8/10/2011

hey blog. it's been some time since i talked to you :)

seems like it was just yesterday i partied to welcome year 2011 and now it's already october.

time flies, and it waits for no one. promised to make every month to be an awesome one, obviously i failed.

well over these months, there's ups and downs. laughter and tears.

* celebrated my 21st birthday with my bitches and uni besties. they are the best thing that's ever been mine :)

* to those who concern, i passed my ACCA fundamental level at one goal, and i am proud with myself , same goes to my parents and siblings. so, failing twice in foundation doesn't mean the end of the world. as long as you are willing to try and put in some effort, you can make miracles out of difficulties.

* september is treating me awesomely awesome(wtf). i am splashed with good mood and happiness all the time! :D

* and it's october now! party month ? it's oktoberfest!

anyway, life still goes on with or without you. x

20/7/2011

i wonder do people still stop by this site.

anyway, im doing fine, started my new semester, started my part time job :D

coffee is still a must for me every morning,

my blackberry still my best loyal companion.

zumba is still my favourite cardio in the gym.

i still tweet that much. i still rant that much.

im still that lazy.

im still that loud. i am still that happy.

nothing changed. life is still awesome.

turning 21st next month. and facing the reality 3 days before my bday.

till then,

bye!

17/06/2011

hey there!

this is totally irrelevant picture.

i'm finally on a stress free holidays for 3 weeks! :D

don't talk about exam. i screwed. haha.

loving how peaceful my hometown is and i am consistently forcing myself to jog at least 1 hour everyday. lifeless life, i love . i'm waiting for my hommies to come back so i won't rot at home.

just typing some words so that i will have at least one update per month.

i am obsessed with girl's generation's music videos. i can't sleep without watching em every night. it's like drug. those girls are too perfect and they are like a warning for you :

"do not eat too much, fatso! if not stay fat forever!" with their famous wink.

haha!

btw i am so smart because i bring back my camera without charger . yay !

26/5/2011

wonder who will read this, but i still will type anyway.

i can't sleep, must be the chicken essence.

it's been 3 weeks since i updated, so you guys will know that i'm having a smooth sailing month!

may is a good month, so far so good :)

so what's may is all about ?

attended weekend classes. long hours of revision classes. unreasonable breakouts. theo's 21st bday. gaining weight. short term stress. overdosage of caffeine. reason to eat more than usual. anti social time. bb cream slapped on my face is getting thicker. and FINALS :)

-the end-

and and, i am going home next week :)

not going to countdown to exams, to avoid some useless self stressing.

short updates. love ya

xx

lil things about meeee :D

facts about me me me me meeeee.

#1 i am crazy, cheerful, friendly, lame, shy, talkative, a serious pms victim and an emotional girl.

#2 i only LOL and ignore my image when i'm with my best friend.

#3 i have fate with guys who is left handed. 3 guy best friends of mine is left handed :D

#4 i love to sing , talk and dance . yes, i can talk a lot, and annoy you a lot.

#5 i don't eat spicy food. okay, except for chilli sauce.

#6 i don't do homework unless forced and i practice last minute revision all the time.

#7 i wanted to be a makeup artist, but not an accountant. stepped into accountancy, is an accident.

#8 i love my family more than anything. and i want 2 childrens in future.

#9 i want a guy who love me, treat me like princess and can protect me. i don't need him to look like anthony neely, having louis koo's body and kevin cheng's charm :p

#10 i have imba eyes. my left eye is weird. and i always wake up with one single and one double eyelids.

#11 i am not a sunny type. i hate sun very much. so, outdoor sports is not for me :D

#12 i have high patient and tolerant level . okay, not when i'm having pms .

#13 i dislike people who is not punctual, i can accept 10-20 mins late, but not up to 2 hours .

#14 i love sweet stuff. and i am a red bean lover :D

#15 i have fate with long distance relationship. sigh

#16 i act cute occassionally. you might cannot bear with me when i acted cute.

#17 i love mamak. roti telur with milo ais kosong ftw ! and i love pan mee :3

#18 a typical coffee freak.

