will never ever get sick of my bodom videos. even if i have to squint cos my stupid ipod is tiny.

this should be my motto in school.

Not afraid of crying, sorrow and foe.
Not afraid of falling down below.
To the night recklessly we fly.
Like living dead, we'll never die.

thank you laiho, seppala, latvala, warman, raatikainen

hello you,

you're in my head. i dont think there's anything much in it anyway. its amazing how you can destroy all my other thoughts.

its stupid when my laziness cant catch up with my imagination. ahh oh well.
my day sucked. my spine was hurting the whole fucking day.

urgh fuck now my phone like cb.
mighty kites tmr. ah pek.
i miss you and i want to bite you.

qa.

snapsnapsnap credits to liwens handydandy cam

i am just going to focus on the FUN after the CTs and not the CTs. plans were really screwed up today. supposed to meet up with iron(III)oxide but he just woke up. supposed to meet up with my mom's students for smun briefing but they last minute cancelled! WTH. i got me march 2009 metal hammer and i have 15 blasts of supernatural fury! :)

meet my classmates which i only got to know well this year, unfortunately.


aishah had to do some boob-grabbing before setting off on our adventure.


do you see AISHAH's HAND? pervvvvvvvvv. (gotta love metallica)


liwen trying to hide her face?


a very handsome couple indeed.


CISSYIESXZ.


chinks forever


waiting for cherrrrryllllll and nuranutty.



what is up with the Vs!


fish &chips @ Fish&co. x7


chan lili and tan sisi :)


cissy chugging it !


li wen was really choking because she was laughing really hard.


GROUPIES.


cheryl shoving nura's ass up the ladder?


the Who.


tourists?

tomorrow, im going to fix my skateboard. YAY. and a conference with the mighty kites!

Anna.

FUCKING RIDICULOUS BALLS, I WANT TO STAB HER !!!

anna

bloated moon

every time you laugh, its like everyone dies and i live a little bit more.

qa.

poor love. pressured and stressed. aiyah..
i cant watch her like this.

qa.

soulcode

this is annoying. i cant seem to blog about anything. except that my head's full of you you you and you. and damn it, it really stops any fucking thing from entering i swear.

mhmmmm, i like.
i love you.

qa.

brewing strawberry tea. (miss having spiced tea and biscuits/ bread and cheese with my german family in little kaiser-wilhelm-koog) breakfast with the boy tomorrow before my GP paper. and my cissy said she will bring KuKlux to school tomorrow. KK. Kris Kre.

:)
Anna

behold the Lich King!!!

i am thirsty i miss my gf my room is warm i havent completed my anatomy hw i had cold pizza for lunch the tv is incredibly loud i am listening to pantera and still the tv is louder what is happening oh my what is happening to me nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

i just switched off the tv now pantera is louder omg its so loud noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ok now all is quiet and its too quiet and im hearing noises and its dark and warm and im thirsty and i miss my gf my room is warm i havent completed my anatomy and im thirsty omg i AM thirsty nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

i just realised im having a bad flu sniff sniff and its warm and my nose is running and i just heard my mom screaming wah she siao i still miss my gf of course i will always miss her eh tmr we having breakfast baek uh woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

im bored and tired and complaining alot.

serigala.

(blank)

fuck technology

my computer is frustrating me. i want to throw this machine out of the window and kill anything downstairs.

i have weird people i dont know on my contact list. omfg so fucking FUCKING annoying i fucking swear. my gf is as murderous if not more.

now i have to get ready for ngaji. what a stupid day.
and i cant meet her. oh woe.

i miss you like fuck.

qa.

dont you even try talking to her

i cannot get enough of her. i dont know why some boys can get tired of their gfs. i do know why actually but fuck it. some of them say going out with their girls are boring and even treat it like a chore. no love what to do huh? i have so much fucking fun man. i'd ditch anything anytime to just send her home. that 45mins together can even challenge your 2weeks together. eternal bliss and im not exaggerating. scoff all you want. until you choke. until your blood clots. until your eyes water and flood your entire system and kill you. poof man.

ahh oh well.









wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo


























omg i miss you and i cannot tahan.
why must you be so cute all the time.
even when your parents are around and i cant pounce on you and urgh omg i want to bite you.


wolf.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MY MOM'S STUDENT HAS A CRUSH ON ME. WHAT THE FUCK, HE TOLD MY MOM EVEN AFTER MY MOM TOLD HIM I HAVE A "VERY GOOD BOYFRIEND". APPARENTLY, HE SAW ME AT THE MATCH TODAY AND MOM SAID THAT THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME HE IS LOOKING OUT FOR ME GROSSSSSS GROSSSSSSSS GROSSSSSS HE IS MY BROTHER'S AGE!

