every wondered how nice the world would be...
if some people are nicer.
if some people are more polite.
if some people just arent that stuck up.
if some people just arent so demanding.
if some people can just shut up for a bit.
if some people can stop being such a pain in the arse.
if some people can please NOT have their panties all bunched up.
if some people can stop underminding people.
if some people can just try to be more understanding.
today is just one of those days.
Showing posts with label :: hear me roar ::. Show all posts
Showing posts with label :: hear me roar ::. Show all posts
Tuesday, December 29
Thursday, November 12
YOUUUUU!!!!!!
Whichever idiotic person who deleted ALL my stickies.
Note: ALL MY STICKIES. Not ONE sticky, but ALL MY STICKIES.
All my reminders & to do lists!!
All 32 items of my to do list!
FRIGGING ALLLLLL MY LISTS!!!
Gone!
Fark!
I swear I’m so pissed mad now I’d yank out his balls and play ping pong with them damned balls!!!
GGGrrrrRRRR
Note: ALL MY STICKIES. Not ONE sticky, but ALL MY STICKIES.
All my reminders & to do lists!!
All 32 items of my to do list!
FRIGGING ALLLLLL MY LISTS!!!
Gone!
Fark!
I swear I’m so pissed mad now I’d yank out his balls and play ping pong with them damned balls!!!
GGGrrrrRRRR
Friday, August 14
boo youuuu!!!!
hmmmph!!
it's been a loooooong day.
someone told me today,
"mc means mc!! stay at home and rest!!"
NOT WORK AT HOME!
but... but.... we've been really short at kakitangans la...
we all have to many pending projects.
so for whoever that helped...
:) they made my day.
and for the **** who still has my hp.
boo you! for thinking my life isnt important!
i had so many issues n problems... lalala...
and i need my phone to resolve this issues!!!
i feel kinda neglected today.
:(
it's been a loooooong day.
someone told me today,
"mc means mc!! stay at home and rest!!"
NOT WORK AT HOME!
but... but.... we've been really short at kakitangans la...
we all have to many pending projects.
so for whoever that helped...
:) they made my day.
and for the **** who still has my hp.
boo you! for thinking my life isnt important!
i had so many issues n problems... lalala...
and i need my phone to resolve this issues!!!
i feel kinda neglected today.
:(
Monday, June 29
well.... TODAY WAS A BLAST!!.... not!
Today was some horrible horrible vegetable day.
I know it sounds lame.
I’m feeling pretty lame right now.
It’s been a long day. I broke a heel from my shoe. :( I took the wrong turning on the way back… siao! My touchNgo no more $$ jor. Ish. Macam suey sangat la!
Maybe I’m just really tired, after the trip and all. Or maybe I had so much fun I din want to work yet? Haiyoh… tak tao la…I partly depressed its ending so soon too!
Or maybe I’m just getting lazy… LOL.
(I doubt that though… maybe la… but not now)
Normally I’m very hyper and psyched about work on Monday geh ma!!!
Well, today was stinky. Work load was craaaaazzzzziiieeeeeeeee…
Maybe cause my colleague took her leaves today.
No… not today… The whole week!!
OMG…seijor…
EMO A!!
I didn't even go to my kcba friend's gathering. Tak larat~ :(
*flops on to bed*
I’m gonna snooze right now…
I’m forcing my brain to stop working jor.
Nights.
I know it sounds lame.
I’m feeling pretty lame right now.
It’s been a long day. I broke a heel from my shoe. :( I took the wrong turning on the way back… siao! My touchNgo no more $$ jor. Ish. Macam suey sangat la!
Maybe I’m just really tired, after the trip and all. Or maybe I had so much fun I din want to work yet? Haiyoh… tak tao la…I partly depressed its ending so soon too!
Or maybe I’m just getting lazy… LOL.
(I doubt that though… maybe la… but not now)
Normally I’m very hyper and psyched about work on Monday geh ma!!!
Well, today was stinky. Work load was craaaaazzzzziiieeeeeeeee…
Maybe cause my colleague took her leaves today.
No… not today… The whole week!!
OMG…seijor…
EMO A!!
I didn't even go to my kcba friend's gathering. Tak larat~ :(
*flops on to bed*
I’m gonna snooze right now…
I’m forcing my brain to stop working jor.
