Today I woke up to Pa and the brother clearing this huge-ass display cabinet in my room which consists mostly of rubbish. One down, four more to go! I still have some more shelves, containers and 2 desks to clear and pack so that they can be moved out in order to paint my room! :D Isn't it apt to repaint the room on New Year's Day? Or the third day, maybe.

I also lost my heart to the most beautiful laptop ever today. Please be mine. :(

Also, today may be my last day of yoga. Normally I should be rejoicing but I've actually stopped dreading yoga and anticipating them instead, so perhaps I should continue! If this goes on I may even run a marathon one day! :D This step to a supposed fit and healthy lifestyle makes my heart pound.

I can't believe 2008 is going to over in less than what, 26 hours? I don't think it was very fantastic so gosh, may 2009 be more exciting, fun and fruitful in more ways than one. Yay. :D

Honda will be racing in F1 in 2009 thanks to Carlos Slim! Yay!

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Friday we went to watch Bedtime Stories but while the plot isn't anything amazing, Adam Sandler was awesome! He's seriously funny and I think I laughed more watching this compared to Yes Man. After that we headed to Ben's place and it was alright I guess. I haven't seen Ben in a while and he's still exactly the same.

I spent yesterday fuming over something which was solved today. :)

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I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of luck
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared, but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I got to let it go
And just enjoy the show.

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow a sign and synchronise in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They got a ticket to the show

Yeah I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared, but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Oh oh oh oh oh

Just enjoy the show
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared, but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Dum de dum
Duh dum de dum
Just enjoy the show
Dum de dum
Duh dum de dum
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back

Just enjoy the show

The Show - Lenka

Ha ha ha I think I find things insanely funny at 1AM.

P says (01:40):
i dont know why
but ***** , not to be mean but sometimes i lk at him, a banana comes into my head you know

missus aaron johnson says (01:40):
?????????????????

P says (01:41):
not ike he lks like a banana but its just like that

missus aaron johnson says (01:41):
do you know how weird you sound like now?

P says (01:41):
as in
i see *****, i think of a banana
i will think he lks banana-y

missus aaron johnson says (01:43):
HAHAHAHAHAHA

P says (01:43):
maybe its his expression
his smile is super stiff

missus aaron johnson says (01:43):
yeh
and so is a banana

P says (01:43):
heehee!


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S says (01:51):
lol u think aaron johnson is hot?

missus aaron johnson says (01:51):
YES
I
DO

S says (01:51):
look at what i see when i yahooed aaron johnson
http://search.yahoo.com/search?ei=UTF-8&fr=yfp-t-501&fp_ip=SG&p=aaron+johnson&SpellState=n-2202694864_q-QtDSLh33mZeL1Q1KJUAGsgAAAA%40%40&fr2
=sp-qrw-corr-top

missus aaron johnson says (01:52):
LMAO
WRONG ONE
AHHHHHHHHH

S says (01:52):
missus aaron johnson indeed
perfect match
haha

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Yes I had a lot of fun making that colourful, and my nails were supposed to look like that if I had remembered to buy green nail polish.

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Christmas Eve was a rainy day spent with F because we are lonely souls. Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging is the most awesome title ever with hot boys who are only a year older than I am! Ha ha ha. I should totally get the book now, in fact, someone should buy me the book for Christmas. :) After the movie, we holed ourselves up in Coffee Bean and surfed the net, then proceeded to be stranded in the mall as the rain is unrelenting.

There's a party later at 9AM but I seriously doubt I'd be awake by then. Insomnia is a bitch; this is the third night already! :(

The second person asked me about the password a while ago. :)



Friday was awesome. I was 4 inches taller, met the BFFLs and I got to watch Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, which I like a lot. I polished dinner off too and went to see this National Geographic store which is amazing. :) F went off in a tangent about travelling and trekking and I'm actually looking forward to it, if it happens!

I also tried to find a wallet for myself but that particular hunt was futile. Finding a men's wallet is so much easier; maybe I should get one for the brother.

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My nails are painted red to celebrate Christmas. I would have painted half of them green but there isn't any green nail polish nearby (that being, in the house). :(

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Everybody is getting attached during this festive season! Just by logging onto MSN I've already found out that 3 people are in relationships. Imagine how this number would soar if I'd logged into Facebook.