#19 i don't smoke, i club and drink occassionally.

#20 i don't really fancy branded stuff, but i adore em. and i believe i can buy one with my self earned money, one day :)

#21 i need a lot of space when i'm doing revisions. this is weird.

#22 i love dolling up myself and look good :) i am a happy girl after dolled up myself!

#23 i laugh like a machine gun. i can't control myself when i laughed :D

#24 i don't know what to write again. kthxbai :D

love me for who i am :)

i'm perfect :)

Done looking for the critics, cuz they're everywhere

They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair

Stringe ourselves and we do it all the time .

why do i do that ?

hate explaining myself, but i am tired of people guessing me.

dont act you understand me unless you are google.

i don't smoke, i don't really club, i do skip class and exams but it doesn't mean that i never study, i am single doesn't mean that i'm picky, i don't smile and talk to you doesn't mean that i'm arrogant, i dyed my hair bright doesn't mean that i'm bad, i eat a lot sometimes doesn't mean that i'm big eater all the time , i makeup doesn't mean that i'm fake, i flirt doesn't mean that i'm a slut..

and the list still goes on...

Pretty, pretty please

If you ever, ever feel

Like your nothing

You're fuckin' perfect to me .

11/4/2011

when new year come, you always wished to be a good one.

when new month come, you will always wished it will a be a good one too.

you will always promise yourself to make things awesome, perfect .

but , if we didn't even work hard to make things perfect, awesome, how are we going to achieve it ?

people always give up when they are given some difficult problems .

they will always have this line in their mind "i can't do it" "it's impossible" "no way that i'm going to achieve that" .

god always reserve the best for us at the last place.

a little determination and confident will do the best for you!

always believe that everything happened for a reason,

and the reason is always a good one.

it might be a planning or signals from god.

just hang on there and it will come to an end .

face the problem when it comes but not to find reasons or excuses to blame or push it on/to others.

yes, it will mess a lil with your mind,emotions at first.

but at the end, it will lead and teaches you to be a stronger and better person.

yes, i admit that i am the one who always make empty promises to myself, lack of confident in achieving things(academic, relationships, friendships, etc) and i will find excuses to myself when things happened. i don't face the problem at first, i only face it when i really need to face it. i hate myself sometimes, for being undecisive.

just give me some time to change and it will be alright :)

ask for things you wanted, believe that you will get it and receive whatever results given to you.

always have faith and confident in yourself, nothing is impossible =)

today i am changing . one of my friend says this to me ; looking at you, i am away from all stresses, because you make life simple.

20/3/2011

life is awesome. xoxo

nahh, i am bored with those starting line.

'hey, it's been some time since i blogged! sorry bloggie, forgive me readers,etc etc'

so, i'm not going to cheat. life is treating me not good recently.

if you've been following my twitter acc , you will know what happened :(

worst breakouts ever. pimples growing everywhere and fuck the redness.

can you imagine, you can't even conceal it with slapping excessive amounts of concealer and bb cream on your face ? redness still that freaking obvious ?

ugh i am so so so down because of this T_T

and pms period somemore that time.

double emo and angry.

but now, it slowly recovers.

will share with you all if the products i'm using really effective in reducing my pimples :)

so so so , studies still like hanging. it was really omfg if you late, overslept or skipped class.

you will entirely lost in the next class. like wtf is happening now ?

but i am lucky to have friends in class lar. hehe :3

i've been missing from few lectures recently cause the weather was freaking awesome .

i will be guilty if i am not lying on my bed, enjoying the good weather :p (wtf)

meeting new friends recently and me love meeting new friends !

hey, but i really don't get it when they say.

'wah, you look so arrogant lor when i don't get to know you'

hello, will you smile to strangers even if you don't know them ?

haha, so smile to me. talk to me.

