Sunday, June 14, 2009
this blog's shifting. ask me for the new address people. till then.
8:23 PM
It's so hot here that I wish my air-conditioning is working for once.
I certainly missed schooling, and I wished I had a more liberal education back then. Doubting that I will ever have the chance to do so again, now I can only make sure I have a liberal working life.
Everyone have a past, since it's called the past, it should be forgotten. Move on people, no more harping on what's gone.
11:28 AM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
finally, the day of liberation. even the raindrops can't dampen the mood of the graduands. a pity that juho was not here to join us. we will photoshop ur face in, don't worry.
it wasn't easy to go through the 3 years without the few loyal friends who were there in one way or another. but we made it through nonetheless. probably the proudest moment of my life.
time is always an issue. it's too bad we can't have more time. maybe 48 hours a day will suffice. nobody has to rush then. everyone will have enough sleep and enough time to do work. i need the motivation. i need to feel the pulse.
11:01 AM
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
It's a blessing in disguise.
Special day! Hopefully things will work out smoothly.
Work is still stressful but it's okay. I should learn to handle stress better. Despite my no-experience in this line, I am coping well enough to survive. Results are still not there however I will still try my best nonetheless.
It feels nice to finally graduate. Waiting for the ceremony and it's definitely will be weird without my FYP mate, bash and final year mate, juho around. Don't worry juho, we will photoshop your face in. HAHA.
And I am still looking at you with such disdain. Pfft.
11:19 AM
Monday, April 13, 2009
there's like a million questions running in my mind right now. there's like a lot of possibilities but also a lot of uncertainty. it's like i know where i want to be but i doubt my capability sometimes. i feel a need to ask quite often. maybe because i am still quite new. new responsibilities given to me are quite wow. but i worry that i might disappoint. i am struggling with myself actually.
i know i am quite slow but i just watched devil wears prada last night. it was good! and i haven't watch a movie for months. i am aching to step into a cinema and watch a show.
let the waves bring me to wherever i am going..
6:17 PM
Saturday, March 28, 2009
been back from HK for a few days. the meetings held over there were okay. not quite what i expected but i guess it's another culture totally. it's been a period of stress, uncertainty and plain hard work.
i feel like i need a break to freshen up but i know it's impossible. because the future is in my hands. i can rest next time when i'm 60. thankfully there's char and yash to help me out with stuffs otherwise, i doubt i can manage everything. will probably forget this or that.
invested in a blackberry recently. was very very hesistant before purchasing but i think it will be a very good hardware for me as my job scope requires me to read emails on-the-go. however, i haven't subscribe to blackberry service. will do so soon.
next week is an important week for me. i mustn't let boss down. hopefully things will turn out smoothly. and now it's time for a break from computer. my neck is aching like crap.
10:10 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009
ciao peeps. i'll be back on tues.
12:20 AM
Monday, March 09, 2009
quite a horrible day today. first i was cheated by the lrt announcement, making me walk up and down. along the way i kept reminding myself that the office keys are in my coin pouch. so confidently i went to the office and then i realised i left the coin pouch in my small bag. this is not the worst yet. i have planned my day actually, to make namecards and visit a school or two along the way back. alas, i forgot to bring my thumbdrive. felt so dumb.
afterwhich it started to rain so horribly you'd thought the sky is gonna come down along with the rain. luckily calvin gave me a ride to the mrt. when i was walking to the gantry, my mum called, saying something about my dad wanting to get money and even requested her to take my sis' atm card and just withdraw for him first. how ridiculous. then i went up the platform. had to wait 10+ minutes for a train. was wondering why the screen didn't show the timing. when i reached bugis finally, took my late lunch there cuz the rain was still too heavy for me to walk to sim lim.
searched for the shop at sim lim. the guy there ignored me while serving another customer. so i stood there for quite a while before i could ask him 1 question then i had to wait very long for him to be done with that customer. even the customer felt bad because he kept looking back and smile at me apologetically. at last, i showed him the templates. all wrong wrong wrong! gosh. wanted to murder people already at that point.
thought i'd try my luck at stamford pri school after all that. one of my heels broke off because it got stucked in the drain. got rejected at stamford after another round of waiting. came home and started on editing. and computer hang before i could press save.
then something happened. i cried for hours and just stopped minutes ago.
what a day.
10:58 PM
