Wanted to blog last night when i came home, but was too tired..ok so..
Xun went back already...before that, we were chatting for like 1 and a half hrs downstairs. He sounded a little bit sad when we parted haha..even asked me to takecare of myself.

At nite, i went to watch "Assault on precinct 13" with rs. Haha he said he treat me..:P I bought Nachos to eat and i was like the only one eating in the cinema..so noisy!
The show was very action-pack and full of suspense lar..but then the plot and storyline is a little ridiculous and unrealistic.

Oh ya, before i met rs, i was crossing the road and suddenly the strap of my slipper broke! I was in the middle of the road and almost squat down right there! Instead, i ran across to the platform..and immediately squatted down to try and fix it. I didnt dare to look up cos the drivers would be looking or LAUGHING at me! I had to take off one of my slippers and hop-skip all the way back home to change shoes! So embarrassing!! And stupid rs laughed at me!
When we went down and got out of the gate, i realised i forgot to take my ezlink card!!! So i ran back again! I was sooo suay and silly laR! Heng we made it for the show..

Chat with rs by the poolside til 6am in the morning!! Toked abt many things lor...and i think i was the only one rattling abt my stuff..haha (sorry ar rs..thanks for listening)
I didnt know he had to go to edwin's house in the morning to do project! So i think he onli had ard 3 hours of slp! Arrrhh...i am so bad right?:P
When i got home, Jerry hasnt slept yet! He was making some love decoration for my sis, who was slping like a pig lar! HE is soooo sweeeet lor..haha cos he is going overseas for his army thingy i think. Hmm...they are so good!

Hmm..went for lunch with bro and dad today..didnt realli wanna go at first cos dad was realli irritating me! But i was hungry lar..so no choice...
After that, bro and I spent 3 hours putting together the jigsaw puzzle jerry and sis bought. (It's the nightmare before christmas)..
Didnt get down to work until like almost 10pm! studied a little for pract test..hai realli no mood...so difficult..no mood to do any presentation work too..Arr!!! Why am i like that!!?!So lazy!!

Think i might be going to the polyclinic personally to hand in my resume lar...the internet or email is soooo lousy..sent three times also cannot send thru!

Wanted to pass alvin the clothes tmr..but our timing kinda clash..so maybe next time...dunno jus pass to him or tok for awhile. So wierd and scary..:P

I woke up this morning when my dad kept saying that I'm a piggy..slp slp slp..slp so long! :P Surprisingly, he bought breakfast for me! haha..sometimes he is sweet lar..i woke up and hugged his big body (haha actually is big tummy)! hehe..:P

The sun wasnt strong and it rained in the early morning, so i didnt go tanning. Instead, i watched the DVD "Nightmare Before Christmas" which my sis and jerry bought. It's generally a musical i think..there's alot songs inside and the animation quite nice lor.
My bro and his friends came after their bball and they ordered Pizza Hut ! Of course there isnt my share..haha they sure know how to enjoy! sis came back awhile and went out again..wonder where she went but i also didnt bother to ask oops! :P

I'm so plain lazy this semester!!! I cant stand myself!!! Haiz....always not in the mood for schoolwork...sianz..!! All the stress is gonna come after next week...so scary! All the presentations and the last minute work! I hope i can finish my fyp slides by tonight! But i always have the feeling to head out and have fun haha!

Anyway, xun is going back tonight at 8pm. Hmm..i hope he has a smooth and nice journey back. I know he will be so sianz...but hopefully all things go well for him and after he graduates, he will come back! I'm meeting him later to take the Cd he owed jinxian...I think i should have bought him something as a farewell present, but i DIDNT!!! Omg..I feel so bad! :(

I forgot to mention last night that i saw Silvester Ong (not SLy) at cck platform when i was going home! It has been soooooooooooooo long since i last saw him! He used to live at yew tee ma..until last night then know he actually moved to BEDOK! Wat the hell! That's like so far & he was sending Yingyi home last night!!!! HOW SWEET!!!! They have been togehter for like almost 4 years?!?! haiz...envy them!!! Anyway, he is still the same, still as handsome and charming and attractive as ever haha..oops! Ltr i get killed by his gf!

Hmm i have to get to work now...HAVE TO!

I went "TRAINING" at Orchard with erma & linz today. Haha...ok we went to the Singtel 3Logy Live Concert at Orchard Green Park. The concert was stated to start at 5pm but we reached ard 630pm and it hasnt started yet! We stood there for 4 hours til the whole thing ended at ard 1030pm! Erma's and my legs were really hurting like hell! The calf muscles felt really HARD & cram..the sole felt FLAT..even my toes felt painful! We didnt move much and were at ard the same spot for the 4 hours! Linz said he didnt feel such pain & said that we should jus wriggle our toes! Arrghh...The artists each sang 3 songs and I really had a hard time enduring half way thru, esp when Nadia Chan was performing. Huang YiDa was quite boring cos he sang all those slow and "dying" songs which made me felt even worse with my legs hurting! Tanya even sang a total of 5 songs! (including the one with the Lions). Only until like 10pm, Sly & taufik came out finallly but they each sang 2 songs onli!Arrghh..!! anway, sly was really good when he sang "an jing" & he's really damn SKINNY lar..he even threw his sunglasses to the fans! Taufik had alot of fans there, all shouting so loudly for him. He was cOol..and steady as ever! (erma hope u are happy although u werent able to take clear pics).
They also gave away prizes in the middle of the show...and they are DIGICAMS!!! Many many sets...and they asked Super DAmn EASY qns! Haiz...too bad i didnt dare to rush forward haha..like so fanatic and mad lor..but it's a DIGICAM! :P
Thanks alot Linz for acc me and erma wor...like so poor thing u had to stand there so long til the whole thing end. Like so bored for u also..i also dunno lar...anyway thanks again ar! :D

Kh was with us before that and we were chatting at cineleisure for hours. Toked abt all sorts of thing...kept asking qns abt his life and linz' life..and we got realli tired. He actually gave me a box of sweets for stomach indigestion and stuff like that, when we were in school. I didnt believe they were sweets at first cos he always bluff me! BUt i was really quite touched that he actually bothered to go and buy it for me cos he knows i tend to have gastric pain! Haha...that's so sweet of him :) He also helped me and erma to photocopy the medical micro prac manuals! I think that it's alot bt he didnt wan us to return him money. -_-"

I'm planning to pass alvin his bag of clothes next monday..so i sms him to ask him when can i meet to pass him and he replied "anytime lo". I asked him whether he starts sch at 11am..he said "ya". Ask him wat time he ends..he sms "5". I think he is becoming attitude towards me...I somehow feel kinda sad with such replies from him! O_O
Hmm..nvm...:P

I have to go slp lo...realli tired...tmr go tanning hopefully! ^_^
And then do home work :(

Isn't there any eagerness?

Kaili has a project going on in sch and she asked whether i would like to help her out by acting a role in her play! I was kinda excited abt it and it sounds fun but I'm really quite shy when it comes to acting and presentation stuff..haha and somemore i'm not close to her at all! The role is a girl called Ciara & her description is that she is a SLIM(I'm not) girl with straight long hair and is ard 1.6m(ok i am near although shorter)..and sweet-looking. haha :D Actually I'm quite honoured she asked me cos she said i might be suitable for that role. She sent me her script thru email and the title is "Grant her Wish"...it's really kinda spooky and "evil". It's abt Ciara being poisoned by her online friend whom she has never met before. THey used to talk abt how they hate their lives and etc and hw they hope to end their lives and would be grateful sometimes if someone does it for them. So that friend actually granted Ciara's wish! There's a scene i know i cant possible act it cos Ciara would have to tok happily with her fiance and then suddenly vomit white foam!!!HAhaa!! Like so wasted but i had to turn down the chance...hmm..too bad!

My legs are hurting, esp the ankles! I felt like i sprained my third toe on my left foot! After the jogging yesterday...and the last sunday, my legs are still hurting. I went swimming ALONE at 530pm after school jus now too. So my legs are really tired right now! I went to the Jacuzzi and sat there for like 5 to 10 mins before huge raindrops started hitting me!Haiyah..so had to rush home already! Bathed & watched Tv while waiting for my sis and jerry to buy back dinner.

Oh! something good happened today! haha...I got 98 for my medical micro quiz 1!!! Actually it;s really shocking and surprising to me! I already forgot abt that paper and was sooo slpy when the teacher was abt to give out. She said the 1st 4 papers are 90 something and the first one is Chuan Yee..then i was suddenly soooo AWAKE! I was really stunned okie? It's actually no big deal cos all is because of memorising and writing it down..so i'm still not smart haha..:(

I'm quite bothered abt my balding problems..haiz..i think it cant b cured somehow. So sad abt it and i really do mind alot alot alot ALOT abt it!!! Stupid jiayi kept pointing it out and reminding me..I was sooo pissed at a moment that i didnt respond to her. Ok..i've decided to do something abt it...like washing my hair with the shampoo that jean yip asked me to occassionally and also to apply the hair tonic..and to change my parting from time to time. I'm gonna be BALD!!!! Help!!!

