So much for studying haha..i've not been studying hard enuff for the upcoming tests lor..realli no mood and there are so many things to watch on tv!!Haha..watch until my eyes very tired then cannot study. Anyway, just watched the Singapore Idol the finalists' first performance. But really thought it was a pity that Candice withdrew from the competition cos she was not bad!
Hmmm i think today's performance a bit disappointed for most of them..the choice of songs were really not good and many of them gave very boring performances..haha i am toking as if i am the judge!!!
I personally think that Olinda and Leandra have the strongest and most steady voice lor..and they should pick the right song to show their talent. I like Sylvester alot too..haha think many ppl like him too la..cute guy and he sing not bad also..improved alot from the past! I hope he will be in the top three in the end..but i think he should put on more weight and be more tanned.
I dislike Christopher and Jerry alot alot!!...Arrghhh...Taufik and David were not bad too..i tot Taufik was quite good today..and Daphne hmmm i think she will not go very very far..her voice isnt very pleasant leh haha..and she is definitely not the Singapore Idol.Aiyah..dunno wat else to say already...gotta go and study for tmr's test!

I just had a very very very FULL dinner!! Had steamboat cos it was mooncake festival..hai stomach feel like bursting..i dunno how to slp later. I feel so tired now leh..tmr start at 8am somemore..haiz!
I never realli study..feel so hopeless right now..no mood to study..even if i study also cannot get inside! I dunno how leh...dun feel like studying anymore..wanna move on to study for tuesday's test cos it is much much more difficult!!HELP!!
Tmr gonna come home and go gym then study intensively liao la...i dun wanna do badly!
But if i realli score alright..it's oki cos the teacher is really damn LOUSY!!

Today herwin asked me to go fishing this friday night with his classmates at Bedok Jetty. They are staying overnight..haha i dun like fishing although i haven even tried it before. He kept nagging and asking me to go..i tot yunwen would help me but she also asked me to go! Luckily Joanne was ard and her changed to ask her to go while i slipped into the lecture theatre to hide from him haha! I dunno wat to do over there lor..so boring somemore tuesday got test have to study alot!Friday night have to slp real late to study..somemore alvin wont let me go also ma..
Anyway, he commented that i look nicer now that i'm more tanned and rs also said the same thing..haha!But i dun wanna tan so soon again cos my shoulders got freckles already very scared..regret nver put sunblock..so lazy! Now everday i go out have to put sunblock!haha
very tired ah..have to slp le..tmr can die..tata!

Arrrr...it's the time of the month and i'm becoming an old lady as usual..sianz!Weekends always pass so fast..haiz..why why why?Tmr no sch but have to go do pjt for the whole day from 9 to 5!!I'm gonna complain and complain to my dearest bloggie..!

Anyway, dunno wats the matter with alvin..He said he wanted to come over my house after his work. Then later he say he going to drink with his friends then coming after that..he sharing cab with them..all live near me so cheaper..but why cant he jus go back to his house?He still wanna call me in the middle of the night when i have slept and want me to open the door for him??!Why is he so not understanding??
He intercomm up also will wake up my family wat!
This is not the first time lor..i dun understand!! He said he dun wanna go back his area cos noone is living that side who is taking cab wit him. But he is a guy, why cant he go back alone when i can go back alone on a cab??Haiz..
i have morning class tmr somemore...ZzZzzzZzz....

TOday Jus sooo tired and sucked up for me!!! There's so many setbacks and mistakes in our project..wat's happening?I feel like we have been cursed the day we got the topic!!Haiz...!!! The bottle full of stains cracked today inside the waterbath and everything leaked out. The crystals used to make the stains is super expensive lor and we shouldnt be wasting it..We still have to wait for the delivery and we are afraid to let miss phoon know abt this. Haiz..meanwhile we got not enuff crystals to make anymore stains..meaning we got nothing to do since our topic is on modifying the stains!!!!OMG!!
We are sooooo DEAD!!! I hate this project...We didnt have enuff time to complete our staining of 53 slides before our 1pm practical class...So we didnt go for our lunch. Everyone was realli realli super hungry and weak..all going crazy and rushing against time. I was super hungry cos i didnt eat dinner last night..haiz..my tummy felt as flat as a piece of paper and i think i felt giddy too haha!:p
Later i gobbled down a plate of rice with drumstick, curry, potato, vege and also a bowl of soup!Yummy! Realli appreciated it!
I was sooo tired after i reached home and fell aslp on the sofa with my contact lens til 630pm and wasnt able to go jogging with Rs. I didnt do anything today leh..watched Tv all the way until now. Tmr there is a test la but too lazy to study more..so sianz..got so many tests....stupid school!!Stupid project!!Stupid!!!!

