Friday, April 30, 2004 1:54:00 PM
~*WeAthEr KeEp ChAnGinG ThEse DaYs*~
Yesterday i seemed to see something that i shouldn't have seen!!haha..cos i was walking pass the toilet to give alvin an icecream but i heard the sound of the water from the shower was quite loud lor.I realised a small hole cos the toilet door was not closed fully and guess waT!!!I saw Jerry inside peeping out as if waiting for something.I saw his naked body but not very clearly of course!Omg...then i was shocked i think he saw me and quickly closed the door!I was so embarassed after that i dared not see him face to face..kept hiding from him and i think he might also be hiding from me.Cos after the incident, we didnt meet face to face at all!He was always inside my sister's room haha i told my mum about it and she laughed!
Hmm anyway, John Stevens was voted out last night on American Idol..I know it's expected but kinda sad leh..he looked so innocent and like Simon Cowell said, he takes every critism like a man without any complaints or watever And he is onli 16
!I think the next person out should be george huff...realli dun like him..haha then the competition will be left with all the girls.William Hung has already had his own CD and MTV while they are all still competing to be the american idol!I've already seen his mtv twice and my mum heard his cd in Cdrama!Oh Gosh!!Wonder wat the media is realli thinking...
I cant study in the afternoon cos there's so many tv programmes to watch and i cant concentrate!So at night i will study til bery late lor..hmm no time to go watch movie..no money even worse eh!Have been eating maggie mee and the nutritious snack bar for DAYS!It's sooooo NOT delicious but my mum said this will allow me to slim down..hai...~!Have been doing crunches also and other small exercises...and applying the Destock slimming cream...i dunno how long mus i wait to see the results if any.
I think it's going to rain soon...hmm good!I wonder whether we need to tie hair this time during itp in the polyclinic...that time i worked there no need but when i left i think the supervisor got a notice to tell them to tie hair..Hai..i dun wan!Cos i wanna go rebond my hair ard my birthday and after that i still have to work for about one week before school starts..so i cant tie my hair ard that period of time.Eh..but i'm so close with the supervisor maybe she can allow me not to tie for that week..hehe!
Wednesday, April 28, 2004 11:19:00 PM
~*OnE pApEr DoWn And 2 To Go*~
Yeah!I had my mol gene paper today..and it was quite alright..not too tough! Now left two more papers!Hmm later gotta start studying BIA!WAh..it rained while we were doing our paper and it was soooo cold in the room...i write until my fingers soooo painful!Surprisingly i finished my paper around 30 minutes before the time.I tot i did something wrong or wat...not very confident about it..haha then kept checking the paper over and over again..cos cant believe i can finish it so early.
Eh...the american idol's theme today was to sing Gloria Estefan's songs..hmm many of them sang her latin type of songs but then i think today's performance was not that good...i think the best performance was from Diana Degarmo. John Stevens sang the worst hai...but i think he might not get kicked out this week but sooner or later wan la.Last week i was super happy that jennifer hudson was kicked out!!haha..that pig face...!
Hmm yuan was kinda unhappy yesterday cos qianni told him that she promised her bf not to go out with guys alone..then yuan very sad lor..hai i think he shouldnt dwell on such things lor since qianni and her bf are so loving.
Hmm...i need money these days!Realli broke!!Cannot stand it anymore..got so many things to buy!
Monday, April 26, 2004 11:31:00 PM
~*A bit Scared le*~
Hai so long never blog le..have been studyin these days but not as hard as i tot i would..hmm realli slacking!!How can?!?!!?Arrghh..now beginning to feel the stress and pressure le..very scared le..today still went to watch "Dawn Of The Dead" with alvin..hmm going to be broke soon..no money to eat.My mum bought some meal-replacement chocolate snack bar so that i can eat less for dinner or eat it when i skip any meals.Can save money and slim down at the same time.
Aiyoh...yesterday had stomachache..today also..hai dunno wat have i eaten...:(
Tmr waner coming le..dunno can concentrate to study anot..later cannot slp mus study alot then slp..
Seems like i dun have much to write leh..so sianz!
Saturday, April 24, 2004 1:18:00 PM
~*HAnd very PAIN PAIN*~
ARrghh i jus woke up..i know it's pretty late but i've been slping late these days..cannot blame me.Hmm but after the biostats test, i didnt study til today..later mus realli start studying already! Yesterday my sis, me, waner, alvin went to eat lunch at lot one "Let's Eat" with my mum and her colleague(Kelly).The food there was realli delicious and the servings was quite big too..we all ate til very very full. There was a bird which appear from nowhere and all the customers were so afriad..the bird flew here and there and the waitresses, manager, cook and cleaner all tried to catch the bird but of course la..bird where got so easy to catch wan??The bird even flew to one of the tables where some malays were havin their meal and it stepped onto their rice and plates!!They didnt finish the food then went off already..i think they didnt have to pay ba!It was soooo unhygenic..but heng the bird didnt fly to our table cos we had the most number of dishes..the cook finally caught the bird but i dunno how and the bird kept calling for help. Phew!
My sis and waner went home themselves after lunch cos the rest of us were going bowling afterwards. My mum and kelly wanted to find another colleague working at the watson branch in lot 1 and they chatted
REALLLLL long and even went to have a drink!Never even care about me and vin lor...made us walk the whole lot1 ..also nothing to see wan..everything see finish le..then legs so tired.So we went to find them and even had to wait somemore...
FINALLY, we went to bt panajng plaza and when we reached there, they went to find their colleague working at the branch there too!They asked us to walk ard and they would meet us inside the bowling place.SO, we went to the pet shop and the game shop then went to see ppl bowl lor..so sianZ!We waited like about 1 hour plus i guess and both of us were
sooooooo tired and slpy!We found seats inside the bowling area and i played with the tetris game in my hp..almost dozed off lor!Actually i was getting a little pissed with my mum at that time and i didnt have the mood to play already ..even felt like going home!But later when my mum came..she was so enthu and smiling happily and she went to book the lane so i jus forgot about it...My brother also came from school to join us cos he got his own bowling ball ma..then he always wanna practise!It has been a long time since i last played bowling and i realli suck at it!I did my best to throw the ball but it always went into the drain!!There were no balls that fit my hands too...cos my hand is realli too small and so difficult to grab the big big ball..so heavy too!Now my right hand is realli aching...hai...so painful!
At night, my mum, waner and me went to another cousin's(Xiaoling) granpda's wake at LAkeside.It was sooo crowded there we didnt expect it to be liddat..seemed like a gathering or something.We chatted very long with xiaoling and it was realli fun!His grandpa died of cancer so it was kinda expected..so i dun think they were realli very very sad and devastated la.Xiaoling crazy lor..she has been looking after the coffin for
3 consecutive nights!!Hehe she also said i slimmed down!So happy..hmm but still not satisfied..so have to jiayou!Everyday do a little small exercise and apply the slimming cream my mum gave me.Dunno got effect anot cos i jus applied a few days ago..
WAner went home this morning even before i woke up!She ah..realli dunno how to describe her...realli suffering with her bf but still dun wanna break!Later still wanna go to his house to give him a surprise!That guy is realli selfish and thinks he is a KING!!Like a baby also..everything mus win and my cousin has to coax him!He thinks he got liver prob and handsome he can do anything he wants!I dun think he realli loves waner lor..cos he always uses breaking up as a threat to her and my cousin would not wanna brk..-___-"
These days guys are realli weak and i think they are begining to evolve le..very unreasonable and not understanding..very petty and behaving more and more like girls..now
girls RULEZzzzzz!!
