This was not your dream
But you always believed in me
<---- i got a pet dragon...XD i shall name him "ryuu"
<---- crab xD so small

**last day of school* bull shit*

guess wat!!! i didn't realize yesterday was halloween..wahaha...so lame...so i would say this today...*HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEEPZ* hmm...now i wish i was a american...i could do trick or treating...it would be fun....dressing up as i dunno wat..*wateva tat look good on me* hahaha..=P *Mr Karamjit called me today..* tat was creepy....but wat's worst den tat is tat he called me on my hp....EEEEPZZ!!!!! * I am still wondering how the hell did he get my hp no....EEPZ* Anyway..he asked me if i passed my Social Studies...of course lah.....he like asking stupid qns de..*stupid* oh yea..the funni thing abt tat is tat..when i picked up the phone..the first thing he said was "Can i speak to Juliana?" I wanted to say....WEll...HEllo this is my hp..of course i would answer rite...so stupid lei..seriously....why must he be this lame......anyway...he say..i had to go school on tuesday..to discuss wat we were gonna do this friday..cos it would be the first time..the school is promoting itself...so tat the p6s would choose our school...... *as if they would* not insulting the school, its just tat..*HELLO* our school had so mani criminal records...hu would choose our school..... and so i just *sighed* and of course agreeed lah....or not he would give me stupid excuses to make me go....like *this is a good chance to erm...er...i dunno lah and hu cares* anyway....i still think tat conversation i had with Mr karamjit is soOoooOOo lame...haizz....my holidays is ruined becos of this....haizz...*SAys great in a sarcastic tone* hmm....wat 2 do? afterall , i am a coucillor....*i wonder y they pick me*..hmm? i wonder? wateva...i am gonna stop here..-.-"

me
|7:31 PM|

**shy* yap...iam hee=)*

Your Shy! your are quiet and timid, you tend to
slip away into some secluded corner when
trouble brews and the slightest thing
embararses you and makes you blush, you have a
few friends but you always feel that your not
really conected to them and they could never
understand you, you only really speak when
spoken to and people sometimes don't even
realise you are there, step out of the darkness
and embrace the light!


Whats Your Anime Personality (SWEET ANIME PICCYS)
brought to you by Quizilla

me
|10:19 PM|

**last day of school**

*last day of school today..ahahaha...happy*
hee...=) today i got back my report book..sianzz arh...like 4 people retain loh...*xueling,kelvin,sarral n calista* beeting...not comfirm yet soo not sure lah..den also during Dnt practically 3/4 of the class wanted to skip school..but kanna caught by da teacher...ahaha...den i top 10...hee *thankz lord for making it possible* =)
name the top 10:
1.Kenneth
2.Chin Wee
3.Jie Sheng
4.Haolin
5.Jega
6.Tiffanie
7.Ron
8.Kevin
9.Me=)
10.Daphne
tat's abt it...loh..den heard tat xueling tranferring....so sad de...not onli 3/a will miss her, the band too hahaha..will miss her.....=) okok....tat's abt it for school..nothing much to do..anyway... oh yea...did i mention yesterday..i saw someone...loh..guess hu...actually..forgot his name liao..but hu cares....man..=) okok..enough..... now to tell you the 5 finalist for singapore idol
1.Sylvester sim
2.Leandra Veronica Rasiah
3.Muhammad Taufik bin
4.Daphne Khoo
5.Olinda cho
*Christopher Michael Lee was kicked out today...was realli sad loh* =) okok enough..gotta go liao ciao..

me
|10:34 PM|

**tml receive report bk**

hmm....today..was weird....but ok..lah.....had english first period..den like we talk and talk and talk....cher gave us some notes or something like tat den me,nessa n vera were like trying to follow some of the indian movements...so funni...tat was one of the notez, cher gave us...so stupid.......but den.....tat was the onli thing we could do besides talk bloody loud..cos cher dun allow....=.-""" i found out tat we weren't gonna get our report books back today....wah....cos cher say....the principal had to sign the bookz....wah lau eh!!!! yesterday he could do all of them..but he choose to do them today...-.-... found out tat 6 gurls in our class retained....4 da boys..i am not quite sure.... *_* so worried tat i wouldn't make it......but one of the gurls i know is calista hu would retain....soOOoooo bloody excited and happy loh..she finally not in my class.....FINALLY..yippeee...peace in the class once's again........den chinese class lau si.....go and teach us abt er..uhm....*thinking* *exracting stuff from my brain*....oook...i forgot wat lau si say to us......the onli thing i know..is tat we got holiday homework for chinese...wahhhh.......holiday got holiday homework...wahlau...can die arh....-.-:: den like during pe...miss nor go and make us play a game.. called "tennis, elbow, leg game..or something like tat" she said tat we had to find a word tat relates to da word, she says and so on...abit weird 2 be playing such games....during geo...we went through the geo test paper...hmm...den maths....took a few pictures..but kim kok took my camera after i took one photo of him....he went around to go try to delete it but he couldn't but the most funni thing is tat i kept wacking him....wahahaha..tat was funni...hahaha......den last period of the day....miss nor told us two stories or is it three..i dunno..but all of them were touching..hahaha....one was "wat is success?", second was "the dump salegurl" and the third was "My Sensai's shoes" i think...oh well...all of them..had moral values in them....miss nor wanted us to learn them..but i dunno if i actually understand...hee=) and gonna watch...singapore idol later at 8 so yea..=P

me
|7:27 PM|

**ooOOooo**

okok..hiya...people..hmm..today..woke up at 3....*Shocking* hahahaha.....=P but den arh.....nothing much to do at home too anyway....so can still....wahahahaha....tml..i think gonna get back our report book...hope i can get to sec 4..if not..i dunno how to face my parents and relatives..haizz...so much pain...so much stress to go through if i dun get to sec 4 normal..next year...haizz...so sad de....lah..hmm...okok....still have my sorethroat...but guess wat is even worst den tat....my cough and flu is accompanying it...haizz....i am sick, miserable and realli annoyed rite now.....and wat is worst den tat is tat it is on my holidays...ahhhhhhh..argh.....ugh....haizz..anyway..stop here lah...bb

