random thoughts again..

charm's gotta do what charm's gotta do..

things i wanna do:
watch a movie
sing
catch the sunrise/sunset
eat happy-food
meet my babes
shop! (my 3mths promise is up! :p)
buy a pink laptop sleeve
pamper myself with some mani/pedi


things i needa do:
study econs
have better time management
be more disciplined
learn to treasure
sleep now!

there goes the F1 Fever..

it would have been nice to experience the real thing.. though i think it's not me to sit through 61 laps with a huge crowds.. i'll probably have a migraine.. haha... but nonetheless.. GO MASSA(Ferarri)!!! haha.. i really hope he wins and takes over Hamilton(McLaren).. he's only one point away! heehee.. (okok.. i've been a supporter of Ferraris only ever since M. Schumacher was around :p)

grand prix aside..


oh man.. school is CRAZY!
so many tutorials and readings uncompleted~ die la!
but there one strange thing.. i like LAW class!!!! i'm serious! haha.. i can't believe it myself.. haha..


and the last random thing for this post..

my gosh.. i've got so many cravings!!! haha.. for a bit more than a week, i've been craving for different kinds of food on different days.. ah.. haha.. i miss those days where my girl friends and i had crazy cravings.. haha.. for now.. my poor new-found-twin got to tolerate my nonsense :p sorry dear! haha.. i can't believe i'm still craving at this hour >.<

it's just one of those times i don't feel like myself..

tell me what's right and what's not..
tell me where has it gone
tell me is there somthing i forgot
tell me what have i done

i dislike being "me"

after all that's happened for the past few days..
despite of our quarrels and misunderstanding..
i realised i still have that patience to care for him.. in fact.. i kinda like caring and looking out for him..
i hope he'll learn to be a stronger person..
i hope all will go well..

the early morning train rush
dover mrt stn
bus 74
nostalgia.. haha..

yup, it was my first day at school yesterday.. it wasn't too bad.. just missed the tea at breaks.. now i have to get it myself.. haha.. i missed the U-mian too.. so i had it for lunch.. haha..

but after school ended.. i received an unexpected phone call..
i hailed a cab as fast as i could.. only to realise that i was there too early and that there was a change in venue.. no vacancies.. so it had to be done today instead..

my heart broke into little bits which sank into my blood.. depressing, it was.. in fact, tears still flow as i think about it.. the scene still so vivid in my mind.. i could use a tight hug and a shoulder to cry on.. damn.. i'm so weak..

all's good..
but i can't stop worrying

Thank You, Lord.. for watching over him.. for taking him into Your care.. keeping him safe from harm.. Thank You so much..

haha.. the speaker was really funny please.. so entertaining.. and good.. IMO la..

it was so good to meet my ol' friend, cheryl.. saw her two days in a row.. heehee.. aiyo babe!!! i'm so glad we met.. she's one girl i'll never forget.. small girl with BIG voice.. haha..

*~~*

life's been kinda weird.. but it's alright..
school is about start next week.. and i can't begin to fathom the amount of effort i have to put in next year.. i really pray for strength and perseverance to aid pull me through the next 9 months or so..

i'm already beginning to miss the things around me..
my friends..
my carefree days..
the music i do..
the random meet ups and bumping on the streets..
cam-whoring..
the shopping..
the lovely sights and scenery..
the late stay-ups and late wake-ups..

i really hope school will turn out good this time round.. and i really, Really, REALLY pray for better and more inspiring lecturers who can at least convey the right messages across to help me understand what's going on.. year 1 was really [ O.o OR Z.z ] unexpected.. haha.. i'm sure my classmates agrees too.. haha..

*~~*

funny how a sip of a regular, tall, vanilla latte, can make me feel so nostalgic.. haha..
the mugging sessions with various people at the cold starbucks and suntec, e-life..
the discovery of the nice ugly chicken puff..
the special delivery at my door step when i had a sudden craving in the midst of my studies..
my favourite lemon lollipop.. (i dunno why i like their expensive lolly man.. haha..)


time is seriously moving way too fast..

very strange..

we're only in the month of september and i'm already hooked onto christmas carols.. of course.. with my all time favourite, "O Holy Night".. haha..

i also noticed a trend over the past few years..
i tend to tune into acapella covers of christmas carols.. and they really get me into the mood.. though a tad too early this year.. haha.. well at least it serves as a reminder to me to do some shopping before the big day arrives.. lest, i have to join in the mad rush - the typical last minute shoppers' crowd.. oh how awful.. eek..

i'm currently listening to equivox's cover of n'sync's, "O Holy Night".. it's been on repeat for the past i-dunno-how-long lah! haha..


