My dad has taken my monitor and has been using it with another PC in the dining table! I didnt have a chance to use the com until he went to slp or before he comes back from work! When is he giving me back my com! arrghh..but one good thing abt this is that i can study and have one less distraction other than the TV and the bed.

Today was finally my individual OC ppt and i was v nervous in the beginning. My hands were trembling while holding the cue cards and i was fiddling wit the cards cos i got them mixed up while taking. haha..so i didnt speak as well as i planned in the cards.
I dunno why everyone was so quiet and the atmosphere was kinda intense..haha and worst is when i looked at the teacher she was paying so much attention and looked kinda scary lar. Make me nervous onli. Jiayi managed to take some pics of me presenting and wait til i get back my monitor i will get those pics from her.

After lesson, some of us ate lunch at Fc6, which was our last lunch in sp. haha..kinda sad ar..like we are dying..:X
I didnt feel v v sad abt it lar..haha cos me and erma were like trying to get outta this miserable class since year 2. :D
But jiayi was terribly sad i know. She was sooo quiet all the while and trying not to cry i guess.hehe..hmm...when she reached home, she kept asking me whether me and her will be friends forever & she dunno wat will happen to her and joanne and the rest. Think she think too much lar..haiyoh!

I'm so tired..i wanna go to bed already..Zzzz...

Stupid uncles like to pester my poor dad! All those gambling freaks who dun deserve any bit of pity! So what if they are brothers of my dad? Why are all of them gamblers except my dad and they cant be like my dad? Didnt call or visit , except when they need money!Whenever they call or contact, that is surely their purpose! All they know is gamble and owe loansharks money???
Recently the youngest uncle wanted to borrow 10K from my dad and demanded to come and take it from him on monday, which is TODAY. We didnt think he would really come and take it but he actually came to the busstop in front of our condo and called my dad! My dad is not a bank! And he dun need to give him a single cent even if he has money! But my dad really didnt lie to him that we are not as rich as he thinks! Crazy man! They talked in Hokkien for quite some time before he hung up on my dad after scolding vulgarities! Then, he called back again...duh~
So desperate ar? Jus get lost!
They continued talking for a very long time and all this time, my mum was really unhappy. She even wrote notes on paper to show my dad. My mum always flushes red hot when she is angry. She didnt wanna get bothered by this matter, so she left my dad toking and stayed in the room. I dunno how but finally that uncle went off. Phew~
All the other uncles are no better but this particular one is the WORST!

Hmm..my mum told me something funny abt herself and my aunt at the market behind our house. She, her bro and her bro's wife went to the market to buy some stuff. The 2 women went downstairs to eat noodles and waited for my mum's bro, who met his friend upstairs. So, they drank coffee and chatted. My mum n aunt didnt know when he would come down, so they kept a vacant chair with them in case he came down before they finished the food. So, 2 ppl consecutively asked for that chair and they said someone was sitting. So coincidently, they ended up sitting together with their partners cos there wasnt other places. My uncle didnt come down after they finished their food, so they stood up and wanted to go meet my uncle. Then, one of the person said in cantonese that they were so selfish! Haha..then my aunt was so angry, she talked back that they were waiting for someone and not selfish! Then my uncle came down and they started walking towards him when that person said in english that they were selfish again. Haha..then my mum was sooo pissed she walked all the way back and asked him in english why he said that! My uncle and his friend then went over and asked wat's wrong & my mum and aunt were like saying "they say we selfish ar but we onli waiting for u!". (soooo cutE! like small kids! need big bro's protection.) The guy didnt say anything when my uncle said they really were waiting for him wat! Then my uncle's friend said some vulgarities in hokkien and they left. Erm...maybe it sounds realli stupid but i personally felt it was quite cute la. haha..they were behaving like sec school time. My mum and aunt also didnt know why they actually reacted that way!

Well...enough of stories abt my parents. Hmm I went jogging today with rs...ahhh so tired, he forced me to run 3 rounds at the stadium after running to the stadium! haha...no la..not realli force lar..:P
Tmr stil gotta go school earli to clear lab...then dunno go where for lunch with them also.

Went to kbox with rs today. Wasnt having a very good throat..haha but still managed to sing til 7pm lar. HAha of course la cos singing is part of my love! Went to eat dinner at Siam Kitchen and i ordered a southern laksa with seafood, and there's ONLY 2 pathetic prawns in side with all the eggs and noodles! They call this SEAFOOD?!? My god! And the gravy was more like curry too concentrated. I felt the noodles were kinda special though, but overall it was like maggie mee.

Anyway, ppl from NHGD contacted me to ask when i can start work! Hehe...i hope i can start earning money asap after the exams! Friends thinking of going overseas as a graduation trip but i dunno whether i have the money. I will have to work first...so i might not be able to go too :( And somemore, I will most probably be the only girl i guess! I also took an tuition agency number from jiayi just now, so i'll call tmr. Hopefully they will offer me a good one asap!

After i have money, I wanna buy a pair of new specs which i can wear out and also a digicam.
Hmm...mum went to the CC to pay the yoga fees jus now and i realised i dun have any pants to go for the lessons and we haven bought the yoga mats! I wanna buy sports bra and pants maybe from Bodynits leh.. hmm..michelle...hehe..got discount anot?!?!hahaha...:D kidding lar!
I think i will go down see see on tue with erma and gang.

Agghh..so bored!!! My butt is hurting..have been sitting in front of the com for hours everyday! I'm feeling so lazy..i have to go study!! arrr!!!