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I'm so annoyed because I'm waiting for an important e-mail but it's not arriving yet! D:

Since the password has been included only one person actually asked me, sort of, for the password!

Pa wants to paint the master bedroom and mine after Christmas, and I've been deliberating over different paint swatches as to which colour I want my walls to be. After much fickle pondering I'd finally decided, yay.

The mere thought of having to move all my furniture and desks out is very intimidating. There's so much trash.

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I watched this some time last week and it's a very typical, feel-good movie which doesn't go wrong. It's just very predictable though, and the cinema was full of female preteens and younger. :O

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Can you believe that all my neglected homework is still in my backpack? I can. :) Such procrastination.

I wish we had not returned to Singapore. I wish that we celebrated Christmas so I can get presents ha ha ha. I wish that there would be a white Christmas.

I've been expanding my music library and there are many songs for me to listen to now. :) Double happiness because I'd finally found the Muse EP which I've been wanting for quite some time now! :D

I've also painted my Shoyru checkered and am playing a Pirate in Eridanus.

You know how those kids write their Christmas wishlist and mail it off to Santa? What address do they send it to?

I want a white Christmas! D:

This morning I woke up at 9 to do something I dislike. Ha ha ha. I even climbed the stairs on my way home.

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Some pictures of Korea. I want to stay in a cold country!

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On Thursday after the final ceremony us cousins decided to go to Sunway Pyramid to watch Twilight. Surprisingly, I liked the movie a lot actually! I know how I've always said the book series were overrated so I was happy that I didn't read the book before watching the movie. However I've heard from some people who read the book before watching the movie that the movie wasn't as enjoyable. So there.

The movie was full of attractive guys in my opinion, and I actually laughed at some parts ha ha ha. The girls all have their individual favourite guys while I don't mind having all of them. :O I heard that the movie will have a sequel so I'll probably catch that, without reading the second book though.

And yes, I won't mind my own vampire who'll save me from an oncoming car.

Sometimes the wardens should not make decisions for us without asking us, espcially if your decisions concern us directly. While you actually think what you do is what you deemed best for us, that is merely your opinion. So now you think it's best for us to be stuck here?

I cannot wait till I am of age.

My grandmother passed away on Sunday night but the news only got to us in Korea Monday morning. As we were in the mountains our guide said it is not possible to get to Seoul in order to fly back to Malaysia that day. He made several calls for us and found out that the flights on Monday were all fully booked, so we had to settle for an evening/night flight on Tuesday.

The feeling of being stranded and not being able to fly out instantly is very helpless and saddening. By the time we arrived in Malaysia we have already missed two important days and Ah Ma was already laid in the coffin.

It is disgusting that the last time I saw Ah Ma was so long ago that I don't even remember when.

I'm going to Korea for a week to escape the hot weather and homework yay! The flight's tonight at around 10PM at Terminal 1. Thank goodness I finally am able to change my SIM card to a 3G one so I can bring my cellphone over! See you all then! :D

I think Amy Macdonald has a fantastic voice! Her accent is just delectable. :)

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Once again in the holidays I have established a routine which involves me sleeping at the wee hours of the morning and wake up when morning is long gone. Admittedly this is not a good habit at all but this is amazingly blissful compared to studying or working. I am so lazy! But it's alright; I'm going to run every morning after I come back from Korea ha ha ha. Doubtless I'm not going to perform an encore of this year's 2.4. D:

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Dodo sent me an e-mail which makes me think JDI isn't that handsome anymore but Dodo is still the bomb. :D Yt also left an offline message with a photo link of her boys ha ha ha how do they find photos all the time? I also want to find!

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On Friday the brother and I blew greens on Macdelivery and the delivery boy was adorable.

Yesterday we went to buy sport shoes and I think the sales assistant who was helping us was quite cute. If the brother was not coerced into learning Taekwon-Do to pacify our father he would be as unatheletic as I am, I swear! I can't wait to see his senior black belt though, apparently it's going to be all fancy with his name on it and everything. I went to his training place two or three weeks ago and the people there are so cool. Sometimes I wished I was forced into learning too.

I am tired of waiting for the three of you to make time for us.

