Oh my, Physics SPA was such a traumatising experience. My final result was 4±4 ha ha ha, you can't get anything better than that.

Yesterday C told me that he and his band are finalists for Talentime! :D They must be really good because a lot of people didn't make it to the finals.

Today Cat and I went gift-shopping ha ha ha! We roamed much and saw more, especially unsavoury and unlikely couples. D: Anyway, when I asked her what would she buy as a gift if she had an limitless budget, she said a car! Which, coincidentally, is also my answer! :D I think gift-shopping is hardest at this age, because now we're too sensible for stuffed toys and have less tolerance for impractical frivolities. There's also the problem with budgets! I can't wait to work and earn my own money. :)

The following shall be my motivation.



Or you could buy this for my birthday hee hee. Seriously, I need a functional laptop so badly.

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I just read the papers and feel like I desperately need some kickass earphones too, now. :(

There is this distinct disconnection between TJC and I which has become more painfully apparent every day. I don't feel attached to nor support its beliefs, its ethos; much less its tutors, save for a select few. I am not condemning the college in any way of course, it's just that we aren't suitable for each other. Somehow, I actually look forward to the A's so I can graduate as soon as possible. D: I have never felt excited or inspired enough before to wake up in the morning to attend college. I knew a year ago when I attended the open house that this was totally the wrong college for me yet I put it down as my second choice. D: Perhaps I would be better off in a Polytechnic instead, I don't know. Also, I cringe at making another wrong and regrettable choice when I choose my University in the near future. :(

In a way, I guess TJC isn't similar to AHS at all. It took me a year to see this, and I would rather go back to AHS any day. I used to think that I had some horrible teachers in AHS, but now it is evident that TJC clearly wins in this aspect. Sometimes I think some tutors in TJC shouldn't even be so, especially when they are hopeless in educating. Out of all the tutors I have had so far, I only like three of them truly.

Looking back now, I realised that we were indeed quite happy in AHS, as what F said. :( I only feel happy in TJC now during breaks, lunch, or when I'm with the coolbeans 28 girls.

I don't see how I'm going to survive Literature for the rest of the year. I like the subject, but I dislike the tutors. Even Physics is better now because Mister K teaches well and is cute in his own way. I thought I would like Miss N because she seems fun and popular amongst the students, but surprisingly, I find her slightly revolting. I am not alone with this opinion okay, there are actually people who share my views hee hee, much less in the same class as I am!

I'm such a horrible student. D:

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I stole this from Dodo! It's so cute that I want my own geek too. :(

This morning we made a spontaneous decision to watch He's Just Not That Into You. :) I love the cast, for one, and basically the entire plot! So everybody should watch this, even the boys, because I desperately want to discuss about Ben (played by Bradley Cooper, who is hot! I remember him from Yes Man too) and his alleged smoking, and of course about all the other characters. :D

Oh and we had unexpected company for the movie ha ha ha. It was awkward.

I'm thinking of buying the book it was based on, but I've spent over a hundred dollars on books already because of Mister T's recommended reading list. :( I should really start on the list though; I've bought most of the books but have yet to finish reading any yet!

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Oh, I finally paid for the Duathlon today! S was at the booth then and he had this incredulous look and tone when I said I wanted to pay. I quote him: "You want to join? Are you sure?" It's not as if I'm running! He then asked whether I was joining with a boy or girl ha ha ha. This is so exciting though, I can't wait. :D

Oh my gosh I've been super busy these past few days! :D In a very good way of course, I really enjoyed myself last week.

On Thursday we had our weekly ritual of lunch at a random place before PE, but I think it will stop soon because PE has been rescheduled to Tuesday. :( After PE, Twinkle, Yt and I went to eat sushi yay. When I got home, family from Malaysia had already arrived at our place and left to eat seafood! D: I also want seafood. Stayed up to talk to my funny cousin which was nice.

Friday was Road Run, and all I did was to watch people run. :) For Saturday, I hung out the whole day and we hit this bar called Paulaner Bräuhaus München, which was totally awesome. We didn't manage to watch any movie though because all the sappy and happy couples booked our tickets. D: Oh and I saw Mister J and his girlfriend at Suntec City! I like meeting people randomly like that. Then on Sunday, we trekked all over Bugis and Vivocity (where I saw A) but didn't manage to catch a movie too.