Nights.
Monday, April 13
me and my fantasies~~
Days and Nights I would dream and fantasize about ……………
BURNING the goddammed KTMB down…
BURN BABY BURN~~
This unreliable trail of crappy scrap metal is what frustrates me most mornings to work.
GGGGrrrRRRrrRrrrr.
“Harap maklum train the Sentul telah mengalami kelewatan. Terima Kasih.”
“Tuan Tuan dan Puan Puan, train ke Sentul pada jam 8.03 pagi telahpun dibatalakan. Train seterusnya akan tiba dalam masa 20 minit.”
And 10 minutes would go…. And another 15…. And 20 more…. Eh why still no train de??
URGH!!
!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^!@#$%^&!@#$%!!!!!!!!!!@#$%!@#!$!@#!@#!!$!#$!#!#$!%!#$!#!!#$!#$!#$!#$!#%!#$!$#!$!@!!#!@!#@%$&!%!*&!*^!%#!@#!$@@$%#&%*!^!&%!!!!!!!!
Today was stuck in the train with this auntie who is a nurse. WHY DO I KNOW THAT SHE IS A NURSE? She’s been talking me for a whole hour in the train!!
I mean like… I got up the train… auntie comes… politely I offered the seat next to me…. AND DEN HORRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
“I’m actually a nurse, I work KL de lo. Actually I marry edi wan den I dowan work. Butthen this clinic lo… they gt not enough ppl so ask me go back help dem lo…. Haiyah I see I gt nthg to do at home ma help dem lo… 1 week hor… I go 3 days de lo…. Hahahah. But I very paiseh lo. Coz I always late de lo… coz of ktm ma… den hor I will go back early oso lo… must sit train ma…. bababababahahaalalalala yadada………”
*gasp* she never stopped!
………….*dadadadad dodododo babababa* …morning I will fetch my son go school… so far yunno. He study batu belah there. Den sometime I gt not enough time to come back here and take train lo… so I will catch the train from there…. Haiyoh is liddat de la…. All parents oso love their children de ma… so I will fetch him lo…even so far…. He study good good den can d lo… actually hor~~~ haiyoh we parents doneed them buy things for us de…. They happy they study good grow up can d la…. ………………..*dad a dadadada daddayaya yayatatatatr ararafafaf aalalalal*……
OMGEEEEEEEEEEE~~~ HELP ME~~~~~
I was trying to like rest or sleep.
O.O
BURNING the goddammed KTMB down…
BURN BABY BURN~~
This unreliable trail of crappy scrap metal is what frustrates me most mornings to work.
GGGGrrrRRRrrRrrrr.
“Harap maklum train the Sentul telah mengalami kelewatan. Terima Kasih.”
“Tuan Tuan dan Puan Puan, train ke Sentul pada jam 8.03 pagi telahpun dibatalakan. Train seterusnya akan tiba dalam masa 20 minit.”
And 10 minutes would go…. And another 15…. And 20 more…. Eh why still no train de??
URGH!!
!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^!@#$%^&!@#$%!!!!!!!!!!@#$%!@#!$!@#!@#!!$!#$!#!#$!%!#$!#!!#$!#$!#$!#$!#%!#$!$#!$!@!!#!@!#@%$&!%!*&!*^!%#!@#!$@@$%#&%*!^!&%!!!!!!!!
Today was stuck in the train with this auntie who is a nurse. WHY DO I KNOW THAT SHE IS A NURSE? She’s been talking me for a whole hour in the train!!
I mean like… I got up the train… auntie comes… politely I offered the seat next to me…. AND DEN HORRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
“I’m actually a nurse, I work KL de lo. Actually I marry edi wan den I dowan work. Butthen this clinic lo… they gt not enough ppl so ask me go back help dem lo…. Haiyah I see I gt nthg to do at home ma help dem lo… 1 week hor… I go 3 days de lo…. Hahahah. But I very paiseh lo. Coz I always late de lo… coz of ktm ma… den hor I will go back early oso lo… must sit train ma…. bababababahahaalalalala yadada………”
*gasp* she never stopped!