Aiyah gtg and eat maggie already vry hungry later still have to study..Alvin's coming but i told him we
REALLI MUST STUDY..if not, He cannot come!
Thursday, April 22, 2004 11:54:00 PM
~*BiOsTaTs TeSt OvEr...y|pEee333!!!*~
Had the test this morning and i think it's realli a relief that it's over!It is actually quite alright, not as bad as the first quiz. I finished the paper jus in time and hey,i hope it can help to pull up the overall marks!I nearly got a stiff neck after the paper..really panicky when we were all doing the test cos all u could hear was the tapping of the keyboard and the clicking of the mouse!I jus feel as if a rock has been unloaded off my back and soon, i have to be ready for battle for the remaining three paperS!Oh GosH!
I went to town after the paper and was planning to meet waner there..but then alvin msg me and asked me whether i wanna watch a movie.I was already on the way down and he was still at home so i suggested to watch in town since he would be having a badminton friendly match at toa payoh..so it's actually not too far from town. However, he was lazy to go to town and waner didnt wanna watch a movie!!In the end, alvin came down and i planned to meet my cousin after watching movie with alvin to shop ard.
When i reached somerset MRT,GuEsS Who I SAW?!?!?!?!PALE!!!And she was waiting for her friend and since i got noone, she asked me to walk with them before meeting alvin.When her friend came, i was surprised cos her style was kinda hiphop and girlish but pale is erm....u know?Anyway, I forgot her friend's name but she sure is a friendly and cute girl..always quite short. We walked ard in heeren searching for pale's polo tee but i felt reallli realli extra cos i jus followed anywhere they went and they were quite good friends i think, so i always walked alone.I kept smsing alvin to confirm the time to meet him. Pale was realli hungry so we went to cineleisure to see wats there to eat jus becos i would be meeting alvin there!I bought the tickets for "Starsky & Huctch" first and i asked them to leave first lor cos they wanted to go to Scotts to eat the beef noodles.
I was alone for about 20 minutes i think, walking ard cineleisure with so little money left..i went to "mini toons" and bought 5 handphone chain for myself,my brother,waner,my sister and jerry.It took me a realli long time to choose.Alvin didnt want any cos he thinks it's realli an obstruction and kinda sissy...
When he reached cine, we went to eat the usual=>Long john's fish & chips + coleslaw. I was very full and didnt finish it..
Then it was time for the show!Hmm..we were having couple seats and there was a couple on the right side of us...realli irritating and pissing me off!!I mus admit the show was quite funny but jus a tiny tiny thing,the girl especially laughed sooooo loudly as if she was at her own house!!!I kept whispering to vin that i wanna bash her haha and he thinks that's funny!The show was nice overall...Owen Wilson is quite a handsome chap!Although old...but good-lookin!There's still so many shows i wanna watch...like "Dawn of the dead", "Shrek 2", "Van Hellsing" and "50 first dates"...etc.
The show ended at ard 5pm and vin was supposed to reach lakeside at 645pm and i would be meeting my cousin at Lot1 ard 7pm..so we figured out we still had some time left.So, we went to play pool at the mechmaster behind somerset MRT.We had realli fast games and suddenly, my slipper broke!The part where my toes "kiap" in order to walk broke and that's my favourite slippers!!!Hai..so sad that i have to throw it away...The worse thing was i had to drag my right foot all the way from somerset to Lot 1 and i didnt wan anyone to notice, hope no one did!-___-"
I met waner at lot 1 and went searching for another pair of slippers but none caught my eye..instead, i bought a pink giordano spaghetti strap!We took some pictures inside the dressing room haha..i know we are crazy!!Hmm...i think my cousin is realli getting tired of her bf soon...she is such a poor thing having such a bf..i think i will surely go mad or even be very harsh towards him..even if we broke up i also dun mind..hai..!
Tmr my mum's having her day off and we are going to play bowling at bt panjang plaza!Hehe so long never bowl sure very lousy wan..:P
1:00:00 AM
Yeeyee is currently feeling: WaRm & SIAnZ....-____-"
Tmr i'm having the computer test finally..!!I wanna let it be over asap!I got home from studying at xx's house at ard 1030pm and realised i've missed almost half of the
AMERICAN IDOL !!Omg! I tot today is on the uncut uncensored thingy...hai...nvm..i managed to watch the recap at the end of the show.Anyway, i think all the girls did a really great job today and the guys are realling losing it. Poor thing..
I did 100 crunches before bathing and after bathing, i decided to revise again on the computer. Who knows wat happened?!?!Luck is jus not by my sidE!!!Stupid computer!!I haven even studied half before the modem jus suddenly disconnected!!I was sooooo frustrated and didnt wanna go study..instead i ate an icecream cone and studied a little in my room using the
THICK textbook! But i'm realli not in the mood to study!!
Dunno why and how my dad always gets the computer fixed and now here i am blogging out all my complaints!!
Hai...sianz!!
Friday my mum asked me whether i wanna go bowling with her and my aunt...i asked alvin along and at night i might go attend my cousin's grandpa's wake. Hmmm i also dunno wats my purpose of going...but anyway i'll see how i'm feeling til then. I also tot of going S.O.S on friday night..but calling ppl to go along will be a problem. In fact, i cant even confirm whether i myself can go! If not i'll jus go shopping for a new pair of jeans..i realli need jeans for my attachment.
Thinking of attachment, i think i need to borrow some library books to read during my time there..if not i'll be bored to death when there's nothing to do!
Wednesday, April 21, 2004 7:02:00 PM
~*SICK SICK SICK*~
I AM SO SICK SICK SICK of the biostats!!!I still couldnt open the pdf format tutorials at home..with three computers i cant even open in one! So, i'm now at Mr Xx's house studying..have been looking at the computer since 3pm i think..realli tired even feel like vomitting haha! Since it's open book test i think i'm soon not gonna study anymore. Alvin had his test today and he said it was alright think he can jus pass...hmm hope it reall isnt so tough. Xx is sleeping now lor..he jus now nothing to do..then kept hanging his clothes and rearranging his stuffs. Haha he bought duck noodles for lunch jus now..with this weather i realli feel restless..-___-" Jus now got thunder and lightning i tot it's gona rain
BUT IT DIDNT!!! It's already 7 plus now..sianz!!
Later dunno eat wat also..
Tuesday, April 20, 2004 8:11:00 PM
~*FrUsTrAteD*~
ARRR...I've been facing the computer for hours these few days to study my biostats test this thurs!!Dunno wat happened to my sp webby or account or whether issit my computer!I can log in but i cant open all my tutorials to study...asked erma to send me but i cant even open the tutorials she sent me!Why!?!?But when i asked XX to open using my account he can leh..i used other computer also cannot open..if this still happens tmr morning, i guess i have to go to someone else's house to study already. -___-"
Anyway, i woke up real late today ard 1.30pm and went to eat lunch with my sister. We ate Kway CHap ..yummy long time never eat le.Then i actually stole a paper door hanger from a magazine in 7-Eleven haha..realli silly i know. But there's Selina from S.H.E on it ma..that day i bought the mag and didnt check and i got the door hanger with Hebe on it.I seldom steal wan la..always steal those useless stuff also..keke!
Hmm..there's a realli big news this afternoon! I think the whole singapore already knows it. It's about the collapse of the highway near Suntec City...i think the road near Golden Mile or something liddat. Dun u ppl think that many things happen after the blackout that day?haha..i'm jus bullshitting!But after the blackout, everyday seems to be blazing hot!Crazy weather...make me sweat nonstop!I hope it will rain soon these days!!!!PLEeeEEASEeee!!!