Btw, I saw a lizard in my mum's room after swimming and decided not to bother abt it..when i was abt to bath, I went into the toilet & pulled some toilet paper. Then, i heard "THup!" and something dropped right beside my right foot! I was stunned for awhile and didnt figure out wat it was...looked at it carefully and realised it's a LIIIIZAAARDDD!!! Omg! I shouted and shouted like a mad girl and ran out and into my sister's room! I was jumping like mad!! Jerry went to use a small vacuum and tried sucking it..but it ran here and there. According to him, the lizard was kinda retarded cos it kept knocking into the walls and toilet bowl etc..so he caught it using his hand in the end!! GROSS!!

Might be going to orchard after project with erma tmr..to see the live open concert held by Singtel. Hmm...shall see how's the mood tmr...I cant afford to spend money again...so broke!
Sat morning i guess will be tanning with rs by the poolside ba..kinda worried that the hot scorching sun will "burn" me!haha..actually thought of going to sentosa but F9 and guys are gonna play soccer at blk 8 in the evening.

Anyway, I didnt tok to anyone online today except to Linz (a few mins before swimming) and Eugene. Strange that everyone seems to be offline...-_-"
I guess i'm gonna slp early tonight...URgghh wanted to start on the histo assignment but thought i can push it to maybe tmr night or something. Look how lazy i am now!!! Omg!! Haiz..:P

~*LAZY*~

Hmm...ate dinner wit Rs at teckwhy coffeeshop..the fav stall not open, so we walked to a further coffeeshop. There got Tv haha..so we planned to watch the 9pm show but stupid uncle go and change to channel U! Then we rushed home to watch lor..haha..:P
Rs very tired cos he today from 8am to ard 7 pm!! haha he went to Tekong to see the army thingy..hmm think he must have enjoyed the trip la!(paiseh stil have to eat with me haha :P)
Thanks!

WAtched tv til 10pm and went online..very boring leh today..dunno why and humid!
Jus bored!!!
Hmm..tmr class hope can wake up early...
Fri got an open concert at orchard..with local artists...including taufik and sylvester! dunno whether going leh..sure very very squeezy! But maybe jus go with erma ba..after sch

Now MORE ppl are teasing abt me and KH! Haiz..haha...i know he's a good guy...he is funny..always makes me laugh and all..very lame. We joke, crap, tok nonsense, make fun of each other...etc...but when i think of us being together, it's jus sooooo HILARIOUS!

Yuan toked to me jus now...he call me "doc" and he is "sick" again..haha i didnt do much..jus listened to him but glad that made him better!
Anyway, thanks for chatting with me ar rs..u must be really really tired...wanted to slp earlier also cannot right?haha sorry! Think u will miss the soccer match ltr liao..

wq: Hope u feel better already...sorry for holding onto ur precious book...

Didnt go to school today! *oops* Hehe..cos i woke up at 1230pm when the class is actually starting at 1pm! Real piggy right? If the lesson starts at 8 or 9, i think i can still be forgiven!haha..BUT ONE PM in the afternoon!! I actually set my alarm to go off ard 10 something, but i put it away & continued to slp. I dreamt of SOoo many things...thought it's a sat and there's no need to go sch even! In my dreams, i was abt to play mahjong with my family too! There's always a mix of many different scenarios in my dreams! Maybe somehow cos there's only one lesson and it starts late, i didnt have the urge to feel the need to wake up , haha watever la..jus excuses i guess :P

Ate instant noodles for lunch..and watched tv. There's really NOTHING to watch in the day now that my SCV is gone! So pathetically, i watched "Kids Central" while eating. Haha..then went to the room to read my storybook. My sis N jerry came back and watched "Friends" DVD. I got tempted haha so joined them to watch too..I like it alot..every episode is sooo damn farnie!

I went back to the room feeling rather tired, and guess WAT? I slept til 5pm! haha..I'm realli offically a piggy! Haiz..i dunno why i sleep so much today...like nothing to do when there's actually alot of impt things to do for school!
Went jogging for half an hour...felt realli exhausted...haiz..legs so painful!

Tmr will be a long day again...ciaoz(i might blog again ltr..)

Was 20 mins late for prac this morning partly cos' I was looking for my fav earrings haha..had wanted to wear it today but couldnt find it. I didnt wanna find it until i came back from sch, so went out late abt 10 mins. The goddam big gate had something wrong & i was unable to open it! So i had to walk all the way back to the other gate & walk out to take the train! Got so fed up & didnt feel like going to sch!

Went to town with linz, erma, kh,hp & jiayi after sch. Took alot of pics today..in Fc 2, on the bus and also in town. They kept teasing me & kh..wanting us to take pics together. So coincidentally, we wore similar colours today! Cos we always take pics like 2 blocks, they insisted kh to put his arm over my shoulder..I dunno why the moment his hand was placed on my shoulder, I couldnt stop laughing hysterically! I couldnt stop! It's just like a "start" button..hahhaa...so WIERD! So funny! Very uneasy also & super paiseh lor..!

In town, we were looking for our fyp top..didnt manage to buy anything in the end. Was too distracted by other nicer clothings & we kept messing ard & acting really silly at times.
When we were walking thru the underpass to wisma, a girl approached me saying that they are looking for new faces to pose on mag and stuff and wants some of my particulars. I asked if it's a scam or something that requires me to pay..haha she said no and her company will call me soon. Hmm...i tot there's no harm..haha so i jus gave and she left.
Then later, Kh left earlier to play pool wit his siaobor members..collin was the only guy left. He didnt mind at all lor..haha so good..but the way he speaks really sound very scary, fierce & impatient! haha..we were so scared of him..didnt wanna trigger anything bad! haha..kidding lar..we all know his tone is like that de! We were hanging ard in heeren for quite some time..didnt have anything to do..I went to HMV to listen to CDs while the rest spent most of their time sitting by the fountain and staring at the tv screen showing MTVs. When we were at Taka, we each bought some food to sit down N eat by the fountain at B1. We were like having some kind of picnic! haha..:)
Hp went back to sch for her band lesson..and the rest of us jus walked all the way from heeren to PS before going back.

Linz & I took bus back to panjang..I was going to meet wq at plaza. When we were on the bus, we sat in front (face to face) to an incredibly FAT guy! He was drinking and eating something ...and ltr he fell aslp, snoring badly and moving ard! He looked realli disgusting and untidy with jus a singlet and shorts on! Anyway, we were toking non-stop all the way to where he was supposed to alight. Haha..but he, being a kind soul, or he was tooo interested in listening to my "stories", acc me all the way to plaza and we chatted in mac til 8pm! Told him almost the whole thing between me and alvin..and his conclusion was jus that he is not a good guy! I know my tolerance level when i was wit alvin was v v high..it's realli wierd!Even Linz cant stand me..hahaha!

I was supposed to meet wq at 730pm but it was like 8pm when i realised! haha..so sorry lar wq..:P But not too long also ma..can read in the lib! Went to eat dinner & headed to chat somewhere before heading home. Hmm..he so scared of the feeling of numbness, esp the part when "ants" seem to be crawling all over or attacking the place. haha...I somehow like that feeling, i dunno y. I'm a SAdist! haha..
Oh anyway, i got myself a house fone for my room finally!!! haha...

When i reached keat hong lrt, saw yuan & rs toking there..so joined them for awhile lor..:) Rs then walked me home. So tired today...!

Went to sch earli to prepare for the histo presentation with erma. Our topic was something on cervical cancers and the pap test, so there were some embarrassing words i had to say on my part. I was so paiseh lor..haha..whenever i said words like "sexual intercourse" or "vagina", i would tend to look up or my face would cram a bit..haha!

During the first lesson, I dunno why both arms started feeling itchy and some parts were slightly swollen too. I'm beginning to wonder maybe i'm allergic to some things that i do not know abt. Red rashes started to appear on my arms and my arms felt realli warm! Felt so uneasy throughout the lesson..
During fraser's lesson, he showed us videos of him and his family skiing in switzerland..hee..they looked so fun n fraser really is a cute and charming fella! haha..He's super fun too!My tummy felt so wierd as the histo prac lesson approached.

We had our histo presentation in the lab. As the witch said that she'll give us a piece of paper for us to fill in our names to determine the sequence of presenting, erma and I thought we could choose the sequence if we reached the lab first! However, witch wanted us to feel in as the first grp since we reached FIRST! We were so nervous!!! I was the first speaker so i started by greeting "Gdmorning" & i was immediately corrected by witch cos it was afternoon!!!! Haiz..the whole class laughed so i jus laughed along..we didnt have any notes or cards on our hands..so i was kinda soft at first until witch pointed out she cant hear. I could feel my hands shaking haha..but my classmates said we didnt look nervous..sTrange! I thought erma was quite fluent and cool..she managed to tok very smoothly and looked realli serious. The only thing was that she kept nodding and moving her hands with the notes up and down..like pointing or watever..haha! We forgot to say some of the points la..but it's okie..
During the Q&A session, witch kept asking qns to every grp, giving everyone a hard time. However, i thought we were real lucky cos we managed to get the easiest topiC & also we are the only grp with 2 ppl..the others are in threes.