………….*dadadadad dodododo babababa* …morning I will fetch my son go school… so far yunno. He study batu belah there. Den sometime I gt not enough time to come back here and take train lo… so I will catch the train from there…. Haiyoh is liddat de la…. All parents oso love their children de ma… so I will fetch him lo…even so far…. He study good good den can d lo… actually hor~~~ haiyoh we parents doneed them buy things for us de…. They happy they study good grow up can d la…. ………………..*dad a dadadada daddayaya yayatatatatr ararafafaf aalalalal*……
OMGEEEEEEEEEEE~~~ HELP ME~~~~~
I was trying to like rest or sleep.
O.O
Thursday, August 7
clams.
i hate the haze.
makes my skin itchy.
makes my eyes itchy.
gives me sore throats.
breathing difficulties.
and YESTERDAY!!!!
my left eye swelled up!!
it was ultimately, embarrassing and gross la!!!
its doesnt hurt... its not "infected".
just that my eyelids are puffy and pink-ish...
and now my freaking left eye look like a fucking oysters.
yaaaaaaaaaaaaa....... my MATA look like LALA.
like this.
=.=
ryn.
- i stil show up for work tday.
- amazing~
i hate the haze.
makes my skin itchy.
makes my eyes itchy.
gives me sore throats.
breathing difficulties.
and YESTERDAY!!!!
my left eye swelled up!!
it was ultimately, embarrassing and gross la!!!
its doesnt hurt... its not "infected".
just that my eyelids are puffy and pink-ish...
and now my freaking left eye look like a
yaaaaaaaaaaaaa....... my MATA look like LALA.
like this.
=.=
ryn.
- i stil show up for work tday.
- amazing~
Thursday, April 10
ouch
It hurts.It really does.Ppl can be really selfish sometimes huh?Guess it’ll always be that way.Mayb I’m jus too naïve.And u said that I’m the realistic wan.How ironic is tat?Y must ppl lie?I simply dun get it.Is it that they feel intimidated?or is it that they’re jus too selfish?Y the hell must ppl lie?I tot u were different.I thought we were different.Mayb I’m jus too gullible.To tink that we were on leveled planes.To actually think tat “yunno wat, it aint a competition”.Guess I was wrong.Cant blame u.ppl are selfish. Its always a dog eat dog world. It always have been.I’m jus dumb.Who am I kidding?You have no idea how mad I was.I blasted the radio and I went back at 130 km/hour .Even if u knew how mad I was,That is nthg compared to how hurt I felt.I never hold anything back from u.And yet tday I find myself being mislead, in fact betrayed.I was happy that u found ur place in a reputable company.I was abit jealous too coz I wasn’t doin as well.But in the end, I was glad things worked out for u.I dun get whats goin on in ur mind right now. Or y do u tink u have to hide it from me.why must you go around me then?I jus dun get. Frankly, it hurts to much. I dun tink I’ve taken advantage on ur situation before. I dun think I’ve done a anything to u to have deserved this.
I treat u with respect. I treat u with dignity. I treat u like a companion. Dare I say it I treated u as one of my best friends. Come to tink of it, I dun tink u’ve ever trusted me. Dun do stuff to ppl which u dun wan ppl to do to u.
it’s the basic.
The very core.
It hurts.
It really does.
Deep down inside, I suddenly feel broken. Alone.
I use to count my lucky stars coz having u around was wat kept me sane in coll.
*ironic aint it?*
I treat u with respect. I treat u with dignity. I treat u like a companion. Dare I say it I treated u as one of my best friends. Come to tink of it, I dun tink u’ve ever trusted me. Dun do stuff to ppl which u dun wan ppl to do to u.
it’s the basic.
The very core.
It hurts.
It really does.
Deep down inside, I suddenly feel broken. Alone.
I use to count my lucky stars coz having u around was wat kept me sane in coll.
*ironic aint it?*
maybe u jus dun need me around anymore.
Tuesday, March 11
too much to handle
t.m.t.h
too.much.to.handle.
sorry. nt a fan of danny from american idol but... tat phrase is catchy.
dun u see my point of view?
stop trying to control... YOU try being me for 1 day~
saw tat from a friend's situation tday.
sometimes.
coping is hard.
espeacially when everything is upside down at this moment.
work lagging.
people...frustrating.
irresponsible people..... simple mind boggling... nt to mention annoying.
sometimes, it works trying to be neutral.
jus chill.
clear ur mind.
take a step back n try to see the bigger pic.
i know....easier said than done.
but that's how it should be...
