this is my last post as an 18 year old...

it was one heck of an ending...

but someone took me out to my favourite jap buffet restaurant!!!! haha... :p whee~

got more jigsaw to do!!! i've been longing for one.. especially to do it with Him ^-^

ah~~~ tomorrow is my 1st day at school... >.< econs lesson sia~

pink candles for me please~ :p
haha... cheeyyyy.. not shy... lolz...

greetings from bangkok! haha... i'm on my mum's lappy if you're curious to know :p

today was a rather eventful day...

firstly.. this suaku girl sat on her 1st SQ flight... lol... (excluding those taken when i was a baby.. coz i can't remember what it was like... haha)

i watched 200 pound beauty.. or rather... still in the process of doing so.. coz the movie had to be truncated as we were about to land then...

when i arrived.. i realised i was in the new BKK airport!.. like it's so much bigger than before... but the immigration check point is still equally slow as before -.-'
and one thing great about travelling with my mum is that.. no matter what.. we'll always have a limo waiting to fetch us to our hotel ^-^

once we checked in.. we placed our luggage in our room.. and *poof*... we headed to the nearest mall for shopping!!! CentralWorld.. oh man.. it's like HUGE!!!
it's shop i headed to was Levi's... and guess what... dad bought me 3 pairs of jeans! :p so many please... confirm plus chop plus guarantee got sufficient to go to school with...
that mall was like a never ending place to shop.. and when i was on the 2nd floor... like at least 7 shops had sales of "reduced prices up to 70%!" O.O... attractive eh? :p they were the usual Mango, Zara.. etc.. surprisingly.. we didn't walk out of those shops with any bags from them.. lol...
but i didn't buy 1 pair of shoes, 2 spaghetti tops and 1 skirt from other shops :p

we then headed down to Central Chitlom.. but we realised we were too tired to walk.. so we went to the supermart to get ourselves some fruits.. and then head back to the hotel to nua before my mum's friend arrived..

my mum's friend took us out to a really satisfying and heavenly dinner... it's called "Coffee Beans by Dao".. it's like a fusion between both western and thai food.. simply delicious! we ate till our hearts content... so much so that we could barely walk... but we knew that the only solution to aid our "indigestion" was to walk it off.. oh gosh...madness..

after which.. we headed to the night life along the streets outside our hotel... got some small gifts... then headed back... we couldn't tolerate the aches and sores anymore.. haha.. so here i am.. blogging =)

well... that's just one day of activities... tomorrow will be the bigger malls and a longer day... lol...

ok.. time for me to rest my poor feet and body...
nights everyone =)

grace: i might not be able to get you your stuff coz dad is superstitious =/ if that's the case.. i'll return you your money okie? paiseh...

today was one long day... lol... but i had much fun of course... lol...

met hui went this morning as i accompanied her to NTU to pay for her hostel fees... oh man.. the school is TOO HUGE!! lol... thank goodness lydia was there to help lead the way.. if not.. the two of us would have probably walked round in circles >.<

and my goodness.. just to get to the office of finance.. we needed to climb the never-ending flight of stairs!!! oh man!!! i remember the cruel days of the GST! and after today's experience.. i think GST wasn't all that bad.. lol.. the building was like at the top of the hill for goodness sake! half way through and we were panting.. lol.. no stamina le.. haha..
it was a cool day.. but it was no thanks to that flight of stairs.. lol..

anyways.. we then headed to have lunch at sakae coz we were famished after that dreadful start.. lol.. we were so hungry that we ate too quickly.. so much so that we couldn't finish what we ordered :p... oops?

after which we headed to SIM.. an unexpected visit.. well.. it was only to purchase our stationery... lol... well.. it was close to boon lay and plus i had discounts.. so ya... explains it all.. at the same time.. i took her round my small school.. lol...

after the long day.. i headed back home to pack the remaining things needed.. before i rushed out to meet my choir peeps for social at East Coast Park...
we had gelare 1/2 priced waffles.. just like the last time round.. haha..
and omg.. i'm damn suay la.. some guy was such a spoiler.. like.. what the heck is the probability of meeting him on a tues night.. with his new gf... at ECP? blah... don't care la.. i had a great company with me.. so the thought of him just *poofed*

ok.. moving on... i'll be away for the next three days.. i'll be back on friday night.. heading to Bangkok for my next set of shopping spree~ lol.. will be on a morning flight tomorrow...