Went to watch Miss Congeniality 2 with rs last night, after sitting at home whole day to rearrange my photos. The show was nice, quite farnie too. Then, we went to eat at 302 and i saw anthony! From far i didnt recognize him cos he was in his specs and he looked rather older than actual. It was only when i walked past him and he called my name that i know it's him. When we walked home, a cat suddenly came out from nowhere and started following us! Or rather the smell of rs's shoes! I was sooo scared that whenever it ran towards us i screamed and tugged at his clothes! haha..I know the cat didnt mean any harm but I was jus afraid of it coming near my legs and brushing against my legs. We threw things on the floor or tried scaring it away, but it wouldnt go away. It took us a very long time before it was attracted to something else and stopped following. Phew~ glad it wasnt a dog!

Today, again nothing exciting happened. Plain boring day, woke up real late and watched DVD with my dad. Then, we went jogging together and he brought me to jog ard some place where there are pebbles and canals. I tried keeping up the pace and when we finally finished running, i felt terrible and felt like vomiting! I wanted to squat down but my dad asked me nt to.Ahhh..took me quite awhile to recover la. Then we saw pasar malam and went to buy coconut juice to drink while resting.
We walked all the way home together, hand in hand! haha..so weird right?
Then, my whole family except my bro, went to eat dinner at Fajar.

Now i'm back home...wondering whether i should start studying for my exams. Although it may seem early but it realli isnt cos there's too much info to remember. And i have my first yoga class on the 4th april! Hmm..btw guys, there's this singing competition called "project superstar" hosted by channel U and i dunno whether i should go and try. haha..gain experience or watever. But the registeration and audition is on the 9th april and it's the exam period. HAiz...

~*Last lesson of poly*~

The blood bank test today was okie..average lar..but i cant rmb alot of things.
Fraser's last lesson wit us..haha wanted to take a pic with him wit his classy specs on but didnt dare to ask.

Went swimming alone after reaching home..swam for like almost an hour...now whole body kinda aching alrdy. Hmm...sat in front of the com since 8pm til now, which is like 2.40am. jus to rearrange the pics i have in the com! Cos i wanna burn them into a CD to keep in case there's something wrong with the com and i can also develop those i like if i want. My butt and legs are becoming numb! And my eyes are sooo tired ...

My mum was v v angry today...cos my xiao shu wanted money from my dad AGAIN! and this time, he wanted 10K and he seemed like he was demanding it..cos he asked my dad to prepare and he will take it from him on monday! WAT THE HELL! Ask him to go and die lor...he'll onli look for my dad when he needs money! He already took so much money and wasted so much too! Hai..it;s a long story lar..but i'm realli angry abt it too..and the worse is..my dad is very soft-hearted!!! Arrgghh...my mum was toking so angrily ..her tears would burst anytime!

I suddenly realised how impt is money and how i didnt save it wisely. Haiz..i will not buy mag anymore and i will cut down alot alot alot alot alot on the cds i buy!

Too tired...gtg slp

~*CLS Farewell Party 2005*~

I just came home from the party in SP..gotta blog while everything's still fresh in my mind. :D
My legs are hurting like hell from walking whole day in my high heels! I seldom wear this pair cos it's the highest i've had. So fed up lor cos today not enough time for everyone to present & i will have to present only next wed. I wore formal for nothing & it made my legs hurt so much too..!! I will wear jeans next week since some of them wear it today also.
Anyway, kh talked abt mahjong & he was so funny cos he brought some of his mahjong tiles to show us & his attire didnt match his topic also. After listening to his presentation, i know that he is really quite an expert in this game cos he knows all the diff combinations of winning.
Jiayi presented on pottery & i thought it was quite interesting too. She wore an apron which she usually wears during pottery class i think, and she even brought some of her art work to show us.

We were trying to finish 8 ppl today and were v v late for the farewell party held at auditorium, which started at 3pm. When we entered the auditorium, it was already packed with students and there weren't any seats for our poor class.
We walked one big round to find seats somemore and ended up having to sit so pitifully at one corner of the stairs :( Stupid zhiyuan, still laugh at me!

The performances were okie..haha although they sang out of tune, didnt dance v well..but they put in alot of effort. Serene's dance performance was v nice! She danced the best amongst the rest lor! There was a game called "Limbo rock" and we nominated Mr Fraser & Mr joshua to go on stage. They were sooo cute and funny!
At the end, they showed a video on CLS and Erma and I were inside! We were presenting for OC that time! haha..and the rest of the class..all PRETENDING to concentrate on wat we were presenting!

After that, we went outside to have refreshments and buffet. It became a photo-taking session with lecturers and friends. All I was doing was to snap and snap and snap! Took pics with most of the lecturers but still missed out many of them! Haiz...the most sad thing was i DIDNT MANAGE TO TAKE PIC WITH MY FAMOUS!!! Heard that he left real earli..anyway, i'll upload the pics after the test tmr. Also took alot of pics with friends..and i was sweating like mad after awhile..Eeeww!! Then all the pics turned out really ugly..:(
Hmm...also didnt manage to take pics with Herwin, neo, caleb, yunwen and all the other DBT ppl. Haiyah..all went off so earli. HEy yunwen, if u are reading this, graduation MUST MUST take pic ar..i dun care! Today u wear so nice then never take with me!
Hmm..alvin didnt go today..didnt see him anywhere..i thought i could take a pic with him too..but too bad lar.

I'm soooo tired right now...hmm...stil have to study for tmr's test. HAiz..sianz...why!??!?!
Fri come quick!!!

Phew~ ! *_*

I've finally finished preparing everything for my Oc ppt tmr. I happened to change alot of things abt the slides so last minute & the speech took me a long time to write. I didnt memorise at all & i think i will just be reading it from the cue cards tmr. Hmm..somemore i wrote it so messy to read!
Tmr is finally the farewell party & I can hopefully take photos with FAMOUS! (ERMA!!!)
There's still many ppl who i wanna take pics with..but i cant possibly walk ard the place to take pics right?haha like so farnie...

Hai yah..after that still have to come home to study for blood bank..so sux lor! I read thru today..it's soo difficult to understand! There are so many chapters which i dun find it familiar at all..haha so jialat...the pracs also..i've always made alot of mistakes during the practicals!

Got to tok to Ray, whom i knew when i was in year 1. He's 2 years older than me and we've not contacted each other til recently when he asked for my msn. He's still the same immature, cheerful, crazy fella although he's now in army. Hmm..i'm not close to him..but i rmb toking to him on the fone last time lar. He's fun but hmm..haha a bit short..oops! hope i didnt offend anyone!

So strange D suddenly toked to me abt his ex today..he cant forget her but she has found a new guy and he's happy for her. However he said he needed more time to heal his wounds lar...hmm...
He also asked me some things abt Kh..hmm...but he know that they are rumours that are flying ard the class recently.

Aghhh, i cant wait for thurs to be over...then i can go enjoy myself!!! But hor..no money leh...my allowance left ard $50 alrdy. I know i spend alot lar ( collin & erma).
Dad has gone to indonesia again..for business...
I feel so bad cos when he left, noone said bye to him cos at that time i was the onli one at home and i was going down to take something from rs when he was preparing. When i returned, he already left. I hope he has a safe journey and hope he take care of himself!

I'm feeling sooo tired right now..am drinking coffee at the same time to keep myself awake to study late into the night since there's no sch tmr. I normally get distracted easily in the day when i'm at home.
The test today was really a tough 1 and i really underestimated it! Haiz...too bad it's over. Questions asked were sooo detailed and i realli didnt notice much on those points.

Went to support shuhui and serene for their fyp distinction presentation. So many of the presenters were from the other stage module. They are realli so smart and capable! All of them were brave to present in front of so many ppl in a lecture hall! I doubt i can do that.

I'm soooo tired!!! gtg and study le lar..hope wed will pass soon cos i wanna get my Oc presentation over and done with! The whole class suggested to wear white on that day for the class photo-taking. Hmm..so i had to borrow a white top from my sis to wear for the semi-formal attire. It looked quite "lok kok" lar..but then i think i wil be wearing a cardigan over it.
Joanne said she's wearing a black pants..i asked whether jeans can but she say not formal..so i have to wear black pants again!

Today kh looked so unhappy. I thought i offended him cos he brought the tape today but erma didnt have a video tape player at home. So, i asked whether he can bring it back home and i'm v v sorry abt it! He just said okie..but he looked rather shagged and unhappy, unlike usual days he will joke with me.
Erma see lar..haha !
Anyway, he msn me to say he wasnt unhappy abt the video tape thingy lar..he was jus feeling v moody and sian. Dun feel like doing anything..maybe sudden mood swing.

This fri is good friday! can go rest and have fun..! I wanna go ktv!!! Maybe go cheong..

Went to Seoul Garden at causway pt this afternoon with my sis, jerry and dad. Bro wasnt free cos he was jogging at gombak stadium & mum had to work. We went to look for mum at her workplace first & we were like "celebs" cos all her colleagues looked at us like we are aliens! Haha..so strange, they are jus so wierd!
Anyway, we were sooo full after eating! All our tummy are bloated! It was really delicious lar but i have to go exercising ...
The bday cake was cut ard 12 midnight haha but not by my dad but by my mum! My dad was too busy doing some computer stuff with my sis & my mum had to cut and distribute to us instead! We were all so full from the seoul garden lunch that we skipped dinner.

There's a test tmr & I've been slacking so much whole day!!! Haiz...die liao lar....ltr have to go revise somemore.

Spent the whole afternoon studying but how much was absorbed...I DUNO! Sianz lor..i was studying in front of the tv, so didnt manage to absorb alot. Didnt really have the mood to memorise info..just felt like relaxing. Haiz..the blood bank test next thur is gonna kill everyoone! I think it's a general test testing the whole book!

Anyway, i dreamt of my teeth dropping off AGAIN! I really wanna know the meaning of this dream cos i have been dreaming of it for sooooo many times! It's kinda scary and i would feel soooo REAL & almost cried haha! I know it might sound funny but it's realli very worrying. Imagine not jus one or two teeth, BUT ALL! It's like i'm vomitting out the teeth!

The "High on Life" concert was okie..everyone got to sing at least a song but all of them, except for Lee Hom, was not singing LIVE. NOt all the idol finalists turned up...hmm..wonder how it would be like if Maia went. She's soooo hot and popular..they should have let her turn up.

Went to Geylang for durians ard 10 something..there were not much nice durians left and the good ones cost real ex. So we jus ate some and many of us were full alrdy..they didnt taste v v good too. Actually i felt like eating other stuff but i didnt wanna be a spoiler to spoil my dad's mood. We also went to lavender there to eat some "sea hum" and dessert. Got quite full lar but also slight gastric also cos i didnt eat lunch. Actually sis bought home laksa for lunch but it tasted really bad..and i jus ate a few spoonfuls before throwing it away. I know i'm wasting food..but it really was not good!

Sianz lar...tmr sunday alrdy..the monday coming so soon. No mood for school..why is my sch ending sooo late?Waner alrdy having holidays...Eugene alrdy having exams n he will be having hol when i am having my exams. Other polys also having hols..or soon. Haiz..sianz...
ltr have to go study a bit then slp...tmr den do my ppt lar..

I wasnt able to blog last night cos the bloody explorer was loading soooo slowly like a snail! Taking FOREVER!

