Tuesday, July 20, 2010
5:34 AM
By Tiqaah Flizzow
Seriously , i'm sorry to my superjuper German's emperor twin cousin . you both are bloody irrits . flood aku peh email jer . soyal ! sorry , been busy lately . but hey don't give me that face . & must be inside your mind ' you are just plain lazy , atiqah . excuses ~ ' i chop your head uhh . Busy with school stuff . what more prelim is coming . not slowly but fast , manz . its sprint-ing ! lolz . imagination wild ~ like pheeew , my art painting reach its climax alr . and soon the happy ending gonna be the ending real sooon ! & ya know what , i've been procrastinating studies . like what the baaah right ? come on' im tired dude . reach home almost to 7 or maybe 9.30 pm . like my brain robot only . kay enough of school . let's talk about the fun in class . hahah . inside joke with this 5 ass & 1 flower is soooooooooo joke after joke sia .
Mdm kaur : what is PR ?
Syamirul : ahhhh PR , macam R uhhh !
Jon Daniel : ehh cher , syam racist sia . he say Phillipine macam R .
Syamirul : Macam R siia !
Mdm Kaur : Daniel , what is PR ?
Jon daniel : *scratch head * Macam R uhh . I dont know uhhh .
Get it ? nevermind 4N2 people understand . hahaha . second joke .
Mdm kaur : atiqah , answer this question .
Atiqah/atiqa : who ? me or she ?
Mdm Kaur : no ! i mean , the person next to atiqa . what banu . no not banu .
Atiqa : rafique ?
Mdm kaur : ahhh Rafique ( pronounce as * rafiq-key* )
lolz sia , READ period . total random alto , most of us almost dazed . so yeah ..
I know this matter is over . but if you read too bad . but if you dont , Good . i know im just you r pathetic new friend . i know where i stand . but hey , its a promise . and you go against it ? do you know it felt like someone stab you from the back ! damnn ~ i was so shock to know that you just broke the damn promise . but i know i shouldnt be angry . as you said , you do it because of your own will , not because somebody force you to. so its proven that every promises are meant to be broken . lets just do our own stuff . forget that damn shit promise . and go on whatever you like . nobody gets angry . and hey you break it , so i make it worse . i'm starting it all over again (:
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
5:59 AM
By Tiqaah Flizzow
I don't care whats your perception about me . I don't care what you gonna talk about me . I don't care if you wanna take things that belong to me . I don't care if you gonna pretend . But i care when you make my life like a piece of shit . You give me shit , i give in . You give me hell , still give in . You give me fcuk up attitude , still giving in . But ya'noe what . Patience have its limit . And the damn farking limit is so thin to verge you like some idiot ya'noe . Still holding to my patient .
Tend to be know-it-all , when you're not
Tend to be someone or something , when you're ordinary .
They say they'll be there for you , trust them ?
EFF care alright . cause they just bullshit-ing you . the only person you could trust is yourself . someone might just say ' pinky promise , i wont tell anyone about this ' In the end , they burst it out like water pipe that burst . get it ? so , reflect alright .
Thank you once again for wasting your precious 245236482346 minute of your life . wasting reading this shiatz . cause it ain;t hot gossip for ya to dig in . so welcome to my so-called diary to dig my utmost secret ya . cause you aint find anything to spread around . if this could be one of your hot news sources , welcome to my black parade baybeh . you;re more then welcome . sekian wasalam waselam .
Tend to be know-it-all , when you're not
Tend to be someone or something , when you're ordinary .
They say they'll be there for you , trust them ?
EFF care alright . cause they just bullshit-ing you . the only person you could trust is yourself . someone might just say ' pinky promise , i wont tell anyone about this ' In the end , they burst it out like water pipe that burst . get it ? so , reflect alright .
Thank you once again for wasting your precious 245236482346 minute of your life . wasting reading this shiatz . cause it ain;t hot gossip for ya to dig in . so welcome to my so-called diary to dig my utmost secret ya . cause you aint find anything to spread around . if this could be one of your hot news sources , welcome to my black parade baybeh . you;re more then welcome . sekian wasalam waselam .
Sunday, July 4, 2010
5:24 AM
By Tiqaah Flizzow
I DON'T FORGIVE PEOPLE JUST A SNAP OF A FINGER . THERE'S ALWAYS A PRICE FOR YOU TO PAY YOUR WRONG DEEDS . NOTHING IS FREE . SO PAY IT , THEN I FORGIVE YOU .
I wanna see you fall on your knee . My hatred feeling is burning in me . I'm turning to somebody else , which you never seen before . You use to see the Atiqah who forgive and forget and brag about your wrong or even whine . But now , i dont forgive nor forget like that . you make my life difficult , you pay for it . cause i aint letting you go just like that . remember that ! I still hate you no matter what my Mum says .
