Pace

Don't understand what happened today. It just felt like to slower my pace, walk at a speed which is a much slower pace that it used to be.

Seems new to me as people who used to walk behind are now so far ahead of me. I leave it as it is, had old age got into me? Had the confusion affecting me? Had I lost the pace i used to bear? Or it just that I'm trying to see the world at a different sight?

Thinking back, me with a different outlook compare to before seems strange. Keep having in mind, "What if I'm like how I used to be?" Not sure why do I think that, had the studying stress finally got to me? Had the stress of being jobless overtook my mind?

Why can't I just be at the pace I used to be......