***~*Shark's Tale*~***

Sick Sick Sick!..Uugghhh!! -____-" My voice is almost gone this morning and starting to sound like a guy! EeeewW..
Last night my whole family except for my dad (He went to KL) went for sneak preview of "A ShArk's Tale" at Plaza Sing. The show was 11.20pm and we were waiting so long at home for my sis and Jerry to come pick us up! Everything was soooo rush and I wasnt feeling well lor..so a bit fed up! I didnt have dinner and was feeling sooooo unwell esp when they drove the car so fast and all the moving made me feel like puking! *SiCk*
There were alot of ppl and the show was not bad..it wasnt exactly a very very very great movie. The animation was really nice and pretty..hehe some funny parts also la..overall quite nice lor :P

After that, we went to Bt Timah to eat "Teochew Mui" (Teochew porridg). It is our family's favourite, except for my sister (She is the QUEEN, THe RoYal HIGHNESS)!! It is delicious to eat the porridge with all sorts of other side dishes like Squids, Pig intestines, Pig Trotters, SAlted Vege, Clams...Etc etc.. She couldnt stand all the food last night except for the vege of course and she dislike eating porridge..so she stopped eating halfway and jus sat there. She said the baby squids has eyes that can be seen, the bigger squids have a foul smell, the pig intestine is gross, the trotters are very fattening..EVErything is GROSS to her la!haha..of course it isnt healthy to eat these all the time..but once in a while wat.

I had gastric pain after eating haha..not becos of the food..but becos i ate too late after being hungry. It has always been a prob to me, but i think it might be indigestion rather than gastric pain la. My gastic always gets bloated when i have that, and I feel ok after farting! Hee...:D

We reached home ard 2 something and slept ard 3am!! I woke up at 845am this morning!!Arrrhhh..super tired now! I was thinking of going to Heeren at 12 noon to get the tickets for the Singapore Idol Party on 4th Nov! haha..i Knw i am crazy..but too lazy la..haha and no company also..sianz..and i didnt get a copy of 8 days too..(Need to get that mag there to get the tix)
I guess i wont be able to see much of the idols on that day too..haha..

Hmm gotta go for a dip in the pool!!Bye...:D

Sg Idol today was a little boring to me cos of the theme...I personally think Olinda and Sylvester did the best. Daphne's voice made me feel very irritated today and Leandra seems to be getting worse each week. Christopher improved la but still not good lor..Taufik was okie..i think average ba..Hmm..

Didnt manage to study again today..woke up real late so didnt go out also..hai...disappointed in myself..
Time is running out but this next paper is realli boring..
God help me! hah..

~*The BPian IDol....*~

I woke up this morning ard 9am to go support Ann in her school's singing competition. She is from bt panjang govt high and the students there are called the Bpians...So, that's why the competition is called "Bpian IDol", following "SG IdOl". Everything is just a copyright of the Singapore Idol..and it was really ridiculous! The judges were made up of their own school teachers and they are not musical professionals in the first place, but their comments were terrible too!!..WAnna copy Simon Cowell & Ken Lim!! One of them even said to one of the contestants that her 80-yr old granny would have died on the spot if she was there!! That is terrible right?!?!THey are sure gonna hate that teacher..

Anyway, all the contestants were really making me go crazy cos they sounded really bad i must say..haha of course except for my cousin, who wont the Bpian Idol in the end!!And I knew she would definitely win after listening to the first contestant sing!Wat the hell..it was no kick for Ann at all!!Haha :D
I really admire Ann's courage because she was supposed to sing "If I aint got u" but there were 2 malays who sang the same song before her (She was the second last contestant).I was pretty worried abt her..but in the end, she changed the song suddenly to "My Heart Will Go On" by Celine Dion. She didnt have those music recorded like the others, but she had her own friend playing the music LIVE on the piano on the spoT! WOw!!I really admire her for that!!
The first prize was realli good too..$300 CASH!!Instant CAsh okie?And a webcam and a $50 phot voucher..but i dunno wats that for.
I think this time it realli boost her confidence and in future she will be more ready to go and take part in other more professional singing competition..haha maybe we can go together:P

Hmm, I didnt manage to study alot today..onli one chapter..but my aim was to study two chapters!I didnt have the mood and i watched tv from 9pm to 2am! Sure wondering wat shows are there to watch right?But with SCV...hai so many nice shows one after another, i realli cannot leave my sofa!
I still have to continue studying later...so boring...i have to finish asap..cos sat going to the dinner with my friend at Raffles i think..and in somehwere called the "Teochew restaurant". It sounds kinda "lok kok"!haha..But i'm jus helping him out and in another way, go for fun and see see and catch up with him ba..so long never see already.

Alvin msged me jus now like before...like nothing happened...and my heart melted alittle when i saw that msg. But i didnt reply him..actually I was thinking whether or not to reply and treat it like nothing happened,but i realli cannot imagine the future if i ignore it again!!!
Hai....so "FAn"!!
Tmr gotta go out study liao..i realli realli realli cannot stay at home!!Arrrhhh..but i must be back to catch the "Sg Idol"!!!Yeah...