I wanna see you change . cause you still the old you . A girl/boy who love to backstab people . and act you know everything . cause you aint . Yeah ! i may talk bad about you behind your back . but atleast i dont pretend to be someone infront of you . nor i pretend to act good good with you .
Let me verified it again . I lie , yes ! i cheat , duurh . I hypocrite , obviously who doesnt ? I backstab , uh huuh so do you right (: I vulgar , like every teenager does . i talk cock , like you DON'T . I have enemies , i guess ? hahah . But atleast i know who i am . unlike some people , hate hypocrite hate liar hate this hate that . but do you mirror yourself ? cause what you hate , is in you . you hypocrite , you lie , you backstab . ponder it again ~ make a deeeeeeep thought then you see . what you hate is the real you . get it ? not pin pointing to anyone . but who read , and terasa is YOU lorh . i never mention name what . nor im thinking about someone to vociferate my thought here what . Random . my blog my say i rule.
.Thank you for wasting your 2846832647357 min of reading . love you ((:
I wanna see you fall on your knee . My hatred feeling is burning in me . I'm turning to somebody else , which you never seen before . You use to see the Atiqah who forgive and forget and brag about your wrong or even whine . But now , i dont forgive nor forget like that . you make my life difficult , you pay for it . cause i aint letting you go just like that . remember that ! I still hate you no matter what my Mum says .
I wanna see you change . cause you still the old you . A girl/boy who love to backstab people . and act you know everything . cause you aint . Yeah ! i may talk bad about you behind your back . but atleast i dont pretend to be someone infront of you . nor i pretend to act good good with you .
Let me verified it again . I lie , yes ! i cheat , duurh . I hypocrite , obviously who doesnt ? I backstab , uh huuh so do you right (: I vulgar , like every teenager does . i talk cock , like you DON'T . I have enemies , i guess ? hahah . But atleast i know who i am . unlike some people , hate hypocrite hate liar hate this hate that . but do you mirror yourself ? cause what you hate , is in you . you hypocrite , you lie , you backstab . ponder it again ~ make a deeeeeeep thought then you see . what you hate is the real you . get it ? not pin pointing to anyone . but who read , and terasa is YOU lorh . i never mention name what . nor im thinking about someone to vociferate my thought here what . Random . my blog my say i rule.
.Thank you for wasting your 2846832647357 min of reading . love you ((:
Saturday, July 3, 2010
4:09 AM
By Tiqaah Flizzow
Ohh I'm so in love with that telemovie 'Selamat pagi Cinta' . Teaches me alot about love life . quoted ' Pengorbanan itu lebih besar dari cinta' . It means , if you have choice to make between your love life or sacrifices for your own family purposes . which one would you choose ? family right ? obviously . so yeah . must watch . try youtube-ing . i think have . go watch ! hurry . then you get what i mean . And hell yeah , how i wish i have a boyfriend like Azam ( Que Haidar ) / Ilham ( Pierre Andre ) . Patiently wait for their love ones to come , Suci ( Sharifah Amani ) / Julia ( Fazura ) . Speaking about love life . Mine , i always fail in r/s so i don;t bother to fall in love anymore . what come i take . what goes i say bye . geddit ? yeah . And i hope that romeo come and save my misery business . like gerek see those two couple in selamat pagi cinta telemovie . How i wish ehh ! wishes that NEVER come true . kay dowan wish anymore . heart pain leh . but still 4 thumbs up for this telemovie ((:
3:33 AM
By Tiqaah Flizzow
I don't believe this neither my family does . Only My twin bangbang sister , Mummy & God knows how deep i hate that old women . And hell yeah , i mean deep means DEEP . Deeper than anything that has depth . Geddit ? if you don't , then stop thinking how deep it is . Seriously i lost all my respect i lose everything in you old women . you're sucha ruthless person i've ever met in my whole entire life . I wonder why on earth you're related to me . If only your blood doesnt run in my body & this world no rules & regulation . i would kill you now . no matter how far you are . Im serious . I totally hate you . Please ohh please , Don't even think to show your fugly face infront of me . I'm just too disgusted to admit you're my ( fill in the blank ) & don't even think that i'm gonna ask for forgiveness this Hari Raya . It's you ! who suppose to ask forgiveness from MY FAMILY , you get that ? Please la come on . What you get doing those bullshit to my family ? satisfaction ? & what's your motive ? to see my family breaks apart ? like hello ! My family loves each other more then their own life . My family has been through thick & think together . Eventhough my twin sisters not staying with us . We still the most happiest family then YOUR FAMILY . we spend time together in one way or another . although everyones is busy . Get that ? try uhh try . I make sure you suffer your own medicine , old women . And like hello , did you think you still young enough to commit a grave sin ? Think