I just went for a 45-minute pharmaco test today and it was at 3pm. The weather was realli realli hot and making me very very lazy to move, i was so lazy to even dress up. So, i jus wore a short home shorts and slippers and didnt bother to wear my contact lenses. I look really HORRIBLE today..!!When i stepped out of the house, i regretted and tot of changing but i was already running late! Haiyah..so i didnt care lor..but all the way to school, i realised how "lok cock" i was!When i met erma, she kept laughing at me and many ppl looked at me when they walked past me.ARRgghh...I was really super embarrassed!
When i reached the lecture theatre, i didnt even dare to look at anyone and jus followed closely behind erma. The test was really tough, and i just left right after the test finished. Erma went to meet her sister, so i had to go home alone. The journey home wasnt as bad haha cos i was going HOME!

I went to lot 1 to return VCD and also rented a japanese series and bought "Pirates of the Carribean" VCD..I am really mad over orlando haha..realli handsome!I know i am crazy but nvm..:P Ruisen called me and i was surprised..i expected that he accidentally dialled my number but he didnt. He said he saw me from the LRT platform and he would wait for me at keathong lrt station. We have not met or chat with each other for long long time, so we caught up with each other for about 4 hours til 9pm! We sat at the stone table under a block until my backside hurts!

I watched "Friends" on channel 5 followed by "Extreme Makeover". "Friends" is really a very very nice and great show!I will surely miss it when they finish..why must they end it?Haiz...After watching "Extreme Makeover", i am quite determined to slim down now haha..cos there was a guy who really slimmed down alot alot alot from a very very fat big person to a very very acceptable size!Within 1 year...haha i know i cannot wait that long..but i'll try my best. I am not a fat fat fat girl ma..:P

I msged Huihui today and amazingly, she replied!!HAha i jus asked her how is she but she was busy giving tuition and said that she would msg me back but she didnt(As usual). Anyway, everything seems to be fine for her except that she said she is very very tired. I also msged ting to ask her abt she and her bf, i tot she would be very happy after the patch up. However, she said she was the one begging him not to leave him but although they patched, the guys still think breaking up is the best solution. Hmm i didnt expect ting to love him so deepy...but i think she shld let go if he realli dun wanna continue..if not, it will jus be a waste of time.

I hope this sat we can go to sentosa! Hopefully waner, ting and jess will be able to make it..realli long time never see them le!Must chat til our throat dries up hah!
Tmr got another test...sianz...goodluck to me!

Stress stress stress!!!! My brain is malfunctioning!! The test on next tuesday is makin me crazy cos i think i'm gonna eat up the whole notes! I need a break..so i'm here blogging!

Last friday, something horrible to erma during fernando's tutorial class. HAha..there were many spiders and ants on the ceiling above erma's seat and the spiders fell one by one to her table and lap! The ants also dropped one by one and they seemed to do something to the spiders. The spiders were smaller than the ants and they curled up after falling down like they are dead i think.There was one spider inside erma's bag and she was so funny when she saw out.it was scary and she moved her chair over to my side and we were actually sharing one table hahaha!Luckily Fernando didnt ask us wat happened..makcik ma...relac k?Dun dream of the spiders haunting u!

Anyway, Ting and her bf patched up hmm...not very expected but the guy said that he still loves her..i think ting must be very happy. I tot yunwen and caleb patched up too when i saw them in school together..i msged her to ask her but she said they were jus doing project together. Hmm..i hope they will patch up asap!:P

Yesterday i went to causeway pt to have dinner with my mum. Rencheng is working parttime at Hugo BOss at the Metro there..so i went to look for him awhile too..hmm i think he is kinda weird..toking to him is very unnatural..nvm..
Anyway, i dun really like going to my mum's work place cos all the other promoters(Aunties) like to tok to me and touch my hands..my waist..my shoulders...then smile and smile..I felt molested!They are quite irritating too..everytime i go, it's as if i am going there for the first time and they are seeing me for the first time!!! -____-"

My family recently tot of two strange questions that we couldnt really answer. If any of u reading my blog wanna share wat u think, can u tag it in the taggy?Haha i would realli like to know! Okay, here goes:

1. Do hens need to mate with a rooster in order to lay eggs?Cos there are those factories with hens that just keep on laying eggs non-stop. I have one friend telling me that hens will always be able to lay eggs but the eggs they lay need to be fertilised by the rooster after being laid, to become a chick. If the eggs laid are not fertilised by the rooster, they will become the eggs we eat everyday.