~*Applied Immunology Paper*~

One paper is down and another one to go..the paper today was erm...how to say leh? It isnt tough but i guess i didnt put in full effort cos i didnt bother to look at the past year papers and read up more. The paper was tedious and it required alot of writing non-stop and my hands were feeling cram and i didnt even look up once during that 2 hour duration!!! I didnt do one 10-mark qns cos i didnt study that at all and i tot since i skipped one qns, i can compensate and do the others qns more detailed and completely. But i was Wrong!!..The time isnt enough and I still had to rush like mad!!There were tooooo many info to write down and i felt like i was writing a book in that 2 hour!! There were many diagrams we had to draw but i didnt really bother to learn them in the first place and the two long qns came out directly from the past year papers~!!Well..it's over la..so nvm..Actually it should be an easy paper but we were required to study alot alot but very little came out.ARrgghh~!-____-"
When the invigilator said time's up, I looked up and was feeling so BLUR!..i just sat there quietly and staring into the air while they collected our papers.

I reached home at 9pm, just nice to watch the Swimming show...waited for dinner and watched Tv..realli need a rest after this paper. Bathed and came online til now..it has really been many many hours..think my @_@ gonna spoil liao la..later go blind!!Even contact lens also cannot save me..Since I displayed that nickname in msn, many of my friends have been toking to me and asking me wat's wrong..in a way, i think i'm drawing too much attention...Maybe i realli shouldnt bother others in this way. I feel like I am such a WEAK girl..haha own prob also dunno how to solve..better go change my nickname soon..:D

Hmm...tmr gotta wake up real early to go support my cousin (An an) for her singing competition in Bt panjang Govt High and i need to reach there by 10am!Heng got her father's car ah..haha..then maybe after that i will have to study already!damn!..
She finally gets a chance to participate in singing competitions..cos she used to not reach the age requirement but now this is her school's competition ma..and she is gonna sing "If i aint got u" by Alicia Keys..for her age, i mus say she sings realli well! There is another person singing the same song as her tmr, so she is very nervus and a bit worried and pressured..hmmm
Aiyah have to slp le..tmr become zombie go see her sing..haha..I will vote for her!Yes..theirs is voting system too..haha but one vote i guess cost $1!!..for charity la..or school fund..hmm..tataZ!

~*BUSTED!!!*~

I'm gonna be dead this time!! It was a grave mistake cos i actually remembered vin's bday wrongly!!!!It should be on the 27th n not the 26th..no wonder he didnt reply me..but late at night he replied and say it wasnt his bday and he was very sad. I know this is really my fault!!!He sure very sad wan..hai thinking of his sad face and imagining him crying really makes me feel sad and think he is very ke lian. I apologised alot of times to him and i am really really really terrible sorry indeed!!!I used to miz up his bday with another friend who's bday is on the 7th Oct..i dunno why i tot it's 26th!!Arrrghhhh....and we have already known each other for more than 2 years and yet i can remember wrongly...I think i am a failure at this as a gf!!! I know we are having probs...and i dun plan to celebrate his bday with him cos i realli dunno how to. So i told him i cant, and i need to study..and let's have a time-off until after the exams cos i dun wanna quarrel and affect our studies right now,esp during the exam period. Anyway, u guys mus be wondering how the hell i rmb wrongly...cos it is actually the FIRST time we are gonna be together on his bday. During the past 2 years of his bday,we were always in the "brkup" period. I know this is ridiculous...dunno abt this relationship la..soooo many setbacks and probs..together so long of course cant bear to end it ma...BUT...haiz..i also dunno how to say..
Sometimes i wonder whether i stil love him or it's becos i am used to his presence that i am still with him and i endure all those unreasonable quarrels and unhappiness jus to not stire up any frustrations and headaches....HELP ME........!!!

Gotta go prepare for the paper at 6pm! *NeRvOuS*!!

P.S: Welcome back Mandy!! Miss u leh...miss ur bloggie...:D

I msg Alvin on Friday night saying that I was unhappy with him becos of his bad habits which he never changes and his attitude towards certain things. I gave him a chance to tok abt this issue and maybe even solve it BUT guess wat he replied after many hours?This is wat he said:" I jus eaten, now slacking"..I was pissed and cant be bothered with him anymore!!

It is his bday right now & I've jus gave him a birthday sms and goodluck for his exams tmr. He didnt reply..
I dunno wat to do..i dun wanna affect our studies right now since it's the exam period. I guess he needs to fail in many many relationships before he can become a good bf..
Guys these days are so different from those in the past..has there been a mutation or wat?I realised that these days, all the girls tend to recieve the bad things in a relationship and they mature and think earlier. Guys are usually on the weaker side...they dun think properly..maybe we have switched roles!

Jerry told me that guys tend to think that their gf has fallen for another guy when they suggested a brkup but they didnt think that it was becos of them and the things they do and create that made the girls leave them. He too, used to fail in relationships due to lack of communication. Me and vin is realli lacking communication & we can never tok properly abt the problems..he always hides from them and pretends nothing happened!