My fantastic weekend thus ended and now I'm suffering in college again. I really want to watch movies though, like seriously! Oh, and Twinkle is the best for signing up with me for the Duathlon! :D :D :D Now I just need to remember to pay the money and hang up the form.

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My mortal wrote back to me, but my angel is still somewhere in heaven. I hope you get my memo up there, it says "You Suck"! D: I want an angel! D: D: D:

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Avatar is like the best cartoon since old-school Scooby Doo and Teen Titans! I love all the characters! Aang is adorable while Zuko is just plain hot, hee hee pun intended.

Hee hee I skipped PE yesterday. My next mission now is to skip the Road Run. As if it isn't meaningless enough, it is going to be held at 3PM in the bloody afternoon! However I do want to register for the duathlon ha ha ha.

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I watched Ip Man a month ago before college reopened and I guess it was alright. I'm no fan of it, but I don't dislike it. I do think Ip Man is awesome and I cried at the end because I thought he died. D:



I really really like Australia! I think it's the combination of different people put together in that beautiful country. I admit that I did keep a lookout for Nicole Kidman's forehead to see if it wrinkles ha ha ha, but seriously, I was captivated throughout the entire screening. Yay. :)



The Curious Case of Benjamin Button is even better than Australia in my opinion! The first hour was a little dull though, but it does have a lot of details which are imperative and fascinating. I was crying rivers and seas by the second hour and all the tissues I used were drenched because some parts were just so heart-wrenching! :( :( :( I think the whole impact of the movie only hit me after it ended; while the credits rolled I burst into a fresh bout of tears. Everybody needs to watch this, now!



Today Dodocakes, Twinkle, Fel and I finally managed to have time to watch Bride Wars after Class CIP ate up our only free time last week. It's quite funny and I absolutely love both Kate Hudson and Anne Hathaway, especially the coats and dresses that they wore ha ha ha! I want all the coats that they wore in the movie; there's black (which Kate Hudson had on), red and green (both which Anne Hathaway donned). The uncanny thing is that I thought Fletcher wasn't good enough for Emma, and that there was definite chemistry between her and Nate, which totally happened later on! I'm such a psychic. :)

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I've met Pig after exiting the train for two consecutive days already! :D I also waved hello to B this morning while waiting for the bus, which was kind of embarrassing! I didn't realise that it was him but I kept staring anyway because he really looked like B, and it turned out that it was B because he smiled at me first. I remember seeing him at Pasir Ris too during the holidays! Suddenly I miss MJC PAE 08S403 ha ha ha.

Also, last Friday I saw J, whom I have not seen for a year but all he did was to smile and mouthed hello before plugging in his earphones! D: It was irritating because we were both waiting at the same bus stop, and it's not like he was in a hurry to get anywhere. I was rather sad, actually. :(

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Yay 28/08! We are all so different like a myriad of colours but that's awesome because together we kick ass! Yay.

Okay I finally realise that no one uses the talk thing except X, T and Y. For that, I love you three eternally. :) So, I refuse to believe that the link is not noticeable, but I made it this way for the aesthetics alright? Form over function; I'm superficial. I know there are people actually reading this, so do you have no opinions after reading what I say? No opinions at all? (Ha ha ha I'm actually imitating someone here but I doubt anyone would know who) Then I'm going to remove it! It's quite pointless, don't you think (probably you don't), to have it there when no one uses it.

Seriously! I actually post a game for you to play, but only T replied! I bet a hundred dollars that he Googled though, but at least he made the effort to Google! D: Do none of you listen to music? Goodness, what meaningless lives you lead.

Well, yes, I do feel sad that no one actually bothers to comment on what I say here. Maybe I'm just boring.

Hell no, you are the boring one. Sucks to be you. D: D: D:

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I can't believe I'm awake! There is PE first period. I am contemplating hiding in the toilet again. Why can't we play games instead of run? Run run run. It's so pointless. You end up in the same spot after you're done, achieving nothing but perspiration, a red face and severe body odour. All that, first period in the morning. I'd rather do Physics.

This week passed really quickly! :D Dodocakes and I had station master duty for Tuesday and Wednesday and that was the bomb. On Tuesday we basically spent 5 hours under an umbrella at the fitness corner near Kembangan MRT taking pictures, listening to music and chit-chatted idly because no one came to our station at all. The good thing was that after our duty, Yw and us went to Seoul Garden to burn meat hee hee.