oh how i just adore acapella music~

ok.. time to sing behind my eyelids.. haha.. nights world..

one last breath..


the final week.. before it begins yet again..

i just wanna have a blast
basking in it all

oh-so bittersweet..

speaking of bittersweet.. i could use a choc or two..

i watched Wall-E!!!! hahaha.. it's so cute please.. aiyo some parts really so funny.. haha..

it's a cute pixar cartoon la.. i can't imagine that even robots fall in love.. so cute~ haha.. and why didn't the cockroach die after being squished so many times? >.< haha..


to kill time.. i can't believe i played arcade la! it's been ages since i stepped into one.. haha.. i can't believe i played the drums -.- hahaha.. and oh!! Silent Hill!! haha.. i can't believe i played a shooting game with a guy.. haha.. obviously i super CMI la.. my score is like so low.. only to realise that he's been killing dead things and yet he could still get combos out of it -.- hahaha.. okok.. i just like nonsense shooting games la.. i find them rather destressing.. warped, i know.. i like time crisis(proud to say i cleared time crisis 4! haha..), house of the dead (only played number 3 & 4).. and today i played silent hill! haha.. weird-ness please..

i ate jap again today.. the restaurant that caters to kbox customers.. and my stand still stays - i still prefer sushi tei.. hahaha.. (bias :P) it's really not worth the price today..


and yay! today was Amplify Friday!!! hahaha.. i've been looking forward to today all week long.. i dunno why but i just feel so comfortable there.. and next fri is Amplify in the City!!! whoohoo!! hahaha..

today's talk was given by Fr William Goh.. he touched on 'Envy & Jealousy'.. i didn't know he's quite funny..

truth be told.. i very much agree that this week's topic is rather basic.. very on-the-surface.. i guess maybe it didn't appeal to me as much as 'Fear' did, last week.. in fact.. i guess the only thing that struck me today was that... yes, i've got my deep insecurities and i have very low self-esteem.. i never seem good enough.. and that's so wrong..

haiz.. yet another flaw..
ima working on it..


events aside.. i feel tad funny inside.. some hesitant feeling stirring in me.. hmmm.. i wonder.... queer..

our silly school ought to do something about their eCR system!!

goodness! can you imagine i sat in front of BOTH my PC and laptop.. for 2 whole hours?!!? just so that i can rush with the mad crowd for my timetable~ >.<

on the flip side..
i still managed to keep my 3 day week timetable.. mon, wed and fri.. tues and thurs left for mugging.. oh man.. my classes are long! goodness.. 6 hours worth of lectures on wed and fri and 3hours on monday.. oh man.. i must 坚持到底!!!


life's about to change drastically..
i miss my year 1 friends..
cresencia dear!! thank YOU!!!!! this little angel changed her module so that she can be with me.. so sweet!! i owe you one!!!

ok.. enough crap.. i'm having a major headache coz of eCR -.- payment wise.. i'll worry later..

whoohoo! the girls and karib finally met up again!!!




it was so sweet knowing karib misses us.. and he actually cancelled his tuition just FOR us!.. like awwwww please..

our dear auddie started the Twist Theme.. so here is all of us cam whoring.. haha..

as you can see we were very trigger happy(actually it was grace).. haha..
but the KC girls will ALWAYS be photo ready! hahaha..

it was unfortunate that elke and dee dee kho couldn't join us.. we shall arrange for one when dee dee gets back.. dee dee.. why are you always MIA? haha..

oh my favourite part was when we SANG "Happy Teacher's Day" to karib in the middle of whitesands!!! HAHAHA.. he was so embarrassed.. damn~ if only we recorded it.. hahaha...

oh i love these people.. yup.. after all these years.. we're still the closest to karib.. heehee.. oh the memories.. sweet sweet memories.. heehee..

Hungry Ghost..
Kangaroo..
Winnie the Pooh..
Sugar Biscuits..
Round Biscuits..
Probability = 10..
the Whacking Ruler..
Mass Copying of Homework Under His Void Deck..
Nutella and Tuna just to help him with the Horrible Square Biscuits

how Nostalgic they are.. haha..

once again.. happy teacher's day mr karib..

-the good ol' days-

i didn't expect for this to happen.. but i'm more surprised that i'm kinda cool about it.. i dunno why.. guess my emotions are pretty mixed at present..

but more importantly..

thank you mummy.. for being so supportive.. i'm sorry i got to impose on you.. but thank you for not reprimanding me.. i really appreciate what you're doing for me..

thanks to those who've heard my rantings.. it's really nice knowing i've got pillars around me (: