charm feels tad emo and corny.. so forgive me :p

*~~*

i witnessed something lovely
yet it's times like these i feel insecure
to know i've got what it takes
but yet still feel so unsure

why is it so hard to do what i love
to do what i dream?
why is it i still have got this fear in me?
my pathetic self-esteem

i figured i'll just sing for my love for music
and caress the cord in my hand
it'll be a duet with one friend
and a solo with my guitar man

to all my friends who are coming
i know i'm scared to show you what i've got
but it's real heart warming that you will be there
and i really appreciate the support (:


*~~*

well my secret's out to some.. and i didn't expect that i'll be having that big a crowd.. haha.. but really really.. thanks guys..


oh man.. i got inspiration for a song.. but my french manicure is hindering me from playing my guitar.. lol..

i know this is so duh! just felt like screaming...

I LOVE SINGING!!!

haha..

i watched The Notebook.. oh man.. i'm really bad with controlling my tear glands man.. lol.. especially when it comes to emo shows.. haha.. it's rather nice~ not a typical love story.. though predictable.. but i still enjoyed it.. (:

[so many thoughts.. but i don't think i can blog it down]

random: yay!! he's got a new car plate number! i like! haha..


the perfectionist
took it too seriously
to enjoy whatever she had before her
instead,
she ended up reproaching herself
whatever for?
a need to be reminded,
constantly,
perfection isn't necessary
sometimes we're better than what we think we are

life's been treating me well.. excluding the fact that i had to work on the weekends just so that audit checks will be flawless -.-

i got a new pink puma jacket from a sale at TM.. lol.. it was originally priced at 81 bucks.. but it only costed me like 32? haha.. good deal aye? haha..

i met buddy last week.. oh man! i love shopping with her can~ she makes me laugh like mad la..
we headed down to far east plaza.. it was so nostalgic.. and lil' ol' me spent the entire night only shopping at ONE level of the whole shopping centre >.< hahaha.. gosh i must be mad.. lol..
headed down to mango where.. apparently.. they had like a 2 day sale thing? not bad ba.. but still pretty expensive in my opinion.. i should stop shopping now and save up for my BKK trip!!! hahaha.. i dunno why i got this sudden craze for shopping.. it's so unusual.. but it's unusually good!!! lol..


i'm about to start my new job soon (:
it's rather far though =/
i really hope the job will be a good eye opener.. at the same time.. not so stressful.. i really wish this company has internet access man.. lol...


i watched kungfu panda today! hahaha.. okok.. i know i'm a bit slow la.. but wah piang.. it's so fat! and that fella makes me laugh.. haha.. so retarded!

you know what.. i think i might just switch to cathay instead of the usual GV.. not only is it cheaper(6 bucks per tix if paid by nets).. it has more comfy seats! so shiok la~ plus it's so near my house :p like 2 to 3 bus-stops nia...


charm charm feels....
goooood
contented with life
reasonably happy (:

new song on blog.. enjoy

you know what?
i was in a good mood to blog something really happy..

but FORGET IT!

Charmaine is officially PISSED OFF!!!

so BUZZ OFF!!!

yay! the babes(minus 1) finally met up!!! hahaha

as aini said.... "in loving memory of dee"..

dee!!! we'll hang out again when you're back k? reserve a day for us please!!! hahaha..


i was randomly craving for thai food today.. and whee! we got to eat at thai express!

man! i haven't laughed so much in ages! hahaha.. grace was ultimate as usual.. haha.. and my! do i miss elke's voice.. hahaha..

hmmm and nini got such a sweeeeet surprise today wor! hahaha... SHH!

jokes aplenty
laughter filled the air
oh how i miss those times
i miss you girls~


PEEKtures!
(more will be added to this post tmr)

US!
(minus one.. our dear dee dee)

-babes will forever be babes (: -

what a blast!!!

it was a nice party.. poor fella got thrown into the pool..

too many pictures to upload here so i'll just put them up on facebook (:


ok.. i'm really quite tired.. but i had fun.. haha..

Happy Birthday to You again Kaihong!!!

May the good Lord Bless You!

i think it's really a bad week for me.. like event after event, i've been let down time and time again.. sometimes.. i just can't get what i want.. like my baby taz cushion and the clothes in my size.. and CHEESE!!! -.-''''

aiya.. it's ok la.. i'm just whining for the sake of whining.. haha.. not really all that sour about it..

just that i'm tad disappointed that things couldn't really turn out the way i wanted it to be.. especially the cake >.< it turned out like paste/ice cream/mousse -.- so saddening.. so unpresentable.. so sad to eat =/

at least the taste and smell was there.. haha..

THANK YOU MIN XUN!!!
(last thank you for today.. i promise! hahaha)

i couldn't have done everything without you..

at the end of the day.. it's the effort that counts right? i did what i could.. and i'm contented ^-^


funny how some thoughts were running through my mind yesterday as i frantically tried to find 3 blocks of cheese.. like what's cheesecake without cheese?!? haha.. so lil' old me went around pasir ris to get cheese.. haha.. it was quite an experience.. at least now i know i can take a bus to downtown east from my house.. hahahaha!

it's all worth it la..

more celebrations to come!

man~ i wonder what's my 20th AND 21st gonna be like.. haha..

i'm back!! from my 3D2N cruise to nowhere..

man it was hellofa BLAST!!! haha... just too much to type..

i'm glad at least now my choir opened up.. and we're at least willing to make that change.. but it takes time la..

anyways.. you know what?!?!?! it's the 1st time i saw SHOOTING STARS!!! i didn't just see 1.. in fact i saw 2 of them!! so cool! haha.. i know i'm sua ku la.. but yay!! haha.. man i've never seen such a lovely night sky.. you know how mainland is with all the city lights... but when i was on the cruise.. i saw SO MANY stars!!! like WOWers! they filled the whole sky!!! haha.. it was such a beautiful sight!

caught the sunrise and the sunset too.. i feel those are better on mainland though.. coz the rain clouds were in the way -.-

anyways.. i've got one song stuck in my head.. it's a new song apparently..

i wanna share the song with.. i'm so in love with it!!! a very nice "duet" song.. heehee.. where the guys sing and girls echo.. it's so lovely.. (:

You Are Holy (Prince of Peace)

Lord, You're worth it~!

-i will love You all my days...... and i will live my life for You-

oh my goodness.. taboo is so fun.. so so darn funny when i play with that group please.. hahaha...

man i was a party spoiler.. but it was so inconvenient =/


anyways.. 2 days more till i go for a cruise!!! yay!!!


haiz.. i don't feel like me.. i guess i'm happy.. but i feel like i'm lacking something.. is this part of me pmsing? i feel incomplete.. thus, i don't really feel much.. this feeling is so familiar.. but i can't remember what happened to me before that caused this feeling... -.-

i think i just need some TLC
or maybe i'm just too demanding..

it's really comforting knowing that a friend can be there for you in your time of needs..

to share happy moments
to share worries and fears
and even to share tears

as much as i'm blessed.. i would still like to say i'm sorry.. please forgive me..


thank you for lending me your ears when i needed to confide
thank you for making the effort to make me feel better when i'm down
thank you for your shoulder when i need someone to lean on and to cry on
thank you for being you..

you're a real gift (:

ok that's it.

it's one of those rare months where i officially have no cravings and i'm pmsing by having major moodwings~ -.-


i'm so cranky and moody.

why is it that the slightest things happening around me are affecting my emotions so greatly?
annoying.

one moment i'm happy, next moment i'm sad, then i'm inspired, then i'm down again, finally when i'm happy, i have to emo again -.-

i, too, seriously dislike this.

forgive me.