Yeah i finally bought myself a new pair of flats to wear..and it is from CHarles & Keith. I like it alot and i think it looks vry nice..It's black with a butterfly on it.Hmm i think i wanna buy more flats la..if not i will be wearing this everyday and it will spoil easily also..more choices to choose each day too hehe..!
I went causeway pt to have dinner with my mum and we had western food and it was realli filling. We also ordered Pig stomach soup..yum yum! I think it made the jogging this afternoon come to a waste haha!Anyway, today i jogged quite fast and i didnt feel uncomfortable at all!Strange..maybe becos i went jogging outdoors and now jogging in the gym seems easier.

I slept during Immuno lesson today and i drooled on the table!!I was so embarrassed when i wake up but luckily noone saw and i quickly wiped away my saliva. Erma laughed at me when she saw my sleepy face cos there was my bracelet mark on my face!!Haha...i dunno why i was so tired at that time. The teacher was super boring..and he was teaching realli slowly.
Yeah today rained leh..cos i prayed for it yesterday..sorry for some of u guys that i prayed for it to rain cos maybe u dun like rainy days.:P

Here are some pictures taken on Jason's bday Sept 11th..too many to display here so jus chose some:

*_Waner & me WiTh the BDAy BOy JAsOn_*

*_Haha SIlly poses of Me and WanER_*

*_Me PosIng..I LiKe THiS_*

*_XueTing, YUan & me_*

*_yuan, rs, xx n me_*

*_JAson making a birthday wish_*

*_EveRyone except Waner, xx and rs_*

It was really a great day!

Spent the whole day in sch lab and I am feeling very very tired right now. I hate waking up for fyp when there actually isnt any lessons in the early morning..but wat can i do?NO CHOICE is the answer...haiZ!! Miss phoon came to see us in the lab and showed us the morphology of the tissues we stained. She asked us some qns and we couldnt answer..she wanted the schedule planned from our group..but it was not ready yet. She said that we came with enthusiasm but there is no outcome..And she also said that the info inside the logbook is kinda useless!
All these really made me feel like giving up the pjt...my moral is becoming so super low!How can the supervisor say such things?How can the students do well now?Everyone is soooo lifeless abt the pjt now, it has become a real burden for me! Everyone else also dislikes this teacher, and although they sympathized us, HAiz..it really didnt help much to make us feel better.

After fyp, we had practical with Miss Soh for "Parasitology". We had to see many slides to identify the parasites and draw out and name it..becos all the parasites are in stool samples, the whole lab really smell very badly when everyone was taking the samples! GroSS!! We had to see microscope for the whole day..really tiring for the eyes and the mind. I was going blind and my patience was getting low when i searched for the first slide...haha then gave up and let erma find..She was almost exploding when she finally found one very very very faded wan. CoNgRAts!hhehe! Our grp finished first haha..so happy but not becos we were realli efficient..but becos when i wanted to see the slides..i broke the cover slip and the whole sample was wiped off!!HAha..Nvm..