On Monday the rain thwarted our excellent plan of cycling at the beach. :( So, we watched Quantum of Solace instead! I really like it even though I got a little confused because I didn't remember some parts of Casino Royale ha ha. OH, AND DANIEL CRAIG IS SO HOT! Seriously! Sadly none of them agreed with me.

After the movie we went shopping! :) I love sales, they are awesome.




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Today Y and I watched Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa and I love it. It's super funny and the animals are really cute. The cinema was filled with kids though so luckily we booked our tickets. I didn't even pay for my ticket too ha ha ha! :D Moto Moto cracks me up and the penguins are so cute and cuddly.

I can't wait for next week! Holidays should last forever.

Earlier in the day we went for my niece and nephew's one-month celebration! Okay actually they are my cousin's twin babies so indirectly I'm their aunt ha ha. They are positively tiny and I think I can tell the difference between them already, even though the adults were saying they're still babies so you can't tell and whatnot, et cetera. Many of us did not dare to carry the twins though!

My cousin's husband also let us use their bedroom to watch Kung Fu Panda. They're really sweet! If it were me I'll probably lock my bedroom up, especially when there were like a million kids around. They have this super sleek television with no buttons on it at all! I like. :)

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I think I'm addicted to television. I love the holidays! :)

HA HA HA HA HE'S GOING TO BE A STAR

I want to go out someone date me out I'm so bored! :(

I was very emotional yesterday so I deleted that entry as although it does acutely express what I was feeling, it is still awkward to see what I had typed when I'm feeling more rational now. I don't feel like answering any questions too because they weren't posed by the people whom I wanted to ask. After waking up from a 14-hour sleep I realise that I do gossip a lot and spread rumours so I shouldn't be upset that people form impressions of me based on that.

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On a brighter note, Sophian made me an officer in his Facebook group (pro-Massa, anti-Hamilton-and-Glock)! My title is "Girl with the most passion for F1". I feel so honoured! :)

Look at what people searched to arrive here ha ha ha! Whoever you are, we share similar theories about the Brazil GP! :D

By the way, here's an update about Brazil GP! It is reported that Glock didn't have a fuel problem! It's actually a tyre problem. Apparently he had dry tyres on when the track is wet, so he had difficulties controlling the car. Yeah darling, so you managed to control the car for every lap except the last corner of the last lap? D: SOMEONE SHOULD SERIOUSLY INVESTIGATE.

Anyway I just want to say that I LOVE ALL MY FELLOW "ANTI-HAMILTON" DARLINGS! :D Debby, Kevin, Kenny, Hong Chew and Joel! :D :D :D If I'm not wrong we all support Ferrari so that's an extra plus. :)

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To make myself feel better, I went to search for China GP 2007 and found one of my favourite moments in F1!



In case you're an F1 idiot, Hamilton's laps were drastically slower than Alonso's due to his tyres and when McLaren finally brings him in to the pits, HE WENT OFF-TRACK ONTO THE GRAVEL AND GOT STUCK. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.

I feel much better now. The video is in Spanish though but the commentators are so funny and animated that I could almost understand what they're saying!

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As expected I overslept and was late for the unanticipated Project Work meeting. Mummy was a dear to not wake me up before she left for work; they must have known I'd stayed up to watch. :) As usual we accomplished minimal work. There is a distinct lack of chemistry and interaction within the group which no number of meetings will ever manage to resolve.

The FIA is seriously full of crap. If all the cars in F1 were to use the same engine, IT WILL NOT BE F1 ANYMORE! IT'LL JUST BE A MORE COMMERCIALISED AND GLOBALISED VERSION OF A1. What makes F1 special is that there are different teams with different cars to prove their best! My goodness.

WHAT THE FARK MASSA WAS ALMOST WORLD CHAMPION BUT AT THE VERY LAST SECOND FARKING TIMO GLOCK HAD TO SLOW DOWN AND LET HAMILTON OVERTAKE? IT'S A BLOODY CONSPIRACY! THE ODDS OF GLOCK RUNNING OUT OF FUEL ARE DISGUSTINGLY CLOSE TO NIL. THIS IS SO SCREWED UP OH MY GOD I'M GOING TO GO CRY NOW DAMN YOU HAMILTON YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR CHAMPION IF VETTEL MANAGES TO OVERTAKE YOU ON THE THIRD LAST LAP. YOU SUCK. HE'S DRIVING A TORO ROSSO AND YOU A MCLAREN SO WHAT DOES THIS SAY? YOU DON'T DESERVE THIS AT ALL. MASSA DROVE BRILLIANTLY AND SO DID KIMI.

