It is the last day of Year 2005. Are you ready for the new year for better and new comings? Have you let go of the bad stuff that has happened and passed in this year? Did you have a fruitful year 2005?

For me, I think Year 2005 is over too soon! It is the fastest year ever passed for me! I miss my poly life somehow although I didnt really like it then. I miss the carefree life..the fun shopping with friends...gossiping with friends, etc.

The worst thing is this current job that I am holding. :( I have this plan to tender my resignation right after Chinese New Year so that after serving another 1 month, I can rest first and maybe be prepared IF i get a placing in either of the Universities which I plan to apply in Feb 2006. Schooling life is really MUCH better than working life! TRUST ME!

Malisa is coming back from her holidays soon...so fast!!! Arrghhh..the thought of her coming back and hearing her voice again makes my moral very low!
I have been very stressed this month...haiz...I am really trying hard to find ppl but kinda boring already..always doing the same old thing. I think my foundation is really bad in this company..they didnt train me enough at one scope before moving me to do another duty.I think the management is lousy!!! Ahhh...always telling us to be flexible but when they do things, it is soooo DEAD! Haiz...

Anyway, gonna invite my friends to my house for dinner steamboat tonight! Hehe...first time I organize much more ppl responded positively. I know there are some of those I asked I know they will NEVER turn up..but I was just trying my luck! Or maybe just "wasting my sms" haha..:P oops! :X

Dunno wat to do after the dinner also..haiz ...waner still need to work tmr..thus she cannot come..:( I thought of just slacking and toking after the dinner...but then I know many will be too bored. Some might wanna go Party..some just dun feel like...I know cannot make everyone happy la but this is me lor, always worrying about pleasing every of my friends.

ROyston cant make it for the dinner but it is sooo sweet of him to wanna come over my house ard 3pm just to catch up with me or even help out with the preparation though he is not eating! Muacks for Royston! haha :D

Hmm..I'll be going to the market early in the morning with my sister and my mum to get the food. Actually we made a list of things to get.haha..sounds fun. Hai..I still have to go over to my colleague's house inthe afternoon for buffet lunch cos her baby having her 1 year old birthday. I dunno why so grand ... they always say she says her baby is a BRANDED baby! Duh..-___-"" cannot stand her! They are even buying a very expensive and grand birthday present for her. I think i will just show my face there awhile since I cannot escape..cos my house is within walking distance from hers.

Ok..i guess i gtg ...

TKcare guys! Happy New YEar!
Let's welcome Year 2006 with hopes and positive thinking together!
Wish those who are single like me will meet a wonderful guy and have a happy sweet relationship. Wish those who are schooling to have great results and good future. Those who are working, hope there's success and happiness and sense of satisfaction for you!

Most importantly, I wish everyone have good HEALTH!

Bye Year 2005!

Did anyone missed me!??!
My entriez are getting 1 month apart! Omg~ I am finally to update again but unable to update everything la..if not I think I will spend 1 whole day typing here.

Well...5 months plus into the job..still living..but tired and stressed out from time to time as well.
Enduring until at least after CNY with Simin also. I think the whole company, it is only the 2 of us who shares the same thinking (truthfully). Why do I say truthfully ? Because some others just verbally say that they have the same feeling and thinking, but I can feel that they are still quite alright staying with this company. Some even wants to strive harder to achieve recognition or whatever.

Anyway, I am now on my 6th trainee..called Sherry. Hmm..almost similar name as me..so some clients get confused haha! Eh..I think I cannot be too nice to Sherry cos she will take me for granted. I've already began to feel it because when I correct her or tell her on some info so that she can improve, she tends to gimme reasons and say this and that. -_-"
I feel the responsibility because if I did not give them good and strong foundation, others will blame me in future if she makes any mistakes.

After being detached from my Trainer, I have not been able to close any permanent deals until recently!!! Hehe..:D I cannot be too overjoyed also because the agreement has not been signed between the client and candidate. Hmm..some of you might be thinkning why am I still here at this timing. Haha..it's because I plan not to go to work tmr!! wahhaa...:P I will be going with Jason to his army social night thingy...very sian la..and I dun think I am able to take any half day leave or wat...and we have to reach the venue at around 6pm! I'd rather just have 1 whole day off! LOL!

Many things have happened during work..this company is MAD!! Ppl's mind are corrupted and haywired! I cannot understand them..hai..we'll be moving to a bigger unit which is able to contain all the 16 sales team staff together. (we are now all separated into 3 units). I wonder how it would be like...and also once I get a better job I will definitely run! Today Boss was very unhappy and angry..he sounds sooo fierce for the first time..over Joanne! Hai..I know Joanne has the highes value in the company and is like a gem to him. Joanne's workload is piling and she still does not want to give up some duties to be shared by the rest cos she feels that it is her responsibilities to handle her job scope. Everyone is not blaming her but just wants to lighten her load and help her but she does not see it that way. Thus, she is also very unhappy over that...everyone is crazy. Of course the Boss is concerned about Joanne being unhappy..and scolded the other senior staff that they did not give Joanne "support". He just mentioned that he wants to shutdown the system at ard 8pm today and while everyone was still working and typing through the system, he just shut it off like that! Of course those who did not save their work will be very unhappy over it! Luckily I was not doing anything important! Crazy man!

Today was the FIRST time the WHOLE company left at the same timing and all 3 units were empty and lights shut! Haiz..I think we should get scolded much more often haha so that we can knock off earlier and all at the same time. :X
I read the employment act notes given to us just now...I saw one section stating that employee should not work over 8 or 9 hours per day!...I think we have exceeded it lor..CAn I sue them!??! Haha...so sad...:(

I also heard that company is gonna have log cake n dunno wat duck on this friday...hmm...why dun we have half day!!?!? Haiz..still have to turn up earli for the dumb weekly meeting!!! Agghh! I was having stomachache on the way to work this morning...couldnt stand it anymore so I alighted at Bukit Batok station and went to the toilet to settle. I couldnt get a cab after that..and ended up calling one..I only got the cab almost 9am and reached office at 9.30am! What made my heart ache was it costed $18!!!!BLoody $18!! Aagghhh..!!! :(
Sometimes we even take cab if we seems to be late for the friday weekly meeting...which MAlisa mentioned it is OPTIONAL with a sarcastic tone!! (eehh!!!! feel like strangling her!!)

Phew~ anyway, Christmas is coming!!! hehe..everyone bough prezzies?!? for me?!?!
HAiz..so sian..dunno wat to do for this festive season also..hmm..sure meet friends lor..but no special programs.

Eh..anyway, for those who have not seen me for ages, I have dyed my hair reddish purple..hhee..I love this colour! but i want my hair to grow longer!

Gtg and Zzzz....tkcare all!
Advanced Merry Christmas to y'all! Maybe we can even bump into each other along town area on Christmas! hehe :D