I had the longest chat over the phone with my own younger brother last night. It was a little weird & we were talking mostly crap, but I still felt "warmth" from that roughly half an hour's talk. He was calling back from the academy & would want to speak to anyone who answered the phone. My sis was slping and only Jerry and I were at home (together with Fudge of course).

Since bro got enlisted, he has started to care and ask more about the family and every single one of us...even kun. I guess he also feels lonely and misses us. Whoever has our kind of family SURE miss us like crazy when they are gone for long and alone. :P

He was also asking abt PQ..hmmm...then i told him dun think abt it anymore. He will meet his gf one day. My bro is such a good guy, somemore so handsome, I'm sure he will get a good girl who loves him too.


Anyway, hui sms me a few days ago telling me that she would be staying over at her mum's place for a few days. She is asking me for supper one of these days and she can pass me my bday present. I was surprised to see that msg of course but with just a little hope, I replied her saying "I am available, it is up to you".

THEN...... The USUAL happened...no more sms back..and seems like MIA again~...sigh..
It is really time I give up hope..

BUT

It is just so hard ...dunno why.. like Grevin said, she really has her "charm" la..cos if it is some other friends, I believe I wont bother abt that person anymore and will just heck whenever that person contacts me.
Somehow everytime hui does this to me, although I get very pissed off with her at the moment, but I will still carry some TEENIE WEENIE bit of hope whenever she contact me the next time. WEIRD RIGHT?


I went to see the fireworks display last saturday @ the Marina Floating Bay.
IT was drizzling and the whole area was WET. We had to buy raincoats in case and put it over the chairs to sit on. Waited for abt 1 and a half hours before the fireworks began. It lasted for about 15 minutes, but it was fantastic because it was sooo smoky (i think becos of the rain too) and the rain was heavier as the fireworks display was half way through.
After it ended, everyone IMMEDIATELY evacuated from the area! I feel so bad and poor thing for the performers who were performing AFTER the fireworks display.


Before the fireworks, kun & I went to the SCIENCE CENTRE! Hehehe..
It has been soo long since I last went there & I was surprised that so many families and couples still go there.
Actually the things there are quite amazing and fun..but many are also spoilt by children. Grrr...bad!
I took a few pictures there..it is really fun to go there once in a while..like once a few years haha.
I think I will go to the Snow City next time and maybe the zoo with my family. My sis even dreamt of the whole family going to the zoo..haha
I watched the "Dinosaurs Alive!" in the Omni Theatre bt it wasnt amazing and I felt a bit sick haha..not used to it.

Ok I got neckache...I shall end with some photos.....:

I am easily provoked these days & although I know I should control my emotions and thinking so that I won't get so affected and become unhappy. Apart from my mum, my colleagues & kun also sometimes make me feel frustrated. Recently, kun has already given me the least frustrations. At least I can still complain to him about the other 2 category of ppl.

I hope my mum's overboard of the recent events are due to the pre-excitedness before our Taiwan trip. As for my colleagues, some of them steps on my tail unknowingly. I've been very nice in the office and they have not tasted my "dark" side. I am not ready to show it as well, although kun said I should just show it but I am afraid they will dislike me. Haha...my "image" has always been NICE in the office. In my office, it seems like EVERYONE are ANGELS and if I show my "dark" side, I will be the only DEVIL.

One of my colleagues, I shall call him W, he is already reaching 40 years old in less than 5 years time. BUT he is really IMMATURE and his actions, words and thinking always makes me "roll my eyes"...@_@

He is the one who always ask everyone to go for lunch and will ALWAYS ask where to eat. I really HATE this question!!! Can you all stop asking me this question? When he mass msn everyone to go eat, he doesnt leave his seat yet and the rest of us will wait for him at our seats as well. When he finally stands up, we are busy with some things, and he will say we are always not moving.