THE ONLY SOLE CONSOLATION IS THAT FERRARI WINS THE CONSTRUCTOR'S CHAMPIONSHIP.

NEXT YEAR, FERRARI WILL BE BACK.

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H says:
stupid
hate hamilton

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B says:
IM CALLING THE FIA TO REVIEW THIS NO FUEL THING......
IF CONFIRMED CONSPIRACY MCLAREN BAN FROM F1......HAMILTON GO BACK TO GO KARTING

Friday we went to watch High School Musical 3: Senior Year at the Cathay and I actually thought the start was quite boring. :\ Thankfully it got better as the movie went on and the ending was quite sweet ha ha ha. :) After that we walked over to Plaza Singapura to eat Swensens heehee. Shopped a little before leaving for home. I love Friday nights! :D



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THE LAST FORMULA 1 RACE IS AT 1AM LATER AND I WILL WATCH IT, PROJECT WORK MEETING BE DAMNED. This race will determine everything oh my goodness, my heart beats faster just thinking about it.

Yay Nuer I just mailed this out today I hope you receive it soon!

After looking at the finished package I realise I really need to brush up on my wrapping skills. It has probably more tape than paper on it. D:

I will marry the guy who plays and sings this to me ha ha ha! :D

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Tomorrow's the last day of school! :D :D :D :D :D Today I skipped all my classes except for Physics then went home early because the irresponsible bitch of a supposed tutor didn't turn up.

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Someone buy me this iPod. I want it so much! :(

Today was an absolute waste of time! I wouldn't have gone to college at all if not for the submission of the Written Report.

Seriously, Project Work brings out the worst in everyone I feel, and I know my group is actually pretty awesome compared to other groups in my class. I mean, you don't want the stupid-bitch-who-does-minimal-work-but-thinks-she-contributes-a-lot, or the-leader-who-delegates-tasks-but-edits-your-work-so-much-that-she-might-as-well-have-done-it-herself, or the-ultimate-indifferent-and-lazy-dolt-who-really-doesn't-give-a-damn-about-Project-Work in your groups do you not? This sounds like I'm the pot, but while I know I didn't contribute my fair share at least I don't pretend to have done more than I did nor fail to complete my assigned parts. I think.

Mister Chan is the best; he cancelled double Physics yesterday so we could finish up our WRs! :) After lunch we went to Yw's tuition place to finish up the WR till around 10, before continuing at home till after 2! Needless to say I was sleepy and irritated this morning. In fact, I was so disorientated that I dropped my ez-link card on the bus to college and only realised after I've alighted. :( Thank goodness, a kind and amazing stranger (I have no idea who) found my card and either gave it to the driver, or the lost-and-found office at Bedok interchange! :D So whoever you are, thanks a million. :)

Well that's probably the most exciting thing that happened to me this week. Oh, and yesterday my group decided impromptu to rehearse our presentation when we were supposed to do so today! At least we didn't do so bad. D:

THE HOLIDAYS ARE BECKONING! :D I probably have to do a million ten-year-series exercises to improve but besides that point and the inordinate load of holiday homework, this means no college for 2 months. I can't wait! Suddenly a whole new realm seems to have opened up to me; one that does not require a fugly green uniform donned everyday. Things are looking up.

Papa turned 55 on Wednesday. :) While he was having a lunch buffet with his friend I was also eating a sushi buffet with the 28 girls and I ate so much! Everyone did, actually. The excuse is that we were celebrating our promotion ha ha ha. :) Lately I've been eating a lot even though I told myself not to. D:

Friday I went to have dinner with the BFFLs, even though most of us were feeling drained and lethargic. School seriously sucks, the year seems to be over already for me! We went to Din Tai Fung and for once I footed most of the bill ha ha ha.

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I can't wait for school to officially close. I can't wait for PW to end. I can't wait for the holidays to be here!

