dear ryan...
our memories rush back like waves crashing onto the shore each time i think about yesterday.. i keep asking myself why? why didn't you at least talk to me? at least say goodbye?
it was just months back when we were studying together in library 2.. you bringing your psp.. playing with buddy's iphone.. we chatting over macs and fries.. and you making me laugh till it hurts.. you always make me crack up with your silly-ness.. but all i have now is just memories of you.. and at max, your facebook profile.. to look and regret the unfortunate..
it was just a while back when we were trying to text in german, me being proud of you of your achievement.. and agreeing to eat beef hor fun together.. but now, i no longer have that chance, and privilege to share that meal with you.. i'm so sorry..
i wish it didn't have to be so soon nor so sudden.. it was too abrupt..
if only i could tell you how much you're still loved by us..
i remember the night we caught the fireworks together with buddy.. camwhoring with your camera..
ok.. the more i type the more my tear ducts are bursting..
i just hope you know, you'll always be remembered..
love,
charm