ARrgghhh...actually I typed an entry before this and it didnt got published in some way or another! So I'm too lazy to type as much content as i typed jus now...so lazy!!!

Have not been in contact with vin for like 24 hours or so..and he also nv contact me..We used to chat everyday on the fone when we first got together 2 years back..and now it has become like this. I just get on everyday like routine and slack and study as if he doesnt exist and i wonder wat he feels too. Die la...tue is his bday and wat am i gonna do???I must get him a present but I have no time to get one..we'll be having a paper that day..so???My mum actually asked me to jus greet him "Happy Birthday" but isnt it too ruthless?

It is the same thing for today..woke up quite late and watched tv most of the time while studying another chapter. OMG! My paper is two days away but the nearer I get to the exam day, the more I am no mood to study it!

I am looking forward to go KTV leh...haha planned to go after my exams but I dun think i can wait til then. So, I might ask Ann to go after this first paper but she also needs to study for her O level chinese paper leh..hmmm...

I've downloaded Kazaa these days and it made my computer REAL SLOW!!! Haiz...listening to songs like "mesmerize" and beyonce's and jayz's songs made me miss clubbing hehe...but waste of money leh.

Hey Erma, if u are reading my blog...I dunno why i cannot tag in ur taggie these days cos my "popup" thingy has expired..dunno wat the hell la and i dunno how to fix it! Anyway, regarding ur fish "Polly",EeeEee...Ur family is terrible!!Making it suffer, even after it died! U never check properly when u bought it issit?Get such an unhealthy one!!Anyway, told u to bury it already but u jus dumped it in the bin?!?!AARRRR~!!!..Poor Fishy Fishy!! U even took pictures of it upside down??That's kinda cruel!!-_____-"""...
Hey exam is in two days..so see ya soon!!All the best..meet u eh..530pm??Same place?

~*DiSappoInTed..TroUBleD...ConFuSEd*~

Have been toking to my mum these days about me and vin. Problems are arising & sometimes I jus cant stand his attitude and stuff that he does!!! I dunno why bt when I think of all those unhappy things I dislike, I feel that he is really kinda "horrible"..haiz really bad of me to say such things abt my bf.

He has been addicted to soccer betting and always so eager to check the soccer websites for the results or matches or watsoever! Whenever he is at my house, he will always go to the com and stare at the websites, followed by multiple fone calls from his friends and they would discuss abt it. What i hate most is when i tok to him, he didnt hear and sometimes he would be too engrossed and reply after a long time. He is acting like a "bookie" lor and the tone of his voice is soooo hai i dunno how to say..even my brother said that he can become a "bookie" liao!

Another thing i cannot stand is that he treats my house like his own house, he will come as n when he likes and suddenly jus msg me that he is on his way here! Even my parents dislike him now and my mum said that he isnt caring and considerate and sensitive enuff. That night, everyone was aslp and he wanted to watch soccer ard 2am..so he was alone at the living room and he asked his friend to call my house!! They chatted on the fone and of course the fone woke my mum up and she was unhappy abt it. After vin went to slp, he didnt tell his fren not to call anymore,so the next call my mum picked up and that fren still had the cheek to ask for alvin!

That past few days when i was sick, he didnt care much for me and after taking panadol, i slept for almost the whole afternoon one day. He kept waking me up and asking whether i've had enuff slp lor!!!When he was hungry, he only kept telling me and didnt wanna go and buy himself..i was not feeling well so didnt feel like going out. What the..then in the end, we will still go out together,if not i will cook maggie mee for him. Dinnertime, he happily waits for my mum to buy back for him too..including me and my brother's share of course.I think he is really lazy and he loves himself more than others..he usually works parttime and when we go out, we always go dutch, but he always tells me that he is very broke. I think all bet away liaoz..sianz..

He always leaves his dirty clothes ard my room, expecting me to clear it up after being told so many times to put it at the laundry side!Issit realli that difficult to wallk there?It isnt like 1km walk!It takes onli a few seconds!His wet towel after bathing..he also leaves it hanging on the chair in my room..he never puts it out to dry like the rest of us!ARrrghh...!!!And leaving the door WIDE open when the aircon is on....He never changes!All these bad habit...

After chatting with my mum, now then i know she realli dislikes him alot and hope that i would brk with him actually...Haiz..so the prob lies with me...

Why did Maia got kicked out of Sg Idol?Hmm.. I guess she's been showing the same kind of performance and singing from the start til now la..maybe ppl find it boring or wat. Or maybe it could be the rumour about she and Syl dating!So many fans dislike her?I dunno about it but the media is really a cruel thing. Anyway, I was shocked when Gurmit announced that Syl's group was the bottom 3 and even more shocked when Chris was safe, leaving my 2 fav. idols!
Haha but nevertheless, i was glad it was not Syl who got kicked out la..I think Maia will still have a chance in the entertainment industry la..she got talent ma!