On a a brighter note, the ostentatious amount of shopping that Yt, Jing and I ordered from F21 has reached! :D

My brain has also stopped functioning after Promos are over. Today during Physics I couldn't even hazard an intelligent guess on what "isobaric" is and I defined "isotopes" as elements with the same number of neutrons. :(

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Meet my newest obsession! I'm talking about Joseph Gordon-Levitt, not Claudia Schiffer. He's so hot and charismatic in those photos! :D Photos from GQ April 2008.

I promoted.

Somehow I'm not as ecstatic as I'd imagined I would be, even though I'm extraordinarily satisfied with my results with the exception of Economics.

"What'd the point of hiding when you see me? I know you skipped lecture, I was there; I took attendance. And before you think of some lame excuse to save youself, I would like to remind you not to insult my intelligence. See me during your lunch period."

The above is a text sent to me by my beloved Economics tutor, word for word with his own special grammar and spelling intact.

Yes, I skipped the lecture. No, my excuses are not lame. No, I would not dream of insulting your intelligence because you don't seem to possess any at this point of time. No, I will not see you during my lunch period. What, am I supposed to starve? Well actually I only saw that text after lunch.

Also, you don't seriously expect me to see you during lunch period do you? For one, I am a rule-abiding student and I don't check my cell during school hours. You expecting me to see you during lunch is equivalent to you assuming I use my cell during school hours. Two, which tutor actually reprimands a student through texting? It is horribly amusing and horrifying at the same time. Three, your tone is rude, condescending and arrogant. You assume that I skipped just for the heck of it and that I don't have a valid excuse; that I'd make up "lame excuses" to "save" myself.

This is what I sent back, and he has not replied since.

"Are you (insert incompetent and useless excuse of a tutor's name here)? I'm sorry for not attending lecture but I stained my skirt and had to wash it out. Can I find you tomorrow instead? I just switched my phone on."

Sucker.

I hate TJC with its tutors and students. I only have one cool tutor and he's like decades old, so why are the younger tutors not as awesome as him?

I can't wait to effing graduate. D:

One of the best and my favourite songs ever! :D Why are singers named Jason so hot? I think the crowd is rather unappreciative though; they look like bloody statues, albeit some were at least showing some sort of emotion.

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Tuesday was spent shopping at Expo, going back to AHS to get back our testimonials and hanging out and playing at my place! We intended to go singing instead but I had yoga at night (yes people, I have bloody yoga lessons) so they came over. Cue the pizza, junk food, mahjong and cards ha ha it was crazy. I made all of them wear the jersey but YS and DB are losers. D: In all it was a lovely day spent with dear people! :)

I managed to wake up early on Wednesday and got ready to play tennis! :D It was really fun and I think I can totally play in Wimbledon next year already ha ha ha. After that we went to Suntec City to sing the rest of the day away.

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I want to get a job during the holidays! Preferably an office job which just requires me to sit at a desk and type my fingers off. I need money especially after I've spent so much in just a few hours. D: Somebody please hire me?

Life was good for the past two days! :) Even though the Promos are over I can't help but worry about the results. D:

OMFGGGGGGGGGG the Singapore Grand Prix is so excellent and thrilling and disappointing and heart-wrenching all at the same time it's a whole myriad of confusing and spiralling emotions rolled up and I just want to scream my lungs out and cry a river and more. How can so many right and wrong things happen at once? Massa was leading, Massa screwed up in his pit-stop because of Ferrari's lousy semi-automatic light system. Kimi was flying and lapping everyone crazily and setting fastest laps every lap, Kimi crashed in the fourth last lap. Hamilton sucked, Hamilton finished third. Alonso looked as if he wouldn't have a chance to win at all, Alonso took the chequered flag after Piquet crashed.

I am so going to fail my effing Promos tomorrow. D: I've been messaging one million people simultaneously while my heart does somersaults during the Grand Prix and now I just need to finish highlighting my entire book of Othello and Edgar Allan Poe. However I feel so bloody sad now omg Kimi Kimi why does this always happen to you? I've always had faith in you I know you will do well those fastest laps are there for a reason! Now I'm going insane ha ha ha as if Kimi is going to hear me and omg Alonso you were simply excellent I wouldn't be surprised if Ferrari revokes the contract with Kimi and take you aboard instead but if that happens I wouldn't know whether to laugh or cry can Ferrari take 3 drivers? Or just kick Massa out okay now I'm being irrational.