2. Will the cows die if u dun milk it?Will they overload becos of the milk..or will the milk become toxic or unhealthy to them?Will it jus leak out?hahah...!

SOrry guys if these questions are silly! :)

We went to school early today to do microtomy at 10am. We told kokhow to come at 11 since he think that 10 is too early, but he came at 11.45am!We were all quite angry with him but jiayi couldnt control herself and began to show attitude towards him. He has always been late everytime we meet and even though he is late, he doesnt bother to ask wat he is supposed to do or find out wat we are doing. He will just stand there and wait for someone to give him something to do. Today is the same, he came and stood there after wearing his lab coat. I saw him doing nothing so i gave him a tissue block to ask him to section it.He wouldnt move around and take other blocks to section but onli that piece that i gave him!So i even changed different blocks for him to section but he kept failing and wanted to give up. In the end, he didnt do any slides at all cos he kept failing and we started clearing ard 12.45pm. When we were all clearing, he just stood one side and watched us clear!I dunno why he wont help us..we walked ard clearing the things, erma wiped the table and jiayi and i cleaned the microtome but he jus stood there! So, i told him to help me push back the microtome to its original place and after doing so, he stood there again!Jiayi was really pissed with him and kept talking harshly towards him..

After that we went to eat lunch at FC2,jiayi called kokhow to come to our seats and she scolded him!We told her beforehand not to scold so fiercely but just tell him wat is wrong and wat we dislike and wat we hope he will do,but when he came, she jus said everything out like a machine gun and she sounded so damn fierce. I find it very embarassing for kokhow cos she was scolding so loudly and he was looking down.Anyway, somehow he deserved a little lecture but she was also too much la..we asked her to apologise to him abt her harsh tone and words but she couldnt do it.Haizz...it was realli loud and huaming told me that they could hear over their table. Hai i wonder how the 2 of them are gonna work when we split up our work..

I might be going swimming later with alvin..very lazy to study for my tests. haiz..so sianz...
Every entry i seem to write something abt my tests..zhiyuan asked me wheter i wanna go chiong this sat..but i got test on mon and tue..but i wanna go sun-tanning leh.Dun think alvin would wanna go and i am afraid he will be unhappy if i go cos i will be wearing bikini.. -__-"
And also i cant find anyone to go with me..worse comes to worse..i will ask yuan ba..ha!

I got back my two test papers today and i am pretty happy and satisfied!Pharmaco paper gave me a surprise cos i realli didnt expect to score that well..many of the answers i jus guess onli haha!
Yesterday i went to watch CATWOMAN with alvin..it is not a very very nice show but hallie barry is indeed very sexy and stylish and has a superb figure!There are many computer effects and it is realli obvious to see the fake scenes.Halfway through the show, something was wrong with the film and it stopped for a while..i was so fed up cos that was the second time i watch a movie in cck and that happened!!Both times i watch with alvin somemore..-__-"
We went to the vcd shop and bought a cd each with costs onli $9.90 each!My mum say it's the china version but its alright..cos the songs are still the same wat.

Today Joanne brought her portfolio pictures to school and she looked realli wild and pretty and sexy in those photos!She realli has great figure that i envy so so much!Sylvia suddenly cut her hair to shoulder length and i was so shocked when i saw her on monday.I think something must have happened to she and her bf..this leads to the "breaking-up" season. I found out that another good friend of mine..Xueting also broke up with her bf!Hai..her bf very bad..after so long he jus brk up with her cos he dun love her anymore.
I know ting will be strong wan la..such a cute and fun girl..sure got many guys go after her wan.

