One Litre of Tears

Okay, i chionged the drama within half a day and only managed to sleep at 7 plus in the morning. surprisingly (!!!!!) i only cried twice in the whole serial. first when she was standing outside the class and got betrayed by her classmates and when she died.

pple are telling me they cried every single episode but i didnt! i think i yawned more than i cried but not because the show is boring but i am really tired. but then but then, i persevere till 7am to complete the show despite my tiredness!

the show is more of inspiring than touching i think. only when a person is unable to do things which other pple can easily do, then they will begin to appreciate it. her optimistic attitude is something i would want to learn all over again. if i am the one who got the disease, i don't think i have the courage to live the way she did at all.

anyway, i was shuffling between 1 litre of tears and hana kimi yesterday. but i think hana kimi abit draggy leh although i am at episode 2 only. hahahahaha (think kim n the rest killing me soon). oh ya oh ya what i love about both the shows is tt the dogs are DAMN CUTE! i love ganmo! :D

having a bbq later. officially i will be unable to talk after tonight. i had 3 bbq in 1 week! omgggggggggg... all the best to me.

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does a person become more introvert as they mature? i really hope someone can answer me because i think i'm becoming more introvert (but for the maturing part i'm not too sure hahaha). i'm introvert not just towards new friends but even my best buddies for many years.. i'm really upset by my reaction and the attitute not to talk at all.

haisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

and i vow not to go vivocity again. i took a cab from there back home and it cost me $21. not even midnight charge can.

i am super broke. ahhhhhhh~ and my cough is killing me. bleah

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through there were no proper organisation and plans did not carry out at all due to the sudden rain, WE HAD A BLAST!

before the rain started

food food


fondue!
the rain CAME so SUDDENLY!

gift exchangeeee!
ju-on, the one whose spirit never ever leave us......
(ironically she is the one who is most afraid of all those things)

gambling! oops!

took tonnes of funny videos. too bad cannot share. k bye tml got to work at sickening warehouse kns! bye la!

anyway, i kind of forgot how come my name is TEEBANG. pls derive it for me using double angle formula, or triple? LOL. kns liping become teebang. my jc frens are all asking what/who the hell is tt lor! how to answer!!!!

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i feel very very lousy.

very insecure

hais!


shit my zibizhen is getting worst.

:(

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i got 6 blisters and i spent $160 today.

my blisters cost $95. cuz i bought birkenstock for my pooor feet. yes my sisters scolded me upside down for wasting money. i know i will be scolded and i am still feeling guilty about it. fine, scold me. scold scold scold.

i am so bothered about it now. i spent closed to $500 this month on gifts. but for the $400 i spent on my family, i spent it very very willingly. but they scolded me for the $95 i spent on myself this xmas.

haiz! and stupid me why must i feel guilty!! i must learn to buy things for myself.


but come to think of it, i think i am abit too harsh to spent $95. however, you cannot blame a person in high heels with 6 blisters. birkenstock is right infront of you and it is so comfortable.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

all the best to my poor feet. and to my ears too cuz i will get nag tml from another sister again. luckily i never eat the $100 beef at chijmes today if not i will really be SUPER GUILTY. and to the person whom i picked for gift exchange: you are reeeeeally lucky lor! hahaha! i'm not as cheapo as the rest.

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2.55am

had a blast just now with my cousins, relatives and sister's friends over at my house and the park behind my house. we organised a mini gathering cum xmas celebration after years of hesitation.. hahaha.

we were really worried that it will rain tonight cuz for the past few days, we've witnessed the highest rainfall in 70 years and flooding in thomson, orchard and in many parts of singapore. we even prepared a bbq pit and deep fryer along our corridor in case in rains. haha, but luckily our worry did not occur at all. instead, the weather was very cooling and perfect for a bbq!

i woke up at 10.30am (unwillingly) cuz someone was knocking and shouting at my doorstep. it was a delivery man from far east flora. my sister's boyfriend got her a bouquet of flowers and a very cute bear. so sweeeet lah! wonder when will be my turn *sigh* hahaha

and i vacumned, mopped the floor, put up the decorations for the xmas tree, cleaned the tables and chairs, went bedok to buy seafood for bbq, took out the intestines of the prawns, fried some food, marinating the stuff, entertaining the guests, numbering the gifts, bringing kids up and down to drink yakult, getting suan by my young cousin who thought that i got dumped when i chatted with him that day which my boss asked me to work over at the factory, trying to get the fire started. everything and anything except EATING. i really forgot to eat and i felt so hungry 30 mins ago that i actually cooked maggi!

