My holidays are ending! :(

Despite my parents' initial insistence in wanting me to work, they ended up letting me do what I want whilst still giving me allowance. Ha ha ha. I think I'm incredibly averse to the idea of growing up and shun the fact that I need to embrace it early in our ridiculously competitive society. Yet, I can't bring myself to care.

The thought of needing to work after only three more years leaves me struggling anxiously to grasp on whatever childhood I have left. My holidays consist of mundane activities that one would peruse in one's free time. However my peers are all scrambling for internships and jobs that would enable them to get a head start in experiencing working life.

I honestly don't care. Ha ha ha.

I need to grow up.