Hey guys! HAve u noticed that my "gallery" and "archives" are in place now? haha..i finally know wat's wrong with the codes in the template! I'm so dumb last time..didnt see properly.
Hmm..anway, i was surfing the net for a very long time, thinking of changing blogskin but couldnt find a nice wan that i realli like. Lost patience also..haha..so ended up not changing it. So lazy leh..haiz..

I recieved sms from the tuition agency i registered a few months ago and they are looking for more students as tutors and asked me to tell them to call to register. So anyone interested?U just call them and they take down some of ur info and particulars and they will get back to u by sms if they find any suitable assignments for u to take. I've received one today but i hadnt call back to cfm. It's a pri 6 living in yew tee area quite near me lar actually and very convenient also. HAve to teach maths, eng and science. I'm a bit nervous cos my eng is realli lousy. I'm thinking whether to accept this offer cos i dunno whether I will get jobs in hospitals also..haiz..or maybe teach for the time-being and slowly work out a time schedule if things change?If the polyclinic hire me to work fulltime in cck, that will be BEST!Everything will be so convenient for me...let's pray for me okie?! :O

We were late for yoga lesson again! We are ALWAYS late and today, i was rather angry with my sis. Mum asked her to fold the clothes cos she's at home the whole day but she didnt! So, after taking shower, i went to fold the clothes and tot we could leave soon for the class. However, she said she has to wait for jerry cos he drove the car to the cck stadium to jog and that time was alrdy 8.15pm when she said we could go downstairs and wait for him to drive us there when the lesson starts at 8.30pm. By the time we went down, he was late also...i dunno why they know we have to rush to get there earli and yet he went jogging and that time and if he isnt sure whether he can make it on time, better not right?aiyah..i dunno lar ..i was jus very pissed at that moment. When i got in the car, i somehow slammed the door but it wasnt realli intentional. But i was ok when the lesson started lar..cos realli need to interact with my sis.

Well, bro has a BIG BIG pus wrapped in his skin at the elbow. Actually me and my sis used to have that too..we dunno wat caused it but my bro's one is the BIGGEST we've ever seen over so many years! It's quite scary and disgusting also and my dad is the famous "Surgeon" cos he is expert in using needles and scissors to make the pus come out. I must say he realli has the skills cos it isnt as painful when he does it and he will do a clean job and squeeze the last of the last of the pus to come out completely. OF course, we as the patients suffer quite alot thru the process also but we always managed to endure lar. I wonder why other ppl doenst have these...i dunno why we have leh..realli cannot figure out!

Hmm...sis says she'll be free this weekend cos jerry is on duty and wont be coming back home. She said she can acc me do watever i want and go wherever i wanna go. Haiz..if i dun have menses then i will go tanning with her lor...but i think the chances of going to tan is very slim. Then she say can go ktv..but actually i dun wanna spend my money on ktv now..realli limited amount to spend leh...have to save and survive. I heard the public transport fares are going up aslo..hai..i'll be so dead..! Why is everything increasing in cost?!?!

Hai..i'm so bored with the computer!!!
I'm gonna read my storybook before i go to bed.

I was woken up by sharon at 6 something in the morning again...she actually called me many times but i refused to answer at first. I was asked to go work in woodlands for morning...haiz..always disturb my slp..then i have to rush and rush and go work. Heng today wasnt that busy..maybe becos it's the school holidays. Woodlands polyclinic is easy to go and the ppl working there are nice ..they are familiar too cos dan dan and hafsah are working today! the Ic there, poh suan, is actually much much younger and prettier than i've imagined! I kinda like there too...dunno why joanne doesnt like it there. At least it is much much better than in cck cos of that damn susan! I'm going to wrk afternoon in cck tmr cos susan is on halfday leave. Heng ar,then when i get there i dun have to see her..muahaha! :P
Wonder whether they will just put me, linda and jessica there..but then there will be noone closing the account. So maybe alice or some other senior staff might be there too.

I went causeway pt to look for my mum after work. I went to return lib books and borrowed 4 new books haha..I know i dun have the time to finish all before datedue but i just wanna borrow lar.Maybe if one of the books not nice, then i can read another wan ma..I'm jus too greedy! Thought abt whether to buy F.I.R's KTv VCd..hmm but then hesitated for along time and decided not to buy lor. Hmm..so sad, my hp dropped the third time just now cos the hp chain was spoilt and one side of the string broke! HAiz..have to buy new one soon.
HAd dinner with mum before going to shop for rong's shirt cos he's starting school alrdy and he dun have much decent clothes to wear haha! Mum also bought me a pink polo tee from giordano..she say i look very sweet in it!haha..:P THanks mum!

I was quite tired lar, and dun wanna spend money also..so decided to come home quickly since there's yoga class tonight. My mum's friend said that actually we cannot eat 1 hour before and after the yoga class...and we have to bath onli one hour after the class. Haha..we have been eating right after the class all the time. :P So tonight we will not be eating i guess.
Our instructor also never tell us..she not professional enough~

Haiz...so boring..haha everyday saying i'm bored.
Hmm..hey weny, I just realised wat's wrong with u..sorry ar..i very slow. I think u will not be coming online that often right? So dunno when will u get to read this. Anyway, really hope time will heal your wound asap and cheer up soon..Do tkcare too!

Muacks,

Yeeyee

The weekends really past so fast .. I didnt have much fun at all, didnt hang out with friends..so boring! What's worse is I am on KIv for this week again, except for Fri and SAt. I'm supposed to work afternoon in clementi polyclinic on fri and cck on sat. I have to see whether they will call me earli morning tmr ...so sucks! Why can't they put me to work in cck often rather than pulling other staff from other branch to come work over cck? So troublesome! The system is just sooo messy! Urrgghh!!

Anyway, I received an email reply from SGH that they've recieved my application. Hmm but they will inform me again if they wanna hold an interview with me..I'm rather nervous abt interviews alrdy..cos i realli dunno how to ans them cos i dun have much plans for myself in future. They would wan me to work in a virology lab..but my parents think it sounds quite dangerous and only want me to work if the pay is high enough. I'm also quite scared abt these now..cos there are realli many innocent workers who get infected with deadly diseases that we dunno. We always think the safety precautions sure okie wan..

I went jogging in the evening again..I'm so exhausted after the jog but then again, I have nothing to do and no money to spend. So might as well go get some flesh off my body if i can. Hmm..I've finished reading one book..so gonna start on another book soon. If i'm not working tmr, I might go lot 1 to borrow other nicer books. I also finished watching the hong kong drama series my sis rented. It's realli a nice show which made me cry sometimes haha..:P

I found out there's a KTV competition organised by 88.3fm and I sent my application haha! I dunno whether will win anything..but just join for fun lor..so sianz..and hopefully this smaller contest i wont be sooo afraid and maybe even win some cash! hahaa..:P
I realli need those money right now..:P I even asked adrant to join with me..but i dunno whether he sent his application cos i think he wasnt very keen to join. Dunno why also..but nvm la..dun wanna wait for him alrdy.

Hai...if i stay at home everyday, how am i gonna meet new friends right, let alone guys..
Haha..my sis told me to go walk ard in orchard..but that is sooo boliao and i am not that despo lar..but she's so farnie. I think waner tot abt that before when she was v v lonely last time..:P
Hmm..I dunno why but i just feel like typing and typing nonstop here but i realli got nothing much to write alrdy...haiz..

Susan was on leave today cos her son was sick..hehe so meaning the rest of us had a great time during work! haha..cos no stress from that susan!
Time passed quite fast and patients didnt complain n everything just went on smoothly!

After work, i went jogging with sis n jerry at cck stadium for ten rounds! First time lor..within 30 mins somemore! haha..So tired right noW! Of course jerry jogged like 20 rounds?haha..or maybe 15..not very sure..
When i reached home..dad asked me to go swimming but i cant..haha!!