IDEALLY....
ish...
you care too much...
y must everything be your prob?
y must every other thing be so important?
sometimes, you should jus LEARN TO LET GO...
screw "consequences"...
i realised i'm jus too good of a person for my own good.
people step on me again and again and again.
and the stupid thing is... I LET THEM BE!!
and I NEVER LEARNT...
people are selfish.
thats a fact i'll never learn to accept.
quote mandy.
they care about nothing else except for themsleves.
then...? wat bout me?
where do i come in?
i'm sick of being manipulated and used.
i'm sick of being cheated and conned.
i'm sick of being the-ever ready-standby-girl.
i'm always the sick pathetic loser that ends up doing last minute unfinished business..
and they arent even MY business...!!!
i was never an optimistic person.
i'm never the one wearing the yellow hat.
i'm more of a black or red hat person...
black as in i'll always be troubleshooting EVERYTHING... i worry too much.
red as in i'll get really emotional and then i wouldn't be rational or sane anymore.
i dun tink ...
smoking or drinking or clubbing or shisha-ing will help keep me in line...
so the question is:
how can you continue hoping for the better when every other people are jus plain evil, manipulative and mean?
how can you keep being optimistic when all u can see is darkness?
how can you continue believing that mayb someday...things will change?
will it?
or will u turn to be as sour, as selfish as the world is now?
simply because "they forced you into it"?
where do u find your direction....
i refuse to be the evil people.
yet this world....
its excruciating to bear with.
i feel like drilling through their thick skulls and peek into their brain...
wondering...
how in the world do they operate?!!!
how am i to keep myself sane?
insanity mayb the best choice...
-3niGma-
Tuesday, February 12
shrinking circle
happy chinese new year
why this year angpao macam tak cukup?
haih...
i miss my friends...
napek! wat happen to all my guy friends???!!!
ish.... brudder konon.... all my macho macho guy friends lari liao!!!
*may need to find new ones...*
i'm worried bout my yehyeh....
i hate goodbyes....
*henry..... will miss u like shit la...*
no more lala cheesecake seefuu~
haih....
valentines is around me corner....
why am i worried again???
naaah... he's working... i wont be seeing him la....
gosh i hate leo drama~~~
y must ppl always be sooooooooo frustrating??
nt like i step on their tail oso....
*u where pain now???? quit bugging me!!!*
all these last minute preparation....
ppl expect u to always be on "standby" mode....
haih...
LEO's having a charity event soon...
in march....
it'll be at taylors....
do come...
i helped....
gosh...
random ramblings...
i cant sleep again.....
ish.....
nites....
why this year angpao macam tak cukup?
haih...
i miss my friends...
napek! wat happen to all my guy friends???!!!
ish.... brudder konon.... all my macho macho guy friends lari liao!!!
*may need to find new ones...*
i'm worried bout my yehyeh....
i hate goodbyes....
*henry..... will miss u like shit la...*
no more lala cheesecake seefuu~
haih....
valentines is around me corner....
why am i worried again???
naaah... he's working... i wont be seeing him la....
gosh i hate leo drama~~~
y must ppl always be sooooooooo frustrating??
nt like i step on their tail oso....
*u where pain now???? quit bugging me!!!*
all these last minute preparation....
ppl expect u to always be on "standby" mode....
haih...
LEO's having a charity event soon...
in march....
it'll be at taylors....
do come...
i helped....
gosh...
random ramblings...
i cant sleep again.....
ish.....
nites....
Sunday, April 22
shit.
people are diff...
i get that..
but why so different?
i just dun understand...
at 1st i thought we were alike...
in so many ways...
why now?
its hard...
i cant seem to accept it...
it feels like i'm losing u...
to what i dun noe...
as cliche as it seems "people change"...
really?
mayb u did?
maybe.... u were always like tat... i jus hadnt noticed...
why must u be so selfish?
saving urself isnt always in the context.
tough week...
huge workload.
weird mates.
worst cooperation.
tired of driving.
sick of the computer screen.
pissed at my lagging cpu.
hate the pressure.
afraid of the consequences.
i still wan my 4.0 gpa!
lask of sleep.
too many.....arguements with... everyone...
i miss my high school frens.
i hate being alone.
back to the whole pms-emo-depressed-stressed-tension mode....
