eeeeeeeeeyer. cheat my feelings. i lost 500 to joe. its ok what. 500 only. haha. wheeeee i cant wait for tmr's match! so sexiciting! ok time to sleep alr. now still got spainvsrussia la but i cannot tahan alr. tmr still need to wake up for mass to pray for england! haha ok tata.

hmmmmmm. im broke! anyway went to heeren ard noon. ginrich for hair treatment! like got no difference like that leh. haha. then met my mom there. she did her hair too. walked over to orchard mrt to meet rovi after that. he so poor thing. so many pple approached him to either donate money or to buy something. and he bought everything. hahahha. next time if im selling something i'll go find him too. then went to visit wesley outside orchard mrt. haha then they dancing for some charity. the music screwed up a bit here and there. went to the other side and saw charlotte and brendan! sat down for a while and went over to see wesley again. then left for meridien after that. so far ok! walk all the way from orchard to meridien. under the hot sun! played poool! damn fun. hahaha thanks for letting me win. then von came over. played for two hrs plus. twenty plus leh! so ex. haha. but it was worth it la. i loveeeee pooool! so fun. but i suck la. lousy like anything. hahahha but i still likee. took a bus to porpor's hse after that. ate dinner talk cock watch tv then went home! aiya have to wake up early for 10.45 mass tmr! im holy what, what to do. cant believe im going for weekend mass! maybe i shd start going for daily mass too! if i have the time. then have tanjung balai debrief after that followed by some eucharist congress at the indoor stadium. i feel so holy! hahaha.

im so fullll! bloated. my stomach feels as though its going to burst anytime. i feel like puking. i just want to sleep! but i feel like eating magee mee. haahhaha.

went town with sam von rovi michael. supposed to meet them at one, but i overslept and met them at two instead. anyway went to play pool at meridien! so fun. but im so lousy! anyway my team kept on winning. cus all the gd players are always on my team. hahaha. rovi and mike! haha. haha damn funny la! laugh and laugh. i dropped my cue stick like more than five times. haha. anyway they were more interested in watching some jap show than playing pool. then mike left. we went to cine. wanted to catch a movie but all the timings so late. so we went to lips to sit and talk cock. i accidently spilled the mango sauce on rovi's face. haha im sorry it wasnt intentional! haha and I came up with plans for the whole of next week! haha u all better not pangseh me. i took such a long time to plan ok. then went back to meridien to play pool. yvonne is shit funny. she kept on singing her tata song! and we were all so traumatized! sounded like some ghost. hahahha and sam was so shocked by her high voice! hahaha.

went to raffles hotel after that. had a hard time finding it. ate at bar and billard. buffet! with my relatives. supposed to be celebrating advanced fathers day la. the food wasnt that awesome la, but ya. still nice. i saw that pck guy there, marcus or something. haha no comments, hes not even gd looking. he looks better on tv. anyway i feel fat. ate so much! i hate oysters now. i used to love it but i feel like puking when i eat it now. the cheese was damn smelly and nice! haha. then got all the chocolate stuff. so fattening! and i ate a lot. got nice food la. lobster crab sashimi oyster lamb pasta and dont know what! they served branded coke there. its like seven bucks for a glass of coke. and i ordered three glasses for myself. i was thirsty ok, and i didnt know it was so ex! i thought it was like two bucks or something.

dong fleeeeew off to puket! or thailand. i think both. remember not to expose ur identity there or there might be lots of trouble for us. haha have fun remember to buy back something for me! if not u can stay there for good! dont come back chao tar ok.

im boredddddd! im lonely! its a terrible feeling! i hate it when its at night. i'll be all alone in my room starring at either the com or the tv. i hate this feeling! i hate to be alone! and the worst thing is that i have nothing to do. and i'll be like damn bored and stuff. i hate to be lonely! how miserable. i need to find a nice place to go at night so i wont be bored. hmmm, swimming? hahaha. theres no where to go in bishan la! boring place. ahhhh fuck im bored.

woke up at one. met dan in town and went to cut hair. i only ate four pathetic pieces of mcnuggets the whole day! excluding dinner la. wanted to cut hair at reds, but its like fucking ex. 44.10 leh! im not so rich please. so we went to the scene to cut. luckily they didnt give me jack, yuck. but he blowed my hair dry thou. i was like so disgusted by him. anyway the hairdresser cheated me. he cut my hair so short! i told him that i wanted to keep the length. and my fringe is damn short also! look so toot. so fugly. ya la looking fugly = looking normal. yes i look normal then. went shopping! im broke now. seriously short of cash. but i only bought one item. i still want to buy that denim shorts! but so unworth it. so ex and that shorts only can wear to the beach. but i still like it. and that shorts is really short. haha. sekseh. i'll buy it one day. when im feeling rich. i guess that day will never come. met gerry and nian whye for a while. walked ard abit, ate at macs and went home.

