I just witnessed the brother smacking his own face into his drool on his pillow. Aghast, amused and slightly horrified I relayed this to B, who then gleefully informed me that he saw me puke on myself before. So you see, when you think you've realised something newsworthy, remember that somewhere out there there is something that will triumph it, and it just might be closer than you think.

Merry Christmas! It's strange spending it in Singapore for the first time in years so it was a quiet affair. I actually miss having a white Christmas! It was a mistake booking my test at this time, I could have been out of this country by now.

Lately I've been waking up feeling unsatisfied and confused. Unsatisfied because I can't answer all my questions and confused because I don't know why I have these questions in the first place. Every day is familiar yet I don't feel whole, as if I'm struggling to fit in. I think it's the end of the year which forces me to evaluate my life and what I've done so far and this makes me reflect. I don't like to reflect. I'd like to believe I'm self-aware as far as I'm conscious. Hee hee.

University is a huge step and a significant change in the life I had been used to. Choosing to stay in hall is another decision, while it isn't that hard to make, is instrumental in the change yet it seemed like a natural step to take.

I think I'll need another change in 2011 to shake things back into place ha ha ha. I don't even know what I'm talking about now and whether it makes sense or not!

YAY MY EXAMINATIONS ARE OVER!

While I'm extremely ecstatic, part of me is terrified at how fast time is passing by. I can't believe a semester of University is already over. This especially hit me when I was packing my stuff in hall to go back home. Oh, and I left a lot of my bras there HA HA HA! I think I don't have enough at home.

Now I have to conquer driving. It's super demoralising to fail the first time and I think if I fail my second time I won't have the drive to try anymore! I hate feeling like this. :'( Please let me end 2010 on a high note!

Sometimes people need to know that crossing the line constantly isn't going to fly well all the time. I can't wait for this to be over.

S says:
yr retarded pics on fb are extremely entertaining

jolene is true says:
...THERES ONLY ONE
singular plz

S says:
ahaah
im saying this in hope of more to come
i believe tt is only the tip of the iceberg
one day
bankai

jolene is true says:
HA HA HA omg i loved bleach then it started to suck

S says:
icic
anyway
back to your bf crisis
i think u need to call SOS
they might be able to help

jolene is true says:
HOW DO I CALL SOS

S says:
http://www.samaritans.org.sg/
We are here 24/7, to provide emotional support and to prevent suicide. When you feel all alone and no one seems to understand or care, call or email us. If you know someone who is feeling suicidal, get help immediately. Talk to somebody. We are here to listen.
hahahah

jolene is true says:
sucker!!!
once you get a girlfriend
im gonna warn her about you!

S says:
haha
she'll probably know all my nonsense
and it'll be that which attracts her
muahhaa
omg im like self-promoting
see la all your fault
make me talk about how awesome i am once again

jolene is true says:
YOU ARE DUMB

S says:
for now yes
tts why im using msn
to be able to communicate without speaking
tt is the beauty of msn

jolene is true says:
okay fine i meant youre stupid!

S says:
aha
stupid is relative
u see
stupid's relative is cupid
i think u need his relative cupid now
that is why those in love tend to do stupid thing

jolene is true says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA OMG i wanna die you are full of shit

I'm going to go out on a limb now to say that I actually like studying, but I don't like studying for the sake of examinations. :'( It takes out the joy of learning because all we're primarily aiming for right now is to score.

Thursday night, I will be free!

jolene is true says:
your interview today is it

X says:
nope
yesterday
and thursday
it was bad
):

jolene is true says:
why?

X says:
the interviewer
was a female
so i thought
i could work my charm on her
then i saw her face
there's not a thing that i could say~
course girl you're ugly
just the way pigs are

jolene is true says:
OMG DICKHEAD HAHAHAHAHHA

X says:
LOL
im so creative

jolene is true says:
HAHAHAHHAHA SO CUTE
i secretly very happy when beast points to me and call me beautiful
LOL
kidding

S says:
HAHAHAAH
if i had a blog
this would be up there

jolene is true says:
BUT YOU DONT HAVE
^^v

S says:
ya
i stalk blogs

jolene is true says:
stalker S

S says:
SS!
sexy
muahah

jolene is true says:
wts

S says:
WHAT THE SEXY!
hahaha

jolene is true says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHA SHUT UP

S says:
baby you're a firework!~!

jolene is true says:
THANKS
HAHAHAHAHHAHAH

G says:
ARSENAL PLAYING NOW
HAHAHHAHA
TALK tO ME MORE
they are close to scoring!

jolene is true says:
ooh no wonder my father glued to the nice chair

G says:
HAHAHA
go accompany him!

jolene is true says:
sorry i studying HAHAHAHAHA
OMG
I SAW IT
OMG
I WATCHED IT

G says:
goAL
GOAL
GOAL
GOAL
HAHAHAHHAHA
u're AWESOME JOLENE

French verb conjugation is killing me, I cannot memorise all of them!

Two of the lamest people in hall actually came to my room to show off their driving licenses! Watch out ha ha ha!

S says:
when u gonna get attached?!

jolene is true says:
GO AWAY

S says:
go go go away eh eh eh
hurry up lehz
u so slow

jolene is true says:
boys are gross

S says:
of coz!
u need a MAN

jolene is true says:
I SEE NO MEN HERE

S says:
lol
go army
alot of men
i tht uni is like heaven like tt
turn left turn right
u might see your special one

jolene is true says:
YOU ARE DREAMING UNI IS NOT LIKE THIS
YOU TURN LEFT AND RIGHT AND SEE *H T**NGS

S says:
lol
*h t**ngs
hahahah

I just want to bury myself in my bed, sink in my sleep and drown in my dreams. At least striking ivory and ebony keys still soothes my soul. :)

I FAILED MY DRIVING TEST. WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS MY FRUSTRATION AT THE UNFAIRNESS OF THIS WORLD. GOOD BYE.

So many things have happened lately but I have so little time! :( Time also passes incredibly quickly right now yet I feel like I've been doing this for a long while. A whole semester is going to be over soon, it's crazy.

I'm swarmed with assignments, projects and essays for school. I need to vacuum my floor. The F1 season has ended but I'm glad I managed to watch it despite being in hall! :D I probably have a million things due next week which I'm unaware of.

I've also lost count of the number of times I slept with my hair wet and skipped meals. I must be healthy!

Most importantly, my driving test is in 10 hours. I'm so nervous and anxious that it's not funny! :( I shouldn't have told anyone about it, now everyone is really sweet and supportive but it's going to be horribly embarrassing if I fail!

