Wajah Tua

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....

Hari ini saya cuti..yeaaaaaaaaa.....hehehehe......cuti yg ke berapa dah tak ingat dah...tapi mulai hari ni dah tanam azam,takkan amik cuti lagi.....

Actually i cuti sebab pegi amik keta yg belum siap.....hehe...keta tu xcident 13 Jan 2012,hari ni baru amik...tapi still blum siap...takper amik dulu then biler2 free anta balik....malas nak mengomel pasal kelembapan bengkel itu,nnti tambah dosa pulak,,,haha.....

Hari ni jugak anta mak g klinik....its her monthly medical check up for high blood pressure.....ramai sungguh orang kat situ.....smpai kat sana kul 9 pagi....semuanya settle kul 1230 tengah hari....ermmmm biase lah tu kan....malas jugak nak mengomel pasal pengurusan masa di klinik tersebut.....

Cuma yg nak cerita kat sini.....off course la yg ramai kat klinik tu orang2 tua kan......yg best nye ade sorang pmpuan cina tua ni.....dah lama dia dok situ...tiba2 dia tukar tempat dok dekat ngan mak i......dia tepuk bahu mak i then tanya......"heiiii awk kenal saya tak"...mak cakap...."tak perasan lah"....cina tu kata..."haiiyaaa aku bini  'kangkung' la"......mak:'oooo nyonya lama tak jumpe'....then diorang borak2 panjang lah kan..........dipendekkan cerita pmpuan cina tu dulu2 dok kt kampung i.....husband dia orang panggil "kangkung"......sebab dia dulu2 tanam kangkung kt kampung.....so bile husband dia mati dia dok ngan anak dia kat pekan.......lama la tak jumpa org kampung kan........bertahun2.....byk la ceritanya...masing2 dh tua,ade penyakit...dah tak selincah muda2 dulu....

Tiba2 mase tgk scene tersebut, i terfikir la mcm mane la kan kalo terjumpa kwn2 lama masa i dah tua nnti....haha.....cmne la rupe diorang kan......then i google la pulak cmne la rupa i kalo dah tua nanti....hasilnya.......hahaha.....

gambar masa umo 50 tahun lebih...agak2 my old friends kenal tak time tu?hahaha....

Semakin aku ingin jauh

Assalamualaikum w.bt.....

Hari yang sore memaksa diri ini mengelamun sebentar...sementelah pulang awal dari pejabat (sejak bila lak keje pejabat nih?)....hati ini berbicara sendiri.....mencari sebuah hikmah dalam ketentuan......mencari dan terus mencari tanpa kepastian............

Ku renung kembali episod2 dalam kehidupan.......duka lara dan tawa hilai silih berganti....aku yakin setiap insan pasti sama melalui.....cuma masanya tidak seiring.......

Mual aku melihat pada sikap hipokrit nya manusia.....tabik pada yang menampilkan diri seadanya....adat dunia.....semakin kita cari,semakin jauh untuk berjumpa..............semakin kita membenci semakin dekat ia menghampiri...............semakin ingin aku lari semakin dekat ia mengejar.......

Aku menjunjung sebuah doa.....semoga kasihNya melekat dijiwa..........

Aku Menulis Bukan Kerana Nama

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..

Tesco..................adehhh pening tgk diorang nye request.......byk cengkadak pulak........ooppss not about this to be written here......

Aku menulis bukan kerana nama.....yepppp....ayat mcm bagus jer bunyik.......actually terdengar lagu ramli sarip berkenaan tajuk di atas dan terlintas untuk meminjam kata2 itu........saya berblog cuma untuk meluahkan apa saje yg tersimpan didalam hati tanpa memikirkan siapa yg membaca.....asalkan bukan orang terdekat.....hmmm nape ek???

So,nak tulis ape nih.....yepp harinye makin hampir!!

Kosong Tapi Sempurna

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....

Saya seorang guru............Seorang guru tugasnya menyebarkan ilmu,mendidik anak2 muridnya....Semoga ilmu yang diisebarkan itu melekat di minda pelajar seterusnya dia menggunakan ilmu itu untuk perkara2 berfaedah............Namun saya cuma seorang guru yang mendidik diri sendiri....Tidak ada murid melainkan diri sendiri.........Saya cuba mendidik diri saya untuk mensyukuri segala yang saya ada.........tidak semua insan bertuah seperti saya......Walau kdg2 hidup terasa kosong,namun ia sempurna..........

p/s:KasihBumi

Motivasi Diri

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

If you try hard to make people around you to changed(from negative to positive)...you will be disappointed and this will make you stress.......Let them changed slowly....even though they will not,you have to be patient........there must be 'something' behind everything...... 

Lets try to be a better person.....the more people 'bully' you....you became stronger ....can u imagine, when someone ask you to do something that out of your job, and you did it well...don't you realize that you had improve your knowledge?Let's Be positive.......

In other case, when someone hate you, you should never try to respond to hate he/she as well......when this happen, indirectly you improve your attitude.........

One more, don't be arrogant and greedy......there's no place for arrogant people except in the hell.....and share your 'rezeki' with the correct way.....

Bos Hilang

Assalamualaikum w.b.t....

Hmm....baru semalam terasa bosan bkerja.....today pulak i was so shock when i heard that my boss was gone.....pergi tak kembali kot,,,haha........i think that he was pressured by someone or many person that i never knew.....huhu...sedih pulak......dah ler terasa mmg keseorangan (with partner keje je) now rasa lebih keseorangan bile bos dah tkde.....so sape nak verify keje2 kitorang from today onward?nampaknya terpaksa la mengadap bos yg besar sikit tu(ade byk bos)...huhuhu.....

By d way kitorang harap sgt bos kitorang akan kembali.......rindu pulak dengan 'lakon layarnya'....yes, i feel that something missing in our workplace.....and yes also that everyone in our life had their own value......(pls appreciate people around you)..

In this situation i feel that......i want another jobbbbbbb........

Getting Bored

Assalamualaikum w.b.t......

I woke up this morning with moody.....Yeah,its normal for Monday.....but that mood was different....i don't know why........i feel so malas to go to work...but i have to...always have to.......ye la kalo tetibe cuti kang dapat lak warning letter...aduiiiiiii........when i calculate back total of my on leave until today,its already 8 days taken...wowwww......pemalasnye ko ni kan!!So i think i don't want to take anymore leave for this month....actually my company just allowed their staff to take 1 day annual leave for a month....1 more day for Emergency leave..........but me?waduhhh tapi bulan ni teringin sangat nak g Ptrajaya...nak tgk belon panas 17-18 March......Sbtu keje half day.....mane sempat nak smpai sana...mesti g ahad....so takkan isnin nak keje?huhuhu......

But actually, i just want to mentioned my feeling in working.....i feel boring.....because of that, i go back home at 4.30pm today......instead of 6.00 pm as normal.......seriously i keep wondering....is this a feeling that i felt when i decided to resign my job before?OMG......please don't la......