i feel as though im wasting my holidays! im wasting my time going shopping and all. waste money! but i like. haha. at least i did something meaningful right! i went for a mission trip! haha. big deal la. i have so much hw to do, but i dont feel like touching it at all. and even if i do, i doubt i'll be able to complete it. there's really like a lot! piles and piles of hw. my maths tuition tcher keeps on pestering me to have tuition. but i keep giving excuses that im busy. haha im really busy what! and i dont want maths tuition. i had enough of maths. supposed to go sch for maths lessons tmr, but i dont feel like going. i missed last week's maths lesson too. aiya. im too lazy to go to sch. still have to go to sch next week! for like dont know how many days. waste my time! holidays are supposed to be enjoyed!

im retarded. i think i blog too much. its like i have so much to say, but its all rubbish. btw the 9pm show is damn nice. but its ending soon. go watch it ok! i wanna watch the best bet too. i love singaporean movies, its like so funny and all. i still wanna watch troy again. yesyes, how many times have i said this. but i really wanna watch it again. but nobody wants to watch with me! everyone watch alr and they dont want to watch it a second time. its nice what, definately worth watching a second time. holidays are going to end soon. two weeks have passed alr! its like so fast. which means we only have two weeks of holidays left. theres still a lot to be done! i havent completed all the stuff i wanna do! i still wanna eat seoul, more shopping, bowling, more movies, more pool, sleep, eat, watch troy, and more and more shopping. actually i have nothing more to do la. haha ok i shall stop my crap byebye.

im fugly!

its like two am plus now. im damn hungry! but theres no one to cook for me. so poor thing! i feel like eating plaster prata. i feel like eating fried oysters. crabs! sambal kangkong! black carrot cake with chilli! char kwey teow with chilli and seahum dont want taogei! hungryyyyy! fungry! come my hse and cook for me leh! i feel like playing bluff also. but theres no one to play with me. im lonely! i cant possibly play by myself right.

we need to go to steph's hse! our hs meeting! we need more dancing and drinking there. hahahhaa. then maybe i can persuade them to play bluff. our vodka is still there right steph? whooo so fun. but must wait for dong to come back from thailand! thats like nextnext week! steph please go download toxic. and prepare more tables in ur room for us to dance on top. hahaha.

i better go and sleep now la. byeeeeeeeee! im retarded.

went to my mum's office in town. then cabbed to holland village. went to miracle gardens for some ear candling thing. its supposed to take out whatever is in ur ear. quite painful la, but its kinda relieves ur stress. yes im stressed! its quite good la. they'll massage for u and everything. anyway they managed to take out some wax from my ear. sounds gross. but i still have to go to the gp to take out the rest of the wax. ate at michelangelo after that. rockkkks! i love the pasta there. its like oh my fuck heaven! cabbed back to town. went shopping with my mother! yay bought everything i wanted to buy. actually not. theres still a lot of things i want to buy! then my mother left and i cabbed home. alone. haha. i just watched mean girls. rudy brought it over. its damn nice! haha its a bitchy show la. i want to watch it again. oh shit i still want to watch troy!

wahlaoooo. so tragic. just came back from singapore general hospital.

woke up. went to play pool at meridien with dong ard noon. i beat her leh! first time. haha. but we're still shit fuck lousy la. i need pool tuition. played for abt one and a half hr, then went to meet dan. she went for some photo shoot thing for some nkf thing. two and a half hrs one hundred bucks leh. and dong got in. too bad they only want tall pple. pple above 165. i need to grow 9cm more. thats like a long way more kim. why they dont want short pple! haha. then went ktvvvvvvv! ktv i like! kbox and cine. sang for five hrs. my throat hurts now. damn fun la. then singsingsingsing jump here jump there. our singing improved! haha. i love ktvvvv. went home after that. had bbq at my hse. my sisters poly friends came over. they took so long to bbq. and everything was soggy. damn arse la everyone was wet. everyone was splashing/shooting water. soggy food. how gross. i was totally soaked with water. then one girl got into an accident. she hit something and her tooth fell off and she was bleeding like fuck. so they took a cab down to singapore general hospital. we had to soak her teeth in milk for dont know what reason. we left in another cab. waited for like an hour. she had to put braces and all. she still has to go back there tmr and stuff. poor girl! who wld think a bbq would lead to this.

bored! entertain me leh. watching topfun now. its a rubbish show la. the look alike dont even look alike. damn rubbish! anyway woke up at noon. rotted for a while then went town with my sister. i didnt buy anything! isnt it supposed to be the great singapore sale? but everything i saw wasnt on sale. anyway i reserved my pink topshop dress! hahahaha i love it! its damn nice. but its damn big. its the smallest size but its baggy. haha damn gross but i like. its 79bucks leh. and i have no money to pay. haha and they're only going to reserve for me until wednesday. so i have to find the money by wed! and i have no idea how im going to find it. i want the dresssss! i want to buy the mango belt too. but its 45bucks just for a bloody belt. so unworth it. but its super nice. ahh i want to buy so many stuff. i need a new bag too. i want a nice white one. i need more clothes too! my list goes on and on, its never ending.