Hmm..i hope this weekend i can get to sun-tan..so long never tan already.I see vivian and serene's tan ..it makes me feel like tanning too!JEss said that friday she is going to tan..but i'm not going with her cos she sure go with her "Butch" friends..and i am not close to them at all.
Anyway, Joel msged me today and asked me whether i wan a partime job as a "TIgEr Girl" in supermarket selling Tiger Beers!?!The first tot that came to my mind was the short and pathetic skirt and the very yucky girls pulling lecherous customers to buy the beer.Haha..he told me that the job is veri decent and they give long dresses as the uniform but i dun see the point to hire tiger girls there to sell the beer.My weekend is also the onli time i can relax and enjoy and be free...so i turned down that job.It sounds strange too..

I just came back from gym..gotta go and bath and get ready for my dinner!

I slept ard 2 something yesterday and i am feeling rather blur and extremely tired right now. I've finally finished my test for today and this is the only paper so far that i am very very satisfied with!HArd work really pays man...Bt now i dun have the energy to study for monday's test...PlEaSe Dun GIvE mE anyMoRe TeSTs!

I was shocked by Liwen and Huiwen today when they appeared with brightly coloured hair and stylish hairstyles this morning. Liwen got her long hair but short and dyed the top part purple and Huiwen was even more daring with many streaks and patched of bright GrEen!I am never gonna put such bright colours on my hair when i'm still studying to avoid the teachers calling me to answer questions haha!

Haiz..Here i go again with my everyday-complaints about my classmates....Blah blah blah! The "popular" gang was deciding on the grping for immuno assignment and they wanted us to form our groups so that we can draw lots for the topic to do. It was very obvious that noone wants to join with HER..and we realli had no choice and ended up with HER again.I was pretty fed up with the "BOss" cos they were acting as if everyone is under their control..not even the chairman has control..cos he dun even care!

During CSW, i was nearly tired and bored to death...i felt like leaving the class before the lecturer came but she was going thru some impt stuffs today so i had to stay. I really hate this module ever since the role play..and i dislike the face of the teacher.During her lesson, the class is realli super dead and noone responds to her ..i was looking down at my book for almost one and a half hours til my neck hurts!I dunno why we need to take such a stupid module..it realli is a kind of suffering!!I am sure i will skip some day or another...:P

After school, we went to the lab and did some embedding..i was very very fed up with HER and there were many times when i almost couldnt control myself and felt like shouting at HER!..Embedding actually requires one person to do it only..so i dunno why is the whole grp there and the rest had to stand ard doing nothing..SHE taught us how to embed and kokhow and me tried doing it while erma was recording down info. SHE acted like she is the boss too and seemed to instruct us without realising it herself..I was fed up cos she always snatch things away from my hands and her tone was very bad...like i did something realli wrong and she had to do it herself in the end instead..even though she let us practise or try at the beginning. After my turn, kokhow was learning and SHE also instructed her and kept saying he shouldnt do this and that..then she jus take over the whole thing. I just blurted out: " tot u say let kokhow try,how come u do?" but she didnt reply. I stood ard for the rest of the time..feeling realli pissed cos she slowly climb onto our heads..i wasnt in a good mood...realli wanna go home asap!

Hai...i realli wanna complete my diploma asap and go work..i dun wanna study anymore..realli feel very sick and tired of it!Before this year, i tot of becoming a career woman and be very successful and earn lots of money..and study as much as i can.
However, things change and ppl change with the environment...Too baD!

That cousin of mine has gotten a new Bf and i am realli surprised..dunno wat she is thinking la..aiyah...I have nt seen My dEAr BOy for a week...i hope tmr i can get to see him ..he is also very poor thing..tmr still need to go for test. Hopefully we get to catch a movie tmr!ARrggh..feeling a little headache...gotta slp like a piG!!TataZ..!

