Monday, December 25, 2006
school's out. FINALLY. the much-antipated holidays are here.
let's see. i just finished church yf camp. glad i went anyways. and then yesterday i had a kind of relaxed and carefree christmas eve. went church in the afternoon, and then at night(kind of last minute), decided to head down to one fullerton. well, the bar was kind of nice. i guessed i had a rather pleasant night, though i cant help thinking back of last year's christmas. its christmas after all, and i decide to put away every single thought and well, play and be merry to the fullest!'
hence there are the more reasons to be happy because:
1. its christmas like duh. but christmas is different cos of the spirit that evolves around christmas
2. its a season of love and giving. love my presents, and i hope people will love my presents a lotalot too.
3. i have just done quite a lot of shopping. i'm blaming it on the season.
4. food food and more food. all the more it keeps me smiling(:
5. catching up with good old friends and making new ones.
well. so meey christmas everyone. cheers to a brand new year. i better me off baking that cake for christmas dinner later.
lee needed you at 25.12.06
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
Happy birthday Audrey!
i finally understood what is love and what is it to be loved.
lee needed you at 7.12.06
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Sunday, November 26, 2006
Are there more ways to describe hurt?
i just went through hell, came back did a flip-flop and landed somewhere between hell and heaven. and that's where i'm now. i guess things which are meant to be, will be. some things are just not meant to be, hence i cant force it.
surprisingly though, i'm happy. not now but soon. everything's rubbing my back in a very irritating, disturbing way nowadays.
lee needed you at 26.11.06
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
i cant help but feel a little sad after everything that has happened. well, they say in life sometimes you need to make sacrifices. and oh wells, people come and they go. its the memories that keep you alive.
i dont know how to do HER book review but it is sure the dumbest assignment on earth, among everything else she has thrown us with.
and then on a sunday morning, when i apparently woke up on the wrong side of the bed, with a running nose and a not-so-good sleep, i looked at this picture and then... smiled. sometimes i cant help but feel that it is the best thing that i've ever had in my life thus far.
heh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA! you're welcome to join the 20s club next year. (:
lee needed you at 19.11.06
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
sometimes in life you cant have everything that you want. its the choosing that sucks. the decision that you hope to avoid.
i'm stuck. i'm confused.
the world doesnt seem such a glamorous place anymore.
lee needed you at 18.11.06
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Sunday, November 05, 2006
from now on, at this point, i got to start dreading waking up very very early in the morning and dragging my feet to school. like having spent the night before school reopening practicing, it just however doesnt do much justice.
ok nevermind, i shall not talk/whine anymore. the pictures shall do the talking.
whee bedtime!
lee needed you at 5.11.06
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
havent updated for sometime. but life has been good... very good in fact. well, there's no school so i get to enjoy life as it is.
and i think i'm going to start hating vivocity. the place is so damn crowded always, and forever. there's no place nice to eat, because of the long long line of people waiting to get a table. and many of the food outlets or restaurants are not even open yet. luckily, the haze is quite alright now, if not i'll not even get to enjoy the outdoor scenery. its the only place where i would only hang out to get my clothes, and have a cup of coffee. and talking about coffee, i'm so hooked so it. i need a starbucks or something equally good to that, everyday. if i dont have it, i'll feel like my day sucks literally. and since i'm so free and have all the time in thw world (oops.), i love to sit down and have really nice long coffee breaks.
so basically that's what i've been doing. eating, shopping, sleeping. that's my life... for now. there's halloween party at zouk this sat. its THE party. and i finally managed to find a costumes to wear then. imagine, it'll be fun.
lee needed you at 26.10.06
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
i need the world to turn 180 degress around. and then i need it to stop.
i dont want to be a plain jane. i want to be miss princess.
lee needed you at 17.10.06
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
hello.
this holidays have been so much fun. retail therepy, bumming around, shopping, meeting up friends and bitching around, and basically eat eat and eat somemore. sleeping my ass off and not having to worry about the time i ought to wake up...oh man, this is the life man. i've caught quite a few movies too.
and if Tchaikovsky piano concerto no. 1 is the best concerto ever composed, then Yevgeny Sudbin must be the most charming and good-looking pianist on earth. Oh my God, i actually like that nice sharp nose of his, and why am i gushing all about him. not a bad pianist for his age too, pretty musical and showy enough to pass off.