WAtched some hong kong drama series vcd...then went diner with mum and dad.
Bro brought a girl called Wen er home! haha..so cute!..dunno whther they like each other lar..but she stayed in my bro's room while we were out for dinner. She looked okie..quite sweet lar..and she lives in palm gardens too.

Mon is sch opening for my bro in sp!..I hope he'll have a good time in poly and not be like me!
I'm so tired..i gtg..Bleah..so broke so have to exericse and exericse!

I should've gone to work ...but they only called me at 6am in the MORNING!!! Yes...that's crazy!! I slept at 2am! I saw the incoming call but decided to ignore it! haha..:P That's the good part abt being a locum cos u can reject them! :P
THey should call me ard 7am or so right? They are crazy! Or actually it's sharon who's crazy!

I was sooo bored at home..slacking all the way...
Read my book..almost finishing one of it..the end was soooo draggy..i wanan know the ending..Ugggh!
Went downstairs to buy instant mee cos there's no lunch at home...hmm wanted to buy the Korean pack..but that cost $4.20 and i only brought $3 down. So i settled on a cheaper one.
Ya i am pretty broke..i'm pathetic!

Sis was home whole day too..we sang KTV at home..it was fun cos we have not spent much time together since dunno when.
But after we finished our singing session..she had to go out n fetch jerry and go somewhere else.
It's sooo boring lar..the whole day...
watched tv and had dinner with my bro..til my dad came home and i was a little teenie weenie irritated by him but nvm.

I'm working tmr..hmm poor jessica has been suffering under the hands of susan! I can understand how she feels...haiz..nothing much I can do also..cos sometimes im also suffering.
Heng tmr is a short day..but ii dun have any money to spend over the weekends..i have to wait til the 7th of june..IF they pay me on time!!!
Hmm..but maybe go tanning still okie..cos no need to spend so much money..maybe jus tan downstairs even best! :P

Sheng has not been contacting me after that time when he said we shouldnt be toking so much. Haiz..nvm..he is like that..i can't do anything to change our friendship also. This is soo weird.

Rs has been very tired with his job i guess...poor angel..i didnt tok much to him lately also.
Wonder how is he..hm..
So sorry angel..:P
Weekends tok to me okie?
Tkcare meanwhile..

I gtg to my dreamland now..hope no more dreams abt teeth! I went online and did some search on dreams abt teeth and it says "Normally an unfavorable sign in a dream. It signifies displeasure and also shows that you are afraid of losing someone dear to you. "
haiz...

My interview this afternoon sucked! I am kinda glad lar..haha cos i'm not gonna work there. Waste my time to go down onli..hmm but nvm, now i got a more confirmed decision. I waited for 1 hour there before interview & got to see the place. The phlebotomists are inside a room and their system is definitely more organised cos the patients there are supposed to be high-class and has manners cos they have MONEY. I could see the mothers are wealthy with their pearl necklace hanging on their necks. They werent busy at all..I dunno wat exactly they are doing inside. I see them walking ard, pushing carts..taking things..and all looked soooo gloomy!

I was interviewed by 2 ppl called Devi & Pamela & I hated Pamela! She was the one doing most of the talking & her demand was sooo great ..but the pay so low? She was obviously looking down on the polyclinics & she kept saying that they do not offer training and they wanan hire ppl who can immediately draw blood when they join. She asked if i am able to draw blood if she gives me a patient right now and i said YES! I tot i was gonna demo one for them to see..hahaa..but they didnt let me la. Asked how many have i taken..who the hell take note and count right?I said one month definitely more than 100 or even 200 lor, between these lar. I think she didnt believe me..but morning is damn busy and i'm always sitting there taking blood and she said i onli joined there for one month plus and i took so much? YEs ..it is TRUE! And somemore all they do there is to take blood and i dun see any progress but in polyclinic i can do lab work also. She said i can go into business..or customer service cos we provide all those too..and if they open a branch somewhere I will be able to go there and work as a higher post cos i can do customer service cum the practical stuff. She wants someone to stick and grow with the company..dun wan someone who will leave soon. She said their patients are rich and they pay for everything..and they expect 6-class service! So we cannot poke them more than once..and sometimes we need to write a report why we poke them more than once! I think it is kinda ridiculous! She asked how many percent can i take..i said of course not 100% cos it depends on the vein sometimes but i can say maybe 85% and she said it's good enough. But then i'm not very keen abt it alrdy..I think i am someone who is very not high-class lo...and i enjoy toking to ahpeks..no need to pretend to have high-class manners & machiam "serve" those rich ppl..jus tok friendly can le. Pamela even asked me to tell her why she should employ me & asked me to "sell" myself. At that point, i was alrdy not keen at all...so i didnt know wat to say. I said i just like to take blood and i dunno why is that and i dunno alrdy..hahaha! I didnt care much lar..
She asked where do i see myself in 3 years time, and i dunno..haha..cos i might be further studying and she said the ball is in my hands...they can employ me but i'm not sure wat i wanna do in future..so she wants me to go home and think and call back if i am still interested. -_-"
I'm not interested...haha.. the most pissed thing is that i asked wat are the benefits and advantages and i expected them to tell me the pay, the bonuses, the increment, annual leave, No. of MCs, any courses or watever provided..etc..but she said i can have $1.50 lunch here & they provide me with uniforms and shoes allowance..duh~! Wat the hell!
Now i realli wanna join polyclinic as a fulltime..muahhaha~ let's see whether they will ask me for an interview. :P

Ok so after that i went to heeren and bought a casual dress from 37 degrees. It costs $32 after a 20% discount, which is storewide. Haha i couldnt help it la although i know i am almost bankrupt. oops! Scrimp and save for the rest of the month lor..too bad..haiz..:P I will survive!
I was damn bored & called alvin..i know it's a bad move! He wanted to come down and meet me..so i said okie. I didnt wanna go home just after that interview. He took a cab down while i listened to lena park in HMV. It's realli NICE NICE and NICE! HEr voice is so sweet and crystal clear and powerful too!
After vin came, we walked to PS & he wanted to watch a movie. So he treated me to watch "Monster-In-Law" & we sat and walked and chat and had dinner before the show started.

The show was funny! It is actually more funny than i expected! but okie la...not VERY VERY FUnny also..haha..contradicting :P
He sent me home after that & we saw Joel on the bus! He was so blind cos it took a long time before he noticed us. His face is much nicer now..haha dunno why...look smoother. We also saw Jamie (Hey weny, it's ur friend). She was with her bf and they both wore Pink..so loving!
The guy was caring leh..but I also think he was such a poor thing cos there werent places for both to sit together and he let jamie sit while he stood as near as he could to her seat. As ppl boarded the bus, they squeezed past him and all that but he still had to stay put. Hmm...I tot he was having a hard time leh..haha :X

I dunno whether I'm working tmr...hai..KIV again!! That SHaron!! dun tell me she will call me tmr morning again..haiz..sat also KIV lor! DAmmit! I've decided to exercise if i am not working~ or even tan somemore haha!
Have to exercise cos no money to spend le...can slim down and keep fit also. :D
Then read my story books.

Oh yah, I had the dream abt teeth dropping AGAIN! It's twice in a row!!! It's realli scary!! My mum is kinda worried and so am I. She said she has to bring me to go temple soon. This time it was more sacry than yesterday's. The teeth were dropping as uaual and I cried terribly and ran into my sister's room to tell my mum cos she was there toking to my sis. I cried and cried so HARD and then vomitted More teeth! My sis was brushing her teeth at that time and was shocked. Then I woke up...it felt sooo real! I was tired from the "crying". Haiz..my mum asked many ppl and they all said it's becos i dun have a good bed. So I think i can change a bed!! hahaa...hopefully asap!