I've watched a news on tv about someone putting something which he claimed to be a bomb under a seat in an MRT. No wonder i've heard announcements to ask us to look out for any suspicious objects and call 999. The person has been caught cos he was taped down by the camera and the object is actually not a bomb. The collapse of the highway this afternoon was also due to an explosion underground..and gas was spreading around that area. There were a few casualties sent to the hospital i think. Haha at first my mum taught it's those veri high flyovers and she tot alot of pple died!
Hmm i have to go exercise and bath before my mum comes back to gimme dinner!TaTaz! :D
Monday, April 19, 2004 6:51:00 PM
~*Feeling damn tired*~
I am realli feeling extremely tired right now..it didnt felt like i slept at all the whole night last night. I woke up many times in the middle of the night and when it was 630am..the alarm clock only rang for a few seconds and i was already up.Hai..i think i didnt even blink my eyes...feel so tired!!My neck and head hurts almost the whole day especially when we were preparing for our immuno presentation in the com lab. Haha i tot i had migraine~!!! :P
Anyway, today was MR Ho's last lesson and i think he really is a very funny and friendly and good teacher..give us so many tips..at least make our lives better haha.
Finally the immuno presentation is OVER!!!YeaH~!!! haha..realli can relax already...we were realli nervous before the presentaton and kept practising and repeating the speech together. I dun think any other groups are as nervous as us. Last night we were all very frustrated about the powerpoint slides cos we last minute found out that the file was too big to be saved in the floppy disk. So in the end we saved the background in 2 disks and the texts in another 2 diskettes to compile in school so that we can save it in the school's M drive. We told the Mr Tan we need to open the file from our own M drive so we ended up being the first grp to present, which was quite good actually. The main prob was to look at the teacher while toking..haha cos he is too disgusting and we cannot present if we were to look at him...with his RED NOSE!!!And PeRvERt LipS!!YucKS!Haha..but when i was presenting i dun find him realli that awful la..!!
I think all of us were toking to fast and my hands were shaky..i kept pulling my cardigan and adjusting it also dunno why!
I think generally we did alright la..but when pale tok i think it was a little blur and unclear..i saw the teacher frown realli hard and his face almost looked like it got squashed!!haha jus like perky's! Haha..when collin present, he realli was very funny and entertaining..i gave him the highest score on the evaluation slip. When D was presenting, i couldnt help but laugh when he seemed to walk in a circle and his hands were shaking real hard when he read from the paper!!! :P
I know i am not that good la..-___-" Hopefully i dun do the things they do!
I just did some exercises like crunches and stretching of the legs and my legs realli feel quite muscular now..hahah scared it will become very ugly..!!Hai..the bloody damn weather...wat the hell is the weather fairy doing!?! Jus now it seemed like it's gonna rain and the sky was realli dark and filled with dark clouds..but why is it not raining?The air is sooooo humid!!I cant take it..everyday i am sweating nonstop...right after bathing also..somemore i am someone who sweats easily!
I just knew a bad news last night about a friend of mine being in coma..that's a realli sad thing cos he used to be a very active guy who loves to play soccer. He was always not home and always outside like a nocturnal animal..having fun with his friends and other things. Although i am not very close to him, i feel realli sorry for him. I didnt ever imagine something liddat would happen to someone i actually know! I dunno how to help him also..i think his family is realli very very sad...poor thing. :( I hope god will be by his side and let him recover asap! Hmmm i mus admit life is very fragile and u cannot predict wat will happen the next minute or even the next second! I watched the NKF show also...its realli very saddening to see those patients who might die the next day without them knowing it! Hai...they are very innocent ppl! I jus hope everyone will treasure their loved ones or the ppl ard them.
Currently i am realli addicted to the game called "gold miner" haha..i think to some ppl it might seem to be a very childish and stupid game with no challenge. But it is realli not as easy as it seems!Haha later gotta play...and erma is addicted to the game called "superbike". I think we are realli 2 silly girls~! EWww...i am sticky from head to toes..i think i gotta bath soon!Later still have to study for biostats test this coming thurs!
Saturday, April 17, 2004 1:55:00 AM
~*CuRrEnt MooD: In a Daze*~
I was late for the presentation discussion today all becos my clock dropped onto the floor and the minute hand was broken. When i looked at the clock face sleepily, the minute hand was moving like the second hand,so i couldnt figure out wat time it was but it was actually 1010am!I was supposed to reach school at 11am!By the time i rushed to school, i was sweating and smelly..met erma and pale at mac and we went to book com.
So coincidentally, we booked the same com lab as joanne, sheila and Zahidah and it jus so happened that pale's com was beside joanne. She wanted to change places with me but i told her it's okie wat!Haha..also dun understand why they behave that way.
During out discussion, pale was realli HYPERACTIVE & CRAZY!She typed so hard on the keyboard and so noisy..and kept suggesting this and that and interrupting us.We almost exploded cos she kept toking about irrelevant stuff ..wasting our time. Either he spelling or typing is realli lousy cos she kept making mistakes and erma had to correct her so many times!We did our slides quite quickly and generally, there's not much things but when it comes to presentation, it seems too simple. I doubt i will know how to answer the qns Mr Tan is gonna bomb us with!We draw lots and i got to present on the signs & symptoms, pale got the starting and erma got the most crucial part of the presentation(noone wants that).Haha but i know she can handle it!
We attended the Yr 3 presentation at MLT 1 at 2pm and the audience was made up of mainly students..i tot there would be alot of lecturers. Anyway, all the students were realli good..cos they present their end of year project alone and in front of soooo many ppl..i realli respect them and think they did a great job although i cant realli understand wat the majority or them were toking abt. The lecturers kept asking them qns and torturing them..realli felt bad for them but all of them handled the qns realli well.They could answer right after the qns have been asked...i must think quite long if it is me.
After school, i went to meet Alvin at JE to sing ktv at kbox..We made a 4pm booking and he was late!He didnt need to go to school and he knew it was at 4pm and yet he was late!I rushed from school and reached JE at 345..but he reached at 415!Hmmmph...i was a bit angry at first cos i wanted to sing badly and it ate into the time but i tot i cannot blame him also..it's jus a small matter and ppl do get late wat. But i waited for him at JE station realli long and sweating cos of the bloody weather!! I changed the booking time to 5pm but he said it was too late..so when we reached Kbox, we sang right away til 7pm. Realli long time since i last sang..but alvin was not realli keen leh...he sang a while then anyhow sing..i felt a little frustrated too. Then he felt tired and had no mood to sing..and played his hp game and rested while i sang for the rest of the time. I felt realli bad and sianz too...ask him go sing then he like so unhappy and never enjoy himself...in addition, the aircon was terribly cOLD!!I wonder how they can survive in such a cold temp!We were freezing to death..realli too cold and he was shivering so badly maybe it affected his mood i guess. After singing, i went to the toilet and my lips were purplish black!Realli very cold..the coldest air con i've ever experienced haha!(Not Exaggerating)
After having dinner, i went home and he went to play badminton. Every monday and Friday night he has to play badminton near his house area and he always very enthu abt it. Tmr he will come my house and watch VCD with me...