me
|10:30 PM|

**nessa n me**

*nessa n me* respectively*no more living a lie*

me
|7:49 PM|

**ugh...sick**

UGH....*I am Sick with Sorethroat and cough*....UGH
damm it lah...so annoying...today....in school took a pictures...alot with me and my friends...ahahaha...like we all siao zha bo..all crazy over my camera i brought today..hmm.....den also had anger management course shit..dunno y i bother go to tat course..anyway..its free...so no choice plus its during school hours....after tat course thingy..we thought tat it was recess and like half the class was going for recess..den we say "no lah" its maths now...toootz... so all went to ms ho's class den i took out my camera and tiffanie's face looked like this *_*...her eyes was sparkling..cos she love taking photos...dunno y too anyway so we kept taking photos from maths period to Pc period....so funni de...and i posted all the photos at http://groups.msn.com/3A2004/groupphotoshee.msnw?Page=1
you can click the link above to see the photos..and there's is no point in you asking hu am i cos...the answer would be no..i won't tell you...ok..so enjoy... and yea..found out also tat in total...i passed all 5 of my subjects except chinese as usual hee=) *I Just Hope I Promote next year* I just hope tat i would..haizz...we will neva know untill this thursday...cos tml..i have no school cos its like the teachers see if ya able to be promoted or not..haizz..sianzz arh....

me
|6:44 PM|

**Exam Results**

hmm...first things first.....
*Is my tagboard going nuttz or is it just me*
ok..tat is cleared now i can start on my blog..okok....today...got back our papers...dammm fast rite...anyway...i was tensed up after my exams anyway..so now i can finally rest peacefully.....so here are the results....
*ps: some are realli bad*
1. English
Paper 1: 36/60*yes i know its bad*
Paper 2: 32/80*yap even worst*
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2. Chinese
Paper 1: 27/70*yap...no hope*
Paer 2: 22.5/70*even worst*
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3. Maths
Paper 1: 25/60*yea...i was nervous*
Paper 2: 30/40*same as mid year*
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4. Combine Humanities
Social Studes: 32/50*power sia*
Geography: 30/50*first time =)*
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5. Science
Science (Bio): 39/50*my marks dropped*
Science (physics): 39/50*still good*
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6. D&T
paper 1: 54/100*first time since this year*
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okok..enough of that...today i even bett 10 buckz with diana cos she say i would get the highest for biology...and i won the 10 buckz...wahahaha....cos tiffanie got higher den me... she got 44/50...*power rite* both of our marks dropped....hahahahaha...but still...it won't replace the 90 buckz i lost..yap its 90 buckz..hmm..oh well..wat is done is done loh, oh yea...and kim kok and kelvin yeo..dun care which one..stole my geo paper and somemore denied da fact tat they took it...so stupid lei..i think they bloody lame..cannot come straight to me and give me ans say sorry, they must go teacher and give..=.= *so lame rite* stupid...people... ...hmm..okok..later i rite again..hee=)

me
|5:15 PM|

*Phoenix*

Ph0enix...bird 0f eternal lif3...cute eh?

me
|9:15 PM|

**hmm**

hmm...well, well, well, today is sunday..tml is monday...another day of boring school....come to think abt it...time flies extra fast...i dun get it....isn't it suppose to be when ur having fun den it will fly fast but i wasn't having fun.....especially yesterday....maybe for the last part of the day....damm it...dun understand y...tat idiotic asshole would wan to steall...they such immature assholes...dun they know how to work and get those money for themselves...hmm..okok..enough of that shit.....today..woke up at 1 plus...as usual..nothing special happen today......just watched tv..alot of tv...dunno y....hmm....anyway..suppose to like go to my uncle's place for some house blessing thingy.....but den..like it's so boring..no one there tat i can talk and chat with.....so...i didn't go..and stayed home....den i watched tv again..hahaha...like i rite this blog to tell you i watch alot of tv....anyway...yea so after tat..i came back to my room and rite this blog loh...hahahaha..=P so..yea..gtg now...bb