i dont know how to make my holidays more productive, but it seems quite good enough to laze around, and spending profitable time with him. i love my darling. and i wanna go camping with him!
lee needed you at 15.10.06
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
over very lousy food, great company and drinks at chijmes
cycling at east coast/ retail therepy/ people-watching at coffee bean outside borders/ eating at new places/ late-night suppers/ chatting and bitching over coffee breaks. that spells my week. whee the holidays are finally here.
besides i went down to the yong siew toh conversatory of music today as they were having an open house. the new building is so so beautiful, and the library is so huge. many restricted areas though, but basically we just walk through the very limited areas.
lee needed you at 8.10.06
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Monday, October 02, 2006
last night over dinner me and my bestie were whinning about
how pathetic we are, actually more like we were bitching about guys. and seriously we found out that guys are all the same, and it'll be better off without one.
seriously. if you have one, all you do whole day is whine about them, not bitch. you whine about them cos you are unhappy, you want more, and you expect more. think about it, our conversations change ever since we get one. from bitching of guys in general to complains of your sole guy.
it is when people leave you then you realise the importance of them. why cant people just cherish you for who you are, and what you are to them.
freedom creeps in. but i'll give anything to have him back. period.
lee needed you at 2.10.06
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
broken into pieces.
its over, and finished. practice, practice and more practice.
cried-ed. ps exam on the 3rd of october. after that the fun begins.
lee needed you at 1.10.06
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Friday, September 29, 2006
i've been labelled as a 'slacker' by my teacher. i wouldnt, and dont dare to dispute it. welcome to the slacker's club then.
i dont want to talk about exams except that its pretty fine and okay. legally speking my exams end only today but illegally speaking, my exams ended yesterday at 6pm with two very huge challenging papers. i'm now awaiting for my recital exam next tuesday, which of course i have to, must, and need to continue burning the midnight oil. and of course after which this are the first few things i will do in this so-called order: 1.) cut and dye my hair in some funny ulu colour 2.) cycle around the whole of singapore and if no one is crazy enough to do it with me, then around east coast park 3.) buy a hell lot of make-up 4.) go to town and buy everything i fancy and lastly, sleep for a straight, peaceful and undisturbed eight hours.
please note. this is not due to the many deprived stuff that exams took away from me. stress and workload and everything started before that. and before everything else comes back, i'll have to do it.
As of now, i can just shut up and eat my pocky biscuits and continue with my analysis portfolio.
lee needed you at 29.9.06
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
sometimes i dread it. good things never last. and bad things come all at one time.
oh nevermind, it hasn't been good. exam has been pretty ok, i'm quite contented just so long i dont have to spend money and my precious time resitting the papers, but on the other hand, i dont think i'll fail because i did study. from the tv, but now the piano. from the computer to the laptop or table or books. from many nice lunch breaks to quick hurried mugging times. from clubbing to late-nights cramping information and facts to my already exhausted brain. from waking up to mug and do work before the sun even rises. i accomplish all these in this few days. isn't it amazing how few days may seem like a few weeks, and how next week just seem so so far away.
and it felt like i havent been loved. enough. oh yes i've been so loved by schubert and his string quintet and harmony is going to be in my dreams tonight (if i managed to get a wink that is), but i still feel so lonely. and so vulnerable. which shouldnt be the case. and actually i should just better get back to studying if not i'll end up writing rubbish too.
lee needed you at 27.9.06
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Friday, September 22, 2006
i cooked dinner the other night. for me and my darling. although i so happen to overestimate the whole thing and ended up with lots of food in the end but its alright, his family will probbaly (and i hope) eat the rest up. and i made quite a good chef, and i'm sure he agrees. potato and fruit salad, and salmon pasta and because i didnt have time to make the desserts, i got bailey cheesecake. but alas, it was in my fridge and it was too tempting, i ate it up for breakfast and had to get cheesesticks. it was meant to be a surprise, but that silly boy actually asked me to meet to eat sakae sushi, and so i only could say- nonono. i made dinner la. shit, surprise!
wellwell. i think i''m getting fast. snacking away while working on my exams. wow.
and anyways, i'm quite dead for exams. i'm going to create a miracle this weekend. wish me luck. and i got papers EVERYDAY next week man. so till then, good luck to everyone out there.
lee needed you at 22.9.06
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