Truth

The truth is, yes other than that i am drinking again.

I'm actually amazed that i can type properly, let me take another drink so that i can leave my inhibitions free for all to hear and read.

I do feel for you yes, but i am not together with you because... Because...

i don't want you to take the loan

i am jealous that you got the application (minor)

if you really wanna do it, do it, study even without me

I want to expand my social circle

i feel all alone (do not reassure me, you!)

I am not mature enough

if i am i wouldn't resort to drinking or any drugs

i hope i get a university soon

i want to expand my thinking and creativity

i should travel, shouldn't i?

the heart that beats within me doesn't lie

i wish you well

perhaps we'll be together in the future.

perhaps, i am not ready.