:: enigma ::
i get that..
but why so different?
i just dun understand...
at 1st i thought we were alike...
in so many ways...
why now?
its hard...
i cant seem to accept it...
it feels like i'm losing u...
to what i dun noe...
as cliche as it seems "people change"...
really?
mayb u did?
maybe.... u were always like tat... i jus hadnt noticed...
saving urself isnt always in the context.
tough week...
huge workload.
weird mates.
worst cooperation.
tired of driving.
sick of the computer screen.
pissed at my lagging cpu.
hate the pressure.
afraid of the consequences.
i still wan my 4.0 gpa!
lask of sleep.
too many.....arguements with... everyone...
i miss my high school frens.
i hate being alone.
back to the whole pms-emo-depressed-stressed-tension mode....
:: enigma ::
Saturday, March 31
blog trespassed!!
JUS WHEN U TOT TAT THE BLOGGIE IS YOUR ONLY SALVATION....
JUS WHEN U TOT TAT BLOGGIE GT NO POLITICS....
ish....
tak suka!!
some idiot/idiots is spamming me blog real bad...
geram... tak suka...
i cant even use back my old nick...
*or mayb i'm sleep walking? and i happen to love to curse while sleeping?*
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
spilt personality....
scaaaarriieee...
neways...
gt too much...
i dun even noe whose who...
plus i have loaaaads of work to do.....
soooooooooooooooooo....
cbox tempo no more!!
feel free to put down comments tho.....
*at least i can screen thru tat wan*
the eeerie part of my week....
some one let out the air of my kancil's tyres tat day!!!
i went to coll for copywriting...
and i balik wit one flat tyre...
i found out only when i reached home!!
i tot "waliu!! pancit ka??!""
then i brought to the work shop...
uncle tested say no leak...!!!
yeeeeeerrrr....
tak suka!!!
akakaka...
neways....
byk the kerja mao buat...
1) presentation skills assignment on Macau nex week...(anyone wit extra brochures?? i NEED!!)
2) teachers wedding on 7-04-07
3) copy writing assignment due 9-04-07
4) teachers ipoh ceremony on 13/14-04-07
5) art direction presentation on 19-04-07
6) cheng meng in Johor tis weekend.
7) oh!! and moral gt 2 essay!!!
whoa... kerja so the byk!!
haih....
stressed....
it bugs me that u care,
how u always give me tat face.
it bugs me tat caring for me has brought so much trouble for u.
how u go all out, do extra work, waste so much time, waste so much effort.
jus for me.
but u being so tired and all...
noticed tat u've never ever yelled at me nor have u ever throw ur bad mood at me?
while i unconsiously hurt ur feelings again and again and again?
heven't u ever tot tat... mayb its not worth it?
amah.... i missed u sooooo much...
and i stil am...
i tot tat mayb after ur bday i would feel better...
but i'm feeling worst...
ever worst than before...
wat am i suppose to do?
i find myself staring at walls....
think of u...
i cant sleep at night...
tearing everytime ....
:: 3niGma ::
JUS WHEN U TOT TAT BLOGGIE GT NO POLITICS....
ish....
tak suka!!
some idiot/idiots is spamming me blog real bad...
geram... tak suka...
i cant even use back my old nick...
*or mayb i'm sleep walking? and i happen to love to curse while sleeping?*
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
spilt personality....
scaaaarriieee...
neways...
gt too much...
i dun even noe whose who...
plus i have loaaaads of work to do.....
soooooooooooooooooo....
cbox tempo no more!!
feel free to put down comments tho.....
*at least i can screen thru tat wan*
the eeerie part of my week....
some one let out the air of my kancil's tyres tat day!!!
i went to coll for copywriting...
and i balik wit one flat tyre...
i found out only when i reached home!!
i tot "waliu!! pancit ka??!""
then i brought to the work shop...
uncle tested say no leak...!!!
yeeeeeerrrr....
tak suka!!!
akakaka...
neways....
byk the kerja mao buat...
1) presentation skills assignment on Macau nex week...(anyone wit extra brochures?? i NEED!!)
2) teachers wedding on 7-04-07
3) copy writing assignment due 9-04-07
4) teachers ipoh ceremony on 13/14-04-07
5) art direction presentation on 19-04-07
6) cheng meng in Johor tis weekend.