me
|8:47 PM|

**trip to Wild wild wet**

hmmm...okok..woke up at 9 plus am in the morning by diana's sms...wah!!! den she say..wat...she cannot fetch us cos her sista is hospitalised so she must take care of her....*like she would* not insulting though...anyway..so me, nessa and tiff planned to meet at newton mrt station at 3...=P anyway...i left my house alittle late but i still got there on time...=P so yea..meet them there den we took the mrt from there to Pasa rais(sp?) haha...dun care lah...anyway...after tat went to Wild Wild wet...but we had to wait for vera and we waited untill like 5 plus..den sianzzz den we entered first cos she say she would find us....but end up is we three onli go there loh...*WTF* stupid lady, say we have to buy the funkey card thingy...so we brought it...den like..she asked if we wanted lockers den we said three but den she gave us the look of something like this O_O!!!!! and said you want 3, you can practically share the lockers, they are 2 metre's deep or is it wide...dunno and dun care...anyway..ok we said 1 so we brought one but in the end we had to buy two cos the idiotic gurl lied to us..somemore she like so blur loh...haiyo....after much of scolding and swearing bad words abt tat gurl..we had fun....just me, tiff and nessa.....most happiest time though...hahaha....tat one ride we took....no matter, how mani times, we took it...we still scream damm loud tat one was funni, we also swim in the pool something like got current one..kinda fun lah..we tried going against the current..den we all cannot one, no matter how much effort we tried also cannot de....wahahahaa..den i also scratched my knee at the bottom so pain de...OW!!!! now practically cannot walk properly..haizz...den i know after today's fun..there would be bad luck..and it came true...haizzz. *dunno wat i talking abt read forward to find out*..den abt 1 to 1 and half hours of play time, we had to go shower as wild wild wet was closing...at 7..you might think *WTH...would a water park close at 7.....even escape theme park closes at 9 to 10 plus loh..* haizz..but oh well..we had fun didn't we..hahaha...den went for bbq but onli ate two fish balls and a plate of noodles.....haizzz...den the whole gang includes...me, tiff,nessa,fel,beeting,her cousin,kim kok,chin wee,ron,edmund,zhi shin,kelvin,kevin...i think tat abt tat...went to play arcade.....play daytona so funni....i keep wining to tiffanie..but we had fun...den everytime beeting say "faster" i would crash....isn't tat weird..ahahahaa.....den kim kok tat idiot..go make me crash my car...haiyo...den after all the fun part...i had to have bad luck....i couldn't just have a fun day all to myself..haiyo...you know wat happen...? i lost my damm wallet..AGAIN....haiyo....but den i got it back without my money...damm tat bitch/bastard hu took my money...........den.....beeting and the store clark and all my friends got into a fight becos of me...*can it get any worse den this*....why do i even live....WHY? i wonder to myself sometimes......Why? do i bother to live..in a world tat gets people into trouble becos of me..haizz..sometimes..i feel like crying out to someone..but hu? HU? would actually...listen to me..and comfort me....hu? would actually think tat i am special in somewhere.....hu? HU? *would someone tell me*.....i feel so helpless and stupid now...its like i need my friends to stand up 4 me....i know and can feel and want to thank them for their gradute...BUT? does it matter...i just wonder to myself sometimes...*this trip was suppose to be fun 4 me to relax and destress from all the stress i get from peer pressure, family pressure, school pressure...blahblah....so on..* but it turn out to be stress to add to my collection.....hmm...i would stop here.....i dun wanna make my stress worst den to have *flashback* haizzz...=( i am gonna sleep now..away from stress, away from everything.....

me
|10:55 PM|

**ok...bored**

hmm..today..i woke up to the sound of the extra heavy rain....den i thought to myself that if i go out today..i would get so totally wet tat i didn't feel like going....den i went down to go see what's for lunch...*mind you..it was lunch time, when i woke up and i brushed my teeth first...s0 dun say it eew..gross ok..* anyway.....read a few quizzes on quizilla.com and i made the second chapter to my quiz which is called *A Life full of lies* =P won't tell you abt it..u juz have to read it..hahaha..=P and i chatted with Diana and Nessa today....we talked abt wat we were gonna bring tml to the wild wild wet...*know wat ya thinking...y am i going there?* cos its to celebrate my friend's bf bday...so weird...i dunno y i go there..when i dunno him but hu cares rite..the more people to celebrate the more fun we have...hahaha..+p!!!!Den i also wanna kill the MOSQUITOS!!!! damm them to hell...kanna bitten 8 times...4 on my left feet 2 on my other feet. two on my legs..ahhhhhhhh!!!..-.-"" i think that's abt it so..like hmm...i will stop here...dun wish to write anymore...=P ciao...

me
|9:28 PM|

**songs of My Favourite Idol**

here's the 6 finalist from the singapore idol...tat the first blog =) they sang the song to their favourite idols...kinda funni..=P


1. Daphne Khoo ( youngest)
2. Leandra Veronica Rasiah (princess of solo singing)
3. Christopher Michael Lee (cute) =x
4. Olinda Cho (coolest among all)
5. Sylvester Sim (ah beng but gd voice)
6. Muhammad Taufik bin (disclosed)

*poor Maia lee...she left the competition..today...so sad.. ya know..*her songs are nice..and cool.*

me
|9:06 PM|

**free at last**

Today..i am Happi..hee=)




NO MORE EXAMS!!!!!!! YIPPIE =)




Free at last.....now i can slack all the way...and ain't no body gonna stop me from tearing the house down...=)

me
|6:11 PM|

**AHHhhh**

hmm...for starters..tml is my last exams.....free at last but for now.....let me whine..........AHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................................i wanna shoot myself now....i can't get anything in my head...............especially the name of the tools..how they work..and BLah..BLah..BLAh.....so on................s0bs..........two hr paper...i think i would be sleeping for 1 to half hour...-.-""".....ok...juz to say..phyics was ok.....slept for half hour though....nearly drool all over my table..*mind you...its gross.......i know tooo..wahahaha..but hu cares...my blog so dun care* den it was 9.15 finish of paper den can come home....all of us..grumbled..cos like it was blooody early....den came back to study..but everytime i want to remember something...i would fall asleep...wahhhhhhh............now i have to chiong so like cya..=)

me
|9:55 PM|

**stupid**

Anyway..today had maths paper 2 and biology....maths paper 2 was ok...kinda easy....and biology was ok..but i think i gonna drop my grades badly...not fail, just lower den my average marks.....den i came home after tat....den had to study for physics the next day...-.="" showered and rest for awhile den..i juz studied all the way.......kinda short my blog..but anyway...cya..i gtg liao...studying.=.=""

me
|9:59 PM|

**my sis sux**

I DUN CARE IF SHE'S READING THIS:


I hate her since i was young and it will neva die....she rude, cruel, pathetic and lame.......think she trying to act cool..well ya not...asshole..............................lend her stuff also neva say thank you...............stupid!!!! dun wanna lend her liao..asshole............idiot....i wanna buy new sims liao...like she said to me years ago... I HATE PEOPLE HAVING THE SAME STUFF AS ME....INCLUDING MY SISTER!!!!!!!! i need to make this clear..before anyone askes me anything else...now i am not in the mood to care!!!! so dun bother....