Today, I couldn't stand it & I said he was not moving when he asked for lunch and when he is ok, we are also busy ma.Then he say yes, he is moving....(and he was swaying his body from left to right) saying that he is moving ma...-________-"""""""""" Lame right?!?!?!?!?!
Urgghghg~!~!

Aiyah, I am watching my TV now..i will stop blogging now. Later still can watch the ANTM Finale!Haha But I alrdy know who's the winner..but still nice to watch the actions la.

Oh ya this sat we are gg to watch the fireworks display!WOO HOO~!

Hmm... Normally when people write such entries, it is obvious that things may not be going so smooth and well in relationship right? When two people are required to do things together, stay together, or should I just say involve each other in both their everyday lives, there are so many things that they need to adapt to. The habits of the other party is a common thing that causes unhappiness in couples.

I understand habits are very hard to change and improve because I myself have alot of bad habits as well. In order to live under the same roof together for a lifetime, it's either you make some changes as much as you can, or you accept the habits of the other person. I believe sometimes I can close one eye on some habits but there ARE still SOME habits I don;t think I can take it if it goes on forever.
I also admit I am a rather stubborn person and it is very difficult for me to accept others telling me what is bad about me. Sigh...so difficult right? Have to really swallow my pride..cannot be like that.

Kun has been doting me and giving in to me since day one and it somehow becomes a natural thing and I am so used to it I take it for granted at times. On his side, I can say he has somehow spoilt me to some extend. So, I conclude that there are fault on both sides. I have always been treated like a "princess" by him, and when he suddenly shows his anger or frustration, it is often hard for me to accept and take it. It somehow HURTS even MORE in this situation because he has always been so nice and gentle towards me.

If I am going to be SUPER picky, there are sooo many things I don't like about guys' habits. Actually I thought of listing some of it here just for fun but I'm being lazy haha.

Another problem that many but not ALL will face is the parents. Normally it is the guy's parents who cause the problem. Hmm.. there are two kinds of mothers I know so far: 1) those who is too quiet and heck cares about everything and 2) those who are so naggy and more on the talkative side

I really don't know which one I prefer Haha.. I seriously prefer my OWN mother! She is the BEST hehe! I know all of your mothers are the best in your hearts la! :P
When I speak to friends whose bf's mother falls under the quiet and heckcare type, I envy them because at least they don't have to bother abt the guy's mother. They can do whatever they want and whenever they want without any "worries" or "considerations" required. But I also know that some girls feel that if the guy's mother is so quiet, they can't talk to them and they dont feel like part of their family. They will try very hard to open up the mum and hope that they are able to talk more and get along well.

Actually kun's mom is not that bad. I know her heart is good and she is a nice person basically. I've understood her character but still unable to accept it sometimes especially when I am not in a good mood or when my "internal anger" gets burnt easily hehe! :D Yea, I am quite a hot-tempered person.
I know kun's mum loves kun alot and misses him alot because he spents most of his time at my house. Now that he's started working, I am OK if he stays home most of the time. (at least recently haha..maybe because a bit buay song him for the past few days). To me, sometimes his mum doesnt know how to be "auto"..and always spoils our initial plans. They are a family who always execute "last minute" matters. If this goes on, what is the use of having plans!? His mom is also very straight-forward, and the things she says sometimes make me feel very unhappy. I cannot
really be myself when I am over there, and I dont dare to talk back like at home. I dun wanna show disrespect but then, I become very not myself and it is so uneasy and feels so "tight" inside sometimes.
I am afraid if I am really myself over there, I will offend her unknowingly.

Well..enough of all this today. hehe I;m watching Olympics now. Quite exciting the womens pole vault.

Weather was so hot this morning, hope that it will drizzle for long later. I think should be going out later ba..boring weekend again and baby went for training this morning and later going to his friend's bbq at pasir ris.

I cannot wait to go Taiwan! Aghhg! Who can tell me where is a good place with good exchange rate to change my money?Chinatown?Golden Mile?

So bored so bored..!!! Maybe I should go jogging later..

My @_@ are so P.A.I.N.F.U.L~~~ :(