I believe I previously mentioned about a lady sitting behind me who I dislike alot and couldn't click with her at all. She has changed to a different person since the start of this week! It is a big change and my friends & I all noticed and we couldn't get used to it. Monday morning she asked me to go up and buy brkfast with them...then another day she joked abt GW buying brkfast for me. Out of the blue, she IM me saying she is very bored and we chatted for some time before going to do our WITS project survey. She has also been asking me and eileen to go down with her when she wanna smoke. She has also been talking alot to me also and we seemed to be better now. Quite a BIG change and she helped me alot as well, but I knoe her straightforward character is still there, it's just matter of time when she explodes again.

It has been more than 1 week and she is still behaving nicely. Even gw says she totally changed to another person, but when she was on the phone with her husband she is always the same. Damn fierce, I really pity the hubby.

Last Fri my sup talked to her about improving herself because there were some feedbacks. I didn't know he still wanted to bring it up! I was kinda nervous la and a bit guilty... But luckily she was still ok after that talk...even until now.

I am sooo bored... we are getting busy very soon and everyone will be staying back on Fri to check 1000 over letters! Dinner has also been ordered ... gw was saying we may work until the last train service. I hope it's nothiing later than that!

The roadshow is this coming saturday & I believe those who are involved are nervous about what members will ask them. Haha..I am not involved but I guess I will be visiting them a while in the noon after my open house at UNISIM. It's gonna be busy day for me...right after the roadshow I still have 3 hours dance at city hall! Shagged~~ Grace is also involved in the roadshow although she just joined! Too bad..cos she is in the Member's Education Dept. Hmm..talking abt her...haiz...really feel that she is poor thing leh..but how to help? I've alrdy talked to xx..but he is sooo scared to talk truthfully to her! This is being so unfair to her! The longer he drags the worse the situation gets!

Recently I had access to that guy's blog and I was shocked that he wrote so much details about me and some other colleagues! The most shocking is his picture in the blog because he is half naked and seems very muscular and fit! He looks sooooooo skinny and boney in office...Well..he is really weird..but i knoe his family and upbringing doesn't seem that well. I just hope he can get better in his thinking and confidence and the way he carry himself. The internal transfer sitting behind him might be able to help! She has been talking to him alot since she came..that's good for him actually. :) But one day she might get rabbit! Lol~~

Well..u guys must be thinking why am I blogging now? Haha..because we had monitor filters!!! It's a happy thing! yea~~ Can do things more privately but people directly behind can still see la..but they don't care haha!

Yesterday was Eileen's 21st Birthday so I brought her present which I shared with Boon to the office for her. It's only a comfortable pillow which she can hug at work, a earring holder and 2 facial masks. The colleague that told me he liked me a few weeks ago, bought rabbits for her~ He bought 3 rabbits in total at $200 each, and let her to choose 2 of them! I can't believe he is that generous to a friend he knew for less than 1 month! He has japanese for lunch everyday too, I really wonder if his family prints cash! haha! He brought back to take care of the last rabbit and even wants to get another 2 to 3 more rabbits to accompany that one. Really loaded man~~

I didn't do any work today (as usual). Reached office at 8.30am went to pass eileen her present, then went upstairs to buy brkfast. Came down eat a bit, then went to help that colleague to carry the rabbits up without the security guard knowing. Had team meeting from 10am to 12pm before going for lunch at 12.30pm to about 2pm. The seniors and managers went for meeting upstairs from 2pm to 4pm so everyone was quite relaxed and walked around to chit chat.
The rabbit was at my desk whole afternoon because the colleague let me take care temporary and it was really really very very cute la! haha I kept touching it and wants to carry it out.

When they came back from meeting it was already almost 5pm. One more hour left before knocking off. Such a boring day again haha (haha Anna, again leh~)

Many of them are going to attend the award ceremony tomorrow from 12pm to 5pm. So shiok lor no need to be in the damn office. Luckily I still got my "sisters" and Ah Boon in the office to chat with me. Lol~

Fri night about 7 of us are going to for a KTV session after work. 5 ladies and 2 guys at the moment. So sad that my "sisters" are not going because one is totally not keen and the other one has night class which she forgotten last week! I am not so close to those who are going..boon not going too cos he dun really sing and he listens to english songs. Futhermore he has agreed to play football with his outside friends that day. I asked gladwin to acc me la...haha I am really not that comfortable with the other girls. I don;t know why I always feel the way the girls look at me is not very comfortable. Hmm...sometimes I also don't like to go KTV with such a big group of ppl for the first time because very paiseh when nobody wants to start off.
I personally think my singing is not bad hhaa (eh hem..~ I know very hao lian la!) so sometimes when I sing they always say very good la, aiyah I dun wanna sing liao lah and etc. I really dislike this kinda remarks leh..haiz..although it's compliment and I should be happy. But also quite paiseh one~
Hope it's gonna be a fun night in the end. I think Ling and Zi they all MIGHT be going to Le Bar too. I hope they go on Saturday night leh..cos sat afternoon I got dance class and need to go help out Andrew after the dance.

