Tuesday, May 7, 2013
It's been a year and a month since we were both together in this relationship. I know i lied to you a lot but sometimes those are lies are meant to be there and kept as a secret. There are just some things that you can't know but you're just forcing me to reveal them. Would you like that if i did it to you? Im sure you hate it to the core right? You just dont get it. You want me to understand you but could you understand me? I accepted you for who you are and what you are but you dont seem to be able to accept me. You making me into something that i'm not. I can't even be who i am anymore. Hais.. You said you love me but you shout at me, scold me with vulgarities. Just because i raise my voice, you're accusing me of doing shit behind your back and there's a guy backing me up. FUCK YOUR ASS LAH! I raise my voice because i'm standing up for myself but you just have to think differently do you? FUCK YOU man!
♥i've got no time for feeling sorry
@ Tuesday, May 07, 2013
@ Tuesday, May 07, 2013
Friday, August 3, 2012
I feel as though i dont have any life at all. I feel empty inside. I can't do the usual things that i do (fb-ing, tweet, text all my friends and go out with my friends). He said he don't and won't control me but he doesn't realise that he's been doing that in the first place. He knows what he wants. He wants to be heard but i'm left with emptiness. I always give in. I was never heard. I'm invisible to you. So much for saying that you love me; so much for saying that you wont control my life; so much for saying that you accept me for who i am but look at what you're doing... You're doing it again. I'm just an empty vessel - a doll. A doll for you to blame on, accuse and hurt. Swallow me, spit me out and kill me. Pray and keep on praying that i won't live another day so that you'll be relieved from the stress that i got you in. Keep on praying. So much for all the lies. Thank you.
♥i've got no time for feeling sorry
@ Friday, August 03, 2012
@ Friday, August 03, 2012
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
From strangers to friends - to best friends and then to admirer. You made us that way but now, we're back to square 1; strangers all over again. All those late night calls and every day text messages made me feel that you're someone special but the night that we confessed about who we admired, i didn't tell you the truth but i did the next day. Everything seemed normal but we began to further apart the next few days. No more late night calls from you. When i texted you, you replied me one or two messages and then that's it. I never had any doubts when you did not reply cos i know you're serving the country. I texted you again the next few days but never gotten a reply. I waited and waited. I continued waiting; not a single text/call from you. I continue to wait and again... not a single word from you. This goes on for weeks and by the time i knew it, you're in a relationship with someone else. It broke my heart to pieces but who am i to say you love me cos in your eyes, i'm just someone that you admired and a friend; nothing more than that. Well, best of luck for you and last long with her. Just to let you know.. i'm still not over you and I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU
♥i've got no time for feeling sorry
@ Wednesday, March 28, 2012
@ Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Thursday, June 16, 2011
I can't hold it in any longer
waiting for something that won't be reality
i just couldn't be any more stronger
and i just couldn't think anything rationaly
Your had brought us down
when you decided to walk away
deciding not to be found
but can i just replay?
You didn't say anything
and just left like that
am i a human or a thing
who is only there for a chat?
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
when i'm no longer in your eye
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
when i have already died
You made me wana fly away
waiting for something that won't be reality
i just couldn't be any more stronger
and i just couldn't think anything rationaly
Your had brought us down
when you decided to walk away
deciding not to be found
but can i just replay?
You didn't say anything
and just left like that
am i a human or a thing
who is only there for a chat?
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
when i'm no longer in your eye
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
when i have already died
You made me wana fly away
♥i've got no time for feeling sorry
@ Thursday, June 16, 2011
@ Thursday, June 16, 2011
Monday, February 28, 2011
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♥i've got no time for feeling sorry
@ Monday, February 28, 2011
@ Monday, February 28, 2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
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♥i've got no time for feeling sorry
@ Thursday, February 03, 2011
@ Thursday, February 03, 2011
Monday, January 31, 2011
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♥i've got no time for feeling sorry
@ Monday, January 31, 2011
@ Monday, January 31, 2011
