BAD mood.

That moment when your mood, regardless how insanely happy you were before, immediately plummets downhill after a conversation with someone.
That feeling sux.
And that someone is still utterly clueless about what he or she has just done. How wonderful.
Everything just tastes and feel bad after that. :(

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It is never easy, but it is always worth it. ~ Tyler Knott Gregson

 That as much as it hurts, sometimes it's all you can do, wait, endure and keep shining knowing that eventually, your light will reach where it is supposed to reach and shine for who it is supposed to shine for.

It is never easy, but it is always worth it.

~ Tyler Knott Gregson

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

Now, that incident is haunting me and eating away at my heart. damn.
I hope there are no repercussions. :(
Acting blur is good, but not when there are notes in print. So what I did was right or wrong?

~ whatever happens, happens for a reason. =)

Bishounen.

Random:
There is this thing about bishounen types of anime -- their theme songs are usually damn nice (imho)! :)
e.g. Uragiri wa Boku no Namae wo Shitteiru (UraBoku) & 07-Ghost
(man, but I do hate the title of the former anime, and hate the episode titles for the latter anime)

Well, and maybe V*mpire Knight (but cliche -- their plot are so unsurprising or not suspense loaded)

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Exasperating conversation.

A: 我们在八巷,你要什么?
Me: 八巷在哪个地点?那里有什么?
A: Lor 8, 你要什么?

Internal dialogue:
*roll eyes* Of course I know it's Lor 8, I don't need a translation.

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11 hours of dreamless sleep.
The best sleep ever, after two weeks of three BIG projects crammed together.
YEAH! :)

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I'm not stressed.
I'm merely irked by your inconsistency and I need to get things straight. I'm not in any mood to get any kitchen cookery.
Thank you very much.

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The boredom's gone.

YEAH. Life's starting to get exciting at about 7pm!
Cos life has started to get boring after 1pm on Saturday.
Things are starting to happening and I can feel the adrenalin and the need to move fast kick in. I think I am addicted to busyness. heh. Stressful, but at least enriching. :)

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My "Selves".

 

Aidan Chambers, This is All

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~ Samantha Schutz, I Don’t Want To Be Crazy

 I am trying to find myself

in all of the chaos, 
find something that I can call me
inside the screams and inside 
the you shoulds and you have to bes.

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原来，目前所在之处最安全、最单纯。
果然不简单， 能够这样，是因为有人‘驻’阵。
但是，古龙名言是“最危险的地方就是最安全的地方，最安全的地方也是最危险的地方”……呵呵。

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So.... the transition (have to) start.

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いい人間です。

最高の言葉！
だけど、残念です。
あの方が見えない。。。残酷の真実です。

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True Colours & Types.

It's during the busiest and most stressful period of time, that you see the true colours of everyone.

Who are the really calm types, the thinker types, the complainy types, the brainer-cum-shirk-all-responsibilities types, the it-has-nothing-to-do-with-me types, the dunno-how-to-see-situation types, the gungho types, the responsible types, the impatient types, the willing-to-help types, the scaredy-cat types, the helpless types etc.

I've seen it in myself today.

I pride myself in that I controlled my urge to sprout ugly angry words (which I can control usually), but I can't contain my impatience at dunno-how-to-see-situation type. I'm seriously busy to the brink, and there the person, whining to me about totally freaking inconsequential things and explaining his/her innocence to me for a matter that has nothing to do with him/her. *roll eyes*
Enough is enough. I had better things to do. There is a limit to the amount of nonsense I can take when I am super duper busy.
Just tell me "A" when I ask about "A", instead of telling me about "B", "C", "D" which I've no interest in (unless I have all the time in the world).

True colours indeed show.

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October woes.

My fingers must have dislike October.
They have a problem with coordinating the sequence to type October correctly.
They keep getting tangled and it keeps getting spelt as Ocotber for more than 80% of the times I've typed this word recently. (Even now, I've gotten it wrong thrice. Zzz.)
How annoying. >:|

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I received something of superb quality. And I really mean superb layout with personal liking for things artistic and pretty.
Man, it's really quality work that exceeds all expectations. It's not only the layout, but the amount of research and the heart and hardwork put into it.
I could have done the research and all, but I myself can't even guarantee the quality would be as good if I were the one doing it. 
Salute. This is potential.
Now I get a feeling of what the upper-ups feel like when they assess subordinates' work formally and informally. haha.

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"favour"

This giving and returning of "favour" thing is sooo Chinese.
(If only it's like the Favour Bank in The Zahir)
I can't but help lament on this incident that occurred.

Call it a difference in opinion. I guess it got heated up, you could even call it the first big disagreement or even an argument. I am glad I got called away for another very important event, before things escalated. In the very first place, I don't want to argue, nor do I even wish to disagree. However, at that point in time, I wished my point got across.

I always knew about the "favour" thing, and I knew its utmost importance. It's something unspoken, yet it lies there dormant, especially starkling to the ones who have conscience.
But I think, there are things that could be better streamlined.
I knew I could have always used that argument "But they are doing it as well, but why aren't they penalized?", but I didn't, because it doesn't substantiate any facts or normalize any behaviour regardless the fact that the majority are doing it.
I find it utterly unfair when they load it on us, and we took it silently (not to mention, we delivered it well to our utmost ability despite feeling marginalized). Yet, in the end, those who are vocal and externalized their unhappiness are the ones penalized instead (and I've seen it).
WHAT IS THIS WORLD?



Apparently my point did get across, BUT it wasn't accepted.
(kare calmed down towards the end of day, haha)
And I accepted the final statement and reason, because we have to (literally) answer the "favour". To lessen the hassle for kare's sake, and I sincerely believed and have faith that kare has the absolute right reasons for whatever kare's doing, I accepted kare's notions/reasons/POV/insistence of not asking for "favours" wholeheartedly. 
Maybe if I were in kare's position (hypothetically), I think, as a homo sapien who still think for oneself undoubtedly, I think I would have resented any sort of "favour" and refused any suggestions of that sort.



The difference in point of view. How opinions differed. And why did the opinions differed.
It ain't easy standing in one shoes to think about it from his or her POV.
It really ain't easy to convey your thoughts and feelings to another being.
It isn't easy.



Ending with a quote from Paulo Coelho, "Nothing wrong with appearing to be a fool, if what you are doing is intelligent."
Salute.

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Paperwork and paperwork and more paperwork.

image from here

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While they were "loitering" around my work station today, why do I have that vague feeling that they have something to tell me? haha.
I wonder why.
So weird, because I was doing work, and they are loitering, chatting, eating etc. haha. SO suspicious. heh.

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Someday.

 

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Style.

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I think my patience is running out. It's been 4 days, and I think I'm dying of anticipation and waiting.
I need to know the certainty (no matter good or no-good) before my uncertainty tolerance threshold crash on me. Getting jittery and jumpy.

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Sabishii.
Feels at a loss to be home so early.
I think I'm addicted to work.


A day where I don't feel like meeting or talking to anybody else.

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Me no like the new DJ for 輕談淺唱不夜天 St*phen.

He sounds so dead.

I miss voice and hypeness of 張偉基 (especially you can imagine muggers burning midnight oil enjoying his programme in the wee of the night! What I listened to are merely archival clips of the previous day.)

SAD.

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This is like the first ever interview where I did not end up telling myself "aiyah, I should have said blah blah blah". Uh.
Second thoughts though, like what one told me after that.

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这可不是闹着玩的,要就全力以赴!
不简单的任务!
现在,就等成绩的公布吧! :)

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