again . You're old enough to die soon . Go and ponder on your action . you sure wanna do all this to my family ? I hope God punish you more then i punish you . You're lucky enough to have my mother as your ( fill in the blank ) . She;s too kind to you . even what you did to her make her suffer like every single day . she endure and persevere . After knowing this , She still forgive you . She did not even keep a single grudges towards you . You better be thankful to have her . May karma dealt with you twice as pain as what my family does . what goes around come around . what goes up must come down . May you have the time to repent before you die (: And may ALLAH forgive you . but me ? im sorry . im just too stubborn or even too kind to forgive what you did . cause you never love me like how you love the rest . You never appreciate me . You never spend your time to even know who the real me . instead you say imma hot temper from my look . Yeah i am . because of you ! I do have temper . but i dont throw my temper all the time . I can be your best ( fill in the blank ) but you simply give me those hatred feeling . ever since i have my brain to think . But now i hate you more than i hate you before . Thanks . i love you but i hate you more (: bye . and dont forget me & you NO BLOOD TIES . remember that ! unless that one fine day come , that makes me to open my heart to forgive you . i'll forgive you and admit you're my ( fill in the blank ) . But for now , i officially not your ( fill in the blank ) anymore . i know its a sin to not admitting my own self as your ( fill in the blank ) & admit you're my ( fill in the blank ) . Im just toooooooooooo disgusted with your action . bye
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
6:15 AM
By Tiqaah Flizzow
Im piss-ed of . wanna know why ? because i lost some of my LORMS . Know why ? cause i lend/borrow to people . but did not get it back . know why ? basic reason , they lost it . or They keep on forgetting to bring the bloody damn paper . Secondly i'm piss-ed off by some people . know why ? cause they ask you to do this do that . but they themself didn't do it . know why ? because they have 1001 reasons . Brawl it man ~ Sape makan chili terase pedas dierlah orang nyer . basically im not referring to my school people . so dont touchy monchy alright . Thirdly im piss-ed off by this pathetic guy . know why ? cause he keep on sms-ing me . despite of replying him one word one word . know why ? cause im lazy to entertain him . know why ? cause he is super irritating mofos .
Less than a month to Prelim . Less than 1 week to prepare for english N level oral . Less then 3 week to Mt oral . Less then 3 month to N level . Less then 24 hour to complete my mega zuper homework which is truckload . come on . school time alr been so draggy alr . After school barely to have a break . Then straight for DSP . and be home almost to 7 . This only DSP . have yet to start our night class . will be home almost to 10 ? OMG , almost 24 hours i spend in school sia like this . Should really do time management thinggy sia like this . woahh cannot uhh like this ~ . Oh brain ~ help me wont ya ? Please dont go swing swing the mood . cause i got no fcuking time to be in those mode . cause i'll be not have my fully attention on what im gonna do . please aye ? work hand in hand with me . Just for this 3 month . and then we can relax for 3 month before another major route . alright ? thank you , love ya brain ((:
Less than a month to Prelim . Less than 1 week to prepare for english N level oral . Less then 3 week to Mt oral . Less then 3 month to N level . Less then 24 hour to complete my mega zuper homework which is truckload . come on . school time alr been so draggy alr . After school barely to have a break . Then straight for DSP . and be home almost to 7 . This only DSP . have yet to start our night class . will be home almost to 10 ? OMG , almost 24 hours i spend in school sia like this . Should really do time management thinggy sia like this . woahh cannot uhh like this ~ . Oh brain ~ help me wont ya ? Please dont go swing swing the mood . cause i got no fcuking time to be in those mode . cause i'll be not have my fully attention on what im gonna do . please aye ? work hand in hand with me . Just for this 3 month . and then we can relax for 3 month before another major route . alright ? thank you , love ya brain ((:
Monday, June 28, 2010
6:35 AM
By Tiqaah Flizzow
I dont feel good . neither I'm fine . cause i just don't . I don't know why but im starting to daydream . It's not me no more . hello atiqah ! what's with you ? yeah you . why oh why ? can you answer it ? I cry for no reason . And that 100 % not Atiqah . I use to be strong . But why am i crying ? must be something right . But i don't know . why ? what's with me ? Answer me atiqah . You are not who you are now . Fark you for being crybaby . Don't cry laa you stupid girl . why you cry ? I tried to held high but there is something pushing me back down . I don't trust myself neither i believe in myself anymore . why all this happen now ? why ? ehh hello . wake up ~ argh ~ i don't know what the hell i'm thinking now . all i know i'm crying in silence .