although the whole family is very tired, we are glad that everyone enjoyed themselves! sorry to those whom i didn't really chat with you cuz i was trying to help my mum and sisters. but i'm sure all of you will understand right! oh ya, the best thing is that while we were enjoying ourselves at the bbq, orchard and east coast are raining cats and dogs. after our bbq, around 12am, my area rained quite heavily! we are reeeeeally lucky! :D

anyway, i wish everyone a merry xmas and may 2007 be a much better one for all of us! as this is a season of love, i wish that everyone will be blessed and showered with lots of hugs and love! tell your loved ones how much you love them if not they will never know! :)

i look forward to wednesday! come'on girls lets rock the place down! (but don burn the place down hahaha)

some pics of my cousins and us!

i love gary's chubby cheeks! can you believe the one above him is his brother! hahahahaha!

sisters and cousin jacky!


not a completed pic but not too bad lah!

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my colleague told me a phrase that he would use to describe me. it was a chinese idiom which i dont really know the exact meaning but i can roughly predict that it is "a cold person when you never approach the person before, but a heartwarming person when we know each other." ok, in conclusion, i am very quiet/introverted.

then i told him, i am not that quiet in nature, quite rubbish and lame (as all of you know). ti is because of OFFICE POLITICS. i dont want to be so talkative and be very high profile cuz you know, office can be very superficial and fake. i don't wish to be involved at all, and i also don't want to say the wrong things at wrong time. so, keep quiet lor. i'm sorry if i'm too quiet but i enjoy the peace.

anyway i haven't bought the gift exchange present! i only bought the rubbish gift! wahahahaha.. this sat there's a bbq and i haven't prepare for the gift exchange too! arghhh... although i am like shopping everyday but i've been buying things for my family! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

i am very broke lor. luckily 150 is ka-ching-ing into my account. hehehe. oh ya, although my colleagues who went to japan is supposed to resume work today, i think my supervisor will take"mc" and disappear for 2 days one lor. but nvm, she never come i'm more free wahahahahaa :D everyday throw thigs for me to do while she watch video/learn jap etc etc. kns.

i drank too much coffee that i'm having a headache now. hais, i grew fatter leh anyway due to the sampling test for potato chips! arghhh... i don dare to weigh myself.

oh yes, i am jio-ing pple to go bangkok with me on the last week of jan! interested parties pls tag! :D

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WHEE!

SO HAPPY YESTERDAY!

it's like ater a decade! :) :)

i lubbbb my family!!!!!!

oh ya i received eagles award, cuz they know i wont be able to get the studies award like last yr! hahahahaa.

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5.32pm office.

woo! i think most of you might not know my work schedule but usually from 5-7pm, i am the busiest - cuz the loading and orders are all faxed into the office and my mountain of photocopying and distributing begins. well well how come i can have the time to even blog now?

cuz my department are only left with 2 person (excluding me, initially 5) cuz 3 went japan! but today, the manager did not come so yeahhh i'm free as a bird! however tml i will be left with all the stuff which 1 of the collegue must complete, plus some ad-hoc things by another collegue. but whatever, i will only think abt it tml! :D

oh yaaa, i was so damn angry at 1 bitch in office on monday lah. how come all the pple with that name i don like huh? is it some kind of curse? but anyway, she was at the photocopier just 5 mins ago and i was walking to the recep (i had to pass the photocopier) and both of us did not give way to each other at all. our shoulder just brushed across each other! pls lor, i nv exert alot of strength cuz she just had an accident. count herself lucky. i actually rebutted her in office cuz she was scolding a 16 yr old girl and the girl was so helpless. wth. anyway i think i become even more introverted and hot-tempered after working in office, worse than what i encountered in mj!

aiyah but whatever i am paid so just do my job. regardless of what happen, i will only diao/rebut those who really irritate me to the max. so far got 2 bitches (coincidentally are best frens too) who i really cannot see eye to eye. but the bitch who i brushed my shoulder with is more sickening. lalalala~~~~

i collected my pay yest!!! for nov (which i only worked the last 4 days of nov), which is not alot cuz of the list of items i spent/bought (approximately):

highlight (130)
xmas gift for 2nd sis (40)
good food (100)
daily spending (100)
shopping (100)
bbq pit (20)
uncle's xmas gift (30)

i am suffering from a severe deficit. bleah! that is before the rubbish xmas present, 2 gift exchange, my other sis's xmas presents!!!

but i am thinking of what to ask my sis to get for me for xmas. i have $100 credit from 1 sis, the other sis maybe $40. any suggestions???

oh ya zhiheng sms today and told me NS is so slack! i was super shock lah seriously cuz i thought BMT will be very hiong. but whatever, all the best to him!

lalalala HHAHAHAHA. na-ni-na-ni poo poo. i am super happy cuz somehow i revenged for myself just now. kk thats all! take care everyone!