THAT IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY...GOOD NITE

me
|11:30 PM|

**dammit**

hmm..anyway..i rite one today..a short one..before i get started on my studying.....guess, wat i was like half in a middle of a nap..when my sister juz knock on the door..n i opened it..den she so fast ask me if i got think wat to get for mummy for christmas...dammit...i have exams going on..and she ask me if i think wat to get mummy for christmas....its like two months before chrismas..=.="" i onli thinking abt studying now..and she put this into my head..wat da hell? goodness..can't i do my christmas gift buying later in the month after my exams..wah lau!!!!! *now i feel my pressure and stress rising again* haizz... today!! chinese paper was ok...easiler den i thought it would be...i actually wrote something on the compo part...=) but it would still make me fail..so yea..=) tml...is maths paper 2 and biology..i must chiong loh..i can't afford to fail anymore subjects..or not i would surely cry...=( den..yea..tat 's abt it....so back to my studying of biology...cya..=)

Ps: christmas gift buying would be later in the month after my exams...=)

me
|5:29 PM|

**Bored to death**

~Bored~Bored~Bored~Bored~Bored~Bored~Bored~Bored~


OMG!!!!!...okok..i am have gone totally mad now..u look i made a border of bored words..-.-""
anyway...today, stayed home to study as usual...nothing much to do anyway....-.-!!! tml chinese paper 1 !!! can die lei...i dun even know how to rite chinese words how lei? my maths is screwed, english is screwed also...humanities..not sure....=.=""and i also took this job predictor thingy..and guess wat mine is? its Alien Investigator..o_0 omg!!! They are kidding me rite? haha!! and i also took the life predictor and it told me tat i onli had 23193 days to live and i would die at 17 April 2068!!! hmm? tat would be the age of 79...Oooooo tat is interesting..but do i believe it..i shall neva know!!! and i juz realize jessica simpsons is ashlee simpson(sp?)'s sister..boo!!! hahaha and i also downloaded 5 songs today!!!hee=) 100 years by five 4 fighting, million tears,runaway,last unicorn and little June by Groove coverage!!! oOooOo i am Groove Coverage fan..hee=)...okok..off to study now..ciao..=)
~Bored~Bored~Bored~Bored~Bored~Bored~Bored~Bored~

me
|5:43 PM|

*.:Bored:.*

hiya.....i ONli have one word for today, .::BORED::.

dun understand y every weekend for me is boring when it suppose to be weekday tat is boring...i find weekdays more exciting...hmm? weird rite? oh well, wat can u do man...today...i went to my uncle's place to see the new dog...kinda cute...but mine is better...its quite smaller...tat describes y its a puppy onli....hee=) hmm...den like went home study after tat loh...biology and physics....if i fail this test...i would cry realli badly......-.-"":: can't afford to faile science, my best subject...somemore....so yea..tat abt it today...hee=) back to studying..liao.bb =)


.::hee=) *i got to website to download free music which is legal*=P::.

me
|7:40 PM|

**birthday wishes**

I would post this to say A few words...hee=)



*HaPpI 15th BdAy 2 Elissa, Xueling and Angelina*
& *HaPpI 12th BdAy 2 Christina*



Hope ya wishes would come true..=)

me
|1:43 AM|

**Disco version**

hmm..here are the finalist from the singapore idol hee..=)
1. Daphne Khoo ( youngest)
2. Leandra Veronica Rasiah (princess of solo singing)
3. Christopher Michael Lee (cute) =x
4. Olinda Cho (coolest among all)
5. Sylvester Sim (ah beng but gd voice)
6. Maia Lee (choosen by judges)
7. Muhammad Taufik bin (disclosed)

*Finally..his out....practically hated him from the start...soo yea..soo happi*
Ps: Jerry Ong is out..at last..hahahaha!!! ain't i evil..=p

me
|9:05 PM|

**Can i juz die now**

hmm..well, this is gonna be short as always...cos the onli think i can say now is i am dead...for sure..i dunno y but i think i am gonna retain or get kicked out..if i manage to promote...i would study hard like crazy....and no one is gonna distract me....and i dun care.......i realli dun care....=.=""' *My Whole ExamS Are Practically Screwed Up* haizz....if onli i could turn back time to redo the whole thing..i wouldn't be in this state..haizz.....Lord i beg u..for some reasons..i realli want to promote next year...i reali beg u to grant me this wish....and i will foreva be in ur name..oh lord i beg plz...=( today also had maths..i screwed tat up too...chinese was ok..but comfirm fail....haizz....i wonder how to live my life anymore..haizz...i gotta go now...i am not in the mood to type anymore....

me
|8:02 PM|

**Write Death Sentence**

Hey...this is gonna be short and i mean short...okok..enough of tat..today i had English paper 2 and Geography and i hate geography...this isn't bad at all..wat is worst is tat we had the test in the hall..and it made me more nervous den i already am...... *I am so Dead, i can practically rite my death wish now* cos, I am gonna *........* English!!! i realli wanna cry....i didn't finish my summary...idiotic!!! =( den Geography gonna *.......* also!!!! i had all my calculations wrong!!! AHhhhh....bearing, distance... *i am on the verge of going insane* and u know the funni think is tat i can't seem to say the word *......*!!!! O_o *so weird rite* anyway...off to study Maths as maths paper 1 tml...chinese also but i hack care cos sure *.......* one!!! haizzz...i can't seem to say it soo too bad lah...cya.....too all my readers..if ya dunno wat i talking abt den too bad..(as *......* = a word tat i can't seem to type out)

me
|7:54 PM|

**prize giving day**

hmm..hiya my loyal readers..lolx....today..as usual did revision in school....den maths was weird...it was like practically half the class was gone but physics the period before maths....everyone was in it.....den i found out tat most of them "skip" skoolz....and for the first time since the day..mr koo left for re service in army..hahahaha....something like refresher training..i think..lolx....*the class was quiet n i could get some maths into my brain*...sooo happi..den also today was johnaton's bday...den i sort of accidentally said out his bday present...hee=) oops!!! how should i know, it was his bday present loh..but hu cares...everyone was happi....den Ss period..we got Ava room...and do revision...den Mr Karamjit say tat we so calm and like neva say any bad words...like everyone like so nice to eachother...den Vera, me, tiffanie, vanessa, diana and vicky say becos someone not in the class mah.....so everyone happi...lolx....den during Assembly...which in our school..is after all the periods....we had prize giving......*Our Team Valour 1 got Second in the captain's ball*hee=) den there was haze or fog..or something....near our school..den like we all say can die of breathing problems cos of the fog,smoke..wateva its called....hahahaha!!!!! think i stop here...today's blog so short one..hahahaha!!!!!!! cya...