My bed beckons hee hee. Please, let me pass!

Thursday night consisted of Boggle, K-Box and drinking hee hee. It was all much fun, I was so thrilled at the thought of being temporarily free of homework for the weekend! :D

Now I realise I need to step up my game, pull up my socks and just keep my nose to the grindstone. Just for a month or so and it'll be over!

[J]
15:40
OH WAIT
I THINK I'VE SPOTTED YOU

[You]
15:41
serious or not

[J]
15:41
direct line of sight actually
if you turn behind can see.

[You]
15:42
then im affronted that you took so long to spot me

[J]
15:43
i was looking at the wrong places.
sorry man
may ferrari win this year.

[You]
15:43
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

It is November oh my gosh, time passes so quickly it's scary. I'm glad my individual speech is over even though I essentially forgot to present two important chunks of information ha ha.

I just realised the schedule for the impromptu speeches is out! At least I don't have to prepare a damned outline this time.

I honestly should be doing my ridiculous HL815 essay; I even resorted to coffee to keep myself awake through the night. Should I pull an all-nighter? I can literally feel my health dipping to the pits whilst staying in hall. I can't even take care of myself.

I dread the day I regret choosing to stay in hall and realise that the sacrifices aren't worth it even though hall life is almost close to brilliant right now.

Perhaps clearing my haphazard thoughts would stop this incessant writer's block which refuses to go away. Maybe I should brew another cup of coffee.

A thousand more words will set me free.

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah they were all yellow

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
Do you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
'Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
Do you know for you I bleed myself dry
For you I bleed myself dry

It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine
Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you

Yellow - Coldplay

Today Pa let me drive his car out of the carpark so I did. However instead of switching the signal lights on I actually activated the wipers and my parents couldn't stop laughing! I doubt my tester would have that sense of humour ha ha ha.

Oh, and Pa noticed! The light must have struck it right at that time. :D

Friday is a public holiday! I've never been so happy, seriously. I think I need some therapy.

This week is almost over and I'm still discouraged, reluctant and frustrated. People say I don't seem to be stressed or worried. You need to look beyond the surface.

*

Only one person noticed. :(

*

I think I've figured out what my love language is. It's communication.

X says:
this weekend go teo heng??

joleneeeee is true says:
where is teo heng?
oh kallang

X says:
..
for the
132847209432847249230 time
its K
A
T
O
N
G

joleneeeee is true says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH

The words can't seem to flow for my essay and that makes me very discouraged, reluctant and frustrated to continue to write! I'm so distracted with everything and anything. It also sucks that lessons resume this week. :(

joleneeeee is true says:
what are the advantages
of having a specialised degree in communications
like say public relations

S says:
you'll be special
coz you're a specialist

joleneeeee is true says:
you're full of shit

S says:
haha yea
havent shit today yet

joleneeeee is true says:
oh
but wont you be damn jealous

S says:
hhaa
nvm
she happy
thats all tt matters
HAHAHAHAa
god tt was so cheesy

joleneeeee is true says:
YES IT IS
HAHAHAHHAHAH

S says:
i hope this doesnt make it to your blog again

joleneeeee is true says:
HAHAHAHAHHAH

S says:
you not attached yet ah
why so slow

joleneeeee is true says:
OMG
WHY IS
EVERYONE
ASKING
ME
THAT
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

S says:
hahaha
common ma
go hall = boyfriend

joleneeeee is true says:
bullshit!

S says:
haha ya
we are waiting for you

joleneeeee is true says:
!??!?!?!?!??!?!
TT____TT
you think i dont want?

S says:
hahahahahhaha
ya la
tts why
why so slow
haha
i think u should put up some ads in the papers
looking for guy

joleneeeee is true says:
SHIT YOU!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH

S says:
tall
handsome
$$
caption
will you be my Darcy?

*

I swear, I'll punch the next person who asks me why am I not attached yet! D: Or why am I so slow, or any other questions related to this issue!

Today I went out with J and she asked me the exact same thing! Now I'm talking to S and he asked me again! Is today the day where everyone collaborates to torment me? :'(

I'm starting to think that something is wrong with me. :(

HALL LIFE IS SO CRAZY. And I have a mountain of homework which I'm steadily avoiding.

I contemplated staying in hall this week but I didn't bring my MacBook so I went home after a night. Then I realised things do happen for a reason. I'm glad I'm at home.

Sometimes you lie to get what you want. Other times you lie to avoid situations you don't want to get into. You hide things so people won't know your capabilities when your abilities don't match your wants.

I'm so hungry it isn't funny!

I'm the tiniest bit drunk. Ha ha ha.

You're at an unfamiliar place. The blue sky is beautiful but it's so bright it's burning your eyes. It hurts, but you can't stop looking. Then you realise it's the sun. The warmth you feel is foreign and it tickles you slightly.

The ice melts against your wish.

You continue to walk, and you see a door. You touch it. It's wooden and the grain scratches comfortingly against your fingertip. You push it and it's heavy, stable, stoic. You step in.

The curtains are drawn as usual. Familiarity finds you. Security surrounds you. But you suddenly yearn for the tickle that still subtly tingles under your skin. So you open the curtains.

And the sun envelopes you.

In the morning when I wake up, just barely in time to make it on time for lessons, I contemplate on whether I should bring my MacBook. Would my notebook suffice or would I need to type instead?

I don't eat breakfast. I eat lunch with my friends. Sometimes I forget to eat dinner. I always remember to snack. I always get hungry when I stay up.

I miss playing the piano. I miss reading literature. I miss writing and poetry.

Sometimes I feel that I could be in a better course. A course that fits me more. Then I realise that I'd feel like this despite whichever course I choose to enroll in. It's not about finding the perfect fit. It's about finding the fit that is best for you; one that you can adapt to, be challenged and be somewhat happy while attempting to conquer obstacles and problems that people don't see you facing. I'd grow up and it'd be an almost perfect fit.

I miss singing like a fool. I miss randomly belting out lyrics whenever there is floating conversation between my friends. I'm glad we went to sing last week because it was tons of fun. :D I listen to a lot of music at hall because of the ridiculous amount of work I have to do.

I'm so happy that I'm learning French now! One day, I'd listen to a French song or read a French poem and comprehend it perfectly without any doubt or hesitation.