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i was quite 'shocked' when i knew that genting won the IR bid. i was on my way home on the bus and i think i 'screamed' a little bit everyone was staring me.

WHY? WHY GENTING? just go genting highlands got liao what!

then i went home and started complaining.. i just couldnt figure it out why on earth genting won. then then my sister told me cuz there is UNIVERSAL STUDIO IN SINGAPORE!!!!

*wahahahhaha*

so i am anticipating the opening in 2010. tweety bird! bugs bunny! tazmania!


anyway i realised i become such an introvert. wonder whether is it me or what. yest at kim's house i think i spoke less than 10 sectences, partly cuz i am too tired. but then i really think i don't like to talk anymore.

ZHI BI ZHEN!

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omfg yesterday and today @ work was quite bad. not going to elaborate but i will practise my 'suanning' technique on and off to rebutt how some others are doing it.

bleah. but for the sake of money, i'm not going to be too bothered. they asked if i want to extend, i am really considering... err..

today's dinner and kbox-ing was not too bad. so tired now. ahhh

I LOVE THE WEEKENDS! :) now i understand why working adults love it.

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i thought it was over.

HOW COME IT IS BACK AGAIN? stupid sms.

stupid.

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some relatives saw me today and asked me "when's your prom?"

me: "never go lah... hahaha" (cuz my njc's cousin prom was yesterday)
auntie: "aiyoh, why never go!"
me: "anti-social mah.. hahahahaa"
auntie: "must be no guys jio you right"

my auntie is so cute and funny. anyway, i saw the ugliest side of pple from china today. not that i want to generalise all of them but i think 20 at 1 shot is good enough to paint an overall picture.

THEY SUCK! oh my shit. they really turn me off. i wonder what will happen tomorrow.

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FUNNY PHOTOS TO BE REMEMBERED.... (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)




2 years old, probably thinking what to play tml..

awwww i think i mam so cute last time

omggggggggg i cannot remember i once looked like tt. primary 3 maybe? before i become FAT.

primary 5 or 6. omg my legs then! chopstick!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHA! no me but still, my class!

oops! i'm at the back! (sec 2)

sec 3, south korea
pls look at me, the amt of fats on my face.

disgusting clique
sec 4, with my sisters

4e3! omg look at whose beside meee!!

j1, ah lian in ITE uniform



still have alot more but i think i better keep them to salvage whatever image i have. all these are for memory purpose only. HAHAHAHA.

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those cannot find a job, go to these web! i shortlisted the admin jobs le.

hope u get employed soon!

http://www.jobsdb.com/SG/EN/Job.asp?R=JDBS070252650&18495
http://www.jobsdb.com/SG/EN/Job.asp?R=JDBS069800650&4454
http://www.jobsdb.com/SG/EN/Job.asp?R=JDBS070041350&42191
http://www.jobsdb.com/SG/EN/Job.asp?R=JDBS070042150&35891
http://www.jobsdb.com/SG/EN/Job.asp?R=JDBS070029550&46359
http://www.jobsdb.com/SG/EN/Job.asp?R=JDBS069956250&11859
http://www.jobsdb.com/SG/EN/Job.asp?R=JDBS069958750&15359

all these are 6.50 and above per hour, more than me k. if u get the job remb to treat me to dinner. OOPS. ahahaha. remb just send in ur resume to all of them! hahahaa...

all the best!

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TIRED

TIRED

TIRED

WEEKEND GONE

MONDAY ON LEAVE BUT NOT A DAY TO REST

MY WORK SUCKS

IT IS NEVER ENDING




AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

whats even more disgusting is tt there is a 'ming li' in my office. although so far she haven show tt she "thinks" tt she is pretty, her appearance really reminds me of her. but her character wise is really that kind of (@#*^#%&^#@$^#$. stare/diao at me somemore today. i'll make sure i scold back if she do tt to me. *@(^#%&$#^%$#%^#$&*!&@^(*&#@!!!!

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