FINALLY! I tot of asking him to go causeway pt tmr ..treat him eat pastamania leh..but then after treating..i will be realli broke!Dunno how to survive....:P but i still feel like treating him eh...:P -_____-"
Hmmm...jus now i had a chat with erma thru msn..realli find her a very close and good friend indeed. I've never tot i will meet someone in Poly...cos it's realli hard to find a good friend.Somemore she is a malay..and we tend to have communication difficulty..but everything sums up to become very funny and fun!I realised i realli can share anything with her and be stupid...crazy...childish..everything. She even waits for me inside the toilet while i SHIT! haha...i know it's disgusting!:P Realli must treasure her..and realli glad that she is happy to have me as her friend too!
Eh..i'm searching the net for presentation stuff..but cant realli find much about the part i'm presenting..at the same time toking to XX..but got not much things to tok abt. I think we have realli drifted since both got attached..i dunno whether that's a good thing..but it should happen this way i guess. :( Nowadays see him online also tok for a short duration..he dun seem to tok as much as last time...last time he seemed to be very happy seeing me online and we will tok very long. But as i've said...it was
LAST TIME!I can see that valerie is realli impt to him n he loves her alot and will treasure her alot. That is GreaT!Val might be going overseas for her coming itp..and he is gonna miss her like crazy!he dun wan her to go but he dun wanna ask her to stay too cos he wants to let her do watever she wants...and that is realli
SWEET! But i guess if val dun realli wanna go
THAT badLY....he can try asking her not to go.
I've not seen Rs these days..he mus be real busy with school work. Hai..so pitiful..didnt know his course is so stressed..even worse than mine! Jus hope everything is fine for him..:D
Today is chongxun's bday and i sent a sms to him and he was glad i rememebered..hehe..of course i remembered..i hope he will be happy and appreciate it. Oh..it's almost 2am..i think i have to go dry my hair..and do some studying..Biostats test if ard the corner..but i dun wanna look at the com already tmr then study that..!
Thursday, April 15, 2004 10:44:00 PM
~*ImmUnO TeSt OvEr*~
YeSh!! Finally the immuno test is over and there is one less subject to study...hai but then tmr got to go school although no lesson tmr, need to discuss presentation for immuno on next monday. I very scared to present..so scared hai and so unlucky to choose that topic..so difficult to find the info and present..cos too much info already i realli dunno how to organise.
The immuno test this morning was alright la..heng not too difficult except for the fill in the blanks part.
Biostats lesson was sooooo boring that made me realli fall aslp!!Today really tired...even erma also fell aslp!I didnt even listen to a tiny bit of the lesson tonight..i cannot understand haha!BIA Lesson was extended to 2 hours today but it was not as boring and tiring as biostats lesson. Mr Ho finally finished teaching all the topics..and i am so happy that there are so many sections not tested in exams..no need to study so much!!:D
Hmm i came home today and chatted with waner in my sister's room for a few hours before changing clothes. I had gastric pain also dunno why leh...not i never eat also..after eating i did 100 crunches and stretcthed my legs. I hope i can split my legs once again..hehe..so wasted cos last time during chinese dance i can split wan. Wah...now my legs are feeling realli aching..haha the muscles all long time never work le. Hmm..waner's bf is at my house now..haha he kinda shy..so funny i never hear him tok more than 3 sentences i think. I wanna take his picture he also so shy.
Hmm i called the mother of the K2 child..and she is very friendly!Heng ah..hehe..i tot she will be someone very rude and unreasonable..but she is realli nice...from her voice la..but she say she has to ask her husband and get back to me again. Hope i can get it..then at least got extra cash but bery little la..but i guess sure very easy to teach lor.
Wednesday, April 14, 2004 8:22:00 PM
~*BLACKOUT*~
Whoa..!!Last night got blackout around 11.30pm at West area and it happened so suddenly that all of us got a shock!I was about to study and my mum was bathing but heng she finished. The blackout affected areas like cck, teckwhye, btbatok, woodlands,btpanjang and jurong area. It lasted about 1 hour in yew tee..so terrible..dunno why these days weather so hot..or is it just me?Today i felt very hot too..cant stand the weather!!!
My mum woke me up this morning and asked me and my sis to go eat seoul garden at causeway point cos she got the offer from M1. We ate for quite long til 3 plus and reached home ard 4 plus. We realli ate quite a lot too..sooo full my tummy realli big after eating yum yum!Long time since i last ate in seoul garden le.
When i reached home i was sooooo lazy to study and my sis wanted to dl gprs ringtone into her fone so i helped her lor..she blur blur wan anything also dunno haha!I was soooo hot and started to sweat le..so smelly..then waner came to my house and her fringe looked real funny cos she cut it herself..look kinda toot to me!hahaha! She's not working in kbox anymore cos her bf is unhappy about the work time. Hm...a bit jialut la..like cannot meet at all.
I washed my hamster's cage and did some exercises..these days got do crunches and skip rope lor..but then dunno why the next day always got cram then got diarrhoea wan.
I also finished reading a book called "Jonathan Livingston Seagull" that my sis asked me to read. It was realli nice but i dun think there realli is a story line..guess it's to inspire us or something. Anyway, after bathing i immediately felt realli HOT..it's like i'm gonna sweat again!Wat the hell!!I have to sit in front of the fan in the living room in order to study.
Hai...no mooooood!!!!Why!??!how?!?!Realli sian lor..!!!
Tmr got test already but like not scared wan...i was quite disappointed about my mol gene paper results..realli very losy cos i jus passed 3 marks!Alot of careless mistakes..i mus buck up for the final semestral exam already la.
Next thurs still got biostats test realli gonna kill me le..!
3:48:00 AM
~*One Month with Vin*~
Today is one month after the day me n vin patched..he came to my house after school but i got no school so slept til 12 something haha!(like PIG)yay!tmr also no school!!He came ard 5pm and i met him at yew tee for early dinner..cos i never eat also ...didnt study much..realli no mood lor. I also no appetite dunno why..then onli ordered yong taofu soup no noodles.
We got noting to do at my house also..then i studied lor and he fell aslp.Actually we planned to watch the vcd wan..but my brother was playing PS2 soooo angry with him...he said he will play a while and let me watch vcd but he played so long til alvin fell aslp! Then he went to my room and slp while i studied..
I was very sianz ma then halfway thru i went online browse and see see..waner was online..so surprised to see her!So we chatted lor but alvin woke up suddenly then like very unhappy leh so i logged off liao..then he say he got nothing to do and i also need to study so he wanna go home. Hai...then we a bit moody moody liao..but then dunno why the atmosphere recovered naturally lor then it was alright. Waner is going to start work at CCk Kbox tmr and she'll be working night shift...6pm to 2am..weekend is til 3am..realli quite tiring eh..so jialut the timing! So poor ting she got no choice but her BF is unhappy about the work time..cos no time to accompany and meet each other.
Haiyoh.....!!Jus now the whole yew tee , cck, btpanjang,woodlands and btbatok black out ard 11.30pm...and it was so so sudden we all got a shock!I was planning to open my textbook to study then suddenly blackout!It was realli dark..first time experienced such thing..all the blocks were realli dark and the street lights were off too..it felt a bit scary. And we didnt prepare for this..so we got no candles...but luckily we got some torchlights..
Wah..so unlucky the weather so humid..then no fan somemore..we all were sweating like mad...sooooo hot!Each of us took a piece of hard covered paper to fan ourselves. My whole family was sitting in the living room and fanning ourselves while we chatted and sms our friends and relatives to ask ard abt the situation too. I wonder wat happened that we had the blackout..It lasted about 1 hour before we were all back to our normal life. I realised we realli cant do without electricity and light...and also the power of the moon...haha jus now for one hour all we depended on was the moon...and indirectly from the sun la..!If not everthing will be pitched black and we willbe blind..hmm think gtg and slp le..