me
|10:53 PM|

**my first trophy**

hee=)..my first eva trophy..second place somemore..hahaha!!!!!

me
|10:42 PM|

**death is upon me**

AHHhhhhhh.........Geography exam is like on thursday..and i haven't started....gee...this ain't shocking to me..as i onli took two days to study Ss...and i started studying like two days before the exam...not bad rite...anyway..tml i dun have skool....yippeee....but i still gotta study......so its not gd of a news tat i made it sound like...soo yea.....my com is weird...and i shall not say much...maybe to nite i would post one more...of my whining *think its spelt tat way* for now i would juz brag on my studying n exams...gee....i dunno y i am still here typing this out when i have to study....i am currently using my sis com to do this blog...cos i am optimizing my com...three drives...so i will take long....=D *surprisingly, i could type my blog in her com...as last time i couldn't do anything......i couldn't even send mail from her com* anyway...i think i stop here....cya..=)

me
|6:58 PM|

**WARNING Stress Level is high**

hmm..i decided tat i would rite again even though i already typed one out..cos tat's the onli thing i can think of tat would relieve (sp?) my stress...but as usual, its not helping at all.........finding my chinese worksheets to put in da file at the moment....and it like so bloody messy......i have always thought tat listening to music would help with my stress level being extremely high...but i guess rong...its juz makes it low by 10% out of 100% den it would shoot back up again...haizzz....i juz dun understand y is it tat..everytime i wanna study..i get distracted....like for example.. at home..i would either get distracted by the computer or the television..at all school is no different except wat makes me distracted are the noise my classmates make....haizz...sometimes i feel like jumping off the building so tat i could be free........O_o........o_O!!!!! *okok.....i give up...i shall not think of suicide anymore* cos tat wouldn't do any good......and the outcome wouldn't be nice either...i either die or get fined if i attempt to suicide and live...haizz....i shall stop now...back to finding my worksheets...cya....

me
|9:17 PM|

**idiotic jun xian spoil my day onli**

hmm...i got a qns to ask da public..or hu eva is reading...my blog....? if ya suppose to rite your personal stuff on a journal and cannot let people see....den y is there online journals around? somepeople may think this is stupid qns..but i was juz wondering....... *Flashback* when my sister always bullies me..i thought that she wanted me to believe tat she was superior..which she is not though=) *Flashback ends* Now...come to think abt it...i think tat she does tat cos she doing it for my well being...okok..i am being kind to my sister..=.="" tat sentences wasn't suppose to let anyone read it..but hu cares rite...now its out in the open..my mind feels light weighted and i feel kinda happi...not tat i am angry all the time...aHhhh..forget it..no one will eva understand anyway....sooo..back to wat i did today....in school, first period.......had chinese spelling and can u guess my marks?....soooo smart...0/37!!!! WAHahahahahah........den Pe, we played captain's ball..my team won..as usual..wahahah..i am bhb..lolx... english, cher gave us back our comprehension test.....and i pass at last.....oops...i did say tat out loud.. *ps: those people hu's english are soooooooo dammm gd..might think tat how can i not pass english!! well do i care noooooooo i dun* recess didn't eat much....den biology, it was quiet for once....but second period was bad.....anyway....there is something i need to let out abt my classmates.......If they think that i am was making so much noise during biology and disturbing their study time....Well, ask them to FUCKING SCREW themselves.....like i even care....like they cared when i was studying and they will making the noise............Den maths, was a havoc *think it was spelt tat way* The class was talking non stop and u could barely hear anyone saying anything.......den tat STUDPID Jun xian go and scream in my ear...tat idiot, fucking, asshole, bastard, retard....den was back home..study and slack....study and slack....*i did tat action over n over again..untill i gave up and slack all da way* ps: if ya an underage reader den u shouldn't be reading my blog..cos too much vuglarities in it.............*i was realli pissed off today*

me
|8:15 PM|

**hmm..**

this one is gonna be short!!! so here goes...today..i woke up 9 am...dunno how i did it..when i slept at 12 am last night..-.-"" so i went on the com to check my mail n other stuff 4 like 1hr den i went to watch the nicest aime show tat i can find...cause i dun have animax..which i want...* The prince of tennis* not tat i love tennis..i find the guys in tat show..cute..=P after tat....went back to the com loh...den surf the net, make one new quiz and sing most of the time...i think i studied abit....like 10% out of 100%..hee=) which is biology..suppose to be geography...but i find it hard to study geography when u dun hav interest in it...i finally found music to put in my blog..as u can heard it.. already... *music 2 my ears* thankz to starlightmks.com..=D the cursors are nice..i took a pick snowflake as it matches with my blog..pinkz..=)

*ain't they cute n pretty.=) * * my favourite ones are already above my tagboard*

me
|7:51 PM|

**sianzzz**

Wah kao....y everytime during the weekends, when i wanna wake up late....i always wake up early de...den during weekdays....i will wake up late de..haiyo.....anyway...i woke up 10 am i think...den switch on the com as usual...den showered....den went to popular bk store to buy guide books for my test subjects like science-biology, science-physics, Social studies, maths and Design & Technology....sianzz arh...den i also studied geography......market gardening, map reading and so on.....den half way...i think i fell alseep...den at around 4 to 5 something....my mum woke me up say...wanted to check something...den i was like -.-"" den she also sms me in her room say get ready at 7....can't see walk to my room or something..lazy lah......i went to hotel M to have steamboat...food so little..like nothing left..maybe except for the prawns....den i half way...open egg den it broke and the liquid went all over me..argh!!! i smell like egg....i shall make a metal note to *learn how to open an egg after cracking* didn't eat much there....wasn't hungry!!!! after tat da adults chatted den us teenagers and kids...played loh....*my wrist hurts* cos i play with my cousin half way...he go n make my wrist...but i wacked him after tat....so its fair....hee=) den after tat i come back loh...so here i am....*today is so boring...i didn't do much today* just study and study and study den got alot of stress..haizz=.=""

me
|11:28 PM|

**calm soul**

You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.


