HAPPY 18TH TO F YAY I HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR DAY I BET YOU DID. :)

A family of talented and handsome men ha ha ha!

I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone

I believe in karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold

I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

I believe in karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity

I believe in karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

Affirmation - Savage Garden

I think everybody's Chinese New Year must be more exciting than mine. In fact, I'm spending it now on YouTube watching the 1995 and 2005 versions of Pride and Prejudice. I really feel like renting both versions now, somehow!

Okay I think Mister Brown on Mind Your Language is handsome.

I've always hated people who start conversations with "Eh" or anything similar to that. Seriously. It's an irrational irritation, but it never fails to annoy me everytime a chat window pops up and all I see is "(Insert idiot's name here) says: Eh". Therefore it's sad how almost everyone starts a conversation with me with that.

If I'm online and you talk to me receiving no reply, I am ignoring you.

Let's see. I also hate it when I'm not satisfied with what I have.

Someone also needs to shut up about my running/walking/crawling. I don't owe anything to you so don't comment! D: It doesn't even concern you either; I hardly know you.

I need to work hard; unless lightning strikes twice (in the good way) and a miracle blesses me for the A' Levels too. So where's my determination?

I think my greatest enemy is my laziness.

Today I forgot Mas Selamat's name. It was kind of embarrassing.

I heart my darlings from 28! :) Lunch was awesome, even if it screwed PE up later. I've been laughing more ever since I've got to know you all; you make me happy. Really.

J told me to sleep after I reached home but once I bathed, I couldn't sleep.

I reckon I should get a tutor.

Oh, and I hate it when people say "ha ha/lol" along with something that isn't even remotely laughable. It's doubly worse when they use both words. You sound deranged.

Yesterday's Chingay rehearsal was a bitch! D: I was hot, perspiring and pissed by 9PM and we're all aching to go home, so we skipped the last practice. Regardless of all this, the actual Chingay should be more fun! :) Basically we'd be following the Tote Board's float as the Heart Contingent; that means walking a whole 1.2KM. There better be tons of handsome boys for me to look at.

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"O ho! O ho! Would't had been done!
Thou didst prevent me. I had peopled else
This isle with Calibans!"
- Caliban, The Tempest, I.ii.351-352

I think this is the most disgusting speech in the entire play. At least, until where I've stopped reading.

I'm so backward on all my assignments and I have so many things to do, but too little time. If only I could forgo sleep without suffering the consequences. :(

I don't know how I feel about my current Physics tutor now but I miss Mister C a lot! D: He's so much funnier and jovial compared to this one who speaks monotonously and whose person screams boring from head to toe.

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I'm having a moodswing now towards the negative and am super bitchy now. D: I've been glaring at everybody around me too. However this is no illogical moodswing; in fact, I can collate all the points as to why I feel like slapping someone right now.

• Incomplete homework
• Scratched myself on the brother's chair which hurts like three bitches
  
• Using the laptop from the stone age to do work while its slow speed pisses me off more every second
• Forced to eat apples when I want to drink strawberry yoghurt
• Chingay rehearsal tomorrow which will probably take up a few hours
• Friends who do not know seem to know what I want and thus pissing me off along with my pathetic excuse of a laptop
  

Went for breakfast with F this morning before going to college for Go Green Day. D: We were late so I had trouble finding my class because they weren't at the usual place. It was so embarrassing! :(

THE BLOCKS AT BEDOK ARE SUCH BITCHES! Despite that it was strangely satisfying at times when there aren't any bastards who slam the door in your face even before you speak a word.

As our school administration is super stingy they only allow us to report an hour later on Monday as some sort of reward. Not even a half-day! :(

Anyway I was so tired, sweaty and messy after Go Green that I immediately headed home to bathe and sleep. Thank goodness the hour they gave us off on Monday is the PE period!

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I smell tuna fish! I feel hungry. I also keep sneezing and blowing my nose for some reason, I think it's the wind from earlier on! :( I feel cold. This is so disjointed.

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I WANT TO LEARN BEATBOXING! :D

My hair is irritating me to no end! I should have trimmed my fringe when my mum offered to bring me to the hairdresser. D: Now I have to clip them up because when they fall over my glasses, I look kind of strange. If I sweep them over my glasses, I look kind of strange too. I was actually thinking of growing them out if I have the patience, but it looks like I don't. Oh well.

In short: the last week of my holidays were absolutely fabulous and this is about to end as college starts tomorrow and I've successfully did close to nothing regarding the holiday homework.

OMG COLLEGE STARTS TOMORROW NOOOOO D:

NICK PITERA IS SO AWESOME!

Earlier on C texted me about a problem he's facing and how unhappy he is right now. Even though he doesn't expect me to solve this problem I'm just really grateful that he chose to confide in me because I was really quite worried about him.

Yesterday I watched Ponyo On the Cliff By the Sea and it's totally adorable! :D I really like it a lot. Partly why I wanted to watch it so much because it's by Studio Ghibli and we went to the Ghibli Museum that time in June. I miss almost everything about Japan so much! Oh and I've learnt the lyrics of the theme song so I can annoy the brother.

After that we took the bus to East Coast Park to cycle! Thank goodness the rain stopped. :) I was so tired and thirsty from cycling that I downed 2 bottles of Coke Zero from the convenience store that has abnormally high prices. D:









Hee hee these photos were taken at a special spot we purposely hunted for. Initially we wanted another spot but it was taken by a group of b*ngl*s! D: I'm seriously not being racist or anything, but they were pretty creepy. Everytime we glance over at them they would be staring in our direction! Hence we made a smart decision to wheel our bikes to another spot, but one of them actually followed us! So that was the most exciting thing that happened that day ha ha ha. We were stalked by a b*ngl*. Yay. D: D: D:

For dinner we went to 85 and ordered so much food! I was so hungry that I thought I could devour them all but I didn't. :( After talking about a million things we trekked to Tanah Merah where Pa drove us all home. :)

Speaking of driving, F would be legal to drive soon! This is so thrilling. :D

Happy New Year 2009! Yay.

If I have to choose only one wish for myself this year it would be scoring straight A's for my A' Levels ha ha ha.

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So today was spent sort of helping my parents to paint my bedroom walls! They look absolutely gorgeous now, I'm serious. Even they, who were initially against me choosing that colour, agree that the walls look fantastic!

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