Anyway, watched "ROBOTS" with Rs yesterday and it's a realli realli NICE and funny show! We didnt plan to watch it but becos last min the test for today is being postponed to next mon, we decided to meet at lot1 for dinner. I felt the urge to watch that show..haha so without him agreeing to it, i somehow "insisted" on watching that show alrdy. Didnt give him the chance to choose any other shows. Hmm..but it was realli a v v good show! With good animation...realli nice to watch lor and i think i was laughing alot..almost from the beginning til the end. I highly recommend whoever who hasnt watch it to go and WATCH!

Sch ended at 12pm today & rs didnt need to go to sch at all! We went tanning at Sentosa..haha..i know we are really MAD! The sun wasnt strong enough at first and we were quite disappointed lar..haha..go all the way then no sun. However, we still waited there lor..then we got "crazy" and came up with the idea of singing songs that will "wake" the Sun up. ahaha....so "qiao", the sun got soooo strong...and lasted til ard 5 something in the evening! We both got some sun burnt despite applying the tanning lotion. We had a hard time finding a toilet to bath..haha cos the first toilet we went, there were soooo many ppl in the girls' toilet..i had to wait like mad! So we walked all the way to the other end..and found a "deserted" toilet near the construction site. There's even music playing inside and nobody is inside. After a while a girl came in also lar..then we somehow finished bathing ard the same time & were both standing in front of the BIG mirror. She also had long hair and round face..and we were wearing the SAME sLIPPER! I wanted to tell her that..haha but afraid that she wasnt as friendly and might think that i am some lunatic ppl. We both had our hair combed back all the way with no parting and she squeezed something out onto her palms to apply on her face while i did the same thing with my hair sebum lotion and applied onto my hair. We were almost doing the same kinda thing. Then, she gt out her mascara and started applying so near to the mirror while i used my eyebrow pencil. Finally, we both set our hair parting..haha...it just felt sooo strange..like so similar. ok..haha..maybe i'm jus being too ...()

THe tanning really made us v v tired ...rushed home to watch the final episode of the 9pm drama on channel 8. Their ending always soooo fast and brief wan..:(

Mummy told me that she had alrdy registered for the yoga class ard yew tee area...so we will be starting our first class on the 4th April. So soon wor...my first exam paper starts on the 5th i think..hmm..nvm lar..jus one hour..wont die also right!? It might be good for my mind ma..:D
So..have to go find my attire soon...

hmm..anyway, still halfway on my Oc presentation..haiz...got quite confused..dunno how to organise my work alone..haha i need ERMA!:P cannot lar..i need to learn to be independent..haha
Oh..for the graduation dinner..yeah can borrow digicam from waner..!! hehe..thanks ar girl!
Go clubbing never call me lor..:P SO GOOD hor U? haha..but nvm la..i also need to study for tests next week..so good leh u can enjoy alrdy..!

Oh anyway, that stupid Kh msg me to ask wat to do cos he burnt his hair! He was sooo lazy to light a lighter or a matchstick when he wanted to smoke. So instead, he went to on the stove and heng he was wearing a hairband..the fire burnt some of his hair..v little la i think. Cos he didnt know it until he smell something burnt and saw himself in the mirror with curly damaged hair end! ahaha...He even washed his hair TWICE! I told him to apply conditioner and if too bad, jus trim off those damaged hair la! cannot help it ma..hehe in the beginning, he didnt wan to do that..but i think really cannot lar...so he still trimmed it HIMSELF in the end! muahaha..that's the most funny thing...So LAZY! OR bi lar!

Eh..hai.have to go study alrdy...Tmr night i wanna watch the Live show on drugs concert!

Ps: erma..hope u are enjoying ur family chalet! cheerz! :D

OC lesson was quite interesting today..listening to classmates presenting on interesting topics. One of them which i felt quite the most interesting was abt two ppl in history who liked to torture ppl..haha i am not SADISTIC! I jus didnt know how they managed to find that as a topic! haha..the things the two ppl did were really cruel lar..cant imagine..they really HEARTLESS lor. Poke thru the anus and out from the mouth or septum and "hang" then outside to die after hours of PAIN! Pushed girls into spiked boxes so that they are pierced of spiked and their blood drained out for use (like bathing)! Ridiculous!...Gross!

Well anyway, went to meet wq after sch...was really tired lar..but so long nv meet ma. Went to his hs actually and only managed to study a little bit before i dozed off while sitting on the floor! Didnt stay long lar..cos he had to go play soccer and hve dinner with his dad while i had to go home to eat my mum's cooking since she off today. He really looked like a lobster hhaa..didnt know he actually went to tan without applying ANYTHING! Not even suntan lotion! omg..of course will sun burnt right!?!??! :P His dead skin kept peeling off and he's like feeding the bed bugs haha..!!

Haa..now i have to make the Anlene milk for my mum to drink everyday and she seems like a baby :P Too bad la..scared she never drink if i never tell her to. It's for her own good!

I'm feeling really tired after studying ..haemato is just too tough! I've been reading over and over..but realli no confidence at all! for histo...i think i will jus read thru and understand..hopefully i can write in my own words and anyhow to score ahah!Hey rs, i know u are studying real hard right now also..and it's also v v tough right?JIAYOU wor! Hope ur paper not too tough lar..everytime u say ok wan..so this time also can do it de!
Ahhh i cannot take it anymore..i need to go to dreamland alrdy..

Ooo..anyway, i've decided wat to present for OC next week but im not revealing yet..hehe cos dun wan my classmates to know :X actually nothing v v v mysterious lar..
Hmm we were told to wear semi-formal for the presentation that day cos we will be filmed..but I might bring somethiing to go change cos after that got the graduation thingy.

Nights nights...