After sch went to lot 1...felt like singing ktv..alone..haha..! Heard there's a promo today..but when i called and found out the details, it's not realli cheap too! Then, thought of watching movie..so contacted rs,xun,hui,waner...since waner is going to xe's house, so nvm. Asked xun to watch "constantine" wit me since he hasnt watched it yet...hui wanted to watch too..but she couldnt make it..so too bad..:(
Hmm the show was realli nice...i was engrossed but like most ppl ,i cant realli understand too! Then, had dinner with him at 302 before walking home. Didnt have much appeitite..didnt finish my dinner but got gastric pain after eating. Had to endure and keep up with him on the way hom cos i didnt tell him until i reached home..On the way we chatted alot..hmmm so fast he's going back to new zealand this sat! Haiz..dunno whether i should get him a present or whether i should send him off..kinda lazy and very far!
Anyway, that stupid ex of waner is irritating me LIke hell!!!!Arrghh~!!!!

I'm feeling a bit giddy now but nothing wrong..haha cos i just drank a can of beer! I wanted to drink something cold badly but didnt wanna drink water. Since i found beer only..haha so.....yah..:P
I know i must sound mad to many of u all..but sometimes my younger bro does that too..haha
today kinda tired too...tmr onli one prac lesson..so we'll end quite earli. Think i'll be going to town with erma and jiayi to buy fyp presentation clothes ba! Hm..think i'll slp earlier today..slightly earlier..
Weekend feel like clubbing leh...any cheap n nice place?haha..i'm so broke!

Went to ann's house ard noon for buffet. When I reached, all the relatives there were my aunts and uncles..and none were ard my age! I was soooo damn bored..just sat there like a block staring into space! They sang KTV, those oldies and all of them had such high-pitched voices and they were practically jus SHOUTING! I was "Zooming" into another dimension of my own...-_-"
Bro had to work til 3pm before coming while sis and jerry went to M1 to sign something before going too.
Was kinda boring overall lar..

Went jogging ard 9+ at night..was alone in the gym..actually jogging at night quite peaceful. I didnt stretch enough before jogging and only managed to jog for 15 mins before my calf felt DAMN cram!I had to stop and stretch awhile before continuing to jog for another 10 mins! I was determined enough to continue hor..if not i would have stopped and headed home for dinner! :P
Watched "Black Hawk Down" til 1245pm although i've watched it on HBO before. Haha..it's really a nice show & the soldiers are so BRAVE!

Hmm..finally got in contact with wq..Thought I might be happier..but dunno y the sudden sadness. :( It was the first time we had almost nothing to tok abt on the fone and both sides were realli quiet and sounds bored?? It's not that i dun have anything to say..but i jus didnt feel like saying..i was quite sad lor. :'( I kinda missed him alot for the past few days...dun think he thought i would. Tried getting thru to him so many times..but the circumstances jus didnt allow us to get in touch. Everyday i check his blog or his friendster..to see whether he blogged or he approved my testimonial for him. Jus by seeing that he actually approved it cos there's some "news" of him, i'm satisfied...am i dumb or wat? Haiz..
I hate this!! I dun wanna fall into this deep pit...and get myself hurt so much..maybe i'm over-sensitive?Too fragile? Think too much? I wanted to watch "constantine" so badly ..and agreed to watch it together wit him..but he thought i watched it wit others so he actually watched it..ok..cant blame him too much cos its jus a movie. But! Haiz......i told erma i'm not watching with her cos i wanna watch wit him..didnt wanna watch with guohui cos i wanna watch wit him...knew xun have not watched it but didnt ask him to watch wit me cos i wanna watch wit him...Now almost everyone i know has already watched it!!!! I dunno why i'm jus so sad over this .. maybe i shouldnt take things too seriously. Always thinking i might meet him during the weekends, but end up not meeting. Thought i would meet him yesterday, so i brought the book i wanted to show him & also the gift i wanted to pass him along to my KTV session. But in the end had to carry it all back home..with disappointment..:(
(Sorry rs! I didnt tell u...sorry angel..dun angry kk??Please!!)
Anyway, i jus wanna let out a sigh.. HAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIZZzzz....!!!!!
Maybe he's jus not used to having such girls like me liking him the way i am now....duuh -_-"
{Yo le pierdo mal}

K lar..have to go slp and hope my presentation tmr will go well...

Woke up real late ard 1pm..too late to go tanning lar..wanted to go ard 11am.haha! Felt like singing KTV suddenly..the usual price is actually $8 +++ for student. So, asked rs to go singing instead. Found out that it's actually $15 +++ today cos it's still within NEw year period! Omg..haha cancelled my booking there..then walked ard..went to see whether there's any movies to watch. Hmm..end up still singing..haha cos our main purpose was to sing ma. Hmm..so sad..have to pay like twice as much as usual!
Sang from 2+ to 7pm...today was quite shiok la..got to sing quite alot of songs. It was the first time i actually hear rs singing..haha so shy at first. Kept moving and shaking his legs while he sing..try to hide his paisehness..haha! He didnt really sing loud leh..like dun wanna let me hear..actually it's ok ma..go there enjoy singing!

After that, wanted to meet waner for dinner but that girl too hungry so she ate maggie already. Wanted to go her house with rs but her stupid uncle dun like guys to go! So, i went dinner with rs at teckwhye there...sudden craving for the yummy fish bee hoon there! Yum!! :P
Chatted there for a while..then walked to teckwhye gardens n chat again! Til ard almost 12am! Then, he went to lot 1 again to meet yuan and xun play pool or billiard at kpool lor. They always do that on weekends..haha asked me to go but a bit sian..dun feel like playing..and quite ex!

Oh tmr have to go ann's house ard 1pm..the buffet is until 8pm. Bought a bracelet for her..dunno whether she'll like it. She seldom wear accessories too lor..i've always bought her CDs so this time wanna change someting..and also i have no idea wat cd she wants also. Think i'm not gonna stay for too long tmr lor..have to do school work and prepare for the presentation on monday!!!
Omg..so scared leh..!haiz..

Mum asked me whether i wanna learn Yoga..haha i WANT!!! One of her colleagues is learning now..and she;s gonna ask her the price this coming mon. Then maybe i'll take up lessons every fri at woodlands there.Haha..hope it's not ex lor..can help to slim down maybe..and healthy!
Good for my mind also!

I'm so bored now..but not very tired leh..jus bathed not long ago also and my hair is stil wet! So lazy to dry it!! It takes a DAMN LONG time! Have been playing online games all the while..getting BORED!
Hmm...sianz...wq went to Zouk lor..having fun right now lor!! Hp got cut..then cannot contact me but i can only sms him and he cant reply! Hmmph~!!

I've displayed 3 new pics currently..the top wan consists of my sis on the left, me and then my dearest cousin waner! Second pic is with waner and Shuhui! Then the third pic is with my cute little cousin Delphin!Isnt she trendy and sweet??She actually chose her clothes herself! CUTE!

Felt terrible in school! The worst day ar...extremely TIRED! All the tiredness accumulated over the pass few days & even though there were only 3 lectures today, i couldnt keep myself awake for more then 10 sec! I didnt know wat the lectures taught at all! Didnt catch any info! haha..I didnt need to go sch i think! I was fidgeting and moving all the time..putting my hands on my head..fiddling with my hair..pinching myself..pulling my eyelids apart!! But nothing worked!! Arrgghh...I had to ask jiayi to hit me instead! haha..but it didnt work too!

After sch, went to book com and did histo presentation slides til ard 330pm. I mistook the presentation to be on wed but it is actually on the coming mon! So shocked when i knew abt it..arr..and i think i'm gonna be the first speaker..hmm...hope everything goes well. Was soooo hungry cos only ate curry puffs since morning..then went to eat at fc 3 before going off. Saw FAMOUS at fc 3! haha...we are like his stalkers! haha..:D Dunno why always so excited to see him also :P

Watched jay's Live concert after reaching hm & he is soooo talented!(haha rs..i cannot stop saying this) He is soo cool! I was totally engrossed in his piano performances! Watched the 1st disc before slping..wanted to go jogging but it rained, so i slept til 9pm. Just in time for the Channel 8 show! haha:D
Mum cooked maggie for dinner..was delicious leh..if not how can be my Mummy right?haha
Her backbone is better these days...ask her go see doc then keep saying she feel better these days! Hmm...thought of getting her to drink Anlene milk..but at such age, it's really difficult for calcium absorption lor. She is sick now, got flu..kept sneezing and mucus flowing nonstop. Hope she gets well SOON!
Then, she acc me watch 2nd disc of jay chou concert..

Sis bought the DVD of "Nightmare before Christmas"..haha..she is now so mad over it..got the bolster..the wallet..i think she is starting to collect them. haha but i think they look cool and nice too! The DVD got image, got background sound..but there's no sound when the characters speak! So, she going to change it tmr i guess..