I wanted to go jogging in the gym, but when i went down, there were sooooo many ppl inside and they stared at me when i went in. I didnt have a chance to go on the trendmill..so i just squatted down and looked ard for some time before going out again..haha i didnt exercise lor..so sianz. Instead, went to buy some food home and exercised indoors..Think tmr i have to go jog la ..cos end earlier. Hopefully there's noone..if i dun jog..i'm getting fatter n fatter!
My tan is also beginning to fade away..maybe this weekend go tanning again..haha i plan so many things but dunno can carry out anot.
I also wanna eat sushi buffet this wed leh...yum yum!Getting fat again!Then maybe find one day go swimming..:PTmr is another boring "Mr Woo" Day...BLEAh

I went to Chinese Garden wif vin last nite to see the beautiful lanterns! The theme was "East meets West", meaning that the east side of chinese garden will be those traditional designs and mostly monkey king. The West side are full of disney cartoon characters!..realli nice! Here are jus some of the favourite pictures we took..:P


*BeAuTy & BeAst*

*MrS Pot and TeaCup*

*This is nice leh!Big China Lantern*

*Finding NeMo*

*MiCkEy & MiNnIe MouSe*

*WinNie The PoOh*


*A BuG'S LiFe*

~*NapFa Test*~

I had my napfa test yesterday and it didnt go well..hai felt that my time was wasted. The napfa testers are horribly strict!!They think they are training NS men issit!What the hell..kept shouting at us girls and expecting so high!We did the five stations first and started out with sit-ups, which is my best station haha!I managed to do 35 in a minute! The tester didnt wan to see anyone's hands away from the ear when we come up and also our whole back are to touch the ground when we go down. If he sees anyone doing that, he will minus away the number of times u did it. They never give chance wan...so strict! The inclined flex arm hang made my hands still wobbly today...super difficult i think my body is tooo heavy for my arms to pull up!Haiz..then i failed my standing broad jump!!!4 cm away from the target..hai..i can never jump far..i dunno how also..keep jumping also ard 150cm and we were onli allowed to jump twice and the best of the 2 results will be taken. But i wasted my first jump cos i did a foul jump when my feet crossed the line when i jumped!So unfair!!I passed all the other stations but if u fail one station, means u fail the whole napfa test ma..they wont put a fail for u but they will put a cert for participation. So no matter how good i do for my 2.4km run, i can onli get the participation cert. That's why i didnt run in the end..so wasted!Arrghhh..~!If i plan to retake, i have to redo all the things again on another day..haiz..since girls dun realli need to be soooo fit..haha jus forget it!

Anyway, today is a super tiring day..dozed off a few times during some lectures. Later going to lot 1 to return my vcds!Yeah can rent the following episodes again..!I wanna buy a new pair of flats too..or maybe let the cobbler fix my favourite flats!So many of my shoes are spoiling these days...have excuses to buy more shoes!
Oh yah! When i was crossing the road by my house, a man on his bicycle was beside me and he asked me wats my name and where i was going. I just gave him an annoyed look and didnt say anything. Then he continued to ask me whether i'm still schooling and can i be with friend.....?When the green man came on, he jus cycled off..crazy fella!!!I almost wanted to take out my hp and call someone ..EEeks!

I'm going to chinese garden tmr night with alvin...hehe he has free tix and we are gonna take many many nice pictures!Gonna bring my father's big digicam although it's heavy and bulky..hope all the lights this year is nice!Maybe we'll be watching a movie before going there too..hmm dunno wat movie to watch leh..maybe dodgeballs?!?Think it will be a very funny show but i think alvin dun realli like to watch ben stiller.

Arrr..have to do fyp for the next two days..hopefully everything turns out fine and we get positive results!One week passes soo damn fast ...so many tests coming up again..I'm gonna keep complaining and moaning again..haha sorry guys!:P

~*JaSoN's 19th BirThDay (11/09/04)*~

PhEw....Jason's bday on Sat was a really fun plus weird day but i really enjoyed myself. We went to sentosa in the morning with jason, jess, hock and yuan only haha...i know it is really pathetic but despite this small number, we all enjoyed ourselves too! Jason didnt wanna stay at home so he came..the rest of us wanted to tan except for him cos he is already black as charcoal haha! We went to palawan beach this time and there were alot of ppl..we settled down beside two caucasian ladies and began tanning. Jason kept walking ard under the shade and sat down to chat with us. I think he very poor thing leh..haha but then we went down into the water and swam to the platform. Hock and yuan didnt know how to swim but they still tried and managed to swim over! haha..it was realli funny at first cos hock was realli scared and worried he might drown but i realli support him and he was great to accomplish that.
We stayed there until ard 4pm and rushed home to prepare for the dinner. It was reali a very rush day for everyone!