I went Woodlands lib to study alone today and I tot since it is a weekday, there wouldnt be so many ppl BUT I waS WRONG!I couldnt find a table so ended up at one corner on the sofa..and my neck and legs got cram and numb after hours of studying..haha i only managed to study for about 4 hours before leaving for some food!

Hmm..ting has been having alot of probs lately and all I can do is to lend her my listening ear. Her bf is realli haiz..dunno wat to say..a heavy gambler..and he always hangs out with his friends to gamble, smoke and play mahjong and the worse thing is ting didnt know he was such a person until now!He is also borrowing money from bookie and many pple la..and he is n debt too..ting even lent him some money lor..i think she should stop him asap cos gamblers always has bad endings!

Haha actually I'm in the middle of my studies...feeling bored and lazy so came to blog blog la..
TatAzz...!

I went to see the doc at polyclinic yesterday cos my throat was realli realli painful that I couldnt slp! I went alone cos my sis was still slping even though she said she would acc me! The doc all went for lunch, so i had to wait til 2pm after registration. So, I went to visit my colleagues at the lab and too bad Hafsah was on halfday leave...hai always cant get to see her..jus dunno why! I saw Weida and Kenny too and we were waiting at the same area to see the doc. I just ignored them cos I dunno wat to say and I dun wish to tok abt anything with Kenny also..I have nothing else to say!

After reaching home, studied a little..or at least i TRIED to study haha..then i went to watch a movie "Ouija Board" with xx..so long never meet up with him so felt like having a nice long chat with him. We were supposed to meet at 5pm and the show was at 530pm but he came at 530pm!!Haiz..forever not punctual!!The show was quite nice..haha..i think okie la..The girls inside were quite pretty too although they are the ghosts haha! After that, we went for dinner and he had to go for his driving lesson at bbdc at 940pm..I tot we could chat a while longer,but vin suddenly msg me and said that he was on his way to my house! One thing I dun really like is that he always come as and when he likes..haiz..Maybe we are realli like a "married couple" ba..Some might call this sweet i guess.:P
So xx had to go wonder off by himself..poor thing..haha i felt so bad also..but he managed to go and look for Jason la..heng la!

Ay..I wanna go study lo...

I dun have anymore fever but the painful swollen throat still wont go away!..Hmm Thanks alot guys for wishing me a speedy recovery!! :D So touched...hahaha I'm so "Heaty" that I have a BIG BIG PAINFUL pimple on my forehead!!HAiz...touch also very painful lor..:P WAnan SQUEEEEeeze it out asap!

I only studied one chapter today and that's v baD!!I watched too much tV!!..and doing nothing!!
Instead i helped my brother with his maths problems haha..cos O levels ma..got alot alot of maths to do..I've been there before and totally understand his feelings haha..esp so many qns dunno how to do!!I also dunno some lor..make me feel so stupid!!Arrghhh~!!!OLD LIAO LAH!!

I watched "Extreme Gourmet" and I think their reactions are sometimes too exaggerated leh..and it isnt fun that they are always puking the food. NOT FAIR!!haa..
I think they really have to admire those ppl on "Fear Factor"..eating LIFE stuff!!EeeEE...i also "Pei fu" la..!!

I HAVE TO GO OUT AND STUDY TMR!!!I jus cant concentrate at home!!I wonder where I can go...anyone can gimme some suggestions?!?!BUt i wana be home by 8pm..haha cos i wanna see the Channel 8 School Belle and Beau for SP..haha i know there's not gonna be handsome hunks and pretty girls..but it's SP afterall haha..very curious ma..
Kkk..Nothing to blog already..CiaOzz...:P

I'm feeling slightly better but the throat still hurts terribly esp when i swallow anything..even my saliva or even when i yawn!

Hmm..went to bt Timah to have lunch this afternoon and my sister drove me and alvin there..haha the three of us together. She jus passed her driving not long ago..so she was a bit nervous..and i was nervous too haha!
When she wanted to do parallel parking, she couldnt and it took her a long time..and the ppl at the eating place kept looking at the car! We were all soooo embarrassed!!The wheel was very very crooked haha!

I spent the whole day slacking and whining about being unwell haha..and studied a little bit la..no mood ah..!!Wonder why i still get gastric even though i ate my dinner.

Sunday night i went to watch "Resident Evil" with alvin..and it was the second time i watched it cos the first time was with rs and yuan..hai i had to do this so that i can watch it with both sides hai..of course without letting alvin know la..but nvm la..cos this show is worth it!
Hmm sometimes i feel that he isnt "xi xin" enuff....hmm and it makes me sad..All he cares is his soccer bets!!Everytime he reaches my house, the first thing he would do is to on the computer, check the soccer results and call his friends. If not, his friends will keep calling him and they would tok about the soccer bets!I cant stand it!Sometimes he even ignores me when i tok to him....and i feel very pekcek!!
Since I am sick these few days, i had no appetite and wasnt feeling great to go out..and he wouldnt buy food for me cos he is lazy!!Hai..I dun feel like going out for supper and he keeps asking me WHY WHY WHY?!?!HAiz...I keep slping after eating panadol and he keeps waking me up and saying "HAvent i slept enuff??"..haiz...!!He wouldnt help me pay a little of the concert tickets but went to buy his Expensive new hp...haizhaiz...I dUnno....