Was talking with Kh..always tok crap wit that "ah beng"..but he actually quite caring lor. I dunno hw we got to the topic on "gastric" and he said he used to have gastric pain alot too! Then ask me to go see doc la..etc etc...like father talking to daughter liddat.haha! That's why now he always eats when he has the chance haha! But i am not him wat!! He wont get FAT, i will!!
I sent the FYP slides and pics that jiayi made to Kh. Told him that i was touched and a bit sad when i saw it..bt he said he got no feeling cos they are jus normal pics..!! He said how to generate so many feelings in one min! arrrhh..!!

I've been buying the china versions of cd at $9.90 cos they are cheap and the quality also the same as the $20 type. Wanna buy alot of CDs but v broke after buying..haiz..haha..talk abt money again..sianz! I'm not applying for Uni..jus go work after Poly..then see how. If i have the money, i think my house can open CD shop le! haha..:D Anyone wanna get me CD?hehe..provided that i dun already have that cD haha! So thick-skinned...jus kidding..
Anyway, I've been listening to 95fm these days..very nice station! All the songs at night can really make me slp faster than when i listen to 98.7fm or 93.3fm.

My lilies have withered and turned almost black! It smells badly..eEww..! Kept some of the deco outside & even thought of keeping the flowers as dried ones..but the lilies cannot be saved. Haha..think lilies need water lar, cannot look nice when dried rite? In the end, decided to throw everything..i threw it in the dustbin in the kitchen at first. Then, my mum asked me to throw down the chute so as not to take up space in the dustbin. Collin's rose have also withered..now left rs' roses and the fake rose.
Wrote a testimonial for Alvin jus now..hmm...jus a simple testi to thank him for the flowers and wish him all the best for the year and the future. Was getting so bored..even thought of writing for everyone!haha..but too lazy in the end and only wrote for some.

Didnt talk to wq much these days..he's sick...hmm...dunno lar..jus when i tot of going offline & here he comes..
Hmm...jus now slept so much now not tired at all. Might be tanning downstairs with rs tmr morning..so have to wake up early.
Sunday have to go to ann's place for buffet..it's her bday!! omg..wat to get her? Actually tot of treating her to KTV haha..then we two happy and can enjoy also..she can go for free she sure v happy! hmm...sorry guys have been really lazy to upload galleries..haiz..the next time i upload all, I'll be so dead! haha

ooo...jus heard news that Karsiang is hospitalized..wonder wat happened. no wonder not in school..then huiwen also skip lessons or late..:( So unfortunate..no matter wat, hope he recovers asap!

Okay..borrowed a book from the library called "Attack/delay - how to survive capitalism". All of you must be thinking how come i borrowed such a book! It's full of wierd and artistic picturesm drawings etc. They actually conveyed certain meaning and messages but i dun realli understand although i stared at each pic for sometime. I didnt even understand the meaning of "capitalism" at first until Collin somehow told me. I thought the pics are quite interesting & creative! One of the pic was a piano with fingers substituting the keys. Another one is a man acting like a dog..haha i know it sounds ODD! There's also a radio with mushrooms sprouting out from the speakers...:D

There's also some paragraphs inside that i find quite meaningful and interesting...here goes:

.:. Art & Life .:.

Art and life have always been very different from each other, but nowadays the difference seems to be bigger than ever. I often wonder what artists are about and I really ask myself if they care about the role they play in the capitalistic world.
(haha realli dun understand)

.:. People .:.

Millions of people are making me nervous.
Millions of people, they make me confused.
I want to continue but I have to be with you.
I'm walking with noone, I'm walking alone.

.:. Facts of Life .:.

Have you ever made a primise that you know you would not keep?
Have you ever had a job you did not want to?
Have you ever had a problem with some people you dont like?
Did you ever start a battle when you know you looose the fight?

.:. Progress .:.

I'm hanging on a wall
With the nail through the carpet
And a sideboard right above me
And some flowers without water
I'm in a frame

.:. How to survive capitalism .:.

A bird on a tree was singing for me
And now it is singing for somebody else
And now that its gone
I really want it back
So i take a look ard to find out where it went

Haha...I think some of them realli dun make much sense..:P

Oopsie!..why is yuan calling my hp at this hour!??!

Nothing much happened today so nothing interesting~
Was really tired the whole day & the weather is getting hotter and hotter these days! So many bush fire cases...so terrible!!! haiz..global warming ar? Is waner's nightmare really coming true?! haha..:P It did rain for A WHILE ard 3 plus in the afternoon..but it didnt help at all! It is always very humid at night..and i have no choice but to on my air con!

Couldnt find wq AGAIN! Arr...dunno whether he's slping or watever lar...haiz...sianz...Always like to disappear de!
Anyway, went to lot 1 with rs after sch...he so free haha..so we go walk walk lor..wanted to watch "hide n seek"! But the time slot wasnt good, haha cos i had to rush home to watch my 9pm show! It's a damn nice and funnie show! Bought Jay chou's live concert VCD in taipei..haha love his concert in singapore that time and swore to buy this! Hmm..but going broke already..haha nvm

Yuan was really starting to irritate me these days! I dunno wat;s the matter with him, he didnt even start a relationship with qn! And now he's feeling DAMN SAD & as if there's no meaning in life anymore! Have to find either me or rs everyday to acc him after school!
Only say feel sian and sian and sian..no matter where, even if jus lot 1, he would wanna go..hang ard..sit down and tok tok..drink something. I thought he's very STRONG in every ways!?

Hai..so sad my lilies are realli dying this time..cant be saved! the other flowers ard it are still surviving strong though..still v pretty. The roses are still surviving too..why lilies so weak?:P Mummy's bones are not well these days, worry for her leh..haiz..old liao..hai so sad. whenever she moves, there's always the "cracking" sound, which is quite loud! Sounds horrible! Asked her to go see doc and maybe check xray..dunno when she wanna go! Always asked her to drink milk she dun wan! Cos she dislike drinking milk!...hai..

I find guys really wierd..actually not jus guys lar, human beings are all wierd! Ppl always do things and then regret..that's a SURE thing from time to time. A long period after a brk-up, one party would suddenly feel the regret and sorry abt wat was done and wat happened & go apologising or ask for forgiveness. Many would ask to be friends again cos' they know the other party has moved on and they cant do anything abt it. Hmm..cos i personally know of 2 cases lidat of ppl ard me..so coincident!

Btw, many girls tend to like giving hints & maybe guys are mostly stupid in catching hints..haha! Ookay...maybe girls are troublesome in this way but haha..that's our nature! Sometimes it's really frustrating that the guy dun get wat u mean..haha..ok..maybe the skill of hinting also not too expert :P

P.S: To Linzz..: you know why it's hard for u? U think independent girls will need a bf so much? So easy to woo meh? :P

Reached sch ard 9 something in the morning & started rushing to the lib to print fyp report. Had alot of unfinished business abt the report & had to edit and edit before finally printing it! All of us were almost going mad, booking coms here and there...rushing all over the lib. The new system is sooooo inconvenient! So irritating !! We thought we could finish by 1030 & have lunch before the test at 1230pm, but we were SO WRONG! We didnt even have time to rest...did all the way til 1230pm..and many of my classmates were busy rushing to print by that time. We had to call the teacher to make the test start at 1pm!

Rushed to class & was late a little...the test was super tough! Alot to write & I didnt have enough time! I didnt think much about the important points the teacher will look for..and jus write and write..my watch spoilt, so i didnt know the time until i took out my hp! It showed 2.30pm & i still had like 4 more qns to go!!!! The paper ends at 3pm!!! I was soooooo nervous!!! Everyone started leaving one by one and i was scribbling like hell...my sitting position didnt change a bit!I felt like giving up half way...realli no time to do well lar...when i left the room, my left leg was feeling so cram!!! Muscle very painful..and i had to limp a little!

Went back to the lib to complete edition of the report & finally printed it like one hour or so later. We rushed like mad and handed in the report onli to find out that the submission date has been extended til fri!!!! Arrghhh..!! But nvm lar, complete earlier the better. I was starving like mad..didnt eat anything since i woke up til then..the hunger was gone for a while. Then, went to a stone table to celebrate vivian's bday. They bought her a small cheese cake & surprised her...when she blew out the candles, they stucked the candle holder into the cake and asked her to use her mouth to take it out. Everyone know wat will happen next, and jiayin & serene pushed her head down into the cake! Vv very sporting wan, still took pics with all the cream and cake on her face!haha..:D Hung ard there for some time before leaving for home..took some pics also..will update my gallery asap hah..soo lazy!

The weather was super hot today!!! Felt like desert lor..i was hungry, tired, lazy, thirsty...sweating like mad also! Whole day drank 2 packets of milo, one in the morning and one before heading home. Wanted to look for someone to have dinner with me cos i was starving but noone was free! Shuhui was sick..wq sick...hai this stupid weather...rs slping...waner in school...bro working...THEN, i realised mum off today...she cook curry!! haha..yummy!! So i rushed home to eat! Felt so lazy once i reached home, ate curry and sat in front of the tv til 730pm before bathing. Ate dinner...curry really one of my fav!! Didnt do anything related to school today! haha..tmr then do lar..sianz..