7-2 to the Gabrielites!

AMAZING. i always watch good soccer when i watch the Gabrielites play. i am very proud of my brother. one Gabrielite scored a goal from the half-line! INSANE. they played against Saint Andrews. the saints werent pushovers okay, alot of drama though. my brother got his second yellow card today, a couple of the other boys from the gabs team were flashed yellow cards as well, a saint was flashed a red card towards the end of the match and the saints' coach got flashed a red card too and he wasnt allowed to watch the game from the sidelines. ordered off the field, balls! anyway, i am extremely proud of them because two years ago, they lost the South Zone Championships to the saints (3-1). revenge is sweet! so the Gabrielites are at the top of their table with 12 points with one more match to go next monday. 12 points for 4 games, they won EVERY SINGLE MATCH. with a wide margin somemore. for example, they scored 7goals today, 6goals to zero the other day against balestier and more more more but i dont know the scores. amazing! skipping the chinatown fieldtrip was worth it! now i am so tired :( but brutal studying tomorrow. i missssss my boyfriend. and, i am fucking pissed off at myself now, i didnt finish my gp timed assignment today because i was too tired to think. !!! and it's going to be tabulated for my common test GP score, hot damn.

oh yes, i think that my boyfriend and i spend too little time together because our schedules' tight, or rather mine is. :( :( :( aaaaaand, i owe nelbelle bubble tea night, we owe rusydi some mighty kites and i owe bex an email.

anna

i miss her. was supposed to send her to sch this morning but i couldnt wake up. what a loser.

aiyer..

qa.

i am fortunate to have a boyfriend who places more importance on the way i feel and the way my moods swing when we both know that his problems weigh much more than mine. i miss him terribly. 45 minutes a day when i end late (which is basically everyday) AND we still manage to have dinner together. want to know our secret? we eat and walk home and talk and not talk and joke and not joke at the same time. you want to know why? because we are explicitly divine, even when we fight. :) that is the L word; love.

the nicest thing a classmate (aishah) said to me today:
did i dirty your macbeths? are they okay? they're okay right?
(we were playing pepsi-cola and she killed me when only the two of us were left standing)

i like it when people bother to remember what i like and dont like because i also try to remember what they like and dont like.
anna.

satans make good teachers

giving constructive criticism is an important technique for everyone to learn. there are three clearly defined rules:

1. always be honest. if their poetry, prose, or photography is a smoldering pile of crap, be sure to say so! think of as many insults as you can. not only will they appreciate your feedback, you’ll get your revenge for them making you puke on your brand new carpet.

2. always take things personally. if someone has written a rant, opinion or expression of emotion, then it must be about you! it behooves you to post equally insulting things about them all over your journal, facebook, and myspace. make sure to cover your bases by pasting photoshopped pictures of their face on a severely ill rhinoceros in your gallery.

3. never, absolutely never leave any comments with praise for someone’s work. after the world has tapped your shoulder and told you to be nice, the aspiring artist will think you are merely humoring them. they will go into a spiraling depression and take down all their work, effectively committing artistic suicide. then someone will show up at your front door with a shotgun. trust me.

sincerely yours,

Beelzebub

hi again dad,

the whole family's cutting down on nearly everything. have you no pity on mum, your own wife? even syafiq does. he got a job at macs just to help mum so she wont need to give him much for allowance. bani is working at a carwash. how needy is that? huh dad? what are YOU doing? "working your ass off"? what have you done?

oh god..

qa.

i am cold and hungry and i wanna get out of here and meet my gf.

then i'l be happy.

qa.

braveheart

mum watching TV3. there's an arabian perfume which costs 999rm. fucking power.

my gf's alone. and im not there with her. not fucking power at all.
no, not at all.

qa.

oh woe,

cant decide to die before the exams, after the exams or after the exam results.
(dormant)

anna

lethargic like fuck. choice of freeze dried soluble coffee grounds. colombian, costa rican or brazilian? i'm going for colombian, looks the most inviting. im going to chew it cos i dont feel like drinking coffee now but my body needs it. these are freebies i got from the nice people at london underground. their fizzy apple drink saved me from thirst that time too.