so take care you all.. see you soon =)

oh man
i was supposed to go for my OG outing yesterday.. but something happened...

i fell sick..
an excruciating pain...

but luckily He came down... and He nursed me... i didn't know what to do... i could bearly lift a finger... He's so sweet~ nothing new :p

anyways... one week left to the start of school... man.. i want a longer break! >.< but at least i have quite a slack timetable :p

yesterday was also the last day for the creative sale... i wanted that mp3 player... but oh wells... mum didn't get it for me =(
no big... shall wait for the next sale with better models.. i can survive with my dearest shiro for now.. =)

i'm still looking for my ideal birthday present.. but i can't seem to find any... :p
there's only one wish... of which i believe only my dear Grace Yeo knows.. haha.. shh~

i realised these few days.. my entries have been pretty disorganised.. haiz...
even though it's an outlet for me... i can't seem to find the right feelings to express.. =/
oh what the heck...

today is one heck of a fun day... haha...

i can't believe it... i did 4 sports in one day!

spent the day with my buddy, hui wen... heehee~ plans went pretty smoothly.. if i may say so myself... heehee~

we bowled at marina square after taking her to the mad sale i went two days ago with grace.. haha... following which... we headed to Chinese Swimming Club for a game of badminton.. wahaha~ tired sia... and MY GOSH.... the facilities are like WHOA!!!! love the toilet! haha... ok ok... random...

headed to parkway to get ourselves some durian ice cream... oOo... satisfying~~~~

after which... we headed back to my place to dip in the pool... shiok~

ok... my body is so going to ache tomorrow >.<

and i'm falling sick... bleagh~

what a day.. had POA workshop today... it's rather cool.. coz i love figures.. just annoyed with my my calculation errors -.-

but it's cool.. getting the hang of it.. hope accounting will be this smooth all through the 3 years :p

man the lecture notes there are so much better.. so straight to the point.. and when the lecturer speaks.. i actually can absorb and understand everything... cool~~

random: freak man... i feel like a bottomless pit! i'm like hungry round the clock sia... am i...............? haha.. nah~ :p

speaking of food.. my tian! the canteen there is like so cool... food is so cheap please! nothing like CJ... chicken rice at $2! ban mian at $2.50! whoa... so affordable... but i do miss CJ food la... =/

i miss CJ. Period. that school holds so much of my memories... those two years there were the best years in my school life... friends... smiles.. laughter... lectures... tutorials(always sleeping during econs though :p)... choir... oh i wish i could relive those two years again... i really miss it so so much... it's the only school where i had such a great sense of belonging... the mini acapella group.. the playing of the violin and pianos... sigh.. real unfortunate that good things must come to an end somehow... but i still hold these memories dear to me... -sniffs-

anyways...
3 days has passed... 11 more to go... =/
and i've been keeping myself happy successfully ^-^

okie.. it's the 18th of July... and i just wanna give a shout out to my special buddy........


HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI WEN!!!!


heehee~ hope i started your birthday in style ;)

today was one heck of a day sia... it was spent with the Glazed Grace :p

well... we went for E-trial for our FTT this morning.. and out of 3 papers each.. we failed ALL! >.< lol.. we were laughing away la.. 86% also not considered pass -.- if only i hadn't changed my answers to those 3 questions which i did.. haha.. nvm... considered not bad for two lazy bums who didn't read their books =p

we then headed down to marina square to watch Fantastic Four 2... a show which i wanted to watch.. but i know dar dar isn't free.. hope he's cool that i went with my sis.. heehee~
it was such a nice show... in my opinion... it's better that Harry Potter.. no offence...
before the show started... we were laughing our butts off when they screened the advertisement for Rush Hour 3... OH MAN!!! it's so FARNIE~ i wanna watch!!! babe... we watch together okie? haha... provided if my dar dar doesn't wanna watch it with me :p

after the movie... the two of us went mad with SALES... >.< bought clothes for uni!!! haha.. tops only la... lol.. but damn worth it~
after one whole day of fun.. my whole body wanted to break please...