I'm feeling so weak right now...haiz..been so long since I fell sick! Why must I fall sick now?My whole body is aching,my neck..shoulders..back..even my arms and legs!!I cant slp well too, kept tossing and turning in the middle of the nite.My throat hurts too and there's a part swollen too...my mum say it's becos Heaty..Everytime i swallow, it feels so painful!...ARrgg...now stomach also aching..haiz..just not my day
I just ate panadol leh..but still feel the same..I get the "Fever" feeling..but dun have fever leh..strange!

If I didnt fall sick, alvin and I should have gone to Sentosa this morning!!!hai..the weather was realli nice this morning...but too bad la..my body too weak to go there..later i die there ah haha..:P Later still have to study..in fact, everyday has to study....Hmm Tuesday might be going kBox with Ann..hehe long time never go le..but alot of songs dunno how to sing already!..

Aiyah Sunday nothing to do leh...I always feel lazy on Sundays...and there's nothing to blog too..BoRing Day!!

YEAH!!! JOY TO THE WORLD....HAHAaa..cos that JErry Ong is finally out of Sg Idol!! I dunno how that Chris can still stay in the competition..he realli has tooooooooooo many supportors!He ain't good-looking at all lor, he sure think he is very handsome and good at singing. Never ever listen to the judges and improve wan,so complacent!See his face wanna puke! Haiz...nvm la..next week i will be praying.
I was soooooo nervous when Syl got called into the bottom 3...haiyoh his supportors cant even fight that Chris wan..worry leh..But i believe he will do well next week cos they have their own choice of songs this time!

Hmmm...today's interview was okie..i was very nervous while i waited outside the teacher's room and my hands were cold!My eyes were darting while answering the qns, and there were so many qns i took very long to ans!I kept saying..ERRRrr.......????Haha....and i think i didnt smile as much as i planned haha!After it was over, the teacher told me wat was my problems..and she said that i wasnt confident with my language..cos i scored very badly for english..but she said it was fine!haha...and she liked my outfit and said i look smart and even asked me where i got them..haha..Heng ah..over liao..Happy!!

Ehh..right now waiting for my parents to come home and give me dinner haha..cos i am STARVING!!!...Onli ate toast and cheese fries for the whole day...
Arrrhh..dunno how the muslims can FAST...!!Ahhh...i even went jogging leh..so veri hungry now..hmmm kinda tired too..tmr wanna go out but dunno whre..

I went swimming with waner for about 3 hours ...we were so hungry halfway and went to buy tidbits to eat haha and swam again after that. All the fats burnt are regained again..-__-"
So shiok swimming but swim too long, my skin at the fingertips feel like it's ROTTING!:P

The Sg Idol today really made me worry for Sylvester. Indeed, he couldnt handle this genre of "Live Disco"...haiyah..not only didnt he dance or at least move a bit, he also sang out of tune towards the end!!I think many of them sang badly tonight, but Taufik really did very well!And DAphne was not bad too..Olinda also la..as usual lor but she is getting more and more boring la
Me and my mum voted for Syl ..realli scared he will get kicked out by Jerry or Chrissypoo.

Tmr is the interview test already, i'm not very nervous but i will be terrible nervous tmr! I am going to wear waner's formal wear but i think i will bring it there to change. I dun think i can wear it there for sooo many hours..and until then, i would have sweated like hell..and my clothes would be soaked! EeEEee...disgusting right? :P
I hope the teacher wont ask me qns i cant ans...realli scared..haiz..i dun think i will answer very great also cos i am not very very keen on that ad i chose wat..No more ad liao ma!

Sat i might be going clubbing with waner..hmm..she wants to go China Black but i dunno lor cos i've never been there but i know have to queue very long..so dunno lazy anot haha!Wat if there isnt anyone else going?then left the 2 of us...haiz...then mus jio ppl then mostly ppl wont wanna go..and also i'm kinda broke lor..my parents havent give me the rest of my allowance for this month..and I've also used up $100 for Jay chou's tickets!
Then maybe sat morning go sentosa...go tanning...haha but then at night i will b super tired!
Tmr after sch also tot of going Kbox de...but dunno who to jio leh...onli got my cousin Ann to jio haha..but a bit last minute lor..Not many of my friends love singing de..

Next week onwards have to start studying everyday liaoz...sianz....
Exams over then still have to headache over FYP!!Sux ah!!

Ok..I actually went to bed at 1am..but til now 145am still couldnt fall aslp..so decided to come online and blog for nothing!!! The feeling of being unable to fall aslp is really terrible!!

