hellblazer

the deep cold breath you take now is a proof that I have not taken you.
i have given you another moment to look upon your pathetic excuse of a life and ask the never ending question of, “Why?”
i wish you nothing but demise and suffering.
will you realize your purpose in life?
will you make up a purpose and live keeping steady to that course of actions that will ultimately lead you back into my arms?
i lost my grip upon you as I pulled you down into Hell.
God has now forsaken you.
the thought of ending what God gave you as a magnificent gift, spitting into his face, damned you to an eternal resting place with me as your Lord.
i am the reason for your existence now, and you are at my mercy.

Satan's promise to a person that committed suicide but was brought back to life.
hellblazer Constantine.

my colour perspective getting bad again. i had a mild colour blindness when i was 15. why the fuck must it come again. its been bad since last year but its getting prominent. yes, i should have listened to Sita.. if not i'll be cursed with blindness.

whenever my gf complains that she is hungry, i get hungry too. cold storage was a killer. ok la, its just canned food and biscuits and chips but it still looked extremely good. we shall picnic and buy unnecessary stuff and not finish everything and make ourselves happy. one fine day..

i dont wanna grow up but i dont want to stay this age.
i want my nasi ayam penyet life.

QA.