I'm so troubled by my job now..not the current one (cos this is just like temporary). I was looking forward to tmr's interview @ Mount E at first, however..i'm not feelin' the same right now. This is due to the damn low pay! It isnt $1300 after CPF but BEFORE! This is realli v low lor..I didnt wanna go at first but my mum told me to go and see wat they will say and wat they will offer..just treat it as an experience. So i'm still going tmr..just to listen i guess..or HOPEFULLY, they offer me a much higher pay..muahhaa...dreaming alrdy. As compared to the polyclinic, the pay is much higher in the polyclinic and i dun have to travel so far..and somemore the working hours is shorter.
I got a call from Gekyan today and she told me that hospitals need ppl these days..and gave me some contacts to NUH and SGH. I immediately sent resumes and called them..i also found one in straits times recently but it didnt state the location of the workplace but i also sent the resume there. Aiyah, i also applied for the polyclinic as fulltime lor..i know the chance of getting it very high..haha..but i will put that as a backup. Even if i got it, i will still be looking out for better jobs in hospitals i guess. I shall wait for the time-being ..

Anyway, I still have no idea whether I'm working morning tmr cos Sharon didnt contact me!! Aggh..hate this thing abt locum! Hmm..today we were so busy but actually there wasnt alot of patients but dunno wat was susan so busy with and didnt help much. Jessica was very angry with her when she told her to wash up the urine fume hood..haha ..cos i think she was pushing the work to her. I knew she would do that when a new fulltime staff comes..I think if i will become a fulltime there..i'll be bullied too..but aiyah i know she is like tht..hai..wat to do?

Edric msg me jus now to go for a game of pool at timah. It has been super long since we last contacted each other so i asked why the sudden thing to ask me go play. Then, I went to watch tv and didnt hear the msg tone until the show ended and the msg said he'll pick me up at 1030pm and it was 1030pm! I quickly replied saying i was busy..haha..and didnt wanna go cos tmr might be working. I knwo i'm bad..aiyah..:P

Erma went for her job interview today...i think she must be not very confident abt it lar..but hey girl, dun worry so much okie? I think she will get the job lor..and so hopefully i can get a job in NUH too..hahh...I think not everytime so good de lar. :P

So bored!!! It's the same everyday...haiz...sucks! I dunno why am i complaining abt it everyday..
Hmm...actually u guys must have noticed I've been updating my blog very frequently. I think i'm the onli person who comes and update like sooooo often lor..haha!
I think i onli have my blog to say everything to now..
Oh yah..I have to say this, cos saying a dream out will NOT make it come true. AGAIn, I dreamt I dropped all my teeth! It's quite a scary dream okie and although i've dreamt it like a million times, but still. Again, there's no bleeding of the gums..so it isnt a good sign. The dream was a bit funny lar..cos i spit all my teeth out on both hands and when i saw someone coming, I just quickly threw all away into the rubbish bin and smiled without showing my teeth ( which i did not have already). Wanted to hide my "teethless mouth".
Then i dunno wat happened next..kinda ridiculous eh? But i always dream abt teeth dropping and the feeling is just soooo real ...very scary!

Haiz..time for games now...still as boring...:P

Chat wit Kaijin juz nw & was quite shocked to know that he and his gf broke up long ago! He was the one who initiated it & it's becos his gf is very irritating and keeps calling him many times a day! Poor girl..haha but I also dun like this kinda relationship lar. Kaijin not very sad abt it lor..cos he said this kind of prob must solve earlier the better.

Joanne also not attached now .. we were saying that usually we will be attached but now, the friends ard us are all attached but we arent. It is just so weird cos when u are attached, "bees" will start buzzing ard u..but when u are not, they all go into hibernation?? haha..:P
She'll be meeting her first ex ..hmm so long le still loves him so much although she know they cannot work out..a bit like me and alvin leh...
Girls are weird in a way that no matter which ex bf it is, if they are attached..we will somehow feel a pinch of jealousy or sadness..haha but it's just natural and will be fine very soon.

There's this 1 guy I know who is very very "chi qing". IT has been 5 years & he told me that actually his feelings for me have never changed throughout these years despite not seeing each other or contacting much..sometimes even lost contact totally! He had crushes in school but he didnt do anything abt it cos he said he didnt think those feelings are true. Until now, he still dun wanna meet me..and recently, he told me that he thinks we are toking to much...contacting too much..
He wanted to go uni after army to know a girl who will love him alot..and he will love her alot..so that he can forget me. But he will not forget me as a friend lar..onli til then, then maybe he will ask me out to meet and chat..haiz..
NVm..:P
I know of many guys are are "chi qing"..they are all very good and special guys in my life!
Sometimes i feel i am damn fortunate..

I am exhausted now...the day after a public hol is always CRAZY! Alice was asked to go work in hougang today..and an attachment student from Np called Linda came. JEssica and I were left to draw blood and NAncy did ECG as usual. Linda only knew how to do the urine and some other small tests, and i dunno wat is susan busy with! The air con was down & the place was like a sauna! Agghh...we were all sweating lor..and then the worse thing was that the plain tubes were out of stock halfway..ard 10am..and we had to wait for the despatch man to bring from bbatok. However, he forgot to take..and I had to take a cab there to take the plain tubes from them. The FBC machine was down also..so all FBC tests were held back..and all the patients waited very long lor..~ We cant do anything also...-_-".
We cleared the morning patients onli ard 12pm...heng today gt no OGTT test. Phew..~
Halfway youyuan came to the rescue..but it was too late lar...and i hate to see her face!

Sooo tired right now...haiz...bro waitin for me to go watch dvd...have to go le..:P

Happy Vesak Day to all!

Slacked at home the whole day..until my xiao jiu's family came over cos my cute cute Niece (yingying) wanted to come swimming. She is simply tooo adorable & we all love her!
I didnt went swimming cos felt very lazy and have been exercising quite a few times in the past one week. I also dun wan too much chlorine to damage my poor hair lar...then more strands will drop and i'll be soo sad.
It's xiao jiu's bday today but he didnt wan a cake. So we ordered pizza and KFC and just sang a bday song before eating dinner.

I thought i didnt have to work tmr but sharon asked me to help out for tmr and wed. She asked me whether i can work in Hougang but i dun wan cos it's too far for me. So, i end up working in cck again. Tmr sure very crowded cos it's always the case after a public hol & we'll be so dead!
I'm thinking wat to wear for the coming interview at mount E. Erma told me i should wear formal like wat i wore for my fyp presentation. But it's realli a bit toooo formal leh..i dunno lar..but i got nothing else to wear alrdy. Hopefully i dun need to work in the mornig that day. But jessica told me i can swear smart casual..which is how???
Formal top with jeans? I think i will look wierd la...hai..dunno lar..so troublesomE!

I am sooo bored...so sorry guys cos i'm always toking abt boredom almost every entry.
Hai...i have onli $50 left until i get my pay...which is like 2 weeks later. I dunno how am i going to survive..unless i stay home everyday!

Okay...I was so damn bored the whole yesterday until jess asked me to go clubbing at "Liquid room". I've never heard of it or been there b4 ...and worse still, noone could acc me too..haiz...then i asked yuan and rs to go wit me. I think they are both very bored also lar..so went with me..and jess went with her friends whom i cant click. I dunno why she wanted me to go so badly...heng i didnt go alone with her friends or else i would fee damn awkward!
Well, the place was at gallery hotel in ms..and the music was rnb lar..but the space was very small...and very very smoky that i almost suffocated! Once inside, jess and her friends disappoeared into the dance floor area and the 3 of us jus drannk some alcoholic stuff. We were kinda bored at first...and were stuck at one corner of the club and slowly surrounded by black ppl...indians and malays. This made yuan very unhappy and uncomfortable..hahaha! We were quite pathetic lar..ended up we stayed at that corner the whole night and of course we danced lar..i dunno abt them but i did dance anyhow and had some fun myself haha..can slim down maybe haa!
When i reached home i was too lazy to bath cos the hair would not be dry and i would need to blow dry it..so i onli bathed my body and tied my hair up and slept on another pillow. Cos my hair is full of smoke smell..dun wanna contaminate my actual pillow for slping. EEe...

