Finally it's labour day, at least there's a public hol for me to enjoy but i still think it isnt enough.Work today at bbtok was quite slack..there wasnt as much patients in cck. I was almost going mad when i worked in cck. Sharon told me that she needs me to work in cck for the whole of may and everyday full day. I might take some day off lar..haha..Hopefully by mid may, attachment students from NP might brighten my day..but it might also make my day worse if the person is bad.

Anyway, went to bugis to meet Adrant after work. We said to meet at the control station and i was late. It was the first time we meet face to face but when he appeared, I immediately recognised him cos it's realli the same as his photos. We went parco to shop first..then went to bugis village. The weather was damn damn hot!! We both almost melted!!..Realli can't stand it! I tried on alot alot of clothes and skirts but there wasnt any that i could buy. They are either too tight, too translucent, too short, too ugly,too ex..or WATEVER!Adrant got himself a metallic watch from bugis village which is cheap and nice. Actually i saw a few nice watches too but dun wanna waste money to buy la.

Tmr is hui's wedding..and me, jess n ting are going to her house in the morning to be her "sisters". The theme is "white" so everyone is wearing white. Since i dun have any white clothings, I went to search for it lor. Haiz...got soooo tired, my feet is killing me!We then went to Orchard and finally finally I bought from Fareast! A top and skirt together which cost only $38! haha.. li hai ba?! So sorry to Adrant, he had to acc me here and there..wait for me to try clothes...and hurt his feet too! haha..:P First meeting then liddat..!
We had dinner at Subway in cineleisure..the food soooo BIG! I can't open my mouth big enough to take a full bite!I made a mess too...all the vege dropped here and there..and the sauce kept dripping!Then, went home lor..I had no seats on the bus and had to stand all the way to cck -_-"

I saw khenwooi in town today with his friend. His gf wasnt with him but he was still not very friendly leh..haha we just waved hi and say said bye when we walked past each other. So strange..then i sms him..then he say he was v sloppy ma.

I'm so excited abt tmr lor..haha..gonna meet jess n ting at phoenix lrt at 920am then go hui's house. I'm gonna see her wearing the beautiful wedding gown!! But i think she said she'll be wearing those red traditional wedding costumes during the tea ceremony. Too bad i dun have my own digicam. Since the 3 of us dunno her hubby well, the other "sisters" who are the gfs and friends of her hubby's friends' are gonna demand for the ang bao by the door when the bridesgroom comes.We are gonna be acc her in the room waiting for her hubby to come fetch her!hhaa..so fun! :) Gonna tk lotsa pics i hope!
We are gonna follow her to her hubby's house..and back..for buffet..before going home to prepare for the wedding dinner at night. Gonna meet the others at lakeside at 7pm and take a cab down cos noone knows exactly how to go..haha!
Hmm..will update abt the wedding soon..when i am free..

Adrant got into the first audition for the superstar!!!! I envy him sooo much!!! I knew he'd get thru ..he had soo many exposures by performing in public like ard 8 times and he used to learn singing in somewhere called "guiding star". His second audition willbe at IMM this sat at 3pm! I think i'm gonna go there and support him ba. Hope he gets thru too! So good!

I am sooo tired right now..gonna slp soon..if not tmr not pretty at her wedding le..haha!I think i;m even more excited than the bride herself! Oops..I havent write the letter i thought of writing...gonna rush..ciaoz! ZzzZzz....:D

The weather is damn hot these days!!! Can't stand it!! The air is soooo still, nothing's moving..not even the leafs on the trees or the curtains in my house! It only rained for a while this afternoon and it's over before i knew it! DAMn! I need the rain! Everyone is slping in air-con rooms in my house these days...realli cannot take it lor!

Went to work in the afternoon and was so glad that there were onli me and Hafsah therE! ahaa..yippe!! Cos susan went for meeting and that stupid irritating you yuan was posted to work somewhere else. She is realli damn irritating sometimes! Always thinking she is very good at everything and always reminding me abt stuff whichi alrdy know...and i have my own style of doing things, so pls buzz off!
Chat alot wit Hafsah..enjoyed working with her lar..she is very pleasant! haha..when my time is up, i didnt go home lor..waited for her to finish cleaning up and went off together. We talked under he void deck then she offered me to go to her house. Hehe..she lent me an umbrella and made hot milo for me while we sat and chatted! Haha..so weird i will chat with someone so much older as if we are good friends rite?:D

When I reached home, I curled my hair..haha cos nthing to do ma..and since before work, i alrdy curled a little bit. So i tried curling the whole hair and i looked bloody old!! haha..not nice lar! Hmm..think my hair curlers are useless then..haha!
Took some photos..next time can show u guys how old I look!

Actually waiting for hui to contact me for supper..but waited sooo long til like 11 something before she finally called! I only ate very little for dinner cos i knew we would be eating supper..and i was damn hungry by the time she called! Rs acc me to walk to her house there and eat. Hmm rs say he is sick lor..but noone acc me..haha so being the kind angel he is..he acc me afterall! :P Thanks alot leh!
When we met hui, she started toking til the moment we left! haha..she is realli like a machine gun man! And she toks abt anything and everything! She got sooo many things to tell us..haha..:P And she likes to ask whether she is fat! Omg..she isnt lor..she slimmed down so much after giving birth..! And she loves showing us her son's photos! hehe..so sweet! She loves her son alot alot!
After giving us some of the invitation cards, we finally left ard 2 plus! I need to get some slp now..it's alrdy 3am! I have to go work at 8am!! agghh..full day somemore! Hai ..think can tahan lar...come home can slp ma.
Hmm i have a bad feeling tmr afternoon there's onli me and susan together and i dun tok to her wan. so strange..and she always leaves the work to me..she doesnt do anything but just sits at her desk there and call patients in. -_-"
Tmr youyuan wont be ard cos every friday she's going to some course lar...Hope it isnt a bad day..and it will pass asap..then sat can go bbtok work. I hope i can get some off days or leave next week..then go out with f9 and hui! hehe..:D