Should i register for Uni?!? Application is $10 ..thru internet and have to fill in soooo many particulars and send results thru mail...so troublesome!! I'm sooo lazy!!! Arrghh..although i know i wont get in, my friends told me should try and see how i stand..and if lucky and can get a place, i can still reject it. Haha...as if! I didnt tok to my parents abt it too..i tink they will most probably dun wanna waste the $20 (for NTU and NUS) and want me to go work.

Ay, all my flowers going to wither!!! I dun wan!!! Haiz..live flowers are liddat lor..have to let it die! then no choice, either keep it dry or throw away..so sad! *beautiful things never last*

Anyway, was toking with hock abt clubbing jus now. Hmm..he kept saying that ppl who are attached shouldnt go clubbing. Kept saying that ALL GUYS are somehow lecherous and if a pretty girl took the initiative to know them, they cant resist 100%! They might even go out with them behind their gf's back! I dunno lar..i jus thought not ALL guys are liddat...
For one thing, i can be quite sure that Alvin wont, Rs maybe wont, Weisheng wont...wq maybe cant really be bothered..haha i also dunno whether i'm right lar..:P
In my opinion, i seldom go clubbing & will go only once in a while..& i go there to enjoy and dance but not to hook up with guys. The most jus see if there's handsome guys, but usually there isnt, and if any, they are not good guys usually and cant be trusted. haha..So if my bf goes clubbing once in a while too, i will allow lar...surely will think a little and be scared..but also have to trust him and let him enjoy also ma. Cannot be so selfish, and somemore before going steady with him, u should know his character ma..haha!If he wanna hide from me..so be it..as long as he didnt do anything too overboard or outrageous..But i dun think all guys cant resist the temptation lar

I think i better stop before i get too engrossed...hahha...arrrr have to lesson at 9am!! til 4pm!! ZOMBIE DAY!!...UURrghhh!!!
I wanna watch "Constantine"!!!!...Aahhh..those who have watched, pls dun tell me abt it..dun even mention!!haha *ZIP*

Woke up real late ard 130pm when i set the alarm at 11am! Cooked maggie for lunch..and did medical micro datasheet. Went to Lot 1 to buy vivian's bday present & also headed to the lib for research on OC topics. Didnt manage to find any easy ones...haha ended up sitting down there reading on "hw to make candles, soaps etc". Bought 2 pairs of ankle socks & a photoframe for vv. Also bought a magic pea for rs to grow..hope he grows it well..haha later die easily.

After reaching home, went joggin with rs ard the neighbourhood. Wah long time never jog le, i got breathless easily & kept yawning whenever we stopped..not enough oxygen ar! Hai...jogged for ard 30 minutes or so before sitting down while he continued to jog ard the park. Got a msg tht tmr got a test!! OC test...haiz..sux! so last min..but actually nothing to study..cos there nothing to rmb, can only do on the spot. Hope it wont be tough!Last lesson didnt attend, dunno wat she taught also...those ppl got benefit ar! haiz..:(

Was having mass conversation with classmates on msn..dicussing on FYP! Realli quite tensed up and nervous...adrenaline all rushing..going to finish report soon and gonna print tmr! Hope it is satisfactory haha..so jialat!

Hmm...whole day no contact wit wq again..think his fone got cut off cos i tried calling but cant reach. :( dunno wat he's doing..he wont contact me de leh...cant call his hs also..later disturb everyone. HAha...kz taught he's my bf..hmm meet him then is my bf meh? I myself dun even know..arr..nvm...dun wanna tok abt love again..make me siao oni..
My mum asked me how am i gonna settle with alvin..but i think i'm not gonna do anything...jus a bouquet of flowers ma right?haha..xf also said dun care abt him...BUT..aiyah ok..i get soft-hearted easily...:P slowly dun care lor..i must think abt the outcome and all the bad experiences..

No plans for this day yet..kinda boring though...gonna go sch early at 9am to do FYP when the actual lecture starts at 12pm! Gonna see WITCH again...haiz..it sucks! It's boring Monday again! Meeting yw to pass her vday present..hmm I think my present for her quite boring eh..but i really have no idea wat to give alrdy.

Hai..realised ppl ard me have not much luck with LOVE. It's quite a sad thing eh..:(
But ppl will still sacrifice for the one they love although they might not get anything in return. Hmm..my dear angel didnt buy me anything, kinda disappointed or sad lar..haha dunno hw to say..not that i realli need a present from him. Well...its strange..: hai..dunno why la..dun wanna drift away from my angel..still will look him up when i have probs..see him will feel like toking to him onli when we are in a group will still stick to him haha..:D Anyway, really liked the gifts Jason got me..haha actually i kinda "asked" him to get for me..haha! So thick-skinned right? :P

When the clock strucked 12, i sms some friends happy vday..also sms Alvin..hmm...kinda miss him sometimes..but why?haiz..i also dunno lar..i have never been able to spend this special loving day with him when we were together. I cannot expect him to give me anything too..but its wierd sometimes i realli hope to get a vday gift from him. It's so selfish! Haha..i doubt i'll see him too lar. Haha i'm also giving cards to Kh & Jiayi..quite crappy contents..haha ..jus feel like giving them something. :D
Since i have no date, i might be catching movie with some friends..I shall see how it goes tmr.

wq's fone got cut off..haiz..cant contact him at all! Called his house this afternoon and noone picked up. Got one msg from him at night, but no news again after that. almost 2 days no contact with him..dunno wat he's doing also. Sometimes I jus dunno wat is going on between us..hai..sometimes i'll be so puzzled.

Anyway, gt to know a new friend these days. haha..actually he's from dss too..and again, one year younger than me. I'm not having a festish over younger guys okie..jus that i saw him in SP that time and also in friendster, so jus msg him thru friendster lor. Toked to him in msn and he also went to dblo on new year second day!..haha ..but didnt manage to see him. quite a fun fella lar.

Hais...super sianz..have to go back to SP again! Sick of it leh!! Hw good if dun have to go back again! haiz..bt come to think of it, goin into working life, kinda meaningless also. haiz...sianz!!!

P.S: Wish all lovers will enjoy this sweet day & have a memorable day! :D

I have not been blogging since CNY..think not many came to visit too due to CNY. I shall blog how i spent my new year but it's actually kinda boring overall.

CNY 1st day-->

Went to Ann's hs in the afternoon(haha took too long to get ready)..didnt get to do anything but to sit inside her room & ROT! Some relatives were playing mahjong, some singing KTV (all the uncles sing til v v disgusting..my ears cant take it!), some sit ard. Yingying was in the room with us most of the time cos she also couldnt stand the uncles singing! haha..yingying so cute!(anyway, yingying is my CUTE niece). Took pics and video of her..super cute and adorable lor! haha..hope my baby will be like her also in future hah!
Ann, my bro & I were so confined in the rooms..watched "american idol"..ate dinner..then, when the uncles went home..Ann and i grabbed the opportunity to sing haha! Sis, jerry n bro went to watch "Constantine" at Lido..Then i went to watch "Howl's moving castle" at Cine with wq. Wanted to watch "constantine" but the show alrdy started when we wanted to buy the tix and it's quite full..hmm.didnt wanna watch wit wj & tg too. Anyway, the show was nice lar..haha quite amazing and funny too! And the main character so handsome! haha..:P

CNY 2nd day-->

Went to 3rd uncle's place & the same thing again...super bored!!! PPl gamble n gamble..i went to eat lunch..yummy curry! Rot again...then left for home ard evening cos my father's side auntie over there. Then, we went to visit some old relatives ard bt panjang..saw xiaogu's sons..Anson & Xavier! super FAT! They are still veri nottie lor..and Weiwei..!! So cute also! Head so round..look like a small playful monk!Went home again at night...then went Dblo with Waner & hui. Took a cab down & Jess was there wit her friends too. It was LAdie's night..so entrance free!Manager spotted us so we were allowed to jump queue!haha..so Shiok! It was v v Smokey inside & our eyes hurt alot..dancefloor so hot & full of ugly and disgusting guys hahah! Jess & her friends so wild and having a lot of fun...all got drunk & super high..but we didnt dance with them in the end. So, 3 of us were dancing and surrounded by alot of guys..some wanted to get realli close, wanna know us and even take advantage of us. WAner kept showing the FIERCE look lor..haha v funny!Left ard 230am & sat down to chat. Some guys stopped their car by the roadside & asked us to be friends but waner said we are all MARRIED & he even played along..cos he said he is married too -_-""" In the end, we walked away and changed place. Took a cab home..slept ard 5am!

CNY 3rd day-->

Went xx's house..nothing much to do..saw alot of friends! weiqi,jiewei,vincent,zhihui,guohao,chongxun,jinxian,jason,rs,yuan,kz,kunteck n me..and some ppl i dun realli know..edwin and ah te. Waner and hui didnt come in the end cos one was tired and hui was stuck with her hubby. haiz..i was the onli girl..quite boring also. Zhihui looked so handsome now but he dun wanna let me tk pic of him :P siao wan...same as last time. When the guys played "black jack", i invested some money at rs there to play..ahah he won so much leh..haha next time then give me the $20!
Then, went to meet wq ard 130am..& here i am..blogging haha..after this week i'll be super busy!