It's almost 2am and i have to wake up at 630am!!TirEd...!God help me!!
Finally after stopping for abt one week, i went gym to jog again this afternoon...heng can jog consistenly ah..
Joanne has a new hairstyle and it looks realli nice hai too bad my hair is not natural straight..Her hairstyle looks like Ashlee Simpson's hairstyle..NICE!She look so much younger now..with the short fringe. I went home with her today and at first i tot the atmosphere is gonna be very strange and awkward but today we were able to chat quite normally.
HAiz..that jiayi and kokhow are getting on my nerves!!! I dunno how long i can stand before i shout at them...hai!!Aiyah i think i better slp now..dunno wat else to blog..sorry guys..u all mus be very bored reading my entries...wait til i go enjoy myself..which is dunno when...-___-"

~*More and More Sianz of School*~

I have a test tmr and i am not giving my best in studying it!I dun have the mood to study..i dunno why this is happening to me this final year!! I feel so bored and lose interest in almost everything that has got to do with school!! Even the FYP is driving me crazy now..there are sooo many continous tests these few weeks and assignments..so we didnt have the time to bother abt the FYp.We also tot the teacher ordered the things we will need...and we are actually waiting for them to arrive for us to start our work.The teacher didnt tell us wat she wan us to do..and she told jiayi that we have not been doing anything and didnt go and see her..so she might downgrade us for this. We told her that we are very busy these few weeks with our tests and everything but she said that those are to be done at home and when u come for the test, u are well-prepared..but the FYP is to be done in the school..so we have to plan our time very well.What the hell..hai everything is so stressful...and that jiayi also driving me crazy..being so anxious and so rush in watever she is doing...if she is my siblings, i will surely shout at her !! She actually snatched the slides from me this afternoon when we were doing microtomy and that broke the nice tissues we sectioned before!ARgghh~!!

This morning during the practical, chienmei took two tubes of blood from me and measured my body fats for her FYP.Haha..i was glad that i am under the acceptable range..and they said my arms got alot of muscles hahaha~!But the weighing machine was soooo sensitive...the weight made me so unhappy haha..but it's alright la..

I had a long nap this evening until 8pm haha i know i am a terrible pig..but i was so tired..these days becoming more and more lazy to go to the gym!!GOnna be Fat!Anyway, i had a funny dream during the nap which made me actually laugh during slping...i could feel it..and i felt so tired after i woke up!AFter that,it's TV all the way..hai....no mood to study..onli half study half watching TV.

About the "breaking-up" season, YW met me yesterday and told me abt her brkup with caleb..She was realli very sad..and she almost cried but she didnt cos caleb was not very far behind us..Hai..i dunno why he did that...i msg him but he didnt reply!I think they are goin to have a hard time cos they are also doing their FYP together and from yw, i knew that their attitude towards each other is not very good.
I also saw Val in school today...i know i am being a very Kpo person..but it concerns my beri veri good friend.So i msged her asking her why she broke up so suddenly..then her reply was that the feeling was not as strong as before..But i dun see that as a very good reason to brk off..it might be an excuse or maybe she dun wanna be attached ba.Poor Xx, he is still trying hard to find a chance to have a nice chat with her..so that he might b able to patch things up.
Talking about all these, me and alvin have been quarrelling very frequently for the past one week..hai..sianz..see him in school also liddat..sometimes from the first look i know he is unhappy with something..Sometimes he is sooo cheerful that his smile brightens up my day!It all depends heavily on his mood...

I have to go catch my slp le..if not later tmr canot wake up i die..hope the test will not be very hard..!!