I dunno wat's happening with blogger. I can't seem to add yuxuan's blog as a link to my blog! Haiz..so frustrated..tried so many times but still like tat! Woke up ard 11am this morning, haha actually Sharon from NHGD called me ard 8am. I saw whose calling and decided not to pick up cos I know she would surely ask me to work in the morning somewhere & I'm tired, i need slp! When i woke up, i msg her to ask why she called and jus wat i expected, she wanted me to work morning somewhere. HAha i told her that i was slping so didnt hear..:P I know i'm bad..:X

So, I went to work only at 2pm til 430pm. It's very short onli lar..hui called me to ask me to be the "sisterS" for her wedding. Asked me to slp overnight at her house on sat before sunday, which is the actual day. But i dunno her friends and her hubby well so i cant possibly play along lor..so weird! It's farnie too that she is following the tradition since they have alrdy got a son. Cos she said that she would be going back to her mum's house tmr, cos she and her hubby cannot see each other for three days before the wedding day. haha..so she said she can go and have fun..asked me to go cheong..hmm but so sad that i have to work! haiz..why!??!Aghhh! I cant take leave for that ma..:(
Dunno when is she giving me the invitation cards hhaa..so long liao..think no need to give also can lar.

Went jogging alone at 5pm cos' rs was playing number ball. The weather wasnt sunny but the air very sooo hot and there wasnt any wind! After jogging, I almost died! I was sweating sooo much..so long never sweat so much lor. Came home and did some crunches and situps..Wwooo shiok!
After bathing and dinner, I stayed in front of the Tv from 8pm to 1130pm! haha..it is always like that for me on Wednesdays!

Actually tot of going to CB tonight cos it is ladies night and i am working afternoon tmr. But think better not lar..have to spend cab fare and so last min, sure nobody will go. Then thurs maybe can go dblo wan leh..hai but fri have to work full day..i'll be dead tired if i go.

Hmm Adrant didnt win the Top fun today..he said he got the lowest points. The winner had like almost more than half of the audience as his friends, so obviously they voted for him! Haha..that is so unfair! Adrant asked me to go out on sat too..I dunno whether to go..but I think i should go lar..since he is a new friend that i think is not bad, he gives me a good impression.

Haiz..so bored..everyday work...so routine..and the ppl i face during work..I have to be sooo FAKE! So sianz!!! Haiz....:(

Today was a damn busy day at CCK. I was working my whole body out..so tiring and stress hah!
Patients just kept flowing in nonstop & I was drawing blood continously til 1130am since 8am!!! There were so many small children coming in for fingerprick FBC also and i had a hard time getting their blood cos they clot so fast if i took too long.
There was one auntie who wanted my name and even asked me to spell it out on a piece of paper for her to keep so that she can come back and ask for me to take her blood next time! haha..i was surprised..she said i take not pain leh!! Then another uncle also said i take very good..:P I'm happy when i hear such comments loR!

Sometimes i wonder how other staff can tok to the old ppl in harsh and fierce tones...why can't they show more care and concern for them?They have to undergo checking so regularly...have their blood taken so often and they have to even fast for some tests before coming to the lab..and they wait very long for their turn outside..without aircon...and some of them have difficulties in walking..etc..
They always instruct them in a way like they always understand us..of course sometimes they might have difficulty in hearing or understanding..but they are so impatient with them!

Anyway, went town with Rs after work to search for a matching skirt with the black top i bought for shuhui's wedding dinner. However, all the skirts dun look nice..and i cant wear too short cos of my giant elephant thighs!!!Agghh!
In the end, i bought a black tube dress..haha hope it isnt too formal or wat..but i think it is a little bit casual also..can wear to town sometimes too. It cost $59!!! And i had to loan from Rs..that's why u see the "Pay debt to RS" in the "desire" column..-_-"

Jiayi still rmb abt the clubbing thing..she said i never bring her go..haha! But i've been so busy lately i cant even go clubbing even if i wan!! Haiz..and i am broke!
She told me that she miss everything related to school and wants to meet me after work tmr..haha but i am a bit lazy leh! Today went town alrdy..tmr after work feel like coming home..cos it's wednesday and there's american idol!

Adrant is going for recording for the "Top fun" tmr morning at 10am! He is gonna imitate Daniel Chan! haha..can see him on tv soon..hope he can win something ba. So good lor..at least before the superstar audition, he can get some exposure thru this first! They called him just at the right time!

ZZzz... as i am typing this entry, my eyes are closing....
Tata...nights everyone!

Today was a fine day..it's a good start for the week! I was v v tired when I woke up this morning & dreaded going to work. BUT, when i reached bbtok clinic, I saw someone i missed terribly!!! HAFSAH!! I just let out a "HAFSAH" and kinda hugged her from behind lar..hahaha!
Missed her soooo much..she really taught me alot during my attachment and she is very nice and kind and patient! I was sooo surprised to see her being posted to work there but she was only working halfday cos she's required to attend a belated bday celebration at the GMTI office.
Hee..but good news is that she'll be posted to work in CCK this thurs!! And i'll be there from afternoon and Susan is going for a meeting! hehe..this makes my week pass easier!