This morning woke up at 1030am and went sentosa wit rs to tan. The weather today was finally good! and we managed to tan lor...and i got sun burn also dunno why leh...-_-" So tao yan...:P
Then for dinner we went glass house for fish n co. The place hired a guy to sing and perform..whoa..didnt know they managed to do that. That guy sang realli well..i dunno wheher he's jus there for the weekend. The songs all very nice lor..haha but he not handsome..'
Ok..i ordered somethig different (Swordfish collar)...i wanted to try something new. And it turned out to be a very very big dish!! The fish was soooo big...and i couldnt finish it! Haha...so full my tummy almost exploded..
Thn went to Ps and walk walk. Bought some Cheapo CDS! haha..v happy cos all i like de! then went home lor...sang some songs and i am losing my voice again...:(

Gotta slp..tmr is hol again..haha dunno will go out anot..anyone wanna go out??:P
Pathetic me..:P
Happy Vesak Day!

The weather is sooo irritating! It was very HOT when I walked home after work & i wanted to walk very fast to get under a shelter. I even thought maybe i could sun tan by the poolside when i get home, but when i was abt to reach my house, the dark clouds came out and it started to rain!!! WAt the hell! I was hot and then cold!
Went to eat lunch with dad and onli brought one pathetic umbrella cos we forgot we are both kinda BIG size...so when we went home, we were both half drenched...him on his left side and me on my right side -_-"

I got back in contact with sheng recently & was rather surprised that he still remembered to inform me of him changing hp number. :D He said he even dreamt of me a few days ago..haha He ar, forever think that i am a small girl and will never grow up. Always think that i am unable to go out and work in the society cos i wil be bullied. I think it has been too long since he last saw me...maybe if he sees me now..he might be shocked! He always think that i am very vry guai wan..then very very gentle..haha..he hasnt known me well enough lar. Those were the sec sch days..haha so naive and cute. :P
Guess he's doing fine too...going to be officer soon lor...hmm..then he said he will be his own boss in future. Dunno why can he b so confident lar..but he is always like that..n something to admire also.He is smart mar.
Hmmm one thing to be sad abt is that he still dun wanna meet me lor.So long already still dun wana meet me...he still plans to send me a bday package like wat he did a few years back.
Nvm...

Wonder whether the guys are going out to play soccer later or go watch soccer match tonight. Jess asked me to go clubbing also dunno wanna go anot cos no company..and i dun wanna end up with her and her friends onli. I surely cannot fit in de.see how ba..today is sat and it shoulnt be wasted..!

Thinking I wouldnt be needed to work today, I slept late last night & even set my alarm clock at a much later time than my working days. BUT...Sharon called me this morning ard 840am and asked me whether i can go work at cck today cos NAncy got MC again! -___-" Nancy actually went to work this morning but had a very bad cough and went home after seeing the doc. Susan is also on mc..i dunno why but liyan was here to take her place. So today I got to work with liyan, alice, jessica and hafsah! haha..all the better ppl i know in this company. Liyan only worked halfday and went for an interview in special school. Hmm..she got such a good heart. :D

I had a bery terrible tummyache just now..duno wat happened to me. Maybe it's something i ate during dinner. Anyway, I already bathed before that tummyache but i had to go to the toilet badly when i felt the cram feeling of the tummy. I spent a long time in the toilet lor..and it's sooo hot..i kept persipiring nonstop! My night dress was already quite wet lor, I'm not kidding. It's realli kinda disgusting..haha..I could feel the sweat trickle down my body as if i just went for a jog! THe pain was terrible lor..made me feel so weak. I had to bath again after that! It's the first time i bathed another time after a few hours in my house! haiyoh...cannot help it!

Something's wrong with my throat. Since the painful feeling whenever i swallowed occurred a few weeks ago, my throat has been feeling soooo dry and uncomfortable no matter how much water i drank. There's also a smell of my own breath i dunno whether others notice. It's jus a smell of my body being very "heated" up. I hate it leh...hai..when will it recover completely so that i can go sing ktv?

I told hafsah abt my interview next week in mount E but she didnt seem to support me leh. She said that having a diploma in medical tech, i can do other better jobs and learn more. But no other hospitals have contacted me soo far and since i kinda like taking blood, i might as well take this job right? She seemed to want me to become a fulltime in the polyclinics but i think the envt is very "auntie" and quite "suffocating". Dun think can work as fulltime. I think going to a hospital to work, although i will jus be taking blood, i guess i will gain experience and learn things also lar. Cos working in a hospital is definitely different than working in polyclinics and i would get to see more things and even get to walk ard more from ward to ward sometimes to take blood from patients.

I'm beginning to worry abt my further studies now. I dunno wat to study in future...If possible, I would not wanna study again but it seems like i have no choice cos i dun wanna be eliminated from the society..this DAMN stREssful singapore society! Haiz..I dun wanna continue studying my current line cos it's realli tough and actually it doesnt have much prospects. However, others always think it's very good to be in this line but the fact is that it's realli not that good. I thought of studying in business school but also, I am not sure whether i will like it. I just study cos it will be good to have another cert in business lor. haaa..then i got an idea from jessica. Maybe i should go study language! Then i can speak language..can maybe be translater or can be of some help in other jobs. Hmm...still got time to think lar..meanwhile try to earn money first. I haven even got my first pay!!!! PAthetic..and usually the first pay is to pamper myself!! Muahahaa...:P

Okay..tmr got a big soccer match...rs mentioned to go haven's bar..dunno whether the guys are still Onz.

Went back to work today..and susan had to leave early for a meeting at TTSH. So left me, alice n jessica, which was much better lar..hah cos we three can get along better. Ms Devi from Mount E called me to ask me go down for an interview next thurs..although it's jus a job to take blood form patients, i dun realli mind. I think she is afraid i might leave the company very soon to further studies..haha but where got so soon? I need money also..:P
Anyway, hope i realli get the job lor....

Went jogging after work..and the sky started to darken. On my way back home, it rained ...and i had to jog thru blocks and shelters to try and get home without getting too drenched. My sweat was mixed with the cold rain lar..later get sick again..-_-"

Well i have a message i'd like to convey to a dear friend..here goes:

Hey yw, if u are reading this..i just wanna let u know that we are truly sorry. We did not leave u out intentionally..we always thought abt u..how's life going on for u..how's u and caleb..and how were u doing with ur studies in the other class and how were u getting on with them. Due to the different timetable, we seldom get to see each other & even if we do, it's just a while and we have to eat..and dun realli have much time to catch up with each other. Really sorry for all these...I realli think all of us really didnt put an effort to this friendship too. We realli should meet up and go out sometimes..and now that we might all be working, i know we can meet in town for dinner sometimes right? Anyway, u dun tok to me online also leh..and i'm sorry i didnt too..cos i dunno wat to say to u sometimes. I often ask herwin abt u but he also dunno..hmm i guess i myself should be contacting u and ask u abt ur life.
We ended up in different classes so naturally we would have topics that each other cant understand cos of the different classmates we have. We always thought u were doing well in that class & i think u tot we were too. Honestly, we werent doing that well either..but sometimes i think I am more fortunate cos i have erma with me. I really dun want our friendship to end like this..or fade like this too after all we've been thru in year 1. We realli had a great time with u ard..cos u always brightens our day! So sorry hor! :D Forgive us okay?!?! We realli didnt think of ur feelings sometimes...we are baddies lar..:P U will always have us when u need us...dun be shy if u need to tok to us! U will always be our dearest and sweetest yunwen. I think we should go out to celebrate our bdays! And hope everything goes well for u girl!Tkcare..and keep in touch!

