I'll have to delay that F1 post because I'm typing this using my phone. I don't even know if it'll work.

Today was awesome. Everyone turned up in the class tee but many strange people seem to misintepret some parts of the shirt. :O Connie is really cool though she knows who Kimi is! :)

I really want to not come for the Staff Day Celebration but life is an unexpected bitch who bites viciously in the ass. Boo. D:

The brother just told me that Caster Semenya has 3 TIMES the amount of testosterone in her body as compared to an average woman''s body! So disgusting! If I'm not wrong, her coach gave her something that caused her testosterone level to soar like an eagle. Ha ha ha. I was going to Google more about it but decide to go back to Maths instead.

Anyway my next blog entry will probably be about the reasons why I want to be an F1 driver. :D

Oh, and we received the class tee today and it's gorgeous. There's no other word for it. It's the best tee ever! I cannot wait for Friday! 28/08. :)

Y says (11:20 PM):
i tell u
if i got f1 team
who i will put

oh god valencia looks absolutely gorgeousssss on television says (11:22 PM):
me????

Y says (11:22 PM):
usain bolt

oh god valencia looks absolutely gorgeousssss on television says (11:23 PM):
hahaha
omg i heard this female broke a running record
then they suspect she's a man

Y says (11:23 PM):
YEAH LOL
DAMN FUNNY

oh god valencia looks absolutely gorgeousssss on television says (11:23 PM):
do you have her picture i want to see!!!

Y says (11:24 PM):
HAHAHHA
wait ar

oh god valencia looks absolutely gorgeousssss on television says (11:24 PM):
okay

Y says (11:25 PM):
http://images.google.com.sg/images?q=Caster%20Semenya&oe=utf-8&rls=org.mozilla:en-GB:official&client=firefox-a&um=1&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&hl=en&tab=wi

oh god valencia looks absolutely gorgeousssss on television says (11:27 PM):
LOL
THAT'S A MAN

Y says (11:27 PM):
OMG
LOL

oh god valencia looks absolutely gorgeousssss on television says (11:27 PM):
LOLLLLLLL

Y says (11:27 PM):
YEAH

GOODBYE





HELLO

I got it in red to still show my support for Ferrari, even though they suck a tad now. I cannot wait for Valencia! :D

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Lately I've been wanting to skip college in favour of studying because honestly, there aren't any many useful lessons now and it's just a waste of time to travel to and from college and to also torture myself unnecessarily. Unfortunately my parents do not seem to be able to comprehend this and feel like they understand better than myself about what I'm going through. Such empathy.

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The brother and I went to the doctor on Monday. He has the flu while I have some kind of colic virus, but the doctor says it's alright for us to attend school still because we don't have the fever. The medicine works wonders though, I wonder if they're actually painkillers.

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I love Mind Your Language! It's absolutely hilarious in the most amazing way and I slept at 2 because I couldn't stop watching it.

The Preliminaries are a blink of an eye away.

On Wednesday I had the worst headache ever in my life so when it persisted on Thursday, I skipped college. The joy. Utter, pure and unadulterated joy filtered through me despite the pounding and hammering of my skull. It was a wonderful feeling.

I really want to watch a lot of movies after I saw the listings in the newspaper! D:

Everybody's falling sick. We're all going to be sick.

My keyboard is filthy. I'll be off to clean it now.

I think I have a mild case of food poisoning. It still sucks nonetheless. This morning I had diarrhoea and it was absolutely unpleasant. The only upside was that I got to miss Econ because at 840AM exactly, another wave of diarrhoea hit me. I think I used a tree's worth of toilet paper too. :(

Then later in the day after I downed a cup of tea I felt like vomiting so I didn't eat lunch at all because I didn't want to vomit. I felt extremely tired and weak the entire day but luckily it got better in the afternoon. :)

Today still sucks though. My stomach still feels like it's going to erupt anytime and I feel extremely insecure. When I said I want to fall sick I didn't mean it like this!

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This week is going to suck. I feel it in my bones. D: I don't feel like writing essays at all nor go to college but life is a bitch. The only way I can alleviate this is by complaining. I don't care if you judge me.

The brother bought the most ridiculous manga ever today. He justifies it because of its supposed comedic humour and that it costs a dollar cheaper than the books I wanted to buy. D:

To make myself feel better I read it.

I don't want this week to end! :( When it ends there'd be no more holidays and I'd need to finally face reality. :( Life is balls.

I'm watching Singapore Idol now and the auditions are hilarious! Some people actually come back again to further embarrass themselves. Honestly I marvel and even admire their courage (or stupidity) because I'll never have the guts to do this on public television.

Today was a good day! I woke up to see the morning and surfed a lot of internet, updated my iTunes library and basically surfed more internet. The afternoon was spent with Jing and Yt and we watched UP! It's a super adorable movie and I loved it. I found it a tad too short though, and that there wasn't really any build up to the turning point. The climax wasn't particularly exciting either but it's still definitely worth a watch in the cinema. :) Then dinner and shopping with F as usual where I saw many shoes that I fancy. D:

I really wanted to watch Public Enemies too but it's only showing at town now! This is such a bummer. :( I wanted to go to Ion Orchard today though but circumstance led us to roam around Tampines instead where we saw many familiar faces ha ha ha.

I'm going to enjoy my long weekend a lot! I hope you do too.

Oh, and to the cool people who have last.fm, add me! I love browsing people's music libraries, if not as much as perusing books at bookstores. I wish I had money to buy all the books I want! Admittedly money would make me a much happier girl.

Would Friday be fabulous? I hope so! I desperately need a good day.

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So a certain tutor today elapsed into an insane mode in class. By insane I mean absolutely balling ballistic. She ranted about how slow we were and just sped through the entire tutorial without explaining whatsoever. Such an act of perfect professionalism.

I think just physically being in college zaps all my strength away. I don't think it's just me anymore when ten thousand other students agree with me about the atmosphere.

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I can't do yoga tonight because of my period. I'd rather do yoga than have my period.

I realise that I sound like I'm slightly suicidal in the previous entry but I'm fine.

I have my period and it hurts like a bitch. I feel like a plunger was shoved into me and left inside. There's also an insistent and persistent ache around my womb area which constantly reminds me that yes, I indeed am having my period now. I want it to go away. Panadol only lasts for a few hours.

I just want to sleep this pain away but I can't. College is a bigger bitch. I honestly do not mind studying; at times I might even enjoy it. However it's impossible to expect me to stay in college till 5 or 6 while still studying or doing homework at home later. In case you did not know, we all need sleep. You pile loads and loads of work all over me and expect me to finish everything promptly. You want me to be alert and focused in class. I'm not sorry I failed you.

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I think lasting relationships aren't based solely on love but trust. Trust and understanding. Sometimes you give me the impression that you don't trust me. Sometimes you show it. Sometimes you tell it to my face. I don't show it, but it hurts. It's an insult. I'm not sorry for your trepidation. I'm only sorry that you don't see how much I care for you; that you don't see that beyond my layers of smiles and jokes and laughter is something sincere. Something serious. Something real.

Everything always seems much harsher when in pain.

I've been sneezing since I woke up. I hope this lasts till Monday.

The consultation yesterday was not as bad as I had anticipated. :) After that I went to shop for the brother's present and got him a pair of navy Converse which he wanted for quite some time. He wanted to only open the present on his birthday itself but I forced him otherwise ha ha ha.