I just remembered the test tmr will only have 1 qns and it is worth 5 marks...duh...make us study so hard jus for that..I think we wont fail even if we dun do that paper!hahah...
Hmm..anyway, tmr will only be going to school for that pathetic paper..and after that, i will be going to town with jiayi to buy our stuff for the fake interview this friday. I need a pair of black heels and she needs a whole new set of formal wear hahah! I think it's gonna be quite tough cos she dun usually wear such outfit and her style is kinda tom boyish..

I will be meeting Alvin after that to go and get our jay tickets haha..hmm his friend,Edmund, is also going to watch with us. I feel uncomfortable with him ard cos i dun speak to him at all..hai..dunno why he mus tag along!!!Then i will become mumb that night...:
It's me and alvin's anniversay again hehe...13th of every month..
I know it isnt a really nice number..but who cares...:P I think we have been together for 2 years and 3 months already..including our "break" period..haha
Hmm have not seen him for days..wonder how is he..but he is still the same la..always bet on soccer is one thing i dun really like. Cos he lose most of his money thru betting soccer...and then he will complain to me that he is very poor...duh! He has jus bought a new hp, Samsung E800~!!!, and he signed 2 year plan and got it at ard $500 something!!OMG!!It is sooo expensive lor..hai nvm..
Actually my mother tot he should help me pay all, if not, half of the jay concert tickets...but he told me that he dun have money and he wanna buy a hp. And the next day, he got his hp!!I tot he was saving up his money for that hp..but didnt know he will buy it soo soon..!!Nvm..my mum thinks that he isnt "xi xin" enuff..!I tot so too..nvm la..hai...sianz...dunno wat to say...he isnt the most caring bf la..but haiz...

Think I've been exercising too often lately and it's making me really tired. Have been waking up late these days and slping late too..haha wanna study but realli no mood leh..no motivation..since it is the last test before my final exam.

My sista woke me up ard 12 to go eat lunch at Teckwhye Cc that coffeeshop..and after that we went home to study. I wasnt in the mood at all and dunno why I felt sooo tired..and slept from 5 to 7.30pm!...haha then ate maggie as dinner..and it sucks! Then watched Tv..and bathed then studied abit..before watching the Jacky Wu's Show with Jerry yan at 11.45pm on Channel U until now.

Tmr I have no school again...Yippe...hmm...but really really hab to buck up and study liao la..if got time maybe go jogging la since today never exercise at all but laze ard.
I think i will be going to waner's place on wed to check out the formal wear...and then go and buy my black heels for the interview too..hehe next time can wear to club also.

Yeah I just found out that actually there is still tickets left for Jay's concert and I'm gonna buy it this wed i think. Hmm after buying i will be broke le..:(
Hai..:(

Eh..I have finally put on some more new galleries ..actually not very very recent pics..but the latest la..very lazy to organize my photos also..hate the uploading time..If u guys wanna see..jus go check it out k?Jus some pictures during jason's and my sister's bday.

PekCek!!! I have no formal wear for the interview this coming friday...!!!! I wanted to buy a whole new cheap set...but my mum asked me to try hers first...The top was soooo short i cant tuck in at all lor..the edges kept dropping out...the skirt was tooo long and made me look like an old auntie..very lokcok!!She even wanted to pin up the edges and make it look like i tuck in but i actually never...and the skirt was terrible..she kept saying it was okie..nowadays working girls wear that length...!!!It is jus soooo not fit!!Arrrhhh..then i went to change into pants...it looked better..but actualy i tot of wearing a skirt...and i dun have any black heels..or shoes also...and she dun have it too..! I will have to go and buy these few days ..time is running out..!!!
She said that if i buy a new set it will all go to a waste..but my fyp presentation i will have to wear it too..and when i graduate and go out to find jobs..i might need to wear it too..it's jus one set..not a lot right!??!I know she is "tied up" right now..so i said i buy myself lor..but actually i also have not much money la..after buying the whole set..i think i have to go on a terrible diet..for a month...i need to buy my train concession also..hai it is $45!!WAt the hell!!We were so unhappy with each other jus now.....AArrghhh!!Jus came here to let out my frustrations!!!Have to go back and study for test liao...hai tmr see how maybe i go walk walk and see see ba...terrible!!!

I jus came back from swimming...Wooooo...I learnt to swim freestyle better from jerry. It was hard at first but i was improving gradually! I think these days i've been quite active in sports..jogging and swimming like almost everyday! I hope I wont become big size!!

Gotta tok about the results of Singapore Idol last Friday..It shocked me to hell!!So disappointed with the results man...I was soooo confident that either Chrissypoo or Jerry ong would be kicked out!But in the end..that poor David yeo got kicked out. I know he wont last til the very end of the competition too but he shouldnt get kicked out earlier than that 2!! When Gurmit separated them into 2 groups, and Jerry was in the same grp as Sylvester, I tot that grp couldnt be the "unsafe" grp!...So Jerry was confirmed to be safe! Then the other grp, i tot aiyah Chris sure out wan...haiz!!!Nvm..they wont endure for long! The theme next week is "live disco" and I'm really worried for Sylvester...-__-"

Aiyah gotta study for wed's test soon, so boring..wanted to go sentosa this weekend but didnt..:(
TaTa guys!