I didnt go to work today..actually was feeling rather lousy last night. So i told SHaron i wanna rest at home and wondered whether she's able to find someone else to fill my place. She told me she haven found anyone..and she will continue to try and see how lar. So i told her i will wake up early to see her msg tmr to see whether i need to go to work lor. Cos maybe if i feel better i might jus go work lor. I woke at 7am this morning & didnt recieve her msg. I msg her and she didnt reply too..took a long time to reply and by the time she replied, I've alrdy changed my clothes, brushed my teeth and put on contact lens. Cos if i have to go work i have to reach at 730am ma..then she so long never msg me..
In the end she said she found someone to work! I changed back everything and went back to slp again lor...-____-"!

Woke up again at 11 something to go makan with my family. Surprisingly my whole family is at home today..but daddy had to go work after makan lar.

I was hoping to get the job in Mount E as a phlebotomist but they told me there isnt any vacany currently. I'm a little disappointed..hmm although the pay isnt very high lar.
But they still gave me their email and asked me to send my resume so that they can contact me in future if there are any vacancies. Okie..i hope there will be one soon..miraculously.
So now i have to find other parttime jobs..and wait for the hospitals' replies.
Maybe i can just go work at somewhere not related to my studies...that can also be fun too..:P
hmm..have to go search again..so sianz..have to buy sat straits times to see every weekend.

I am feeling more sick than the previous days...Ugghh! I thought i would be okie today cos I was feeling much better during the start of work. By evening time, it began to turn worse! The mucus kept flowing out..irritating! I requested not to go for work tmr but sharon couldnt find anyone to fill my place. Since nancy is also gonna be on leave, CCK will be realli short of staff. So, I told sharon that i will still wake up earli to see whehter i feel better lor. If okie, I might still go for work lar..haha..no choice..i think i am too good le..:P Think it another way, I can earn more money..one day's pay makes a difference! :P

Went to Lot 1 after work and borrowed 3 books from the library. Actually i only planned to borrow one but as i browsed more, I saw many books that are interesting. I guess it's becos i too long never read books le ba! :P Dun even think i can finish reading all within the dateline. -_-" I'm too greedy!
Then, i went to buy some things necessary for the preparation for erma's bday. I can't say it here cos she will know! :P Hehe..
I bought an icecream cone and walked home in the drizzling rain. Okay, I know i am sick and yet i walk under rain...

Hmm..so Jessica is actually not bad. We never ever spoken to each other in school except to smile when we see each other or say "hi" occasionally, but i find her okie and we seem to get along quite well too. I envy her figure so much..and i asked whether she exercises but she say she onli do stretching at home and walk from places to places! And yet that nice figure! haiz..why am i so chubby!?

Hmm...Mr Joshua has helped me alot and sms me many job offers and i've sent quite alot of resumes. He even gave me the telephone number to call Mount E hospital for a job as a phlebotomist. Xiao Si from buddy class is working there tmr..so i heard from jessica that the pay is ard $1300 after CPF and they have 3 shifts, the latest til ard 7pm. They even have uniforms! haha..so i guess it's alright and also it's easy to get there..just have to take 190 and walk abit..not too bad hor?I'm gonna call tmr..cos today i just cant seem to get thru to that person in charge.
I am thinking of studying business in the near future leh..hmm but dunno whether i will have the money lor..haha now work can save lar..but i am also itching to buy lotsa stuffs!haiz..why cant i meet a nice rich and handsome man?:P...dream liao ...die!

So jess finally meets another new guy..but she always dun seem to wanna go settle down and be serious! hm...this playful nottie girl! this guy is younger than her one year..and she says he is possessive and gets jealous easily. Actually i think she will not be able to handle this type of guy cos she love to club n can get quite intimate i guess. And she has to have alot of freedom. Still ask me wehther she shoudl try...haiyoh..haha..all he best to her!

I guess i have to go slp...the stupid weather is crazy!!! Agghh..hate it!

I'm SICK! Haiz..my throat is sooo painful and dry..i hate this feeling and my eyes are very hot and tired too. Must be my sister who transfer the virus to me lar..haha..cos she's having flu also.

Today is such a boring day! Actually everyday is a boring day! I didnt go out at all..stayed at home and watched 2 vcds with my family. Had Pizza for dinner..and some chicken..which will make my sore throat worse i guess. -_-"

I'm not having a very good mood today..xe was online awhile and we chatted. He told me to msg waner that he misses her if i am free and i just replied that i am not free sorry and bye. haha so sorry leh waner..i treat ur baby so badly ar..but i think he knows i am in a bad mood lar. but i am sure he isnt a petty person too okie?:P

Rs has to work everyday from mon to sat til 6pm except for sat. So maybe he has less time to acc me too..and even if he has the time..he must be very tired and should rest. So i shouldnt bother him too much to just acc me lor. Hmm..haiz..i am sooo bored. That day chat with jerry and he asked me whether i am lonely. Okie..sometimes of course i am..but wat to do? All my friends all mainly guys and they are going army very soon and for the time being, all are working or slacking. I have no girlfriends to acc me..all must be busy with their school work, their bf or their work. My brother has his computer and playstation can already and my sis has her jerry baby can already. Sometimes when i think abt it, i realli dun have much friends. Ohh and yuxuan and erma both live in the east area...so far from me..also cannot ask them out to nearby places to chit chat or chill out. And sometimes travelling is realli tiring for me after work, so i end up going home to online..or go jogging or slp. So boring! haiz..i think i should go lib to borrow some nice books to spend my time.
If i always go out with guy friends, I cant possibly meet new guys right?Hmmm..but i dun have girlfriends to go out with me too..haha..pathetic..ask me to go clubbing to know more ppl..i think mostly are bad ppl and disgusting wans..hahah! And who to acc me go right?:P
haiz...sianz lar..
I go Zzz..

Hey weiqiang, hope u complete ur work soon and work well! Tkcare too! Good luck!

I had planned to go and have a nice tan after work this afternoon at Sentosa. The sun was very strong when i was walking home to prepare, but it went to "slp" when me and rs were on our way! Agghh..! It's always like that! I dunno why! So, we took bus to harbour front and ate desserts at the coffeeshop there. We waited there hoping that Mr Sun might come out again but it didnt. We went harbour front mall to walk ard before going to Plaze Sing.

It was the day when I wore the most "lok kok" clothes to shop in town lor! Really couldnt stand myself and I didnt have any makeup on except my eyebrows drawn. My hair had to be tied back in a ponytail cos it has been that way since morning. I thought I would just be tanning and didnt need to put makeup ma..then after that bath le can make nicer. I felt so damn UGLY!

We had dinner at pastamania & walked ard town to see cosmetics hah! I bought a hp chain and maybelline eye shadow while Rs got himself a Ripcurl flip flop. I want a flip flop from ripcurl too! Haha..actually there's too many things i wanna get!
We caught "Kingdom of Heaven" at night. It was a show that i couldnt understand well..haha all abt those religions lar..and everyone should know i dun realli understand christianity. It was a little bit boring during certain parts lar..but Orlando Bloom was handsome. I just like the way he speaks lar..dunno why..the way he pronounce words and esp his VOICE! So Charming! :P

I'm having an ulcer at the corner of my mouth...at the right side and it is hurting so much i cant brush my teeth properly! When i eat spicy food, it would get swollen also. And when saliva or water touches it, it hurts too! hope it'll recover asap!