yay tmr going out! going to cut hair at either reds or hair profile with dan. dong is coming too. then maybe going ktv or pool. ktv i like! i miss ktv! long time nv sing alr. how la im dead i have not enough money. oh ya my sister said my ugly purse is nice! haha ya like after how long alr. btw she dyed her hair. so ex. over 200bucks. she look like some j-pop person now. oh ya my father is back from australia after one month! actually he was back a few days ago. haha. my phone cheated my feelings. i wasted like 10 over bucks downloading stuff. and theres something wrong with my gprs, so cant download the stuff that i paid for. wtf. i feel like playing bluff leh. but i have no one to play with! play with me!

aiya im bored. im blogging again! after a few minutes again. i feel like buying a pet. rabbit? hamster? fish? i need someone to accompany me! i miss my cat and dog! last time at least got my cat to meowmeow at my door and accompany me. im like damn lonely now. but i was damn mean to my cat la. i always bully her and like to put her outside of the window. haha. my dog was worse. i broke my dog's leg last time. ok im like totally out of point. i need a pet. then maybe my new pet can play doctordoctor with me? hahahaha oh man. i think it wldnt survive it. my internet is damn lousy la. cus im using wireless connection, and i keep on getting my neighbour's connection. like fuck la. always disconnect and all. irritating. ok i think im going to sleep now. if no one calls me or msg me tmr im going to sleep till dont know what time. ok im really going to sleep now i wont blog again until tmr alright. byebye.

fuck im retarded. i just blogged like a few minutes ago, and im blogging again now. i have nothing to do. maybe i shd just go for mass la. go for daily mass and pray to god. i really want to go back to balai. yes gerry, im a future nun. since when did i become so holy? i also dont know. but i think i can be a nun la, if im willing to sacrifice. cannot be horny anymore, must be holy. but i dont want to die a virgin leh. i miss tanjung balai! esp at night. all the things we talk abt, damn funny. now im like so lonely at home. i have no one to talk to! no one to laugh with. ahhhhhh. im really damn bored. i feel like eating plaster prate. i want to play bluff! but how am i supposed to play by myself? im dying to play bluff. i want to play doctor doctor also! hahahahahahha. need to find my patient first and get all the doctor's equipments. btw doctordoctor is a damn fun game la. go play it if you're bored. ahhh lets see what else can i do. aiya im damn lame la. im talking cockshit. maybe i shd just go sleep and stop my rubbish. oh ya i forgot. happy bday matileeeeeee! grow taller!

im damn bored leh. i have nothing do. i dont want to stay at home tmr! help. i'll just sleep all day if i have nothing to do. i want to go out! shopping! troy! ktv! pool! seoul! someone jio me out leh! i dont like staying at home! theres nothing to do! actually theres loads of hw to be completed. but i dont feel like looking or touching it at all. still have to go back to sch for lessons and pracs, but i dont feel like going also. i rather go back to tanjung balai and live there. im sure there pple there dont have so much hw and lessons. they're living a simple life and yet contented! its seriously such a nice place there. i want to go back! its like my second home! yea right. haha. im bored la! i'll just carry on blogging. i have nothing to do this entire week. i have nothing to do for the rest of the month. like help. i want to cut hair. i want to go bowling too. i still want to watch troy again. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im bored. i dont want to rot at home!

i hate my phone. its so hard to use. damn hard to msg. so if i dont reply or if i take very long to reply its not my fault. i went for mass leh! like oh my fuck. i havent been going for weekend mass for like almost two months. i've been going for mass like five times in a row! haha. holy what, cant help it. then went for postcon. the talk was rather good. first time i paid attention. then had to share in front of everyone abt the tanjung balai trip. went ahseah, ate dumplings. was struggling to finish it, but sam helped me. haha. took a train down and went to meridien. pool! i suck la. as usual, my aiming rocks. played for one hr plus then we went to buy movie tickets. we bought 15 tickets for harry potter! haha there were so many of us la. rotted and waited for time to pass. went shopping with anabel and she bought sexy underwear for eugene. she shd have bought the one i chose la. haha i cldnt stop laughing when i saw it. harry potter is nice la. but i prefer the second one. like oh my fuck malfoy is shit fuck goodlooking. i love his hair. i love his xialan face. cabbed home with the rest.

time to bathe! please appreciate ur water u have at home. at tanjung balai, the toilets have to be flushed manually. like pouring water into it. and when you're brushing ur teeth halfway, theres no more water. and u have to scoop water up from the big tub to bathe. water doesnt come from the tap. be grateful! i miss the flies there. the mosquitoes! i still feel weird here in singapore. i want to go back!

my ear is rotting. its so disgusting. its like lumpy and all gross. i hope i dont have to like cut it off.