caffeine! omg had my first scoop and i feel like puking. raw coffee grounds, bitter as tar. fuck. going to drink after all. black. without sugar. sugar makes me lazy.
anna

TODAY

wasnt as cranky as yesterday. i think that....... my mood swings depend on the length of my school skirt. the longer one makes me feel frumpy even though a teacher told me it wasnt long. they are never satisfied. HAHA, what a theory anna, you're talking stupid. raisin buns with skippy chocolate/ peanut butter OR skippy peanut butter & jelly. DEVOUR! remember, you heard it here first.

and then we put on 1kg (dont blame me if you do) but it's okay! there's always PE.
miss my metalhead boyfriend and miss doing absolutely nothing at all, oh school.
anna

vampire

omg too adorable. so i had to post this.
she is still a small babygirl to me.

"i faster than you!!! *stretches leg as far out as possible*"

qa.

overheard a classmate saying HE feels obliged to help the (garnet) cheer squad. didnt mean to eavesdrop but i am not deaf you know. i am thoroughly disgusted!!! htc is the best by the way.

edit: i am fucking annoyed at the lit teacher for wanting me (us) to do essays that are going to be peer-marked! fucking annoyed now. on top of that my boyfriend and his stupid school is just as fucked up. fucked up schedule. only looking forward to pe man.

scratch

sometimes, i like to consider how things might have happened differently.
i could have left that night under the stars, gone forever and not stolen that last brush of my hand against yours. that last touch was exquisite. it was a singular moment of longing when my eyes met yours and i became consumed in their intensity.

im glad i stayed.
we walked through hell together, didn’t we?
iloveyou.

qa.

work your magic

i cant wait to fix trucks on the charmed board and add a taildevil. and maybe give it a new coating. wasted 5hours not doing anything academic besides sifting through NuclearBlastEurope's videos. i think i should start now before i ruin my life.

today's the 15th and all we care about is LoG's new album. :)
-anna

translucent dreams

of course you people know what day this is. flowers, chocolates, bears. for fuck man.
i am not trying to sound like any other motherfucking human who hates vday. see it as it is.

ok maybe some of you guys are sincere about spending a nice day out with your wife or blablabla. i am just disgusted at the sudden turn up of couples roaming around singapore's hotspots. bahh mainstream (dont you dare scoff nat). ok city hall is always crowded. imagine a horde of sluts and bastards touching each other with the excuse that, "oh its vday! lets make out everywhere! lets touch each other everywhere!!" i am making up the excuse but omggggggggg, fucking whorehouse sial. fake flowers everywhere. everywhere i tell you! sluts with "free hugs" sign slung over them. they'd be lucky if there isnt a psychotic pervert following them home after that little show. respect valentine's day man. love is love. dont push it.

me and chubs arent a typical hold-hand couple. yes we do grab on but mostly after 3secs i'd either push her around or she'd punch me anywhere she can with her babypaws, omg adorable. we never walk straight. we hate crowds. we hate orchard (except when she has money to spend on something). our dates arent quiet. shouting around. she running away from me, proclaiming to the world that she runs faster than her bf. dissing wannabes. smiling at cute toddlers. buying weird stuff. sharing packed food under a big tree. sitting on a patch of grass and getting freaked out at all the ants that's crawling all around her (she exaggerates). wasting money on Time Crisis 4. playing "fallfall" game, "carcar" game, "songsong" game. jaywalking. taking care that she doesnt walk anyhow. i shant tell you how much fun we both have, you guys might copy us.

i am so lucky i am not with a bitch who whines just because she didnt get anything for vday.
because of that, mrs wolf is the best that love can ever give and you guys cant get her.
oh fucking well.

oh cupid, stop looking at me like that. i might kill you and ruin valentine's day for everyone.
you wouldnt want that would you?

wolf.

hey dad,

look at what you've done to us. my brothers hate you. im indifferent, which is worse. mum lost her strength. i will tell sis all about you when she's older.

look at what you've done.

qa.

vday is sickening, i am extremely glad that razorteeth disapproves of it too. i spent my black friday well. minus school and the extremely short parliament session (I WANTED TO STAY AND LISTEN!).