What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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me
|5:03 PM|

**theme: Rock n Roll**

Ok..here wat my blog readers are waiting for the result of the Singapore idols...=)
1. Daphne Khoo ( youngest)
2. Leandra Veronica Rasiah (princess of solo singing)
3. Christopher Michael Lee (cute) =x
4. Olinda Cho (coolest among all)
5. Sylvester Sim (ah beng but gd voice)
6. Maia Lee (choosen by judges)
7. Muhammad Taufik bin (disclosed)
8. Jerry Ong (ps: dun like him..his ugly plus his singing sux)
the one voted out is :
David Yeo ( guy hu loves pink)
hmm: wat happen to this idol arh...? hmm!!! Candice Foo ? wat happen to her...did she kanna kick out or wat arh..or she quit..or something.. ? me blur blur =.="" (ps: i know wat happen liao?) she drop out for dunno wat reason? anyone knows care 2 tell me...? tat all i have to post =) tml studying again..sianzz arh....juz two more weeks and i am free =P

me
|9:26 PM|

**exams have started**

hmm...i am back again..to rite a crappy blog...anyway, here goes.....Today, i had my English paper 1 and Social studies paper......!!!!!!! i was bloody nervous and i thought i would forget everything....but thankz lord i didn't....English paper was ok....i chose the topic *write abt a visit from an overseas friend* and i wrote abt 335 words...soo short rite? i wanted to rite more but den no time cause i like have 45 mins left to do my report riting for section two....i actually wrote 261 words...but den i cut it short to 251...juz 1 word more den wat i suppose to rite...*i was to rite a letter 2 da principal telling him my suggestion on wat i wan to improve in my school* paper finished at 9.45 den at recess time, i didn't wan eat anything cause was bloody nervous but i ate sushi cos i didn't wan to get gastric *think it is spelt tat way* second paper was Ss....i kept learning abt diplomacy and millitary deterrence..whether or not it had paid off, i shall neva know untill i get my paper back......*hope i dun screw this exam* after tat i juz came home..and slack...*just for today* tml i studying Geography...sianzz arh....=.=""

me
|3:22 PM|

**funniest day eva**

hiya....hee=) today is one of the most funniest day loh...hahaha!!! *just thinking of wat happen today makes me laugh so much* lolx...first thing....in the morning heard tat kim kok drop his hp in the toliet....tat one damm funnni...lolx.....*how in the world did he do it?* i shall neva know......den english period was ok......did a comprehension test!!!! =) .....chinese period...cher tell us abt wat we need to get to go poly or Jc.....den like next year, we want her to teacher us again loh.....but she say see first....=) *Of all periods i have today...Pe was the scariest* cause Calista when crazy...Jun xian go and sing the *big elephant song which is in chinese* out loud den she go and scratch him...haiyo..u should seen the marks on his neck....realli creepy...At first when i heard the screams from calista...i thought she fall down the stairs so she scream....*cal if ya reading this dun be offended ok....* den the onli thing we talk abt during Recess is where is calista? Is she is alrite? and did u see the marks on Jun xian's neck? Geography, we got test on map reading...i think i fail liao....bloody ching didn't say..we could borrow protracter from her loh..wah lau eh!!!! den maths period was funnni sia.......we neva learn loh....den we keep playing and laughing like crazy people....den pig ho say we hypocrites..cause we respect other teachers accept her.....lolx.....but hu cares? no one......wah lau...kenneth go wack zhi shin on his chest..den we all started laughing untill cannot laugh anymore...den scream here and scream there so funnnni arh...lolx....den Social studies period...we onli got back our Ss mock exam...guess wat? i Passed, can u believe it.....=) 12/19 for the source base..hee=) i soo happi....hahaha!!! English paper 1 and Ss paper tml..so i think i stop here and go study liao...ciao =D

me
|7:41 PM|

**fun**

Your beauty is FUN!!! Man, you really don't CARE
about the way you look because it shouldn't get
in the way of you having a good time. You love
being around lots of people and are very
friendly too. Your beauty tends to be very
ordinary at first but your care-free nature and
contagious laughter make you very appealing.
You've got great verbal skills and your sooo
easy to get along with because not only are you
quite understanding and compassionate but your
light-hearted about things as well. You don't
get under stress that much which helps you keep
up your perky personality. Your beauty can be
characterized by a laugh.


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me
|3:56 PM|

**rain**

Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. Your are truly unique yet
fail to see it, and are quite creative be it in
art, music, writing, etc.. You used to let
people in now you don't even bother to try
having been hurt so many times in the past.
Your attitude is that you don't need anyone but
yourself, people are just trouble waiting to
happen. But you really do want to trust someone
no matter if you see it or not, deep down your
waiting for someone to come and set you free.
This kind of depression can turn dangerous,
don't let them get to you. Not everyone in the
world will hurt you, humans are humans and are
not perfect. So most likely sooner or later
you'll meet someone who feels like you do and
perhaps your shell will eventually disappear.