Seems nothing else to blog now..haha i need to go comb hair and have my dose of BEJEWELED! (my sis is also freaking addicted and playing it now as well!)

I went night cycling last night from East Coast park to Changi Village.
My right shoulder and arm is aching right now..haha I duno why the arm is aching more than the leg. My left calf is quite aching also la..~~ Aggh.. Kun said the whole journey of cycling was around 35KM. When I was cycling back, my right knee felt really sore and aching. Felt like giving up lor~~ haha..
Totally exhausted when we returned and reached home about 3am. Still had to shower and slept around 4 something. It was good exercise and quite fun actually hehe~

We went with my sis, jerry, kun and 3 of my sis' colleagues. Don't know when well la, so didnt interact much. One of them also ki siao one..haha too high la..then fell down and bled quite a lot. She ordered 2 cups of sugarcane when we reached changi for some supper and she finished the first one without stopping! Then continued to sip slowly on the 2nd cup. POWER ~...but also v kua zhang~~!

Haiz..today is a damn lazy day..have been "nua-ing" at home. I borrowed a few DVDs to watch aslo..but everyone is like slping and slacking. Dad is overseas at Vietnam, mum has went out for dinner and TaiJi, kun went to play mahjong with his colleagues, sis and jerry slping, bro playing game. So boring..so tiring..tomorrow gotta work again....~~

Ciaoz.....How should I settle my dinner?

I was watching cable TV this afternoon & there was this program about the life of Keanu Reeves. While everyone thought of him as a Hollywood star who is earning big bucks, his life isn't that great. I did not do any research on him, but just by watching the 1 hour show, I learnt that his journey was really tough especially being a public figure as well.

Before he starred in "The Matrix", I really felt he wasn't a good actor. His face was expressionless and quite robotic. He was quite normal-looking and not exceptionally handsome.
Although he may seem very suave and his built was so so nice when he is in a tuxedo, but personally he don't fancy all the branded clothes. His dressing was very normal and simple & comfortable. He also doesn't seem to care how he looked like, he doesn't style his hair and just ride a bike and go wherever he wants to.

When he was very young, his parents divorced and his mum re-married 2 times, and he moved house with each re-marriage. He was very close to his younger sister, even closer than to his own mum.

He had one best friend who starred in one movie with him, but he passed away due to drugs I think.
He also dated alot of women but none were celebs except for 1, which I couldn't remember her name now. Haha.
Then, he got one of the ladies pregnant and he was prepared to become a father. However, the baby was later born stillbirth, and he got separated with the lady.
After not long, the lady met a car accident and passed away tragically. Then later on, his dearest younger sister was diagnosed with cancer and was not doing well.

I can't believe all his loved ones were leaving him one by one and he stil had to continue to be normal and carry on his life strongly. He still acted in many movies but he refused to let other ppl penetrate his surface. All the reporters and journalists could not manage to ask beyong this superficial layer of his. Whenever they asked about his loved ones or his family, they would never get the answers.

Well..life of a celeb is not just glamour and great.

Finally a long weekend is here, but I am also quite bored la. Nothing special, just slack and do the usual things. Went for the dance class yesterday afternoon and there were 16 of us, so the studio was a bit too small. It was quite squeezy and I kept hitting someone or the bar while I danced. It was quite fun especially the song we danced to belongs to our IDOL! I felt 1 hour was too short and there wasn't much we could learn (especially in such a big class).
Thus, we have split ourselves into groups of private classes and mine will begin early September! Too bad we can't stop the current open class and transfer the money to that private class.

I am so broke now, haiz... Still couldn't save up the money for the Taiwan trip. This dance thingy has already "eaten" away my $$277! Omg~~ Cannot believe it lor. My UOB Credit card bill is not here yet, I duno when I need to pay all the bills so being so "kiasu" I have paid $100 first in case they charge me on late penalty. Friends' birthdays and my shopping items + necessities also sucking me dry. Aghgh~~ Some things just can't resist but I am really trying hard. :(

I am so happy that Coco Lee is releasing another album soon, but I have listened to a few of her new songs & I don't find them nice leh. It has been a long time since I buy albums too. I am restricting myself to only buying those I supported strongly (which is already many). My mum went to buy Jerry Yan and Kelvin Tan album yesterday lor! Haha..she also never save her money la, didn't expect her to go buy. She also bought Lin Feng's for my sis and she already has it! Haiz..so wasted.

Hmm, I will be going jogging later today and maybe will play table tennis today or tomorrow. I really feel like cycling leh..haiz but need to go EAst Coast also a bit far. Kun said can buy bicycle and do night cycling around the neighbourhood, but that means I need to spend my money again and we do not have a place to keep the bicycles too. Aiyah better not buy, maybe too rash. Haa!

Work is still the same, nothing much at the moment. Everyone is saying that it's gonna be a damn busy period starting from September onwards. I really can't see what's coming. The sups even said we need to come back on Saturdays or even OT on weekdays. So scary~~~
There are many road shows coming too, and I don't know what I will need to face during the roadshows. Next week I gotta start replying emails, it may be boring and a bit difficult at first but at least there is something for me to work on and spend my time.