You're probably reading this! I'm happy that I finally changed my phone. I'm glad that we talk every day because even though sometimes you might be an egoistic jerk, I'm grateful that you're here. I can throw tantrums and act like a whiny bitch but you'd understand. Sometimes you make me angry but I can't stay so for long. Thanks for being such an awesome friend! I love you! :D

Now, I need to finish my work and go to sleep.

I never thought University life would be so busy. It tires me so much yet I don't get much sleep. My day is packed but it's repetitive and monotonous. I'm exhausted mentally and every day I pat myself on the back for surviving. The coping mechanism I've adopted is ineffective and unhealthy but it fits me. I must pull all my socks up!

When I have my period the ugliness in people glares at me more. Suddenly I don't feel inhibited by my bitchiness. Sometimes you idiots can be such bastards. I love my life here but occasionally I want to punch a few faces and run away. I won't waste my tears on you. D:

*

Je veux du plaisir, je veux l'excitation et je veux l'amour.

X says:
i think so
nevermind
i go there see got chiobus not

joleneeeee says:
HAHAHAHH
good luck

X says:
maybe the CEO's daughter is there too
and she got a thing for army technicians

joleneeeee says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
OMG KEEP TELLING YOURSELF THAT
HAHAHAHHAHAHA

X says:
can one
with perserverance comes hot babes

I'm going to drown in my homework! I keep oversleeping, I need a human alarm clock!

X says: (PM 10:55:01)
you know today
my friend ask me to speak french
so i say
tu es ..
then i pause
then he say
lou mou

Jolene says: (PM 10:55:23)
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
OMFG
OMG SO FUNNY!!!!!

X says: (PM 10:55:33)
LOL
funny right

Jolene says: (PM 10:55:53)
OMG IM DYING

Being back home after my first week staying in hall made me realise how many things I've been taking for granted. At home, everyone is sensitive to my needs and tolerant towards my whining. In hall people probably think I'm a brat. Of course, it's an extremely fair trade-off ha ha.

Lessons are starting this week and I'm dreading them! :( I need to buy pens; this means that school is indeed starting. Boo.

Finally, I'm driving tomorrow! :) Also, my new MacBook Pro arrived today. It irritates me greatly that the colour settings are different from my LG.

Camp was embarrassing. Humiliating, even.

I fell down. That was a euphemism. I've told some people the truth and they were horrified. I'd probably have a scar; no matter how tiny it is, it's still a scar. I have inexplicable bruises and scratches on my arms that hurt. They even look like burns. My skin is in a devastating state and I have to go out wearing a mask. I've gained the ugliest tan in my life.

The endless running made me want to kick a puppy into the ocean but I had to grin and brush the patronising remarks aside. How the fuck do you say you're not fine when you're not doing this alone? You want to say no, you're not okay and you really want to die but you can't say it and you won't, because you're already failing and to fail completely would be utterly mortifying. You can't fail because you're in a team so how can you bear to pull everybody down just because your incapability and incompetency?

Suffice to say I am positively pregnant with angst.

I don't expect anyone to understand yet when every time someone doesn't, there's disappointment mixed with the resignation.

I just wish I'm better at it. People seem to come out of it fine; they remain flawless and perfect while I'm torn and tattered. It'll be nice to not be served the short end of the stick for once. I know this is my problem and the solution lies within myself, but well fuck it if I can't bitch about it because I can be insecure and whiny whenever I want to be here.

And seriously, I've tried. But it's so hard, and I don't think I'm strong enough.

I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair.
Silent, starving I prowl through the streets.
Bread does not nourish me, dawn disquiets me,
I search the liquid sound of your steps all day.

I hunger for your sleek laugh,
For your hands the colour of the wild grain,
I hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails,
I want to eat your skin like a whole almond.

I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your loveliness,
The nose, sovereign of your arrogant face,
I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes,

And I walk hungry, smelling the twilight
Looking for you, for your hot heart,
Like a puma in the barren wilderness.

Love Sonnet XI - Pablo Neruda

I have a hall camp in 7 hours. I know right, I'm so not a camp person yet I've signed up for 2 camps when I believe I'd be perfectly fine without doing so. At least I'm pushing myself out of my comfort zone to challenge myself. Ha ha ha.

So I'd be gone for another 5 days. I'll be back on Saturday, till then!

HEY LOVE STAY says (10:20 PM):
omg
my father threw like 10 plastic bags at me

F says (10:20 PM):
good!
hahaha

HEY LOVE STAY says (10:23 PM):
but i hate folding them

F says (10:23 PM):
i didnt fold
i squeeze ha

HEY LOVE STAY says (10:23 PM):
eee you so lazy

F says (10:23 PM):
i dunno how to fold
and pls
u calling me lazy
is an insult
HAHAHA

HEY LOVE STAY says (10:24 PM):
thats why
BAHAHAHHAHA
LAZY!!!!!!!!!!

F says (10:24 PM):
omg huge insult HAHAHAH
i will fold

HEY LOVE STAY says (10:25 PM):
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA LOL

F says (10:26 PM):
cannot take it that u call me lazy ha

I am in an incredibly bitchy mood. While surfing and looking at cute bicycles that I cannot afford, I was suddenly reminded of the fucked up fiasco that is marshalling at the NTU Bike Rally last year.

I can hold grudges for so long! Ha ha ha.

Anyway, I must really be in a bitchy mood right now if I can't stand you.

I have successfully converted a boy and introduced him to the bottomless but enjoyable pit that is K-Pop and its culture! :) Next I will plan world domination. Watch me.

My body is so living on European time right now. I've a severe case of wanderlust and it'd be nice to go on a road trip hee hee. One can dream limitlessly.

*

I played Wii for the first time yesterday! It is so fun and I burned like 20 calories playing that tennis game. Then today I woke up with a sore arm and it's not so fun anymore but I'd play it again.

We also played StarCraft 2 and it's pretty amazing. Like seriously. Sadly I've cleanly forgotten how to play so I'm relegated to the sidelines. :( There's no way I'm going to shell out a hundred dollars for just the Terran campaign though! D:

And damn, I realise I jump whenever a dog barks.

HEY LOVE STAY says (3:42 AM):
who's your fave in shinee?
like by looks

C says (3:42 AM):
I don't rly know them
But minho is the most hansem by a mile

HEY LOVE STAY says (3:43 AM):
EXACTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE'S MY FAVOURITE HAHAHAHAHHAHHA
OH MY GOD THIS IS GOING ON MY BLOG

I'm finally halfway through my driving lessons! I don't know what possessed me to book lessons in the morning though; my parents snicker at my attempts to wake up and my instructors laugh at my yawning. Boo.

I can't wait to move into hall but the thought of common bathrooms is slightly disconcerting. :(

HEY LOVE STAY says (10:51 PM):
ooooh
ive never listened to a rally before

T says (10:51 PM):
nothing one la
i still remember tong telling us
about the rally

J says (10:52 PM):
its some shitty speech that takes up most of the night
cos our friend hsien loong has to repeat it in malay chinese and english

HEY LOVE STAY says (10:52 PM):
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

F says (12:35 AM):
ya not my type
but he's v nice
and its only the photo la

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:36 AM):
you just want the buffet

F says (12:36 AM):
well
yes
HAHAH

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:36 AM):
thats why the bet must have buffer time after the camp ba ha ha

F says (12:37 AM):
oh crap
i thoguht by buffet u meant
men buffet

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:38 AM):
omg you are disgusting

F says (12:38 AM):
HAAAHHA

C says (12:23 AM):
I'm looking at the mirror, and I look like an underwear model
LOL

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:23 AM):
WHAT THE F*CK LOLLLLLLLLLL
OMGGGGGGGGGGG
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

C says (12:23 AM):
Haahahahahaaahahahhaa
Tts funny right
Hahahahaahhahaha

HEY LOVE STAY says (2:57 AM):
BUY ME A CAR LEH

C says (2:58 AM):
Wtf
To think u dare to say that
Hahaahha

HEY LOVE STAY says (2:58 AM):
AHAHAHAHHAHA

I'm back from WKWSCI FOC 10! :D It's brilliant; we've barely scratched the surface but everyone seems nice so far. I fell sick on Wednesday with a fever, flu and cough but my OG leaders and members are lovely people and helped me a lot. I think it says a lot when I didn't leave even though part of me just wanted to go home and lie on my bed forever then ha ha. The parents were aghast that I stayed on though, but seriously, it was a great camp. I don't regret it at all.

The intricate and extensive amount of planning for the camp to make it successful awes me to no end too. The seniors had dedicated so much to make this camp special and unique that when the fifth night drew closer you just don't want it to end. It's undeniably an experience that every WKWSCI freshman should undergo! I can't believe someone like me is endorsing camp but yes, I am. It's definitely not your normal kind of lame camp where you'd have to dirty yourself aimlessly from head-to-toe, play ridiculous games with the opposite sex or club. It's so much more than that.

Oh, and there was an Amazing Race which I sucked at. Obviously. :( It's so much worse than running 2.4 because you're not running for yourself but for the entire group. That James Ingram song kept ringing in my head the entire time and I felt so lousy and pathetic but I had to smile because I sure wasn't going to be a spoilsport; not when my group is so capable and awesome. Even though we weren't first, all that glisters is not gold! :)

On a sad note my cough had worsened even though I slept so much during the weekend. :( I'd finally manage to recover from that cough a few weeks back but now I have another one. Sometimes life is such a bitch.

All I have are the way things go
I don't know
I just don't know
Make up some simple lies
And compromise
How I live

'Cause either way I'll break your heart someday
But leaving you is the last thing on my mind
So when I go
Baby kiss real slow
So I don't forget to make my way back home
When I go

Sail away
On a wayward ship
With candy lips in my grip
Cheap perfume
Oh it never lies
It can't surprise
Any good advice

'Cause either way I'll break your heart someday
But leaving you is the last thing on my mind
So when I go
Baby kiss real slow
So I don't forget to make my way back home
When I go

Well I'll miss you in the winter
Your friends say I should listen
Can't you see I've loved you all along
Well if America don't like me
You can say I finally
The kind of man who only likes the gun
Shoot anyone, shoot anyone

'Cause either way I'll break your heart someday
But leaving you is the last thing on my mind
So when I go
Baby kiss real slow
So I don't forget to make my way back home
When I go

Either Way, I'll Break Your Heart Someday - Augustana

My driving lessons have been awesome! :) So far I've gotten cool instructors who are really nice. I hope I'll get a cool tester for my test too ha ha, which is an eon away but it isn't too early to hope! :D

Anyway, in 6 hours I'll be off to attend a 5-day camp. :\ Before you let out that gasp of shock, I know it's uncharacteristic of me to attend camps but yes, my bags are almost packed and I'm going soon. D: I'll admit that I'm a slave to the Internet; 5 days without being able to access the Internet freely on the computer makes me slightly nauseous. Coupled with the fact that there probably aren't any beds nor decent bathing facilities, it looks like I'm going to have tons of fun this week. Not.

It'll really be nice to be proven wrong though. So I hope that this will change my pessimistic mindset about camps! :D I'll embrace it with an open mind, rear my raging instinct to bolt home in and enjoy the week. Yay me!

HOWEVER, IT KILLS ME THAT SHINEE IS COMING BACK THIS WEEK. Like really. :( I contemplated bringing a netbook to camp.

I shall end this entry on a funny note. The field that can be seen from my window — the same one in the picture above — has a penis on it. I'm serious. If I hazard a guess, some imbecile probably painted it with white paint that's waterproof. It has rained for 2 days but the penis still stays strong. It's hilarious! HA HA HA!

C says (12:31 AM):
Erm
Forlan won the golden ball
Mvp

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:32 AM):
whoa you got it right

C says (12:32 AM):
Yea
I'm an octopus

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:34 AM):
HA HA HA wtfffffffff

I'm one of those people who stayed up to watch the World Cup final even though I haven't been following the earlier matches religiously ha ha. The match could use 10 more goals, 10 less yellow cards and more kicking of the ball than of each other. :\ I supported Netherlands, but Spain was better even though they missed like a million opportunities. Casillas is fantastic and cute!

Anyway, I still love you Netherlands! :D Even if I lost 5 dollars to Mummy. That octopus is for real. D:

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME! This is the only day when my father calls me his princess ha ha.

Oh, and why does everyone think I changed my number? It's still the same one: 9298442*, so stop asking me that question!

S says (10:55 PM):
BOO
ECLIPSE IS BORING

HEY LOVE STAY says (10:55 PM):
BOO
i told you!
did i tell you?

S says (10:55 PM):
no
e whole show
my eyes were threatening to eclipse on me

HEY LOVE STAY says (10:57 PM):
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!
and bloody hell bella's wig is damn obvious

C says (3:02 AM):
U r one of laziest person I know
Like rly

HEY LOVE STAY says (3:02 AM):
im one of the laziest people i know too!!!!!!!!!!!

