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~* "Crippled" *~

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 3:07:00 PM

I am feeling so "crippled" right now~~~ The dance lesson last night was really XIONG man! The warm-up itself could have killed me! My thigh muscles are so strained right now... I regret I didn't keep up my flexibility from school when I was in chinese dance. Now I really can't split my legs .. damn painful! I was still trying to stretch my legs on the bed while I went to sleep last night.

The studio will open another branch on 13 June & Francis wants us to perform on the opening! So excited~! But really hope we can dance well..have to practise more often! Waner!!!! practise more 知道吗？I'm also wondering whether we have to wear our own clothes...if so, I gotta buy ..have to cover up my fats so that it will not be revealed while I dance..hahaha..if not so ugly!

Still waiting for the video from that lady...she videod us dancing with the teacher.. Haha wanna see how well I dance..then can improve.

Sigh..nothing much to blog about...come to work everyday...like wasting time..
But I have to handover properly!

*Looking forward to Saturday!!!

~*Good Friday_KTV & 梁文音 Show Case*~

Monday, April 13, 2009 5:01:00 PM

Why are holidays never long enough? What did you do over this "long" weekend?

Friday - I was just slacking mostly throughout the day. Watched shows @ home with my family...(1) Bolt & (2) Bedtime Stories. Kun went to meet XX in the morning to discuss about his insurance, so I just slacked at home surfing the net until lunch time. Went to Jurong East to collect my 罗志祥 lightboard ~~~ Finally!!! So happy & nice! Although it's kinda ex, but it's worth it & my mum is splitting the cost with me, so it's ok :D Let me show you guys:

Saturday - Woke up quite late & went Taman Jurong PartyworldKTV at 3pm. It has been ages since Sis went to KTV & she has lost touch on the mandarin songs. I could tell she was having fun that day. She even suggested to go back for another 4 hours of singing after dinner! Haha...but we didn't go back in the end lah. We took bus to Boonlay interchange to take 172 back home. When we reached Jurong Point, there was dancing competition going on so we stayed around for a while to see because they were really not bad!

My sis says this looks like a HALLOWEEN Pic..look @ at dark rings!!!!omg~~~ urgggh!

My sis did not take photo because she didn't makeup for the camera..haha!

Sunday - Went for my pedicure & manicure session behind my house's marketplace. After that, my whole family went to eat @ Mayim! Yum Yum~! The food there is really nice! My sis and Jerry got payrise, so it's their treat!

Baby and I then went to 梁文音 Music Show Case @ Lunar Asia Bar (Clarke Quay). It has been quite some time I admire new artist. 梁文音's vocal is really power & I love to sing her songs! Her character is really sweet & fun-loving too! Kinda cute~~ and totally herself..不做作! After the showcase we were allowed to queue up for her autograph! She is the second FEMALE singer I queue up to get autograph..the first was Rainie! 梁文音's eyes are soo pretty upclose & her built is sooo tiny~~ Envy~~

I only said 谢谢, 加油 & 拜拜 to her and managed to shake her hand. She seem to have sweaty palm haha..and her hand is tiny again~

Here are some photos.....

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4:08:00 PM

I left the house slightly earlier this morning & I was the only one waiting for the bus when I reached the bus-stop. The bus was a little crowded, so I had to stand for awhile & right in front of me, I saw Alvin's gf seated down. It seems so "spooky" because she has been appearing around me often these days.

The uncle in front of her (also in front of me where I stood) was about to stand up to alight (she is seated in the opposite direction), so it doesn't make sense if I chose not to take that seat. And if I do, I have to face her throughout the journey til' CK Tang!
So when I realised the uncle fidget, immediately I turned around & moved aside & just at that moment, another passenger moved aside to offer me the empty seat on the inside. Without hesitation, I shovelled in of course!

From that seat, I could still see her from the corner of my eye & it's really annoying! Haha~~
I took a few peeps at her before "collapsing" into my dreamland...... :)
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Well...my aunts came to my house on Good Friday & the main objective was to gossip & complain to my mummy. lol~~ yup my mum is a good listener!

One of my aunt stood all the way in the kitchen, talking to my mum while she prepared dinner. I roughly know what she was talking abt but chose to act blur when I went to take drinks & food.

My cousin has not been leading a good life since the day she went overseas with her hubby. All of us never liked the hubby & even when they held the wedding banquet, we were quite reluctant & awkward. I know they have been quarreling very frequently & their quarrels are really serious with all the shouting. They are not staying together even though they already have a 3 year-old plus daughter ( or 4 yr old, not too sure). The hubby would visit them as and when he likes over at my aunt's house (would not go if they quarrelled) & he had to just give my aunt $200 every month & no other housing expenses are required.

During the recent quarrel, the hubby mentioned something about not letting my cousin have custody of the daughter if anything happens! With that, my aunt & cousin had to prep themselves...so they went to the lawyer to enquire & understand the requirements & situation to be more secure of the child's custody. I think this divorce case is really gonna happen soon. I will be happy for her because her hubby really sucks! He still can't get over the $300 + angpow money he gave us (the "sisters") during the gate-crashing last year!!!!!! Such a petty guy!!! 不要也罢了！

Sigh...sometimes I wonder why they got married, why my cousin gave up her job & went overseas with him a few years back, why did they give birth to this innocent cute little niece of mine, why they even want to hold the wedding banquet afterall?
I just hope everything will be fine soon..so that everyone will be happy.
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I just read my dear cousin's entry dated a few days back & I felt so sad.

