grrr

smooth texture
soft touch
imprinted upon,
salty sweet,
that's the tang
so ingrained

desperate now,
breathy warmth
tingles down the spine,
heightened,
so alive
burn flesh burn

crying out
the night so cold
it leaves me all alone
eyes twinge
tears descend
it is my down fall
why? no.

come back
stay away
aching, needing
No...
rejecting, distancing
oh but so sweet

elixir beloved
searing through my veins
tainting the heart
deadening the mind
stopping breath
slowly killing

so wrong
i know,
but more fulfilling
so tangible
vague, mysterious
what a lie

life giving
so damning
scorch my soul
oh opiate divine
come to me
embrace the listlessness
embrace this me

devour.