C says (3:02 AM):
LOL
Tts not a compliment

HEY LOVE STAY says (3:03 AM):
i dont care im taking it as a compliment

C says (3:03 AM):
Delusional

C says (2:08 AM):
U r like a ship in the bermuda triangle
Lol

HEY LOVE STAY says (2:09 AM):
HA HA WHAT
so descriptive

I really hate being sick. The inability to stop coughing pisses me off. I can't talk because that itches my throat. I sound like my voice comes from the soles of my feet. Ha ha ha.

Anyway, I become whinier, bitchier and just a whole lot more intolerable. Yay.

Hopefully I'll be awesome by Saturday. Please. :(

I've decided that my favourite accessory is the watch. Even men's watches. Isn't this perfect?

When you're stuck at home coughing to yourself the only way to feel worse is to surf and shortlist items that you can only buy with a fat paycheck. Boo.

You know how sometimes you think life can't get any worse? Well, it always does.

Today, I woke up with phlegm in my throat.

Then, Papa came home with four pints of Häagen-Dazs ice-cream.

D:

C says (3:29 AM):
I just scored
Sweee

HEY LOVE STAY says (3:29 AM):
a girl?

C says (3:29 AM):
A goal
:'(

HEY LOVE STAY says (3:29 AM):
HA HA HA

I'm officially sick. Again. D: My itchy throat mutated into a painful one and I woke up coughing and hacking. It was disgusting. Needless to say I feel like shit now. The medicine also has the tendency to knock me out and honestly, sleeping that much isn't that awesome unless my dreams involve a hot guy or maybe ten.

June is a lousy month. So far I've been sick twice and had my period. I'd consider that being sick thrice.

Also, my nose needs to stop running. I cannot fathom exactly how many trees I've killed by using all that tissues. At least my tissue boxes are cute because they have Winnie the Pooh designs.

Life sucks!

Happiness is getting what you've been waiting for. :)

This pair of headphones needs to be mine, right now! Oh, and I have my period. Ho ho.

HEY LOVE STAY says (1:41 AM):
oooh not bad
100 canadian dollars
how much is it in sgd?

C says (1:42 AM):
250?
150*

HEY LOVE STAY says (1:42 AM):
my heart dropped you a******

C says (1:42 AM):
HAHHAHA
I KNEW IT

HEY LOVE STAY says (1:42 AM):
D:

I've never really played the guitar seriously, but I'd imagine that you need to grow your fingernails to strum right? So how does one play the piano and guitar?

Anyway, I hereby announce that I have started playing MapleStory again. You are welcome to join me. :D

The brother just said the best quote ever.

"I'm going to sleep already, I need to wake you up later."

HA HA HA.

HEY LOVE STAY says (11:40 PM):
sigh
she must be the most detestable person ever

T says (11:40 PM):
:(
omg why i sad face
:D

HEY LOVE STAY says (11:42 PM):
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

I have finally recovered! :D

So I've been watching Roland Garros for the entire week and am totally unimpressed with the finals. Wimbledon better be awesome.

On Thursday morning we left for Malaysia to attend W's wedding! We met E's girlfriend, V, who's really sweet and pretty. Jackpot, cousin. Ate dinner at Shogun and gained so much weight ha ha ha.

The gossip session thus commenced at night. Seriously, N and I can gossip about anything and everything under the sun. It's amazing.

The next morning we had to prepare for the civil ceremony which was held at the most picturesque place ever. I have no idea what the name of the place is but it was by a lake and everything was idyllic. W wore a pretty ivory dress but I could not stop gawking at her friend's stilettos which were sky-high and probably fatal. She walked perfectly though and I aspire to be like her one day HA HA HA.

Went home, rested and watched the brother recover from too much champagne ha ha. Then we had to prepare early for the dinner as we were helping out with registration and photography. E drove and while waiting he played the most retarded game ever. D:

The wedding dinner was elaborate and nice and in a blink it was all over. It was super funny to watch everybody turn red from the wine though. :D Thank goodness I don't turn red easily which definitely hid how many glasses I've drank. The trip back was awesome. We basically sang and screeched in the car for the entire duration of the drive which probably drove E nuts ha ha ha! Too awesome.

The next day was supposed to be spent shopping happily but I ended up puking in the mall so we had to go home. :( The adults all had diarrhoea too so that day was spent sleeping instead which was hilarious. After elimination they hazarded that it was probably the oysters on Thursday night that caused this because the brother and E were totally fine and they didn't eat oysters. :(

So we came back on Sunday where I proceeded to puke once more. Seriously, how can anyone be bulimic? Don't your legs get all weak and gross and you just want to brush your teeth a million times? :\ I feel like crap, and Hamilton winning yesterday didn't help things one bit. At least Djokovic won his third round at Roland Garros. :)

I've finally torn down my A' Level schedule on my door and replaced it with my driving lessons schedule. Fact that I'm moving ahead in life ha ha ha.

Mummy injured her foot this morning. The filial daughter woke up early to accompany said invalid to the physician, then to the hairdresser.

There has been a deep sense of dissatisfaction rooted within me lately and I can't get it out. I think I've become blasé with my environment.

I attempted a diet to test my determination and proceeded to fail dramatically as I slurp a huge bowl of ramen. My stomach is bigger than me. :(

Today we celebrated Papa and Mummy's 20th wedding anniversary. :) We went out for dinner and it was filled with conversation and snarky comments that only they understand and found funny ha ha ha.

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:20 AM):
jonghyun or hankyung

T says (12:20 AM):
:(
different!

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:20 AM):
HA HA HA HA

T says (12:20 AM):
kimi or minho

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:21 AM):
okay
i understand

T says (12:21 AM):
dongwoon or minho

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:21 AM):
i understand x2

T says (12:21 AM):
LOLOL

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:22 AM):
:D

HA HA HA HAMILTON'S TYRE PUNCTURED ON THE PENULTIMATE LAP. I think I heard angels sing. Or maybe it's just my cheering.

Webber was so fast and stable it's insane. It's as if his car had wings. :D Vettel's car was being a bitch though. Ferrari really needs to step up but at least Alonso clinched second after the loser crashed ha ha ha. Next week's Grand Prix is at Monaco, I cannot wait!

Kimi's talent is wasted on rallying. Please come back. :(

I took that picture. It's what I see when I look out of my window.

In 6 hours I'm off to take a test that I hope I can pass. :(

Around two weeks ago I stuck Post-its on my table and desk which said in capitals, "PACK AND CLEAN UP D:". When Mummy came into my room to start her weekly rant about my disorganisation, she saw them and was extremely impressed with my initiative.