Monday, April 12, 2004 9:12:00 PM
~*RainY Day...@_@*~
School started at 10am this morning and i wore my sister's pale blue top from U2..haha last time it looked tight when i wore it but today i look slimmer!haha even Erma said i got less tummy today..:P(maybe i didnt eat anything)
Anyway,i was so excited to show erma my new hp & she was also very excited to play with it haha..think we sound very childish right?During lunch break, we went to FC2 and sat at the corner in mac..then after eating, we took pics of each other using my fone. Then, i realised 2 guys were looking at us and smiling all the way...i tot they mus think we look silly taking pictures of each other using the hp. When we were on our way to class, that 2 guys suddenly appeared behind us!!!!
For goodness sake!...i didnt expect that ...one of them was bald and tall..looked like a foreigner and the other is his friend..who jus tagged along..he looked kinda nerdy. The bald wan jus took out his hand and wanted to shake my hands..but i didnt shake it..he introduced himself as Malcom(dunno whether it's the right spelling..but who cares?)..but we kept walking. He wanted to make friends with me and i jus kept saying nonononononono...haha...and kept smiling..cos i realli dunno how to handle this kind of situation!!I kept looking at erma for help but she also dunno how to help me la...then malcom stopped her by putting his hand on her shoulder...asking her to slow down!!Wah seh...i think he is real daring! He looked quite old and doesnt look like someone studying in SP..but i think he said he is from our faculty. OMG!!
Many of our buddy class ppl walked past but they didnt help us...and we were stuck there for quite some time..he kept asking for our names so we both gave names that are seldom used or known by others. In the end, we jus said sorry and kept walking to our class..haha i dunno why we 2 kept giggling and laughing..there's nothing funny ab this..but i feel REALLI awkward!!! Erma even shook his hands when he showed his hands..haha but she wanted to wash her hands after that.
After reaching our class, we went to the toilet and then we saw the 2 guys again downstairs!! I saw them first and i was behind erma..i didnt have time to pull her back...so i jus shouted her name and ran behind the wall at the stairs there to hide..I didnt wanna run at first..but then i dunno why erma started to run like hell!!haha..then i jus follow her naturally running as fast as i could up to the second floor and laughing at the same time...We were sooooooo tired after that...first time we ran so fast in sch to hide from somebody! But erma told me they actually saw us running away!!That is realli embarassing!!I hope i dun see them ever again in school!!!
I went to Westmall after school to buy a hp pouch for my hp..i met jason on the platform and he acc me to buy..I ended up buying a baby sock hehe it's realli cute and nice...! There's 2 ma..so i decided to give alvin the other wan..
When i went home, alvin was at home cos he didnt have school today..then we planned to watch the vcd we rented yesterday. I was very hot and tired ...and went to change my clothes and tidy up my things..then he jus kept lying on the bed like he's slping...then i very pekcek..also dunno why la..maybe becos i do things then he keep lying there..then say wanna watch vcd ma..then dunno lie there for wat..but i admit i was realli in a bad temper too..maybe mood swing! :(
So i somehow toked quite loudly saying that i go watch alone la..then he was realli pissed off!Then he scolded me...i was realli sad and hurt..i know i was wrong..then i couldnt help it..so i cried..but he didnt console me and even kept scolding me fiercely...kept babbling and lecturing me...i jus got even sadder and sadder....so i cried real hard!!But he tot i cried cos i was angry with him and blamed him..he didnt understand that i was angry and sad at the same time becos instead of toking softly to me or consoling me..he scold me even more and more fiercely!!! Wat's the prob with him??Sometimes i think i have the world's most insensitive and uncaring BF!!Hai....i cried for hours...and my eyes are realli swollen!!When he asked me why i cry..he was also very fierce! When he apologised, it also sounded really unwilling..i dun expect him to apologise at all..but why his tone mus be liddat!! I am a girl afterall..:(
My eyes are realli tired now..hai..tonight still mus study hard..tmr is our month after patching..i dunno why such things will happen. I laid on the sofa and rested my eyes and he told me he was going home..but i didnt respond at all...he kept toking to me but i was too numb and sad to respond..i jus wanted him to leave at that moment and give me some peace!
After he was gone, i went to my room and saw that he left a note on the table telling me that he is sorry and reminding me to have dinner..
Hai..then i exercised for quite long..did 200 crunches...side stretching and skipping rope!haha..i was very tired and then after bathing dunno why i got cram...then went to the toilet got diarrhoea!Haiya...so jialut..
but i am fine now..but dunno whehter wanna msg him anot..my sister asked me to let the matter rest lor..
why we always quarrel over such such small small small matters?!?!?!
aiyah...my mum is back with my dinner-LAKSA!i have to go makan le!
12:40:00 AM
~*No MooD For StuDIes*~
After the last quiz, i realli have no mood to study already..hai really tired and bored! The immuno test on thurs i hope it's not gonna b tough! I actually tot of starting on friday but i onli studied it today...haha and i was not concentrating...cos got NKF..and afternoon i was watching VCD "OngBak" with alvin and my brudda. Alvin got test on tue and fri...so he also very stressed and sian lor but tmr he got no school leh..so good..haha but i think i dun have sch on tue and wed too. Haha i'm still "mesmerized" by my new fone and there's still so many things to learn from it. Haha i managed to get two ringtones thru GPRS..haha i kept changing my number these days...informing my friends haha i think they mus have been crazy. I cant use the old sim card cos GPRS cannot work on that card..so no choice i have to inform all my friends i change number. I was soooo tired pressing in all my friends' number into my phonebook.Aiyah quite late le i think i gtg le..need to study abit..
Saturday, April 10, 2004 3:03:00 AM
~*What a Day...my Legs aRe sooo TiREd*~
I FInALLy FInaLLy GOt My New FOne...Gd88!!Haha...yeah~~All thanks to my GuArdian Angel Rs for providing me with the info!!Haha...so happy...actually wanted to go all the way to Hougang roadshow..but then there's actually Westmall and IMM starhub too..so i called them and both sides left onli 1 more. The westmall wan not confirm will let me have it lor..but the IMM side say she will leave the last one for me..haha she is soooo kind!So, i went there with yuan and finally got my fone!!haha..it was $338 la..at least cheaper than the road show. I told yuan maybe rs is realli my angel..haha everything jus seems to be fine with him ard...haha...i'm so glad..but at the same time i feel guilty or something too...hai~Cos i ask so many ppl abt the hp and he jus so coincidentally found out abt the roadshows and stuff..and allowed me to get the fone so easily in somewhere near my house area...:D I realli dunno wat to say..like no explanation haha!I thanked him a lot of times lor haha..dunno how many times i have to say also.
Anyway, i curled my hair today but both sides turned out to be uneven..so i had to tie my hair up..haha they all say i look very old and matured...but i seldom curl my hair ma..so nvm lor..!
After i got the fone, we went to orchard cineleisure to watch movie...and the show is not famous la..called "Xanda" haha..it's actually a chinese show and a bit lame lor..about fighting and martial arts but the show is from china wan..so a bit lousy too. Overall it was alright la..haha yuan treated me to watch it anyway cos he wanted to watch it badly but i was not very keen. Somemore no money already...haha...cannot anyhow spend. then we had dinner at pastamania..but i just ordered a pasta lor..haha..too broke to order more le.
