it's been a rather eventful week.. got to meet up with so many people (:

meet up with old friends.. especially 2 childhood friends.. it was quite nice having them around (: omg please.. their house is so huge.. -envies-.. lol.. and i got to play with his wife.. lol.. and he plays well man! i lost touch with my guitar le~ =/ haha.. should i be addressing you as shi fu? lol~

met my buddy after so long! haha.. studied together at her place.. but i swear.. it was a damn suay day for us.. yet a really fun day.. heehee~
for me.. let's just say my ex bumped into me.. it felt really awkward..

met up with xl tonight.. it was like a Macs Night Out please! heehee~ interestingly yummy though =p poor us.. so tired.. i guess that didn't matter much to me ba.. =)

i am so super tired from one whole day's worth of shopping with my family.. i totally K.O. in the bus please! haha... falling asleep on him at the bus stop too.. haha..

look at the clothes mummy and daddy bought for me! heehee~ this is cny shopping part 2!.. lol.. i'm too lazy to put part 1 up.. lol.. i came back home wanting to tell xl how much clothes i bought today.. coz it felt as if i bought the whole of singapore.. lol.. but to my realisation.. it's only 4 pieces -.- haha.. but it's cool ^-^ (at least i got something to satisfy my craving for blue clothes.. lol)

to the fashionistas.. lol.. girls/babes especially.. don't say i never bother to try to colour up my wardrobe arhz.. lol.. i know it was monochrome.. now it's like freaking multi-coloured! lol..

i'm finally kicking myself in my own butt.. lol.. yup.. i'm finally studying.. i hope it goes into my brain.. it's always before exams i wished the whole burn-your-book-and-drink-its-ashes thing is really true >.<

speaking of butts.. gosh.. i can't stand irresponsible smokers.. i just got burnt by a lit cigarette on friday while walking in orchard road.. how queer.. but true.. -.- ok i know i'm super random..

i just needed to blog.. lol..

i finally changed my blogskin.. haha.. not forgetting the overwhelming requests for me to do so.. lol..

ok so no more black.. but pink has got to stay somehow.. lol!

went for dinner with an old friend last night.. it was a real pleasant and satisfying one.. but sadly... traffic down rochor was really BAD!!! -.-
hope your kangoo managed to start today.. heehee~

anyways today is yet another day for more packing..

my life is all about packing and studying now.. haha..

i found these two videos super cute.. made me smile.. enjoy~

the auditions



the following one is the finals..

yay! cleared the entire stats syllabus today.. thanks to YOU! haha..

i've got a feeling i'll be REALLY careless with chi-sq.. correlation and regression aren't any better either.. lol.. long formulas.. and in JC they had a formula booklet.. now we don't -.- unfair please..

today studying at macs.. just proved to me that i really dislike studying outdoors.. lol.. so noisy! but oh wells.. needed the help(i think might still need help =p).. so i guess taking the trouble to sit there for 1.5hours isn't really that great a chore..

whee! went to the new toa payoh park.. what a lovely walk.. love the fresh air! not to mention the company.. lol..

when i used the ladies while i was there.. i had a random thought...... who maintains and keeps these toilets clean? there were no toilet papers in the cubicles.. and one of the seats were so sticky.. eek!.. i went for the cleaner one.. duh! haha.. maybe i'm fussy with hygiene.. oh wells.. but at least it's better than the one at tpy ya? lol..
thanks for the concern of my comfort.. heehee =p

the stroll was still really lovely nonetheless ^-^

okie enough of blogging.. got to go start reading through some econs..

charm charm's happy today! heehee~ ^-^

well.. i've been down with flu.. thanks to the heavy rain which i got caught in on tues evening.. just before i could get to my gym.. -.-'' lol..

but despite me being ill.. today was a real PICK-ME-UP day.. heehee~

i can't believe i'm about to type the following words.. haha

i love this book i borrowed from Audrey.. heehee~



i have always enjoyed her romance novels.. all in all i've read four of her books till today(more like read two and glanced through two =x).. haha.. i know i'm like the best joke ever la.. but honestly.. Charmaine and reading aren't really the best of friends... haha..

oh man.. i teared when the story was reaching its end.. and i wished there were more pages to turn! i feel like buying the book for keepsake.. and maybe to read it all over again whenever i've got the time to.. haha..

thanks Auddie for being so patient with me.. i know i'm a really slow reader.. haha.. but i truly enjoyed the book.. heehee~ thankies!

i admit.. i'm a sucker for love novels.. haha..




lovely story aside..

i think i caught the flu bug -.- *coughs*
yuppers.. have been coughing, sneezing and sniffing in class the whole day.. so unglam please..
well looks like i've got a Bad Debt account.. Glenn's joke >.< lol..

thank goodness i still got this one last pack of hacks You gave me the last time round.. haha.. totally saved me man.. if not i'd have probably coughed my lungs out today.. haha.. i knew keeping aside would come in handy some day =p thankies dear! ^-^

WARNING: Emo!