Till today, the Post-its are still there. Ha ha ha. They even flutter slightly when there's a breeze.

T says (12:08 AM):
when i was 10 i tot monsters can really come out of the beyblades
i was stunned when my sticker didnt sprout a monster lor when my beyblade was spinning. i even bought the most handsome character's blade
........

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:09 AM):
your heart broke right

T says (12:09 AM):
YES
i tot there would be a phoenix the height of my roof squawking at me
in the end there was only the sound of the blade buzzing
-_-

I made a wishlist. Please grant it for me. It pains me that my second paycheck is nowhere near in sight.

Today I found out that NUS accepted me. :O

Yesterday Fofo told me he has never seen a red night sky before. I was appalled. On many nights the sky always look red to me.

Anyway we were on the expressway when I noticed a car consistently driving parallel to us. It turned out that Fofo didn't switch his headlights on HA HA HA. I would have thanked the man but he slowed down and I couldn't see him anymore, so yes. Thank you. :D I don't know why he didn't just sound his horn instead of driving persistently next to us though. Driving etiquette?

Oh, and Youth in Revolt is an absolutely hilarious movie! Michael Cera is so adorable. I didn't know it was M18 though because the girl at the ticketing counter didn't say anything. It's the first time I wasn't requested to show my identification! Finally, I look 18 to someone. Joy. :D

I've also watched Clash of the Titans and Kick-Ass but I enjoyed the latter more. Clash of the Titans was pretty unimpressive but I cannot effing believe that Aaron Johnson played the protagonist in Kick-Ass! I could barely recognise him. :\

I shall sign up for a movie rental card. There's this awesome shop near my house which dispenses movies automatically through a machine. You know you're envious!

T says (12:27 AM):
im like damn far from waiting list lor
im like a muslim waiting for an organ leh

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:27 AM):
LOL WHAT THE F*CK
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

T says (12:27 AM):
correct wad
wait this must not go on your blog

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:28 AM):
.......i just opened blogger
LOL

T says (12:28 AM):
i fear that someone will place a bomb in my toilet seat

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:28 AM):
but i censor names!

T says: (12:28 AM):
LOL

Yesterday I took the train to NTU which was around 26 stations away. I think I got sick of the train ride after the 5th station. It is horrible. There should be a bullet train that takes people directly from the East to Universities in Singapore. Just saying.

I also grabbed the chance to sit at the driver's seat in Papa's car when he returned the trolley after grocery shopping. My feet could not reach the pedals. :(

Today I did something awesome, but I'm not going to say what. Hee hee. I want you to notice it.

X says (10:05 PM):
you know what happened today
one guy was late
then his excuse
was epic win

HEY LOVE STAY says (10:12 PM):
what
tell me!

X says (10:12 PM):
mrt tyre punctured

HEY LOVE STAY says (10:12 PM):
WTF?

HEY LOVE STAY says (1:41 AM):
i like print advertisements

D says (1:42 AM):
it's hard to do. but ok
you can be the director of print advertisments in my company.

HEY LOVE STAY says (1:43 AM):
thanks

D says (11:50 PM):
i have personal issues with sucky advertisements.
i think i'll set up a company that does advertisement
what are those called?

HEY LOVE STAY says (11:50 PM):
advertising company
duh

HEY LOVE STAY says (11:11 PM):
11.11

W says (11:11 PM):
wah
chey
i thought it was some face
then i see my clock
LOL

HEY LOVE STAY says (11:12 PM):
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

W says (11:12 PM):
lucky i didnt continue after wah

I happily stuffed myself to the brim with sushi yesterday but today I woke up feeling like a whale. To be exact, a blue whale because Google said that's the biggest whale ever. After watching When In Rome I want to go to that fountain in Italy to pick up coins now ha ha ha.

It's raining right now and my toenails are sparkly. My fingernails are pretty too. I would take pictures but my manicuring skills are dismal. My mind is unable to focus on anything less trivial than this, but I just looked out of the window and it looks like the rain is stopping.

Last Friday I watched How To Train Your Dragon in 3D and played tennis. I think 3D movies should be cheaper, or student prices should be at least be offered. Tennis was good, I just need to learn how to place the damned ball where I want it and grow a few inches in that process.

Tomorrow should be awesome. :D

I change my mind. I look awesome in formal attire.

I totally screwed the interview up! D: They immediately noted that my Economics suck. The sole consolation is that there's a really cute guy though who checks the documents ha ha.

I will endeavour to embark on an exercise regime so that I won't further decompose.

*

I have an interview on Tuesday and look retarded in formal attire. :( I must slim down because my butt is huge and has its own postal code.

*

Friday was spent at Sentosa and it was fabulous. The sun shone and we gossiped endlessly. On Saturday Mummy and I went shopping and I had to break my new heels in. I also downloaded Diner Dash on the brother's iTouch and am at Level 49! It's on sale right now so you should buy it.

Oh, and everyone should get Twitter! I followed tons of F1 teams and drivers today even if they tweet in German and excitedly announce their updates to my father whilst watching the Sepang GP on television ha ha. It is great fun. :)

Let's go out! :D

Now I've always been a night owl in terms of sleep. I like to stay up for most of the night and sleep in the morning simply because I don't get sleepy at night! Even during college I realised I studied better at night, somehow I could focus and concentrate better.

So yesterday I decided to turn in early at 2AM but ended up sleeping at 5AM because I started a game of Reversi against the computer and kept losing. :( I swore to only sleep after I won but after three agonising and embarrassing hours we finally had a draw so I slept. I think I dreamt of Othello.

*

Yesterday J and I went back to our ridiculous college to collect the Project work certificate. D: Because we're lucky like that we actually crossed paths with the one tutor who was responsible for us not getting our A's because she's incompetent. To suit the mood the skies were extremely gloomy ha ha ha and it totally reminded me of the times when we had to sit for a Literature 4 paper! It'd always almost be raining heavily.

*

Last week I watched Nodame Cantabile and it's a beautiful movie! There's even an entire drama series to it so I guess that's what I'd be doing for the next few days. A few days ago we watched Being Human and it was alright, I couldn't recognise the slut until K pointed her out!

*

Today I will win the damned computer at Reversi. When that happens, who wants to go shopping with me? :D

I've submitted my University applications! It's nerve-wracking and I was in a dilemma for the longest time but it's all settled now.

