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Saturday, July 31, 2010

alright, i've import export my this blog to my previous blog which is scribbledlies-not.blogspot.com

bye!

11:44 AM

Friday, July 30, 2010

okayy, i don't upload pictures to my gallery anymore. lazy ofcourse, haaa.
all photos are at facebook, so yea.
anyway, i met Ruby and Syahirah just now. awesome! hehehe, i love it.
it's beeen awhile since we last met, you know!! we should meet up again.
gaaah, i had fun laughing and catching things up with them. miss you all :D

anyway, i bought a new saving box/tabung/piggy banks or wtv u name it actually. hahaa.

Previous.

New.

Hahaa, alright. i just LOVE the red. i find the blue rather dull after awhile. alaa, this thing costs $1 only. ahaha. and so, i've asked mom to put my money i saved in my blue mickey to my bank account. saving up again for my red mickey. yesyes, i love mickey mouse. i just find it cute. but no, i don't watch the cartoon. actually, maybe yes sometimes(that's ONLY when my niece/nephew are watching it) i just don't like how mickey's voice sounds like. doesn't suit him, hahhaa. just in my opinion laa (:

okayyy, i'm gonna save as much as i caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan! :D

duit banyak, hidup senaaaang siket.

betul taaak?

right, bye!

10:11 PM

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

"I don't know but, I think I maybe falling for you
Dropping so quickly, maybe I should keep this to myself
Wait until I know you better..."

heheehohooohahahaaahuhuhuuu.

8:57 PM

I guess, it's really true
Goodbye doesn't hurt much
It's the flashback of we two
That makes it a big fuss.

You know what
I truly am guilty for wtv i did to you
But i just find real hard
To prove it to you that i really really do.

You know
I regard you as my good friend
Really, swear.

But this is a back then story
Which i don't wish to rewind
And now, im caught in guilty
Cause i know you're not fine.
At all, i know...

Aku nak jage hati kau. Aku nak kau tau yang apape yg aku buat dulu tu sume keje bodoh. I was immature, I was selfish. I dint think of its consequences! Blame it all on meee! Aku salaaah, aku tau aku deserve ni sume. Tapi aku tetap nak kau tau yang aku btol2 nak kau maafkn aku. Uhh, i really let u dwn. My motive was to bring u dwn, and i did! Tapi babe, asal laa mesti skg cte ungkit? Tell me who's that person. Im curious. Aku bukan nak salahkn die, tapi.... haiy, ntalah. Why cant she/he let it go? Its cte lamer for goodness sake, kn? Aku da berubaaaa. Im nt who u think i am anymore and aku treasure fship aku ngn kwn2 aku. when u lose someone whom u think meant nth to u, but they actually are.. then, u'll regret when they no longer there..

Nw that i think you hate me,
I'm totally fine with that.
But please know that i am guilty
For really making you mad.

But up till now,
I dont know what's my mistake...

What to do when u don't wanna talk about it.

Great?

I thought, im fine with this.
But i thought again, how we used to be..
From strangers to best buddy,
To friends to acquaintance.

But ive yet to get use to the situation now.
Like, eh where's nadd? (hahaa)

Haiy, nad nad...
Im sorry once again...
I didnt mean to hurt you this bad.
I don't knw what to do to make it up to you. Tell me?
I felt like a loser.

12:17 AM

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

i think we share same interests.
we think alike at times.
and, i think i admire youuuu.
(after what you told me)

(:

10:29 PM

Okaaaaay! it's 27 July.

and it's my buddy's birthday todaaaay. Happy birthday Siti Syafiqah Jumari!
i hope you appreciate the small celebration we had for you.
ahahaha, kotex plaaak jadi victim eh.
alright, i hope you had a wonderful birthday this year!

damnn, tmr maths test! guess what?? i didn't bring home my maths book! arghhhhhh, cmfrm marks no goood. some more it's a closed-book test! i'm so dead.
macamane ni??! i hate matrices! erghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
please postpone again!