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me
|3:18 PM|

**Social Studies**

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh........i hate Social Studies....even though i have to learn all the shit....Test chapter to learn : 2 , 3 , 5 , 6...but mr karamjit tat hairry monster and idiotic ass hole..said we can study chapter 6 and 5 would do or 2 but i study chapter 6 on diplomacy and Milltary deterrence....Soo fustrating....Un (united nations), Asean (Assocation of Southeast Asian Nations) haiya......i am bloody mad...i am going insane..u see i even wrote a blog for Social studies so pathetic..aHHhhh....today study Diplomacy and its uses...tml Milltary Deterrence...den the day after tml...Exam come liao...Sianzz arh....think gonna screw up this exam....hmm..next year if i manage to some how be promoted to next year...i gotta study..no more..computers.....on the internet for maybe 2-5 hrs a day..and after tat start studying again...hmm....next year N levels..the year after next year is O levels...WTF.....y i think so far ahead? I am realli a siao zha bo..haizz..... anyway..gotta zhao liao..gotta study again..haizzz...sianzz untill can die..

me
|11:11 PM|

**dieeeeee**

hmm......AHhhhhh...exams start in two days time...i wanna jump down twelve story building liao...english paper 1 and Ss this friday.....english is ok but Ss i sure die loh...especially for my Ss mock exam...loh...die liao...paper coming back tml...sure fail loh......today did revision loh....for Dnt, Physics.... *which reminds me i have hw on physics to do* geopraphy also and there is a test on map reading tml..... *hate it* chinese period..we got our test marks and listening compre test marks...i got 24/100 for chinese test and i am the onli one hu failed for listening as i was half asleep loh........bloody tired on tat day.....den come home shower and do hw..and study like siao zha bo loh........aHhhhhh i think i am stressed up too much liao....i bloody insane liao....den rite alot of testimonial for people tooo..u wan me rite for u den u say loh..unless i know u den i will rite!!! ok!!! hee=) later at night i will go watch charmed at 8.30...but for now i go study like siao zha bo again.....cya, ciao..=)

me
|6:28 PM|

**Shit**

hiya.......there was alot of gd and bad memories today.....the gd part is tat Xueling didn't come to school today..well maybe she did come but onli during recess and i was so happi....i didn't have to hear her annoying and irritating voice when she screams during class time.....can die u know!!! Cme, we learnt abt civic society? Wat the crap is tat anyway???? but hu cares abt it...physics was ok today..we did reivison on reflection and refraction of light..kinda easy.....as *I LOVE SCIENCE* den like first period of maths, ms ho didn't come...for wateva reason....but she appeared, during second period.. and the whole class was like in their minds * Wah kao!! why she come!!!!!!!!* she made all of us do maths revision..but cares to listen....no one...well maybe except Jega but hu cares rite? den Ss period, we had Ss mock exam...wah kao!!!! can die leh.. *I can write my death sentence liao* i will fail badly loh..haizzzz den last two periods......we had this lady to come and teach us abt BGR stuff...onli for the gurls..the guys are in seperate rooms...dunno y also but hu cares man!!!!!!!!!!!!!! den like mr karamjit like biased and and idiotic bastard and racist loh....come on plz...he insults every chinese or malays around....but praises Jega..cause she's an indian like him plzz loh...wah kao!!! i hate this type of people loh.... soooo annoying.....den like i nearly miss my bus stop cause of some idiot hu couldn't hear me saying *Excuse me like for 3 times* anyway..gotta stop here liao.....i too annoyed liao....cya

me
|10:40 PM|

**

my medal from last year...the back part , the infront is juz my school logo..

me
|10:09 PM|

**riting early**

hmm..well...today i decided to post my blog early..hee=) today...had chinese test first period sianzz...i dunno y i bother to take it when i know the outcome of it..and u know wat it is? well...haven't u guess yet? its failed...F9....ling = zero =.="" den had Pe...i accidentally hit tiffanie with the hockey stick..oops!! sorri tiffy..=) stupid lah..i dunno y we still play hockey loh...it's such a lame game...anyway....english got back my compo test..=D "right down some of the peer pressure that teenagers face these days and how they overcome it" juz to let u know, i dunno wat the crap is peer pressure when she gave us tat test on 13th september...wah kao, y now den she give us the paper back...crazy bitch..=.=" now den i realise wat peer pressure meant it's pressure caused by friends tat we have....anyway...i anyhow wrote the paper but i passed!! not bad eh? hee=) 18/30...yeah..yeah..i know it sucks..but hu cares..i passed didn't i? =P den had recess but there was nothing left so i onli get 2 seaweed chicken & 3 chicken nuggets...hmm but da bloody nuggets were so hot which meant tat it jus came out of the frying pan and i dropped one cause it was burning my fingers....haizz...anyway, during biology i was bloody pissed off loh..wah kao!!! again they didn't allow me to study...keep talking and talking..i feel like punching them loh....haiya..den i got a headache cause of that...so lame!!! haizz..=.="" den maths like onli me,vicky,nessa, jega, vera n diana (i think) was listening to ms ho....the rest well, at the back playing childish games that i played when i was pri 1 - 4!!!! den i wished i was out there but we had two periods and it went by realli bloody slow.... *not having fun i guess* oh yea..i was angry..so not having fun loh..=.="" the bell rang at 1.25 and i was so happi to get out of there but i had chinese remedial * i think spelled tat way* untill 2 den i also had photo taking at 2.30 which end up to be 3 something and i got home at abt 4 something..haizz...sianzz arh..den i studyed 4 awhile but i got distracted by the com so here i am doing this blog loh....=.=""oh yea..before i forget, i found out tat my team won second place in the interhouse games for "captain's ball" ...=D again i might add..hee=) i think i stop here liao..gotta go study 4 real liao..cya..=)