I'm in need of some major shopping but it keeps raining lately which is perfect for a day holed up cosily at home. Oh, and I missed my delivery today because I was sleeping. :( It sucks because UPS doesn't deliver on weekends so I have to wait till Monday.

Can someone buy me a treadmill?

HEY LOVE STAY says (6:47 PM):
is it true guys think about sex every 7 seconds?

C says (6:47 PM):
Nope
Damn
I don't know
I think so?..
Lol
Acty maybe like 30 seconds more accurate

HEY LOVE STAY says (6:48 PM):
ah
perverts

I should sign up for my practical driving lessons soon. Does anyone have a good driving instructor to recommend? Or should I just sign up at the school?

*

Yesterday I watched Kaiji and it was pretty funny! Then I shopped. I bought something and I also regretted not buying something. I will purchase it soon.

I also browsed through i-D and it was filled with pictures of beautiful people, interesting advertisements and intriguing interviews. It also costs 20 dollars which I'm not willing to splurge on. :(

Dinner was good, the company was fun and the conversation is nice. It was a brilliant day if not for the rain that poured when I was getting ready to go out!

C says (11:45 PM):
I'm renting a place
A very small place
I'm practically bathing with a pail

HEY LOVE STAY says (11:46 PM):
okay
that's gross

C says (11:46 PM):
Tts acty quite cool

HEY LOVE STAY says (11:46 PM):
bathing with a pail is cool???

C says (11:46 PM):
Yes
Its how I bathe when I was younger

*

HEY LOVE STAY says (11:55 PM):
you like older sluts?

C says (11:55 PM):
I don't like sluts okay
Nvm
Ahhh
I just think sluts are nice to ****
Lol I said it

HEY LOVE STAY says (11:56 PM):
HA HA HA OMG
THIS IS GOING ON MY BLOG

C says (11:56 PM):
Cover my name
Pls

HEY LOVE STAY says (11:56 PM):
okay

I walked home from the interchange today. Seriously. Thank goodness for good company!

Everyone thinks that I'll miss the deadline for the submission of University applications. :( Am I that forgetful?

I love lazy days at home. When you wake up at 2 and realise that there is absolutely nothing for you to worry about. The only thing that concerns you is choosing between cooking mushroom or chicken soup for a super late brunch.

Then suddenly I'd remember that I have yet to submit University applications. Ha ha ha. I feel excited at the thought of being in the same course as Db though.

*

Does anyone have a typewriter which they don't want? Or know where to get a typewriter, used or otherwise, for a really low price? Because I really want one!

*

Formula 1 has started! I don't like the new rules. I also don't like the new music they play before turning to advertisements. Thank goodness for Steve Slater, I love it when he asks the audience to savour the sounds of an F1 engine ha ha ha.

Ferrari started off brilliantly but I can't bring myself to be fully happy because Kimi isn't there anymore. :( I'll root for Vettel to be champion and Ferrari for constructor's!

*

I'm still deliriously and deliciously high from watching SHINee. Hee hee. I just rhymed too. I took videos, but I was shrieking obnoxiously throughout everything because I was trying to sing at the top of my voice.

Today I went to NTU's Open House in the morning, NUS' Open House in the afternoon and attended the Singapore Entertainment Awards at night. I just got home, I'm tired from lugging a bag full of brochures and books about different courses around for the entire day but I'm so fucking happy.

BECAUSE I WATCHED SHINEE PERFORM LIVE. HA HA HA.

C says (9:52 PM):
i now body vry fit u know
everyday bo liao go gym ha

HEY LOVE STAY says (9:53 PM):
when i'm bo liao i eat!
AHHAHAHAHAHHA
DIE!

C says (9:53 PM):
WTH
HAH

I WISH 33

That someone would sponsor me on a shopping spree! Just the thought of it makes me deliriously happy.

Shopping with J was tons of fun! I played the Ferrari game on her spanking new iPhone and her pay came in so it was good. She treated me to yoghurt and we bought accessories! I've also set my sights on a gorgeous pair of heels which I did not rashly buy because of my newly found maturity ha ha ha. Even though earning money basically means I can pretty much spend on what I like, the usually dormant rational part of me tells me saving or finding a cheaper alternative might be a better choice.

It'll be funny if I purchase those heels on my next shopping trip ha ha ha.

Then at night I went to meet F, L and A for dinner at Clarke Quay! A and L weren't hungry so they only ordered like a chocolate milkshake and tiramisu respectively while F and I basically ate like horses. L even gave me half of his tiramisu! Suffice to say I was super full but happily so, then we went for drinks! The live band was actually pretty all right. It was a really fun night. I will miss A when he leaves forever. :( I can't believe it has been two years since we went to Japan together.

J says (12:57 AM):
lol i shall download a ferrari car game for u

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:58 AM):
LOL YAY

I'm not ready for University, and open houses make me sick. Can we go shopping instead?

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:11 AM):
if sleep will dream
lately i keep dreaming but i dont rmb anything

F says (12:12 AM):
that day i dreamt we were eating with a handsome guy
and he ignored me all the way
and only talked to u
HAHAH

HEY LOVE STAY says (12:12 AM):
omg thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm currently writing my last will and testament in lieu of my funeral tomorrow. If you'd like something do tell me ha ha ha.

I'm pretty much in love with him. Waist-deep, maybe more. Definitely more.

HEY LOVE STAY says (1:45 AM):
share some funny army stories

X says (1:45 AM):
lol
got this guy
when we are presented with our rifle
we are supposed to say
with this, i will defend my country
that blur cock go say
i will defend this with my country

HEY LOVE STAY says (1:46 AM):
HAHDASHHHAHAHHAHDSAUHSHA

*

HEY LOVE STAY says (1:50 AM):
any handsome guys?
ha ha ha
or does everyone look the same

X says (1:50 AM):
got

HEY LOVE STAY says (1:50 AM):
have ah!

X says (1:50 AM):
me

HEY LOVE STAY says (1:51 AM):
..................

DISCOVERING MYSELF 5

I like XO.

Today I drank XO. It tastes good, so I drank another glass.

Then I drank one more glass because the third time's a charm. And so it is.

I quitted my second job because the environment sucks. I'm not even exaggerating here. The only good thing is that they paid me on the spot.

So I was typing out an appeal letter and there were tons of errors in it. They submitted it to court. I guess grammar, spelling and sentence structure aren't important when you're working for the law.

LET'S RECALL 5

Yesterday I dreamt that a frog was chasing me.

I WISH 12

That my fingers aren't so short and my nails extremely tiny.