Sharon had to go for a meeting at the HQ today too..and after she and hafsah left, I was left with Mano. Mano is also very friendly and nice but her eng isnt very good so i have a hard time understanding her sometimes. The PSA there are also very friendly, one called Kimberly the other callled Sherlyn!!! aahha n i am called Sherlynn...!!! So we always thought they are calling for us..and we both would respond..:D
I'll be working in bbtok again this saturday..and the rest of the week I'll be in cck..hope they dun post me away on thurs.

After reaching home, i took a nap..too tired lar..then my sis only woke me up at 820pm when we have a yoga class at 830pm! I was in a really bad mood when i woke up cos i was angry y she didnt wake me up earlier and i have to rush..!! She said she didnt know i was slping!!! OMG! We rushed off but still late a little bit lar..the lesson today was alright ...kinda boring..haha and i was still in the slpy mode...can't realli concentrate.
I had slight gastric the whole day..so tummy wasnt feeling well...only ate cup noodles for lunch so was v v hungry after the yoga class.
Went home and watched "desperate housewives" while eating dinner lor..felt so lazy and have to bath somemore.

Think i'll be going to town after work tmr..to go look for any skirt to match a new black top..maybe can wear to hui's wedding dinner ba. haha..if nt i'll just wear jeans and it's borin!
:P
I got to know another new friend thru net..his name is called Adrant and he loves singing too. He sings not bad too..quite nice! He learnt singing before lor..and he performed in public before...so i think should be a prob for him in the superstar competition! Hope he'll bring me good news..and he also joined the Top Fun..they called him to go for recording this wed..Good for him!:D
So good de! :)

Gdnight guys..muacks!

~*Audition failed*~

I didnt make it thru for the audition this morning...haha...actually knew it's gonna be hard lar. I'm those timid girls..who get all jelly-leg in front of big crowds..haha can say i am shy too ba :P
I am sooo tired now...wanna slp after blogging.
Woke up at 630am..didnt really slp well..woke up a few times before the actual timing cos scared will be late lor. Met weiling at lot 1 and took train to bishan to take Cab to MEdiacorp.
We were alrdy v nervous on the way..haha exaggerating rite?

When we reached MEdiacorp, there were alrdy many ppl there but we were not too late lar..still became the first 30 to audition i think. We were asked to wait at many stops..felt kinda tired too..the camera man kept filming and made us so paiseh..but cannot shy away lar..haha..

The audition was held in a room with 3 judges whom i dunno...then i intro myself and sang the song..I knew i wont pass when i sang the first sentence..and i was trembling..haha! V v scared lor..when i went out they interviewed me..stupid thing..why need to interview de..so paiseh! Dunno wat to say also..some of them who got interviewed..they spoke so fake..haha cannot stand! Oh anyway, i dunno why the judges didnt gimme at comments..cos i'd like to know wat they think..cos for weiling and the other friend, they both had a little comment. Instead, the judges asked me whether i'm working or studying..whether i wanna go study U...eh...a bit unrelated hor?As if i am interviewing for a job -___-"""

Anyway, it's over lar..haha kinda relieved..hmm one good thing is that i saw TAUFIK BATISAH!! haha..he is really handsome man! And i've also made a new friend there..she is called yuxuan..hehe quite nice person la..good impression of her..but she one year younger than me and studying in TP. She looks a little like Xueting also..hehe
She is very keen in singing competitions..think she will wanna go for more competitions..maybe next time can go with her again..muhahaa..

Okie..so that's the adventure today...veryveyr tired alrdy..this whole week never slp enough de..everyday almost have to wake up at 630am!!!
Tmr also..hai..but heng working in bbtok..ppl there easier to tok to..but also very bored lar..working in the polyclinic is very bored!!!
Then the rest of the wekk i'm working in cck..hai the ppl in cck...all difficult to tok to also.i have to be so fake and smile and respond..-_-"
So sick..but have to think of the money's sake..hahah!
May dunno wanna work everyday anot..but i think i should lor..haiz..but hope they let me have more off days...now like no off days lor..i'm like a permanent staff...but i need money leh...aiyah...hope things will improve as time goes by.

Anyway, jus now went to eat in town with weiling..cos she is meeting her friend to do a project together. We went shopping awhile after eating..saw some black dresses for those prom night..haha..went to try on 3 sets..cos if very nice..maybe can wear to shuhui's wedding dinner..or wat..hahaa..no lar.jus try for fun onli..but very ugly lor..and kinda tight at the tummy area..my tummy too big!!!

Hmm...i guess i better get some rest..adios!

Time for updates~

Hmm..I cant realli remember wat i did for the past few days leh..

My family outing was EXHAUSTING & TOUGH...haha..I'm referring to the journey to get to our main destination, which is the tree top walkway bridge. It took us almost 4 hours to get to that place and back..we walked almost 20 km!! All our legs and feet were hurting like hell...my ankle..knee...calf muscles..agghh!!
The bridge wasnt as high as we all thought, in fact it was sooooo NOT FUN..haha ...it didnt wobble much..and it was a short walk.
Anyway, I was walking with sis most of the time and we were chatting abt our lives lar..so long since we last talked abt all these stuff. On the way there, i was very energetic..and we toked non-stop..but on the way back, everyone was eager to get home..so walked realy fast and didnt tok much lar..like a torture haha~

Went to kbox with jason from 7pm..til 145am! Only the 2 of us..so it's realli quite tiring...esp after the walk in macritchie. I sang halfway and lost my voice..!!! Heng i got it back today...but the throat real dry. By the time i got home and fell aslp..i was onli left with a few hours before waking up at 630am for work. I felt so DEAD...Like a ZOMBIE!