Tmr is sunday again, time pass so fast de! Mon have to work again...-_-" Although i might be tired tmr, but still feel like ging somewhere leh..but nowhere and might be quite boring. haiz..
I'm feelin so tired..gotta slp as much as i can since it's the only day in a week that i can slp til i happy! :P
Tata..!

I was so disturbed at work today by a young couple! Initially i saw the guy outside the lab and he looked quite handsome. Then, I saw him with his gf registering for the urine test. When i saw her form, it's obviously for the pregnancy test but if i'm nt wrong, she is born in 1990, which means she is only sec 3! I dunno how old is the guy though. Ok that's nt wat bothered me.
When I went out to pass a test result to a patient, I saw that couple SMOOCHING so hard and desperately at the patient waiting area! The girl was sitting on the guy's lap and they were FRENCH kissing okay! At the polyclinic in public! I saw the other patients just pretending not to see and looked straight ahead of them. OMG! I was sooo disturbed lor..they are sooooo _____. I dunno what word to fill in. -_-" I just couldnt stand them lar!EEeww...:X

After work, I went to Lot1 with the intention of buying lingerie. I've really not been there since a long time ago cos I was so surprised by the changes there..haha got new shops and there were so many promotions. I couldnt find the type of lingerie i wan or like, so i went to walk ard instead. When i just entered the mall, a promoter for prudential came to me & asked me to do a lucky draw or something. The weather was sooo hot and I was damn tired, I just replied rudely "I'VE BEEN ASKED MANY TIMES ALREADY OKAY?" HAha..so irritating! But come to think of it, they are only doing their job. haha..too bad :x
I end up not buying anything cos whenever i felt like buying something, I would think and think and would rather write it down in a notebook when i get home and then sort out or "filteR" the things i really want or need. haha..

I dunno y I'm feeling so tired everyday! I am slping much earlier than usual everyday and have been coming home straight after work, but why am i sooo tired?Even more tired than when I was schooling. My eyes are sooo tired these days & the dark rings are making them look sooo ugly! I dunno how to use makeup to cover also. I think i'll not be able to stand my soon-to-b-curly hair & will go for rebonding AGAIN! OMG...Dunno how many times already! But no choice!
ANd I better start jogging regularly now that my period is over soon ..:P

I have to start searching for jobs desperately right now. I think i will only have a confirmed job til the end of next week and I have to survive on the air around me hah! Contacted some lecturers today & got to know of some job vacancies. So i just sent a resume to NUH and hopefully me and erma can luckily work together haha! I cannot expect too much hor? :X Hey erma, u wanna apply for SGH too? Bt have to contact mr yeo and i dunno hw to contact. I went SP webby ...how to find staff info? U know?

Well, anyway..Uchenna and Joyce won the Amazing Race!! I know Eve sure v v v happy de lor! haha i was very happy too! They reali should win too..cos Joyce shaved her head! Actually Rob and Amber really kinda deserved to win too. Although they are realli bad and cunning but they really have the brains sometimes..and the skills and the LUCK! They have never quarrelled too and i think rob is very sweet to amber. Awww...:) He even piggy-backed her when she was tired and breathless! No more amazing race for now..hmm..and tmr is the final episode of the Beautiful Illusions. So I think i will watch less tv soon..sianz..and wat if no job..?? Then more sian..and no money to spend! haha..:(

I have written a list of things i wanna buy and do yesterday on a notebook. I wonder when can i fulfil everthing on the list! hhaa..
Ahh..stupid weather...I think i;m feeling a bit wierd these days. Always feeling that my throat has a weird smell...my mum say it's the "heat"...so have to drink "cooling" stuff. I dunno wat's cooling haha..tea?:X
While i was working today, I almost fainted a few times! Not exactly faint lar, but felt giddy. The world just spun for a few seconds! I was sooo scared haha..thought i would fall towards the patients and they have to tkcare of me instead of me taking care of them -_-"
I hope it's noting lar..jus lack of iron maybe and i didnt take breakfast. I nearly got hit by a car yesterday on the way home! I was msging on my hp and didnt see a car turning. The car was quite fast lar..but heng it managed to slow down a little while i ran across the road. It was very near me lor..my heart was sinking! haha..scare me!

Aiya have to go zzZzz le..tmr morning again..weekday finally here soon..then can go out..hopefully can watch movie also! :P

I am soooo tired!!! Nancy is on another 3 days of MC and instead of my usual schedule to work afternoon for tmr and fri, I have to come at 730am to do QC for the next 3 days! Okie..look on the brighter side, I can earn more money..but I'm damn tired! I thought i can slp longer tmr!!!Haiz...If not for the last episode of amazing race, I would have gone to bed -_-"
Anyway, Jessica from my buddy class is coming to work as a permanent full time this coming monday. I wonder how it will be like cos we've never spoken much to each other when we were in sch. Haha..and now we have to work together..so weird..still rmb we used to call her "big boobs"!:P Shhh! Dunno whehter they still need me to work there when jessica comes and gets familiar with the work, and also when the attachment student comes in the middle of may. So might as well earn more money while i still can right?Haiz..maybe need to find other jobs le..so jialat!What am i gonna work as for my whole life?So boring!!

So long never go tanning already..these days damn hot ar..i was also sooo hot jus now..even though i'm in my living room also quite hot lor! I hope i will have the mood to go tanning this weekend ba..but i dun wanna get freckles! :P
This week pass kinda slow leh..dunno why..haha maybe becos i have to go to work very earli everyday..but can say kinda fast also lar..the week ending also...haha contradicting!
Rs also got a parttime job le..hmm..and then he also v tired liao..so everyone is like having their own lives..no time for each other le. XX go back work in queensway..jason got his own parttime job also..waner working her heart out haha..!

Hey guys, when do u think i will get attached again?hahaa..i myself also dunno lor..sianz..haha not that i am desperate right now. But sometimes jus wanna have one person to be loved and loving u right?For u to cuddle and hug..for u to kiss and care for...hmm..nvm...:P

I've just got home from yoga not long ago...agghh..today's lesson was soooo tough! The actions made my right arm sooo painful now..cant even raise my arm high to tie my hair or rub my eyes! My mum even more poor thing..cant realli move ard haha...that is realli tough..dun think yoga is sooo easy and relaxing cos it's not!!! I dunno how am i gonna work well tmr lor..haha

Anyway, I am supposed to go work half an hour earlier to calibrate the machines and run the quality control tests for some machines. Haiz..that suzan dunno why cannot go earli. Today was sooo busy and she had to leave earli cos her son was sick! Leaving onli me and alice, we had to work n work for the whole day til close cos there realli was too many patients.

I'm so tired...I almost fell aslp during the cool down breathing exercise at the end of yoga. Hahaa..! Gtg slp lor..nothing to blog abt today..except that my arm hurts!!!

It's Mother's Day & my family went to somewhere near Somerset to eat. The food there was not bad..next time can ask my friends go eat together also. We only ate dinner lor..it isnt v special lar. Actually planned to make a card for mum but realli no time..i think i will take v v long to finish it..maybe for her bday in nov ba.

Dad got back alot of those movie DVDs again but i've watched many of them haha..! We watched two shows at home bfore going out for dinner. Dad asked why i didnt talk directly to him when i need money but have to go thru my mum to get money..haha..I was speechless when he asked me cos I didnt know he is okie with it ma..kinda scared always. Hmm hehe can feel he also care alot for me :P Sorry Daddy!But sometimes i stil cant help talking badly to him..haha so bad hor me? :P

Finally got the photos from waner..but all so dark and i had to edit using photoshop,which i am NOT good at it! Haha..i cant wait to see the pics taken by hui's camera man cos i think those will be more pro and nice! :D
I've changed the display pics in the blog again..hehe..the wan with eve very special leh..cos we seldom get a chance to take pics together..always long long then take once de. Looking at this pic..make me feel that we are indeed v v old already!??!! Cos we have known each other more than 10 years! when u put the pics we took in pri 1..the class photo..beside this current pic..I can feel time realli FLIEs!!