I spent the whole afternoon singing songs along with the CDs in the living room..shouting my hear out!haha...:D Didnt have the mood to study ma..my mum came back from her chalet and we went swimming ard 5pm with my brother too. He wanted to rush back by 6 to watch his "Samurai X"..hai..watched like 7 times already lor!!!Crazy ah...:P

Watched Singapore Idol and the theme (Rock n Roll) tonight made me feel really worried for Sylvester cos i know he is not the type who will groove and move to the music and beat. But he did really well!!The judges loved it and i was relieved!haha..He really sounded very nice and his voice is realli nice lor...He actually dyed his hair and it was not so flat tonight...Better.
I cant stand that JErry Ong..he was making me go crazy...as in i wanted to puke!!!I think he will definitely be kicked out tmr night. Olinda realli has a power power voice leh...!! Daphne sounded better tonight...but her voice still quite weak leh.And David Yeo looks funny with that new hairstyle..and he is very goofy lor..sometimes also cannot stand him..:X

This morning, my friend Y sms me again and her bf didnt wanna sit with her during lunch and told her to go sit with another friend!During one of the lectures they sat together, but he didnt speak to her at all and only spoke to the person on the other side!He is realli soooooooooo BAD!!I kept telling my friend not to bother about him..but she jus wont listen lor haiz!She'll get hurt even more...:(

Hai..tmr got test again..the contents of the topic soooo dry.....Gonna try my best la..last test for this module already.

I have been really really tired since my sister's bday ... the contents for the topic that's gonna get tested tis friday is reallly super boring!!I dun have the mood to study at all..lack of slp ah!!
All those lab management shit...hai..i'm never gonna work as someone who needs to know all those boring stuff~!

Have been eating junk food so much these days and so little vege and fruits..haiz..so unhealthy...No strength to go exercising as often as last time also..hmm have to buck up after the tests. Heng my final paper onli two paper ...but i have to "eat" up the whole book and whole stack of notes lor..so much to study!!
Haven even wrote my assignment for CSW...hai another boring topic!
I have to burn the midnight oil later since there's no school tmr..!!yippee...but suffering at home hahah..:P

My friend Y told me that she and her bf patched back...but she was the one who asked for the patch-up and the guy initially rejected and she cried..Then i dunno how come he accepted again.However, he told her that he doesnt love her as much as before and they will not behave like they used to. And i think my friend is very very sad and hurt..she asked him what will they have to do in future..and he said that he will not send her home, they will not go out after school..and he wanna take things slow...and in school, he seemed like he doesnt want others to know about their relationship. THey are sitting so far apart!!And he dun seem to care for her at all..My friend's eyes were swollen from her crying last night...hai i feel so sad for her..:(
If the guy told her that he dun love her as much, she might as well end the relationship right now and begin on another new journey of hers right?But she said that she loves him more after the breakup and she cant bear to let him go...HAIZ!!!
Now i realise that she isnt very happy in her class..Poor girl...I dunno wat i can do to help her...That stupid Fella!!!After the patch up, he has became very "cold" towards her...and his attitude has changed totally..i can see it too!I dunno wat the hell is wrong with him maN!

~*AnOtHer ThinG ThaT haPpEnEd WheN i Was YoUnGer*~


(Chop Story)This is something that i will never ever forget....

I played with my father's chop that had his surname engraved on it...the chop was his surname la..and it was given to him by my grandpa. I didnt know and i used it to chop on my books and on the table too..haha too nottie already. I forgot wat occasion was it, but my relatives were at my house.

When my father came home, he was soooo angry with me and scolded and caned me..i ran around and cried la..very ke lian! My aunt tried to protect me and she also got caned a few strokes lor..The skin on my legs almost bled...I think it must be a very impt thing to my dad but he didnt keep it properly also ma haha!
Then he got hold of me and used that "PRECIOUS" chop of his to CHOP ON MY FACE!!!It was all over lor and i still remember him saying:"Chop chop chop..like to chop so much!!" It realli sounded very crazy...as if he was psychic!! I know all of you sure think it is very very farnie..haha my whole face was covered with the red ink...of the surname "Chua"...:P
I was crying all the way lor..then my uncle brought me to the toilet and cleaned my face by RUBBING all over it! Heng it came off.....
Honestly, i hated my dad since then for a some time and i didnt talk to him...i realli lack communication with him last time..haha even now also la ...