Yap..today is my first day of work...in the polyclinics again...They told me to work at jurong east but last min msg me to work in bbtok while i was preparing to leave the house!
There wasnt alot of patients there..and the staff there were all very nice too! I thought the in-charge is someone old but she is onli ard 25 years old, long hair with big eyes and chubby face. The other staff was even younger..and all of us graduated from SP.That makes them my seniors.
I forgot alot of the procedures and work system...and was reali very blur at first. The feeling very was jialat lor..then somemore i was super tired so i tend to stone.
I really need to brush up on my dialects! -_-"

Alvin came to look for me at the polyclinic, he was right outside when i finished my work. He was having his evaluation test in BBDC before that. I didnt know he would come and look for me..We went to eat lunch at Westmall & it rained quite heavily and he sent me home lor. I dunno abt us lar..so complicating..and it's making me think so much...very tired...I miss him sometimes..but when he looks for me, i am nt v happy and i dunno why i am liddat. I dun like to be controlled..wanna do wat i like to do,wear wat i wanna wear...be Free..for now at least...
So i dun wanna be like last time..I also wanna meet many many guys..hahaha...he told me changed alot alot..for me..but i realli cannot trust it!
I think it's gonna be hard for me to have a next bf..that i will feel very strongly for him...One part of me also hope alvin would quickly go NS..haha I am like escaping right? :P He told me he stopped betting...and he is realli cutting down smoking..trying to quit now..and he has not been smoking for weeks as a start..i knw there's still alot..but ..haiz...cos we are not together now..so he can make sacrifices..and etc. but things easily can change..he also said he WILL give in to me..he will dote on me..etc..It's sweet to hear all these..but ..there's always a BUT..

Anyway, I was damn tired..so fell aslp immediately once i reached home...til 730pm and bathed before rushing off to Yoga lesson. We are always late..!! hmmph~ -_-"
Watched "Desperate housewives" while having dinner..and now i am blogging here..slping soon cos tmr also work morning in Jurong east. I cant wait to go work in CCk..cos it's onli walking-distance from my house!Still have to go for class chalet after work..dun realli feel like going..they are not gonna bbq i heard..cos they called for catering. -_-"

Here are some pics taken on my #FAmily Outing Day#~!

The weather was so bad today...it rained so didnt go tanning. Went town in the end...on the way to the busstop, the sun was soooo strong and hot! Almost couldnt take it..almost wanted to go back and tan hahaha!
When we were shopping at Fareast, it rained heavily! duh~ -_-" Stupid weather...

Hmm..bought many things from Fareast...v long never shop already...spent quite a lot..agghh..going broke alrdy...realli lor...but i realli need to pamper myself after exams is finally over. I will earn back ..and save some..!
Anyway, i bought a jeans at last...jeans i realli need lor..cos can wear very long and somemore i work i need to wear it often. I think i buy one jeans in a few years lor..pathetic right?
I also bought a black top..which maybe i might wear it on hui's wedding or clubbing hehe..liked it alot..onli $19.90. I bought a new set of bikini..hehe the colour v nice but the pattern is striped again..hahhaa others look so ugly and weird..jus didnt catch my eye :D
Dunno when then can wear lar..weather dun work with me..:(

I wore the shoe which i wore on chinese new year first day...and my legs hurt like hell! I know it will hurt but i find it very pitiful if i dun wear it..haha like abandon the shoe. I like it alot but it's soooo painful! I had 4 plasters..2 on the big toes and two at the back of the feet..hahaa...pathetic right?My leg muscles were hurting too..-_-" I know I can only blame myself..:P
Anyway i survived!
Next time i will buy shoes from P.O.A ..their shoes are nice and comfy..and not too ex lar..:D

Went to watch "Guess Who"..it was a really funny show..laughed throughout from the beginning til the end! haha..:D
Then, went back to 302 to takeaway noodles and ate under a void deck cos i dun like to eat there with all the old ppl staring at me..yucks!

Hm...that's all for today...think have to go slp and get ready for family outing tmR!Will try and take lotsa pictures!

~*Poly Life Over*~

Woohoo! Yesterday was the last paper, which i thought would be a killer but it turned out to actually be quite easy! I think too much lar and studied those that didnt come out..but luckily 2 qns came out in previous class tests before & some of the qns I can anyhow write think still can score lar! :D
Happy that everything is over!!! No more late nights looking at books and notes!

After paper, I went town wit erma, collin n kh to eat KFC. Then, we chat for quite some time and went to Kinokuniya and spent almost 2 hours therE! Haha erma n I were browsing thru fann wong's book & she is realli funny at her comic! So cute! Both of us were laughing uncontrollably haha...so silly -_-" and embarrassing ..

Jess asked me to go Phuture but i was still in town ard 8pm and she said to go before 10 so that we onli need to pay $12. Somemore i wanna watch the last episode of "life of hope" (haha finally know the eng title). I asked waner and hui but both also cannot go lor..think hui wanna go watch movie with her hubby!