Well..anyway, my throat stil pain lor..siao de..sometimes recoever sometimes pain! Haiz..whn will it recover? haiz..I am so sianz..!! soo sianz..!! tmr got yoga again..sis realli dun wanna go lor..haha..always say dun wanna go but sitll go in the end de lar. Tmr work again..weekend pass damn fast!

Oh yah..there was an indian man tat bumped into me after dinner today! He knocked my hand and my hp fell to the ground!! THE GROUND WAS ROUGH!!! I was soooo heart pain..almost scolded and shouted at him cos it's the first time my hp actually dropped!!!!! DAMMIT! Stupid man!IDIOTIC fella! there were some tiny scratches and some surface felt rough!! haiz...STUPID!!! SIanz..:P

SO sian..i'm gonna go slp..haha...

Oh gosh..I'm having problems wit my buttock bone..haa i dunno wat it is called exactly..u guys should know lar, it's the "tail". I think i've been sitting too long lar..haiz..and the posture isnt right too. Die liao..dunno will there be any big probs as i grow older..I can't possibly sit for long now! And when i stand up, I have to move real slow! -_-"

Work was terrible today cos there were just sooooo many patients! I think it's partly becos it rained heavily yesterday afternoon and all the patients who should have came yesterday came this morning! And also, it's becos it's a sat..it's always very crowded on saturdays! That damn suzan was "busy" with her own things & I nearly had to split into many positions to clear the different tasks! Haiz..Run here and there! -__-

After work, went home prepared and met Rs go IMM see adrant sing. There were alot of ppl there..too crowded le la..dunno why they hold it there also and they eliminate the contestants right on the spot in front of EVERYONE! So scary! I didnt manage to see adrant sing ..haha cos his turn was way long lor..then i had to go home awhile due to some personal matters. However, he got thru!!!! And I think he is really good lor..think she might be able to make it lar! It's really difficult too get thru u know?Cos when we saw those before him...it's like out of 20 ppl, they let 1 person get thru. So it means he is already not bad! :D

Headed to town with rs n wanted to watch "kingdom of heaven"..aiyah..but then town..so many ppl watch. All the tix sold out already n left those midnight shows which we dun wan. I bought one pair of flats from Exodus..it's realli special hehe and not toooo ex lar..still can. But after buying the shoes, I saw a very nice jacket..haha I hesitated bery long and thought abt it very long before buying it lor. That salesgirl bluff me say that is the last piece, scared me..so i quickly buy on the spot..Aggghh! when i buy, the guy asked if i wan a new piece!!
So, after buying these things, which i didnt expect i would buy, I was left with $14 onli! So pathetic huh?

We met Yuan on 190 at ps busstop and went to Central mall HAven's bar where waner's working. Sat there ..toked ...they watched soccer matches..I sang 4 song..pathetic! Cos i had to wait for so many tables to sing 2 songs each before i get to sing! Agghh! We also tried some cocktails..and beer. Too broke to buy more..haha! but the food there not bad! Maybe we were too hungry or wat..i dunno! Jurcanie,weiling and waner vry pretty there lor..haha work there sure alot of guys wanna know them de. Weiling so cute..hehee..like so scared :P
Yuan say Jur v v pretty and wanted to know him haha..but when i told him she has a bf..he like sian diao lor! hahaha..:P
We left when they clsoed at 2am..i thought it was kinda earli lar..duno why so earli and they open quite late also. Ard 7 or 8pm. Their job so shiok lor..walk here and there..stand there dream..then one hr 7 bucks!

Hm..now i'm finally back ...too late and tired to bath le lar..after wash up and ZZzzzz le! It's mother's day! Gotta go eat tmr..hehe..i wanted to make a nice nice card for mum..but haiz..no time lhe..i wanted to draw alot of nice comics abt our famili de leh..but dun think tmr i can finish lar. I dun even have the tools and paper yet..and by the time i wake up..already afternoon lor!

I've just checked my final results & actually was a little bit disappointed that I got no As. But i think it's becos of moderation,and i got all B+ and one C+. C+ for Oral Communication! Damn! I always get a C for language modules but this time I thought I could maybe get a B haha..nvm, but overall I'm satisfied already lar, no need to score so high also.

I'm working in the afternoon today, and i woke up only at 1030am! haa..last night slept before 12am..it's considered earli for me already. Weather is so hot again..haiz.so sianz to step outta my house and get roasted by the sun! After work feel like going somewhere leh..but dunno where also..hahaa..

YEsterday went jogging with Rs..and he mentioned abt my bad temper these few weeks. Hmm...maybe i realli changed to become more bad tempered ba..jialat..back to my Old old self? I dunno why everything is soooo irritating...haha and wat i realli dislike it why do ppl SO like to cycle ard yew tee! Cos whenever we jog to yew tee area, there are always soooo many ppl on bicycles blocking the way and we have to jog left and right! Anyway, I think i'll try to stay calm haha..later get high blood pressure.

Now..girls out there..I'm sure ur friendster account attracts lame and stupid or yucky guys to ask u to add them as a friend right? I'm sooo irritated by them also..haha..they dun even fit my "who i wanna meet" citeria! :X
And most of them loves to ACT CUTE!! Girls can act cute lar..but definitely NOT GUYS! HAiz..-_-" Some of them are sooo desperate & would stil msg u even if u dun reply..and there was one who had tattoos all over his body and he had center-parting hair! He took neoprint with a friend without wearing the top to show all the tattoos! OMG! I hate these kinda ppl..totally nt my KIND!AGghhh...~ I'm gonna faint soon..haha..frankly speaking..it's hard to find nice and handsome ppl in friendster...or even in real life haha!

I might be going to Heaven's Bar this sat..to chill out and sing song. BUt hopefully by then my throat has recovered lor..now feel v painful leh..haiz! Like got one block of something at the throat liddat..whenever i swallow..it hurts! I cant sing right now. :(

Gotta go eat lunch lo..ciaoz!

I am so damn bored now..!! When I woke up this morning, I had to drag myself outta bed to go for work. The holiday is sooo short, wat the hell..where got labour day break one day only for one whole year's labour? When I reached the lab, I saw Hafsah! haha..so heng today Susan and youyuan both not ard and Alice came back from her holidays overseas. So today was a good day la although there were soooo many patients and everyone worked like hell!
I expected this cos it's the day after public holiday & somemore it's a tuesday..Appointments are usually given to them on tuesdays. We worked nonstop from 8am to 1230pm today lor..so tiring and the air con was not cold at all! HAfsah and nancy work halfday..so left me and alice only. Alice is from burma..and i had a hard time understanding her english. Sometimes i think i dunno wat she's toking, but i still laugh and nod my head..haha sometimes very tiring to act like i know. Haiz..haha..when i try to tell her something she also dunno wat im saying and she'll assume its something else..so i just let her think that way la..too tired to explain til she understand.

I slept from 6pm to someting..realli v tired..since i started working..I began to take naps! Rushed to bath so that i can watch the 9pm show! It's really getting interesting now!

Hmm...sad new Wee kim wee passed away eh..but cos of the spread of the prostate cancer he had like 10 years ago ma..and i think he can rest in peace lor. Also sad news that Sammi cheng has cancer too..somewhere ard the throat lar..i dunno exactly wat cancer it is. My mum said the newspaper has pic of her throat bloated..and very fat lor.Poor thing if she ends up like Anita Mui..bt CHOY lar! Hmm..at first she denied her cancer..i dun understand why they want to deny lor.