I was damn bored today...i had no mood to study at all!Arrr why issit that this year i dunno how to study!??!I went to see fireworks with Rencheng at esplanade..haha rs didnt go cos like aiyah sian sian lor and never confirm also..so last min..Alvin went to work also..but i didnt dare to let him know i went to see the fireworks cos i know he sure wont be happy and another "war" will be coming...haha

Anyway,i found out that xx got eye infection yesterday and rs and gang even accompanied him to see the doc at the hospital..!!WAh..something so serious man..eye is such a fragile thing..and yet he never take care haiyoh..~!He is such a poor thing eh...he told me that valerie broke up with him yesterday too..wat a coincidence!
She asked him to find someone who cares more abt him...i dunno wats the matter with her also..xx say he will ask for a patch up after he feel better cos he having ulcer now too.Maybe val jus wants to be single ba..:) Love is a complicated thing..noone understands it!

At the same time..i found out that caleb broke up with yw!Omg~!Wat has happened to these pple!!!?!?I tot caleb loves her alot and will definitely treasure!?!?Hai...yw sure very sad de..
Why everyone brk brk at the same time de?Ryan also broke up with waner..hmm..so strange..~

~*FrIdAy The 13Th iS SuRe a BaD Day*~

GueSs WaT gUys..?I Didnt go to school today cos i couldnt wake up on time..i woke up only at 8am when Erma msg me to ask me where am i!I got a shock cos i was supposed to have a test at 8am!And all the while i've been studying for this test..all my time is wasted!!Arrrhhh...i was very worried cos maybe there wont be any grade for this test..but i have to count myself lucky that this is not an ICA module..if not i sure die wan!

I had to go and fake mc from polyclinic lor..i wasnt looking very well this morning and actually felt a little sick la..then had diarrhoea while waiting for my turn to see the doc. I told the doc i got diarrhoea and it was over jus after a few minutes.After that, i went to the lab to pay a visit to my colleagues..Everyone was soooo busy..there were sooo many patients and i began to miss those days when i was sooo frustrated about them and rushing around haha!HAfsah saw me but she didnt have the time to tok to me..so i waited in the pantry room until the crowd cleared abit.
Hafsah got half day today cos she had to acc her son to IOH to see the doctor. I chatted with her for very long but didnt even tok to gekyan..i left with hafsah and went to her house haha!I didnt expect myself to go to her house..but that was very very nice of her to invite me up!I have made a realli nice and good friend that isnt my age..and that is rare!
I even ate lunch at her house..and we chatted about everything under the sun..from national day..the terrorist haha..to the polyclinic life..to my school and classmates...almost everything...it was realli quite strange that i am able to tok about all these with her.

I reached polyclinic at 9am and finished seeing the doctor ard 10.30am...but by the time i left hafsah's house, it was 2.15pm!Haha ... when i reached home i dunno why but i felt realli tired..and immediately slept til 7.30pm!I know i am a realli big fat pig!SO today i realli feel like a sick patient resting at home hehe..when i woke up,i watched the tv and got gastric pain!!
When my mum finally came back with my dinner, i oculd finish up the food cos i didnt have the appetite..Then continued to watch tv til 1 plus..haha now blogging lor..later i have to study for next week's virology test..Hai sianz..

I think tmr my day has to be productive, if not i cant enjoy my sunday.I might be going to esplanade to see the fireworks!

It's late in the night now and tmr i have morning class at 8am and there will even be a test first thing in the morning!!!What am i doing here at this time??Hai..sudden urge to blog..but also actually nothing much to blog abt la..as usual..stupid me..
What's happening to me these days???

I am not studying as hard as before...dun realli care abt school work..and always feeling emotional from time to time when i never expect it.It jus comes suddenly and quarrels with my bf unecessarily...and making me hate him sometimes too!!!

Anyway, i was chatting with Rs jus now and i was really happy that he msn me first. It has realli been a long time since we last had a long chat..and i have to treasure it cos there isnt much chance. PPl forgive me if u are all bored abt my blog..but this is my blog and of course i jus have to blog about watever i feel like blogging..
I always feel very emotional when toking to Rs now..and i dunno why...hai..hai...actually also dunno how to express myself..blah blah blah..sorry guys..for this lame and stupid entry..PLS FORGIVE ME!