HEhe..I am so filial! Haha...no lar..cos i finally bought "Anlene" for my mum today! I wanted to give her a surprise or rather "force" her to drink milk and increase her calcium levels in the bone. Hopefully it will help her lor..and she will have strong bones..then she'll not have pain anymore! Since she dislikes drinking milk..i think i have to buy one big tub so that she will drink no matter wat haha if not she will be wasting my effort and money ma. I know she sure drink wan..if she still doesnt drink, i would make the milk for her everyday. :P
My sis said that she didnt think of this method to "force" her into drinking milk..she thought we should buy calcium pills haha..but i think pills are not that good lar.
Sometimes i feel bad towards my dad...dunno whether he will feel neglected..but i'm trying to show love for him too..haha jus dunno how. Scared he jealous when he knows abt this haha..!

Went jogging with Rs ard 6pm..today felt realli tired leh..haha! The weather was real hot! Got really dehydrated and exhausted. Jogged all the way to stadium and he FORCED me to jog on the track there! WAnted me to jog three rounds but i really couldnt lar..then stopped after 2 rounds! Still say i owe him another round after that..:P
While walking home, saw zihui ..hehe didnt really know wt to say to her lar..felt wierd that i kinda neglected rs. haha paiseh wor! :P but u got pretty girl see enough alrdy right? :X

Hmm..found out from zihui that waner is actually teaching tuition! haha..i never "kua suay" u lar hor..jiayou leh!
I also wanna teach tuition..so i signed up thru internet jus now..to be a tutor..hope someone would want me soon! :D

Will be learning Yoga with my mum and my sis..and maybe waner is she is interested. We'll see whether the teckwhye cc offers that ..if so, we will be learning there! haha..we were dicussing and it sounds so fun and so "cool" cos everyone will be required to get a yoga mat and we will be carrying it ard as a group when we go ma..hahhaahhaa..so farnie! And we wil buy nice track pants and nice sports bra..haha nice attire la..:D We are mad..goin jus for the fashion thingy. -_-"
Of course not lar..it's good for the body, mind and soul..:D

Dunno why ive drifted from xx..tok to him in msn also never reply and he's always on "busy" mode. Anyway, saw him that day on lrt..also didnt seem to have anything to say to each other. It's soo wierd..the feeling's jus strange. As if we have some misunderstanding or arguements. I must realli find a chance to have a nice chat with him one day.

Hai..actually i'm here blogging cos was taking a ten-min brk from studying..but i've exceeded the timing..so i guess i have to go back to my books already.
Tmr going to sch for pract and to listen to the rest of the class present their OC topics! Think it'll be fun!..but after that still need to study..boohooo....:(

HAEMATOLOGY is SO harD!!! I cant seem to absorb the facts! Haven started on Histo also..sianz..now feeling stressed again!

Anyway, sch was short today...majority didnt do miss phoon's tut and surprisingly, she was really good to us today! haha..seems like she's in a good mood and she reminded us to go to the graduation dinner next wed.
Oh..speaking abt next wed, i went lot 1 lib to borrow two books to see whether they can help me in the Oc presentation. Hmm..studied awhile at mac there also..got realli tired.

I went to GMTI to sign the locum contract already. So now i am officially a locum..haha but i think i will onli start work in april. I had a hard time finding that buildinG! The last time i went, we took a cab down there so i was not familiar with the place today when i took train! The weather was sooooo super bloody hot! And i couldnt find the right way to walk at first and kept walking here and there..over the same place..then in the end realised where it is and i had already sweat like hell!
I thought i had to go thru interview or watever but i just had to fill in the form n wait there to sign some documents!hhee...

Jerry and sis got to change the size of the slipper!! Yeah..i got new slipper again..the old i liked alot!Hehe..thanks to u two!

Finally got to see that stupid wq on msn today..it has been a long time. He actually went tanning and became a painful lobster now! haha..tanning under such a hot weather and didnt apply protective lotion or watever! Haiz...-__-"

Hmm..i;m so tired alrdy but still cannot go slp..have to go study some more..tmr HAVE to start histo! Tmr's a short day again..yippe..but realli need to study...hmm..

What topic should i present on for this individual OC presentation next week!? I'm soooo stuck! Although we are free to present watever we like, I still have no idea! I dun wan the topic to be so dead and boring..waner ar or anyone, can gimme some ideas? I thought of toking abt my mum..haha but it's hard to make a powerpoint presentation on that. We are allowed to present things related to ourselves also..it's not a v v formal presentation. BUT there must be some points inside..like categories such as my mum is 1) Cute, 2) Cool and 3) Chubby? haha..
haiz...run out of ideas...:( Wat's worse is we will all be filmed by the teacher! Haiz..haha..
I also thought of talking abt the diff countries places of attraction, history of bras, retro years, palm reading, tarot reading, bags, fashion trends...etc...but i tink i dun wan all these listed here.
Agghh!!
Anyone, PLS give some ideas..thanks! :D

Oh the week of my OC presentation is also the week where we will all be going to the compulsory CLS graduation dinner at the convention hall. Haha..actually quite looking forward to it..cos EVERYONE from CLS will be there! Including my famous amos! haha..then i can take pic with him i hope! Sorry ar erma, have to use ur digicam to take all the pics wit all the diff ppl..u better charge it up that day!!! :D

I have yet to see Sh's baby boy!! I wanna see him! My nu er already seen him lor..so lucky! But tests and exams are coming liaoz...sure v busy..maybe i'll msg her later hehe!
I dun wanna see him only when he has grown so big!

Hmm..i thought of going to look for wq..but i cant contact him too! So irritating! I can only call his house, and sometimes he isnt at home. It's just so hard lar..i dunno hw.