We went to Timah to meet F9 and C6 after the show cos so long never meet le..since i was free i wanted to see them badly..but then when we met them of course they play billiard lor..then me and yuan very sian leh...! I wanted to leave earlier but then yuan wanted me to stay and acc him. Oooo...Deren bought a new hp too..samsung E700!It's the multi-shot fone!Realli good!Actually my fone's camera not very clear also la..but i am satisfied already....with the amt i paid haha..:) i like the design too la..but many ppl say it's too big for me..but many girls also using ma..so nvm :P
We took cab home after that lor..hmm tmr alvin coming my house...but i think we got to study abit lor since next week got test very jialut like studying for exams liddat..very stressed ah!
Friday, April 09, 2004 12:45:00 AM
~*FeeLiNg ConFUsEd And SupEr DuPa TirEd*~
I know i have been toking abt my hp stuff for days and almost all my recent entries contains a little something about it. I am also getting tired of it...Arrr...my mum told me that singtel is offering halfprice on some fones and one of them happens to be panasonic X70!..It's realli a cool fone and newer fone than gd88 too..but i hate singtel's plans!I think they are too expensive and the talk times and free sms are realli too little for me!I hate it when things are against me!!I was in a dilemma in choosing the fones..cos i dun like singtel and the starhub plans suits me better. But i think i'll still stick to buying the OLD gd88 as i've planned all along..maybe the panasonic X70 appearance is jus a little test from God..haha i know i'm crazy!Hai...I also cannot confirm that the roadshow at hougang mall will have gd88 for sure! I msg Rs many times but he didnt reply me...i think since tmr is Good Friday, i will have to go down and check it out. I looked for waner but she is not free..she going out with her RYAN!Hai...she told me that she has fallen very much in love with him and that is a good and bad news for her..but i think it's good that she forgot about that ZH. Sooo..who am i going to ask to go along wit me?There;s noone!!!Alvin say he got badminton and i also doubt he will go all the way to hougang mall to jus look for some info about the fone i wan..i doubt anyone will go with me! Hai i am realli tired today...i think i'm going to my dreamland...
Thursday, April 08, 2004 1:14:00 AM
~*StResSfUl Eh...GoD Or AnyOne JuS Be KiNd And ReAch OuT a HElPiNg HAnD tO GiVe Me a LifT*~
I'm taking a break from my studying & actually i have to blame myself for being
THIS stress ! When i have the time to study, i play online games and watch TV and onli start studying late at night! I jus dun have the mood...why issit tests and tests and more tests!?!? Why on earth are we having such sufferings?hahaha...a bit exaggerating ya? I realli pity the future generations man...hai~I will b worried for my children in future...
However, come to think of it, they might adapt to their own generation...but i still think it's realli bad and more ppl are gonna go crazy and end up in woodbridge and mental hospitals!haha..:D I mus be glad that i dun belong to the future generations.
Hmm...my right leg is aching badly now..hai dunno why, sometimes i think i am realli weak..lack of exercises and feel like a total OLD LADY!! Sometimes i even think i might have rheumatism!!! My mum says that i am realli weak lo cos when it's the time of the month for me, i will be vry useless..cannot move much haha...and my body will ache alot! I cant exercise vigorously during this period. So, my mum urged me to eat NuSKin supplements..hai..but i am realli very lazy and forgetful and i take then very inconsistently.
Btw, my sis has been jogging 6 times a week!!! And that is realli very good already...heard from mum that she is planning to participate in a marathon!!haha..wOw! I realli mus kneel down in front of her liao...i cant even jog twice a week! She is realli FIT i mus say and matches her realli FIT bf who is a commando!:D
I have not been slping well these days...always canot fall aslp and my friends are telling me that my dark rings are getting worse!..hai~I dunno when can i get my beauty slp ...cos after these tests, there are still many more things to be done!I dun look forward to attachment..cos i dun have pay again!But i'll b going back to the same place and the workers there are waiting for me...i guess 2 months will be over pretty soon ba~This time there will be no season so i dun think they will need me to help them do any origami or decorations for the lab. So....i'll have nothing much to do and that is sooo boring...if there is an NP student..i hope we can click well!
Oops..!i suddenly remember why are my legs achinG!!!Haiyoh....cos i wore a pair of heels to school today which my mum bought for me. Wah seh....my legs and feet hurts alot from walking in those heels...i think have to let it season la..if not my leg will suffer..I endured throughout the day today haha...all becos of vainess!!SO long never go shopping le..yuan keep asking me to go shop but i have neither the time nor the money ...resulting in no MOOD!
Hmmm i saw yuan in a big jacket in school today and he looked realli nice or should i say much more nicer than usual?haha cos he used to wear small and tighter shirts...like ah beng liddat!
I chatted awhile with chongxun thru msn this evening and he was reali bored over at new zealand. He will be having his holidays soon and i will be having my exams..:( When he knows that i'll be moving back to palm gardens..he say it is grEAt!Haha..maybe the next time i see him, it will be there ba. Hmmph...he also laughed at me cos i'm going back to the polyclinic with no PAY! THen, later at night, weisheng msg me and it is realli very surprising to recieve msgs from him. He said he was bored la..haha that's why...and he is no more in Tekkong le..but in OCS , which is in jurong. He is training to be an officer and in future he might be those who works behind pilots...thats wat he told me la..dun realli know also. I think he is a capable guy..and with great future..so smart and everything. :D Haiyah..then he also indirectly SUaN me...cos he say i seem to be in poly for a very long time already.
Arrr...yuan is starting to complain abt stuffs again...-____-"
Wednesday, April 07, 2004 6:15:00 PM
~*
HoPE Is RIsIng
*~
I planned to braid my hair this morning but i spent like 10 minutes holding my hair in place before my hands got
REALLI tireD!!!haha..i didnt know how to braid my hair at all!:P
Anyway, I wasnt paying attention during my first lesson and kept tokin to Erma..haha..after that we went to FC5 to eat KFC..hmm realli long time since i last ate that but i wanna save money...hai! I ate the new shrooms burger meal..it didnt taste nice actually still prefer
MushROom Swiss fROm BK!!! Erma had to go for the NE talk at 330pm so she took the BIA test earlier than the rest of us, which was at 2pm! I was left alone in the library groung floor studying alone hai~ so pitiful right?Somemore got some guys disturbed me..threw a small seed to my seat that made me had a shock!Stupid Guyz!!...So embarrassing that i jumped! I went to take my BIA test at 330 and i chose a seat beside Huiping..haha actually wanted to sit beside Huaming..but then Y also asked me to sit beside huiping. The test was alright la..but the time given was realli too little!!..I almost didnt finish it and each qns requires alot of writing and yet the marks awarded are
soooooooooo pathetic!I went home alone after the test ...hopefully i will score well ba...as for tmr's test, i think it's gonna be tough..but i jus dun have much things to study! Most of the notes are full of diagrams and pictures..and i dunno wat i can get from those!ARRrr~~!!
I am confirmed abt SH's pregnancy now...cos Computer told me jus now and i was speechless at first! Becos i couldnt believe even computer knows it! She told me that she saw SH at clementi and saw her in a Maternity Dress and her tummy was real big and her legs are very swollen! Hai...why she dun tell me!?!?She never treat me as a very good friend afterall..i assume she has quit school le ba. THink of her bf makes me disappointed and angry!!! Jus hope that the guy realli stay by her side forever and will never leave her and her baby! I couldnt help to tell my mum about it ...and she said she couldnt believe that would realli happen to her..