(if you've added/approved on my fb and followed my twitter la ,cause i've already made a few new friends there !)

hey hey, pats on your shoulder and say,

i don't bite :D

一半。

好久没写部落格了。

最近喜欢用中文来写部落格。虽然我的中文不好。但它却能很明确的表达我的心情。

时间过的真快。现在是三月了。你们做了些什么呢？

我，已经开始慢慢的的独立了。

独立，其实只是一个比较美的字来取代孤单。

朋友介绍了叮当的 ‘一半’。 也爱上这首歌。

句句的歌词仿佛在描述着现在的我。

‘朋友不能留得太晚，明天要上班 ’

身边的好友已经开始做工了。虽然很不习惯没有他们陪着我，但我总不能酱黏着他们吧。有时会给人感觉很烦的。

‘快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半’

当我快乐时，我不懂要跟谁分享。分享了，但那分激情已经不再了。

‘这张被单 这张睡床， 再舒服都觉得太宽’

有时，深夜。听着歌眼泪就留下来了。原来，我不是真正的快乐。

‘没有想法 有想法又能怎样，只能写部落格整晚’

这就是现在的我了。写部落格，来表达我藏在心里，从来没跟人讲过的事情。

‘自由多得让人心慌，你羡慕我 那要不要跟我交换’

对，你要和我交换吗？

‘就算把日子都填满，没人知道我多孤单，也请你别来提醒 我多孤单。’

chinese new yearrr

happy belated chinese new year everyone!

haha, actually my chinese new year not really happening, but will be the best chinese new year :)

we actually talked, gathered and laughed more than we gamble this year. xo !

so, day one, we hopped into cvc's house.

cvc, our ketua tingkatan for form 5 :D

my face is so oily and pimplelicious !

this is what we called chubby face :D

the girlssss <3

group picture :D

we love this.

sooo, day 2 stay at home.

cause, it rained till flooded.

hahaha.

day 3, at my house :)

and ms chong's house .

group picture at ms chong's house.

ahh i miss the having tuition there :(

i wonder why am i posing like this.

:D

my baby niece :)

she is so sick at that time , aww :(

fav pic of all :D

loving the blue blue skyyy :3

you going to get this hair if you dyed your hair 3 times in a month.

hahaha !

bye chinese new year :)

a brand new start !

22/2/2011

"let's pretend that airplanes in the night sky are light shooting stars. i could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now"

i've got so many wishes and so many cravings now, yet too lil time and i was clueless effortless to accomplish it.

i am a certified procrastinator.

i won't give up anyway(hey,that's attitude!)

xoxo, love ya!

i'm thinking of dyeing my hair again. oh yeaaaa :x

21/2/2011

#nowplaying just a dream by nelly .

so results is out and yes, i passed all papers :)

relieved when i saw a pass on my law. hey repeat law is a nightmare okay!

so, same old motivation lines again,

for those who failed, never give up. hey, told ya life is a bitch :)

acca failed me twice! and it's pain !

for those who passed, congrats ! more challenges ahead for you guys !

and daddy i didn't dissapoint you :) love ya !

passing papers is a beginning of another nightmare(in acca). each levels are getting harder.

financial reporting is killing me , i am a slow learner, fyi T.T

all i wanted now is just pass my current 3 papers . xoxo

19/2/2010

my worst condition. bikin paiseh.

hello everyone. hello world. hello hello.

wondered where i've been is it ?

hehe, i am acting like so busy with classes(which i lost more than i really learn stuff), some random trips with best friends, gym sessions, random movie sessions and drama session. and and chinese new year too !

if you wondered how i celebrate my valentine's, a simple one. supper and movie with my awesome bff theo. oh he is the only single best friend i left now. hahaha :D

well, result is out next monday. so wish me all the best although i know which level i will be :D don't say i negative. oh well, i am so positive this time, seriously !

and, i need to learn how to earn my own money now, like what my resolutions says! (dad will be relieved) . hahaha !

till then, i will have proper updates on my melaka and chinese new year okay! love ya, xoxo

follow my twitter , if you want to stalk me bcz i am updating it 24/7, people call me tweetybird . haha just joking btw(the stalking part) .

10/2/2011

新年快乐，兔年快乐 :)

最近的我，心情好多了。

想通了，我终于放下酱多个月的挣扎。

因为，我已不想再浪费我的时间了。

决定放弃。

不再酱努力，不再玩暗恋，不再期盼，不再暧昧。

顺其自然 .

