You may think that it is not scary at all after reading this entry, but it indeed was quite scary for me yesterday!



My parents were not home so we decided to order KFC delivery for dinner, but they would take almost an hour to arrive and the stupid customer service officer didn't seem to understand what I want and it took quite long for me to get my orders done. Another thing is they do not have Cheese Fries for delivery, which kun wanted SO BADLY!

Hehe.. so he chose to go lot 1 and buy easier and come back earlier also.



My sis and Jerry were busy with some work, so they offered to let me drive kun there and back! I was excited but scared and nervous at the same time!!!



We planned to drop kun at the Northvale Condo that stretch where many cars usually stop to wait also. But how stupid can we be! We stopped behind the last car and everything was fine until the BIG BUS No. 190 came and the driver couldn't drive pass becuz the space between my car and the kerb was too small. But other cars can go through of course.

Aggghh...kun wasn't back yet and of course I panicked la..the driver looked at me..unhappily lor..then waved his hand at me (like saying "What the hell! why are u blocking the way!?)
Sadded leh..:(
I tried to move away but i was a bit too close to the car in front of me. Had to reverse a little but was so stress at that moment because the bus driver and the passengers were waiting for me. Not only them, there were some passer-by who stopped and looked, and also the security guard at the northvale condo. -_- I moved very very slow then finally managed to drive away and looped one round before coming back. This time I stopped somewhere further front to avoid blocking the way.

Once I stopped I called baby immediately to check if he is done.
When he came back I was still nervous la..like gg to brkdown liddat haha..so kua zhang!
Just wanted to quickly get home that time.

Phew~~ managed to get an easy lot ...haha I didnt exactly did the vertical parking cos I just drive straight through the lot.

Really really have to practise more driving..

I'm feeling sleepy after having century egg porridge ALONE. Always dreading to go lunch with my boss, but there are always the two of us in the office.

Yes... realised the number has decreased? My only "kaki" has left last Friday.
I am all alone.
My mood has been very down every single day when I reach the office and see the sight of my boss.

Why has it become this way?

I "poured" out my complaints and unhappiness and feelings to DT yesterday.
He seemed to understand some portions & I'm glad that he feels the same way about certain things.
I am now easily annoyed by actions, words and expressions of my boss. It is like a needle stuck on one part of your body and you are unable to get rid of it. The feeling is ANNOYING & IRRITATING!

I admit I do not have very high tolerance of such things (not as good as my bf definitely). I AM very bad-tempered but I suppressed all these at work because I have to endure and am not in the position to speak loudly & rudely to my boss for his innocent actions and reactions.

When people ask about my sad msn nick, they like to ask whether I am bullied by my colleagues when they know it's regarding my job.
But I will reply "I DON'T HAVE ANY COLLEAGUES!!!"
That is the SAD part. I feel dissatisfied about my job, I am lonely at work, no "buddies" to talk to, age gap with those left in the office, feel tense with the boss around alone with me most of the time, souless at work, dreading mon when it is only friday.....

I was searching for a place to have lunch just now & finally got a quiet corner to have porridge and talked to my bf on the phone while eating. After that, I went to "shop" (walk around) the CK departmental store & then crossed the road to Watsons to "shop", where I bought sanitary pads in the end. When I walked past Lucky Chinatown's Kbox, I recorded the telephone number and a thought came to my mind...

I was thinking of checking how much it costs to sing for about 1.5 hours during lunch time. Maybe I can enjoy my lunch time that way. hahaha !! I will do it IF I am RICH! Lol~~

So boring... I have to search for jobs intensively!
I am going to taiwan in September again! Have to change job asap and inform them of the 1 week leave that i need.

Jia You!!!!

Year 2009 is really a very very bad year for me.
So many frustrations and bad feelings inside me that I just want to explode all out and pour it into this entry.

Where and how shall I begin? Seems so much to say...

Business is really bad and it has been almost 6 months that the company has no sales. Headcount is now 4 and I only have one 37 year-old guy as my companion in the office. Another colleague is seldom in the office. So, the 2 of us feel that we are always in a locked bird cage and we go to work without a soul.

I also plan to leave but this year's economy being so bad, I really worry. Another thing I worry is because I am the only one doing the operations and admin, so if I leave I don't know how the company is going to run the operations. Boss treats me very well and I feel a little disloyal to him.

But I still hope I can move before June.

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Relationship wise..also many frustrations.
I was so eager to come and pour out and complain..but right now I feel so tired I dun even have the energy.

How I wish I am now lying on the bed with my face mask and listening to music...............................

Baby always cannot seem to understand my position and my feelings....
I am tired...