Anyway, I think I'm getting more and more easily impatient and frustrated. I can sense lar..haha but dunno why..whenever i tok to Rs, and he dun get wat i mean..I dun feel like explaining..like sooo agghh..haha paiseh ar Rs! Then we always end up arguing also..dunno why so easily agitated! And also..I cannot stand Adrant contacting me soo much..always call and sms me..i get very irritated! I already didnt pick up some of his calls and reply his sms..then today i sms him to tell him not to always look for me..hah! Then he asked me not to get the wrong idea..cos he felt that we can realli tok and get along without barrier and he wants to know me better. Maybe I'm a bit too harsh lar..but haiz..dun care alrdy! :P
Also very irritated with Wq liao lar..so sianz..nothing to chat liao..always tok a while then stop no response..then always say i am the one not toking and no response! :P:P:P -_-"

SO sian lar....why so sian!!! WHy the weather liddat?!??! WHy am i not rich??!! Why no handsome & good guy like me?!?!Why issit so hard to find such a person?!?!?! Why do we need to be so highly-educated to survive???! Why WHY WHY!? hahaa..all these cannot escape de..so sianz...
Hmm..rS said he wanna go genting or somewhere to holiday...I also lor..but dunno who wanna go..they might not wanna go genting hhaa..cos it's like so near..but go with friends sure very fun de lor. BUt i will be the onli girl..sians sianz..!!!Agghhh...:X

This fri maybe meeting hui to see the wedding photos...hope she dun cancel or have something on last min. Or she might even not reply to my sms..then jus disappear! Haha..used to it...hmm i wanna develop alot alot of nice photos! hehe...:D

Next next week maybe go clubbing also..waner wanna go CB..hmm..but i think there got alot of ah bengs now leh..never go before dunno lar..think shuhui dun realli like to go CB. Think she prefer ZOuk. DUnno she free to go anot also..then ask jess and ting..hope they have finished their exams!
I wanna go ktv also..aiyah..talking abt singing...my throat's not feeling so well today. It has been hurting since this morning. When i swallow, feel a little painful. Hmm..dun wanna fall sick ar! BUt if i so suay realli fall sick..then i can dun go work for a few days maybe..haha eat snake! :P

SIanz lar..!! nothing to do online...always go play online games..then check my blog tagboard..check friendster for any messages or watever. I've been checking so frequently that there is nothing whenver i check lar..then the games all so boring alrdy!!! Haiz...dun feel like playing.

What a DAY! Hui's wedding is over just like that! Everyone is sooo tired, esp the bride herself! I cannot imagine how tired she must b! Me, jess and ting went to her house in the morning ard 930am to be her "sisters". When we reached, she was already ready in the room and when i first saw her, she was breathtaking! I could only say she is damn gorgeous!!! We took some pics together & she was busy with other things. HEr wedding gown suits her alot and her hair and makeup..all made her stunning! She is just so beautiful!
Her other "sisters" are friends' of her hubby's friends..so we dunno them and didnt tok much. We felt super wierd there..like extra lor..haha but we kept ourselves occupied. Also long time never see ting le.

When hui's parents put on the veil for her, it was jus so warm and touching! All of us were sooo hot..the weather was realli damn hot..i dunno how she can stand wearing the gown! She was also complaining hot all the time lar..but she didnt sweat.
When the bridesgroom reached the house at 11am, they were of course being tested to pass several tasks to get to the bride. Haha the girls gave them super sour sweets which they made last night at hui's house..i dunno wat they added...but it made one of the guys puke! haha..then got some disgusting drinks..and some questions...and asked them to sing songs so that she can hear from the room. And shout lor..haha..it was very fun and they are all very onz! Hui's hubby (Kelvin) was the most handsome among all the guys liao lor..haha hui still say got other guys v v v vv handsome de..:X
When they let him enter the house, he still had to guess which room hui's in..and shout "I love u" towards that room. At first he shouted towards the wrong room..haha then he heard some noise from the other room. That's how he got it correct lar..HAha..then we all followed them to the temple in jurong to pray cos hui's ancestors are there. All the 8 sisters squeezed into one 7-seater car and it was damn hot!Then we all went to kelvin's house and hui changed into the chinese tradiitonal wedding "GUA" and they carried on to their tea ceremony. We then headed back to hui's house and there they had another tea ceremony and we ate buffet before going home to prepare for the wedding dinner.

I was so tired i planned to take a rest for like 15 - 30 mins but ended up slping til like 6pm when i was supposed to meet rs and waner at lrt station at 630pm! My hair was still wet from the shower and so untidy..haiz..wanted to style my hair..but no time liao lar..so anyhow clip the fringe oni. -_-" Rushed to meet them and the others at lakeside station before taking a cab to the country club. Yuan, jason, waner and me shared a cab together & the cab driver tot he knew the place so well..and ended up dropped us off a little further than the actual place. We ended up at a night club..haha then we wlked back to the country club lor. The dinner was at the second floor ballroom and the min i saw her at the entrance..WHOA..she was even more pretty than in the morning!

We had to sit at 2 separate tables..i sat with jason, eve, ting, jess,waner,ys, yuan n two other extra which we dunno.haha..their face sooo unfriendly lor..:PWhen hui walked down the red carpet..she was soo shy and smilled so sweetly! hehe..so pretty lor. She changed one outfit into a pink dress and she looked like a princess! Kelvin's friends made him drink many glasees of stout with egg!! He was v "seh" already...but still knew wat he was saying..can see that hui wasnt very happy abt it. Worried abt him ba..hee..:D They made him shout "I love U" from somewhere below the stage while hui was up on the stage. It was very sweet ! Overall everything was ver fun and smooth lar..but i hate the Emces! THey had 2 Emcees..so noisy..one was speaking in eng the other in chinese. Kept translation directly..so annoying!!

We took many pics..but all not ready yet..onli got some pics from my pathetic hp camera. When the dinner ended, we took grp photos with her before leaving lor. Some of us went to town..actually wanted to go chinablack..but i didnt bring my Ic cos i didnt even bring my wallet. My bag was sooo small so i just brought some money and exlink card. And CB is sooo strict abt IDs..i dunno why EZlink cannot lor. In the end, jason,xx and hock went to chinablack while the rest went to swensens. I was kinda guilty lar..but it was realli dun sitting there and chatting also. So long no gathering alrdy ma..then we chat abt everything. From funny jokes to Scary stories!We stayed there til like 545am when jason,xx n hock came back to find us. Then took cab home with rs,kb and grevin. Super tired..the tiredness was as if I got drunk liddat.haha!SOOO tired!

OVerall we had a fun night..a fun day! WIll meet up with hui when the photos are all developed!

*_Shuhui's wedding invitation card_*______________*_ look so tired after the morning fun*

*_The prettiest bride_*________________________________*_ JEss & Ting _*

*_ Xiao mei & San jie _*__________________________________ *_ JEss & me _*

*_ Pretty in white? _*__________________________*_ Princess hui..pretty in pink_*

*_ Ys and eve..candid shot _*________________ *_Ting n jess..both like clubbing outfit_*

*_ Waner at the dinner table _*____________________________ *_ Mr Ruisen & me_*

*_ Xianxi so handsome wor _*______________________________*_ Grevin N me _*

*_ Zhiyuan n me _*_______________________________ *_ Jason n me..after dinner _*

*_ Xianxi..my brother leh _*_________________________*- hock's face a bit bloated _*

*_Waner on the train going town_*______________________*_My arm v big_*

*_Yisheng & Grevin eating their icecream at swensens_*