Spent the whole day wit Rs on Sat. Started by tanning downstairs..from 2 to ard 5pm. I got a little bit sunburn somewhere..haha didnt apply the lotion evenly..too lazy. Hm...not as dark as i expected..so gotta go tan again next week i think. Then, we went to town and watched movie "Series of unfortunate events" at PS. It was a nice show! I liked the storyline and everything lar...the costumes..the amazing things that happen in the show...
Anyway, i bought a pink top from S&K and a pair of shoes from POA..haha cant resist!

Hmm..walked from PS to Esplanade...took us ard 45 mins..haha! Realli tired...found a nice spot to chit chat..and chatted til like 4 something in the morning! Then, decided to go home..take NR..but couldnt find a busstop wit NR3. We knew the busstop at Boat Quay has NR3 ..so we walked there..when we reached the river..we were realli tired...it was like 5am. We rested at the bench..and slept til 6am..haha before taking cab home. Realli realli TireD!!!

Woke up ard 1pm today...went Teckwhye mac to study...then rs came to study later. Dad went to jog and didnt bring keys..so i had to rush home at night to let him in. haha!
Went jogging with rS and then went for dinner..Hmm..this weekend i realli worked out!
Hmm...finally got another spare hp from my mum.

Yup! It's the end of all the madness! Although i have a test on Fri, i felt relaxed as compared to the past few weeks! Anyway, i was late for class already..was walking as fast as i could ard 910am until i saw Ms Soh and i slowed down hah!
The quiz was average..not as easy as the first time..so i think i wont score as good as the first time. Hm..then ppl wont say i am not human or watever :P

Sch ended slightly earlier than 12...saw alvin at fc2 when we walked out of the sch. I didnt say hi and he sms to ask me why i didnt! Then he asked me out lor..but then i thought i was supposed to meet wq. So, i told him i might not have the time. He insisted and insisted cos he said he got his pay and he wanted to treat me to dinner or movie. But why must it be that day? I got so fed up that i told him we can go out another day wat cos it's not as if we are gonna die soon! *oops* THEN he said ok..another time. -_-"

Anyway, erma and I were real bored and we went separate ways at dover...until i reached CCK, Linz called & asked to go City Hall..Arrrghhh!!!Ok..so i crossed over to the opp platform at cck and travelled back to meet erma there. SOoooo tired when i reached and we went suntec to meet linz and kh since they were taking bus. There were many functions going on that & we were "caught" by 2 guys who were working for some kind of bank lar, those that ask ppl to save monthly. Got us to do some kind of lucky draw to win free gifts and we got Oreo biscuits and a packet of drink (I know EVERYONE will get it). We were asked to sit down and fill out a form regarding our savings..haha i was unable to finish the form cos i didnt save enough money monthly and there is no option. I couldnt even put the amt they want me to in the account monthly..cos my allowance is sooo little. Including transport and food..and some of my daily stuff..i have so little left for leisure and shopping..haha..so i save v v little! Ok..so although i didnt finish the form, they let us off lor..cos i kinda told them my situation haha! Erma thought i knew that guy i was toking to, but i didnt! But he was so friendly...haha so i was comfortable toking to him too..:P

When Linz and kh came, we acc kh to his workplace "Sushi tei" to get his income tax thingy!! Stupid kh..:P Then we went to eat icecream at Swensens!! Treat from Linz..heehee...Xie xie ni leh!! Walked ard in Suntec..went to the IT show. Haiz..saw many nice digicams!! But i am too broke to get one this soon..although there are many free gifts that's realli worth the price! I wan so badly to get one..esp the Olympus U-mini..haiz..$499 with a small tripod stand, two memory cards, one bag...etc etc..v good lor bt the show lasts til 13th only. How am i supposed to get $500 so soon! Haiz..guess i have to wait til the IT show next year..maybe after i go work i will be able to buy one! Anyway, the place was soooo crowded and busy..and we were practically squeezing our way through ppl..walking like a penguin haha..!:P

I bought wu ke qun's album..haha but it's the china version..it's quite nice leh! At least nicer than Li sheng jie. Jerry bought Gwen's Stefani's album..hmm...i think should be nice but i'm not a fan of hers..I also bought Kelly Clarkson a few days ago..haha jerry liked it very much i think cos the moment he came home, he borrowed from me to listen. I thought it was really nice too..Kelly's voice ROx!Okok..i know i spend alot on CDs while many of u download them..haha i have to save lar but it's difficult to save when there are so many nice albums and singers out there and i am realli a music LOVER!

Aiyah..thought if it's sunny today i can go tanning with rs..but the weather is soo cooling...sianz..! Let's see whether the Mr sun will come out later in the afternoon. Then i think we will go town ba..so long never go town since i was busy with everything. Have to go watch movie!! Most probably "Lemony Snicket's series of unfortunate events" or "Hitch"...so many movies i wanna watch lor.
Hmm..i shall go eat something now..BYebye!

Ps: JAson....monday wat time start or end school?

It's over!!! It's FINALLY over!!! Can u imagine how glad and relieved I am now!?!? The project which took us almost 1 year to complete has been finally presented in like 20 mins! We have been practising and got soooo nervous over it! Haha..the lecturers were not as scary as we thought, instead they were friendly! I felt even more nervous when i first presented it to miss phoon alone! Strange! I think she realli did help us alot and actually used reverse psycology to drive us to work! We wore formal wear to school yesterday and wore those formal shoes which made all of our feets sooo painful with blisters and plasters all over! We were almost limping ard..I was the first speaker and i got to relax first of course! haha..the qns they asked were not too tough too and maybe we were one of the last few grps so they were quite tired to listen or ask anything. We took pics with miss phoon, miss soh and mr WOo..but too bad didnt manage to take with joshua and fraser. Ha saw fraser riding a small bike down the slope to his car..he looked sooo cute when he waved at us! :D
Anyway, Oc presentation also went fine..!! Now i have to think of wat to present for the individual one.