Yesterday i went gym again ..wah and very xiong lor cos the previous day i also went. I couldnt run well yesterday and i felt like vomiting halfway so i slowed down the speed to walk instead. I think i was very tired yesterday and i cant run for consecutive days la..When i reached home,i watched Singapore idol and then the 9pm mandarin show, followed by Fear Factor on AXN. I bathed only around 11.30pm! I didnt manage to study at all and i am really worried abt tmr's test now..but i dunno wat is more important for the revision topics..There are soooo many things to study! I did some more of my pharmaco essay and slept very late..anyway,i have class only at 2pm today..Just going for a practical lesson..-__-"

I hope there's more drawing of blood today hah...so boring..tmr maybe going out with yuan, jess and ting after school.Yeah so long never see them..finally can see them ...
I ever dreamt of shuhui with her baby and we are toking face to face in the dream and i finally can see her son.Haha but i cant remember his face now.
Anyway, last night i dreamt of my teeth loosening and all seemed like they are gonna drop easily..i was sooo terrified!Andi really look very very ugly in the dream!Phew!I wonder wat it means in real life.

These days i'm also having lesser and lesser things to blog abt..so boring..there's nothing to blog abt!Hai...dunno why always have the feeling to go singing these days..but i only enjoy going with an an....think i have to go get ready for school..ByEeee..!

I am very tired today haha it seems like everyday i am tired. I had a hard time getting outta bed this morning, if not for the practical this morning,i think i would have skipped lessons. During pract, i drew blood from three ppl!3 tubes from the teacher and i felt happy cos i didnt fail in any of them..I think i'm realli addicted to taking blood..haha so SADIST!

I wore a black spaghetti strap top and when i saw alvin during one of the lectures, i knew he was looking to see whether i was exposing myself alot. I couldnt stand him!!During breaktime, he asked me why is my tops nowdays so low-cut?I was soo pissed off with him..he said that maybe my tops are loose after a lot of washes in the washing machine.I said it isnt then he said maybe now my bras support my boobs higher and so it looked bigger and more exposed!!!!What the HEll!!All the while i am wearing the same bras lor..dunno wat he's toking abt!Then he said why other ppl wear ok then i wear so exposed?And i answered him back " yah lor..my body got problem!!!" then i walked away!
Arrghh...i sms him to say that if he dun wan me to wear, then i would not wear it in front of him but will wear it whenever i dun see him and have the chance.Isnt that worse?Then i said i cannot wear V-neck or Round neck la..?Can only wear turtle neck!!Then he say ok la...can wear la...crazy fella!:P

I went jogging this afternoon in the gym..and my speed increased already!!Haha..so happy..but i feel so tired today!I dunno when can i slim down...haha ...sianz..need alot of determination!

~*Happy NAtional DAy*~

Today is national day but there are lesser ppl hanging national flags and there realli isnt the atmosphere..i went to watch the fireworks outside national stadium with vin. On thw way there, i didnt see many ppl wearing red and i was like the veri few wearing red..and i felt a little dumb!
I saw Xiaoling there and she looked great!But dunno why she always wanna wear that thick frame specs of hers wherever she goes.She was with her bf..but i didnt manage to see his face!
The fireworks was really huge and nice from our view and very loud too...haha
After that while leaving,i saw Xx n rs but they didnt see me..i didnt wanna go up to them cos i would not know wat to say and especially when vin was with me.If i was alone or with other ppl,i would love to join them and very badly! :(
Nvm...next time then meet up lor..i dunno whether i will lose these friends...SaD...

Eh tmr is school AGAIN..Duh~!SiaNz!!I have to bath now..then need to study a little and do my immuno datasheet..wat the heck!

~*Sudden Thots*~

I went singing today with an an and i didnt do anything about school ..i came home and watched tv for many hours..now so late already..hai..toking to xx
suddenly have some thoughts abt my sec school buddies and friends..F9 and shuhui...
During our conversation, we somehow toked about my past relationships and i must say the most memorable one and marked a very deep impression..and had a great impact in my life and everything,has to be jason and Rs. But all those can only be memories now..and that is a realli sad thing sometimes when u think back..but that's life..i cannot do anything abt it.