Somehow I'm glad that I wasn't there at Marina Bay I think I'd burst out crying.

F1 oh F1 you're going to kill me someday.

The reason why Hamilton shaves his head

1. The person who tagged you is?
Chua Yun Cheng D:

2. Your relationship with him/her?
Mother/son ha ha ha!

3. Your five impressions of him/her?
Determined, hilarious, sweet, perverted in the funny sense and handsome (because he has my genes)

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Oh he came to find me after I received my O' Level results :D

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
A cup! A cup! A cup!

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
HA HA HA we will have beautiful babies. Okay kidding I'll die of laughter first

7. If he/she becomes your lover, what does he need to improve on?
Stop watching hentai

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Bitch about him

9. What do you want to tell him/her now?
Hello darling all the best for your O's heehee (and where's my daughter-in-law?)

10. Your overall impression of him/her is?
He's a clown in disguise

11. How do you think people around you will feel around you?
In awe

12. What are the characteristics that you love about yourself?
:D

13. On the contrary, what are the characteristics that you hate about yourself?
My acute laziness and the severe lack of motivation and drive in academia

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
:O

15. For people that you care for and like, say something to them.
Feel like buying me an iPod nano-chromatic? :D

The Promotional Examinations are tomorrow! Anyway for the 5908243554897268904th time, SCREW THE TJC ADMIN FOR SCHEDULING PHYSICS AND LITERATURE ON THE MONDAY AFTER THE SINGAPORE F1 GRAND PRIX! D: As if my life isn't miserable enough with you.

Tuesday (23): General Paper (Yes I dropped KI you fools)
Wednesday (24): Economics H1
Friday (25): Mathematics H2
Monday (29): Physics H2, English Literature H2

Basically I forgot which papers are morning and which are afternoon. Ha ha ha. Oh, and see how they choose to lengthen our pain? While some lucky asses get to enjoy the F1 weekend I HAVE TO STAY HOME AND STUDY, whilst one million events are being held pre and post race. D:

So I shall reiterate this: Life is a bitch. If I sound angry I actually am not; I'm just really unhappy. :(

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Earlier on Mummy asked me "Isn't Lewis Hamilton the one you support?" and I exploded at her with a "NO MUMMY THAT'S THE ONE I HATE!". She then asked "I thought you like him?! Oh I know, you don't like that Schumacher. And you like Alonso." Imagine my sarcasm when I replied "Mummy, he retired 2 years ago, but yes, I didn't like him even though he's a brilliant driver. I also like Alonso but there's one more driver you're missing out!"

Yeah well she didn't figure it out. Trust my mum to not know the driver I root for ha ha ha. If you don't know which driver I'm talking about then what the heck are you doing here?

It's a little nauseating how much things can change in just a mere week. Last Friday they were sharing a sickly sweet scene in the library which was strictly theirs and we had to move not only to give them privacy but also to stop myself from making snarky comments. Now it's reduced to something which is broken through a phone call and what? That's all?

In a way love is really blind and it can destroy you to see people being destroyed by what they choose not to see when they're in a relationship. So F, it's really good that this is over because seriously, you know what we feel. I love you and we're going to be with you through all this alright. :)

This is a conversation between my father and brother regarding marriage over dinner. It's hilarious ha ha ha I can't stop laughing because both of them were so serious about it!

Father: You must earn money before getting married. You also cannot marry alcoholics or gamblers.

Brother: I don't want to get married in the future. I want to save all my money for myself and spend it until I die.

Father: You're crazy. Your life will not be balanced. God created man and woman, right? Not all men. Of course you'll get married!

Brother: No! Marriage is so troublesome. I rather spend my money on myself.

Father: Then you are wrong! There must be balance. Like how there is daylight and night.

Brother: What if my wife nags a lot?

Father: Then you've chosen the wrong woman!

Brother: There's no time to uncover the true nature of a woman! So there's no need to get married.

Father: Life is like that. Your mother also nags, right? You'll also need someone to take care of you.