Hmmm..so this was one of my UNFORGETTABLE childhood experience...:D I still think i very ke lian that time..but most of u will think i am farnie more than ke lian

My sister's bday has passed (04/10/04) n it was also xx's bday! We planned a surprise for my sister and it turned out realli well! She mus be very happy and touched haha and we were all very satisfied with the outcome. She cut her first bday cake at 12am on 04/10/04 and we wanted to give her the tot that that's all for her bday. So everyone pretended to be very normal..and she tot that my mum and jerry would be working as usual on monday but both of them have already took off!She went to school on monday morning and my mum started preparing and cooking the food and curry for the night while jerry went to search for decorations and i went to cck to buy her present. It was very rush for everyone and when i came back, everyone helped out with the deco. I was realli realli tired cos the night before i studied til 5 something in the morning cos i know the followin day sure no time study and i have a test on tuesday!Alot to study lor..die already..i feel so tired right now..hope the test not tough!
Anyway, my sis ended school around 430 pm so jerry had to rush down and brought her to watch movie..cos we wanted her to come back around 7pm so that everyone would be here before she reach.

When the pple we invited came, we kept their shoes so that my sis wouldnt see them when she comes home. She was realli surprised by us and her best friend was also here which she didnt expect at all..Waner also brought her Bf (Xe) and alvin came too. There were balloons hanging and dangling decorations on the ceiling and lights..the words "happy birthday" on the walls..!
I gave her a heart shaped furry photo frame so that she can put a photo of herself and her beloved Jerry. Jerry gave her a billabong bag and weiling gave her a beaded curtain.It was also the first time that BOTH my parents gave angbaos!!(in the past only one angbao!!)

We took alot of pictures and the food was realli delicious!Yummy!!I love to eat curry...i was sooo full after the dinner..there was another cake by jerry and it tasted great too!Hehe..fatter liao la..haiz...tmr mus go jogging..cos today never go haha!

I still havent got XX a present..hmmm..so difficult cos he is a guy and his taste is realli "high" and quite different from mine..!Dunno when can see him also..haha can take my time...
Hai i wanna buy jay's tickets badly..heard that it's going to be sold out soon....but my parents haven give me my allowance for this month!Tmr have to clean my hamster's cage also..it STINKS!!But too lazy these few weeks...

The test today was So-So and i think a pass is confirmed la..so nothing much to worry abt. I used to aim for As and ADs in the past and A1 and A2 or B3 during sec school, but not for now. Things have really changed, everything is getting tougher as we grow older. There are more challenges which i dun like haha...i know i am a very useless person..so weak right?but i dun care..haiz..Life is boring!!Everything is set for u and u jus have to experience it...nothing fun also...in the end u jus die and go to another peaceful world. The problem is we dun even know whether that place really exists..will we really have another life there??Haha i dunno why i am suddenly toking abt such things.Hmm got nothing to blog eh..let me tok abt some things when i was younger then.........

I used to have a Phillipino maid during my pri school days and her name is Virginia and we all call her Virgie "che che". She was with us for 2 years and i was realli very close with her..in fact, my whole family likes her alot and i used to bug her alot and liked to slap her buttock haha! I still remember when she told me she was leaving us soon, i was really upset and cried silently in front of her. I didnt want her to see and i used a towel and put it over my head hahahhaa...realli silly!Then she would jus pull off the towel and scolded me "Silly girl".. :P On the day of her departure, i didnt cry at the airport when she said "bye" but i cried silently on the way back home in the car.

Haha..another different thing now...

When i was in pri 1, the first friend i made was Eve..yeap! It's the eve that most of us know about. I was really "attracted" to her big round eyes and dolly look (Haha i know u dun like me to say u look dolly but paiseh la)..She was realli very kawaii lor and i wanted to b her fren very badly haha..(I'm like a Les..oops!)I dunno how, but we were good friends pretty soon..maybe i "initiated" haha canot remember..(eve, if u remember u tell me wor)
We used to take school bus to school everyday even until pri 6 i think, and i would book seats for her and her sister and fren becos i board the bus before them. Hai..realli miss the "naive" days..

There was once when my tooth was loose and dropping out and i was very afraid it might come off. During PE lesson, we were told to jump or skip la cannot remember also..then my tooth finally came off but i didnt spit it out but jus kept it inside my mouth haha..I didnt dare to swallow my saliva, afraid that i might swallow my tooth!!(I very stupid that time) Luckily PE lesson was one of the last few lessons, and from that lesson til school dismissal, i didnt open my mouth at all!!!On the school bus, i didnt tok to anyone also..i couldnt remember why Eve and the rest didnt ask me anything..but i jus nodded or shook my head i guess. The saliva was accumulating in my mouth that time and the tooth might be "floating" ard in the saliva hahah...(imagine) I used to bring a small handkerchief with me...slowly, i had to use it to cover my mouth cos the saliva was starting to leak!!haha OMG! i know it sounds GROSS...I couldnt wait any longer to reach my house lor! when i finally alighted, i rushed to the grass patch and puked out everything!!(Including my tooth of course) My neighbour saw me and tot i was unwell..haha but it was jus becos of my tooth!!!

Until now i still dun understand why i was soooooo silly and stupid!!!Haha..and ay Eve, U remember anything like that?Cos i dun think i ever told u wat happened did I?Update me with anything u can remember when we were in pri school okie?

That's abt it for now..I think it's realli fun and nice to write something about ur past from time to time. Haiz...have to wait for class to start at 1pm!!Later going jogging!