Rs has always been my guardian angel in my heart and he is still an angel from my own perspective right now...and i think he will always be one. I knw i have somehow let these two guys down some way or other, and i've hurt them both terribly and i am really guilty of it! Both has given me alot of happiness and security, especially Rs. I'm very grateful to him for being there for me almost like always!..Always there to listen to me..and i liked toking to him, but dunno whether he realli listens haha..!Now i realli miss toking to him...it's a realli good feeling when i am able to sit down and keep toking to him..or thru the fone. Now i have one less listener and it seems like other than him, noone is there to listen to me except for my "DeaD" blog. I know everything wont be the same anymore and maybe we will keep drifting away from each other.But i just hope he will know that he had given me happy moments and really supported me and gave me strengths throughout that time.....

I dunno why i am suddenly writing this...but sometimes it just comes naturally..with tears...

I'm blogging for today and tmr..yeah i finally got my own computer in my room..but there are still alot of my father's folders and programmes inside which i do not need!I guess he'll still be using my com when he needs it for the time being..hai..sianz..dun wanna complain la..but i dun have a printer so whnever i need to print something i have to go to my sister's room to use her computer still.

Yesterday morning i couldnt squeeze into the lrt, so i waited for the next train.I met Rs at the platform and started talking to him.At first i think it was a bit strange and i was afraid we couldnt get the conversation going.I think i talked too much and all the way to school,i was the one toking and he would just reply a little.I was happy to see him and to be able to tok to him about my stuffs and the things that happened.I think i realli miss my sec school friends...Hai..or maybe i miss toking to Rs.

Anyway,yesterday's clinical chem test was average..I was very very tired in the morning.If not for the test, i think i will go for the later lectures. After school, my pjt grp went to see ms phoon to learn microtomy. Kokhow didnt go cos he had to work, miss phoon was unhappy about that cos she wants her students to focus on pjt and not other things.If not, we will score badly. It was the first time i was exposed to the microtome so i was realli blur about it.I dun even know which is on and off and all the compartments and how it works.So, when miss phoon finished teaching and giving demo,she asked me to try first and she will see.I was very nervous and realli clumsy too..the wax that was cut had to b treated super gently!!And i had to use my left hand..and it trembled most of the time..so the films were always damaged.After taking out the cut pieces,i had to put it into the water for it to float and spread out nicely.But my angle was very uncomfortable and also becos of my left hand,so i failed many times and miss phoon asked me to try again and again unti i got it.
Slowly, i finally improved haha..so happy..i think it is quite fun!!I cant wait to go practise..hee

After that,i went to lot 1..realli felt miserable cos i didnt wanna go home but there were noone i could find to acc me.Alvin had to train his badminton,and all my friends were all not free.Yuan meeting Rs and some others for kbox session at night.Actually yuan wanted to acc me watch movie at lot 1,but i was a little sian so i didnt feel like watching.I tried callig my sister but she was with jerry..so i walked ard lot 1 and bought a red giordano top,jay chow's new album , rented some vcds and bought my hamster's food and went home.I slept realli early and fast last night..so tired..

Today..i went swimming with my sister and jerry ..so long never swim..alvin wanted to come and swim wan...but he didnt cos he slept real late last night and he couldnt wake up.He had to work tonight and tmr night..so he didt come..hai..a bit sian these days i got so many things to do...!!!!!!!!