I'll be starting work on monday at jurong..hai tue also at jurong..karsiang told me it's becos liyan last min cant work, so they asked me to go work!Agghh..!! Then, chalet i onli going bbq..so lazy after work but nvm lar..last time alrdy
I'm actually a bit nervous abt working at jurong..cos they said that cck actually isnt that crowded..but when i used to attach at cck, i felt that every morning was kinda chaotic! I wonder wat they will ask me to do first at jurong..and so long never work ..alot of things also forget le ba!
Heard that Joanne also applying for the parttime..so hopefully when she get the job, she can take over jurong and i'll onli need to work at cck..haha i know i'm lazy! Meanwhile, hope i can find tuition to teach ba..have been callin tuition agencies and registering online..but to no avail :(
Erma..u got any tuition agency number tell me ok?Thanks!I'll tell u too..hehe muacks!

Hmm..today actually wanna go tanning downstairs..but the sun isnt strong!! Why is it like that everytime! Hmm..then maybe going to town walk walk ba..so long never go walk walk le..then tmr going to macritchie with family..wonder whether dad and bro can go cos they are both kinda sick these days.
I wanna go ktv!!! hopefully can go tmr...either with family or with rs ba..but hope the charges arent so ex! LEft one more week then it's the audition and i still haven decided wat to sing..my mum is making me so nervous..everytime ask me wat song i'm singing! :P

K lar...have to go guys!

I was soooo freaking tired yesterday..trying to memorise one chapter on Mycology, which is fungus. It is a damn difficult chapter to memorise cos the terms are soooo WEIRD & "alien" to me!!! I got really fed up last night so only managed to study one pathetic chapter.

Woke up this afternoon haha...& studied another boring chapter. Then, i suddenly didnt have the mood to study!..sianz lor..last night had gastric and ate instant porridge..then this afternoon also nothing to eat..very lazy so ended up eating the same thing again!! Jerry bought alot of instant porridge cos my bro was sick the day before. I feel so sick eating the same thing ..
Tried studying in my mum's room cos her bed is bigger ..muahhaaa...I dun have a decent study table at home..so it's hard for me to stay focus at home.
I ended up lying and lazing ard on her bed..and even slept a while lor..i know i am a pig..haha!

Before i know it, it's alrdy dinner time..and i went to prepare the food sent by the cater company. Mum cooked the rice this morning but we have to re-cook it..i didnt know abt the instructions & took the rice without re-cooking it. It was vv hard and cold..haha then my bro told me that i have to add water until it is one inch above the surface of the rice. After cooking, the rice became porridge!! Cos there was too much water!! When mum came back..she told me that we were supposed to add only half a cup of wateR! -__-"

Watched tv from 6pm to 11pm!! From America's funniest home videos->First mums->Chase->"huo xia qu"->American idol results show.
Then, mum and I practised some yoga before bathing. Hehe..too stressed liao ma.. head kinda heavy.
I really dun have any motivation for the last paper anymore...so sianz..can't wait for it to be over. I know i wont do well for it leh..but still dun wana study harder.

I feel super dupa fat also..haiz..tmr night hopefully can go jogging ba..
I've been eating and eating between intervals of rest while studying..chocolates..milk...icecream..etc..

Aaron asked me to go ktv with sylvia and gang after paper..but i dun think i will go..it will be so weird and i wont dare to sing. If the others going out, I also dun feel like going leh..
Hmm..feel like watching a movie..maybe going to watch with erma ba..then at night can go jogging..

There's a guy in friendster called Andy, and recently he has been sending messages to me so often and it is very very irritating. Cos he keeps saying he wanna be friends with me..and he is damn sincere and stuff..aggghh! When i didnt reply his messages, he will send me message saying that he noticed i went online bt didnt bother to reply him. Then, say that he is really sincere and he feels there;s affinity between us. Blah blah blah...-____-"
Then, there's another crazy fella who named himself "destiny". He said that he is very very down these days and needs someone to tok to and lsiten to him..he has a lot of problems and would sincerely wan me as a friend so that hecan have someone to tok to abt his probs...duh!!! Then i replied him saying tat he should have his own friends!!!
Wat the..wats the matter with all these ppl???

haiz..anyway, i think i better get back to my notes..and slp..tmr i will be panda liaoz.
Hope the paper is easy...pray for me!!

I'm so used to slping late recently and sometimes even though i am real tired but when i lie down and try to slp, i take like 1 hour to fall aslp! haiz..
When exams over, I wonder whether i can wake up myself on time for work in the morning.
They told me that I have to work in different outlets of polyclinic..haiz..so sianz...sometimes cck, sometimes jurong east. Then the time also not fixed, sometimes start morning sometimes in the afternoon 2 to 4.30pm. Actually there arent many ppl in the afternoon..i wonder why they need to hire so many ppl haha..but nevermind lar..got money take ma. :P
What i am afraid is that i have to get used to everyone and the different systems at different places :(

Today we went for the second yoga lesson. It was a bit tougher than last week and the stretching exercises were a bit more challenging..hee..hands a bit pain. Hm..but my mum cannot realli do leh..Hope she will practise more lor..

I was so fed up jus now cos I was tryin to help my bro install the hardware for uploading his pics from his hp. I used to upload it into my com but i dunno why i cant do it for him! Took me like 1 hours plus but to no avail..then my dad finally came and he did it!! Ok..i know he is the computer genius of the family...nobody else can fix probs abt computer except him!!!

Tmr rs having paper in the morning..so noone going to study with me leh..hmm maybe i should go to the share n read myself?So lonely leh...haha and a bit scary..
BUt he say he will join me in the evenig..so long...-_-" Then leave me alone there...
Hmm but i think i will be independent and go ba..haha..maybe not so earli lor..but i realli have a lot to study leh..hmm..anyway here are some pics we took today..haha bery boliao ma..study til mad liao need to take a break and that time was when there wasnt anyone in the room so we quickly snap snap snap!