I think soon all her friends would know too..i hope everything is going fine and smooth between her and her bf. Hpwever, jus now i msg her and she didnt reply again..hai~I hope one day she will tell me herself.
Anyway, i called Rs on my way home and he told me that he saw some advertisement on STreaTs nEwspaper selling Gd88 at $300 plus and it is from starhub! HAha..hopefully he will reutrn good news to me!!Haha...i practically asked almost everyone in my phonebook about the hp ..and many of them are willing to help me find out! I am realli touched and happy that so many ppl are helping me..:D But i dunno how many news am i going to recieve ...haha...
Ooooo...my mum is OfF today and her Dinner is rEady!!Smells GreaT! I'll have to go and bath before eating it and then back to my boring studies again!!!DamMIT~~!!! -____-"
Tuesday, April 06, 2004 11:37:00 PM
~*Hmmm a bit hopeless..-_-"*~
ARrRrr...IT's The TImE of ThE MoNTh AgAin!!!!...wat the heck!My WHolE BoDY iS AchIng LiKE HeLL...Hai..~FeeLInG LiKE An Old wOmAN Again. I WokE uP ReAlli LaTe TOday ALtHouGh i Set AlaRm Ard 12pm...haha..I AdMIt I aM ReAllI a Pig...LucKIly No NeEd To gO To Sch..I WaS nOt In ThE mOoD To StUdy La..So Boring~!!! SeEm To KnOw EvEryThiNg BUt In FacT i Dun ThInk So..Jus lAzy. I HAvE tO JuSt PraY THaT The PaPEr WIlL B Easy tMR..:D I tHiNK mABbE I aM StReSSInG mYseLf Out..I'LL oNlI Be GOiNG TO Sch foR tHE TeSt n AnoThEr LEcTurE TMr..SucH A sTupid thInG RIght~? I HaD MagGie For DInNEr
AgaIn And I tHiNK I'm GoNA ThrOW up SeeIng The InStAnt Mee NExT tImE~
EEeks~!!
HaI..HoPiNG TO SAVe MoNEy anD i HAVe TO EaT It AlmOSt EveRyDay...ScaRed My HAir ALl Drop COs Of THe MSG. I'Ve BeeN AskIng EveRyOne AbOut ThE Gd88...aNd ThEre's STill No GoOD NewS..I THiNk No MOre HopE le Ba...WHy THey MaNUFacTurE SO lITtlE???? My CuRrEnt FoNe IS MAkIng ME BeRSeRk...WOrSe CasE i WIll USe PAgER le LA!!!! Hahaa..THiNk I caNNOT SurVivE..LaSt TIme I CAnT SurVivE nOt BrIngINg MY FONE Out..But MonDay i Didnt BriNg iT aNd I ReaLisEd iT whEn I WaS iN tHe LiFt BUt I cOuldn'T Be BoTheReD tO Take IT TOO..:(
I Am TryInG tO EdiT mY BLog PaGE TO a MuCH BeTtER Wan..Bt i DuN tHink I'Ve mAde MuCH ChAnGes LorZ!..SeeMs BorIng Still TO Me..
TiNg AskEd mE tO go cLuBbinG Tmr..buT i Got So mAny TesTs..SO CanOt..anD SavIng MoNeY ma...Sad Sad..:( ThEsE DayS i HaVe nt BeEN TokIng To WeiQiaNg le..WonDerIng HOw's He DoiNG..ALwAys AwaY FroM Msn..I ThINk I wiLl NOt Be Able TO KnOw Him bEtTer At All..ThAt's ReaLlI a TouGh Job I GUeSS..Keke!
HaiYoH i Was TokIng To TaiYiNg JUs nOw..BUt HE so SuddEN Had To Log Off...HAi..Now NooNe Toking To Me I gUesS tHat'S a GoOD ExCusE tO
FOrCe Me BacK To My NoTES!!!! TatAz!!
1:14:00 AM
~*StReSSFul....StuPid TesTs*~
Of course i am still studying ...for the two tests this wed and thurs!!Haha ppl reading my blog mus be thinking how come my tests doesnt stop! I came home from school and went online to edit my blog page..then when i finally decided to study..i fell aSLeep from 6 to 640pm! haha i was soooo dirty and untidy when i woke up...too blur already so went to take a nice shower before continuing my studies..haha but after bathing, i had coffee and watched tv cos ti was 730pm and there were many Tv programmes all the way til 10pm. Finally i got to study paying full attention on the text til 1130 before i switched on the tv to watch channel U again! I think i'm practically going to be dead soon haha...hai...anywayz, i urged my mum to call her friend to check out whether there is any Gd88 stock. But she will check the other companies tomorrow..haha i joked telling my mum to tell her friend (belinda) not to buy the fone la...let me have it if there is any..and she actually went to tell her too and i think she is nt getting the fone already but instead she's planning to get a digi cam!haa...yeah~!at least i have a higher chance now as compared to before. :D
Haha....i got a very updated news today!! Kahwee actually got attached!!hahaa...realli a surprise news eh..he is a very good friend and very honest and nerdy wan...and i heard from yuan that his gf also from his class and also nerd nerd wan..hehe..happi for him eh...he is sooo poweR!(erma u mus be realli shocked to know this) haha..:D All the best to them!Yuan felt very useless cos even kahwee can get a gf but he cant...he always think so much...everyday tok to me online sure got alot of probs wan..also dunno wat's the matter with him...always need me this doctor to heal him.
I dunno wat time i'm gonna study until later...heng tmr no school ah..cos there;s onli one lesson and it has been postponed to wed...Hmm...i'm so exhausted !! -____-"
Monday, April 05, 2004 1:38:00 AM
~*So sianz...*~
Hai, got nothing fun or interesting to write la..as u know, now quiz time..so very busy and boring too! Sunday always pass so fast..and it's monday again!Hai..have to go school suffer already..hai day by day..the presentation is nearer and nearer and i am realli worried and scared haha!haven discuss cos no time. Hmm..i finished BIA once ..but no confidence..alvin say i study like final exam but that;s my style ma...a bit kia su la but in such a class..haha where monsters rule...i have no choice but to pressure myself! I think my blog is full of my daily routines..haha...dunno write for wat also. Mol gene haven start studying..buti think i'm gonna have a hard time studying that! :(
Zhiyuan told me he dun like valerie..wah...i kinda shocked to hear that..cos everyone sure say she very sweet and pretty..then xx very fortunate to have such a gf and all those stuff!haha..but he say opposite...nvm la..everyone got their own taste ma! Anyway, today shuhui msg me a chinese forwarded msg..i was surprised to recieve it..but a bit glad la..she never forget me totally haha!Think she is not pregnant la..maybe i realli blind that time...hai..Stupid me! Malign her...haha..so sorry!!But still very suspicious cos her reply..aiyah nevermind la..dun care so much!Later i head big big!
My sis went swimming today..how i hope i can swim too but have to study...and then my figure also cannot let pple see wan..see liao will faint haha cos too fat liao..can onli wear bikini cos i dun have a swimming costume.
I dunno why i am still coughing after so long..feel so terrible with such a voice..cannot sing properly cannot carry a tune properly...ahhhh!!!
These days i have not been watching movies too..cosi am saving money..hai..so many shws i wanna watch..!!! I hope by this week i can get my hp! Alvin say he wanna change hp to samsung X430..hmmm that is realli a very nice and stylish fone..but no camera leh and no chinese. So i dun wan..but the design reali nice..! And cheap too..