I immediately bathed and changed many clothes before i decided to wear my sister's clothes and jeans haha...i love her jeans! My makeup was in a mess too..i was suppose to meet jason at cck polyclinic's busstop and he was already there when i was making-up. I panicked lor..haha cos we were already very late and the others were already at parkmall. We took a cab down with waner and yuan and reached there ard 730pm, which is like one hour late! Fish & Co was realli packed and the queue was very long but heng those who arrived early already booked seats and were waiting for us...we were realli paiseh la..i know we very bad!
Ting was there with her friends too and she looked like an egyptian lady!Her tan was almost the same colour as her hair!
XX and Rs was late and it was all xx's fault and rs had to wait ard 1 hour something for him!However, they came with a bday cake and we brought it into fish & co with the candle lit. We sang him a bday song and he was happy la i can see that..haha..there were another five tables celebrating birthdays and jason went to shake hands with all the bday ppl haha it was realli fun cos there was alot of cheering! After that, Jason went home to cut birthday cake with his parents and some of them went home, leaving only me,waner,rs,xx and yuan.
Hock was on the way down while we acc xx and rs to eat their dinner..Waner was realli in a very lousy mood..hmmm some problems with her BGR la..i cant help much leh~
All the way she was soooo sad and soooooo unhappy and sooooo worried lor...she wanted to go clubbing and get drunk!Haiz..i understand la..she is realli very ke lian lor..haiz..so scared guys cheat on her but maybe sometimes it might be her appearance and the way she dresses or behaves that made them think she isnt serious at all.

Anyway, I didnt realli like her bf (Xe) but nevermind...rs and xx didnt feel like going clubbing but they didnt tell us and kept thinking and dragging the time. So waner got very angry lor..and the two of us took cab and went ourselves..haha incredible hor?I was quite worried too cos onli two of us ma..later kena cheated or wat. The guys jus stayed in town and dunno wat they did la..we went to hendrix at first but there was a very long queue and the drinks there was $10 per cup! So, we changed to go to shanghai sally's hmm..we were realli shocked cos there isnt anyone inside!!!I dunno why such a nice place but there's noone leh..so sad..So, we went walking ard at central mall tat area and searched for other places to drink. But in the end, we went back to shanghai sally's la and the two of us were jus chatting and drinking and taking pictures hahaha!The DJ and bartender looked so lonely and they had to stay til 4am with noone ard!!It was ladies night ma..so we didnt need to pay any cover charge..we ordered tequila pop and tequila shot and vodka lime..hmmm the aim was to get drunk..but i knew i couldnt get drunk cos i was suppose to takecare of her. She only drank 4 glasses when she felt realli unwell and started to shiver and felt very cold!I tried borrowing for jackets but noone has it!!So i hugged her and i could realli feel her shivering lor..hai poor girl!She was realli sad and crying..i didnt know how to console her but jus listen to her and give some advice and my own point of view. She wanted to brk with Xe la..but that guy wanted to come over to look for her after she told him. They chatted outside but waner was realli "boneless" and she didnt have any strength left lor..haiz..i was toking to the bouncers all the while until Xe carried her into the cab and sent her home!And left me alone there!

My hp batt was dead so i borrowed hp from the bouncer to call my friends and heng they were still in cineleisure..so they came down immediately and we went inside to drink..the bouncer let them in free!!!Hehe!I was a bit blur when we left, and we walked and chatted all the way til rivervalley rd. We took a cab finally and got home ard 6 something in the morning..i was totally shagged and didnt bother to bath at all la..haha so that was how i spent my sat..terrible?!?Keke~!