These 1 to 2 days, things have gone a bit better between me and kun. I am trying to be nicer to him..haha controlling my temper and my SUDDEN attitude tone. I really will feel bad sometimes but also, sometimes I feel really frustrated and irritated. Sigh.. I am really v bad gf hor?
He kept telling me game is not the main thing that pisses me off, but I can say it plays quite a bIG part! Haiz....dun wanna say anymore.

Today is National Day! What will you be doing when the clock strikes 8.22pm? Hehe.. I guess I will be home or just came back from jogging? I think I better go jogging earlier today cos I still want to take a look at our National Day PArade Ceremony.

Enjoy your long weekend everybody! And the Short week that is coming ahead too! Yipee!

I know many of you would envy me and "die" to exchange roles with me, but I am really not someone who can just do nothing and slack whole day at work! I am pulling through each day with endurance and it has not been easy. I sit on the same chair everyday for so many hours, looking at the PC screen and doing nothing but chatting & "digging" for stuff to read and do. My back is aching from the sitting everyday, and so is my neck and shoulders.

I understand now is my "honeymoon" period and I will be busy starting last week of August all the way onwards. By then, I may be complaining about how busy I would be. But for now, just let me complain about how FREE I am..and how terrible I feel about that. Haha~!

Human-being is really never contented. The grass is always greener on the other side. And in mandarin: 你看我好，我看你好。When you buy food together with your friends, your friends' food will always look more delicious than yours. When you read magazine and you see someone around you reading another magazine, you would think that hers is nicer to read. Haha! Maybe this is sub-conscious thinking la.

Can't wait for this long weekend to come. Time really pass quite fast and it's National Day soon.
I don't have to work on Monday and so the following week will be a short one! I thought they would be going to Le Bar again this weekend and so rarely my sis would ask me whether I am going. However, we may not be going cos' Zi and Ling going for their Hong Kong trip.

Tomorrow is the screening of ! I want to watch! I thought my sister wants to watch all BlockBusters with the family but this time she forgotten to book and now she is busy playing BEJEWELED! Haha same as me!
I'll be having a full-day course this Fri. I think it's gonna be boring but I just need to get out of the office and clock my training hours la. Sianz also in office.. Haha..but too bad have to stay til 6pm when we usually knock off at 5.30pm on Fridays. :( But like XZ said, it's only half an hour more. :P

Sat morning will be going for my first SHOW MTV dance class! Hehe..I feel 1 hour is a bit short la..sure cannot learn much one. But it's alright..Will be meeting my bf in town to walk walk and shop for Eileen's bday present too. I don't know her for long and I really have no idea what she likes. Hmm..maybe perfume? Since I last shopped for perfume with her I roughly know which ones she adore. So tough..it's her 21st bday lor.

Hmm... I am wondering whether everyone will put down whatever they are doing on 9 August 8.22pm to do the pledge thingy. I think it's quite cool actually while some others may feel it's funny or ridiculous but I really think otherwise. So long never say the pledge alrdy but surprisingly I think nobody will forget leh!

Well, tomorrow is only Thurs. Another day to past by with endurance and hopefully it will be faster and smooth. :D

Why must some guys keep playing games? I know this is part of their leisure and they enjoy alot, just like when I sing KTV nonstop for hours or when I watch taiwanese drama for hours. Sigh..so there is not much that I can do or say right? If not, I am just being selfish.
However, sometimes the sight of him playing or just talking about it makes me unhappy. I would just roll my eyeballs or pretend to be normal.

I sometimes wonder why they do not have other things to do? Without the game they will die. This afternoon baby told me if I want to watch the youtube videos using the laptop in my room, and he has no laptop to use, he would go home. -__-"
What bullshit is that? I couldn't use the laptop in my sis room at that moment because her bf was slping in the room. After watching for some time, I let him use the com and went to watch in my sister's room. Later on he told me he was just saying he would rot whole day if he didn't have laptop to use and I was using the laptop. He wanted to go home and take his own laptop. But isn't it the same? He would still be playing games..

How I hope my bf would go and meet some of his friends over the weekends, or sleep or maybe go exercising or go cycling with me or watching shows together and sing ktv (yes he did this alot of times with me) But maybe then I am really being selfish because I can't make myself acc him play games...etc.. He can't acc me watch shows too because that is the same logic..he would also end up getting very bored. Sigh... Sigh...
urgghg~ During meals when he talks to my bro about games I would just ignore...and talk to my other family members.

During times when he do not have the laptop to use, he would just slack on the bed and sleep!!!
Why is that SOOOO?

I cannot understand this...sigh..so sian.. I just don't like it.. haiz..

Nvm...... What can I do? Because I canot give up the things I like to do too.
So maybe I shall get another laptop soon and we shall each have our own corner to use the laptops??

Anyway, I've signed up for dance lessons every Sat evening. I'm gonna learn my idol's dance steps! Yea~~ haha