interview.=(

i wonder what i was thinking when i typed the last post. anw! it's ONE more week to bangkok, and not 2 more.=X haha. haven't exactly prepared for it though, but i'm feeling super lazy. like what i always believe in, things will work themselves out eventually.=)

hmm interview today didn't go exactly very well today. i guess there are just so many things that i haven't learnt yet, and though i have a relatively beautiful resume, it doesn't even help, cos what people in the working world are looking out for is the past experience, and sometimes the technical skills, and those are the qualities that i so sorely lack.

maybe i have been too sheltered in the past, and over-protective of myself, only allowing myself to be in my own comfort zone, never ever trying to step out. there are just so many excuses that i can give myself, and at the end of the day, i will never be successful. i guess sometimes i over-simplify too many things, thinking innocently that i'll be able to solve problems as they come. but that's never the case.

am i too naive? yeah probably.

i guess one thing that i got out of the show is that, escaping just doesn't help things at all. life won't be smooth-sailing, and the main thing is to make sure we do things without regrets, and face problems bravely. i guess i've been such a coward when it comes to certain things. i will learn not to. but i guess that takes time too.

maybe i haven't been wasting my time the last few days at home. at least i've learnt something.=D

i think being in love is such a powerful weapon. can't imagine someone changing so much. wish him all the best then!=) still a long long way to go.

it's so funny, everytime i'm at home, my bro goes out. everytime i go out, my bro will be at home. and each time any of us is at home, we'll be bored to death. with the internet connection down in the afternoon, and my bro out, i could only sleep, and watch vcds.=X

tmr will be quite exciting though. i hope.=)