My group and i have been very unhappy and frustrated over the FYP thingy...never have i tot that we would get a scolding from that horrible ms phoon!Erma and me werent there when she scolded cos we went the day before but according to wat i know, she scolded in front of many ppl and for almost 1 hour in total! Everyone knew abt it and the next day we went, they gave us vry weird looks...
Ms phoon was fed up with us and said that we didnt know wat we were doing and we didnt give her an email everyday to keep her updated. She also expects us to come everyday in a whole group and not to come on alternate days. She wants us to have an objective everyday and have some results by the end of the day..she also said that she give up on us!What the hell lor!I hate this topic..if i have a choice, i wouldnt wanna do her topic..she is expecting too much from us..thinking that she is very superior becos her rank is quite high and her last year students got distinction!!I dunno how are we gonna do well now lor..everyday go and do and i am vry very tired of it already...this one week holiday is hell...cannot enjoy and rest..still have to rush thru the assignments and reports!Somemore monday still got test...and she wants to see us on monday in the morning...i think erma and me are gonna get lectured!
The other groups realli pity us and they dun have to come everyday and how come their teacher can be so good to them and they tok like friends?Whenever we meet miss phoon, we have pressure and the way she toks, makes us freeze...she is so strict and we cant realli relaz..!No wonder she so old still haven get married!!Arrgghh~!!!Anyway, tmr we are taking a brk and nt going to school, wonder whether she will b unhappy and think that we are lazy!Heck la!

This sat is Jason's bday and he planned to reserve seats in "FiSh & Co"!!!I hope we will have fun that day..hehe..hope everyone turns up!In the morning also dunno wanna go sentosa again anot..haha not much ppl going too but i wanna play volleyball!!!At night, Jess and ting wanna go clubbing at Double O but i dun think i wanna go...Jason also tot of going ktv..i'll see how tings go la..too busy also..got assignment not completed too..and tests!!!!
Haisz...sianz...

I'm finally back to blog..haiz have been miserable since my computer power supply fused and i had to wait til my dad got a new one. Anyway, it is finally the one week break but i still went to sch today for my FYP. After that, i went to Queensway with Xx, hoping to find a nice and cheap track shoes..haha with him ard maybe can get more discount since he used to work there.Unfortunately, i didnt buy any haha i dun realli know how to get a good and suitable track shoes for jogging lor..haiz..all look and feel sooo bulky. Tmr i going to causeway point..hope can get one before my napfa test.

Went to sentosa on sat with hock, jess and yuan..was realli pissed when suddenly many others back out last minute, leaving the four of us..but that was fine la..cos we still enjoyed ourselves! With hock ard, we will nv be bored..haha we chat about sec school days and realli miss those days lor..and so many funny things happened! His first impression of me was my very curly hair look..haha and he said i looked terrible..until i rebonded my hair. And that saved my life!
We tanned at Siloso beach and saw the Tp Guy who won the school belle thingy( Kerson), he was playing bball and jess held onto my arm sooooo tightly when she saw him!!!He is realli quite handsome la.
I got sunburnt on my chest and tummy...haha cos i didnt apply tanning lotion at those areas..very lazy la then left out..so stupid!Next time cannot lazy already..-__-"
After tanning, we went to eat pastamania at ps...as usual la..dunno why always go there. Then we walked in town and went home ard 11 something.

I actually had a small tiff with alvin over this sentosa outing cos he was unhappy that i'm gonna wear bikini there. He is soooo conservative for guys this generation lor..i dun understand and he said cos there would be my guy friends...but please lor..there will be guys all over!!I didnt care and just went to sentosa and we didnt contact for 2 days but he still contacted me first haha!And everything just went back to normal..i am very used to his "style" already...haiz quarrel til sianz liao..so petty wan...i wont let him control my life la..Tried explaining to him to make him understand that we must have our own circle of frens but he jus cant understand and i was wasting my breath and saliva la!
Today he also went sentosa wat..wat can i say?Ask him not to take off his shirt cos i dun wan other girls to see??CraZY lor!

Yesterday went to play pool with alvin in the afternoon and then went to Jp with yuan and rs cos they acc me to see track shoes there...after that we went to lot 1 to have dinner with kaizhe at ajisen.The food there was realli nice...haha n it was my first time eating in there..very "mountain turtle" right?:P Next time have to go there eat more often...after eating, they wanted to play arcade..so i was so bored to death there lor..haiz!