me
|8:04 PM|

**y am i not studying**

AHhhhh..this is bull shit....i didn't study at all today...i slept till 1 something or later den tat...=.="" den i like juz go online chill, slack and surf the net...den my browser died cos of *STUPID BLOODY IDIOTIC SPYWARE* den like i took 5 hours or less, just to delete it..stupid and lame rite? anyway....wrote a few paragraphs on my story.....its getting even more interesting but won't be adding to it untill after my exams which would be next week or the week after......AHhhhh......exams are in 6 days..next friday....haven't started studying...i onli juz wrote the notes down..but haven't realli put anything in my brain.....Ss mock test is like on tuesday and the real exam is on friday..and i haven't studied a single word yet..haiyo....CAN DIE ARH...Stressed up like mad liao.....think if i dun study any longer..i think i would go insane..haizzz....den like today..vicky say wat i slack alot cos i dun rite down the notes..plz loh, doesn't mean i dun rite notes like her doesn't me i dun study loh....wah kao..den say wat if i so smart i go express loh....oh plz...hu say i smart loh.....if i was smart in the first place i would be in express loh... WAH KAO....i very sick and tired of people calling me smart loh...its not my fault tat i get better grades den them...its not my fault that i can remember more things den them.....when will they eva think? oh well...wat can I do..my friends are like tat.....so i give in....anyway..gotta study for Ss mock exam on tuesday liao..ciao *muackz*

me
|9:45 PM|

**Burn in hell**

I would personally like to say this :



" BURN IN THE HELL YOU IDIOTIC, ASS HOLES, FUCK YOU SPYWARE"

me
|2:41 PM|

**So Stressed Up**

AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............................i am bloody stressed up -.-":: Exams in 6 days if i am not rong and i have a Ss aka Social studies mock exam this tuesday... man!!! i wish, i wasn't living in this world....actually i wish i wasn't born....*thinks back at the time when i was actually happi* it was like 7 to 8 years ago. when i was free from the world, free from peer pressure and i didn't have to care about anything. *if onli i could turn back time and re live that moment in time* today...i didn't do much.. juz studied Social Studies and Biology, Did 2 extra pages on my story..which is getting quite interesting to read..but not gd enought to be a Author..I dun even want to be a Author. I dun even know wat inspired me to rite the story, it juz came to my mind and i decided to type it out. Also played gb with trevor but den he made me pissed off, well, tat wasn't as bad as wat he did later..he kiked me out "SO WAT" like i even give a damm..his the one hu asked me to play in the first place....like i said on one of my blogs..TREVOR DO NOT BOSS ME AROUND...u think wat u so big so superior, GROW UP and stop living in ur own fantasy.. cause this is the real world and no one cares... anyway.. i stop here, gotta study Ss, the stupid hair monster's class...so like cya

me
|10:11 PM|

**damm them to hell**

hmm...today, In biology...we did revision...first few people to take biology in normal (A)..not bad eh? hee=) ...den in maths, we didn't care abt the teacher....she kept on offing and oning the lights and the fans..so lame loh....juz becos we talked alot!!! =.="" if i were her, i would be more angry and do action...instead of screaming at us...haiyo, den Dnt had the retest and i think i would fail again...haizzz...den during recess, someone stole my sushi...asshole!!! =.="" wasted $1..den during english did a compo....title: "start the compo beginning with my hands trembly as i held the letter" so i wrote abt my friend hanging herself in her bedroom and tat letter was from her, she wrote before she dead...i was feeling realli weird, when i thought of tat...but i juz wrote it down...308 words...wah!!! i didn't slack in school today loh...the bloody teacher's were having a photo taking session..and i didn't wan them to ask me!!! "Y ain't u at home studying" so i walked to the bustop with vera n nessa. Den again, i took the wrong bus...i meant tat it was crowded again like yesterday......hmm..well, wat can u do? my school so far away from my house...it gonna be worst when i move to my new house, i would have to switch buses...-.-"" and i onli have 90 cents left in my ezlink...make a mental note: Top up my ezlink on monday. today, i wrote notes on biology and started on typing a story, which had been in my mind since english period...so weird huh? =.= den at around 8.30pm..i watched the singapore idol results..."damm the people, damm them to hell." Singapore voted my favourite idol out....idiots, she sang realli gd loh....juz becos she didn't have enough fans..=.=!!! anyway, here are the top ten idols:
1. Daphne Khoo ( youngest)
2. Leandra Veronica Rasiah (princess of solo singing)
3. Christopher Michael Lee (young boy face) =x
4. Olinda Cho (coolest among all)
5. Sylvester Sim (ah beng but gd voice)
6. Maia Lee (choosen by judges)
7. Muhammad Taufik bin (disclosed)
8. David Yeo ( guy hu loves pink)
9. Candice Foo (disclosed)
10. Jerry Ong (sound like baby voice =p)
those voted out would be :
1.Jeassea K. Thyidor (best singer among all) n 2.Beverly Lim Morata (choosen by judges)
idiots: i think this two are better singers den Candice Foo (disclosed) n Jerry Ong (sound like baby voice =p)
oh yeah...happi children days too all kids aged 12 and below..hee=) i gotta study liao..so ciao=)

me
|9:50 PM|

**White,always white**

You're the color white. Sweet and virginal, you're
seen as the purest of all the colors.
Generally generous, and extremely caring,
people see you as the happiest in the bunch.
You're always talking and running around. You
love pets, especially cats and dogs. And
cleanliness--oh my gosh. You're a mix between
a perfectionist and a neat-freak. (but that's
okay. ^^). Besides that, you're painfully
plain, and immature. However, aside from your
plainess, you do love sugary foods. Like cake.


What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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me
|8:12 PM|

MOOD


ABOUT ME

Juliana aka Julie
20(I grow old every year)
17th April 1989
Aries
Anime maniac


LOVES
Japanese n Western Food
Singing
Dancing
Chatting
Reading fantasy books
Shopping
Hamsters n doggies
Science n maths
watching anime


detests
Chinese (da subject)
Backstabbers
hypocritez
sadists
stuck up pplz


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