wo ai ni!!!
anna

eh.

what?

wait..

ok.

ahh.

what?

eh wait i forgot..

ok.



long pause..



ahh ok!

yes?

haiyah cannot.

tsk. just tell me will you?!

im trying.. wait. ahhh, did you remember THAT time?

which?

that time.

what time?

time.

time?

yes.

oh, i remember time.

yeah, we keep forgetting.

ahh time. what about it?

just reminding.

i see. you know, time never goes.

uhhuh. she's going first though.

and you know im going with her right?

i do.


qa.

black friday is more important than v-day!!

right now, melvin and li wen and i are suffering in the canteen with world war 2 food. sweet potato for 2bucks! inflation. and melvin is eating plain porridge with his mee soto instant noodle soup.

anna

i woke up because my gf's angry.
how do i know? you dont wanna know.

i feeling like fucking fucked nihilistic now.
i love you. selalu.

qa.

fuse ignited and bomb is ticking. i am going to ignore my rage by listening to 3seconds worth of bruce dickinson's delectable english accent:
"i say i dont like whatnots
he says why not
i say fear of the dark"
that's all i can make out.

-anna

what if a carrot is called an apple?

hello love, saya lonely. kenapa we tak meet today?

MENGAPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA?!??!?!?!

oh yah you busy. haiyer.

i am staying back to draw a chunk of leg. anatomy is leceh nak mampos.

then the apple will be called a carrot uh siol.

qa.

happy meal and my pokemon toy

today i will be too busy to meet razorteeth :( and perhaps tomorrow too. i actually contemplated not going to school today because i am slightly unwell but there is the stupid 2.4 run and i want to run it today and finish it off because i dont want to be subjected to more fitness conditioning in the coming weeks. it was okay when i trained with the team last time but mi's fitness regime is extremely boring and hardly challenging enough (obvious because i dont ache after pe). tsk, show off. (i was just kidding.)

you know what, i will never outgrow a happy meal or waterguns or bubbles.

-anna, feeling completely positive today, sort of.

ps. happy birthday anthony_lamerz90@hotmail.com. but i am not friending you today.

where the fuck is izzy in the welcome to the jungle 88! I NEED THE ORIGINAL COMPLETE GNR OR I WILL DIE
ok i spoke too soon,
let's hope i can rip this vid from youtube *keeps fingers crossed

an-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-knees-knees!!

to my dearest cissy!!

i know you're having a tough time now and i know i may not be the best of your girlfriends cos im such a weirdo HAHA but me will always be hanging around okay! you know what to do, I KNOW WHAT TO DO ;)

XOXO

electric blue

oh fucking well.
i shall bite my tongue.
like how i always did.

hello girl.
qa.

eh help me eh

i want to do something exciting today.
like explore places, sunny places, dry sunny places without moisture in the air, dry sunny places without moisture in the air with gravel underneath my non-existent chloe boots, dry sunny places without moisture in the air with gravel underneath my non-existent chloe boots with my dad's camcorder in hand, dry sunny places without moisture in the air with gravel underneath my non-existent chloe boots with my dad's camcorder in hand with my boyfriend in tow, dry sunny places without moisture in the air with gravel underneath my non-existent chloe boots with my dad's camcorder in hand with my boyfriend in tow who has a camera slung across his neck, dry sunny places without moisture in the air with gravel underneath my non-existent chloe boots with my dad's camcorder in hand with my boyfriend in tow who has a camera slung across his neck sitting on the hood of his beat-up mustang.
we will record our adventures and then we will hunt for precious finds in semi-desolate towns and then when the evening sets, we shall observe the silence of Maghrib before proceeding to the venue of the performance of one of our beloved Metal bands. (do you see the hypocrisy!)
we will emerge from the gig with weary necks and strained backs and count our blessings because i managed to snatch the guitarist's (preferably Luca Turilli) guitar-pick from mid-air and the boyfriend managed to exchange friendly fist-knocks with the vocalist.
we will then head back to where they grow the wheat by the gazillions and where the ground is lethal to bugs (because i dont want bugs to crawl up my pants when i lie down).
we will lay in the crop of wheat with oranges and bananas and crisp honey apples in abundance.
the sky will stare at us and we will stare at the sky and we will launch into a tirade and curse the couples who like to lie down and gaze at stars and we, in our inner hearts, will pat ourselves on the back for being an extraordinary pain-in-other-couples-asses couple and he will continue talking his shit while i roll over to the side and sleep.

and then i glance at the calendar, it is sunday today and tomorrow is monday and i have a ton of homework grinning evilly at me.

virally yours, anna

"take physic, pomp, Expose thyself to feel what wretches feel."

