i left..feeling realli pissed off....den about half an hour later....they call me back..for da stupid meeting abt tml's party for getting to know people...-.-!!! *stupid.............* den went home...and showered and started doing dnt homework.....sianzz arh..and i still doing hw..........i juz can't wait for friday evening...i can finally.....rest for a day......sighs......anyway..gotta go off liao....*peace out*
me
|9:37 PM|
Friday, January 21, 2005
**No title**
Woah..its been along time, since's i blog....when was the last time i blogged..was it? on da 12 January....thinks so....but anyway.....wat happen? this week....monday was so tiring....i had to do rehearsal for my coucillor investiture * think its spelled like tat* and den tuesday..gotta study for physics test which is on wednesday. Then... on tat same day..tat i had physics test....i had Clb lessons till 5 plus.....den during clb....there was this one retarded guy from ?? actually..i dunno wat school...so i don't care....anyway.....he was like practically telling everyone tat there is something behind them....den he was like constantly being teased by this classmates....and wat is more worst is tat he collects neopets cards...at aged 16???? oh come on....isn't he too old to being collecting those stuff..anyway..after tat i went home to shower den abt 5 mins after..i went to do Dnt which was a tiring task..as it was like so hard to think of a problem...Den come thursday.....Mr iskanda gave us our third time table....oh and during pe...i threw the ball..and it accidentally wack ron...eeeps!!!! and den..me, vicky, nessa had to follow the sec threes too da most boring..place ever..for learning Journey...*Sighs* and den comes today.....I went out with vicky to watch the seed of chucky at 5 plus...but the bloody line was so long....tat we had to get tickets for da 8 pm show.....first time eva...i watch a movie tat late...hee=P so for two hours....me and vicky ate japanese food and we walked to taka...and back....The movie was okay.....my ratings for overall would be 9 n 1/2......ratings for a scary movie would be zero..and ratings for hillarous would be 10....and i mean it!!!!! it was like practically everyone was laughing.......at the last part...i didn't understand...but anyway...it was hillarous......*ahaha* okay...i gotta zhao now....ciao pplz =)
me
|11:58 PM|
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
*Woah!*!*
U know? its been along time..since i blogged...abt 4 days liao..=.=!!! been busy..doing homework...from English, Social Studies, Dnt and maths.....alot sia......today i thought i was gonna get killed by Dnt teacher..cos i neva finish my mind map...but turns out tat....alot of us neva do yet......den when she said...tat we have to go pass up our actual mind map...all our faces were O_O...actual mind map...*did she ask us to do?* so she says tml..den we pass up mind map and 5 Analysis...sianzz..i onli have 3 Analysis...i still have two more to go..but i can't think liao...sianzz and tired....anyway...we were suppose to go URA *learning Journey* but den me, vicky, nessa *didn't come*, matthew.....have to go clb lessons..so we all were be going with da sec 3s to wateva..*i don't care anyway........Went to Clb lessons with vicky today......den i tell u..wah lau...like so mani people..lucky we came early so we got sits...anyway...half way through da class, there was this half retarded guy...hu digs his noes..in front of everyone *omg i think i am gonna vomit* runs to da toliet* okay...lets go on, he was contantly being teased by this so called classmates..okay..we say schoolmates..cos they same school..den he like scold also not like scolding..its more like..erm...saying it....den scolding it...i shall type a sentence he said..damm funni.....cos..his school mates were...teasing...den he says :If u point da middle finger at me again..i shall cut your middle finger.....* den everyone started laughing...and his schoolmates were..pointing middle finger at him.......couldn't stop laughing loh......den we were let off early cos..he had to go meet with da parents..of....*haiya..i forgot liao* den i came back to study..and do Dnt and now...still struggling cos of stupid Analysis.......anyway..i would rather stop now.............oh yea.. before i forget..* i would like to wish my cousin...er realli nice 17th birthday...* =)
me
|10:58 PM|
Sunday, January 09, 2005
** I FEEL left out**
*I feel left out in my family......i feel like i don't belong.....i feel like i was juz been adopted..and i don't have real parents any more....* I dunno wat to think anymore.....I always get scolded for asking qns....Is tat Bad? Is it Bad to ask qns....when u dunno? IS IT?.......My mother thinks i cannot think like an adult....so WAT? Maybe i am slower den the rest? My mother always try to bring me and my sister out....but do u get left out..in a conversation? I feel like i am nobody....Like today.....i juz ask wat happen.....and my mum told me to shut up......i feel like lord is punishing me.....but for wat? is it because i neva go church anymore? or is it because i have too mani sins..u wanna punish me for tat......*THis world have already punished me enough......by giving me a broken family.......* WAT MORE U WANNA TAKE FROM ME? ISN'T IT BETTER TO TAKE MY LIFe Den this? Y ME? Y do i have to suffer this way? can't i suffer peacefully......*SIGhS* I still wonder wat it would be like to have a happy family.........but it won't happen. ANyWAy....There is nothing much i can do.....i juz have to wait....even if it takes da life outer me.....i would wait for da day, they release how much they have hurt me.....
quote this from a song "To be hurt,To be lost,To be left out in da dark,To be kicked when ya down,To feel like you've been pushed round,To be on da edge of breaking down and no one's there to save u, no u don't noe wat it's like? WELCOME TO MY LIFE"
me
|3:00 AM|
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
*TIRED *
Wow...this morning, i woke up late and it was like raining heavliy.....den da driver was like driving to another route..and i was like O_o 'Wat da hell he doing?'.....so i was kinda late for school....noo...not tat type of late....late as in...i didn't sit in front like i use too..during flag rising...i sat at da back.....den we did da usuals...study hard and teacher's start to nag at us saying wat...our class da onli sec 4 normal (A) class and da onli class taking N level's this year.....and they are like on to us or something like tat...quite lame if u ask me....Mr Rama, our English teacher didn't come today........so we stayed at mrs lim's class room..for like 2 periods...sianz...den when to Rama's class to find out we had hw..den ms ho came in..and we all were like...O_O ' Wth..wat she doing here?' den after school, me, vicky n nessa had Clb lessons at Acs (Barker)......sianzzz.....this guy wanted to trick us cos he like told us GO was like to the swimming pool but we already know where it was..so we weren't tricked....anyway..i gotta go....too tired to type liao...
me
|9:14 PM|
Saturday, January 01, 2005
*YEAR 2005*
hmm...hey....YEAR 2005 liao..new beginnings..new stress..ahahaha...school starts in two days....da day before my sister's bday..so yea...sianzz like crazy.....my stomach cramps was unbearable...y lord..y give it to me now..sianzz lei...anyway...woke up at 4 plus...didn't eat breakfast nor lunch..and i ain't hungry...ain't dinner at neighbour's place......steamboat and italian...so weird......didn't eat much today.. stomach cramp was making me lose my hunger..anyway...den after tat...did party quest with iggy..and trevor..and someone named coolie7..den i died....the first...*Sighs* stupid ligator...haizz....anyway....i gotta sleep liao..ciao people
me
|1:31 AM|
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