7) oh!! and moral gt 2 essay!!!
whoa... kerja so the byk!!
haih....
stressed....
it bugs me that u care,
how u always give me tat face.
it bugs me tat caring for me has brought so much trouble for u.
how u go all out, do extra work, waste so much time, waste so much effort.
jus for me.
but u being so tired and all...
noticed tat u've never ever yelled at me nor have u ever throw ur bad mood at me?
while i unconsiously hurt ur feelings again and again and again?
heven't u ever tot tat... mayb its not worth it?
amah.... i missed u sooooo much...
and i stil am...
i tot tat mayb after ur bday i would feel better...
but i'm feeling worst...
ever worst than before...
wat am i suppose to do?
i find myself staring at walls....
think of u...
i cant sleep at night...
tearing everytime ....
:: 3niGma ::
Friday, March 23
bad day!
tday sucked.
i have so much to rant about tat i'm lost for words.
woke up late.
fell off the bed (dun ask y). now i have a temple-pagoda-look-alike on my head.
reached subang. the bus din wait for me.
reached coll at 3.57pm for a 4pm class.
went in. saw allie wit her bunch of cheerleaders frens.
feel disconnected sumore.
yea...felt like a total loser nerd.
reached class. the lecturer's already in.
betty was 40 mins late!! excuse: my bf came. we went out. *urgh!*
left me alone wit some random dyed hair dude sitting right next to me.
and he's hitting on me for the whole 2 hours!! *i join ur group la!! dun worry!! i'll do work wan!! u ask me to do, i sure do wan!! heheheh!! i stay in usj only ma... u can always come n find me a!! wats ur name a? karin a?? ooo nice name a!! my cousin name call sherin! *
pleease... wtf do i care?!
ask betty for back up (trying to NOT include him in our group la)... she jus smile n say "dunno"...
msg allie in distress! too busy to reply...( no offence allie... i noe ur bz... no hard feelings)
did i mention the lecturer is an idiot?!
"kualiti yang diterima / ditolak oleh adat sesuatu masyarakat"
= the quality that in kept or MINUS OFF but the society rulz
what the fuck?
my name is En Zakaria, u guys can call me Mr Zack.
apparently he teaches in an international school. Garden International School. i guess he plants better huh?! must be a hell of a jungle.
crammed in a bus like sardines. sat next to this indon who MUST sit wit his leg WIDE open.
annoying.
still pissed.
-3niGma-
i have so much to rant about tat i'm lost for words.
woke up late.
found out tat i spent the whole night researching my Art Direction and i missed the part where the lecturer checks out work.... and THAT's assignment 1...!!
fell off the bed (dun ask y). now i have a temple-pagoda-look-alike on my head.
reached subang. the bus din wait for me.
reached coll at 3.57pm for a 4pm class.
went in. saw allie wit her bunch of cheerleaders frens.
feel disconnected sumore.
yea...felt like a total loser nerd.
reached class. the lecturer's already in.
betty was 40 mins late!! excuse: my bf came. we went out. *urgh!*
left me alone wit some random dyed hair dude sitting right next to me.
and he's hitting on me for the whole 2 hours!! *i join ur group la!! dun worry!! i'll do work wan!! u ask me to do, i sure do wan!! heheheh!! i stay in usj only ma... u can always come n find me a!! wats ur name a? karin a?? ooo nice name a!! my cousin name call sherin! *
pleease... wtf do i care?!
ask betty for back up (trying to NOT include him in our group la)... she jus smile n say "dunno"...
msg allie in distress! too busy to reply...( no offence allie... i noe ur bz... no hard feelings)
did i mention the lecturer is an idiot?!
"kualiti yang diterima / ditolak oleh adat sesuatu masyarakat"
= the quality that in kept or MINUS OFF but the society rulz
what the fuck?
my name is En Zakaria, u guys can call me Mr Zack.
apparently he teaches in an international school. Garden International School. i guess he plants better huh?! must be a hell of a jungle.
crammed in a bus like sardines. sat next to this indon who MUST sit wit his leg WIDE open.
annoying.
still pissed.