directly after the movie.. my knee problem relapsed.. ouch.. i was limping.. but became better after a while.. but my spine was next.. thank goodness i'm home... not that i didn't enjoy myself.. i really did!... but my body was really in pain >.< sorry girl...

i truly enjoy hanging out with this lady please.. i like the fact that we're always so random.. and better still.. we're so frank, blunt, honest.. anything! and yet we don't get hurt... really great to have known you since primary school girlie... =)

omg.. dar dar did something sweet today... shall keep it to myself ^-^ shh~ =p

oh man... i'm counting down the days till i turn 19 =/

i hope i have a happy ending to being 18... just like how i had a lovely start to it... -recalls-
and hopefully i'll have a lovely start to being 19... other than the facts that it's the 1st day at school and that my 1st lecture is ECONS >.< haha...

oh wells.. just gonna treasure the remaining days...

i really love being 18... it's truly the best year of my life thus far =)
i wonder why :p

it was a pleasant weekend...

anyways... i'm just so glad tomorrow is coming soon.. which means... my 2 weeks worth of fun-filled activities are coming!!! whee~

going to watch harry potter tomorrow! yay~

but i'm so BROKE! thanks to driving.. haha...

anyways.. i got two new little friends to accompany me each night :p

and another chapter ends...


i've finally surrendered my pass... said my final goodbyes...


whoo hoo~ freedom!!! i can finally hang out with my friends... and go for driving like in PEACE! haha...

grace yeo!!!! we're the chiongsters please~ lol...


okie.. i'm pretty high tonight... on my own happiness >.<


little sis... thanks for listening.. heehee~ we should meet up soon okie? with celine too ^-^ better wait for her prelims to be over 1st.. haha...


i'm a busy busy little lady...

ok ok.. enough charm... haha...

tomorrow is the day i can finally surrender my temp pass! whee~

and OMG... and paint the town in different shades of PINK!!! haha...

you know... i'm really grateful for friends... you girls are great.. really you all are.. thanks for being there for me.. when i'm having my own emotional suicide.. haha... bittersweet huh?


grace... you and i are so going to spend a lot of time together please!!! you're my CLASSMATE!! after like freaking 12 years.. coming 13 years... of being in the same school!!! lol!!

we're driving buddies too!! this time i shall try to motivate myself to study for FTT :p


sometimes... crying isn't a bad thing... it just helps one relieve that choked up feeling within... call me a baby.. i don't care.. i'm just who i am :)


whoo~~ this virgin clubber is going to her 1st trip at Butter Factory on the 24th of JULY!!! WHEE!!! will be meeting the OG4 peeps there... heehee~ happening!

and OG outing is coming up too... haha... i'm so excited.. lol...

i've finally gotten my PDL... i can't wait for my next practical!!!

i finished my BTT in 12min out of the given 50min.. checked twice.. and ta-dah... i passed! without much studying :p

grace told me that poor fella next to her left the room looking so dejected... despite having to check his answers like three times...

omg.. the queue at CDC was terribly LONG! >.<

had chocolate fondue with grace again.. with loads of strawberries and watch so many cartoons... lol..

it was really great spending the whole day with her ^-^

i was her dearest manicurist for the day.. i'm proud of my "masterpiece" :p haha..


oOo i can't wait for my OG group outing~ a real happening bunch =)

ah!! eCR is starting in a matter of hours...

i MUST enjoy myself before school starts... be the HAPPY girl that i've always wanted to be...

i went for my Freshmen Orientation Day today.. haha...

wasn't all that nervous or scared..

truthfully speaking.. it was a blast! maybe it's coz i was blessed with a really fun and enthusiastic group that made everything so enjoyable.. haha..