Look at my eyes...so tired and puffy and UGLY!!
haiz...I need slp!!!!ZZzz............

Okok..I am a super gossip person lar..haha I am blogging now cos I forgot to blog about a lady yesterday. I saw her at Lot one fc ..she has long straight hair..real long til the butt but she is not a beautiful stunning lady. She had thick makeup and her eyeshadows were BLUE like so Solid blue..covered almost the whole eyelid somemore! I think she is actually quite old alrdy but wanna act young lar..with her big bracelets we see selling at Watts In now..and her short skirt and spaghetti strap top. What is worse about her is that she kept separating her hair on the sides to part the hair in front of the ear and behind the ear!!! Just like PAT!!
I dun understand why they need to part their hair that way...it isnt nice at aLL!! Then, she ordered "Handmade noodles"..u know it's alot of soup right? So whenever she bent forward to eat her hot and delicious noodle, her hair which she parted it to STAY PUT in front, was having HAIR TREATMENT in the soup!!! It went down soooo many times, from the point she started eating til she finished! I almost wanted to walk over and tell her that she was soaking her hair in that soup and then eating and drinking from that same bowl!!! Heaven knows how dirty her hair is..there is bound to be dust and dirt lor. When she shoved her hair backwards while eating. she actually touched that wet part but she didnt seem to notice! Everytime she shoved all the hair to the back like a pony tail and letting it down, she would SEPERATE ACCORDINGLY AGAIN!
Haha..nvm..jus thought of blogging it here..hehe so bad right??Scarly she is someone's relatives then i die liao!

Anyway, gotta go meet Cherleen at lot 1 soon..Here are some photos of the new dolls i created so far...

Spent the whole day studying at blk 11 with rs. I didnt touch fraser's book at all..but just tried studying like 3 chapters of the final paper. There's alot to rmb lar..took so long to rmb and somemore not v familar with it. My right shoulder is hurting so badly from all the intensive writing these days and my third finger on the right looks so deformed! :P (Anyway,all my fingers looked deformed! haha)

Went to take the photos i developed ytd but they were not in very good quality cos the resolutions are too low! Haiyah..next time i must rmb to change the setting of the digicam! WAste my money!! ..hmm I got myself Sly's CD ! It's gonna be the only Cd i get this month okie!? :P I just listened to it and it's quite nice lar overall..haha cos i support him ma and most of the songs he compose wan. Not bad!

I was still thinking whether to go for the channel U singing thingy tmr. Then, i found out Cherleen is also going ..hehe so yeah i have company! Heng ar..not too bad..but then I am not very sure wat song to sing lor..so unprepared. But maybe tmr is just to go down and hand in the registeration form and they will schedule audition timetable for us. We need to give a close-up pic and a full-length pic..but i dun have a full-length pic!!..All those in the com..the resolution too low to develop lar..haiz..then i got those v v small wan..dunno accepted anot. Die lor..tmr just bring ..think they wont be so mean lar..

Ok so guys..I was nearly cheated by the modelling company okie?haha..but i didnt accept lor..cos i didnt think i can become a model and not v vv keen in it too! thanks for telling me also! :P

I guess I have to get back to my studies cos there's still ALOT to cover!

Sob sobs..:(
So jealous of Rs cos he is out now having fun with his buddies! Cos he said his difficult papers are over and those left are easy! he almost finished studying alrdy...how can that be?!?!Argghh..!!

Went to the modeling thingy. Reached early ard 230pm ..when i reach the place, I was asked to wait at sofa before they call (they were other ppl for different purposes). The lady who called me was named Shirley and she is one hot sweet babe! Haha..she is really v pretty and her makeup is v pro wan. She has attractive eyes la..haha i also kena attracted. She intro herself and asked me to intro myself. She was so sweet when she spoke I bet she attended those grooming courses herself. She talked to me abt wat it is abt ..like how much i can earn..etc. Showed me photos of some of their models and advertisments..
BUT we are required to go for a 6-week grooming course worth $2000 which we dun have to pay. But we have to get a 3-inch high heel for catwalking and we might need to buy a $500 over cosmetic set from US. She said that the normal cosmetics we use now liek Loreal and Maybelline has a lot of shimmers in it, so when cameras and light shine there will be reflection. After the course, they will send us out for auditions when there are assignments, meaning we might not get the assignment also and have to audition. Hmm..i wasnt very keen in it cos i find it quite troublesome and time-consuming. However, she left me her phone no. to ask me to contact her if i ever get interested in future.
My sis was chosen for such a thing last time and she didnt complete the modelling course. She told me that it isnt as easy and we will not benefit so much also..haha so i think i will not be interested anymore.

I was only there for 10 mins for the interview before i left town. Alvin finished his paper and asked me to eat lunch. I also haven eat lunch so i went to eat at yew tee with him. His new specs was nice! haha..i also wan that kinda specs..and he looked kinda guai but i know he isnt THAT guai. We chatted awhile after eating..then went home cos i got stomachache and jerry didnt bring house key. haha..he so poor thing..had to wait for me..and while waiting, he was sitting with an old lady who spoke to him in a dialect he didnt understand at all! Not wanting to be rude to her, he kept nodding and nodding to watever she said. haha...

Anyway, today is damn hot! I was perspiring madly when i reached home. It has been so long since i perspired like that! Almost the back of my clothes was wet and I rushed to take a shower the minute i came home!

After bathing, I recieved a call from Mr XX! So surprised eh? when i picked up i was like "Harlow?" then he said "harloe" then i was like "HARLOW???". Cos i couldnt belive he actually called me..it's like a once-in-a-blue-moon thingy.
Hmm but he called me only because he also didnt bring his key and was trapped outside his house. Call me to kill his boredom! :P We chatted til his dad came back to let him in lor.
So long nv tok to him..also chatted abt some stuffs lar..haha
Bluff me he got gf..i also know he dun have .. :P

I didnt manage to study much today...so sad..haha..but realli v tired..like waste my time to go down to the interview. Haiz...
I think i will not be going for the audition on sat..so sad!!! Cos i scared i dun have the time to study!!! haiz..but maybe i will go down to have a look also..:P

I dunno y my eyes are hurting so much today..tmr have to go study at blk11 intensively with rs. Hope i can cover much tmr!
And i wanna eat the "BAker's Boy"!! yummy!!

My first paper is over and there's 2 more to go...-_-" The haem paper was a KILLER! It was sooo tough lor..all the expected qns and parts where i emphasized didnt come out! I was struggling throughout the paper..trying to squeeze things to write but i dunno wat to write! There was a 10mark qns which i only wrote like 4 lines of nonsense! haha..I know can pass la..but i spent so much time and effort and it ended this way. :(
Now make me so stressful abt the second paper..cos maybe i thought fraser was too good..!
I have to start on the 3rd paper alrdy cos there's alot to memorise for that! Today i took a brk off studying haha..cos my head was hurting after that tedious paper!

Hmm..guess wat? The girl who approached me months ago at orchard abt the new face thingy, the company called me this afternoon to ask me to go down tmr. Hmm..I dunno whether i have the potential to be on mags n commercials but i'll jus go down tmr to see wat they have to say to me. Appointment at 3pm..so I have to go all the way down and come back to study..so stupid right?Noone knows any nice place in town for studying haha cos that isnt a plc for studying AT ALL!

Well..I have to go off le..kinda hungry ar..but cannot eat..:(

Oh well, i didnt go study soon after the previous entry. Too bored lar..and also addicted to the dollmaker eve mentioned in her blog and I told waner and it seems that she's addicted too! hahah..I'll post some pix

Waner came to slpover at my house last night and we were chatting through the night til ard 3 am + and we couldnt slp! Still say wanna go eat brkfast this morning, but we only woke up ard 12pm! haha..i didnt hear the alarm clock ring at all!
Instead, we went to eat lunch at lot 1 with rs. After that, rs and I went to study at Blk 11. That place was really quite a good one for studying cos it's air-conditioned and quiet. Everyone there was v concentrated in their books and notes.

I went for my first yoga lesson jus now! HAha..we were late cos mum was late and we had to wait for her. So paiseh to be late on the first lesson and everyone was staring at us. The dance studio was quite small and everyone has a yoga mat. Me and my mum didnt have one cos they were sold out at the CC. I guess i have to buy my own then.
Anyway, the first lesson was mainly on the breathing. It was kinda funny and paiseh haha..cos the instructor asked us to relax everything from head to toe. There was a point when she switched off the lights and kept asking us to relax here and there and i think the main thing is jus to relax and listen to her like she is hypnotising us. But me and my sis were listening to her words so clearly that we were laughing inside. She asked us to relax our toes one by one, the lips, tongue and even the skull and of course we didnt know how! haha...we felt it was kinda funny la.
One hour really ended real fast though and we went to eat dinner after that.

Haiz..tmr is rs' first paper already and then mine will be on wed. So scared leh...but cant wait for it to be over then i can worry abt lesser papers!
Good luck to everyone else who are having their first paper tmr! :D

I'm toking to jiayi just now on msn and i dunno what with her. I thik she is worrying too much abt friends leaving her (in particularly joanne). She is hurt and sad and said that she cant concentrate in her studies. Haiz..then she said she is jealous of me and Erma..(erma..she is mad)
I feel that i am like a councillor to her most of the time. I dun realli mind soo much lar but i realli dun wan her to think those ways and feel miserable unnecessarily!
I think she treats ppl too nice also ..then some of her friends go to her when they have probs ..but then they are okie and she is not, then they are not there for her. That's wat she thinks lar and i think likewise. Hm..dun realli know how to help her.

I have to go bath already...gonna study again!..sianz...sianz...triple sianz!

I am sooo bored the whole day!! I woke up only ard 2 pm plus and before i know it, it's alrdy 1am in the morning! I didnt do anything..jus read thru some pages of the book..hai so sick of it but i am realli v scared also cos when i see the past year papers, all the qns are sooooo threatening! I have to be really v v v familiar with every single info to ans those qns well! And my brain is running outta space!! Aggghh!!

I am so tired today, my eyes are hurting. I managed to exercise at home though cos i really cant spend too much attention on my books when i am at home. I cannot study at home! too many temptations! today i studied the least! Tmr i have to go out study again, probably with rs ba..dunno he wan anot.

Waner is at my house now, overnight. Tmr morning have to go eat breakfast with her at mac also. Dunno can wake up also..haha!
Then at night will be going for my first yoga lesson lor..hope it will be fun ba!
Haiz...sianz..!!
When will this be over?!?! I wanna go enjoy myself!!

Hmm I heard from waner that the movie tickets are gonna get more and more expensive in future. Going to be like ard $9.50 or somewhere ard there...so ex! How to watch next time!?!?
Anyway, i applied for the "play" kiosk at westmall. So next time when i get my member card, i can rent DVD from that kiosk.