将我的时间全放在学业，减肥，友情，亲情上，。

有他们的爱，有他们逗我笑，其实，我已近很幸福了。

知足常乐 :)))

XOXO :)

29/01/2011

this month,

new casing for my baby.

hunted for this lil red devil casing for monthhsss <3

pang ee's visit :)

start to miss his lame max general knowledge and jokes already.

and how we bully him. ahaha :D

and my awesome brunette, theo :)

dyed to darkest brown, but

my hair colour dropped max max :/

it's golden here.

but why now is green ? ahaha :D

major bimboness.

hope i didn't scare you guys !

this month,

we hopped x times from bus to LRT and from LRT to monorail :)

and from malls to malls.

awesomelovemaxmax :D

my week is awesome with them :3

XOXO

*photos taken by iphone4*

25/1/2011

这几晚，都有失眠的现象。

一直骗自己去睡，但怎样都睡不着。

烦恼一大堆，但现在我选择逃避，我不想面对。

不管了，开心就好 :)

这几晚不停反复的重播 lara 的小树 以及 静茹的你会不会。

舒服的声音加上有意思的歌词，让我爱上了这两首歌。

这两首歌已经是我必唱的emo k-歌 :)

希望你们会喜欢 :)

小树。

简单的歌词，

却唱出每个想放弃但却又放不下的笨蛋。

你会不会。

歌词复杂，但静茹唱出了每个女生的心声。

“爱是水晶 好透明又怕被跌碎的心”

22/1/2011

obsessed with blue and red recently.

people come and go. and i am used to it.

remember, when the whole world is giving up on you, don't sad don't cry don't give up.

it wasn't the end of the world yet.

you are a real failure if you are giving up on yourself .

you live for yourself and not for others.

take critics as compliments and prove them wrong :)

cheers :)

anyway i cant wait for chinese new year! it's about crap food angpaus and gatheringgg <3

and i love my bestfriends more than ever now .

i will treasure momens with them more. love you guys :)

without them, i am nothing.

xoxo

from blonde to ash.

few days ago, i am still a japanese wannabe blonde.

and everyone happily called me dumb blonde. sigh.

i over blushed my cheek and over coloured my eyes everyday .

bcz i look sick with blonde. so i am a fail blonde.

ahaha !

few days later, i am an ash brown.

alright, i actually redyed dark brown. but when mixed with my blonde, it become a bit ashy colour.

i am mad in love with my ashy brown :)

i think i look better with brown colour =D

and i no need over blush my cheek nao !

received so many negative comments on my blonde hair, but i die with no regrets, cause i tried blonde, at least once in my life :p but too bad, it stayed with me for only like, 4 to 5 days :(

but please think twice or thrice when you wanna go blonde. because you might end up having dry hair like me now, due to over-dyed hair :( fyi, i dyed my hair 3 times this month. omg.

december :)

hello my love :)

december is here !

omg time flies like don't know what lor. it's like, sekelip mata !

here, i treasure those who walked into my life during this year and those experience, lessons learned . all gains and losses, super valuable :)

december, means finals, holidays and christmas is coming to town too ! and some sweet time to spend at hometown w/ family and friends :)

and it's time for new year resolutions :)

did i achieved my 2010's resolutions ? i will tell you guys after my finals end , muahaha !

pimples war is on and i can't remember when is the last day i put on my contact lens and slap some foundation on my face , did some colouring on my eyes :( and i will miss going zumba !

till then, wish everyone still fighting for their exams gambate and never give up ! take care of your health :) enjoy to max after exam and i will miss my college babies to max <3

love ya !

hello !

it's been 789731094 years since i typed something here.

my blog is dead and gone.

and i am still slacking. and i think i will fail 1 out of 3 papers i am having this round. oh well .

hope sandakan will bring me good luck :)

i can't wait to see my friends again at sdk. of course, my family =)

wish me good luck for who accidentally read this okay ?

xoxo