and you know what?
my Post Orientation event will be held at BUTTERFACTORY! lol.. hmm.. will this be my virgin trip to a club? lol.. one free drink per person... and my OG is intending to go as a group.. heehee~

it feels good to have a group so close.. at least that way you won't feel so lonely... heehee~

played games as usual.. ice breaker was obviously unavoidable.. but we played games that we used to play in sec school! >.< from poison river to dog & bone to human scavanger to even the hunter, squirrel and earthquake game.. lol.. damn old school please.. but like i said.. if you have an enthusiastic group... nothing is not fun.. haha..

wanted to join the singing club.. but my gosh.. they do SOLO singing... not only that... they specialise in MANDARIN POP! >.< does this kantang look as if she's fit for that club? i think not..

so looks like i'll be joining Student Representitive Council!!!.. yeah man! back to leadership! i miss it loads.. lol... ni ni and dee dee... we'll be what we used to be before! provided if dee suddenly decides to go against her own thoughts of the Student Union... lol...

i'm happy i've made new friends... sad that there's no choir.. i hope i can be exco again though :p okok.. i'm just dreaming... haha... we're talking about at least 2 years more ya? :p damn! i must be prepared for politics >.<


i'm happy...

thank you OG 4!!!

well.. i've made a point to blog about my feelings a lil more openly with regards to a certain issue.. however.. it won't be explicit...


things have been undoubtedly rough... but when smooth times come along... they are indeed bliss...

today is our 17th month.. and we watched Music and Lyrics together.. in the comforts of my cozy room and a 19' wide dell screen... warm and fuzzy~ =)

he played the guitar and i sang... just like those days...

it's really the little things that make my day... i'm so easily pleased ya? :p


my emotions are in a whirl.. one moment i'm so happy.. the next moment i'm just numb.. be it happy or sad.. tears still flow down.. haha.. oh wells... life was never meant to be a bed of roses ya?

24 days to go..
just living each day to the fullest..

Cry out with Joy to God all the earth!

Lord, thank you for giving him to me. Amen.

HAPPY19th BIRTHDAY GRACE!!!

yo sista! lol...

hope you're happy with your flowers =)
at least you've got your reason to smile ya? heehee~

may you have a happy day today... though i still feel no birthday should go without a celebration..

-hugs!!-


oh man.. i don't wanna turn 19 soon... but when i do.. i hope it's a fresh new start for me..

ok.. today isn't my day man.. i shan't comment about work.. as much as i like the place... today was just plainly not my day -.-
in addition.. i think i'm super loser la... work one day can get 3 paper cuts >.<

anyways.. i went to celebrate my granduncle's birthday today... he turn 86! oh man.. so power! lol... he's damn cute la...

and i realised something... when peranakans get together as a family... there will always be this common topic - FOOD.. lol..

these ladies, especially, LOVE to speak of their own cooking and how they make that same dish differently... lol...

and omg~ being a peranakan.. i know nuts about cooking big dishes like them.. alamak.. so embarrassing... i can only cook simple meals.. curry and maybe the biggest i've ever tried was bee hoon kueh... >.<

i'm finally eating.. and when i do.. i feel so fat... damn... so confusing.. lol...

today was DEVASTATINGly Good!


GRACE YEO!!! you really made my heart drop and my appetite disappear... lol... poor thing leh.. i left elke and amande half way through dinner to "meet" the "depressed" grace... >.<

thanks you girls... you all arhz... go sign up for some mediacorp contract la... goodness.. lol... you all can really act la... and my phone died on me... even my phone wanted to play with me la.. >.<

whee~ so happy~! dessert was sweeter than usual...

dar dar!!! you bluff me~ you said you're staying in... stay in where sia? stay in your room to sleep la~! lol.. you totally rawk la...
(though a rose would have made it even more perfect than what it already was :p damn.. i shouldn't have cabbed down.. then i can save money and probably would have gotten a rose.. lol!!!)

sour milk or yogurt? that's the question... i'm afraid to know the answer... but somehow or rather.. after tonight... i wish we could be strawberry yogurt :p but something is holding me back =/

i'm confused but happy~... nevermind... many days to reason out with myself.. but one night to sleep peacefully and happily.. heehee~

work is getting to me.. should i follow my heart or the fact that i think i'm responsible? =/

and omg.. i'm so like random.. i keep craving for century egg porridge!! in specific.. crystal jade's congee.. AH~! yummyness! lol.. that's the only thing which i can swallow for now.. lol.. can't seem to eat anything else... at least not as much la..