This coming sat is jason's bday..hmmm asked him where he planned to go but he said anywhere..so i dunno how to plan for him lor..actually some of us planned to go sentosa then go clubbing but i think we will all be damn tired lor!And jason wont realli like it i guess..Dun even know wat to buy for him ah!That yisheng not going for jason's bday cos that was is also he and his gf's 6 months anniversary..hmm i think they told me that he changed alot since he became attached..pang seh friends liao..Hmm..so sad I think he must be very scared after knowing so many friends broke up.

I just found out that last time Kaili didnt have a good impression of me during sec school and she tot i was a snobbish pretty girl..haiz...so sad!First time got such a bad comment...but that was the first impression ma..haha at least not so bad la!But many ppl's first impression of me is always a bery quiet and shy and guai girl..haha...looks are deceiving!

I had my class outing bbq last night right after school. I went to erma's house before going east coast and karen yew came to fetch us in her big big family car! I must say i admire her to be able to drive such a big car so smoothly lor..hai so good.but she is very rich and daring..Karen lim also knows how to drive quite well lo cos she fetched us back to bedok mrt station after the bbq.
Mr Joshua, Mr Yeo, Mr Woo and his wife came to the bbq..haha they played some games wit them and forced them to eat the food tat we couldnt finish..

We took some pics in the daytime, i could onli use my camera fone while envying others with their digicam!I also want!I got bitten by red ants while posing for one of my shots lor..wa seh..the bite was realli painful that i kept jumping on the grass until my slippers came off. Erma was just laughin hard at me!! The bbq food wasnt realli tasty and we spent most of our time barbequing the marshmallows hhaha...so silly!
After eating, we sat down to enjoy the sea breeze and chat about many things...somehow we became emotional haha dunno why. Maybe think about those sad and lonely things...vivian and zah came over and i realise vv is a very matured-thinkin person and she can be a good councillor.I think she is a very caring person who hopes to help ppl out of their troubles lor and the things she say are quite meaningful.
Anyway, the bbq allowed me to learn more things about many ppl...Zah was toking to me about her unhappiness and her tough times and she isnt a very happy person. Huiping obviously is also not happy...haiz...and erma also quite lonely and i myself got my troubles and loneliness at times.

I went home with jiayin,vv and collin...everyone was soooo shag but vv kept tokin and toking...but she tried not to let me feel neglected and i appreciate that.So tired....overall it was an okay outing la..not too bad..:P Post the pics soon....

Today is just not my day...i feel so embarrassing! I went to the toilet during a 5-minute break and when i wanted to go back, i went to the wrong class and even opened the front door so wide! I saw many unfamiliar faces and everyone was just staring at me..i was expressionless and just closed the door like nothing happened. I think they must have been laughing right after i clsoed the door..i was super stoned!How blur can i be!!And wat's worst was Ian and De sheng saw me opening the wrong door and they kept laughing at me...-__-"
After class, erma and me went to the toilet and i dunno why my slipper came off when i was talking to her..ARrghhh..~! So embarrassing...!!!

Anyway, during Mr Woo's lesson, i couldnt stop laughing and my tummy hurts so badly...he just couldnt pronounce the words and so funny when he teaches. Erma and me were exchanging notes and giggling throughout the class..i think he must have seen us but he ignore..haha!

Sigh..i think my gastric is coming back i dunno why leh...since that day i had the terrible gastric pain. I had it again today...but i still went to jog in the gym...after jogging i felt realli unwell..Hai..it's the time of the month la..so especially unwell.
I met Wende on the train on the way home and he also broke up with his gf only last FRIDAY! How shocking...one more case of breakup..hai this is so sad! When i alighted the train i saw Ian and since he also saw me, i said bye to him haha..think he was very surprised.

Later channel 8 got the show on the gorgeous tertiary students haha gotta watch and see whether got any shuai ge! :P mabbe will see familiar faces too!TaTazz...gotta watch Tv le..