Now that she is jobless, she will be feeling even more lonely easily & that's what I DO NOT want her to feel. However, sometimes it cannot be helped because I know there are times when I get soooooo utterly bored that I would just become very very emo too..haha! At least it is a good start she left that terrible job, company, boss & colleague! One load is off her mind... I just hope she can carry on her path & choose it wisely. Be positive girl~! It's good you have job interviews coming along..and do not stop looking for opportunities.

As for relationship wise, everyone around you has been advising you & you seem to not listen..or maybe some go in some come out of your ear. Just remember not to make hasty decisions no matter what. Think of the possibilities, the consequences & whether you are able to handle or HOW u are going to handle. Is it worth a risk to take? Are you ready to take the risk and face anything that is coming your way? Having said that, don't only think of the negative sides... you have to strike a balance on the possibilities & scenarios. You cannot be soo naive to always think that every guy you meet at first is always a good person. That seems to be the case everytime right? You only use this sentence "he is a good person"...and you can turn deaf on anything and become blind??? No right?

No matter what... although it may be really damn ultra super pekcek to lecture you and remind you and advise you continously, and all your friends may seem to not want to do that, I will STILL do it (partly cos' if I don't bother, nobody would..and I do not want to leave you in the lurch.) The past 1 month has been sucky for you... i am not asking you to forget about it totally but I believe it is a learning experience...and it should make you a better person.

Like what I said in your taggy, you are always loved by people around you. You play an important role in my life as well..because you make my life more colorful~~!
Do take care of yourself & don't make us worry about you mah! Smile & hope the happy and lively you will return! *Muacks & Hugs*
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~*Girlfriends & Ex-Girlfriends*~

Wednesday, April 08, 2009 9:35:00 PM

Why do we girls bother so much about the Girlfriends and Ex-Girlfriends?

A few days ago, I was walking to the bus-stop like my usual mornings & while walking the over-head bridge, I saw a lady in a black dress, waiting at the bus-stop. As I got nearer to the bus-stop I realised she is Alvin's current girlfriend! Immediately I tried to walk with much poise & try to look more confident and beautiful ( like want to shine in front of her) and not look at her while walking past her. Hahha~!! :D I think I'm not the only girl who does that!

When we boarded the same bus, it was packed and we were standing side by side. So awkward...not right to look front also, because I will tend to look at the reflection. Had to look to the opposite side. I know she knows about me too, but she only saw me through photos so I'm not sure whether she knows that was me!
Although she moved further in later...but I wanted to know where she alights. So although I was damn tired, I didn't want to take my morning bus-ride nap haha! Finally she alighted at CK Tang bus-stop.

2 days later, I didn't see her on the bus until the bus reached CK Tang stop. Naturally I looked out and suddenly I saw her walking across. It seems like I tend to be more sensitive to her presence.
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Well...come to think of it, I have not seen kun's ex-gf in real life. Oh! I suddenly remembered I saw her in real life before once..but that was damn far and not very clear too. I knew she likes to ice-skate at Jurong east last time, so there was once I happen to go Jurong East & thought I could just go and have a look & she was really there!

Knowing that she knows how I look & she hates me soooo much, I peeped at her from the opposite bowling place, from the glass door (where there was a few posters so I pretend like I am looking at the posters) hahha..so dumb!

But now she's studying overseas, so...I wouldn't be seeing her!
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Well, it's Thursday now & tomorrow's Good Friday! Can't wait to knock off! I am soo damn tired now....the light is flickering above my boss & it really irritates my eyes & making my eyes very very tired! It's really bad for the eyes! My eye degree already soo serious...! He still do not want to change it! Urgggh~~~ Endure endure!!!!

Enjoy ur long weekend friends!

~*Career Thoughts*~

9:18:00 PM

The new girl has reported to work since Monday & it has been all right so far. She's just 19 years old! Fresh graduate from TP but studied Diploma in Chemical Engineering. Nowadays more and more people are working at places with little or no relation to their studies in school.

She is really chatty & when boss is not around, I tend to get carried away while chatting with her. Haha~~ I know that isn't good but I will still handover whatever I need to. Luckily she is a smart girl who learns things quite fast! She is also an honest girl....

Today she was telling me she woke up this morning thinking how come she ended up working in an office environment? She used to close all doors to Business and office related work & now she is going to take-over my office management duties for the whole company. Ironic right? She said she told herself she would never study in TP as well & she has completed her Diploma there. haha! Life is unpredictable~

I understand her frustration & the tiny unhappiness about not working in her field of studies. Similarly, I wanted to work in the medical field as a medical technologist badly. My attachment during poly days was really fun, so was the practical lessons in school. I didn't manage to get a job in that but I was also too impatient & of course, in need of income. haha! Many people ask me why I am not working in the related field & I had to explain and explain. Sometimes it makes me feel even worse becuz some part of me will start to regret. I did consider going back to start from scratch. However, when I think about having to lower my salary expectations to be the same as fresh graduates & my medical technology skills or knowledge has became rusty over the years, I feel that it is hard. I would not know whether that is the job I want too.

This downturn is really terrible & not only that, people around me seems to want change in job too! (yea not a good idea during this period of time...but....)
I really hope for my dear friends who are looking out, all the best to you & hopefully you will get a better and happier job.

I am still looking forward to my new job in May. I hope things will get better & I will feel more satisfaction. Kun & I also feel that I should be able to have a better work-life balance, and I can have more time to go jogging often (can slim down!!!) yea!