[changed my blog song.. but the file doesn't sound original... lol.. paiseh..]

i've been packing my stuff ever since i woke up... and everytime i cleared a stack of stuff.. i dug up more and more memories.. from KC to CJ..

but emotions ran wild when it came to CJ though.. very bittersweet..

i found...
choir scores
2 sets of time tables
yearbooks
photos
letters from friends

gosh.. i stand firmly to what i said before.. CJ was The Best days of my life!

but tears kept rolling down just raking up some memories..
i'm sure most of you know why CJ meant so much to me.. haha..
some part of me wants to relive them all over again.. =')
i read your letters again.. for the upteenth time.. haha.. it's amazing time changes everything aye? maybe you're right.....

i'm so reluctant to pack.. not only do i have a lot of junk to dispose.. but i just don't want to stumble upon some memories..

i've got loads to say.. some can't be put into words.. while some just plainly can't be said..

damn the emo-ness... must be the crimson tide..

or is it jealousy?

just thought of a poem.. heehee~

omg la! my back and shoulders are aching like crazy thanks to my heavy bag please! argh.. thanks goodness for the big bag mummy bought for me.. at least everything can go in.. just that now my body is about to break -.-

i took grace's advise.. and i'm resorting to salonpas! i think i need to go for accupuncture soon.. that one more shiok.. lol.. but this is doing fine for now..

finally went to the gym man! and this lady's back to her weekly gym routine! whoohoo~

after gym i could feel the stiffness of my muscles man.. tomorrow the pain confirm plus chop plus guarantee will be damn orgasmic la! hahaha...

i found out that i'm officially moving on 8th march.. i'm so gonna miss this place.. and my my.. i can't begin to fathom the travelling when it comes to school >.<

speaking of school.. i ought to pull up my socks now and study man.. all words no action -.- typical...

okie.. i'm having bad cravings.. now i wanna eat chicago cheesecake from coffee bean! all thanks to buddy's recommendation.. lol...

need to change my phone next month.. anyone can recommend me any good phones? preferably nokia please..

recently i've picked up my guitar again.. cutting my precious nails just to strum those new strings.. oh the melody~ heehee~ feels good to play and sing again ^-^

it's been a rather eventful week.. heehee~

studied banking and finance.. ya man.. feels weird that i'm actually studying.. haha.. but i came to realise that it isn't as bad as i thought it would be =p

i was quite a happy girl on friday.. heehee~
he took me out to eat my favourite jap buffet at kuishinbo! =p here are some pictures of the food we ate... and chocolate fondue is back!!! whee~

yesterday buddy and i had our bad cravings.. and we decided to meet up to satisfy these cravings.. haha.. she wanted some chicago cheesecake from coffee bean while i wanted xiao long baos! haha..

we got too hungry.. so we took this photo after having a bao each.. haha.. paiseh~ =p


times with her are filled with nothing but laughter please! oh man.. lol.. i really enjoy every minute with her la.. so electronegative! >.< (FON - Full Of Nonsense.. credits to my buddy.. haha)

this pink girl is craving for blue clothes.. oh gosh.. i can't imagine myself saying this.. but i really feel like finding a nice blue cardi... haha.. i hope it's a phase.. that way i needn't spend the money.. wahaha..

wonder what's in store for me this coming week...

haiz.. pessimism sets in..

today was the last day.. and the last time.. i saw Ku Gong again..

i rushed out after school to have lunch with daddy before we head to his place.. by the time we reached.. we were just in time to place roses by his side...

i saw tears rolling down from dad's cheek.. and my heart just couldn't take it anymore..

in the viewing hall..
it was a slow and definitely, a painful, watch..
behind we glass panel we stood
as we saw him leave us
the further it went..
the more tears dad and i shed..

i really don't know what to say.. it's really a bittersweet feeling =')

dad took me out shopping.. and he even bought me two chinese new year dresses.. haha..
i guess a little retail therapy did me good today..

sorry that my posts for the past few days have been pretty sad ones.. forgive me.. well.. this is afterall an outlet for me right? haha.. -sniffs-


just a little something for two very special people in my life:

mum, dad...
as much as we have our misunderstandings.. i just really want you guys to know that i love you..
panjang panjang umo... hope i got that right..

what a day...


day started out really bad.. coz i lost someone so dear to me.. to my family.. and i didn't even get a chance to say goodbye... ='(

following which.. i asked him out to have donuts.. i needed them so badly..
i had hokkien mee for dinner! heehee~ ok random.. but i have my reasons =p

i was so tired the whole day that i slept on him on the way back home..

thanks for help in stats man.. i totally needed it please.. lol..



well.. to sum it up..

it's never a great feeling knowing you've lost someone whom you loved.. no matter how hard you try.. memories still linger.. happy ones etched within your heart..

it hurts knowing when you need someone and yet there's no one... or maybe.. you're just blinded by your own emotions that you don't see the other side of it.. that i'm guilty.. i admit...


i wish i could just see you one last time..
i really miss you..

my dear guitar finally has new strings! haha.. never changed it ever since i bought it.. even though now it doesn't really have that same nice bright tone as my previous strings.. i'm just glad that i'm using strings which are not rusty anymore! haha..

oh man.. i'm bored...


i've been cooped up at home for the past two days... so boring.. all i do is eat and eat and eat >.< lol.. funny how when you're alone you can drift into dark thoughts.. but my beloved milk chocolate made it all better... ^-^ omg.. fats! need the gym badly! heehee~

if my calculations are right.. today is the last day of Christmas.. yup.. the 12th day of Christmas(my true love gave to me....) haha.. will be removing the snow by tmr =p

so bored that i've finally mastered "Love, Me" guitar tabs! with some help of a friend.. thanks man! heehee~ i can finally pluck that song.. -.-

speaking of food... i have been having cravings the entire day! i wanna eat double chocolate! i wanna eat sushi.. haiz...

i wish i can go out tomorrow... haiz..

Happy 2008 y'all !!!


i managed to get a great view of the city highLIGHTS.. haha.. yeah man! once again i caught the fireworks!!! haha.. 2 years in a row ^-^

this year's ambience was much better as opposed to last year's.. well it's thanks to my buddy.. heehee~ she managed to reserve some "seats"... haha.. we ended up standing anyways.. no diff.. lol.. oh ya.. people sprayed party strings everywhere sia.. the smell got so pungent after a while that i couldn't stop sneezing >.<>