It's a very tiring day today and my eye lids are soooo heavy!!This morning's prac was alright,i think i didnt do much and we are nt as confused as last week.It was required to draw two tubes of blood from each group,one non-fasting and one fasting blood.Apparently,the whole class forgot abt this but i had always skipped breakfast and i was the only person in my group who fasted.HAha so ideally,my blood should be taken.So,chienmei took sylvia's blood while erma took mine.It was the first time for erma and i was quite nervous too but i think she could make it.My vein is quite easy to find but she kept telling me that her hands are cold and it was indeed super cold!Anyway,when she inserted the needle and the tube,everything was alright except for a teenie weenie painful feeling.The blood was flowing out smoothly but her hands were not stable enuff so the needle came out accidentally in the middle of the process.My blood jus flowed out onto my hands and table haha..and erma got a shock/..i think for a moment she didnt know wat she was supposed to do.:D..she kept apologising but hey erma..it is really aright..haa!!I am FIT OKIE?!:P SUbsequent practices will make u succeed..next time will let u take again dun worry.
Huaming was like a nurse and he came with a big big C-fold paper and pressed onto my wound.Haha but when it was his turn to have his blood taken,his face somehow turned really pale and he felt giddy.So the teacher asked him to take some food and rest..he said he was sweating a lot that time.PhEw!
Mr joshua said i dun have to give anymore blood lor haha so i took erma's blood instead.Her veins are realli hard to see but u can feel it..i was quite nervous too cos her vein quite easy to miss if u never aim well.Haha but it was a success!
In the middle of the prac, serene's FYP group wanted to take blood samples for their project,so they went to the next class to take the blood of the mm students.Most of them are guys and they are realli bad cos they kept stressing serene and saying that they are not experienced and all that, and that made them realli nervous and i could see their hands shaking real hard.They didnt manage to take successfully at first and i know they must have felt realli bad.
After taking out my plaster,there was a big bruise haha but it will heal.There's nothing interesting to blog except for this..hmm...sianz...slpy

Hmm...the weather is super hot now..i dunno whether wanna go jog later...hai..later i faint haha...:P

I went to watch "House of Flying Daggers" with vin at jurong east right after school.I didnt have any idea of wat it is about but i heard from many ppl, and also tot that it should be a realli nice show.Actually i wanted to watch i,robot but he watch already ma..scared later he feel sian.The show was quit boring during some parts but quite touching at times.The ending was realli stupid cos i think all the three main characters died!!I think Takeshi is realli very very handsome and andy lau is realli evil in the show.Think this is the first time he is acting a villian's role.

Hai..tmr is tuesday already..another day of clinical chem pract.There's stil alot of things to be done and i dun have the mood to do so.SO many tests and i dun understad so i jus memorize by hard.

Anyway,i didnt go to gym today so i alighted at cck and walked all the way back home haha.. i know i am crazy,but i also went lot 1 to see whether there's the hanson album.I think tmr i will go gym for my regular jogging ba..have to go bath now..!!

~*Brand New Day*~

It's sunday again and tmr is sch again!Anyway,my whole family went to causeway pt to eat breakfast together but the bread there was not really delicious la then my brother and alvin went to cut hair at jean yip and my brother actually straightened his hair!Haha this is the first time i see him in straight hair i think he must be quite happy abt it.
Alvin made me cry today haha..i felt so hurt becos he said that i have very broad shoulders maybe even broader than his.Then my brother say i can kill the person with just one punch!They didnt think of my feelings and kept on saying then i couldnt control so i cried lor..then my sister and jerry consoled me.Haha..i was realli realli hurt!

Btw,I've decided not to dwell on the other thing that day cos i think it's kinda childish lor.Hai..i am realli sorry towards Justin cos he isnt the one telling afterall and i felt realli bad jumping into conclusions.I think i shall not continue mentioning about that matter cos it's pointless..i guess a blog does not give u privacy anyway.

I'm currenly searching for some notes for tmr's fyp meeting but it's realli tough!I cant seem to find anything necessary!!Hai..so fed up..Later waner is coming my house,hai realli long time never see her..miss her so much!She sure has alot of things to tell me..Hmm too bad tonight cannot go and see the fireworks cos i got no time to spare..realli have to study alot and read up alot.Vin also got test tmr..poor everyone!!Haha!!