Got sooo tired when i reached home...wanted to study for the test tmr. But i fell aslp at 1230am, didnt even brush teeth or off the lights and just collapsed! I woke up at 6am jus to switch off the lights haha..i thought it was stil 2am in the morning!

Ok..watched "ned kelly" just now..didnt manage to study alot la..haiz..so sianz..
never go to school today cos i wanna study..but realli not much mood also. Later might be going to causeway pt lib to study ba..i might be changing my hp too. Switch plans to M1!
Anyway, my current phone has some probs too..so i might as well trade-in using my sis line.

Arrhh..exams timetable is out! HAve to go crazy again soon..:P
Oh btw, friends who are reading this..if i change my hp..the current number will be mainly for sms..the other new no. will be for phone calls k?I'll inform u guys again...tkcare!

Missed my blog so much..haha but realli didnt have much time and always feeling tired at night. Had to work til real late these days..and worrying nonstop abt EVERYTHING! I'm not able to work and study much during daytime and would be slacking and doing nothing...then i will feel so guilty and worried that i didnt so anything!
Completed my histo assignment and OC ppt slides at last..! Hwever, the Oc speech haven prepare how to say it ...haiz...no time to meet with erma..school ends quite late...and we have to do fyp also. All of our time is dedicated to the fyp now.

I am finally having my period! AHaa..sorry if it sounds gross to some of u who are reading but I've been waiting for this period actually haha...not that i am afraid i might be pregnant, BUt i was soooooo stressed that i missed it last month! Now I feel so weak and frail...haiz. Suffered terrible backache and discomfort this afternoon and evening..laid on the bed almost the whole day whining! -_-" It's alway like that for the first day...who knows y is that for me?!Arrghh..!!! I wan all the guys to suffer too!! :P:P So unfair!

Relatives came my house this afternoon to eat lunch and play mahjong. They were soooo loud and noisy that i got quite frustrated and locked myself in the room most of the time. Used to like playing with my small cute cousins but today is just not the time.

Went to causeway pt at night to buy my formal presentation shoes from Metro. The shoes are quite nice and i like it a lot..can also wear when i go out! haha...excuses to get another new pair of nice shoes..hehe! I got no bag to bring ar...all mismatched with my formal outfit.
I bought Jojo's cd...haiyah..it wasnt as nice as i thought. But i think i will like it more if i listened to it more often cos all are R&B style. I couldnt decide among kelly clarkson (pro), lindsay lohan (rock), jojo(R&B) and Mavis fan (sad and slow songs). I think in the end i will still get all of them..haha! waste money right???Haiz...i jus cant help it! But i will buy them like one in each month lar..haha..Also waiting for britney's new album.

Hmm..i am thinking of applying job at KK hospital too! If i get it..i might be able to wrk with erma!!! Hmm..but i am afraid they will prefer hiring those who have had their attachment wrk there! :(

Eh..gtg le..tmr have to go earli to practise speech! Hope this time round it will be much better!

STRESS is the only word for me right now! Let witch c our slides layout today and she was completely unhappy abt it. She talked to us on how to improve on it and some things we should do so that we can salvage our project. I know we really lack alot of knowledge on this project cos we are really very uninterested in it from the BEGINNING! I am so stressed now...so many work to do...and i've jus found out today that there's hemato test next week too! So that adds on to my list of WORK! OMG! TWO tests..and i have not studied and i dun have any idea when will be the hemato test! Histo assisgnment done halfway..OC presentation nt done..there's even a prac test tmr morning! I dun have the mood to study that..cos whenever i'm trying to put my mind onto someting, the other portion will be thinking abt other stuff that i have not worked on! I CANT CONCENTRATE! Haiz..i really dunno why the other members are not nervous over the fyp and they are so slack!
I think i will be going to erma's house this sat...whole day there to work on presentationS! I dun mind the journey...haiz..

Didnt manage to meet wq..really got no time...I realli dunno how lar..i feel soooooooo hopeless!
I dunno how are we gonna manage the presentation with 8 teachers bombarding qns at us! I envy rs so much now that his presentation is OVER! He is a free bird!!! haiz...
I will be satisfied if we only jus managed to pass the project...
I haven even had a look at the final powerpoint slides..and i have no idea wat am i gonna tok abt in details that day! Maybe it isnt very good afterall to choose the presentation on wed! haiz...too rush!Well..no choice!!!! Haiz....

I had a chat with my sis today..and we were both whining abt our work. She is really irritated and unhappy with her teacher-job most of the time..and we are both very stressed these days. She even cried lor..so poor thing..i can understand her feelings lar cos i also feel like crying these days! haiz..i know it's no use crying..
We were toking abt school and education...now that the future generations are gonna get tougher in school..work is gonna be more and more challenging and they will "suffer" more..I even have the thought of not having children of my own cos they will really suffer alot in future..but maybe, they will adapt to it cos they are meant to be in that generation. EH..i really dunno lar..haha..i see cute chubby adorable babies along the streets and in the trains..but when i think of their future, i feel so bad for them haha! I think i am tooo stressed today and toking nonsense...argghh!!

Have to go and read up...

Haemato prac this morning was TERRIBLE! We were supposed to see 20 different microscope slides with different types of blood films of different patients, and diagnose their illnesses etc. ALL of them look similar to me!! I kept seeing the same things but actually they are all different! It's sooo tough! I dun wanna ever be haematologist!

