Thursday, June 12, 2008

when...

when you just dun feel enough strength and energy to project your voice and talk to others

when you shoot down comments as they come

when you feel irritated at every word that your friend says

when you just feel like throwing your hp away or putting it aside so that you won't have to answer calls or reply smses

when you wish that the bus journey home is longer than it is

when you alight one stop earlier than your bus stop just to walk slowly back home

when you're walking and taking such small steps that you take twice the amount of time you usually take to reach home

when you refuse to switch on your computer for fear of checking emails or replying others

when you're always appearing offline on msn

when you're lying on your bed but you're not even sleeping

when you do things that you normally dun do and regret it afterwards

you know it's not a good day.

i have no idea why i'm upset, but i just am.

i need a time machine to bring me to 17th june and stop time when i'm in bangkok.

you know it's always bad when even you yourself hate yourself