so happy.. so many people said i've lost a lot of weight! haha.. ok.. i'm kinda warped :p


orientation is coming up.. and so is driving.. next thing.. before you know it... i'm back to maths.. stats.. and econs >.<

thanks girl.. for today.. lol.. you are so adorable la.. finally had chocolate fondue with you please! haha...


ni ni... you also must jia you okie? no matter what your decision is.. i will always support my bestie.. and you know that ;)

everywhere i go.. love songs just keep playing.. sometimes i'm numb.. sometimes they just sink it... and i notice every lyric sung...

i got freddo chocolates from auzzie~! thanks grace!!! heehee~ love these childhood chocolates man... my favourite - plain milk chocolates!.. heehee~

to toughen up or to make it my best chapter?
i can't decide..

big thank you to all my friends who are there for me.. as much as i'd love to share with you my story.. i can't... i'm emotionally unstable.. i can't really think nor feel right.. i'm just groping around for emotional support.. sorry for being such a burden to you guys... i think i'm damn scared to love again.. but i'll try my best... thanks girls...

my fairytale

another chapter left to write... together..
might be our last chapter...
i'll try to make it my best chapter..
it hurts but it's my only chance left..

june is a really bad month for my friends and i...
hey you all..
hang in there alright... to the unfortunate two... i'll still be here for you both.. as a friend... whenever you need me.. just look for me alright? you've got someone to share your sadness with...
for that lady who let's me scream at her.. haha... i hope you're doing better... hope july will go by fast enough so that at least you don't have to keep brooding about it... we can trash it out at the arcade okie?

to the three of you...
funny how we sad lovers can turn to each other so easily ya? haha... our fairytales will be dear to us... we need not tell one another.. and yet we know how it feels... don't worry... life must still go on... make the best out of what you've got okie?

did not sleep last night...
went to church alone today...
sang my heart out hoping to ease my pain..
said my prayers...
hoping He'll listen and answer them all...

my appetite isn't good at all.. i can't even eat as much as before.. came back for dinner.. realising i could only eat like 3 spoonsful yet again... and i had to force them down.. blah..

on the flip side..
i headed to the arcade.. wanting to trash things out as i had very violent images in my head.. i didn't wanna hurt anyone... so i needed to get my hands occupied and hopefully suan enough so that i won't do anything stupid...

played that dream catched machine again.. and i got another toy!!! lol.. this time not so pro... my cat was worth $1... this time it's a mickey mouse.. worth $2! lol..

i looked around me.. thinking that i missed those times when i was a kid... innocent and so happy... it was so heartening to see families play games together... i didn't even need to play games to keep myself that occupied.. most of the time i just watched the people around me and it felt good... kept eyeing on the dream catcher though :p

i wanted the stitch.. but someone before me caught it... -pouts-.. nvm... heehee~

there was this punching bag and the other was a hammer thingy... both of which requires one to whack damn hard... and they would probably wish that they'll break the previous record.. of which i saw this adorable scene:
a guy was about to whack with the hammer... and the girlfriend stood super far away.. i suppose she was damn afraid of the loud sound produced when whacking the board... and when her guy broke the record.. she was so happy please.. lol.. so cute... the guy looked so stunned...
i realised no girls played both items... as much as i wanted to vent my anger out... i was so paiseh please... i think i can't even reach 50 points.. when the average of what i saw was a minimum 800... lol!

better still.. when i boarded the bus to head home.. as i tapped my card on the reader.. it read "pay cash to TSO"... i stunned la.. then later i found out from dar dar that our cards have expired -.-.. kena cheated la... lol.. i knew i had at least 5bucks in it... so i found it rather queer... haha..


i'm starting to dislike music for a period of time... love songs are really irritating me at this point in time... and what's worse is that "tong hua" can't stop replaying in my mind... same goes to the memories too...

well.. all i can do now is to pull myself together.. hope for company... and pull through all these..

as the cliche goes.. if it's meant to be.. then it's meant to be.. =)