I quitted my second job and am off to enjoy life now ha ha ha.

I have to wake up in less than 5 hours and report to my new workplace in 7 yet I'm up here because why? I was waiting for my nails to dry because I repainted them, I don't think shimmering purple nails make a good first impression even if they are pretty and enticing. :(

Also I was supposed to pack my bag but I didn't. Christen me the queen of procrastination.

Oh, and if you read this, have lunch with me! 7 hours from now I'll be working at International Plaza at Tanjong Pagar. Please tell me there are some decent shops where I can while my lunch hour away.

And can somebody tell me why are there so many maids sitting in rows outside malls along Orchard Road? Like seriously. I'll never go there on a weekend ever again if I can help it.

Y says (6:04PM):
the average male thinks of sex every 7 sec

HEY LOVE STAY says (6:06PM):
omg i know that fact
i remember telling someone before!
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
SEX

Y says (6:06PM):
LOL
i wanted to do that
like mother like son

I am ready to spend the fortune. Ha ha ha. :) It sucks though, that everything I want has a price tag of a triple-digit.

Chinese New Year was all right. A tad boring, but okay. I've stopped working at McDonald's because of a new job which starts next week, so I'm making use of this week to sleep until lunch becomes cold.

And no, I did not serve burgers. Does no one at all know that McDonald's has some kind of office which pays people handsomely to shred paper for them?

I have my period. This must signify the oncoming large fortune I will accumulate over this week and next.

I have a super nice boss. She's really awesome. Nevertheless, I still want my pay. :(

On a spooky note, I just realised there's an Emily Bear CD in my laptop which does not belong to me. I think the people who serviced my laptop left it there! The thing that surprised me is I actually know who Emily Bear is because of Ellen DeGeneres ha ha ha.

However, I find it intriguing that someone actually has her CD. I might just make a call to the centre tomorrow.

What if the CD isn't left by the service centre? I'll be so creeped out! D:

My laptop died last week and I just got it back! Seriously, the previous post was made on my father's netbook. It's ridiculously cumbersome and awkward to use for me so I was mostly on Twitter only. It's so good to have my laptop back with me after an entire week! :D I'm radiating rainbows and glitter now in my joy.

Guess what? I'm still working for this week! My boss is so cute and my parents are happy that I'm not idling at home. I just wish I can receive my pay every day instead of waiting because I desperately want to shop. Right now though, the only place I can afford is Watsons.

There were lots of people in the office today because of some crazily long meeting but the colleague who sits beside me wasn't here so I could surf the net freely without that irritating feeling which happens when someone looks over your shoulder. Ha ha ha. She might be great entertainment but the Internet is much better. We are slaves to technology.

*

I think I might want a change of scenery.

*

Thursday night was the first time I've ever drank a shot. Friday was the first time I've been to a fish spa and waited for someone who doesn't know me at the airport. On Saturday, I passed my Basic Theory Test. At such times I do believe divinity exists because sheer luck doesn't cut it. On Sunday we played cards on the beach and people-watched the strangest exhibitionists ever.

X says:
my laptop got ants nest
and its alive
LOL

using lousiest ver of msn EVER says:
F*CKKKKK EWWWWWWWWWWW

X says:
when i turn on my laptop
awhile later
all come out
LOL

using lousiest ver of msn EVER says:
WHY ARE YOU SO DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

X says:
not my fault!
the ants just come
i also dont know why

using lousiest ver of msn EVER says:
cos you're dirty

X says:
no
i think
because next door
renovating
then the ants move

I have been working for the past week! Met B at the interchange and she seemed astounded when I said I just knocked off from work ha ha ha. Had lunch with Pig on Wednesday, dinner with T on Thursday and a steamboat dinner with some of the 28 girls on Friday! It's kind of cool that all of us are working, even though mine is just a temporary job. I've neglected to bring my camera so there are no pictures. :(

So remember how I said it was initially a two-day job? I'm now officially working until a little before Chinese New Year. Despite the distance it's really quite cool because the environment is good, my colleagues are cute and my boss is funny. She has a killer aura though so I still remain intimidated by her. The office is at Great World City so if you're near there come eat with me!

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Happy Birthday Fofo! :D Go out with me again before you leave this country forever. Ha ha ha.

I just had the most hilarious conversation ever but I'm not allowed to post it! Ha ha ha.

Anyway, today was my second day of work! Before you adopt that aghast tone of shock which I have heard countlessly due to this phenomena, tomorrow is probably my last day of work. It was initially only a two-day job, but as I am too well-liked I'm going for round three tomorrow. :)

Also, I've come to realise how inappropriate my entire wardrobe is for the office. I have nothing to wear!

TOP 50 MOVIES OF THE DECADE (2000-2009)

1. The Dark Knight (2008)
2. The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King (2003)
3. Cidade de Deus (2002)
4. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring (2001)
5. Avatar (2009)
6. Memento (2000)
7. The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers (2002)
8. WALL·E (2008)
9. Le fabuleux destin d’Amélie Poulain (2001)
10. Das Leben der Anderen (2006)
11. Sen to Chihiro no kamikakushi (2001)
12. The Pianist (2002)
13. The Departed (2006)
14. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)
15. Requiem for a Dream (2000)
16. Up (2009)
17. Inglourious Basterds (2009)
18. El laberinto del fauno (2006)
19. Der Untergang (2004)
20. The Prestige (2006)
21. Gran Torino (2008)
22. Slumdog Millionaire (2008)
23. Sin City (2005)
24. District 9 (2009)
25. Hotel Rwanda (2004)
26. Oldboy (2003)
27. Batman Begins (2005)
28. Gladiator (2000)
29. Fantastic Mr. Fox (2009)
30. No Country for Old Men (2007)
31. Nefes: Vatan sagolsun (2009)
32. Up in the Air (2009)
33. The Wrestler (2008)
34. There Will Be Blood (2007)
35. Donnie Darko (2001)
36. Into the Wild (2007)
37. Kill Bill: Vol. 1 (2003)
38. Snatch (2000)
39. Million Dollar Baby (2004)
40. Star Trek (2009)
41. The Bourne Ultimatum (2007)
42. Amores perros (2000)
43. Okuribito (2008)
44. Finding Nemo (2003)
45. Ratatouille (2007)
46. V for Vendetta (2005)
47. Le scaphandre et le papillon (2007)
48. Dil Chahta Hai (2001)
49. Tasogare Seibei (2002)
50. The Incredibles (2004)

In bold are the ones I've watched. I shall rent the rest.