Wednesday was tons better! We were stationed at the basketball court this time and my fellow station masters are much fun. :D After that Cat, F, Sy and I went to celebrate Cat's birthday in the form of a buffet! That's the only way you can celebrate, actually. The gift she received was bloody hilarious and kind of perverted but it suits her to a T ha ha ha. :)

Yesterday we had our class CIP at this girls' home and it was scary. That is all. Ha ha ha okay no basically we had to play captain's ball with the girls there but I mostly just screamed, took pictures and laughed a lot. :D A bunch of us went for dinner after that and we took a class photo! :D This is like momentous because we actually spent almost 15 hours together!

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Alright I foresee myself going to be late. :(

Step 1: Put your music player on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 50 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song is.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strikeout the songs when someone guesses correctly.

1 I'm writing you to catch you up on places I've been
2 Pay close attention/ Don't listen to me from now
3 This planet's old, cold, dead, and crashing into us
4 I've got to be honest/ I think you know
5 I feel guilty/ My words are empty
6 And it's only doubts that we're counting on fingers broken long ago
7 And she takes another step/ Slowly she opens the door
8 This feeling never leaves you alone/ You pull the trigger on your own
9 I've been here before a few times/ And I'm quite aware we're dying
10 Take my hand/ Take a breath
11 I hung up the phone tonight/ Something happened for the first time
12 Elope with me, Miss Private, and we'll sail around the world
13 Come back Margaret he wants to adore you
14 This book is so awesome/ I can do anything
15 I cannot disguise all the stomach pains/ And the walking of the cranes
16 Alone on a train aimless in wonder/ An outdated map crumbled in my pocket
17 Where you are seems to be as far as an eternity
18 Just let go/ Run/ They are whispering
19 I'm gonna knock on your door/ Ring on your bell
20 Now it seems to me/ That you know just what to say
21 Calm down/ Deep breaths/ And get yourself dressed instead
22 I wake up with blood-shot eyes/ Struggled to memorise
23 Where'd you go?/ I miss you so
24 If you could come clean about everything it would be easy for me to be sorry
25 It's late in the evening/ She's wondering what clothes to wear
26 The I.V. and your hospital bed/ This was no accident
27 Look at the stars/ Look how they shine for you
28 I used to think I had the answers to everything
29 I see it around me, I see it in everything
30 You're the kind of friend who always bends when I'm broken
31 Everything is open/ Nothing is set in stone
32 Well I don't mind waiting 'til you're comfortable with me
33 Tonight it's very clear/ As we're both lying here
34 From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
35 Morning sunshine come light my life like you said you can
36 My romance doesn't have to have a moon in the sky
37 So if you're lonely/ You know I'm here waiting for you
38 My telephone never rings/ She'd never call me
39 There's a part of me you'll never know/ The only thing I'll never show
40 Visit you at Baskin-Robbins all the time
41 Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me?
42 Can't make up my mind about the boy
43 Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you
44 Sweet dreams are made of these/ Who am I to disagree?
45 I was young but I wasn't naïve
46 To start it off I know you know me
47 Who is he, Mister Rand McNally?
48 200 miles away from home/ 200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs
49 Step by step, heart to heart, left right left/ We all fall down
50 Maybe I'm not ready for this and you know it

Yesterday I met the hottest guy I've ever seen in my 17-years-and-a-half of life.

So I was at Toa Payoh waiting for the train. When it finally arrived and I boarded it, I was immediately awestruck by this stoic giant as I entered. This is the part where the orchestra plays climatic music to emphasise my starstuck self. :O

He's tall, handsome, and exudes this aura of absolute confidence and sexiness. HA HA HA. I SOUND LIKE AN ADVERTISEMENT.

Anyway he was so tall that his head would touch the ceiling if he tiptoed a little, so I didn't look at him at all once I stood beside him on the train (he was next to the pole, okay?).

Sadly we didn't get off at the same station. :(

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Some pictures from performing as part of the Tote Board float for Chingay 2009 yesterday! Everybody on other floats were dressed in pretty costumes except for us so we're officially the most boring float. Anyway they just want to showcase Team Singapore and its medal-winning athletes so all they had to do were to wear their team jackets. D: