i'm in a good mood today (:

i got to see marina barage as well as the marina south pier last night.. night lights were pretty..

wouldn't mind having a picnic there in the day.. with wind blowing in my hair.. heehee...

had a very interesting dinner... it was in a boat la! like how cool is that please?! haha.. kinda awesome.. haha..

the night was nice though tad wet.. company was great.. Thank You, Lord! =)

and yes! today i saw a really BEAUTIFUL rainbow!!! there were two! coz one of them was a reflection of the other.. but it was simply breath taking!!! it was so nice to see a HUG rainbow just as i took a step out of my school's atrium.. Yes, God made all things good and beautiful!!! heehee..



i've not seen rainbow for years man.. the last time i caught one was like in JC i think? if my babes still remember, it was the one outside karib's place after tuition.. heehee..

graciepoo~ your wish came true! :)

-like another print left behind on my mind-

i need more time!!!

i haven't started revision thanks to the mad load of assignments thrown at us -.-


ok.. i'm just sian of doing audit -.- help me? lol..


one more day of lesson to go before part 1 begins... bleaghs..


and i'm obviously blogging coz i'm finding excuse not to do my audit.. hahaha..

Abba Father,

thank You for yet another new day..

thank You, Lord, for letting me serve you.. by giving me a chance to serve you within my ministry.. i pray for Your grace and Your strength, Lord.. for this is really something really new to me.. and i pray that with Your power and strength will i be able to be Your worthy testimony. Lord, may i not be swayed by power or pride, but instead, let me be always mindful in that all i do, that it will always be for Your glory..

all these i pray in Your most precious name,

Amen.

ok so here i am.. thinking about my life.. between my friends and my studies..
this post may come to you as unusual.. seeing as how i'm usually so emo-fied.. haha..

so anyhoos...

let me pose you all a question..



is it attaining good grades? being successful? owning your very own car? friends? love?
(i can't really talk about getting jobs or promotions coz most of us here are teens or young adults.. so let's assume success is equivalent to our grades k? lol)


these rites of passage read like a checklist.. funny how each time you tick them off.. you'll be caught smiling :)

but look a little deeper.. happiness does not really stem from the car you drive or the As you get but, rather, it's from within.. and as circumstances change, so does what you want out of life..

does success work hand-in-hand with happiness?
i say yes.. but not all the time..

happiness is just an emotional state that gives us pleasure.. feeling good may come as a result of success from other things, like spending quality time with your friends.. i'm sure friends make your day anytime right? :)

like many other emotions, happiness comes and goes, while success is an outcome of achieving a goal..
it's like.... people like me can get high on having great relationships with people.. while some, on the other hand, may feel uber terrific about being the next CEO or something.. in most of our cases.. getting first class honours? lol..

i mean.. yes, there will always be an assumption that "success = happiness".. but don't you think not all successful people are really that contented with their lives neither do all happy people have it all.. but there's no doubt that happiness is the forerunner to leading a fulfilling and accomplished life though..

desire is, in fact, endless.. and that means life doesn't stop once we reach our achievements ya?


as the cliche goes ~ people tend to regret the things they didn't do more than the things they did..



if happiness could come in a package, what would it comprise of? what do you want in it?

to each his own.. duh! haha..

the learning curves you go through, no matter how rough the ride is, should be celebrated as the pathway to learning who you are inside and what you want.. life experiences mould you.. and in fact, in the long run, it shapes your character and builds up your self-confidence..

we should learn to accept the fact that everyone goes through the hurt and rejection in some point in their lives.. hey~ we're only human ya? heehee.. to expect otherwise will only leave you in disappointment and emptiness.. or even failure..

happiness isn't about chasing fleeting moments of joy but rather how you choose to create themost meaningful life for yourself.. think about what you value.. put time and effort into what you deem worthy in your life.. life is short.. and time waits for no man..


so to all those who are down and frowning.. cheer up alright.. do something you like.. and treasure what you still have around you :)


so to all my friends and family. Thank You~ =)

it was quite an unusual day today..

so i went for FR and submitted my 33 Essay Qns on IAS.. and my reward was the answers for the 31 Essay Qns for my Consol Accounts..

had a surprise test.. and as i predicted... APPLE came out -.-

best part was that my balance sheet didn't balance... i lack $200 MILLION dollars man! lol.. melvin even better... CREATIVE ACCOUNTING! hahahahaha.. he has no idea how his balance sheet balanced without any figures in the Post-Acq in James Model..

ok so anyways...

i got back test 1.. which all of us expected to get a single digit.. hopefully as low as 1 mark just so we can prove a greater positive varience for our test 2.. and GUESS WHAT?! i got a DOUBLE digit! for once in my life i feel really sad about about passing a test.. wahahaha.. coz now my chances of proving a positive varience has decreased.. judging by our World Class question given today.. apparently from F7 ACCA?

as much as this seems all so weird..

i really wanna thank God for helping me pull through all this..
at least now i've got some faith in myself for FR...
He gives only what we can take.. :)


i somehow don't really know how to revert back to my sleeping cycle... and lack of sleep is causing my acne to be bursting out like c.r.a.z.y~ oh wells.. studies over beauty for now aye? LOL... we can do it twinnie!!! hahaha..

haha.. had a very interesting surprise dinner on saturday for vday.. haha... oh man.. i can't believe two people can pakat right in my presence to surprise meee!!! hahaha..


got a bouquet of my favourite flowers on friday too~~ haha...


as much as my weekend sounds fun.. i can't help but be constantly reminded of my work.. sigh..
so yes.. it's back to FR again..

my life seems so uneventful and dull to be blogged man.. haha.. i dunno what else to type these days but FR.. -.-

sigh... till next time..

i'm finally done rushing my FR man.. gosh..

after weeks of sleep deprivation.. he decides not to give us a test.. and not collect our work until next week.. wow..

but now i'm having a hard time trying to digest the Honeydews.. Strawberries.. and Apples.. before Jackfruit comes in.. gosh.. it's so difficult.. and confusing! oh man~

i was treated to a 20min massage yesterday... haha.. quite painful.. but shiok.. strangely enough.. i feel more pain today.. lol.. i wanna try a better one.. i'm just guessing the spa kind would be nice.. haha..

mummy bought me a pretty diamond pendant and a pretty pair of diamond earrings for me from tianpo.. it's my vday gift.. heehee.. but the salesman was so insulting-.- he asked my mummy.. "so maam, are you getting her a wedding gift?" AHHHH! oh man! i was in tee and jeans man.. how can i look that old? -.-

some men just really dunno how to compliment the ladies..


oh wells.. at least i'm still free from FR.. FM and ELC for tmr.. at least AA is 2 weeks from now..

having to take 6 full units is really no joke and no fun.. it's not easy to cope at all.. it's so draining..

i really appreciate my friends and family for being there for me.. and supporting me..

i really hope i'll make it through this..



meantime... i really could use some chillax time this weekend.. i seriously need to unwind.. i believe my classmates can empathise with me on this one.. lol..

well.. it's two more days till valentine's~ enjoy!
it's filled with PINK and HEARTS and ROSES and TULIPS and CHOCOLATES and LOVE~~~~
the day can't look any prettier than that.. haha..

warning: Little Miss Grumpy is in the house..

i'm disappearing..

managed to catch bride wars on friday.. with two little dears.. heehee..

as i was watching the show.. somehow.. i missed my bestie.. haha.. it's like so true.. coz we'll talk about being each other's maid of honour.. but i'm not as crazy as to get married on the same day la.. haha.. but ya.. i miss you aini!! haha..



so it's was joseph's big day.. and only cheryl, myself, bing ying and xinglong went.. i was just telling cheryl how we grow up so fast.. one moment we're deciding on JC courses.. next we're deciding on uni and courses.. next we're deciding our job paths.. soon we'll be talking about work.. marriage.. and kids.. and retirement!.. gosh.. hahaha..


real glad that my parents trust me with the roads now.. haha.. feel so good about myself... so happy i can be my mum's chauffer.. haha.. at least it helps with the practice..


i finally indulged in an 8h sleep last night.. as opposed to my 2-4h sleep/naps for the past one week or so.. but i'm still feeling tired.. twin~ i think he's wearing us out even before the prelims begin man.. sigh..

and i've been having cravings.. but i don't really have the appetite nor the time to eat them.. oh man..

incoherent

so i declared myself a no work day today.. didn't feel all that great... especially since i have FR on my mind like practically at every hour of the day.. how sad is that? -.- we've got one more week extention.. but the best part is that we're given addition 15 questions! like kill me already please! shoot me! -.-

man i dislike this constant nagging feeling and worries.. it's tormenting i tell you.. my head just chants:
FR FR FR FR FR
i'm sure my twin can empathise with me on this one..
next year.. it'll be:

MA MA MA MA MA

gosh!!!

what made my day even more depressing is that i lost my LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!

here's a picture of my new but lost love.. haha..

i wore it for the first time today.. and when i was about to like flaunt it to my friend.. i realised i lost one side of it!!! ahh!! so sad!!! hahahaha.. ok i know i'm losing it.. haha.. my poor moo moo is lonely coz the other one decided to run away.. *pouts*.... i don't care man! i'm soooooo gonna get myself another pair.. and probably a pair of treble clefs too..

the've got nice stuff.. i like the earrings collection best..

here are their links.. the've got better pictures for the second link:

http://embelle.blogspot.com/
http://www.embelle.webs.com/

to the girls staying in the east.. if you're interested.. you can get them at inQbox at parkway..


oh man.. i sound like i'm advertising for them.. haha..

speaking of advertising... as we all know.. VALENTINE'S DAY is looming by!!!

so i shall be nice and advertise my friend's webbie too.. hahaha..

this goes out to the GUYS now... get your ladies some flowers this valentine's k? (: hahaha.. additionally.. you'll be doing it for a good cause :)

trust me man.. i love the pictures i see there.. haha..

http://www.caringloversworld.blogspot.com/

lastly... i wanna say...

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY BESTIE!!! <3

much love!!

time is going by way TOO FAST! please stop for the moment and let me BREATHE for goodness sake.. rawr!


and i need to learn to separate worries from concerns..

it's the mad rush yet again.. thank goodness it's the last one.. at least i hope it is..


and i don't care! it's gonna be yet another one of my:

NO WORK THURSDAY!


i need a breather.. just a fun-filled and carefree day would be much appreciated.. i'm sure my friends share the same sentiments..


Jia You! to you three... we can do it...

just feel like another ordinary week just went by with a blink of an eye..

i was right to expect a not-so-happening cny.. or maybe it's a self fulfilling prophesy?


nonetheless..

i thank God for all the food and the hands which made them.. the companionship and friendships..



i suddenly feel this space isn't a place where i can openly express myself.. so i'll just leave it as that until next time..