Sux!!...All the presentations not prepared yet!
ahhh....have to go out buy some stuff..

It's Chinese NEw Year Eve & my throat is suffering here...-_-" My upper lip is so dry I have to keep licking it if not it will peel..or i mus apply lip balm!Okay jus had reunion dinner & my mum was the CHEF & she did a really great job at cooking and also decorating the dishes haha! The pig's intestine soup was delicious & I love eating prawnz!! *Yummy*

Went back to DSS this morning wit Xun & jx..luckily they were still having the celebration when we reached. I wasnt feeling too well la but xun is leaving for New Zealand soon lar, so i decided to acc him back and also tk some pics with the teachers. Saw Raja from far & we couldnt believe our eyes! haha..he shaved off his moustache & looked really really KIDDISH! He looks like another person with a new face! I didnt dare to go tok to him haha...he is too scary! Took a pic with him & he shook hands with them but not me! Then he said:"U not my student right?" Wah kao..told him he taught me for 4 whole years then he stared at me and say .."yah yah..u were very short and small that time right?" haha..i think he anyhow say also..:P
Talked to Mr Koh, my chinese teacher in sec 2...hehe he used to call me 十三姨 & he is 黃沸洪! Haha..we took pics together & he said he waited for this day for a long time alrdy! :P
Also saw my chinese dance in-charge Mdm Chao! Missed her so much & we were equally excited & happy to see each other! She has realli aged alot..hmm..and she is now in charge of library!..Omg..so boring! She said the formal principle closed down the dance club cos the instructor was too ex and there were too little ppl joining. :(
Mr LAi couldnt rmb us & he is still as blur as ever!!! Mdm Leow changed her hairstyle!! Wooo..couldnt recognise her at first! From the curly & bombastic hair to the soft and wavy hair..hmm..so feminine now hehe! Many teachers have gone off..so we walked ard the school before heading to Westmall for lunch.

Saw Guohui, yongheng etc..and we all ate in Mac but diff tables..after eating, i met my Korkor(guohui) & went lot 1 for a movie "I Do, I Do"..haha he treat me lor and it was a realli funny movie! Hmm so long nv see him, he really become super LAME! haha...keep telling me "cold jokes"! Sent me home after the show & we chatted by the swimming pool. He said I am v v CHUBBY & kept pinching me & hitting me with his fingers!! It was v v painful lor.. & he even plucked 2 hairs from my hands!!! *OUCH!!!* STUPID!!! :P

Fell aslp til ard 8pm...too boreD! Wanted to go out after reunion dinner but nowhere to go..Guohui wanted to drive us out..and maybe look for hui but hui might not be free also cos her baby is with her. So boring!!!! Kor wanted to watch another movie again tonight---> CONSTANTINE!BUt i wanna watch with Wq de..haha sorry eh KOR!:P
Hope tmr will get more ang bao money..can tk alot of nice pics..hope my pimples and dark rings GO AWAY!

people tend to drift apart,
but it is meant to be.
everything is unpredictable,
and who knows what will happen in future?
don't pin high hopes,
cos' all you get is disappointment & sadness.

Dunno wat the hell i'm writing...BA!!!!

Why mus I fall sick on CNY!? Damn! I was okay until i went overnight at waner's house last nite...haha (not saying ur house bad la hor waner?!) :P
Now I've got runny nose and slight sore throat ...my upper lip is super dry also..no matter hw much water i drink..it keeps cracking and i have to apply lip balm. Ok..anyway..

Ate breakfast at waner's house this morning before going to sch..waner has gone to sch before me so i was alone at her house with her mum. Her mum kept tokin to me and toked abt stuff that she already told me before..haha but of course i still have to entertain and listen. She kept going on and on and i almost didnt know how to stop her..nearly got realli late haha but luckily only meet friends for project and everyone was late except for KH.

Took alot of pics in our "office" and fooled ard..didnt do much work actually...haiz..always liddat de la..hah! Then go home panic and stress...:D I'll wait for dear Erma to upload the pics and send me...hehe..anyway, i wore shorts to sch today..haha the shorts looked old and faded already...haha dun care. On our way home, we even took pics at the pond along the pathway to MRT and the sun was so glaring and scorching hot! We couldnt realli open our eyes naturally..haha I know we are mad..but the pics turned out quite nice!hehe..:P

Came home and tidied up my clothes again...sis was also tidying and she almost threw away so many clothes! Cant believe how she can throw away those nice clothes...in the end, i took many of her spaghetti strap tops haha! Mum went out to meet Dad for the free tix to the movie "I Do, I Do" ..hehe so sweet they like go on a date. Then i slept til 8pm before going out for dinner with my siblings & JErry. Came back, bathed and cut cake for my bro's bday!..Hmm...I took some pics of him..half-naked haha..so skinny!!! His cake wasnt realli delicious la..haha..but nvm...I gave him a Hom Lee CD..cos he wanted it badly and he wanna learn to sing his songs.

Heard frm Peiyan dat dss dismiss at 1030am tmr..and we were planning to meet at 1030am! OMG..I think we have to go earlier..but now, i think actually no need to go also can la..haha so lazy and tired..oops! Maybe Xun will KILL ME!! Haiz..
Tmr's reunion dinner!!! Haha have to help mum out if i can ..but usually I will create more mess only :( Feel like going out after dinner leh..but dunno where to go..somemore next day mus wake up earli go "bai nian"! Hope i will recover by then!

I was feeling quite boliao..and set up a friendster account for DSS Chinese DAnce..haha..peiyan also think it's a good idea lor..hmm hope i can get to add all the dancers..although realli not alot la..! :(

Anyway, Happy Chinese NEw Year to everyone..hope everyone get tons of ang baos..and xing xiang shi cheng...nian nian you yu...hua kai fu gui!!...hehe..too many wishes ...most importantly, stay healthy and happy!!! :D

Went to "Seng Siong" supermarket @ Ten Mile Junction wit my parents juz now. It was damn crowded & everyone was like getting stuff prepared for War anytime!! We bought alot of things and everything costed over $100...Ate at Kim San Leng..ate the pig's intestine noodle..it was quite gross after eating it for some time..haha!

Okay..wanted to meet wq at first..but he was with his friends...actually, a bit unhappy to see them sometimes cos i feel that i have to entertain them. -_-"
Cant realli tok to him one on one..the feeling kinda SUX. Okay..the timing wasnt right..and i ended up staying at waner's house..

What's worse is tmr stil have to go to school...sian..have to wake up earli for project...
Tue morning meeting Xun at busstop to go Dunearn together..haha hopefully i dun let him wait too long again..! Shall ask shuhui to go along with us..hmm...dunearn sure change alot.

So bored....feel like clubbing....

I woke up so late today...got no lunch..not even maggie..so ate 6 oreo cookies with milo..-_-"
Tried doing the fyp report..no mood..not enough info to write well..so decided to meet up in school with the rest to complete the report.

Did practically NOTHING ELSe..hmm..packed my wardrobe and transferred all my CDs to the other wardrobe and the clothes to where i put my CDs. All of u mus be thinking i'm being bo liao..but cos I have too much CDs that the drawer i used to keep my CDs cant withstand the weight of all my CDs that it started to collapse! Haha.. so i had to put my clothes, which are much more lighter, there instead.
Also packed alvin's clothes when he left them before we broke up. I put them in one paperbag..so many clothes..hmm...was feeling abit sad la..but ok already. dunno when will i pass it to him also, dun dare to meet him...

Gonna go 10 mile junction with my parents to do some last min chinese new year shopping ltr. Meanwhile, i think i should go and bath now..

My dad woke me up ard 11am this morning for NOTHING! Actually I set my alarm to wake up at 10am, so I shouldnt blame my dad afterall...:D Went tanning downstairs by the pool ALONE! I hesitated v long b4 i did dat cos i felt realli awkward & embarrassing, but the sun was really sunny & I really wanna get a bit more tanned lar..look nicer. I brought a book along wit me & sat down & waited...until I got more courage to tk off my clothes & tan with my bikini on. Haha..I know i'm being silly here..the sun was REALLY STRONG! I felt "cooked" & actually worried abt getting skin probs..haha was perspiring like MAD..almost got dehydrated too.I used my top to cover my face, but was also afraid dat there would be obvious colour difference of my neck n face. I spent abt 2 hrs tanning..also went to jacuzzi..

Jess sms me, asking me to acc her go town shopping. We met at heeren & ate lunch at Kobayashi & walked ard in heeren. There wasnt anything that we wanted to buy...so, we headed to Fareast. We were talking nonstop the whole day..got thirsty alot of times! She has really changed alot since sec sch, from v v sporty wit a little tomboy attitude to a much more feminine & matured lady! A great transformation & I seldom see her in pants these days..! She bought a realli nice, cream spaghetti top from "Hula & Co" which i liked alot too! Then, she intro me to a shop she always goes, where she can bargain with the shop owner. I didnt intend to buy anything at first!!!! But there was one top there which was realli nice & it made me look SEXY hahaha!! It's a dark green with black lace top..which is quite low-cut..hehe..:P Liked it alot..i didnt have any top liddat. I also bought another pair or earring! OMG! I'm gonna be dead! So many earringS..i never get bored of earrings!! Jess got a nice short skirt from that shop & also the same earring as me..she was really happy with wat she got today! Haha..then, we were too broke alrdy so we walked ard and tried on shoes but didnt buy any! haha..miss her alot..gonna c her sometime during CNY again, I shall ask her to go sentosa someday too!