-3niGma-
Friday, March 16
fuck pissed
sometimes i jus get so angry...
there's nothing more i can say...
i get tired sometimes....
of trying to compete and being compared to...
not being good enough...
not able to measure up...
not deserving what i have...
but hey, since when does it make it ur bizwhack
to determined whether or not i'm good enough??
who made it u good enough to judge me?
you wanna tell me what does it feel to bebeautiful?
you wanna tell how what is it like being skinny n pretty and tall?
or do you wanna tell me that he deserves better??
becoz lady i've heard it all...
we use to talk bout u....
ppl like you...
the "bumble bees"....
hovering around wit your ever so manja-fied tone...
u jus could resist groping abit while ur flinging ur ever so prefect hair around him huh?
how about showing off ur prefect-o long legs?
not forgettting ur b-e-a-u-tiful tiny 23cm waist?
running around wit ur thick mascara and liner...
amoi a!!! u scared ppl dunno where ur eye is izzit???
ur 16 and u put on enough powder on ur face bake a muti layered wedding cake...
if u really think ur good and u really deserve what i have..
y dun u put ur buzzing brain into ur books instead of being in between ur legs?
becoz thats where it shud be.
u really think ur so good huh?
then y isnt he wit u?
please.... dun stare at my cheesecake or my chocolates in disgust..
because u disgust me...
dont u think i'm aware of it?
i noe he's slightly above average...
and i'm not...
but i still dun get y do u need to rub it in my face all the time...
its not such a missmatch okay?
physical isnt all!! u shallow biatch....
oh yea...
those mutated junks i shove into my throat everyday....
the bf bought em...
uh huh..
heard me?need i repeat? yea... HE bought em..
so i ate em...
same goes to the bak kut teh breakfast...
and the mcdonalds lunch...
oh and the suppers too....
guess what?
it doesnt matter how tiny ur waist is or how flabby my thighs are..
it doesnt matter how well-permed is ur hair and how mine always looks like a lion's mane...
it certainly doesnt matter how big n gooooogly ur eyes are that they remind us of that stupid doll horror movie with "chuckie" in it....
because at the end of the day...
i dun care...
and neither does he....
ppl like u piss me off.
quote lydia " you where pain now?? "
grow up.
there's nothing more i can say...
i get tired sometimes....
of trying to compete and being compared to...
not being good enough...
not able to measure up...
not deserving what i have...
but hey, since when does it make it ur bizwhack
to determined whether or not i'm good enough??
who made it u good enough to judge me?
you wanna tell me what does it feel to be
you wanna tell how what is it like being skinny n pretty and tall?
or do you wanna tell me that he deserves better??
becoz lady i've heard it all...
we use to talk bout u....
ppl like you...
the "bumble bees"....
hovering around wit your ever so manja-fied tone...
u jus could resist groping abit while ur flinging ur ever so prefect hair around him huh?
how about showing off ur prefect-o long legs?
not forgettting ur b-e-a-u-tiful tiny 23cm waist?
running around wit ur thick mascara and liner...
amoi a!!! u scared ppl dunno where ur eye is izzit???
ur 16 and u put on enough powder on ur face bake a muti layered wedding cake...
if u really think ur good and u really deserve what i have..
y dun u put ur buzzing brain into ur books instead of being in between ur legs?
becoz thats where it shud be.
u really think ur so good huh?
then y isnt he wit u?
please.... dun stare at my cheesecake or my chocolates in disgust..
because u disgust me...
dont u think i'm aware of it?
i noe he's slightly above average...
and i'm not...
but i still dun get y do u need to rub it in my face all the time...
its not such a missmatch okay?
physical isnt all!! u shallow biatch....
oh yea...
those mutated junks i shove into my throat everyday....
the bf bought em...
uh huh..
heard me?need i repeat? yea... HE bought em..
so i ate em...
same goes to the bak kut teh breakfast...
and the mcdonalds lunch...
oh and the suppers too....
guess what?
it doesnt matter how tiny ur waist is or how flabby my thighs are..
it doesnt matter how well-permed is ur hair and how mine always looks like a lion's mane...
it certainly doesnt matter how big n gooooogly ur eyes are that they remind us of that stupid doll horror movie with "chuckie" in it....
because at the end of the day...
i dun care...
and neither does he....
ppl like u piss me off.
quote lydia " you where pain now?? "
grow up.
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