Brother: I can take care of myself! I don't need a woman to take care of me.

Father: Then what if you get lonely?

Brother: I'll get a cat. I like cats.

I'm in love. I want this so much the colours are so lovely! D: Deep down I'll never ever be contented with my white one anymore. :( Damn!

Ha ha someone found my blog whilst Googling "I hate Lewis Hamilton"! :D Whoever you are (I assume you do hate that bugger), we need to meet up for coffee and ramble nonsensical about F1. When I say coffee, I mean everything except Nescafé because HE is endorsing their coffee! This is outrageous! D: He is everywhere now due to the insane amount of advertising and I even see his freaking face when I walk to Bedok MRT. :(

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As everyone knows the Promotional Exams are in a week or so. I don't even anticipate the end of them because of Project Work! :( Sometimes I start to freak out, but mostly I don't. I feel a little pathetic because all I aim for now is to scrape through and promote. However there are people who are judging me because of this and start to play saint and whatnot by saying I should aim for A's, not E's! If I were to be more tactless than I already am I would say screw you in your face. So, please, if you did not have 3 U's for Midyears and were not in the bottom 50 (people, not percent for goodness sake) then do not preach to me about anything because you do not know how I feel. D:

HA HA HA HAMILTON IS DEMOTED TO THIRD PLACE!

I'd rather Massa win the championship than Hamilton any day.

OH MY EFFING G!!!

I'M CURRENTLY DEPRESSED AND HYSTERICAL OMGGGGG KIMI CRASHED IN THE SECOND LAST LAP OF THE BELGIUM GRAND PRIX IN FIRST POSITION!!!

I HATE LEWIS HAMILTON AND HE BETTER NOT BE CHAMPION BECAUSE HE ISN'T WORTH IT! D:

I basically feel like crying a river and more now. Mother Nature sucks balls.

Yesterday I decided to prank the BFFLs by asking them how would they react if I had a boyfriend but did not tell them.

F: OMG JOL TELL THE TRUTH!
DB: I won't fall for it
Pig: Congratulations! Why did you hide for so long? And I'm not surprised

They are adorable.

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I will be the cause of my own downfall if I cease to promote next year. D:

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Mystery the moon
A hole in the sky
A supernatural nightlight
So full but often right
A pair of eyes a closin' one
A chosen child of golden sun
A marble dog that chases cars
To farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars

A cosmic fish they love to kiss
They're giving birth to constellation
No riffs and oh no reservation
If they should fall you get a wish or dedication
May I suggest you get the best
For nothing less than you and I
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting
Oh bella bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Do do do do do

You are an illuminating anchor
Of leagues to infinite number
Crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the ebb and flows of hunger
You're dancing naked there for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Intertwining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover
Bella luna, my beautiful
How you swoon me like no other

May I suggest you get the best
Of your wish may I insist
That no contest for little you or smaller I
A larger chance happened, all them they lie
On the rise, on the brink of our lives
Bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Bella luna, my beautiful
How you swoon me like no other, oh oh oh

Bella Luna - Jason Mraz

I was listening to this through speakers while attempting to organise a mess of notes amassed from this year so far when my father came into my room and asked why was I listening to jazz ha ha ha. After that he asked why are there pictures on Oxygen's screen (album art) then said he wants to buy an iTouch because it has a bigger screen. Such impulse!

I woke up to my brother's horrible and earth-shattering rendition of Gwen Stefani's What You Waiting For? D:

Today was sort of fun! Lots of laughs and all yay. The celebration was short and sweet which is good! :) I think the funniest performance was by the new tutors and two of my tutors were actually performing, which was bloody hilarious. :O Studying at the airport later was fun too heehee. Many dumb photos were taken but they're all in Dodo's camera where they'll proceed to stay there.

By the way I was wrong about Mister C being anal about the green paper; instead he was anal about the absence of an essay plan for my test. D: Anyhow I passed the test! Okay well that's because I studied the answer sheet ha ha ha. Go me.

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A small portion of what we polished off on Wednesday! I love eating good food! :D Got to love sushi and sashimi and et cetera I ate so much that I had two stomachs protruding out that night. Heehee and I have awesome people who loves eating to go eating with me. We can gain all the weight in the world together. :)