After the exams, i wanna go orchard, i wanna go sing, i wanna go play! go east coast, sentosa...just have fun and relax..go cheong..etc..
hai...but i haven even finish my first paper..duh! -__-"

These days Ray has been msging and msging me thru hp. He is kinda irritating at times and too lame..maybe lame at the wrong timing. So annoyed!!!
Always calls me "yiyi" and i dunno why i find that irritating lar...!! And also calls me his "future gf" haiz...sianz..always ask me to go out..drink coffee 0r sing song..but i dun realli have the mood to go meet him at all!
I'm drifitng more and more from wq..dunno why lar..jus never contact much and sometimes jus nothing to say. I dunno...maybe after my exams i will meet him ba..

I am sooo bored!

Went to westmall to look for my Yoga pants. Planned to buy something cheap so went to This Fashion & Tom n Stephanie. Tried on some pants from Tom N Steph and ended up buying a 3-quarter black one, costing me $23. It's actually a little tight lar but no choice cos that's the best i could find. Then, went studying at BK with Rs.

Didnt have much mood to study today..dunno why. Stayed there til ard 10pm before leaving home and jogging til like 1.30am. haha..i know we are crazy lar but jogging at night is really much better. The air and everything,makes me jog better and easier.
I'm really quite exhausted right now...think gonna slp soon.

I wanna change my specs!!! so many nice designs...i think after exams will go change with rs at queensway ba.

So bored, like nothng to blog these days..so sianz!
haiz...
I think i will be going to work v soon after my exams end. Cos polyclinic actually asked me whether i can work from the 18th to 30th april cos i end my exams on the 15th (fri). I told them i can onli start on the 20th cos i wanna rest more..haha but maybe i should jus go and work on the 18th right?But my class chalet ard that few days, so i dunno how lor..actually class chalet also not going to stay maybe..haha so can work hor?But dunno too tiring to start work right after exams anot.

Hehe actually I'm Looking forward to 1st May!!! It's a secret for now!! hehe....:D Some of u will know soon i guess! So be patient and wait! :D

I studied wit rs at teckwhye mac for the whole afternoon til ard 8pm..didnt manage to absorb alot at all! HAiz..the place was soooo terribly noisy when it was filled with school children at particular timings. I was sooo frustrated cos the ppl sitting next to our table seemed to always be the NOISEST!
There were a grp of indians from teckwhy sec at first and they were eating fries. They were sooo noisy lor and bullying one guy friend of theirs. Then came another grp of younger children who were playing there while studying. They even called me AUNTIE!!!! Arggghhh...so angry! Cos they threw a ring over to my table by accident or watever and they were explaining it to me. Then the other girl said that i am not even married so cannot call me auntie. I jus smiled and ignored them! Studying has drawn my youth away!! haha..:D

We went to causeway pt to catch "Be Cool" @ 9.30pm. It was an okie show lar, not as great as i thought it would be. I didnt quite understand in the beginning and i thought some parts were quite boring..needs alot of listening to them toking lar. But overall it was funny, cos of the ROCK. haha..so cute eh he...Christina millian has really great Abs..how i wish i can have abs like hers too! :( gotta try v v v v v v hard then...argghh..so tough!
How to mould a big round ball into a flat pancake? -___-""

Anyway, mum sis and myself all realised we didnt have pants for the yoga lesson this coming monday. tmr gotta go and look look see see whether there's cheap and nice pants first. Next time then find better and nicer wans lar..bo pianz! Gotta go jogging tmr also..now i think jogging at night is better, i seem to be able to jog more relaxing in the night and not so much ppl also.
Haiz..

Can i not study one chapter in the haem?~!?!!? Malignancy is sooooo damn tough!!! Everything seems the same!! how to distinguish the different forms?!?!?HELP!! Can i risk not studying that chapter?!?! I think i better start on my second paper soon..and then can start memorising the whole thing for my last paper...cos there's no other way other than memorising for that paper.
Oh god..my heads gonna explode!!

Mummy's off day today..she cooked the Bak kut teh soup that me and bro had requested last night cos' the catered soup was too bland!
Had a really full and delicious dinner tonight, which made me feel real fat. I wanted to go jogging ard evening time but was too lazy. Instead, I went jogging with rs ard 940pm. He so poor thing lor..although he isnt feeling his best (recovering from flu) he still wanted to jog. Thanks! :D
But he was quite fit leh..still can jog so long & far.

Hmm..have u all wondered how come feelings fade? A friend told me that girls can treat many guys well at the same time while guys usually can only treat one girl very well at one time. So, girls' feelings for guys tend to fade easily and faster. Now after listening to him, i also noticed that girls are capable to do that. It's strange isn't it? Maybe girls are more flirtatious in nature or bad in a sense. In a long relationship, how can u keep the burning flame of love keep on burning? I think it's hard not to let feelings fade...so how can ppl actually get married in future?
I myself really wonder how can i get married in future.
Currently enjoying single life cos i am not restricted to do watever things i like and want.I can go out with anyone i want. Ppl say I am fickle-minded or like cannot be very faithful cos i am a Gemini & will have lotsa friends and i will be friendly to many of them. Aaron also told me that Gemini's can only have true friends in geminis...hmm...hey erma, that's why we click so well! :P

Aiyah i also dunno wat am i writing in that last paragraph lar...i cant get my thoughts organised haha! sorry everyone..gotta go and study! ciaoz.. :D