9:25 PM

Monday, July 26, 2010

everybody made mistakes
is either they keep it going or learn from it.

for me, i certainly regret what i did in the past.
my foolish act, my unreasonable behaviour, my ego, my selfish self.
i admit i was wrong, partly. i was immature.

thing is now, i don't know what's the matter.
and i don't know the reason to it.
all i know is that, everyone made mistakes.
and even i can't escape from that reality.

since you've said that it was a grandmother's story,
i really hope you could forget about it.
but then, to think back...
it might have hurt you alot.
and it might really let you down.
i know how it feels when someone you trust, let you down.
and also, jatuhkan maruah/badmouth you.

since now that i'm labelled to be in that position of that someone,
i am truly sorry.
for whatever i did back then, i was truly remourseful.
and i really thought it could be forgiving and won't kecoh2.

gaaaaah, i don't know why that person told you a story which i thought has lasted long time ago.
god.
but again, i know i was wrong. i'm at fault, i deserve this. i know i know.
but i don't know what can i do to make it up to you.

what, what can i do? you tell me!

as much as i don't want to bring this matter up, that's as much as i don't want to seem like i don't bother about it.
reality check, i do yes i do...

i just don't know how to end this thing.

9:34 PM

Friday, July 23, 2010

wow, wednesday met Iffah and her gang. Thurs met my Aini. Today met the boys, Mi Yul Eddy!

so anyway anyway! today was the best APA lesson (i think) we did a practical. though i did it wrongly, i actually enjoyed doing it. hhahhaa. it's soldering etc fun. and Fiee did my initial M for me. hahhaa, thanks uh! appreciate it. eventhough nk buat rantai mcm tk menjadi kaaan, haha nevermind! thanks!

okayy, and so i was waiting for my bus when school ended. and unexpectedly, eddy texted/called. so since i've yet to board the bus, i guess i should just catch things up with them since they tagged me along. like, why not? so yeaaa, overall i had fun with them.
-had lunch at popeyes
-lepak-ed
they cracked me up with their jokes/riddles (pecah otaaak!).
-went back to malls. went from mall to mall.
- then, home! since no straight bus, went back with eddy to take 60.

ofcourse, when we meet our secondary friends, we would tend to talk about those things that happened back then. hahaha! like how i hated eddy back then! eddy remembers!! haahahaha :D
aiyaaa, those times. i miss all those those times! only God knows how badly i miss them
thank M.Y.E for the day!

i miss 4b alreadyyyyyy! :(

11:32 PM

Thursday, July 22, 2010

okay, now you told me it was just a joke. okay, i was quite relieved. but i have doubt. not that i don't trust you but i know the other party's capability... nvm, i hope it NEVER happen.

anyway, i enjoyed yesterday's DespicableMe with Iffah Ain Dzahir Karim. it's beeeeeen awhileeeeeeeeeeeeee since i last met them! i was seriously looking forward, and yes i did have fun! we laughed here and there flashing back those moments had in secondary life. KEKEK!
ahaha, and ofcourse we can't stop gossiping about other people. hahaaa.
we went separate ways after having our talk-laughing session. me and Iffah took train while the others took bus instead. Iffah and I still continued talking about things back then.

and we remembered about the studying session at mac. it was just me iffah and ida, revising chemistry and tried some questions. we didn't manage to get the answer and don't know why the answer had to be that. And so we actually thought about it and Ida came out with her funny thoughts which somehow say that "because they say it WAS so that explains ...." do you get what i mean? i actually forgotten what the question was, so you might not get it. nevermind, point is... what has English Grammar got to do with Chemistry??
and we talked about our art lessons back then etc etc. not that i miss just my friends, i miss my teachers tooo! :(

damn, i miss them all! anddd i miss you ida!

5:30 PM

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

AKU MACAM NAK SEPAK, TUMBOK, BUNUH KAU!
I KNOW IT'S NOT MY LIFE BUT FUCK, I TRUSTED YOU.
ARRRRRGH, JERK!
BDH CB BB CL PKM PLBT.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY?!!!??!?!?!!?!??!?!?!?!??!!

gaaaaaaaaah!! jangan ketawe bnyk sangat, nanti mlm nanges.
true?

i'm speeeechlesss. what have i gotta sayy?!

10:55 PM