Did fyp slides in lib..got so fed up cos i was sooo confused abt the things to put in the ppt. Too many pics and they all dun really tally with our info! I dunno how r we suppose to give a good presentation! I dun even have the confidence in our work, and we haf to present that "inconfident" work to a panel of judges! :(
I was sooo stress in the lib..everything is in a mess! Ended work at 530pm cos we didnt wanna stay too late. We are gonna meet witch tmr morning and ask her many things, hope she doesnt scold us but help us instead.

Cecilia from polyclinic called me and asked me to send her my resume! She said that the one i gave her is jus a cover letter and i thought that was supposed to be THE resume! Haha..she said they might call me to go for interview anytime. I think i'll jus stick to being a locum if they hire me..cos i think i might earn more than a perm staff but i wont get any bonuses or benefits lar :(
I also plan to go teach tuition if possible..hehe..:D Then at the same time, look out for hospital perm jobs maybe..and i dun mind working in a hospital lar..i'm easily contented, dun need a challenging job. If ok, i might even apply for the school TSO!
I found out from cecilia that some of the buddy class ppl are also joining as locum and there's some conditions or some sort of contract thingy i think. Liyan's gonna show me on thurs.

Anyway, my bro got 16 points for R4 O level results but he failed english (D7). He's going to SP tmr for JAE & i think i might acc him for awhile if i can. He is sooo blur..should go and find out more abt the courses before choosing. Think he wanna study things like automation(not in sp) or aerospace thingy..but heard from jason it isnt good.

Tmr gonna stay back for OC ..hai so many things to do..thurs stil got prac test...then next week sooo many things to do!!! So scary..and so many tests!!!! Haiz...! sianz...:(

Hope can meet wq tmr ba..like ard 1 week never meet le....but i still have to study..

Went to Westmall after sch to look for formal wear..tried a few tops from "Osmose" but they are either too translucent or too "unformal"! Why do they make it soooo thin and translucent and yet its formal wear?! How am i to wear those in front of a panel of judges and presenting!?Sure got bad impression...maybe those office wears are meant to be thin so that the office girls can seduce their boss!
Well anyway, i didnt buy any and left westmall real fast. My sis bought a formal top that isnt really very formal to me..but i thought maybe its ok for the presentation lar. Tmr shuhui also meeting me to pass me her formal wear to try. Hope it fits cos i went to buy with her the other time, and it's really nice! haha.:P

Went to the polyclinic after that to hand in my resume. It's also gekyan's last day of work there! I was so surprised and heng also cos i actually went on her final day! I felt kinda sad seeing her leave and everyone else..haha cos Hafsah also left that branch to work at other branches. MEryl went to Melbourne to study "Dietary"! If i go and work after graduation, i'll be so lonely and have to start to know the new staffs there. THey all dun look as nice and as friendly as them!Gekyan said that she is more relieved rather than sad ..and she might not even work long for her new job. She is learning facial stuff now..and might be opening facial services in her own house! Haha..hope she manage to do that..then she'll be so much happier!

I dun wanna get stuck working in a polyclinic for my whole life..so they were suggesting that i work for at least a few years before changing.BUT, another staff (alice) was not able to switch although she applied for hospital job every year! I thought of working in hospitals..but hospitals got not much vacancies & they would most prob hire those who have attachment in hospitals. I know there;s shift work..but i might not mind cos i haven tried.
Thinking abt it, it will be BORING no matter where i work if i wanna stick to this line! But if not, why am i even studyin this?haha..and i'm graduating -_-"
Should i work for awhile and teach tuition when i am free? After that go teach?haha..actually sis told me abt something like contract teaching...but i'm kinda scared to speak in front of a big crowd. BUt teaching has better pay also..and benefits. haiz..i feel so cheated to study this course...cos it's really not so good afterall.
There are many different sections and departments of labs in the hospitals...like microbiology, cytology, histology,hematology, blood bank..etc etc...
One of the staff at polyclinic told me that it isnt easy too cos when u find a job in these sections, u have to find one that requires more of ur skill and experience. Roles that cant be easily replaced..like cytology because the specimens are needed to be observed and interpreted under a microscope. Like micro, they need ppl to streak and do bacteria cultures. Blood banking...also need ppl. But these days, labs are having more and more improved automated machines to do the work..and ppl are not really required. Sianz!! Heard that the new CLS building in SP will need many TSO for the labs..wanna apply for it leh cos their pay actually higher than the lab tech outside.
Now i kinda regret not applying for UNI cos in the practical world, everything is dependent on ur piece of paper with grades that support ur life..but i also dun wish to study! haha..
How i wish i can really hook a "GOLDEN fish" and marry and get on with my life that is so relaxing!hai...can onli dream lar...nowadays everyone has to study and struggle and get stressed like mad!!! Take for example gek yan lor..haiz..see her soooo stressed as a supervisor..kept getting ppl backstabbing her...handling sooo many probs and stuff! Good for her now..hope she will have a more relaxing and happy life from now on. :D

After visiting them, bought dinner home and slept for one hour after eating haha..so pig!! I'm getting fatter and heavier!! HATE IT! These days always get home in the evening..need to do projects and worry this and that...realli never go exercise!
Woke up ard 730 n bathed immediately before watching my drama! Realli v v v plain lazy lor!!! Told myself i will work hard tmr..haha cos will be staying back after school to complete some project stuff.

Anyway, talked to jy jus now...haha. Toked abt many stuff lar..she will most prob be going overseas to study. I think thats good cos she will get more exposure and mature and learn more things and be more independent too. We agreed that she is ignorant and needs to explore and experience more..haha so we've decided to go clubbing after the exams! She will have to dress more lady-like..and she agreed leh! She said she really never go before and her mum even ask her to go cos she tink she is not "In". We are planning to drag ERMA, kh, collin..etc etc..hahaha...:D I wonder how will it turn out...like so wierd :X hehe