Went to watch "Flight of the Phoenix" with Wq & gang..it was a nice show lar..some parts very sad also..cos the innocent ppl died. :(
Anyway..tmr have to realli do some tidying up of my room! haha..:P

Valentines' day is coming..wonder wat i will be doing that day & it sucks cos it falls on a monday & i have sch til 5pm! I realise i've been spending Vday not with someone special for years..for the past few years, it jus so happened that alvin & I broke up before that day even came & only got back together after it passed! I still remember going clubbing with my sec sch buddies last year at SOS & going clubbing at Boat Quay with waner & herwin they all the year before. Sec sch was so much more fun..cos u get to see guys placing gifts secretly on girl's tables early in the morning before they reached class. Also, i get to recieve some gifts too la..very sweet! Poly I think there wont be much ppl giving gifts lar..except for my dear Erma & Yunwen..haha! I doubt alvin will gimme anything this year..i broke his heart too many times..still rmb he gave me some love-shaped cookies last year..which he made himself! Other than him, noone in poly would gimme alrdy haha! I got flowers 2 years back from Rencheng..haha..he was realli sweet too..and last year i got an anklet from Rs, and of course how can i forget the sweet and "tasty" lunch XX prepared for me!haha..all so memorable! eh...enough la..so siao...this year got school...Love ya Erma for getting me a bag!! haha..:P muacks!!

There's no other word except for "TIRED" that can describe me now! I slept at 5am this morning & woke at 730am for 9am lecture. I couldnt slp the night before...chatted with jason & qianni on msn & even played online game. I didnt take a nap after that til now..which is like 1am..and I will have to go slp immediately after blogging...

Went to the SpInnovex after sch with Erma, hp & xun..the "highlighted" projects were quite impressive lar but i didnt really went to see them but went ard looking for friends instead! haha..I was surprised how many familiar faces I saw there...Rs, val, Desmond, Wende, Lilian's grp, sylvia's grp of course..& also Shuhui! She was there for duty lar..to attract ppl over to the business side. She cut her hair & has a new style lar..but xun say she looks like a dog!!! Omg..haha..and she hit him real hard! From there, we went to the "courses & career" fair..where collin & huaming were doing duty, recruiting ppl into our course. Went to W11 to find Jason, followed by W13 to find Royston. Their projects are abt aeroplanes..so i wasnt v interested & didnt understand at all..w11 was full of guys...cos it belonged to the mechanical ppl..saw xindu & matt there too! Xindu's friends wanted to know me..all very "ka jiao"...I was v paiseh la..dunno wat to do & kept asking xun to walk nearer to me & "protect" haha..!!
There was a guy called Alex who came over & said he lives in yew tee & he knows i used to live there...then he asked whether I'm Michelle!! *roll eyes*

After leaving sch, went to lot 1 for dinner wit hui, jinxian & xun & we chatted abt sec sch life. It was realli interesting & fun to tok abt those days..! Esp Raja..haha..alot of experience with him..we can never forget him! We were thinking of going back dunearn this coming tue..haha..we realli too boliao..but it would be nice la.

Ok..i need to tan these days..getting fairer & fairer...tht stupid xindu says that i'm like a rabbit! He said he wanted to know shuhui & needs my help..he sounded like he was mad over her..kept asking me things abt her & wanted me to tell him abt her story. He even wanted me to send him her pic..and he said he will have sweet dreams tonight! duh -_-"!!

Jiayi found witch's MULTIPLY account & i went in to tk a look jus now & read her journals. Hmm..she realli is quite different from wat we see in sch..! She is kinda western style..and she SOUNDS nice..v cheerful & someone i will like if i were to know her online only. Hmm..but she is sooo irritating in school!!! I shall go visit often next time..haha cos i used another nickname n email to sign up a new user jus to visit her page!Cos for MULTIPLY, the person can know who was the last person who viewed her page..so i had to make up someone she dunno! haha..:P

Oh, the whole class agreed on wearing black today & we were realli united! haha..we took some pics today..these are some of my fav pics..the rest are in gallery!

-United class-

-Me, Ruisen, Shuhui & Chongxun-

-Collin, me, Erma & Huiping-

Gtg before i turn into a real zombie...

I thot i was late this morning only to find out that the morning 2-hr lecture was cancelled!!! Many of them didnt come to sch & the class was left with ard 12ppl..split into 2 grps..the combination was a wierd wan..but it was quite fun to hang ard with the diff ppl too. Went to the simulator during 1hr brk & pretended we are sec sch students..the simulator was nice inside...but i got so bored after listening to the first speaker. Tmr I will go and see the SPinnovex ...seems like many of the ppl i know has their project there..why are they all so smart & capable!??! Since i'm ending at 12pm, and xun is coming to sch..i might go walk ard SP to see see..see jason's project, rs' project & even hui got to help out at her business area. hehe..so boliao ar me..

The "stalker" msg me this morning again! I gave jiayi his no. & she called him but he didnt pick up, thus leaving 2 missed calls. The "stalker" called back & jiayi asked who he is..haha we were trying to trick him to say his name lar..but we failed! After sometime, i msg him to ask why he keep msging me and be so mysterious? Asked him which course he is and he said he's not from biotech but medtech..i suspected him to be in cardiac class lar...tmr we'll be having lesson wit the cardiac ppl..so i shall look out for guys looking at me.haha!

I dunno why i am so tired this afternoon, i got back from sch and flopped onto the bed and fell aslp IMMEDIATELY after entering my room! I jus on the fan and put down my bag..didnt even take out my contact lens and my watch..and slept from 430 to 7 pm. Went for dinner at bangkit with my sis, jerry and brother..talked alot abt our childhood and funny stuff..hmm bt panjang is the place where i had my childhood..and i realli missed my old house at Fajar. Then, jerry drove us to the old house and look look see see..I also saw Qunhui at the coffeeshop. She used to be from the bpps too..chinese dance..my little cutie junior! She used to be very very talkative, cheeky, playful and adorable! I didnt notice her presence until she shouted "Chuan Yee Jiejie!"...haha i stared at her for a long time cos i couldnt recognise her. She was sitting with a group of ah lians and ah bengs lor..haiz..and holding a lighted cigarette. Cant imagine she smokes now!! Why are teenages nowadays smoking at a younger age?? So bad!!

Hmm...tmr's test not prepared enough leh..but i jus hope to pass it lar..anyway, the percentage is realli very little.

Witch wanted to meet us at 1pm for dicussion & we had to wait before that cos' the prac ended earli. Ate lunch with Collin, Kh, Erma & jiayi..hmm, think this is a good clique sometimes haha! The guys are so lame and funny sometimes & we also entertain ourselves by talking nonsense but everyone is fine with it. Have been joking alot abt Kh & his wife..hmm..i think he cant take it sometimes & that's when he's real funny! HAa..I know i am a bully here haha..:P Oh & he lost control today & used his elbow to hit me! Like ah beng & ah lian..:P He bluffed us that he stopped smoking but we caught him doing so yesterday!
Took some pics at the Fc & wif yw too! She is really getting sweeter each day & she eats so little! Hmm...n Caleb is so sweet to her *envious* So sweet of her to have thought of buying hamster & goldfish for me and erma as Vday prezzies!! Too bad I dun wanna get a pet right now...but I realli appreciate it alot..! So headache..dunno wat to buy for them now!
We also took some pics in the toilet..and i was trying to be like PAT...separating my hair so evenly and making it as stiff as i could..the pics turned out soooo farnie & disgusting (esp the backview)!..All these shall be memories in future...

The meeting wit witch was okay today..she was in quite a good mood & jus toked to us abt the report & didnt TARGET anyone. *Phew* Hmm and she wasnt unhappy & didnt question y Kh was late! -___-"..(they are so sweet..hahahah...)*Puke!*
We found out dat witch as MULTIPLY! But she didnt wan to let us add her..cos she said tat she has some personal photography of FLOWERS...(as if nudity) that she cant let others see..-_-"According to her, she has 7 lovers in there & they leave love notes & stuff inside...Ehhhh...Eewww..-_-

On my way to meet my mum after sch, I was on the train & standing by the door wit 2 guys opp me. I was reading my haem book when i felt something crawling on my arm & it's a spider! My immediate reaction was to shake it off & I think i looked realli silly! Then, the spider was hanging in the air & it's web is sticking to one of the guys! The guys noticed it and apologised to me for letting their pet spider out!All i did was laugh..haha!

