man.... today's scuba practical lesson was quite insane. never been so close to drowning before. Instructor kept failing his arms everywhere, grabbing me, smashed my mask, grabbed my regulator to breath... and then had to inflate his bouyancy control vest (something like a life vest but inflatable by air or by blowing into it) and man i am half his weight maybe even 3/4. Stress and Rescue lessons, they are not to be reckoned with. That was in the swimming pool without waves and all... Imagine that in choppy seas and nothing but metres and metres of sea water between your toes.

care to take the plunge?

i must say i am excited for the up coming scuba diving trip in july at tioman! i just came back from diving lessons at 7.30pm but before that i had back to back dRiving lessons at 1pm - 5pm. Quite mentally draining... and i just got my own diving suit. i must say i look more of a cat burglar than a diver. haha.

im just feeling so drained now. to take 2 driving lessons in a row and then head to they gym, its a killer both on the mind and the body.
Well all i can say now is i feel quite.... alone. dont know who to trust or who to spend time with. im stuck within this transition zone where i dont want to move. To be used and spat out, shoved to one side by self centred people...

thank you all

i appreciated all tt came for e dinner. :) though some did not come i still love them all. i wont say it was the best ending for the day but i still loved the fact that i found true sincerity in the end. money cant buy my friendship and truly all i wish is for people to be happy and that is why im willing to spend at times. i just want... sincerity from people's hearts. seems like some do not grasps this concept. then till then they shall not fall within my inner circle. But nevertheless i loved the day :)

The table was set!

For starters : Foie Gras! + Oysters

mmm.... melts in your mouth.

Happy people :) haha.

Hariz, Me and Daryl

Soup while e main course is being prepared

Lobster!

1kg of prime beef slices

And a surprise to say the least! Moreover, its Blackforest!

Lol her look says it all. could have bought a Agnes b. bag,

Jazelle at fashion bar

And of course, good o' pal Hariz Yihao

I think im suffering from Hypomania and narcissistic personality disorder. hmmm strange. A shot of enlightenment to me... thing is... where do i go from here?