-king Lear

(Powerful men, take your medicine by learning about hardship. Go out and feel what the impoverished feel.)

Amen.

-anna

behold again..

		I will marry Sh\'tara.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in the clouds in our fabulous House.
		We will have 6 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a blue 1963 Studebaker R1.
		I will spend my days as a roaming artist, and live happily ever after.

qa.

Behold......

		I will marry Qamarul Asyraf.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Socal in our fabulous House.
		We will have 5 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Scarlet vintage Mustang.
		I will spend my days as a Lecturer at an all-boy\'s school, and live happily ever after.

-anna.

OD ON OJ

what a weird acronym.

wolf says:
od on oj?
wth is that
Sita the Argetlam says:
overdose on orange juice???
wolf says:
u say it like its obvious

Sita the Argetlam says:
it is
everyone knows OD = overdose
and oj = orange juice
and dont tell me you thought on was o.n.??/
wolf says:
i didnt know what it was at all
Sita the Argetlam says:
figures.
ttyl
wolf says:
k

spaz. my gf smarter than me.

qa.

post no. 666

i love you through death.

qa.

neon worms :)

i used to really dislike gummy candies but ive already acquired the taste for it.
just now when we entered the carpark at far east, it said that there were 15 empty lots.
when we left, it became 51.
also, i want to know, where do the deleted messages in my cellphone go after i have deleted them. i have this some sort of theory that when it is deleted, it gets sent out into the gray abyss (polluted singapore air) and fizzles into a crack and then it disappears.
i am kind of pissed of at c. paolini because although the eragon series (the Inheritance cycle) is one of the best fantasies, his writing style does not enthrall me at all. i wish a better writer wrote the series. i am waiting for brisingr. hear me boy?


german metalheads are the luckiest bitches in the world. hear that andreas, finn and co.? especially wacken 2008 man, it was iron maiden's only german stop.

-anna

fuck technology man. it pisses you off for fuck.

goes back 70 years..

fuck man, why is there no technology?! whatthefuck. and how the hell am i writing this, im 70 years back and there's no fucking blogger uh.

eh bas dah datang?

nampak sah blom, klau dah datang aku tak diri sini bodoh. aku dah naek bas.

oh.

fucking random. cranky knnccb.
misses mrs.


qa.





huh?
qamarul asyraf.




oh.

chockful of chocs and orangensaft in my queen mug.
it's the wrong time to slack but i seriously need to recuperate.

an.

your fingertips across my skin

hello love,

you were cute today. i felt like gnawing on your cheeks. omg, my hands are tingly. grrrr. i love your mischief.

wolf.

eh sial la, i thirsty.

qa.

i am fuuuuucccccckkkiiiiiiinnnnggggggg annoyed at myself for not getting COB merch (and ALL of the iron maiden tees and ALL of the DVDs from every fucking band i pledge myself to forever and ever and ever) when i was in germany! LIKE FUCKING PISSED. i love children of bodom and i am extremely jealous of andreas who has already attended like 78392078349118million COB gigs! becci, please send your shameless asian friend COB Follow the Reaper Hoodie PLEASE. although that wont happen in a million years cos it's like 40euros excluding shipping and 40euros for a gift???? i need to go to germany now. it's all boy's fault. if he said that i should have bought more from the metal store cos it's once in my fucking kental singaporean student lifetime, i will not be so angry now. what is 40euros if ive already spent a bomb??? URGH I AM FUCKING PISSSSEEEEEDDDDDDDD. AND ANDREAS IS ATTENDING WACKEN AGAIN THIS YEAR URGH FUCKKKKKKKKK. he invited me but as if i dont have alevels! ya i know youre gna be done with the abitur in march, ahhhhhhhh you juliet you!!!

MITRA AND SITA- COBHC FUCKTARDS!



MEET HENKKA the bassist. hello boy, are you pissed off at this? yes? good. it's your fault for nagging at me not to spend!


so no fucking reaper for me this year (I NEED FUCKING WACKEN MAN) so i had to make do with the reaper in school today.

-anna