Bought 4 pieces of lingerie from Seiyu ...cost abt $116 altogether! Then, mum was looking for a white pants to go with her light purple top. We went to OP & she tried on 3 pants while i tried on a dress together in 1 fitting rm! Haha...we were enjoying so much...jus like sisters eh! In the end, she bought a $79 white pants from Just boutique!!! Haa..cannot tell my dad of course..! We bought some new year decorations for the house before heading home. Decorated the house & it looked real pretty & lively! We'll have to buy somemore the next time cos the living room has one big piece of wall that looks realli plain!

tmr is the start of SP open house & also the SP innovex thingy..! Hmm..I'm so proud of all the project students that are able to exhibit their work there..they are all geniuses! haha...I think i'm gonna go see their work on Fri..Grevin, Azhar, Sylvia & ruisen's grp all inside lor..cant believe so many of my friends r in it! haha..Asked my bro to go to the open house but he keeps giving excuses! Oh & Taufik's coming to SP this sat...sure cant see anything so i'm not going..

Last night i dreamt of 2 very strange dreams! 1 was me having ALL my teeth dropped off!!!! It was sooo scary!!...I was super worried in the dream! the 2nd was a practical with erma..& we were given dead black rats packed in a box! Noone dared to pick it up to do the prac..so we couldnt do it...and we were panicking! Hahaha..i dunno why i hav such wierd dreams...

Mysterious guy sms me jus now & it's a forwarded msg which say something like this--> "A sweet hug for a person who i seldom see but often miss..Gdnight!" Who are u!!?? I have a stalker & i feel so insecure! My bro suggested putting a micro-mini camera on myself & go home to see if someone is looking at me haha!
Kh told me that Anthony knew abt me being single now & asked whether he has a chance!!!! OMG! WTH! Why is he back?!?! I dunno wat he will do next lar...-_-""" Kh was so scared that i'll be pissed with him for toking to anthony...haha so strange..I'm not so PETTY lar OKIE!?

Anyway, think ppl ard me are having probs & they are the ppl i care alot! I, myself has got nothing much or serious to worry abt..but i realli dun mind worrying for them. Hmm..too bad i cant realli help them...Haiz...I jus wan ALL of them to be happy!
XX has become so much quiet as compared to the past & we have drifted so much I dunno wat to say to him online..i think he realli misses Val alot alot! He's lonely & so different...not the funny, lively & lame joker he used to be. It will be veri tough for him to completely let go and move on.
Hmm..Waner's prob with her mum...hmm...I realli dunno how to help also..hope she's doing fine with her sch work & keep in touch with me can alrdy..and of course hope her love life will still be as sweet as ever...must tok to me whenever u need okie?Have to take alot of pics together during CNY!
Hui's prob with her hubby..hmm...I realli feel very bad for her...I think she is realli suffering. All i can do is to listen to her and advice her..Jus hope she wont be too stressed over everything.
And also Wq...I know i cant help much..but hope I help in a teenie bit in cheering u up.....

Mum has been talking about girls getting boyfriends that are at least 3 to 9 years older, so that they are matured enough to handle problems and situations. They won't be unreasonable, petty or so immature that requires the girls to take care of them and dote on them. Guys are supposed to provide security and protection and be strong. Oh well....thought of writing abt this initially..but really dun have the mood to continue..

Was writing abt FYP report..so tough and confusing that i dunno how to continue. I really need another member to sit together and write it!!! But we have to hand in on thurs..how is that possible?? I think I might need to meet Erma some day during the CNY week ..alot of assignments and presentations coming up too & we have not done anything!! All of u must be thinking I'm so happy I'm in the final sem now..okay happy that i will be graduating soon & will be free from all these CRAP! But right now...it's killing me!!!

Anyway, was super tired this morning..spent like 5 hours in the Electron microscopy suite to take photographs of the slides for our project. Everyone was getting so restless & started going MAD again...laughing & making lame jokes and toking abt stupid stuff. Tied Kh's hair in a pony tail and also 2 ponytails on both sides & took pics of him..he looked so farnie! We are realli bo liao lor..or jus me lar..cos that was my idea and I helped him tie! Jiayi was ok today ..she so wierd..got mood swing maybe. It has been so long since our grp is so fun and happy together..

Met hui at lot 1 for lunch after that & saw her mum. Her mum still remembers me! Hmm..think she has aged quite a lot cos of the tumor...i hope she gets cured asap!
Okay..so we ate the same stuff as yesterday AGAIN--->Ban Mian...-_-"
Went to shop for Lingerie..haha didnt buy any..cos buying tmr with my mum haha..:P She complained abt her hubby most of the time..I realli dunno how to advise her sometimes...it's hard for her..haiz...Life still has to go on..But i believe she'll be strong to face watever's coming..if not, she still has ME!

Well..abt the first topic i wanted to write abt...
Sometimes I jus wonder whether all guys will turn out to be the same..cos majority are..and they are all jerks! It's really hard to believe that guys nowadays can be as sweet as those "old age" ones. Friends ard me who alrdy found themselves very very good boyfriends who treat them like princesses and dote on them..or those who are really understanding and lovin and sweet..I realli think they are fortunate lor. Of course from time to time there will be quarrels, but not those unreasonable and extreme kind..

I think I am someone who requires a lot of care...I know i'm so troublesome..!Like so attention-seeking. I hope my guy will take my thoughts seriously & be interested in the things happening ard me..senstitive to my feelings..hmm..i think there will never be a perfect guy...so forget it..Aaagghh!

Will guys having a lower educational level feel inferior? My mum always say they will tend to feel so even if they said they don't..If u think abt the future, it's really quite impt to have a hubby who is financially stable so that he is able to support u and provide u with good life. They always say you have nothing when u have no money...life is very practical..but u cant possibly be with someone who's financially stable but u have little love for him rite? To some ppl, love can grow as time passes...so meaning u can be wit someone who is financially stable and u dun realli love him, but in future u might love him alot..so that's betteR?
It's so tough for guys...haiz...so jialat..haha :D So girls should also work harder and earn more money?haiz..but v sianz..
Why cant life be like those Jap drama or Taiwan dramas? haha...Ok..i'm dreaming...

Wat are crushes...Flirting...Scandals....& Flings....??? Are ppl ever serious in these relationships?Or can these even be considered as relationships?? I think all these are categorized under -NOT SERIOUS-! I believe many of us experienced or have experienced it in ur life..Ok maybe to some, life is not jus abt committment but being happy...but sometimes all these flings and etc..r jus meaningless. I DUNNO WAT AM I BLOGGING ABT!!! Pardon me guys...:

There's no school tmr cos Fraser isnt feeling well..BUT...I still have to go to sch by 9am for my FYP! Witch asked to go for photography of our slides and when i requested to do it on wed, she said we are running outta time and we cannot jus skip 1 day cos we dun have lesson on that day! OKAY FINE! Have to drag myself to sch tmr morning..haiz..and SOMEMORE, she wants to see our draft by wed..she wants us to tell her our workflow for results and discussion and she expects us to tok alot to her abt it tmr! I have a feeling that I will have to tok alot than the rest tmr..and i HATE THAT! Witch likes to look at me...and expects me to tell her EVERYTHING! I know sometimes Erma might say something..but KH n JIAYI!!
Jiayi fell sick and didnt come for the discussion this morning...and she didnt inform us abt it! When i msg her this morning, she didnt even reply and jus go MIA! When she came for Fraser's quiz, she jus said sorry...after that, she didnt go for witch's prac again. Witch was asking us whether someone in the grp wasnt doing his/her job well and we have to tell her, if not everyone will get the same grade n will be dragged into the drain as well. I think it is quite obvious who that person is..but noone will be so bad lar..:( Just my FATE then!
Okay..i have to rush the report and give Erma by Tue night i guess...hmm...i hope we can drag the results and discussion part to like Thursday!

Anyway, it's good that wed OC lesson is cancelled! Haha..but i am still sooo busy...i dunno wehther i have the time to finish studying for my haem quiz on fri!!! Wed mum's off and we have planned to go shopping for Lingerie and also for new year deco..! So ..i really dunno whether i have the time...Arrghh~!

Alright, went shopping with hui in town after sch. Bought a pair of shoes and dress and alot of earrings! I love those earrings..cost quite cheap lar..but now i'm going broke again!!! Dad jus gave me my allowance LASTNIGHT!! And now..!!! :( Okok...this is my last time shopping before i do so after a v v long "BREAK"...I hope the money is compensated by my ang bao money haha.. i might not buy levis jeans afterall..haiz...So ex!I've also decided not to buy the pink cap..cos i think i dun look nice wit caps la..so i eliminate that! haha..
Hui also bought a pair of unique black spiral earrings..i thought it was nICE! She also liked another pair tht costs $12.90!! hah too ex so she didnt buy...
Yuan came to meet us ard 930pm...and we sat ard and tok while he ate. Took some pics wth our hps..and videos using yuan's hp..haha we were being sooo silly!

aiyah btw, its late..gotta wake up real early tmr...haiz...sianz lar..hate FYP! FROM THE START!

Ps: Erma...thanks for the testi in friendster...it's realli sweet and i'm so touched..!! I'll write one for u when i'm free..wil be a very long wan!!