learning

I think I have really pretty friends :) 

Was looking through some old pictures the other day and...I used to be so skinny. Especially my legs, gosh would die to have those legs again. What happened :( I think the only thing that's keeping me from being obsessed is my final year exams. Really wanna swim. 30 laps, 40 laps, as long as it takes for me to walk out feeling better about myself. But just to clarify before someone thinks I am gonna develop an eating disorder again...I DO see the weight falling off my arms and shoulders, off my ass and legs, thank goodness my boobs have been spared MOST of the misery so far, I SEE IT.........

But it still isn't good enough.


Learning to love myself is tough :<