Oh yah today is the SP band's performance at the esplanade..dunno how was the show...anyway, Justin is havin a photo show at the esplanade too..forgot when liao but i wanna go see see leh..support him also. Think he realli talented and successful and i am reali impressed.
Eh...i dreamt of weiqiang a few days ago..and the dream was realli so impossible haha..it scared me! I dun think i will get to see him face to face even..haha!Think he super busy with his stuff too..always online but we never tok wan. His hp also sooooo long still cannot use. ARrgghhh~!!
I think sometime after these few weeks i have to call the tuition agency or ask my sis whether there is tuition for me to teach liao...!...
tmr still got class...
Sunday, April 04, 2004 1:10:00 AM
~*BOring Sunday*~
What a boring weekday!!!Stupid....hai last night was realli tired and slept quite early..but i still woke up quite late today.Couldnt make it for the dunearn speech day..hai..! I woke up then went online awhile le..ate two dishes of beehoon cooked by my mum..haha realli like pig eh!Then studied the whole day...hai..never realli concentrate also cos in front of the TV again!!Haha..wit my brother doing his chinese compo beside me. Hmm...the notes quite thick la...had a hard time remembering and the weather was damn humid today also..finally it rained!!But on and off wan..so stupid!! I had to open and close the windows time and time again..so irritating. Then alvin came ard late afternoon cos he say he very sian at home..he wanna watch soccer at 7pm also..match between ManU and Arsenal cos he got place bets. So we had to have an early dinner..at 630!!Hmm i had laksa although i am still coughing realli badly..then rushed home to watch the match while i studied...
Dad finally gave me the allowance for this month...hmmm then i think i got enough money to buy hp but my mum like dun wan me to buy so rush leh..but i am realli in a hurry to get it!Dunno how..so sad..:(
Played alot of online games today also..haha have to relac ma..aiyah..cannot write liao..got ppl coming...
Saturday, April 03, 2004 12:47:00 AM
~*Feeling tired*~
Hmm...have been feeling realli tired the whole day...my eyes hurt maybe becos i didnt slp well last night. This morning even wore specs to school..cos i woke up late almost couldnt make it for the test! After today's test i still have to study..look at the notes...so my eyes realli hurt lor..so boring!But today i onli studied one set of short short notes..haha..couldnt concentrate..kept watching tv and playing online games!
Today alvin's sis treat his family go mandarin hotel eat good food sia...each person $60 leh!So expensive..think she too rich liao haha..!Hmm i will never spend so much to jus eat lor..!I am contented with good and cheap food :D
Hai...so sian..tmr all the ppl dun wanna go dunearn liao..onli Monica replied my sms!The rest dunno die liao or wat..then never go dunno peiyan will disappointed anot. I think i sure cannot make it wan lor..hai..i feel so disappointed too...in future will not go back to dunearn liao leh...lesser chance to go back la..but i go back also go back alone.:(
My mum said she will give me the money for April tmr...hope she realli gives haha then i can get enuff money maybe to buy a hp...maybe la but hope she subsidizes. I bought LIME magazine today..the cover is Jolin Tsai...actually wanna save money on mag wan..but then cannot resist la..so boring so long never read leisurely liao..always look at those stupid notes!Can go crazy man!Jus now my mum also asked me whehter F9 still got contact me..i say got la..cos sometimes still tok to ys online...tok to jason online..or sms..or sometimes might see him ard...then xx also got tok online..on the fone and sms..and see him ard...but jus Rs never contact lor...sms also very little..then she say sure wan ma!I also know la..then these days zhiyuan always call me go out..eat or walk walk then i always never pick up his calls.I feel so bad..:(
hmm....dunno wat else to write liao leh..tmr dunno wat to do too..wanna study but study at home like no use eh.
Friday, April 02, 2004 5:57:00 PM
~*Rainy and Humid*~
Yeah...i changed my blogskin to something i like alot..haha since i cant edit nicely the previous skin..so i jus change the whole thing. Erma said the previous wan looked very messy and disorganised. Hmm i feel sooo hot and tired..have been raining on and off since jus now in school..wat's with the weather?
I actually planned to take a nap when i reached home..but ended up "
STICKING" to the computer..haha was stuck playing with the photohunt game..And i drank chocolate milk and ate three
oreos!
got so many things to study..realli very sian..have to study nonstop!
Hmm today i found out from yuan that XX realli dislikes alvin alot lor..and he say now i never interact and tok to him as often..cos i change my lifestyle to suit alvin. Hai..i also dunno wat they wan me to do..i cant choose either one...have to balance then also very tough for me. Today Alvin was not in a good mood suddenly becos he didnt wanna go for his lessons and just becos of that he felt very sian..and showed his
ATTITUDE! Hai..wat's wrong with him!He said he is not angry but jus sian and he walked so fast jus now when i asked him why he said he was gonna be late!!!What an excuse!
Anyway, i saw yuan's X66 finally hehe very small leh..it's quite suitable for me..but then i dunno why i still wanna see whether there is Gd88..if realli no more then i might consider buying X66 lor..the camera not realli good too la..I also asked my sis to watch out for me when she goes out shopping or anything.
I think i need to take a shower to cool down and keep myself fresh before studying.
Haiyoh~~that peiyan ah..say she will confirm with me the time of the speech day yesterday but she didnt reply any of my msgs. Wonder whether the prob lies with my hp or she realli didnt reply cos jus now msg huiping she say she replied but til now also never recieve. Stupid HP!!!
Never tell me the time then i duno how to inform the rest..so dunno how lor...feel like going back but also dunno how to go back liddat. :(
12:46:00 PM
~*Stage Of RecoVerY*~
I've not been blogging for two days~ and that is realli long for me..i always blog everyday wan. Hmm..have been realli busy and stressed from all the studying for this week's tests haiz..next week still have two more to go..so SIaNZ~! :P
I'm gonna die soon...my flu was realli serious two days ago..that's why i never blog also..eyes feel realli tired looking at the screen for long. My mucus was running nonstop lor..and now i'm couging nonstop like an old woman...alot of phlegm also. Everytime i cough i sound like a monster...so terrible!! Anyway, the test on thur was alright..and it was April Fool's day!! Noone tricked me except for
GOD!!! Alvin stayed overnight on wed..and he has class at 2pm on thurs..noone's at home cos and i forgot to leave my house keys at home for him!After the test i realised that and called my sis and mum..my sis has school and my mum didnt pick up my call...and alvin claims that he has presentation at 2pm!
SO...i rushed home during my breaktime and skipped BIA lesson. Erma did eat lunch too and went to the library...so poor thing. I rushed like hell and the weather was damn hot i sweat like mad! When i reached cck, my mum called me and said that she was already at yew tee NTUC!I was totally pekcek!!1so angry with dunno wat la..i was initially angry with my mum cos she didnt call me back immediately when she saw the missed call and made me waste a trip home! After going back to school with alvin..we met minghao and found out that the presentation was at 4pm!!Arrrghhh...i was realli abt to explode that time...i dunno what did i do to deserve this?!When i msg my hp also very lag..and the keypad jus made me realli frustrated...so angry with everything..and i was not fully recovered from my flu and i felt fooled by GOD!! Oh my...i exercised alot that day though...hai,my legs were so tired..and i went home for nothing lor! I will never forget this april fool!
I am actually in school com lab now..jus now had biochem ICA test..hai it was realli extremely tough!!I think pass also just pass onli...later got mol gene lesson at 2pm..hmmm so sian!!